0:00:31 > 0:00:33Why, Shaz? Why do this to us?
0:00:34 > 0:00:36What will people say?
0:00:37 > 0:00:41You ever stop to think about us? You're a disgrace.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43You're in BIG trouble, Shaz.
0:00:43 > 0:00:46SHE GASPS
0:00:55 > 0:00:58All right? Looked like you were having a bit of a 'mare.
0:00:58 > 0:01:01What's it to you?
0:01:01 > 0:01:03I was worried...that's all.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06You were shouting.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Was I?
0:01:08 > 0:01:13Yeah, seemed like you were scared of something or...someone?
0:01:15 > 0:01:18Couldn't help noticing that you're pregnant.
0:01:18 > 0:01:21You're a genius, you are(!)
0:01:21 > 0:01:24It's not the safest way of life for you and a little 'un.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Didn't exactly have a choice.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31Life on the streets, it's brutal.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37Look, if you ever need to speak to anyone, or share any worries...
0:01:37 > 0:01:39With you?
0:01:39 > 0:01:40You can trust me.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46Got a secret boyfriend sending you naughty lyrics?
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Shut up.
0:01:48 > 0:01:49No, Iqbal!
0:01:49 > 0:01:51So jumpy! What are you up to?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Have you ever heard of privacy?
0:01:53 > 0:01:55You can trust me!
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Hard enough just looking after myself
0:01:59 > 0:02:02but it must be worse with a baby growing inside you.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05I feel for you.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09How many months pregnant are you?
0:02:09 > 0:02:13Five? Six months?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Not sure. About seven?
0:02:15 > 0:02:19Should be doing regular check-ups. It's not just you
0:02:19 > 0:02:20you've got to think of.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23There's the baby.
0:02:23 > 0:02:24Shaz? You all right?
0:02:25 > 0:02:27We were chatting.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29You mean you were hassling her.
0:02:29 > 0:02:30No, mate, I'm just being friendly.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32What was he saying to you, Shaz?
0:02:32 > 0:02:34He was asking questions.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Did they send you?
0:02:40 > 0:02:44Who's "they"? Is Shaz in some kind of trouble?
0:02:44 > 0:02:46- You ask stupid questions!- OK!
0:02:46 > 0:02:49What've you doing? You can't just...
0:02:49 > 0:02:52Oi, no harm done. Just let him go, Dave.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58You were right about him yesterday, he can't be trusted.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Homeless people don't go around interrogating each other
0:03:01 > 0:03:02in the middle of the night.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Look, if it's cash you're after...
0:03:06 > 0:03:07I'm not a thief.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Here we go.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14What's your game?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17Please, look, I didn't mean any harm...
0:03:17 > 0:03:21What is going on? Truth now!
0:03:21 > 0:03:24All right, all right, I'm a journalist.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26I'm just trying to interview homeless people.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Get a real understanding of the issues involved.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31You're posing as being homeless?
0:03:31 > 0:03:35Scum. Trying to use Shaz to further your career?
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Pick on the most vulnerable-looking girl just
0:03:39 > 0:03:40so you can get your name in print?
0:03:40 > 0:03:42No, it's not like that!
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Go on, get out of here and don't come back.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Hop it, now!
0:03:53 > 0:03:57You need to be more careful, Shaz. He's a hack!
0:04:00 > 0:04:04'To think, some of you thought I wouldn't last!'
0:04:04 > 0:04:06- HE TUTS - 'Goodnight, suckers!'
0:04:08 > 0:04:09Talk about landing on your feet!
0:04:09 > 0:04:12He's lucky it's just for the challenge and not long term.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- What do you mean?- They closed down Burr House yesterday.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18So there's going to be a lot of homeless people back on the street.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20I saw a few people huddled in sleeping bags on my way in.
0:04:20 > 0:04:24One had a really bad cough. Thought about trying to get him to come into the surgery.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26With no address, it's hard to follow up with any treatment.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29Maybe we should start holding a special lunchtime surgery.
0:04:29 > 0:04:30That's a great idea!
0:04:30 > 0:04:33We could tend to all the usual illnesses that homeless people
0:04:33 > 0:04:35suffer from - skin conditions, infections,
0:04:35 > 0:04:38difficulty maintaining a healthy diet...
0:04:38 > 0:04:41No, well, lunchtime surgery is the best way of keeping them separate.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46What? I'm just being honest. It's the smell.
0:04:46 > 0:04:47It's not their fault!
0:04:47 > 0:04:50I know, but we have to think of our regular patients.
0:04:50 > 0:04:51What about tomorrow?
0:04:51 > 0:04:53- I'm on police duty. - I'm happy to run it.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56And me! I can find out where the people from Burr House might have ended up
0:04:56 > 0:04:58and arrange first come, first served posters.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00That'd be great. Thanks, both of you.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03I'd better get on.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Cool.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Good morning, Ronnie, it's me. How are you?
0:05:09 > 0:05:10Good, good.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13Listen, I'm just checking to make sure that we are on for tonight?
0:05:13 > 0:05:14Yeah?
0:05:14 > 0:05:17Oh...excuse me, mate.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20I had a rather sizable fried breakfast this morning.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22It's come back to say hello.
0:05:22 > 0:05:26Yeah, and remember, nothing on social media. OK, bye.
0:05:26 > 0:05:27Oh!
0:05:29 > 0:05:31Antacids.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38Poo bags, double thick, extra large. No, thank you.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Bingo.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47See if I can find us somewhere to sleep tonight.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Want me to come with?
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Nah.
0:05:51 > 0:05:55Go to the library, keep yourself warm, read some mags or something.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57I'll see you back here at about 4.30.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59Where are you going?
0:05:59 > 0:06:01My mate at the cafe.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02See if I can pull a favour.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05He mentioned we might be able to stay in his storeroom tonight.
0:06:05 > 0:06:06You be all right?
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Of course I will.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Hopefully I'll get us fixed up.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Fancy some lunch? My treat.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23You don't give up, do you?
0:06:25 > 0:06:26Ah!
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Shaz!
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Probably just the baby kicking.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Some kick!
0:06:33 > 0:06:36Looked like it hurt. What've you got in there,
0:06:36 > 0:06:38a Lionel Messi or something?
0:06:42 > 0:06:45At least let me get you a hot drink and some chips?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47You've got well more chips.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50Give that...!
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Hungry all the time these days.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07You are eating for two.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Look, Shaz, Dave's wrong. I'm not the bad guy in this.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Look, if you don't tell us your experiences,
0:07:15 > 0:07:17then how are we ever going to change things?
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Homelessness in the 21st century?
0:07:19 > 0:07:22In one of the richest countries in the world? It's a disgrace.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25So you want to change the world?
0:07:25 > 0:07:26Yeah.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29Why me, though, Tommy?
0:07:29 > 0:07:31A young pregnant woman on the streets?
0:07:31 > 0:07:32You care about me now?
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Of course I do!
0:07:37 > 0:07:38What do you want me to say?
0:07:40 > 0:07:41OK, erm...
0:07:43 > 0:07:45How did you end up on your own?
0:07:45 > 0:07:47I'm not on my own. I've got Dave.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Is he the dad?
0:07:49 > 0:07:51What about your family? Do they know?
0:07:52 > 0:07:57I will protect your identity. I promise. OK, no pictures.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Just the facts and your words.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00OK?
0:08:00 > 0:08:03What about Social, have they been helping?
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Shaz...
0:08:06 > 0:08:08I don't want everyone knowing my business.
0:08:08 > 0:08:14You've been exposed to danger. OK? Fallen through the net.
0:08:14 > 0:08:18Where is our future if we're able to treat people like this?
0:08:18 > 0:08:22Burr House has closed down, there's no safety nets,
0:08:22 > 0:08:24there's no beds, no money, no help from the powers that be.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26They don't care about us.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32Yeah, it ain't right, that's for sure.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Take this.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46Take it.
0:08:50 > 0:08:54Come on, Auntie Shaila. You know you'll enjoy yourself.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58I've got a great teacher lined up for the dance class.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01HE SPEAKS OWN LANGUAGE
0:09:04 > 0:09:06£2 entrance fee
0:09:06 > 0:09:08and the lunch is included.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11Meera Auntie is making her samosas, even though
0:09:11 > 0:09:13we know they're not as nice as yours.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16It won't be the same without you.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31Dad died when we were little,
0:09:31 > 0:09:34so my uncles, Mansoor and Tariq, took over
0:09:34 > 0:09:39the dad role. And more recently, my brother Iqbal.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43He's changed.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Thinks he's the man of the family now.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Do you mind if I continue to record this?
0:09:51 > 0:09:53My uncles...
0:09:54 > 0:10:00..they're quite strict, religious men, old-fashioned.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04But they're high-powered.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07One's a magistrate, the other's a councillor.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13Always banging on about their standing in the community.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16They trained Iqbal to be like them.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21I had to leave.
0:10:21 > 0:10:27Look at you, you are such a pathetic little victim, aren't you?
0:10:27 > 0:10:29You're a poor little Asian cow.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32And you got kicked out of your cosy little home, did you?
0:10:32 > 0:10:33Get lost.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36Listen, she is spinning you a line, mate.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38Just leave us alone, Nic!
0:10:38 > 0:10:39I am looking out for you!
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Tommy, she is taking you for a ride.
0:10:42 > 0:10:46She's a stuck-up little princess, that's what you are.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48And she's feeding you a pack of lies.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Who rattled your cage?
0:10:49 > 0:10:52You make me sick. You got all these people running around after you.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55We are having a private conversation. Can you just leave?!
0:10:55 > 0:10:58I got to admire your style, though, Shaz,
0:10:58 > 0:11:01really, because you have got blokes wrapped around your little
0:11:01 > 0:11:04finger, which is amazing, really, considering your tastes.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- Shut up!- Do you know what, Tommy? Cos I don't want to break your heart
0:11:07 > 0:11:09or anything like that, but our Shaz here,
0:11:09 > 0:11:11well, you bat for the other team, don't you, love?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13She's not really into blokes.
0:11:13 > 0:11:18Which does beg the question, how the hell did you get pregnant?
0:11:18 > 0:11:21Eh? Was it a turkey baster?!
0:11:23 > 0:11:28- Wait, Shaz!- Oh, my goodness me!
0:11:29 > 0:11:32I'm really sorry, bruv, it's just not appropriate.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34My ladies won't feel comfortable.
0:11:34 > 0:11:38Why? Bollywood is my passion. I love Bollywood - the action,
0:11:38 > 0:11:42the romance, the singing girls, the dancing, the glitter...
0:11:42 > 0:11:44I said no.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Look, I'm here for the music, for the culture...
0:11:47 > 0:11:50All right, if you're such a big fan, who's your favourite actor?
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Just as I thought, clueless!
0:11:54 > 0:11:57No, no... Not clueless, sir, just deliberating.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00It's not an easy question to answer, is it?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02My instinct is to go for Shah Rukh Khan.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05He's the current king of Bollywood, isn't he?
0:12:05 > 0:12:07But you can't say the phrase "King Of Bollywood"
0:12:07 > 0:12:10without also saying the name Amitabh Bachchan. I mean,
0:12:10 > 0:12:12he's the real king, isn't he?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14With that voice, so rich and deep like gold.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17- I'd go with Amitabh. - PHONE RINGS
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Angie?
0:12:18 > 0:12:21HE SPEAKS OWN LANGUAGE
0:12:32 > 0:12:35You seem slightly stressed, my friend.
0:12:35 > 0:12:39The projector's packed in. Now, will you just please leave?
0:12:39 > 0:12:43What if I were to tell you that I am a whiz with technology?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45As well as being the king of Bollywood?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Yeah, I'll fix your projector.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Or would you rather disappoint all your lovely ladies?
0:12:51 > 0:12:56All right, mate. Come in...but no funny business.
0:12:56 > 0:12:57No funny business.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06She was friendly when I first ended up on the streets.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08Made the stupid mistake of telling her things
0:13:08 > 0:13:10I should've kept to myself.
0:13:10 > 0:13:14Now she just uses it to have a go at me whenever she wants.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22That's because, erm, she's an idiot.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25I can't help you.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28But you started to tell me stuff.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30I've changed my mind.
0:13:30 > 0:13:31Please!
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Why are you so interested?
0:13:33 > 0:13:35It's an important story.
0:13:35 > 0:13:38I've got to figure this one out on my own, Tommy.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Truth is, Shaz, I want a job.
0:13:45 > 0:13:49I'm just an apprentice at the local paper
0:13:49 > 0:13:51and they don't think I'm up to scratch.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53All right?
0:13:55 > 0:13:58They're going to sack me unless I come up with better stories.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00My story for your job?
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Is this what this is all really about?
0:14:02 > 0:14:06It's not about that! I do care what happens to you.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10I was being blackmailed.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14I thought my brother would help me but instead, he snitched on me.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16I had to get out of there, fast.
0:14:18 > 0:14:19Who was blackmailing you?
0:14:24 > 0:14:27Some local bad boy had seen me
0:14:27 > 0:14:31in town, going into a couple of gay bars.
0:14:32 > 0:14:38I'd met someone and he took a picture of us kissing.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43'He kept sending me texts, asking for money.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46'And when my brother found out, he told my whole family.'
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Uncle Mansoor and Tariq are on the warpath.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50It's best you go straightaway.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- Why have you told them? - I had to! £1,000?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54We haven't got that kind of money, Shaz.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56And even if we did, when would it stop, eh?
0:14:56 > 0:14:59They're going to decide what to do with the blackmailer,
0:14:59 > 0:15:02sort things out. But you've got to go.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04They'll say you dishonoured them.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06Amma, what does it matter what they think?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08Why do you always worry about their honour?
0:15:08 > 0:15:10What about my life?
0:15:10 > 0:15:12You're an idiot, Shaz. What you do affects us all.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14You should be standing up for me!
0:15:14 > 0:15:16I'm giving you an easy way out.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20I don't agree with your way of life
0:15:20 > 0:15:23but I don't want to see you coming to any harm.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26It's best you get out of town and don't ever come back.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Iqbal!
0:15:29 > 0:15:31I'm giving her an escape and I'll deal with the fallout,
0:15:31 > 0:15:32but that's it.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Let her go, Amma. They'll be here any minute.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Sorry, Shaz. Your brother sounds like a...
0:15:52 > 0:15:54He's a lousy coward!
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Yeah.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03- AMERICAN ACCENT:- Hey, you want to go to the movies?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Let's go to the movies.
0:16:05 > 0:16:09Bruv, I don't know what you just did, but you've earned your keep.
0:16:09 > 0:16:13Watch the film with us and then join us for the dance class and lunch.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16Thank you. You're eating after the film?
0:16:16 > 0:16:19No, we're eating after the dance class. Is that a problem?
0:16:19 > 0:16:24- OK, erm...- No dancing, no delicious desi cuisine.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27You're a difficult man to please, Pradeep.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36BOLLYWOOD MUSIC
0:16:37 > 0:16:40So, you weren't pregnant when you left home?
0:16:41 > 0:16:42No.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47And Dave is the father?
0:16:49 > 0:16:52If it wasn't for Dave, I wouldn't have survived on the streets.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54He took me under his wing. I don't know why...
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Ahh!
0:16:56 > 0:16:59- Ahh!- What is it?
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Shaz? Oh, my God! Hold on, Shaz.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04I'm calling an ambulance now.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08BOLLYWOOD MUSIC
0:17:23 > 0:17:26Wah, wah! You've definitely got the moves, bruv!
0:17:38 > 0:17:41What is she saying?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44I don't know. But they look pretty serious.
0:17:45 > 0:17:46I need Dave.
0:17:46 > 0:17:50No, stay put. How are you feeling?
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Not great.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Is Shazia Amin your full name?
0:18:00 > 0:18:03Yeah. This is Tommy.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06- Hi.- Hi, I brought her in as soon as she started throwing up.
0:18:06 > 0:18:10Right, well, you did well. And you've not eaten anything odd?
0:18:10 > 0:18:11No.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13We need to access your antenatal notes
0:18:13 > 0:18:16and we can't find anything on the system.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19I ain't registered.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21OK, where's your GP surgery?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Shaz, you look quite far gone.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27What we're trying to work out is if you've gone into labour.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Have you had any antenatal check-ups?
0:18:29 > 0:18:32I know I'm about seven months gone but...
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Ah!
0:18:34 > 0:18:36All right, just take it easy
0:18:36 > 0:18:38and breathe...
0:18:38 > 0:18:40That's it. OK.
0:18:40 > 0:18:44Dr McCormack needs to ask you some questions
0:18:44 > 0:18:47and hopefully your blood test results will come back.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49I should go and find Dave and tell him where you are.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51He'll be worried sick.
0:18:51 > 0:18:53Ta.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55You'll be all right.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57- She's in the best place.- Thanks.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Shaz, is there anyone else I could ring for you?
0:19:07 > 0:19:09- Maybe your mum?- No!
0:19:09 > 0:19:10OK.
0:19:12 > 0:19:16Let's have a little listen to this lovely baby of yours.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22Cam! You seen Shaz?
0:19:22 > 0:19:26- No.- You sure? She was supposed to meet me here.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29What about that creep, Tommy? He was hanging around last night.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31- You seen him?- No.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39- HEARTBEAT - Is that my baby?
0:19:39 > 0:19:43Yeah. And that heartbeat is very healthy and regular.
0:19:43 > 0:19:44So what's wrong with me?
0:19:44 > 0:19:51Well, the doctor thinks it might be appendicitis.
0:19:51 > 0:19:52What does that mean?
0:19:53 > 0:19:57It means that you might have to have an emergency operation.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59An operation?!
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Shaz, the surgeons might have to remove your appendix
0:20:02 > 0:20:04but you are in good hands here.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07You and the baby are going to be absolutely safe.
0:20:07 > 0:20:09I didn't even want this stupid baby.
0:20:09 > 0:20:13It's not the baby's fault that you are ill.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17Are you sure there's no-one I can phone for you?
0:20:17 > 0:20:19There's no-one.
0:20:21 > 0:20:26My mum doesn't even know I'm pregnant. She'd go ballistic.
0:20:27 > 0:20:31I've got to say, you've really livened up my day.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33And I'm sorry about earlier, it's just I didn't believe it
0:20:33 > 0:20:37- when you said you loved Bollywood. - I have had the most amazing time.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40The movie, the dancing, the food is so delicious.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43- Thank you. Thanks. - With moves like yours,
0:20:43 > 0:20:45you could pull some honeys on this dance floor.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Move over, Amitabh Bachchan. Al is in da house!
0:20:47 > 0:20:51Thank you, I might practise them at home in my bedroom mirror!
0:20:51 > 0:20:54Thank you, but, please, no more. If I eat any more, I will just burst.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Thank you.
0:20:56 > 0:21:00Thanks, bruv. You're welcome here any time.
0:21:00 > 0:21:06Oh, Shaz, that's terrible. I didn't realise you were homeless.
0:21:06 > 0:21:11I was given my marching orders. Didn't have much choice.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Well, I'm sure you did it for the right reasons.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15We have to protect ourselves.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Having a baby wasn't part of the plan.
0:21:19 > 0:21:20Believe it or not,
0:21:20 > 0:21:23you're not the only woman to have an unplanned pregnancy.
0:21:33 > 0:21:34'I needed a quick way to earn some cash
0:21:34 > 0:21:38'and so I used the only thing I had.'
0:21:42 > 0:21:43That's difficult.
0:21:45 > 0:21:50I thought of going back to my mum, even after what Iqbal said,
0:21:50 > 0:21:51but I can't now.
0:21:53 > 0:21:57When I realised I was pregnant, I was too far gone to do anything.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00You're absolutely certain she couldn't support you?
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I'm dead to them now. It'd be crazy to go back.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09They'd punish me or send me somewhere to be "cured".
0:22:10 > 0:22:14And the neighbours, they'd gang up on us. There'd be gossip
0:22:14 > 0:22:17and abuse and my mum would get cut off.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21I know what our community can be like. People sometimes do
0:22:21 > 0:22:24the strangest things.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25Too right.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29So I can't go home and I don't want this stupid baby.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31I can't even look after myself!
0:22:31 > 0:22:34Hey! Let's concentrate on getting you better.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37Then think about the future later.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39You won't tell anyone, will you?
0:22:39 > 0:22:40Of course not.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43If my uncles find me, then I'm going to be dead.
0:22:43 > 0:22:47Shaz, my job is to look after you and the baby, that is all.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Thing is, there are spies everywhere.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51You know what our lot are like.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54Always ready to snitch on us, deciding who's good,
0:22:54 > 0:22:57who's bad, who's immoral, who needs putting in their place.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00Got to the point where I couldn't trust anyone,
0:23:00 > 0:23:01not even my own brother!
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Just calm down. Calm down.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06I shouldn't have spoken to you.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09Dave told me to keep my trap shut. Shouldn't have even
0:23:09 > 0:23:12spoken to that journo. Me and my big...
0:23:12 > 0:23:14- Ahh!- OK, OK...
0:23:16 > 0:23:18You mustn't tell anyone!
0:23:20 > 0:23:22I'm going to go and talk to someone about some pain relief
0:23:22 > 0:23:24and I'm not going to be long, OK?
0:23:38 > 0:23:42Ronnie! Curry vindaloo, I really need to use your facilities.
0:23:42 > 0:23:46You can take all your smelly, filthy rubbish out of my house!
0:23:46 > 0:23:48Babe! Babe! There's no need for this!
0:23:48 > 0:23:51Come on, babe, sweetcakes, honeybun.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53- Honeybun? Don't honeybun me, you rat!- I really need the loo.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56- Not now, Al.- But you said I could stay! What's going on?
0:23:56 > 0:23:59Go and leech off your new girlfriend instead!
0:23:59 > 0:24:00Ah, mate, you didn't?
0:24:00 > 0:24:02- I've had it! - Sorry, Al, change of plan.
0:24:02 > 0:24:04Not again! At least let me just use your...
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Oh, no!
0:24:18 > 0:24:21Cam? Have you seen Dave?
0:24:21 > 0:24:24- What you doing here, creep?- That's what I'm trying to tell you...
0:24:24 > 0:24:27- What you done with Shaz? Where is she?- That's what I'm...
0:24:27 > 0:24:29- Dave, he'll rip your throat out. - Listen to me!
0:24:29 > 0:24:31Why? I don't know you!
0:24:31 > 0:24:34Don't trust... Following, following Shaz everywhere, you perv.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37I haven't done anything! I'm coming from the hospital and...
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Hospital? What've you done?
0:24:39 > 0:24:42You dumb idiot! Listen to me!
0:24:42 > 0:24:44What's going on here?
0:24:44 > 0:24:46That's what you get from helping people.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50What'd I do?
0:24:57 > 0:25:01Glad that one's over. Come on, let's go.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03Home time.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16All sorted. Night, Lucy.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18ALARM BEEPS
0:25:18 > 0:25:22I'm sorry, I know it's difficult.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24Please, please...
0:25:24 > 0:25:27I will talk to her again.
0:25:27 > 0:25:28OK?
0:25:30 > 0:25:34No, I'm going to be home late and I will talk to her in the morning.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37Shak, that is enough. Just leave her alone.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32HE GIGGLES
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Good evening, friends.
0:26:37 > 0:26:42Another exhilarating day and a few miles closer to Lichfield.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Today, you will be impressed to hear,
0:26:44 > 0:26:49I amazed with my encyclopaedic knowledge of Spaghetti easterns.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52I wowed the ladies with some dance moves.
0:26:52 > 0:26:55All in all, you could say that today,
0:26:55 > 0:26:59a new king of Bollywood was crowned. And his reward?
0:27:00 > 0:27:01Oh, yeah!
0:27:03 > 0:27:05'I'm warm and dry again tonight.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08'Ready for another good night's kip.'
0:27:08 > 0:27:09Damn!
0:27:15 > 0:27:17If this is where he went into the canal,
0:27:17 > 0:27:19let's hope that CCTV works.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22Come on, Clay, play the game. Best guess.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24I doubt he's been dead more than 12 hours.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26I used to dream about having a baby.