0:00:31 > 0:00:35MUSIC: Look In The Mirror by Benson Taylor, Carolanne Busuttil, Yoed Nir
0:00:53 > 0:00:54PHONE BEEPS
0:01:22 > 0:01:23You all right?
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- I'm fine.- What happened?
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Lost my grip.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29- I'll replace it. - I'm not worried about that.
0:01:29 > 0:01:30You're bleeding.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Hold it up.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34Here.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35Can I use this?
0:01:37 > 0:01:39Painful?
0:01:39 > 0:01:40A bit.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42You should get it checked out, there might be glass in there.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45I can't spend the whole afternoon in A&E.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47- There's somewhere I need to be. - We'll get it sorted.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49There's a drop-in at the Campus Surgery.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50But I'm meant to be at training.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52I could drive you.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Siegfried.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57I'm really on fire this morning.
0:01:58 > 0:02:01Oh, I couldn't handle green tea at this time.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Don't you fancy a proper cup of tea?
0:02:03 > 0:02:04Nice and strong, lots of sugar.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Do not listen to temptation, Dr Carter.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09I'm not in the least bit tempted.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12This sugar ban is really starting to kick in.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14I am very pleased to hear that.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18I've been working on this for days, then suddenly this morning, ping!
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Bewilderment, see?
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Right, just one more to go.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Well, that's obvious, isn't it?
0:02:26 > 0:02:27Preparatory.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33Excuse me, how much longer will this take?
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Shouldn't be long.
0:02:35 > 0:02:39Students, see? Important appointment with Homes Under The Hammer.
0:02:41 > 0:02:42You can go if you need to.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Do you really think I'm that sad?
0:02:44 > 0:02:47Course not. You're...
0:02:47 > 0:02:48What?
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Nothing.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Mr Popular.
0:02:52 > 0:02:53Hardly.
0:02:53 > 0:02:57It's tough, isn't it, getting to know people?
0:02:57 > 0:02:58It is, yeah.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00I was gutted when I didn't get a place in halls,
0:03:00 > 0:03:02but it's all right, the house share.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05I like living with you.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08Me too.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Maybe we should...
0:03:13 > 0:03:15hang out more?
0:03:15 > 0:03:17I'm going to this black-tie thing this evening.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Is that the right time?
0:03:19 > 0:03:21I think so.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26Like I was saying, this thing tonight...
0:03:26 > 0:03:27Robbie Nelson, please.
0:03:32 > 0:03:36Do let me know how you get on.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39I've been sharing the joys of low sugar with Mrs Miller.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44Is this going to take long?
0:03:44 > 0:03:45Almost there.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47I'm supposed to be at training.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Sportsman, yeah?
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Weights, mostly. My PT is expecting me.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53I'm sure he'll understand.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56I can't afford to miss a session.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57All done.
0:04:00 > 0:04:01It won't scar, will it?
0:04:01 > 0:04:03Yeah, I'm afraid so.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- Do you want to tell me what happened?- Does it matter?
0:04:06 > 0:04:09I'm just trying to help. Looks like you were in a fight.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- I don't fight. - It looks like you threw a punch.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18I broke a mirror.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20- By punching it?- It was an accident.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23This is a waste of time, I'm fine.
0:04:23 > 0:04:24Fittest I've been in ages.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Exercising regularly, taking all the right supplements.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29I can do without all the questions.
0:04:29 > 0:04:34OK. Rest up the hand, go easy on it,
0:04:34 > 0:04:36and I'm here if you need to talk.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42- Whoa, steady.- Sorry.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- Robbie?- Someone's in a hurry.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46I was supposed to be giving him a lift.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Don't worry. The chase is half the fun.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52Was that Robbie Nelson?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Yeah. Why?
0:04:54 > 0:04:55I barely recognised him.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57He was skin and bones a couple of months ago.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59He must have worked hard to get those results so quickly.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Yeah, a bit too hard maybe.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03He was pretty obsessed with getting back to training.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Well, I think he looks great. Good on him.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Be just like us after a few more weeks of battling the sugar monster.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11My sugar monster is clawing at my brain.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14Really? I feel much better today.
0:05:14 > 0:05:15Oh, good for you.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17No pain, no gain, Karen.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43What time do you call this?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- Sorry.- I can't see you now.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- But...- You're not my only client, you know.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56So that's 9.30 next Tuesday.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58Thank you, Mr Douglas.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59No, you're welcome. Bye.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02Good to see you, Sarah. Good luck with the interview.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03I'm going to take an early lunch.
0:06:03 > 0:06:04Enjoy your early lunch.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09He's perky.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11As you're going to be after your hot date.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14Are you going to pick up where you left off last night?
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Ooh!
0:06:16 > 0:06:18He's already staying the night?
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- You've only been on a couple of dates.- So what?
0:06:21 > 0:06:22Have you got a photo?
0:06:22 > 0:06:26No. All you need to know is he's gorgeous and totally ripped.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28I can second that.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30So where is he taking you? Somewhere fancy?
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Just the Icon.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35I was going to go to the Icon at lunchtime.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- Were you?- Didn't I mention it?
0:06:37 > 0:06:40I was going to get orders from everyone.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43I might just pop over and say hello, if I see you.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56PHONE RINGS
0:06:59 > 0:07:00Hello.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03I didn't actually expect you to pick up. Hi.
0:07:03 > 0:07:04What's up?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06I was going to ask you earlier, but you rushed off.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09Did you forget I was waiting?
0:07:09 > 0:07:10Sorry.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14It's about that black-tie thing tonight.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16They're usually a laugh and I wondered...
0:07:16 > 0:07:19I don't know, I'm not really into that kind of stuff.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22I haven't even got any smart gear.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24- Sorry.- It's OK.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26It's just not my thing.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28No big deal. I'll be there anyway,
0:07:28 > 0:07:32drinking warm beer and making awkward chitchat.
0:07:32 > 0:07:33I've got to go.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Right.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37I'll see you later, then.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38Yeah.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47Not a problem, I'll try and do it later. Have you e-mailed it to me?
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Bulking up?
0:07:59 > 0:08:02I always saw you as Popeye before the spinach, not after.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05- Very funny.- Yep, got it.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Whoa, that's a lot.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09When you said...
0:08:09 > 0:08:12OK, I'll do my best.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16Robbie Nelson.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Could be part of a bulk order?
0:08:18 > 0:08:22That's your next patient and he's just nipped to the loo.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33OK, so I jumped to the wrong conclusion. But there is a reason.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35The way Robbie has been behaving recently,
0:08:35 > 0:08:37he's obviously lying about how he hurt himself.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40You said yourself, he's changed a lot, significantly, since you last saw him.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42What are you saying?
0:08:42 > 0:08:44I don't know, but something's not right.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49Try those. If it doesn't get any better, please come back.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51I am sorry to have wasted your time, Doctor.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54Not at all. Sinus congestion can be very painful.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- Thank you. - And give my regards to Mr Tovey.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Is that some kind of a joke?
0:09:01 > 0:09:02Sorry?
0:09:02 > 0:09:05My husband passed away three weeks ago.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07I'm sorry, I had no idea.
0:09:07 > 0:09:08No idea?
0:09:10 > 0:09:12He was in the care of this surgery.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Does it mean nothing to you when a patient dies?
0:09:14 > 0:09:18Mrs Tovey, please forgive me. It was an honest mistake.
0:09:21 > 0:09:22Are you all right?
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Yeah, sorry.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27It's just that woman...
0:09:29 > 0:09:31It's OK, I know her.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32Hi, Valerie.
0:09:32 > 0:09:36Oh, hello. I didn't see you there.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Valerie, this is Seb. Seb, this is Valerie.
0:09:38 > 0:09:39Valerie and I work together.
0:09:39 > 0:09:40Another nurse?
0:09:40 > 0:09:43Oh, no, I'm just a receptionist.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45You shouldn't do yourself down. I bet it does the patients
0:09:45 > 0:09:48a world of good, seeing that smile when they walk in.
0:09:52 > 0:09:53Very nice.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57I hear you're a fitness instructor.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59I once turned my hand to that myself, actually.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Did you?
0:10:01 > 0:10:04Well, I helped my neighbour train for the Letherbridge Fun Run.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06But it's the same principle, really.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Of course it is. Motivation, inspiration.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10I'm sure you were brilliant.
0:10:10 > 0:10:14Well, I don't like to blow my own trumpet.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19I think your food might be ready.
0:10:19 > 0:10:22Of course. I'll leave you to it.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24It was very nice to meet you.
0:10:24 > 0:10:25The pleasure was all mine.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Nice threads.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Does this mean you've changed your mind about tonight?
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Dunno.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47I reckon you'd look good in that one.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Are you taking the mickey?
0:10:49 > 0:10:51What?
0:10:51 > 0:10:52No.
0:10:52 > 0:10:53I'm taking it all back.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Why?- I hate shopping.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Sweating in those stupid cubicles.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59OK.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01How about some nosh, then?
0:11:01 > 0:11:02I'm kind of on a meal plan.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04All right, Luke. Time to take a hint.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07I could grab a coffee or something.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09Really?
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Why not?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13PHONE RINGS
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Hello.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20No.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22Of course I'm up for it.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25That'd be great.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26Yeah, yeah.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28Cheers.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Everything OK?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34It was my trainer, he's invited me to this outdoor fitness thing.
0:11:34 > 0:11:35I missed this morning's session.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38- Just a quick coffee, then.- I can't.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Sorry.
0:11:40 > 0:11:41It's starting now.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Right.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45- Another time?- Definitely.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48Hey, Luke.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50Yeah?
0:11:50 > 0:11:52You couldn't give me another lift, could you?
0:11:54 > 0:11:56KNOCK AT DOOR
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Fancy a sandwich while we're quiet?
0:11:58 > 0:11:59Yeah, maybe in a minute.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01All right?
0:12:01 > 0:12:04It says here you treated Robbie Nelson for a broken jaw.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07Yeah, nasty business, ex-boyfriend.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08Let me know.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32I don't know where those drinks have got to.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38She's a bit of a character, our Valerie.
0:12:38 > 0:12:39I could tell.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46Did you find the place OK?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Well, yeah, we were here last night,
0:12:49 > 0:12:51before we went somewhere a bit more private.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54Of course, sorry. My head's a bit of a mess.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55I blame lack of sugar.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57I have some high-energy snacks if you're struggling.
0:12:57 > 0:13:01Honestly, it's fine. It was sort of a joke.
0:13:01 > 0:13:02Oh.
0:13:06 > 0:13:09Sorry, what were we talking about?
0:13:09 > 0:13:11I had a funny story about getting here, actually.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12- Yeah?- Yeah.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15I tried to go down the ring road but I'd forgotten
0:13:15 > 0:13:17it was closed for roadworks -
0:13:17 > 0:13:20had to double back the whole way.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23So, then I get stuck behind this van...
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Nightmare.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30KNOCK AT DOOR
0:13:32 > 0:13:37Hey, I've got a bowl of veggie soup with your name on it.
0:13:37 > 0:13:38Right.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43What's wrong? You were on top of the world this morning.
0:13:44 > 0:13:49Yes, I was, until I asked Mrs Tovey to give my regards to her husband.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51And?
0:13:51 > 0:13:52- He died recently.- Oh.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Right.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00Well, why don't we go for a little walk?
0:14:00 > 0:14:02And a large cream cake.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10Blimey, you didn't say your trainer was Vin Diesel.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12Thanks for the lift. I'll see you at home.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14You're welcome to join us.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15Really?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17It isn't really Luke's thing.
0:14:17 > 0:14:18No, it is.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20I love exercising.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21Right up my street, this.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24Is it? Are you sure?
0:14:24 > 0:14:25I have exercised before, you know.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28When you're ready, ladies. Let's get warmed up.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30Sprint to the tree, then ten burpees.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47You don't have to do this.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Know what a burpee is, new boy?
0:14:51 > 0:14:55All right, Robbie, we know he looks ridiculous, no need to stare.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57I wasn't.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Squat position, squat thrust. Let's go.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Breathless already? This is just the warm-up.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09Sprint to the tree then give me ten more.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Dig deep. Go.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Go!
0:15:18 > 0:15:20- So I met Seb.- And?
0:15:20 > 0:15:22Well, gorgeous is right,
0:15:22 > 0:15:25and quite the flirt with it.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27I hope Ayesha is not feeling threatened, though,
0:15:27 > 0:15:29by the amount of attention he paid me.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Let's just say I think she'll probably cope.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Mrs Tovey, did you forget something?
0:15:44 > 0:15:46I'm not some forgetful old dear.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47I wasn't implying...
0:15:47 > 0:15:50I'm here to see the Practice Manager.
0:15:50 > 0:15:51Actually, we're closed for lunch.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53I want to make a complaint.
0:15:53 > 0:15:54Right, well...
0:15:54 > 0:15:58Mrs Tovey, I can only apologise again.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01I've heard your apologies, Dr Carter.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03I'm here to speak to someone senior.
0:16:03 > 0:16:04I won't be fobbed off.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06No-one is fobbing you off.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08I am sick of being patronised.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Is everything all right?
0:16:10 > 0:16:13No. I want to make a complaint.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16All right, if you would like to come into my office.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18You ever fancied that?
0:16:18 > 0:16:21Being shouted at by someone? No, I prefer to run on my own.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23Nothing wrong with a bit of positive motivation.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24Is that Robbie Nelson? Robbie!
0:16:24 > 0:16:27Socialise on your own time, Robbie.
0:16:27 > 0:16:28You shouldn't be putting pressure on that hand.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31What's he talking about, hand?
0:16:31 > 0:16:33I cut myself earlier, but it's fine.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35Let's get back to it, then.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37Five ground zeroes and five stars.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42This isn't a spectator sport.
0:16:45 > 0:16:46Charmer, isn't he?
0:16:46 > 0:16:48Just doing his job.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49Robbie's going for it a bit.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51A bit too much, actually, he's already been to the gym once today.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53He's got some kind of exercise addiction?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Yeah, maybe.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59How's the rest of your day been?
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Not bad. Started out with a workout.
0:17:02 > 0:17:08- Cool.- On Tuesdays I focus on chest, shoulders, triceps.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11Bench press, dips, skull crushers.
0:17:11 > 0:17:12Sounds dangerous.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16- It is actually a triceps isolation exercise.- I guessed that.
0:17:16 > 0:17:20And Thursdays are back and biceps.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21Friday's usually leg work.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Fascinating.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30I've had this for weeks.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33Phoning companies to cancel his accounts.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35"Are you the account holder?
0:17:35 > 0:17:39"Well, can you put them on the line, then? And why not?"
0:17:39 > 0:17:44How many times do I have to explain that my husband is dead?
0:17:44 > 0:17:47This must be very difficult for you.
0:17:47 > 0:17:51I thought at least his own surgery would have noticed.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52But, no.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57Was my husband so insignificant?
0:17:57 > 0:17:59Of course not.
0:17:59 > 0:18:04And I am sure Dr Carter did not mean to upset you that way.
0:18:04 > 0:18:08Once again, you have my sincerest apologies.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10What good is an apology?
0:18:10 > 0:18:12What are you going to do about it?
0:18:15 > 0:18:20I am going to contact all of the staff about this matter.
0:18:20 > 0:18:24And you have my promise that we are going to review our system.
0:18:26 > 0:18:27Let's keep up the pace.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31Come on, new boy.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38I said sprint, not limp!
0:18:50 > 0:18:51Is that the time?
0:18:51 > 0:18:53I'm going to have to get back to work, I'm really sorry.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Of course.
0:18:55 > 0:18:56We should do this again.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Tonight, if you're free?
0:18:58 > 0:18:59I'll call you.
0:19:02 > 0:19:07If I could eat anything now, it would be a knickerbocker glory.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12You can't give up now, you're doing really well.
0:19:12 > 0:19:13What happened?
0:19:13 > 0:19:16I tripped, turned my ankle.
0:19:16 > 0:19:17Maybe you pushed it too hard?
0:19:17 > 0:19:20What's that supposed to mean?
0:19:20 > 0:19:22I believe in personal responsibility.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24You shouldn't compete if you can't take the pace.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26You know what I'm talking about, don't you, Robbie?
0:19:26 > 0:19:28Well, yeah.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30I suppose.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33If someone's too soft, they should just admit it.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36Well, maybe you should leave.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39You come with me, we'll take a look at that.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47So that's the bloke you've been so desperate to impress?
0:19:47 > 0:19:49- It isn't like that.- Isn't it?
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Robbie, do you want to wait outside?
0:19:51 > 0:19:53No, I want him to stay.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56See what damage his big hero has done.
0:19:56 > 0:19:57Is it broken?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59No, but it'll take a couple of weeks to settle.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01You need ice, compression, elevation.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03Just try and stay off it as much as you can.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06If you didn't want to impress him, why didn't you stick up for me?
0:20:06 > 0:20:09What's the point of looking like Action Man if you let people treat you like that?
0:20:09 > 0:20:10Action Man?
0:20:10 > 0:20:14You practically live in the gym and you can't stand up to that bully.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16What the hell is wrong with you?
0:20:18 > 0:20:22Robbie, could you do me a favour, could you look into that mirror?
0:20:22 > 0:20:23Tell me what you see.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Why?
0:20:26 > 0:20:28I think it might be important.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38My shoulders are bony.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41My arms aren't big enough.
0:20:41 > 0:20:42My legs...
0:20:42 > 0:20:44Are you serious?
0:20:44 > 0:20:45Skinny.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Pale.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Weak.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52I think I know what you mean, so would you like to go
0:20:52 > 0:20:54somewhere private to talk about this?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Just say it.
0:20:56 > 0:21:00Have you heard about something called body dysmorphia?
0:21:00 > 0:21:01Isn't that what anorexics have?
0:21:01 > 0:21:03It's an anxiety disorder,
0:21:03 > 0:21:06it means the way people see themselves is distorted.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08- And that's what's happening to Robbie?- Load of rubbish.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10It's nothing to be ashamed of.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13I'm not. I'm just not happy with how I look.
0:21:13 > 0:21:14It's normal.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16It's not just about your reflection.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19People with body dysmorphia get agitated when they can't
0:21:19 > 0:21:21go to the gym. Does that sound familiar?
0:21:21 > 0:21:23No.
0:21:23 > 0:21:24The gym's just something to do.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29OK. I don't think you're being 100% honest with yourself.
0:21:29 > 0:21:30Luke, could you give us a minute?
0:21:30 > 0:21:31No, don't go.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34If the doctor's worried...
0:21:34 > 0:21:36I'll take it easy, let my hair down more.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38Maybe I could start with that thing tonight.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40Really?
0:21:40 > 0:21:41If you're still up for it.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43Yeah.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45That doesn't solve the issue, though, does it?
0:21:45 > 0:21:46So maybe if you could sit down,
0:21:46 > 0:21:48we can talk things through and you can decide what to do.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51I've already decided.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53There's nothing wrong with me.
0:21:53 > 0:21:56Thanks, but I don't need your help any more.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01It was very unfortunate.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I understand that these things happen.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07I have managed to calm Mrs Tovey down.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10She is not going to take it any further,
0:22:10 > 0:22:12but it has got me thinking.
0:22:12 > 0:22:17Mentioning patient deaths in a weekly e-mail is not sufficient.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20What did you have in mind?
0:22:20 > 0:22:24At King's Green, we had a list on the staffroom wall
0:22:24 > 0:22:27of all the patients who had recently passed away.
0:22:29 > 0:22:30Bit morbid.
0:22:30 > 0:22:36I am not suggesting that we decorate it with skull and crossbones -
0:22:36 > 0:22:39it is merely an aide-memoire.
0:22:39 > 0:22:44And anything we can do to avoid distressing bereaved patients,
0:22:44 > 0:22:46surely we can bear it?
0:22:46 > 0:22:48I suppose so.
0:22:52 > 0:22:54I feel like I'm off to my sixth-form prom,
0:22:54 > 0:22:57just without my mum taking embarrassing pictures.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01I'm glad you changed your mind.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03We'll have a laugh.
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Yeah.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12- What's wrong? - I'm not very good at this.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Is anyone?
0:23:14 > 0:23:15It's more than that.
0:23:17 > 0:23:18My ex.
0:23:19 > 0:23:20He had a...
0:23:22 > 0:23:23..violent temper.
0:23:23 > 0:23:24Oh.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28The thought of it happening again...
0:23:29 > 0:23:31You think I'm like that?
0:23:31 > 0:23:33Course not.
0:23:33 > 0:23:34Sorry.
0:23:36 > 0:23:40MUSIC: Look In The Mirror by Benson Taylor, Carolanne Busuttil, Yoed Nir
0:23:49 > 0:23:50You all right?
0:23:52 > 0:23:53I'm sorry.
0:23:57 > 0:23:58I can't do this.
0:24:04 > 0:24:08Here she is, the luckiest lady in Letherbridge.
0:24:08 > 0:24:09Yeah, right.
0:24:09 > 0:24:14So charming, handsome, and those arms.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16How did you bag that one?
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Are you saying I'm not good enough?
0:24:18 > 0:24:21I think Valerie was just joking.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23I don't think she's in the mood.
0:24:23 > 0:24:28I did sense some chemistry between us, the way he was flirting with me.
0:24:28 > 0:24:29So if you're not woman enough,
0:24:29 > 0:24:31I could always take him off your hands.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33Grow up, Valerie.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36I was only joking.
0:24:36 > 0:24:37I don't think she meant it.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42Ms Pitman, have you got that data I wanted?
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Yes. Can I ask what this is all about?
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Just something I have been working on.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48All will be revealed.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53Have a good evening.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Yeah, me and a bowl of fruit and a fizzy water -
0:24:55 > 0:24:57that will be good.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06You were right.
0:25:08 > 0:25:09About what?
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I look in the mirror...
0:25:16 > 0:25:19..and there's this man staring back at me.
0:25:21 > 0:25:22Skinny.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24Pathetic.
0:25:27 > 0:25:28Laughing at me.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30That's the dysmorphia talking.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32I'm not crazy?
0:25:32 > 0:25:35No, it's a mental illness and it can be treated.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38But you have to want to do something about it, Robbie,
0:25:38 > 0:25:40and from what I saw today...
0:25:40 > 0:25:43I'm sorry, I just couldn't.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47It was like you were hounding me.
0:25:49 > 0:25:50I'm such a mess.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52A lot of people are.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Right, I have to go.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57But I thought we could talk some more.
0:25:57 > 0:26:02Well, surgery's closed, and believe it or not, I do have a life.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04And you need to make a decision.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07What decision?
0:26:07 > 0:26:10I can get in touch with a gateway worker first thing in the morning,
0:26:10 > 0:26:13they could assess you and figure out what we do next.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15But you have to want to do that, Robbie.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17So...
0:26:17 > 0:26:19what do you want?
0:26:19 > 0:26:21I want it to stop.
0:26:24 > 0:26:25I know Valerie was winding you up
0:26:25 > 0:26:27but she didn't deserve to have her head bitten off.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29She'll get over it.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Anyway, what she was saying about him being handsome
0:26:31 > 0:26:33and charming, that's true, isn't it?
0:26:33 > 0:26:35I suppose.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38I get it. You don't think you're good enough, do you?
0:26:38 > 0:26:40A crash test dummy would be good enough.
0:26:40 > 0:26:43- Sorry?- He's boring, Emma.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45He's really, really boring.
0:26:45 > 0:26:49Look, you don't have to talk to him all the time.
0:26:49 > 0:26:50You had fun last night, didn't you?
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Cos we were having sex.
0:26:52 > 0:26:54He wasn't banging on about boring gym stuff.
0:26:54 > 0:26:58He made a conversation about tricep dips last for over half an hour.
0:27:00 > 0:27:04Come on, give him a chance. So he's not perfect.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07I just don't think he's the right one for me, that's all.
0:27:07 > 0:27:11Aren't you even the least bit excited about finding out?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13What's happened to the Ayesha that I knew?
0:27:13 > 0:27:16The one who'd jump at a chance at having an adventure
0:27:16 > 0:27:17with a handsome man.
0:27:17 > 0:27:19What's happened to her?
0:27:28 > 0:27:29We're so sorry for your loss.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33No.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Two for the price of one?
0:27:35 > 0:27:39Name and date of death - I see nothing offensive.
0:27:39 > 0:27:41Unless you're one of the relatives of those people.
0:27:41 > 0:27:43Tell you what - if you can get us back to the station
0:27:43 > 0:27:46in less than half an hour, I'll let you lead.
0:27:46 > 0:27:48I am trying.
0:27:48 > 0:27:49I know that.