0:00:30 > 0:00:31I made pancakes.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36Thought you'd need to keep your energy up.
0:00:36 > 0:00:39I wonder why maple syrup's so expensive?
0:00:39 > 0:00:41I mean, they say money doesn't grow on trees,
0:00:41 > 0:00:44but maple syrup actually does, doesn't it?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Think it's because it's from Canada?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- How was last night? - Mmm.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51All those photographs of pop stars falling out of nightclubs
0:00:51 > 0:00:53at one o'clock in the morning.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55You don't see classical musicians doing that, do you?
0:00:55 > 0:00:58Dropping their oboes and flashing their knickers.
0:00:58 > 0:01:01- What are you talking about? - Nothing. I'm just...
0:01:01 > 0:01:03Maybe it's not...such a good idea
0:01:03 > 0:01:05to stay out on a school night, that's all.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07I'm not saying you can't.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10Just that a lot of people applied for your scholarship.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- Sorry, I don't want to nag. - So don't.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15- I just want you to do well. - So do I!
0:01:15 > 0:01:17Well, good! I never thought you wouldn't...
0:01:17 > 0:01:20DOORBELL RINGS Someone else for breakfast?
0:01:24 > 0:01:25She's in the kitchen.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Thanks, Miss Bates.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33We've got coffee here, you know.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36- Not like this.- Thanks, Amy.
0:01:36 > 0:01:40Is it OK if we go upstairs and talk about homework, Miss Bates?
0:01:41 > 0:01:43Yeah, I suppose so.
0:01:51 > 0:01:52That's just rude.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58- What do you think? - I don't trust it.
0:01:58 > 0:01:59Really?
0:01:59 > 0:02:03Well, it's all right for you, but I am here on the front line.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Ah. So you feel exposed?
0:02:05 > 0:02:07I feel exposed, yeah.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09And Mrs O'Connell just pressed the "grumpy" button.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11Twice.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13I, er... I was actually talking about the new rear desk?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Even though I was really nice to her.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18You know I once saw her shoplifting? I didn't say anything.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Also I don't think that machine's working properly.
0:02:20 > 0:02:24Because last week, I saw loads of people press the "positive" button.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- But when we went to check the results, not so much.- Oh.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Mrs Tembe, what do you reckon?
0:02:30 > 0:02:31Mrs Tembe?
0:02:31 > 0:02:33The new rear desk?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36Oh, er... Yes, it is fine.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44I've got my eye on you.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54POP MUSIC PLAYS
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Phil still hasn't called me back.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Did you bring him up here?
0:02:58 > 0:03:01- Because that teddy bear would scare anyone.- Oi!
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Don't worry about Phil. He's not all that.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05I thought he was nice.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Mmm, so did I, until I heard all the stories.
0:03:08 > 0:03:09What stories?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Trust me, you don't want to know.
0:03:11 > 0:03:15Anyway, Vince has another friend who'd be great for you.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17- What's he like? - Gorgeous, apparently.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Do you want me to set something up?
0:03:22 > 0:03:24- Great. - TEXT ALERT
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- We're meeting them for lunch. - Today?
0:03:26 > 0:03:29Just... maybe don't show him this.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32Give it back! THEY LAUGH
0:03:32 > 0:03:33'Is it your favourite?'
0:03:33 > 0:03:36'No way! My aunt bought it.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38'If I brought a bloke back here... Can you imagine?' LAUGHTER
0:03:42 > 0:03:43Fill me up.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- I warn you, it's the strong stuff. - Good.- OK...
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- Two words, Martha Bates.- Oh...
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Martha Bates. You know, I call her Waffles.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Because that's what she does, she waffles on and on,
0:03:53 > 0:03:55and often about her breakfast.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57And by the time she's got to the point,
0:03:57 > 0:04:00she's got her hand on the door handle like she's Columbo.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03I love Columbo. I'm going to call her that.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06IN COLUMBO'S VOICE: Oh, er, just one more thing,
0:04:06 > 0:04:08my wife...
0:04:08 > 0:04:09Get out!
0:04:11 > 0:04:14- Hey.- Oh, hi, I was hoping to see you.- Mm-hm?
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Are you going to see Paul and Rhiannon later?
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Yeah, popping in. Anything you need to update me on?
0:04:19 > 0:04:22No, nothing special, just let me know how it goes.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- Will do. See you.- See you.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Oh!
0:04:32 > 0:04:33Mrs Tembe.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36She is pushing herself too hard.
0:04:36 > 0:04:37It's understandable, of course.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40It's not just that. She's got problems at home.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43- Family?- No, neighbours. The whole street is, like, students now.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Next door, it's party central,
0:04:45 > 0:04:47music blaring, people coming and going at all hours.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50- Well, she needs to go round there and give them what for.- She's tried.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Maybe that's why she wanted to move.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55I thought it was just because her house was...
0:04:55 > 0:04:57compact.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00So maybe now she's had a raise, she could afford to move?
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Yeah, well, good luck with that, because you know Mrs Tembe.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06She's too economical to splash out on a new house.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07We'll see.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10So Jane had a rehearsal and...
0:05:10 > 0:05:14Well, she can take the cello on the bus. I mean, it's just not ideal,
0:05:14 > 0:05:17because sometimes they cancel the bus, then you've got to get off
0:05:17 > 0:05:20in the middle of the journey and get on another bus...
0:05:20 > 0:05:23- I'm sorry, Martha. - ..get another ticket...
0:05:23 > 0:05:25The path links are down at St Phil's.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28Anyway, she was the best, she played beautifully.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31I mean, know I'm biased, but, oh, I cried!
0:05:31 > 0:05:34Pretended I wasn't crying, obviously.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37I mean, Jane's the same, she's the same when we're watching a film.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39I remember when we watched Bambi.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42It was like... Like Niagara Falls! Not that I've been.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Now it's frozen.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46Niagara Falls?
0:05:46 > 0:05:50No, sorry the computer. Look, I, er...
0:05:50 > 0:05:53I can't access your results until it's sorted out.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56It's probably nothing. The rash has gone anyway.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58Could you come back later?
0:05:58 > 0:06:00- Today? - Well, I hope so.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01Look, I don't want to mess you about,
0:06:01 > 0:06:03so I'll tell you what, why don't I give you a ring
0:06:03 > 0:06:07- as soon as I know something? - Yeah, OK.- All right, thanks, Martha.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09I mean, that's the trouble with computers...
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Yeah, um, Martha, I'm sorry, but I have another patient to see.
0:06:16 > 0:06:17- Bye.- Bye.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22- Now, Rhiannon's just upstairs, changing him.- Mm-hm.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25It's his fourth change this morning.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Tell you what, that baby has more changes than Lady Gaga.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30You've got a little of something on your back.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31BABY GURGLES
0:06:31 > 0:06:34Oh... Yeah, I know. I was just going to change, actually.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Yeah. I'll make the tea.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- You know where the cups are, yeah? - Mm-hm.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44POP MUSIC PLAYS
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Sorry, Miss Bates. We couldn't do it upstairs,
0:06:46 > 0:06:49- because her creepy teddy bear keeps watching me.- Stop it!
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Where have these come from?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55It's a friend's birthday. We're going out for lunch.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58- Oh, haven't you got class? - No.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01- What about practice? - Can't I enjoy myself for once?
0:07:01 > 0:07:02It's the middle of the day.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05And, well, you've been going out a lot recently.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Will you STOP going on at me! You're not my mum.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Don't worry. I'll look after her.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16I think she finds it hard because we've been in halls all year
0:07:16 > 0:07:18and she's stuck here.
0:07:18 > 0:07:19No offence.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26He's asleep.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28What, now?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30If he wants to sleep, I can't stop him.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Ruhma wants to examine him.
0:07:32 > 0:07:33Hey - it's fine.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37So, er, how are you both coping?
0:07:39 > 0:07:43- Um, yeah... Everyone says that we need to find a routine.- Mmm?
0:07:43 > 0:07:46Yeah, well. It's early days. I wouldn't beat yourself up about it.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47Really?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50Yeah, you can drive yourself crazy worrying about all this stuff.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52- Best thing? Just roll with it.- Hmm.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Maybe he changed his mind.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00No way.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03- I showed him your photo. He thinks you're hot.- Really?
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Oh, yeah.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06He's not weird, is he?
0:08:06 > 0:08:07See for yourself.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12- Told you.- Y'all right?- Hey!
0:08:12 > 0:08:13- Hi.- Hi.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Is it made of trees or isn't it?
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- I'm sorry, what? - Maple syrup!
0:08:23 > 0:08:25I haven't really thought about it.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28- It doesn't taste very...woody. - No, hmm.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30Martha!
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- Hello.- I wasn't expecting to see you.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Well, you said to come back, so...
0:08:35 > 0:08:38I said I'd call when your results were in.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40But I'm sorry, they aren't yet.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Oh. Um, sorry.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45Oh, it's not your fault. I hope you didn't come in specially.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48No, no. I was, um... I was just passing.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- Right. Well, um, I'll call you when they're in.- OK.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54Sorry. Sorry to be a bother.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01- Now I feel like I've kicked a puppy. - The thing about puppies
0:09:01 > 0:09:04is that they can be really annoying, running in between your feet
0:09:04 > 0:09:07and constantly checking whether their test results are back.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Oh, don't be mean to Martha.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11You do know she gave up everything to bring up Jane?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Yes, well, that's because she's her daughter.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15- No, she's her niece.- What?!
0:09:15 > 0:09:18Oh, you really don't know?
0:09:18 > 0:09:19Well, you see, there was a fire
0:09:19 > 0:09:23and both Jane's parents died, and Jane was only three.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25I mean, can you imagine? An orphan.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27So Martha took her in.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29She's never mentioned anything.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Well, she probably didn't want to be a bother...
0:09:34 > 0:09:37He doesn't know she's a friend of his girlfriend,
0:09:37 > 0:09:39so when he gets undressed,
0:09:39 > 0:09:42she throws all of his clothes out the window!
0:09:42 > 0:09:44All he's got left to wear is this Darth Vader mask!
0:09:44 > 0:09:47So he puts it on and makes a run for it.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50- Oh, yeah. And I filmed it!- No!
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Here it is.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02WOLF-WHISTLE ON PHONE THEY LAUGH
0:10:02 > 0:10:03So, how are you feeling
0:10:03 > 0:10:06after family court and all the visits?
0:10:06 > 0:10:07It's fine.
0:10:07 > 0:10:11- Well, it's not fine, but I get why they have to do it.- Right.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Anyway, it's different now, isn't it?
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Nicky's our little man.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17- Are you back to work?- Mm.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19We need the cash.
0:10:19 > 0:10:20Getting up in the night?
0:10:20 > 0:10:23- We take it in turns, yeah. - BABY CRIES
0:10:23 > 0:10:25It's not easy, I know, balancing.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28I'm just trying to do my best for him.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29I tried to feed him,
0:10:29 > 0:10:31but I think he might need another bottle, as well.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Right, I'll get that, then.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38Do you want me to take him?
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Oh, yeah, please. Thank you.
0:10:44 > 0:10:45Hello.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47Oh, he's lovely.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49He's pretty special.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52So, how's the breast feeding?
0:10:52 > 0:10:54It's OK.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56I can't quite work out how much he's drinking
0:10:56 > 0:10:59and sometimes he just will not hang on.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02As long as you're getting a number of wet and dirty nappies.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04Oh, yeah.
0:11:04 > 0:11:05Hello.
0:11:07 > 0:11:11I think Nicolas has got a slight tongue tie.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12- Shh.- A what?
0:11:14 > 0:11:17It's the strip of skin under his tongue
0:11:17 > 0:11:19and if it's a bit shorter than it should be
0:11:19 > 0:11:21and it can affect the way he latches on.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23So what do we do?
0:11:23 > 0:11:26It's a minor operation, Rhiannon.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28What? No, he's too little!
0:11:28 > 0:11:30What's going on?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Ruhma says Nicolas needs an operation.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33You're joking.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35It's a very simple procedure. It's very common.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37One snip, it's all done.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39It'll make a difference to the way he feeds.
0:11:39 > 0:11:40So, will it hurt him?
0:11:40 > 0:11:42Is he going to be able to talk proper?
0:11:42 > 0:11:44No, it's very safe and it's very quick.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47And you can give him a feed after and he won't even notice.
0:11:47 > 0:11:48Will you? Oh, dear!
0:11:48 > 0:11:52- OK. So what do we, then? - I can make an appointment for you.
0:11:59 > 0:12:00Let's go.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Busted.
0:12:05 > 0:12:06Hello, girls.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08How was the birthday party?
0:12:08 > 0:12:10- Great.- Lovely.
0:12:10 > 0:12:14Well, I've got some nice chops for later. They were reduced.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18- I think I'm going to be staying at Amy's.- Oh, OK.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20Well, let me know.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22The date says today, but they should be OK.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24You're so embarrassing!
0:12:27 > 0:12:30Sorry, Miss Bates. I don't know what's come over her.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Maybe if you didn't try so hard.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Excuse me?
0:12:34 > 0:12:36It comes over as a little desperate.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Just a thought.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43PHONE RINGS
0:12:44 > 0:12:47Hello?
0:12:47 > 0:12:48Oh, Dr Reid.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50KNOCK AT DOOR Come in.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Mrs Tembe, we have been thinking
0:12:57 > 0:12:59about your noisy neighbour situation.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02There is no need for you to concern yourself with...
0:13:02 > 0:13:05And we've come up with some possible solutions.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09I think that these are all in your budget.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10My budget?
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Now that you've got a bigger salary, you can afford it.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15You owe it to yourself to look after yourself properly.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18I cannot possibly move now. I am far too busy.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20You can't go on living like this.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22There's no need for you to have to put up
0:13:22 > 0:13:24with the neighbours from hell.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27There are people living in much worse circumstances than me.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30There are families with no heating, no water.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33I can think of much more beneficial things to do with my money,
0:13:33 > 0:13:35helping people, for example.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Just think about it.
0:13:37 > 0:13:38No.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40I have no time to think about it.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55I don't know how you've stuck it for so long.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57She used to be OK.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00But she still treats me like I'm a little girl.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02We're not little girls any more.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04No.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Listen, I'm going to go upstairs with Vince.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08Upstairs?
0:14:08 > 0:14:09You'll be fine with Frank, won't you?
0:14:11 > 0:14:12- Yeah.- Course you will.
0:14:12 > 0:14:13Frank's lovely.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16I thought you didn't know him.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46Hey.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Hey, Valerie.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Had something sticky on it.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11People who don't wash their hands, honestly.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Ruhma, how was the visit?
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Oh, good.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17They're suffering with a bit of sleep deprivation,
0:15:17 > 0:15:19but no more than any new parents.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21It's good to know they're getting on well with it.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23- Yeah, they've been through a lot. - They have.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25And they deserve this chance.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Excuse me, ladies, would you mind lowering your voices?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30People are trying to work here.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32Sorry, Valerie.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35Inside voice, Miss Reid, please.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39- SHE CHUCKLES - Wish Valerie had an inside voice.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53- Don't.- Come on.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59No.
0:15:59 > 0:16:00I said no!
0:16:11 > 0:16:14Thanks for coming back, Martha. I'm sorry to have messed you about.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15It's OK.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17The intranet's up now, so I've been able
0:16:17 > 0:16:19to access the results of your blood tests.
0:16:19 > 0:16:20Probably a lot of fuss about nothing.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23Well, as you know, we tested for more common conditions
0:16:23 > 0:16:26and I'm happy to say that all those results have come back negative.
0:16:26 > 0:16:30We took a further sample and sent it for an autoimmune screen.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34That test has come back positive.
0:16:34 > 0:16:39Martha, you have a condition called systemic lupus erythematosus.
0:16:39 > 0:16:40Sorry?
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Lupus. It's an autoimmune disease.
0:16:42 > 0:16:48It's when the body's immune system starts to attack its own tissues.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51- I just felt a bit tired and achy, that's all.- I know.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54The symptoms can vary from person to person.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58So the rash you had, that can sometimes be a symptom.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01So, what's the cure?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03There isn't one, not yet.
0:17:03 > 0:17:04But it's manageable.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07So, I'm going to refer you to a rheumatologist...
0:17:07 > 0:17:08Martha, wait.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11Please wait, Martha...
0:17:12 > 0:17:14- I just met him.- So? What's the problem?
0:17:14 > 0:17:16I don't want to sleep with him.
0:17:16 > 0:17:17It's not a big deal, is it?
0:17:17 > 0:17:19You slept with Phil.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21I liked Phil.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23And he never called me back, so maybe I shouldn't have.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25Right.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27It's just a bit awkward.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Awkward?
0:17:29 > 0:17:31We were having a good time and now...
0:17:31 > 0:17:33I haven't done anything wrong.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Of course not. Look, you know I'm your friend.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38I'm just trying to bring you out of yourself.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40I know. I appreciate it.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43I just don't get why you're being like this.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45Frank likes you.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Now I'm going to look like an idiot.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49What? Why? Did you say something to him?
0:17:49 > 0:17:50No.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Just that you were up for some fun.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Come on, stop being like your aunt.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57- My aunt? - Like a more boring Miss Havisham.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59I mean, come on. When was the last time she had sex?
0:17:59 > 0:18:01You don't want to be like that.
0:18:01 > 0:18:02- I'm going.- Jane...
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Get off me.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Are you OK?
0:18:11 > 0:18:13You didn't let me finish before.
0:18:16 > 0:18:17Look.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20Lupus is a serious condition, yes.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22No, there isn't a cure yet,
0:18:22 > 0:18:24but it's treatable, manageable.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27We just have to find the right medication.
0:18:27 > 0:18:28But we need to do it soon.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29What's the point?
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Don't you want to feel better?
0:18:33 > 0:18:35I know what people think of me.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38I'm so boring.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42People's eyes just glaze over.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45I don't blame them.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47I can't bear the sound of my voice either,
0:18:47 > 0:18:49but I just can't help it.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51I just have to fill the silence.
0:18:51 > 0:18:55And there have been so many silences.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Oh, now, come on, don't be so hard on yourself.
0:18:57 > 0:19:00Let's think about the things you've achieved.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02You've brought up Jane on your own.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04I mean, that must have been hard.
0:19:04 > 0:19:08It was wonderful. I love her, I so love her.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10But, you know...
0:19:11 > 0:19:13I lost my life.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16I lost my friends.
0:19:18 > 0:19:23And now she's growing up and I'm old, and I'm losing her.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24You are not old.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27I used to read to her.
0:19:27 > 0:19:31We'd go to galleries and shows.
0:19:31 > 0:19:32She was my best friend.
0:19:34 > 0:19:37And now she's growing up and she doesn't want to know me.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40She sounds like a typical teenager to me.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42No. It's me. It's me.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45She can't stand me nagging
0:19:45 > 0:19:47and I don't blame her.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49I don't like the sound of me either.
0:19:49 > 0:19:50You know what...
0:19:50 > 0:19:52I think you and Jane just don't know how
0:19:52 > 0:19:54to relate to each other as adults.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56I think your relationship's got stuck
0:19:56 > 0:19:59and it needs something to pull it out of the mud.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04Maybe you having this illness will bring you closer together.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07- Do you think so?- It's possible.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12But whatever happens, things are going to change for you.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16I'm going to refer you to a consultant at St Phil's
0:20:16 > 0:20:18and then I want you to make an appointment
0:20:18 > 0:20:20to come and see me next week where
0:20:20 > 0:20:24- we'll go through everything, all right?- Yeah, OK.- Good.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28And talk to Jane, Martha.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30You're going to need her support.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42You wanted to see me, Dr Carmichael?
0:20:42 > 0:20:43I just wanted to say that
0:20:43 > 0:20:46I've had positive comments from all of the staff.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48The rear counter is working very well.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50Well...
0:20:50 > 0:20:52I'm glad you think so.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55I must say, it's marvellous to be able to get on with some paperwork
0:20:55 > 0:20:56without being waylaid by patients.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58- So, well done.- Thank you.
0:20:58 > 0:21:03And I wanted to apologise for how I handled things earlier.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05No, it really is not necessary.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07It is.
0:21:07 > 0:21:08Well, thank you.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11Of course, I have no right to tell you how to live.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15But I do want to understand why it is so abhorrent to you
0:21:15 > 0:21:17that you live in a house where you are comfortable.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19I am perfectly comfortable.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27All right, there might be a noise issue at the moment.
0:21:27 > 0:21:31But it is going to be the summer soon,
0:21:31 > 0:21:36and the new students, they may not be so...boisterous.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37Or perhaps they'll be worse.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Or maybe the students who are there now will stay for the summer
0:21:40 > 0:21:42and have barbecues
0:21:42 > 0:21:43with a sound system.
0:21:44 > 0:21:50Mrs Tembe, I respect that you are a charitable and generous person.
0:21:50 > 0:21:51Thank you.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54But while being prudent with money is to be commended,
0:21:54 > 0:21:57feeling guilty about occasionally spending money on oneself
0:21:57 > 0:22:00is really just another version of not valuing oneself.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02- Don't you agree?- Yes, but...
0:22:02 > 0:22:04I see that you have a new wardrobe.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06- Of course, it was necessary. - I approve.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09It's very fitting to your new role
0:22:09 > 0:22:11and a house is just as important.
0:22:11 > 0:22:12Yes, I understand...
0:22:12 > 0:22:16Of course there are people who are not as lucky as you or I,
0:22:16 > 0:22:19and it is our responsibility to take care of them,
0:22:19 > 0:22:21but not at the expense of ourselves.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23I know...
0:22:23 > 0:22:25On an aeroplane, what does the safety announcement tell you
0:22:25 > 0:22:27to do first in an emergency?
0:22:27 > 0:22:28Put your own mask on first.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30And then take care of others.
0:22:30 > 0:22:31As practice manager,
0:22:31 > 0:22:34it's your responsibility to look after yourself
0:22:34 > 0:22:36so that you're in the best position
0:22:36 > 0:22:39to look after your staff and your patients.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Yes, and that is what I do.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43Living like this, pretending that there isn't a problem
0:22:43 > 0:22:44is irresponsible.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Irresponsible?
0:22:46 > 0:22:48We count on you, Mrs Tembe,
0:22:48 > 0:22:50to do your job at the best of your abilities.
0:22:50 > 0:22:54Not to be stumbling through the day, exhausted and running.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56"Stumbling through the day?"
0:22:56 > 0:22:58Well, yes. I didn't mean that's what's happening.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00I'm saying that's what could happen...
0:23:00 > 0:23:01Mrs Tembe...
0:23:04 > 0:23:06DOOR OPENS
0:23:06 > 0:23:07Jane?
0:23:10 > 0:23:12I thought you were staying at Amy's.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15I changed my mind.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17We probably won't be hanging out any more, so...
0:23:17 > 0:23:18Are you happy now?
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Are you happy?
0:23:20 > 0:23:23What sort of question's that?
0:23:23 > 0:23:24I just think...
0:23:24 > 0:23:26weren't things so much nicer
0:23:26 > 0:23:28when we weren't shouting at each other all the time?
0:23:28 > 0:23:30You never shout. You never do anything...
0:23:30 > 0:23:33SHE SHOUTS
0:23:37 > 0:23:38Aunt Martha, are you OK?
0:23:40 > 0:23:42It's just been a bit of a day, that's all.
0:23:42 > 0:23:46You don't have to tell me what happened, I won't ask.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49I don't enjoy nagging any more than you do.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57Nothing happened.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01I mean, it almost did, but...
0:24:03 > 0:24:07Amy wanted to set me up with one of her boyfriend's mates.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Phil?
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Frank.
0:24:11 > 0:24:15He was a creep and I thought Amy was looking out for me,
0:24:15 > 0:24:16but I was wrong.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Good.
0:24:18 > 0:24:21Sorry, I mean, it's good that you realised.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23You're a clever girl.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25Not really. If I was, then maybe I wouldn't have...
0:24:25 > 0:24:27DOORBELL RINGS
0:24:35 > 0:24:37- What do you want?- I am so sorry.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39- Really.- I was selfish.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42- I behaved so badly.- You used me.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43I didn't mean to. I just...
0:24:43 > 0:24:47I liked Vince and I thought he wouldn't want to be with me
0:24:47 > 0:24:49if you gave Frank the cold shoulder.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52- And you still want to be with him? - I know. It's rubbish.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54You're my best friend.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56If you want me to dump him, I will.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57You don't have to do that.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59I will. I want to fix this.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02We'll go out and find new boyfriends.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Will you forgive me?
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Excuse me.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07Jane's your best friend, right?
0:25:07 > 0:25:08Of course.
0:25:08 > 0:25:10Well, she's my best friend, too.
0:25:10 > 0:25:11Well, that doesn't...
0:25:11 > 0:25:13Don't interrupt.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16Best friends don't stop their friends doing things they love.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19Do you have any idea what a talented musician Jane is?
0:25:19 > 0:25:21- I...- No, you don't!
0:25:21 > 0:25:25Best friends don't go around making snide remarks about their
0:25:25 > 0:25:27friend's appearance all the time, and most of all,
0:25:27 > 0:25:30best friends don't go around pimping out their friends
0:25:30 > 0:25:32to all their boyfriend's mates.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35- Which is what you've been doing, isn't it?- Ah...
0:25:35 > 0:25:38Now, I talk a lot but I'm also a really good listener.
0:25:38 > 0:25:40Miss Bates, I don't know where you got these...
0:25:40 > 0:25:41You're boring me now.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46- You said pimp!- I know.
0:25:46 > 0:25:47Was it bad?
0:25:47 > 0:25:49It was great.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52Right, shall we go and have those chops, then?
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Open some more wine?
0:25:54 > 0:25:55What happened to you today?
0:25:55 > 0:25:57It can wait.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Thank you, Mrs Tembe.
0:26:10 > 0:26:15You presume to know better than I do how I should live my life?
0:26:15 > 0:26:17That's not what I said. I'm trying to help...
0:26:17 > 0:26:20Does it make you feel better seeing people throwing their money around?
0:26:20 > 0:26:22Of course not. I don't throw money around.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24How many pairs of shoes do you have?
0:26:24 > 0:26:25That's none of your business!
0:26:25 > 0:26:28And, yet, you feel that it is your right to know my business.
0:26:28 > 0:26:29I don't...
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Because you are always right
0:26:31 > 0:26:34and I am incapable of doing my job.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35I didn't say that.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38I am incapable of deciding where I should live
0:26:38 > 0:26:39and what is right for me.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Well, let me tell you this,
0:26:41 > 0:26:42I am very capable.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45I am the first in and I am the last out.
0:26:45 > 0:26:49I am here sometimes till 11 o'clock at night
0:26:49 > 0:26:53and it is not because of those animals who live next door to me.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55It is because of the dedication I have to the people who
0:26:55 > 0:26:57work in this building.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06WHISPERS: Mrs Tembe.
0:27:12 > 0:27:16We don't want no dirty money. No to Ngotse.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19These processes, they can harm people?
0:27:19 > 0:27:23We create jobs. We build schools, we build surgeries.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26THEY SHOUT AND BOO
0:27:26 > 0:27:29He's just donated 60 million quid to build this place
0:27:29 > 0:27:30and endow its research.
0:27:30 > 0:27:33So, you don't mind that the money to do that comes from ruining
0:27:33 > 0:27:34other peoples' lives?