0:00:26 > 0:00:30MUSIC: Wild Wood by Paul Weller
0:00:37 > 0:00:40# High tide... #
0:00:40 > 0:00:43So, what's going to happen is we'll take you from here
0:00:43 > 0:00:47to the police station to make your statements. OK?
0:00:49 > 0:00:51I can come with you to the station, if you like.
0:00:51 > 0:00:57# Knowing just where you're blowing
0:00:57 > 0:01:03# Getting to where you should be going... #
0:01:03 > 0:01:05I'm here for you...
0:01:07 > 0:01:12- ..always. - # Don't let them get you down
0:01:12 > 0:01:15# Making you feel
0:01:15 > 0:01:19# Guilty about... #
0:01:19 > 0:01:21Thanks for coming in.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23I know this is difficult.
0:01:23 > 0:01:27You're here because we need to make a record of what happened yesterday.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30MUSIC DROWNS OUT SPEECH
0:01:35 > 0:01:38Paul, we're taking Rhiannon's statement first.
0:01:38 > 0:01:39We'll get you a cup of tea.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Jimmi?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47# Climbing
0:01:47 > 0:01:51# Forever trying
0:01:51 > 0:01:53# Find your way out
0:01:53 > 0:01:56# Of the wild, wild wood
0:01:57 > 0:02:03# Now there's no justice
0:02:03 > 0:02:05# You've only yourself
0:02:05 > 0:02:07# That you can trust in... #
0:02:07 > 0:02:08Do you understand?
0:02:08 > 0:02:12Rhiannon, do you understand what I've just said?
0:02:17 > 0:02:19This is not being taped.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22But we do need to find out what happened yesterday
0:02:22 > 0:02:25and we need to take a detailed witness statement. Is that OK?
0:02:33 > 0:02:35So Daniel and Zara bought it for her.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37It's a pretty nice present, I guess.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Must have been expensive.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41DOOR SLAMS
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Oh, hello. Having a party?
0:02:47 > 0:02:51Oh, how very, very observant of you, Sid.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Yes, that's exactly what we're doing, isn't it?
0:02:54 > 0:02:56We are having a party.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59Tell you what, why don't you see if you can find some paper hats.
0:02:59 > 0:03:03Sorry, have I said something wrong? Have I missed someone's birthday?
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Yes, you have. Nicolas's.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Whose?
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Come on, keep up. Rhiannon's son.
0:03:12 > 0:03:16He would have been five weeks today.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Of course, that's if she hadn't killed him.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22- Stop gawping, Sid.- We don't know what happened yet, do we?
0:03:22 > 0:03:24It doesn't matter, though, does it?
0:03:24 > 0:03:27That's what people are thinking, isn't that right, Sid?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29I... Um...
0:03:29 > 0:03:30Oh, shut up.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I'm sorry.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39I'm being very rude.
0:03:39 > 0:03:43You've come in and found me in a foul mood.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46I'm sorry, Sid.
0:03:46 > 0:03:47It's all right.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53WINE POURS
0:03:58 > 0:04:00This is nice.
0:04:02 > 0:04:03Hello?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08Sorry, I'm just not in the mood.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11It'll be good for you. Help you relax.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14Relax?! Relax is being home, curled up in a onesie.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17Not spending an evening with Zara and her perfect life.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19You don't have a onesie.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21We could leave now and pick one up on the way home.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Give her a chance. Like you did Daniel.
0:04:25 > 0:04:26I do like Daniel.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- Hi!- Hello!- Hi there, how are you?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- Lovely house you have.- Thank you!
0:04:32 > 0:04:35- Come through.- I hope we're not too early?- No, no, good timing.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- Got some booze.- Excellent.
0:04:39 > 0:04:40Cheers, Bob.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43- I'm happy to wait with him. - Yeah, OK.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50You can sit down.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52I don't want to.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Sometimes the process can take time.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56How much time?
0:04:56 > 0:04:58- Depends.- On what?
0:04:58 > 0:05:00On what Rhiannon has to say.
0:05:11 > 0:05:15Was Paul in the house when the incident happened?
0:05:15 > 0:05:16Yes.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20Had he been in all day?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22No, he'd been at work.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25He hated going back.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27He loved spending time with Nicolas. He...
0:05:27 > 0:05:30He loves... LOVED being a dad.
0:05:33 > 0:05:34OK.
0:05:35 > 0:05:39OK, Rhiannon, I want you now to tell me exactly what happened yesterday,
0:05:39 > 0:05:40and take your time.
0:05:44 > 0:05:48I was, er, bathing Nicolas upstairs.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55Paul was downstairs making tea.
0:05:57 > 0:05:58Listening to Paul Weller.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02It was his favourite.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08# High tide, mid-afternoon
0:06:08 > 0:06:12# People fly by, in the traffic's boom... #
0:06:12 > 0:06:15Oh, look! Let's get you out.
0:06:17 > 0:06:21Are you ready to go down and see Daddy? Are you?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Come on, then. Let's go and get a bottle.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29'We came down. I felt hot.
0:06:29 > 0:06:33'Nicolas was warm in my arms. I could smell him.
0:06:33 > 0:06:38- 'Paul called up to me from the kitchen.' - Hello, mate! Cup of tea?
0:06:38 > 0:06:39Er, no, just water, thanks.
0:06:39 > 0:06:44'Paul went back into the kitchen and I went into the lounge.'
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Um...
0:06:46 > 0:06:49I wanted to feed Nicolas before putting him down.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52I went to pull the curtains and...
0:06:52 > 0:06:56I was hot. I stood on a toy.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00What toy?
0:07:00 > 0:07:01It had wheels.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07Um, Andy, Paul's mate, had bought it.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09It was too old for Nicolas, but...
0:07:12 > 0:07:14He loved the sound that it made.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17It's all right, you're doing great.
0:07:19 > 0:07:20You said you stood on a toy.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Yeah. I didn't see it.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28I...slipped.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32I put my hand out to stop myself.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37And he dropped.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40I just didn't have time to catch him.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42I just screamed.
0:07:43 > 0:07:47Because I heard Nicolas hit the table...
0:07:49 > 0:07:50..and...
0:07:50 > 0:07:53And, er, the noise was wrong.
0:07:53 > 0:07:57It was solid. He was wrapped in a blanket, tight, but...
0:07:59 > 0:08:01I just remember screaming.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03And Paul came in and...
0:08:03 > 0:08:06we tried to help, but I knew he was badly hurt.
0:08:15 > 0:08:16Paul rang the ambulance.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21I just picked him up and held him.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25I just held him.
0:08:34 > 0:08:35She's just a girl.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Just a girl like you, Ayesha.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45She's going to be so scared.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Sometimes you just...
0:08:51 > 0:08:54You just need someone to believe in you, don't you?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56You do. You're right.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Emma, I know it's horrible,
0:08:58 > 0:09:00but the police do know what they're doing.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02They'll find the truth.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04The truth?
0:09:06 > 0:09:12The truth is that I fought for her to keep her baby.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15And now that baby is dead.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18Emma...
0:09:21 > 0:09:22I...
0:09:24 > 0:09:25Oh.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27SHE MUTTERS
0:09:27 > 0:09:29I don't feel so well.
0:09:34 > 0:09:35You said you were hot.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Why was that?
0:09:41 > 0:09:42I don't know.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45Nicolas had just got out of the bath. Maybe that.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47You put Nicolas into a hot bath?
0:09:48 > 0:09:51No, a warm bath.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Were you ill? Were you running a temperature?
0:09:54 > 0:09:56No, I wasn't.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58What are you getting at?
0:09:58 > 0:10:01As you well know, drugs can increase the body temperature.
0:10:01 > 0:10:05Rhiannon, Chloe was taken off you by social services
0:10:05 > 0:10:07because you were using drugs.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09You took bloods yesterday!
0:10:09 > 0:10:11We haven't had the toxicology report back yet.
0:10:11 > 0:10:15I was about to feed my baby! I was not on drugs.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18I know what this looks like and I do not care what anyone thinks.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20I was a good mother and it was an accident,
0:10:20 > 0:10:22and I'll never have another baby!
0:10:25 > 0:10:26OK.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Thank you, Rhiannon.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33I think we're done.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35What happens now?
0:10:36 > 0:10:37You read and sign the statement.
0:10:37 > 0:10:41Then we'll take Paul's, and then we can get you both home.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42Home?
0:10:42 > 0:10:43Yeah, that's right.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46What about Nicolas? When...
0:10:46 > 0:10:47When can we have him?
0:10:48 > 0:10:50I don't know.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Not today.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- It will be a while.- Why?
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Because postmortems take time.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Especially considering the nature of what happened.
0:11:00 > 0:11:03They need to run lots of tests, and be very thorough.
0:11:03 > 0:11:04But I promise you...
0:11:05 > 0:11:08..we will get Nicolas back to you as soon as possible.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Here we are, back at the dining room again.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16Where have you been? It's been absolutely ages.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18I've been on a full tour.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19Oh, thank you.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22You should see it, Heston. Everything has its place.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24It's just perfect.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28I will, but at the moment, I'm enjoying this rather exquisite wine.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30Did you hear that, sweetie?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Don't "sweetie" me, darling.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34- I'm in the doghouse.- Why's that?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37He bought the wrong wine for the blanquette de veau.
0:11:37 > 0:11:38I love blanquette de veau!
0:11:38 > 0:11:41You'd have loved it more with a 2010 Le Lombard.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Don't worry, the veal is halal.
0:11:43 > 0:11:47- I'm sure this Sauvignon will complement it superbly.- Mm.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49ALARM RINGS
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Ah, 9:28, sun down. Time to eat.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Help yourself to a date, everyone.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Thank you. How do you do it?
0:11:58 > 0:12:01- Do what?- You know, just keep on top of everything.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Modern life is stressful. There's kids, work, the gym.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07Blah, blah. You've got to keep on top of things,
0:12:07 > 0:12:10otherwise you will become overwhelmed.
0:12:11 > 0:12:12So Ruhma, tell me,
0:12:12 > 0:12:15how are you coping with the baby Nicolas situation?
0:12:15 > 0:12:18- Must be so stressful?- Yeah, it is.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22As a parent you can't help but be affected by it,
0:12:22 > 0:12:24but it is...
0:12:24 > 0:12:26It's part of the job.
0:12:26 > 0:12:27Yeah.
0:12:29 > 0:12:34Heston, how did you like the picture Ruhma got you from the car boot?
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Oh, it's lovely.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38And, er, what did you get for Zara?
0:12:38 > 0:12:39A brooch.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41This one.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Oh, that's nice.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Yes, I was pleasantly surprised. I don't normally do second-hand.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48There's quite enough dirt in the world
0:12:48 > 0:12:51without letting other people's in through your front door!
0:12:52 > 0:12:54What?
0:12:54 > 0:12:55No, nothing.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58It's obviously not nothing. You obviously have an opinion.
0:12:58 > 0:12:59Spit it out!
0:13:00 > 0:13:04OK. The world is not a perfect, sterile place.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06It's dirty, it's grubby.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10You can try and impose all the order you want, Zara,
0:13:10 > 0:13:13but it's... At the end of the day, it's impossible.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15ALARM RINGS
0:13:15 > 0:13:18What's that one for? Refills?
0:13:18 > 0:13:21It means dinner's ready. If you'll excuse me.
0:13:24 > 0:13:28I read the other day that people look at their phones
0:13:28 > 0:13:29about 85 times a day.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31I think that's really sad.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34SMASHING
0:13:34 > 0:13:37- Ow! Damn it!- Excuse me.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- Zara, I'm sorry.- It's fine.
0:14:01 > 0:14:05- No, I shouldn't have had a dig. - No, you shouldn't.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06Rude cow.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10I think I'm just a bit jealous.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I wish I had a bit of order in my life.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Order? Me? Are you joking?!
0:14:14 > 0:14:16These cupboards are practically empty.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18The delivery's not due until tomorrow.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20God knows what we're going to eat!
0:14:20 > 0:14:23Well, with or without him, I'm sure we'll think of something.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25In the meantime...
0:14:25 > 0:14:27We're out of baby wipes.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28You know what this moment needs?
0:14:28 > 0:14:30More baby wipes?
0:14:30 > 0:14:31Cocktails.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Ooh, I don't...
0:14:33 > 0:14:36What? You don't need to. Daniel, get your shaker out.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38SHE WOLF-WHISTLES
0:14:43 > 0:14:44I got home early.
0:14:44 > 0:14:49I washed up, and spent some time with Nicolas.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51Doing what?
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Watching TV.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Do these details really matter?
0:15:01 > 0:15:05They do to me... because, unfortunately, your son died.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08It was an accident.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12That may be true but we still need to build up a picture.
0:15:12 > 0:15:13Um...
0:15:15 > 0:15:19We were just...watching TV on the sofa, having cuddles.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21All of you?
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Rhiannon was upstairs.
0:15:26 > 0:15:27Doing what?
0:15:28 > 0:15:29Having a bath.
0:15:30 > 0:15:34She was having a bath, or she was running a bath for Nicolas?
0:15:34 > 0:15:36No, she was having a bath.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37She said it helps to relax.
0:15:39 > 0:15:40Go on.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45And then she came back downstairs.
0:15:45 > 0:15:49She got Nicolas and she took him back up to get ready for bed.
0:15:51 > 0:15:52What did you do?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57I went to the kitchen to start tea.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01What did you cook?
0:16:04 > 0:16:05'Macaroni cheese.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08'Um, I was cooking,
0:16:08 > 0:16:09'I was listening to music, and...'
0:16:09 > 0:16:11You all right, love?
0:16:11 > 0:16:14'..I heard Rhiannon come down.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16'I stuck my head out.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20'She was in the hall with Nicolas wrapped up, ready for his feed.'
0:16:20 > 0:16:23- Do you want a drink? - No, just water, thanks.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26'You should drink when you're breast-feeding. It was part of our routine.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32'I'd get her a drink, and she'd go and get comfortable.
0:16:32 > 0:16:33'She wanted water.'
0:16:34 > 0:16:37PHONE RINGS
0:16:38 > 0:16:39Hello?
0:16:39 > 0:16:43'I was getting the water when Mark from work rang.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46'He wanted to know about the job the next day.'
0:16:46 > 0:16:48RHIANNON SCREAMS
0:16:48 > 0:16:51GLASS SMASHES
0:16:51 > 0:16:54I ran to the lounge and, um...
0:16:54 > 0:16:58Rhiannon was kneeling by the coffee table, and...
0:16:58 > 0:17:00she had Nicolas in her arms.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03Um...
0:17:03 > 0:17:04Something was wrong.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11He was bleeding here and she was trying to stop the blood.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16She said, "I dropped him.
0:17:18 > 0:17:23"Call someone." So I ran back down to the kitchen.
0:17:23 > 0:17:24Why?
0:17:26 > 0:17:30Cos I'd left the phone there. And, um, I called.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34The man said that I need to go back up to the lounge to see
0:17:34 > 0:17:36if Nicolas was breathing.
0:17:38 > 0:17:39I knew he wasn't.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41How did you know that?
0:17:43 > 0:17:46She'd already put him down by then.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49She was stood in the middle of the room, shaking.
0:17:51 > 0:17:55I tried to revive him. The guy said,
0:17:55 > 0:18:00"Five breaths and 30 quick pushes, two breaths."
0:18:02 > 0:18:03But he was dead.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05What did Rhiannon do?
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Sorry, what... What do you mean, what did she do?
0:18:11 > 0:18:14While you called for the ambulance. You tried to revive Nicolas.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- What did she do?- She was in shock.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- What are you getting at? - I'm not getting at anything.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23I'm just trying to understand events from your point of view.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26I'm trying to understand what you thought about the relationship
0:18:26 > 0:18:28between Rhiannon and Nicolas.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32She was his mother. She loved him.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35I'm sorry to have to ask these questions but it's my job.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38Your job. That's all you people care about, innit?
0:18:38 > 0:18:39- You make me sick.- Paul...
0:18:39 > 0:18:43No. My son is dead.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47Rhiannon's that cut up that she can barely speak.
0:18:48 > 0:18:53I'm telling you, she loved that child ever since he was conceived.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56And we have had to fight at every turn.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Do you know what that does you?
0:18:59 > 0:19:01HE SOBS
0:19:01 > 0:19:05It makes you nervous. Makes you second-guess everything.
0:19:06 > 0:19:10It makes you love that child so much.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13You just want to keep them safe, so that nothing can happen to them.
0:19:13 > 0:19:14Nothing can harm them.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19It makes you want to keep them so tight.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23I can't do this.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28I want to go home.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29Just a few more questions.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31I said, "I WANT TO GO HOME!"
0:19:34 > 0:19:36HE SOBS
0:19:37 > 0:19:40So, is sardine curry a thing?
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Mmm, yeah. And egg curry. Back-of-the-cupboard delights.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45"Delights" is pushing it a bit!
0:19:45 > 0:19:46Beggars can't be choosers.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49You're right. I'm very rude, I'm sorry.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51So, macaroni or animal pasta?
0:19:51 > 0:19:53Animal every time.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Mmm!
0:19:55 > 0:19:56That's not bad, you know.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59Not as good as this one, though, I can tell you.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Mmm! Barman. A couple more, please. One spiky. One virgin.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04Which one's which, do you think?
0:20:05 > 0:20:07- PAUL:- I'm going, I said!
0:20:07 > 0:20:09- Rhiannon, come on, I want to go home!- What?
0:20:09 > 0:20:11- I want to go. Come on! - Paul, what's going on?
0:20:11 > 0:20:14I'm sick of being treated like I'm guilty, that's what's going on.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17- Please calm down. - Are you going to arrest me?- No. - Are you going to arrest her?
0:20:17 > 0:20:20- That's not what...- Well, we're going! Come on, Rhiannon. I want to go.- No.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23Baby, please. They can't keep us here. We haven't done anything.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25No, I'm not going.
0:20:25 > 0:20:28I want to be interviewed again. I was confused.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30I want to change my statement.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40This is amazing. How did you do it?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42Ah. I could tell you
0:20:42 > 0:20:45but I'd have to kill you!
0:20:45 > 0:20:47It wasn't just her! I cooked the pasta.
0:20:47 > 0:20:51And lovely animal shapes that go perfectly with the wine.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54They go even better with a cocktail, I can tell you.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Ugh! No, that's disgusting. That's the wrong one.
0:20:57 > 0:21:00No virgins for me, please, thank you.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01I've drunk from that.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Don't worry. I'm sure you haven't got cooties!
0:21:03 > 0:21:06Ruhma, I put the glasses in the wrong place.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08- I...- It's all right.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10I'm so sorry. It's Ramadan.
0:21:10 > 0:21:11It was a mistake, Daniel.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15- No worries, then. No harm done. - Er...
0:21:15 > 0:21:17I still wish I hadn't, though.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20You don't take all that too seriously, do you?
0:21:20 > 0:21:23- Take what?- All the trappings. You don't wear a scarf.
0:21:23 > 0:21:26No, I... I don't wear a hijab out of choice.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29It doesn't mean I think any less of my religion.
0:21:29 > 0:21:30I think that's a good thing.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Just another symbol of male oppression, if you ask me.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Zara, do you really know what you're talking about?
0:21:36 > 0:21:39What? Just an opinion. I think she's better off without it.
0:21:39 > 0:21:40Zara, slow down.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43What do you mean, "slow down"? You SLOW DOWN. This is fun.
0:21:43 > 0:21:46We're having great conversation! It's better than the inane babble
0:21:46 > 0:21:49you have with the competitive mums at the school gates.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51You never back down, do you?
0:21:51 > 0:21:53Back down? What are you talking about? Why should I?
0:21:53 > 0:21:55Zara.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57No, I'm sorry. What do you mean?
0:21:57 > 0:22:00You're always right. You never apologise.
0:22:00 > 0:22:04This is a discussion at a dinner party.
0:22:04 > 0:22:05There is no need to apologise.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09And what if there were?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I have no idea what you're talking about.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15I think he's referring to Anthony.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Are you?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21Oh, for goodness' sake. Old news. Move on!
0:22:21 > 0:22:24You sacrificed me for a practice manager.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26And not a word of apology from either of you.
0:22:26 > 0:22:30Heston, we made a mistake. We're sorry.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32And I'm sorry that I haven't apologised sooner.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36No, we are not sorry. Don't you dare apologise for me!
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Er, Zara, I apologised earlier,
0:22:40 > 0:22:44because I judged you on the choices you make in your life.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46You didn't need to.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49No. No, I didn't need to.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55I am sorry, it's got late, and I'm very tired.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57Work and all that.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00- Daniel, could you call us a taxi, please?- Sure.
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Cheers.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09It's a comforter. It absorbs your smell.
0:23:09 > 0:23:13And you sleep with it, and it helps calm your baby down.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16It smelt of me, but now...
0:23:17 > 0:23:20Now it just smells of Nicolas. That's all I have.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Why are we back in here, Rhiannon?
0:23:31 > 0:23:33When I met Paul I was vulnerable.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36I was a recovering addict. I was weak.
0:23:38 > 0:23:41Paul wasn't. He was strong.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43I liked that.
0:23:43 > 0:23:44I needed him strong.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47He looked after me, he had a good job.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49And there is nothing he wouldn't do for me.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52Then it all changed.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57I came home late one night and he...blew up.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01He hit me.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05Why didn't you mention that before?
0:24:05 > 0:24:07Cos I was scared.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Look, I knew I should've spoke to Ruhma or Dr Reid, but...
0:24:10 > 0:24:12I've got nothing else to lose now.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14What is it exactly that you're saying?
0:24:17 > 0:24:18Paul isn't who he says he is.
0:24:26 > 0:24:32OK. I want you to tell me what REALLY happened yesterday.
0:24:35 > 0:24:36I was having a hot bath...
0:24:39 > 0:24:40SHE HUMS
0:24:40 > 0:24:43'Paul was downstairs with Nicolas.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47'They were on the sofa watching a film.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49- 'I heard a noise.' - CRASHING
0:24:49 > 0:24:51SCREAMING
0:24:51 > 0:24:53'A shout. I knew something was wrong.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56'I grabbed my robe and I ran downstairs.
0:24:57 > 0:25:01'Nicolas was on the floor by the table.
0:25:01 > 0:25:02'Paul was upset and he said, um...'
0:25:02 > 0:25:05- What have you done? - He wouldn't shut up.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07Oh, ooh!
0:25:07 > 0:25:10- What have you done? - I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING!
0:25:18 > 0:25:20I think he killed our son.
0:25:23 > 0:25:28# Hope there's someone who'll take care of me
0:25:28 > 0:25:33# When I die, will I go?
0:25:36 > 0:25:40# Hope there's someone who'll set my heart free
0:25:40 > 0:25:44# Nice to hold when I'm tired... #
0:25:47 > 0:25:48She's out for the count.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50# There's a ghost on the horizon... #
0:25:50 > 0:25:52She really was in a state, though.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54She needs to let this case go.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56If that's what it's about.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58What do you mean?
0:25:58 > 0:25:59I mean Howard.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05I think it's still raw. I think this is grief.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10# Rest my head
0:26:12 > 0:26:16# Oh, I'm scared of the middle place
0:26:16 > 0:26:19# Between light and nowhere... #
0:26:19 > 0:26:22HE GASPS
0:26:24 > 0:26:28# I don't want to be the one
0:26:28 > 0:26:32# Left in there, left in there
0:26:55 > 0:27:03# Ooh... #
0:27:09 > 0:27:11So, did you have any joy with that IP address?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Yes. Yes, I did.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17Now, um, keep this under your hat, right?
0:27:17 > 0:27:21I'm not supposed to be doing the whole surveillance thing any more.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23I should've apologised a long time ago.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25But you didn't.
0:27:25 > 0:27:26No. I didn't.
0:27:28 > 0:27:29But I am now.