0:00:33 > 0:00:35KNOCK ON DOOR
0:00:41 > 0:00:43HE BREATHES DEEPLY AND SIGHS
0:00:46 > 0:00:48When are you moving, Mrs T?
0:00:48 > 0:00:50Oh, on Saturday.
0:00:50 > 0:00:51Do you need some help?
0:00:51 > 0:00:54No. No, thank you. No, everything is under control.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56I wish I could afford a house.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58Perhaps one day.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Not likely. Morning!
0:01:00 > 0:01:01Where have you been?
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Ta-da! I've got a job interview.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06Well done.
0:01:06 > 0:01:07For what?
0:01:07 > 0:01:11Fundraiser at the Maclachlan Trust. It's a cancer charity.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14That is very good news, but... It's the perfect job.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17The salary is much better, the hours are more flexible,
0:01:17 > 0:01:20and I'll have so much more responsibility. That's great.
0:01:20 > 0:01:21They didn't want to see me at first,
0:01:21 > 0:01:24but then I nagged them till they gave in. Is that wise?
0:01:24 > 0:01:27Well, in the end, my charm won them over.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30You were supposed to be in early today.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32I'm sorry, but I had to find the right outfit.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34It's not easy. No.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35What do you think?
0:01:38 > 0:01:41It's very, erm, lively.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42First impressions!
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Oh, I will need some time off this afternoon.
0:01:44 > 0:01:48It is too late to find a replacement. Oh, sorry.
0:01:50 > 0:01:55Of course you must go. We will manage somehow.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57I wish you all the best of luck.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Morning.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02Is it?
0:02:02 > 0:02:05Joe's first day at school. Ah.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11She is such a hypocrite. Who?
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Mrs Tembe. She can't wait to get rid of me.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Where have you been?
0:02:30 > 0:02:32I fell asleep on my desk.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34I've been trying to call you all night.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35Sorry. Phone's dead.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37I've been worried sick.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39What were you doing?
0:02:39 > 0:02:40The books.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42I thought you had a charity do last night.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45I couldn't go. Too much work.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48You can't keep doing this, Lenny. You'll make yourself ill.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51I'm fine. You look awful. Hm.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Oh, let me do that for you.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03I am so nervous.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Well, it's natural to be nervous.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08I shouldn't be. I am absolutely perfect for the job.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Although that can sometimes count against you.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11No milk.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13The cancer has really knocked my confidence.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16I've forgotten everything I ever knew about interviews.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Got any good tips? Just be yourself.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22Well, everyone says that, but what does that actually mean?
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Trust your instincts.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25What if they start asking trick questions?
0:03:25 > 0:03:28I'm sure they won't. Well, you never know.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31What I need is a refresher course in interview technique.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33You'll be fine. A spot of role-play,
0:03:33 > 0:03:36with somebody who's been on the other side and knows what it's like.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38I've interviewed a lot of people, and in my experience...
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Would you? Would I what?
0:03:40 > 0:03:42Oh, thank you, Heston. For what?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44You'd be the perfect coach.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46I'll come and find you when I can.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53You didn't get very far.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55I told you, I fell asleep!
0:03:55 > 0:03:58How many times have you tried to fix that?
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Too many. Why don't you get a plumber?
0:04:02 > 0:04:04I can't afford one.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07Like you can't afford a book-keeper. I can't.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Do you want me to do them?
0:04:11 > 0:04:13You can't take time off work.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16I said I can't take TOO MUCH time off work.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19And your job is so much more important than mine.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21You bring in all the money, and you pay all the bills.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23I never said that.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25All you do is talk about money.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28Yes, because we're spending too much.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Why do you think I took out the second mortgage?
0:04:30 > 0:04:35If I was a real man, I'd be able to support my family. I get it.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Well, you could pay yourself more.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39I can't afford it.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41You used to.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42I've had to make cuts.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Yes, because you try to do too much.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47These kids need all the help they can get.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Our kids need help.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51These kids have serious problems.
0:04:51 > 0:04:57They've been abused, traumatised, their parents have got no money...
0:04:57 > 0:04:58We have no money.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02I am not giving this up.
0:05:02 > 0:05:03I'm not asking you to.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Mrs Gilroy. What are you doing here?
0:05:11 > 0:05:14I came to try and find my husband. Is that OK?
0:05:14 > 0:05:16I fell asleep on my desk. After you left.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19So you weren't here last night?
0:05:19 > 0:05:20No.
0:05:20 > 0:05:24Right. Just think about what I said, Lenny.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26You can't keep going on like this.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34Why didn't you tell her we were at the fundraiser?
0:05:34 > 0:05:36You know what she's like.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39What did she mean, "We can't go on like this?"
0:05:39 > 0:05:42She wants me to quit. Quit?!
0:05:42 > 0:05:44And get a proper job, with a proper wage.
0:05:44 > 0:05:49You can't. The children here would be lost without you. So would I.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52She holds the purse strings, so she can tell me what to do.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54She actually told you to quit?
0:05:55 > 0:05:59Worst mistake I ever made, letting her support me.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02This place is your whole life. She can't MAKE you give it up.
0:06:08 > 0:06:13"Exercise referral schemes." Not exactly coffee table reading.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16You trying to impress someone? No.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Sorry, why, is that what it looked like?
0:06:19 > 0:06:21I'm teasing.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Just trying to keep myself up-to-date.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27Well, so you should. A lot of GPs don't.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30If you don't keep honing your skills, you're going to get stale.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31Exactly.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34Mind you, staying on top of everything is just impossible.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35No harm in trying.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38Ever since Anthony left, I've been looking for a new project.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41Something to get my teeth into. Do you mean a special interest?
0:06:41 > 0:06:44Maybe. I think that's a really good idea.
0:06:44 > 0:06:49More and more GPs need to find a special interest these days.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51It's something that we would really encourage,
0:06:51 > 0:06:54and maybe even consider funding. Really?
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Well, of course. It would give us access to more skills,
0:06:56 > 0:06:59it means we could provide additional services in-house, and it
0:06:59 > 0:07:02may be a real advantage to you if you ever decide to move on.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05Hmm. I guess I just have to find the right area, then.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06I'm sure you will.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09It has to be a challenge, though. Something that stretches me.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Hmm.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15Sonia can get a job anywhere. Everyone needs book-keepers.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17But all I know is this centre.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19And no-one could do it better.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21I'm not sure. Have you seen the books?
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Is that why you came back last night?
0:07:24 > 0:07:27That, and I couldn't face going home.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29You could have stayed at mine.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Really? Well, it's better than your desk.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34I don't know why you don't get Sonia to do the books.
0:07:34 > 0:07:35She's too busy.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Can't she see what all this work is doing to you?
0:07:38 > 0:07:39All she cares about is money.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41She should care about you.
0:07:43 > 0:07:44Like you do?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50So, how did she con you into helping her out?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52She didn't. It was my idea. Yeah, right.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54I've been worried about Valerie for quite some time.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56She really thinks she won't get the job?
0:07:56 > 0:07:59She's got no confidence. Well, she has had a rough time.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01One thing after another.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03And she had her heart set on staying here.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Well, there's no way that she can.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06That's not the way she sees it.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Which is why we have to help her.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10What do you mean, "we"?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12You saw what she was wearing.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14There's no way she can go to an interview like that.
0:08:14 > 0:08:15What do you want me to do about it?
0:08:15 > 0:08:17Help her tone it down a bit.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19How?
0:08:19 > 0:08:20You're her friend. You're good with clothes.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22She listens to you.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24Did you see what she made me wear at her wedding?
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Ayesha, she's on a knife-edge.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29One more disappointment and she'll tip right over.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35Heston, that's emotional blackmail.
0:08:35 > 0:08:40Now, you are going to go to this meeting, looking smart and feeling
0:08:40 > 0:08:43confident and you're going to have them eating out your hand.
0:08:43 > 0:08:44Yes, miss.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47And then you're going to get back all the funding we've lost.
0:08:47 > 0:08:50If only. You will.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52If you say so. I believe in you.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54I'm glad someone does.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00Many of the children who come to us have been badly damaged
0:09:00 > 0:09:02by poverty and abuse.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04And social services do not help?
0:09:04 > 0:09:08Lots of the kids have problems with authority figures.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09Often with good reason.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11But they trust you?
0:09:12 > 0:09:15Some of them have serious health problems because of what
0:09:15 > 0:09:16they've been through.
0:09:16 > 0:09:20But getting them to go and see a doctor can be impossible.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23So you want to bring the doctor to them.
0:09:25 > 0:09:31A regular, bi-monthly clinic in the centre, with health workers
0:09:31 > 0:09:36the kids know and trust. It would make a real difference.
0:09:37 > 0:09:41There would be many logistical problems. Not to mention the cost.
0:09:43 > 0:09:47We have an offer of funding from a very wealthy donor.
0:09:50 > 0:09:55Right. Well, I will run it past our partners.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Actually, I would like to see the centre for myself.
0:09:58 > 0:09:59No time like the present.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02KNOCK ON DOOR
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I've made a list of possible fields.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10Sorry? For your area of special interest.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12I thought I'd lend a hand. Why?
0:10:12 > 0:10:15A little help from a senior colleague can't hurt.
0:10:15 > 0:10:20So, how do you feel about mental health with a focus on adolescents?
0:10:20 > 0:10:23Yeah, it's an important area. And I am good with kids.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25Challenging work. Exactly.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Not sure if it's the right challenge, though.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29What else have you got?
0:10:29 > 0:10:30Respiratory problems?
0:10:30 > 0:10:34Oh, yeah, I did think of that. Not sure if it's really me, though.
0:10:34 > 0:10:39OK. How about dementia?
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Now, I am very tempted by that.
0:10:41 > 0:10:45It's a growth area. It's getting more important all the time. So?
0:10:45 > 0:10:48I don't know. It's good, but...
0:10:48 > 0:10:49I'm not sure if it's quite me.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53This is going to be harder than I thought.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56Sorry. No worries. I love a challenge.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04Where's Lenny? At a meeting.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06I brought clean clothes.
0:11:10 > 0:11:13So you really weren't here with him last night?
0:11:13 > 0:11:16No. He spends more time here than he does at home.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18If someone did the books for him, he might not have to.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23If you mean me, he doesn't want my help.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Maybe he's too proud to ask.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26Or too stupid.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28He can't do them by himself, Mrs Gilroy.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31Then he should pay someone. We haven't got the money.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33A proper book-keeper would save you money.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37But then he wouldn't have an excuse to spend all his nights here,
0:11:37 > 0:11:39would he? He doesn't want to.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42SHE SCOFFS He could've fooled me.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44It's making him ill, you know.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48Still, if you haven't got the time, I guess that doesn't matter.
0:11:52 > 0:11:56Valerie, relax. How many interviews have you done?
0:11:56 > 0:11:57Hundreds.
0:11:57 > 0:12:02Exactly. And they normally follow the same pattern. Yes?
0:12:02 > 0:12:03Right.
0:12:03 > 0:12:07They'll probably start by saying, "Tell us something about yourself".
0:12:07 > 0:12:08How long have you got?
0:12:10 > 0:12:11No, I won't say that, obviously.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Although, humour can sometimes break the ice.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Keep it simple. Right.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Well, my parents had me quite late in life.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21Everyone at school thought they were my grandparents.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23That must have been quite difficult for my mum,
0:12:23 > 0:12:25everyone at the school gate thinking she was a granny when...
0:12:25 > 0:12:27Maybe more about yourself?
0:12:27 > 0:12:30Right. Although my relationship with my mother does explain a lot.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Perhaps not at a job interview.
0:12:33 > 0:12:38More about myself. Right. Um... Well, I've had cancer.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Should I mention that? It is a cancer charity.
0:12:40 > 0:12:44Maybe you should start somewhere between your mother and the cancer.
0:12:47 > 0:12:52Ah! This is my assistant, Marlene Peploe.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Oh, hello, Mrs Tembe.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56You know each other?
0:12:56 > 0:12:57Yes, we attend the same church.
0:12:57 > 0:13:01Although I have not seen you there in a while.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03I sort of stopped going.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Sonia's here.
0:13:05 > 0:13:06Where? In your office.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11What's she doing? I tricked her into doing the books.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Can you show Mrs Tembe around?
0:13:14 > 0:13:15I won't be a moment.
0:13:19 > 0:13:24I'm very popular with my colleagues, I'm a good listener. In fact,
0:13:24 > 0:13:27I think that's one of the reasons I'm so successful at the Mill.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30It's because I take the time to listen to the patients.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32None of the doctors do that.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Apart from you, of course.
0:13:33 > 0:13:34KNOCK ON DOOR Yes?
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Good time? Yes, please come in.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38No, actually, we're in the middle of something.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Oh, I thought we could go through your outfit.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Make sure it's just right. Not now, Ayesha.
0:13:42 > 0:13:43But I will get to you when I'm done here.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46OK. Whenever YOU'VE got time.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52Strengths. I'm a hard-worker.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55I don't fuss with my make-up all day like some women.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58Although I do take care with my appearance. Obviously.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01"Obviously"?
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Everything I'm doing is wrong, isn't it?
0:14:03 > 0:14:05No. No, no, no. Some of your answers are fine.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07You just need to know when to stop.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10You're just saying that. No.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12But the panel won't see me the same way you do.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14They will if you relax.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Oh, I haven't got a chance.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28How did you let things get so bad?
0:14:28 > 0:14:32Obviously, because you weren't here to hold my hand.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Now, I never asked for your help.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36That's not what you told the girl.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Her name is Marlene.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41You can't do this on your own. Why can't you just admit it?
0:14:41 > 0:14:45Just because you earn more money than me, it doesn't mean you can push me around!
0:14:45 > 0:14:49Lenny! I took the day off because I was worried about you.
0:14:49 > 0:14:52That's costing us money that we cannot afford to lose.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54There you go. You could thank me.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Talking about money again. Always money.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Because it matters. I could make money if I wanted to.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Then why don't you? Well, maybe I will!
0:15:02 > 0:15:06I am so sick of you always trying to play the big man.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08And I'm sick of you humiliating me.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10If you weren't so stupidly proud all the time,
0:15:10 > 0:15:12you might actually make something of yourself.
0:15:15 > 0:15:19MUFFLED SHOUTING
0:15:22 > 0:15:24I'm sorry I haven't been to church.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I am sure you have good reasons.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29It's a bit embarrassing. Really, there is no need to explain.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31No, I want to.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33I had an affair with a man in the choir.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35A married man.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37I see.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40It's not my fault. He didn't tell me he was married.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42Not until after. You had no idea?
0:15:42 > 0:15:45No. I didn't even fancy him.
0:15:45 > 0:15:46Then why?
0:15:47 > 0:15:52He seemed so unhappy. Like he needed someone to take care of him.
0:15:52 > 0:15:57It just sort of happened. You must think I'm really stupid.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58Naive, perhaps.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02But you are not the first person to be taken in by a married man.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06Story of my life. I'm sorry?
0:16:06 > 0:16:08I'm just not very good at saying no.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Then you had better learn.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21So the course covers pain management,
0:16:21 > 0:16:26advanced care planning, and medical dilemmas. Is there anything else?
0:16:28 > 0:16:30Perfect. And are there spaces?
0:16:32 > 0:16:36Great. Yes, sure. Dr Sidney Vere.
0:16:36 > 0:16:37V-E-R-E.
0:16:38 > 0:16:42Well, I'll check with him and get back to you straight away.
0:16:42 > 0:16:45Yep. Thanks. Thanks. Bye-bye.
0:16:47 > 0:16:48What are you doing?
0:16:48 > 0:16:51Sid's looking for something to specialise in.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53I know. We've discussed it. He's going for mental health.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Well, he's changed his mind.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57He's leaning more towards palliative care.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59Leaning? Or being pushed?
0:17:02 > 0:17:05I'm taking an interest in a junior colleague, Daniel.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Is there something wrong with that?
0:17:07 > 0:17:11Well, there is if it's displacement. What?
0:17:11 > 0:17:14Joe's just started school, so you need someone else to look after.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16SHE LAUGHS That is ridiculous.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Heston keeps saying everything will be fine.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23It will be.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26I'm so nervous. I feel like I might explode.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27Relax.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30Everyone keeps saying that, like it's that easy.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32That's why I couldn't answer Heston's questions.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34I'm sure it wasn't that bad.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37This means so much to me, means more than any temp job,
0:17:37 > 0:17:39any office job, anything I've ever done before.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Why do you want it so much?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44I thought I was going to die when I had cancer.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Ten or 20 years ago, I might have.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50That's the difference that research makes.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54A couple of weeks after I had the all-clear,
0:17:54 > 0:17:57I heard birds singing in my garden.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00They probably do it all the time, but I'd never heard it.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Not like that.
0:18:02 > 0:18:10It was so beautiful. I just sat there with the sun on my face,
0:18:10 > 0:18:11and I almost cried.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16I would like to help other people feel like that.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18That's what you say.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21FIRE BELL RINGS
0:18:21 > 0:18:24Unless she pulls herself together, I can't see Valerie getting this job.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Perhaps it is not for her.
0:18:26 > 0:18:27Really?
0:18:29 > 0:18:30Some people...
0:18:30 > 0:18:33Charity work is not for everyone. It is about helping others.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Some people do it for very selfish reasons.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38This is taking far too long.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39Where's Zara and Daniel?
0:18:39 > 0:18:42I don't know. Probably thought it was beneath them.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44They can't stay in there. Do you want me to go and get them?
0:18:44 > 0:18:45No, no, no.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48I've left my phone inside. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
0:18:48 > 0:18:49What are you doing?
0:18:49 > 0:18:51You should never go back inside a burning building.
0:18:51 > 0:18:52It's not burning.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55Even if you can't see the flames, the fumes can kill you.
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Sid, it's a drill.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59You have to treat it as though it's the real thing.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Are you serious? Otherwise, what's the point?
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Really? Mm-hm.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Why do you stay with her?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12I don't know.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14If it's that bad, you should leave her.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18Really? Yeah. She doesn't deserve you.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24Because I will. Just say the word.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25What?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29I've been thinking about it for ages,
0:19:29 > 0:19:31and then this morning, when you said I could stay with you...
0:19:31 > 0:19:33I meant that you could...
0:19:33 > 0:19:36..and with your housing benefit being cut, it makes sense.
0:19:36 > 0:19:40Lenny... I want to look after you.
0:19:40 > 0:19:41And I've got some money put away.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44No... I want to.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46When I said you could stay at my place...
0:19:46 > 0:19:49I know. You didn't mean living together.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51It's a big step.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54But we make a great team.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55At work.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59You need time to think about it.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07We'll talk when I get back.
0:20:20 > 0:20:21Thank you. Goodbye.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25KNOCK ON DOOR Come in.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29You wanted to see me?
0:20:29 > 0:20:30Doctor Vere.
0:20:30 > 0:20:33I was very impressed by the way you handled
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Nurse Lee at the fire drill.
0:20:35 > 0:20:36Ah, yeah. She never takes it seriously.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38But she listened to you.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40You told her what to do, and she did it.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45I believe you have real leadership qualities.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46Thank you.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50I am going to be reducing some of my responsibilities, so...
0:20:52 > 0:20:55..would you like to be our new fire warden?
0:20:57 > 0:20:58Me?
0:20:58 > 0:21:01You handled yourself very well when I hurt my back.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Yeah, I'd be honoured.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06Good. Good. Right.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Let us have the official handing over of the tabard.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Congratulations. Thank you.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19Actually, I do have a couple of ideas how we can shave
0:21:19 > 0:21:21a few seconds off that record.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23I would like to hear about it, but perhaps another time.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Thank you. Sure.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Mrs Tembe, I'm sorry to bother you again.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29I forgot to get you to sign this.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32If I can tell the donor that you're interested in principle,
0:21:32 > 0:21:34then I can get the funding released for immediate use.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36I have not really had a chance to speak to the partners yet.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40Sonia?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Did you really think that you'd get away with this?
0:21:42 > 0:21:43What are you doing here?
0:21:43 > 0:21:45I trusted you!
0:21:45 > 0:21:48Please, not now.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50I am sorry, who are you?
0:21:50 > 0:21:52I'm sorry, Lenny. She made me tell her where you were.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Miss Peploe? I tried to stop her.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56She's in it with you, isn't she? What?
0:21:56 > 0:21:57What is going on?
0:21:57 > 0:21:58Little trollop.
0:21:58 > 0:22:02I'm sorry, do not use that kind of language in my reception.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04All of you, in my office, now.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08You can't even embezzle properly.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Have you been taking money from the centre?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12No, I would never do that.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14He's been taking money from me.
0:22:14 > 0:22:18?250, ?300, ?550.
0:22:18 > 0:22:22I took out a second mortgage so that we could make ends meet.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24You said I could take what I needed.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Because I thought it was for the centre.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29Is the centre in financial trouble?
0:22:29 > 0:22:31No. Were you even going to tell me about this?
0:22:31 > 0:22:34Or were you just going to walk off with all my money?
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Why were you taking her money?
0:22:36 > 0:22:37Don't pretend like you don't know.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39I didn't.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41He did it for you. Obviously.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43Me?
0:22:44 > 0:22:45It's true. Why?
0:22:45 > 0:22:48Are you serious? Because you've been sleeping with him for months.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50No, I haven't. I'm not blind.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53I would never sleep with him.
0:22:53 > 0:22:54I think she is telling the truth.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56What would you know? He's old enough to be my dad.
0:22:56 > 0:23:01I've seen the way you are with him. And so have I. She has been foolish.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Very foolish.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06But not in the way that you think.
0:23:12 > 0:23:18I have found the perfect thing for you. Palliative care.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20It ticks all of your boxes. Sorry?
0:23:20 > 0:23:22I've found you a mentor, I've booked you provisionally on
0:23:22 > 0:23:24a one-day conference, and I've drawn up a reading list.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27I've already got a new project.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Wonderful.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33What did you go for in the end? Mental health problems?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Respiratory problems? Dementia?
0:23:35 > 0:23:38No, Mrs Tembe made me the new fire warden.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42DANIEL CHUCKLES
0:23:42 > 0:23:45Palliative care wouldn't stretch him, but being a fire warden would?
0:23:45 > 0:23:48I did try and warn you. No, you didn't.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51And this has nothing whatsoever to do with Joe.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54Oh, and both of you failed to exit the building during the fire drill.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56What?
0:23:56 > 0:23:59So that's an official warning for you both. Thank you.
0:24:03 > 0:24:04I'm sorry.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07You've no idea of the damage you've done.
0:24:16 > 0:24:20I knew he fancied me, but I thought he'd get over it.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23After what happened with the man in the choir?
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Being naive once, that is a mistake.
0:24:26 > 0:24:30Doing it a second time, that is a choice.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33I did enjoy the attention. Then you are partly to blame.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35But I never would have slept with him.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Leading him on is just as bad.
0:24:37 > 0:24:40What am I going to do? I can't go back there.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Tony, at the church. He runs a small charity.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49He is looking for an assistant.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Is he married?
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Yes.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57To another man. Oh.
0:24:57 > 0:25:01But you still have to observe professional boundaries.
0:25:05 > 0:25:09I just wanted someone to look after for once in my life!
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Lenny, you look after people all the time.
0:25:12 > 0:25:16The kids at the centre? Our boys?
0:25:18 > 0:25:21Have you thought about what this will do to them?
0:25:21 > 0:25:24If you leave, they'll never forgive you.
0:25:24 > 0:25:30Do you really just want to tear our lives apart to make a point? No.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37I'm sorry.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40It's a bit late for that. Do you want me to leave?
0:25:41 > 0:25:43Have you listened to a word I've said?
0:25:46 > 0:25:47Then what do we do?
0:25:48 > 0:25:50You pay back the money.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52Then you pay yourself a decent salary,
0:25:52 > 0:25:54even if it means making cuts.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57And then you pay me.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59You?
0:26:00 > 0:26:05I was planning on quitting my job anyway to help you run the centre.
0:26:06 > 0:26:07Why?
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Because I believe in you.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14But you are totally impractical, and you do need help.
0:26:16 > 0:26:19No-one could run the centre like you do.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22But if I say we can't afford something, we can't.
0:26:22 > 0:26:25Deal? Deal.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28And you spend more time with our boys. A lot more.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32What about you and me?
0:26:32 > 0:26:34Maybe you need to think about that.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36Sonia! One step at a time.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Oh, Valerie.
0:26:47 > 0:26:48I'm so sorry.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52Fooled you. I got the job!
0:26:52 > 0:26:54Well done. I said you would.
0:26:54 > 0:26:56They want me to start next week.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59Next week? And with all the leave that I'm due,
0:26:59 > 0:27:01I won't even need to work out all my notice.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03But we will have to find a replacement.
0:27:03 > 0:27:05I am prepared to carry on for now.
0:27:05 > 0:27:09Apart from next Wednesday, which is my art installation day.
0:27:09 > 0:27:10Right.
0:27:10 > 0:27:14I know it'll be an absolute nightmare finding a replacement for me.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17But I'm sure you'll manage. Somehow.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Are you OK?
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Yes. Just leave us alone!
0:27:31 > 0:27:34He's tried to hide the illness, but of course that's getting
0:27:34 > 0:27:35difficult now.
0:27:35 > 0:27:38So Leyton sees his dad changing and he doesn't know why?
0:27:42 > 0:27:48You are a scheming, cheating, violent drunk and a terrible person.
0:28:22 > 0:28:23It's not a question of whether you'll be found guilty, but when.
0:28:23 > 0:28:24The case against you is too strong.
0:28:24 > 0:28:28It's not a question of whether you'll be found guilty, but when.