0:00:33 > 0:00:37LULLABY PLAYS
0:00:41 > 0:00:42Miss Fisher?
0:00:42 > 0:00:44It is, isn't it?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Hello, Mrs Tembe.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49I have not seen you at church for quite some time.
0:00:49 > 0:00:53- I had no idea you had a baby! Boy or girl?- A girl.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55Wonderful. A new life.
0:00:55 > 0:00:57Are you enjoying being a mother?
0:00:57 > 0:00:59Yeah. Yeah.
0:00:59 > 0:01:02So, when are you going to have her christened?
0:01:02 > 0:01:04I hadn't really thought that far.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07Oh. Well, I imagine you are very busy.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10I should be getting her home actually. It's getting cold.,
0:01:10 > 0:01:12Yes, of course. Well, I need to get to work.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15I look forward to seeing you at church.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17We are going to make a big fuss of her.
0:01:17 > 0:01:18Goodbye.
0:01:29 > 0:01:32Here he is. The wanderer returns!
0:01:32 > 0:01:34How was your Mexican adventure?
0:01:34 > 0:01:36It was fantastic! It's such a beautiful country.
0:01:36 > 0:01:40Dr Vere, you look very well.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43Very refreshed and revitalised.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45I am! Ready for anything you can throw at me.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46But first...
0:01:47 > 0:01:51I have presents for everyone. Fair-trade chocolate!
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Oh, dear.
0:01:54 > 0:01:59While you were away, I instituted a ban on sugary foods.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02No cakes, no biscuits,
0:02:02 > 0:02:05no fizzy drinks, no chocolate.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06Sorry.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08No, no, do not apologise, you were not to know.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11I just thought we should do something about obesity.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14If we are asking our patients to eat healthily,
0:02:14 > 0:02:17we need to set an example, so...
0:02:18 > 0:02:21You're not going to chuck them out, are you?
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Oh, I know! You could give them to a food bank.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25- A donation.- Great minds think alike.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29Now, if you get hungry, there is plenty of fruit.
0:02:29 > 0:02:30Welcome back!
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Mrs Tembe is on one of her crusades.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39Don't worry, though, I can sort you out.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41I can get you what you want, yeah?
0:02:41 > 0:02:43Peruvian, Colombian, Swiss.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46I can get it for you, but it is going to cost.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48What are you talking about?
0:02:48 > 0:02:49Chocolate!
0:02:49 > 0:02:51I am the official chocolate dealer.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54I know you think you can go cold turkey.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56But give it one day and you'll be desperate for a fix.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59No. I think it's a good idea, actually.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01I think I might stick to it.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02I quite fancy a banana.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06What's that?
0:03:06 > 0:03:09That's just Mrs Tembe's list of dead patients.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11You stop noticing it after a while.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Yeah, that's exactly what I reckoned.
0:03:21 > 0:03:25Well, Tony, thank you, mate. I owe you one. Cheers. Bye.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27- Who's Tony? - Just a mate from work in Birmingham.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29Barney was living on his patch,
0:03:29 > 0:03:32so I thought I'd ask him if he knew any more about his record.
0:03:32 > 0:03:33Nicking, mostly.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36- You've been checking up on him? - Why not? Forewarned is forearmed.
0:03:36 > 0:03:40We've got his file. His whole life story's in there.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Every time he blows his nose, somebody writes a report.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45The more we know, the more we can help him.
0:03:45 > 0:03:48I reckon he's been sent here because he needs a strong male role model.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50Someone who can teach him right from wrong.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- I want to do a good job. - You will.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Anyway, I better go. What time's he arriving?
0:03:55 > 0:03:56Ten thirty, they said.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58Sorry I couldn't get time off. Will you be all right?
0:03:58 > 0:04:01Yeah, he's just a lad. I was all right with Jack, wasn't I?
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Course. I'll be back as soon as I can. Bye.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22Hey! Welcome back, Dr Sidney!
0:04:24 > 0:04:26What are you doing?
0:04:26 > 0:04:28It's this death wall thing.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Don't let Mrs Tembe hear you call it that.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31What? The Wall of Death?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- That's motorcycling. - You know what I mean!
0:04:33 > 0:04:37There's 20 names on here, and four of them, including Evelyn Robinson,
0:04:37 > 0:04:39I was the last doctor they saw before they died.
0:04:39 > 0:04:40No-one else has got four.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42You and Heston have got three each.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44So what?
0:04:44 > 0:04:48My three... William Keane died of a heart attack, aged 94.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Abi Stone was a drug overdose in Ibiza,
0:04:50 > 0:04:53- and Sadiq Ahmed was hit by a car. - Yes, but...
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Just because you were the last doctor to see them before they died
0:04:56 > 0:04:59doesn't mean that you're responsible for their death.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Most of those people hadn't seen a doctor in years.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Stop worrying about it.
0:05:03 > 0:05:04Hey, Sid. How's the jet-lag?
0:05:04 > 0:05:06OK, thanks.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- Have you got a mother-and-baby thing today?- No, why?
0:05:09 > 0:05:12Someone has left a pram out on the patio.
0:05:12 > 0:05:13Was there a baby in it?
0:05:13 > 0:05:17Er, no. No, I think I'd have noticed a baby.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19So there's just a pram on its own?
0:05:19 > 0:05:20Maybe the mum forgot it.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22New mums, all those hormones...
0:05:22 > 0:05:24I'll just go and check it out.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Come on.
0:05:31 > 0:05:35Valerie, you haven't seen anyone come in with a baby, have you?
0:05:37 > 0:05:40Oh! Where did you find her?
0:05:40 > 0:05:42She was in the toilets.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Nobody with a baby is seeing any of the doctors.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47You're assuming the mother's a patient. What if she isn't?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49I am very worried about the mother.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51What if she is unconscious?
0:05:51 > 0:05:54What if she has collapsed somewhere in the building?
0:05:54 > 0:05:56I'll go outside and look for her.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58Thank you. We need to call the police.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00What do you want to do with her?
0:06:00 > 0:06:02I can't take her, I've got a diabetes clinic.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04I know. Perhaps...
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Oh, no, I can't.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09I'm not very good with babies, I've never even changed a nappy.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Ah, Dr Reid!
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Oh, hello! Where did she come from?
0:06:13 > 0:06:16We don't know, poor little thing. Mrs Tembe found her.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Look, we need someone to look after her.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Yes, well, I'm busy doing reports.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22And everyone else is busy with patients.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25You are the only one doing paperwork.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27I would not ask otherwise.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28All right.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33All the outside stuff, I'll bring it round.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35OK. I'll be in my office.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38BABY CRIES OUT
0:06:46 > 0:06:48"This is Mia.
0:06:48 > 0:06:52"Born 22.7.2016.
0:06:52 > 0:06:56"Please look after her. Please don't try to find me."
0:07:01 > 0:07:04Rob, hi. It's me. Barney hasn't turned up yet.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06I've tried calling social services, but...
0:07:06 > 0:07:08DOORBELL RINGS
0:07:08 > 0:07:12Oh, hang on, that's probably him! I'll call you later, bye!
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Hi, Barney!
0:07:17 > 0:07:18Come in.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23I'm Karen, Karen Hollins, you can call me Karen.
0:07:23 > 0:07:27And, um... My husband is at work, but he'll be joining us later.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29It's Rob. OK.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Did you have a good journey?
0:07:31 > 0:07:32It was all right.
0:07:32 > 0:07:36What have you got there?
0:07:36 > 0:07:37My stuff.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Have you not got a suitcase?
0:07:39 > 0:07:40No.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Oh. Are you hungry?
0:07:42 > 0:07:45- I'm all right.- OK.
0:07:45 > 0:07:50Well, let's give you the grand tour! Follow me.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55How is she?
0:07:55 > 0:07:57Well, the note says that she is three months old.
0:07:57 > 0:07:58I've had a look at her.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01She seems well-nourished, well-cared for.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03No sign of any bruises or injuries.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Good. That means we can focus on finding the mum.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07The date of birth will be helpful. I'll check with St Phil's.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10If she was born there, they can give me details of the mother.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13There was also this. This bag.
0:08:13 > 0:08:17- We did not look in it. We thought we should wait for you.- Thank you.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20Let's see if we can find a name and address.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22LULLABY PLAYS
0:08:22 > 0:08:23Maybe not.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25Wait!
0:08:25 > 0:08:26I recognise this!
0:08:28 > 0:08:31I was walking through the park this morning.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33There was a young mother with her baby.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36I did not recognise her because she was bundled up from the cold.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39Did you see the mother?
0:08:39 > 0:08:41I know her. Carly Fisher.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43She used to attend my church.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45This is your room.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47It's nice, it gets the sun in the morning.
0:08:47 > 0:08:50The bathroom and loo are just next door.
0:08:50 > 0:08:51OK.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54I guess you want to settle in. Just come down when you're ready.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05I suppose it was too much to ask that she'd come back here.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06I've put a description out.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09What else do you know about her?
0:09:09 > 0:09:13She came to my church for a while.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15She was very shy.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17I'm sorry, I don't even know where she lives.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20She didn't have the baby at St Phil's.
0:09:20 > 0:09:21We're checking other hospitals -
0:09:21 > 0:09:24that is assuming that she had the baby in a hospital.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25She might not have done.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29I don't even think she told anyone at church that she was pregnant.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Perhaps she was ashamed, but no-one would have judged her.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36If she's religious, she could be at church?
0:09:36 > 0:09:40I do not even know if she goes to church any more.
0:09:40 > 0:09:41Worth a try, though.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Come on!
0:09:57 > 0:09:58Miss Fisher?
0:09:58 > 0:10:01You've found Mia, haven't you? I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03It's OK.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- How is she?- Safe and well.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I know, it was a terrible thing to do.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Am I under arrest?
0:10:09 > 0:10:10No, no, you're not.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12We just want to make sure that you're OK.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14And have a little chat.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17I'm Sergeant Hollins, and Mrs Tembe you know.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21- I just want her to be safe. - Is she not safe with you?
0:10:21 > 0:10:23I left her, didn't I?
0:10:24 > 0:10:25Did you mean to leave her?
0:10:27 > 0:10:30I didn't know how, though. Where do you leave a baby?
0:10:30 > 0:10:32In a supermarket? On a bus?
0:10:32 > 0:10:34I thought about leaving her here.
0:10:34 > 0:10:37That's what people used to do in the olden days, didn't they?
0:10:37 > 0:10:39But I couldn't.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42It was cold, and no-one was here.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45I was afraid that no-one would find her for hours.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49I followed you. I thought that'd be the safest place.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52You obviously care about your baby.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54I'm no good.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56I'm a useless mum.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57No.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59No, you are not.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05Anyone can see that she is well-cared for, she is thriving.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I don't love her.
0:11:18 > 0:11:22I never wanted her, she was never planned.
0:11:22 > 0:11:23Where's the father?
0:11:23 > 0:11:26He walked out as soon as I told him I was pregnant.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28Said it was nothing to do with him.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30Do you have parents, family nearby?
0:11:30 > 0:11:33No. Dad was never around.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36Mum's met someone else, she moved to Dubai.
0:11:36 > 0:11:37I did tell her.
0:11:37 > 0:11:42She said if I kept it I'd be on my own, and don't expect her to help.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46You know, midwives and health visitors,
0:11:46 > 0:11:48everyone said, "You're going to be a great mum!".
0:11:48 > 0:11:50And I really hoped I would.
0:11:50 > 0:11:54I kept telling myself I'm going to love her when she's born,
0:11:54 > 0:11:56or when I take her home,
0:11:56 > 0:11:58or when we get into a routine.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01But nothing changed.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Have you talked to anyone else about this?
0:12:04 > 0:12:08No, how can I? People would think I was a monster.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10But I do not.
0:12:10 > 0:12:11But it's not normal.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15Mothers love their babies, and I don't.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17I should've just got her adopted.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19And you have considered this before?
0:12:19 > 0:12:21But then I think, what if I give her up, then wish I hadn't?
0:12:21 > 0:12:25Giving up a baby for adoption is a huge decision.
0:12:26 > 0:12:30Have you got a friend that you could talk to?
0:12:31 > 0:12:33There's Nat. Natalie.
0:12:33 > 0:12:34She's lovely.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Why don't you give Natalie a call?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38And, Miss Fisher...
0:12:38 > 0:12:41no-one else has the right to judge you.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44Whatever you do, it should be your decision.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Why don't we go to the surgery?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50You can see that Mia is doing very well.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53You can talk to the doctor.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Then we can make sure that you're all right.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Come on.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10DOOR OPENS
0:13:11 > 0:13:14Hiya! Did you sleep all right?
0:13:14 > 0:13:17Yeah. Can I make a cup of tea?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19Yeah, course you can, I was just making one.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- I'll make us a pot, then. - Oh, good!
0:13:21 > 0:13:24Look, there's tea. Here's the teapot.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26I know you have to warm it first.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Milk...
0:13:35 > 0:13:37- Do you have a jug?- Oh, I say!
0:13:46 > 0:13:50OK. So, there are no right or wrong answers.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52Whatever you tell me is confidential.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55So, in your own words, honestly, tell me how you feel.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58About Mia?
0:13:58 > 0:13:59About life in general.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- Look, I'm not mental. - No-one's saying you are.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04But you're doing a psychological assessment.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06I mean, that's what this is, right?
0:14:06 > 0:14:09It's as much for your safety as much as it is for anything else.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Right.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14Well, I don't feel the way other mothers feel,
0:14:14 > 0:14:16so I guess I must be...
0:14:18 > 0:14:21Did you think I have post-natal depression?
0:14:21 > 0:14:23Do you feel depressed?
0:14:24 > 0:14:26No.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27I don't think so.
0:14:27 > 0:14:31Everyone said it was going to be hard, especially on my own.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Everyone said it was going to be boring.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37But other mothers, they enjoy some of it.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39Most of it.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42I don't.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45It feels like work.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49It just feels like I'm going to be in prison for the next 18 years.
0:14:49 > 0:14:54I don't know what I want to do, but I don't want to be a mum.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58Not yet.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04Mrs Tembe, could I have a word, please?
0:15:04 > 0:15:07- Yes. Yes, of course. - Look, it's about this death wall.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09It is not a death wall!
0:15:09 > 0:15:11It is a Patient Death Notification Board.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15I just thought it was a good idea to introduce one here.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17It's about Evelyn Robinson, isn't it?
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- She died in my consulting room, and this is to remind me.- No.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21No, it is not.
0:15:23 > 0:15:28One of the other doctors made an unfortunate mistake.
0:15:28 > 0:15:32They were seeing a patient whose spouse had recently passed away
0:15:32 > 0:15:35and they asked how the spouse was.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Of course, it caused great distress,
0:15:37 > 0:15:41and I did not want it happening again. That is all.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Oh, I see. I thought...
0:15:43 > 0:15:45No. I know.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48And it is not about Evelyn Robinson,
0:15:48 > 0:15:50and it is not about you.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57- What were you thinking of?- I know.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00You should've said something - you know I'd help. All of us will.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03My mum will have more time once she's off night shift.
0:16:03 > 0:16:08I can take Mia sometimes, look after her and Jasmine, give you a break.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11- Yeah.- So everything's going to be all right, right?
0:16:15 > 0:16:17Miss Fisher. Hello.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19This is my friend, Natalie.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23Hiya. I've got a baby girl too, Jasmine, same age as Mia.
0:16:23 > 0:16:27So me and Carly are mums together. Our babies are like sisters.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29That is nice to hear.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31The social worker is here.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Miss Claire Norman.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36- She would like to talk to you. - There's no need.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39I don't want to give Mia up. I should never have left her.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41I want to keep her, I want to give it another try.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43Good.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46But, even if that is what you have decided,
0:16:46 > 0:16:48you still need to talk to her.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50But I've seen the doctor, I'm all right.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52All the same.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54You left your baby unattended.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57They just need to make sure that you can take care of her.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00If you want to keep Mia, then you have to speak to Claire.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02I know her, I've worked with her.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05She's lovely. You can talk to her about anything.
0:17:05 > 0:17:09OK, but I really want to see Mia. Can I see her?
0:17:09 > 0:17:11POLICE RADIO CHATTER
0:17:11 > 0:17:147244, receiving. I'll be with you in a minute.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17Excuse me, I've got to go. Mrs Tembe will look after you.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19Thank you. You've all been really kind.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25Right, come!
0:17:26 > 0:17:28BABY GURGLES
0:17:28 > 0:17:31KNOCK ON DOOR
0:17:33 > 0:17:34Hi.
0:17:34 > 0:17:39Dr Reid, this is Miss Carly Fisher, Mia's mother.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42- And Miss Taylor.- I'm Natalie.- Hi.
0:17:44 > 0:17:48Carly, it's very nice to meet you. I'm Dr Reid.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- Is she OK?- Yes, she's great.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53She's had a feed, and a change.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55She's charmed everybody, hasn't she, Mrs Tembe?
0:17:55 > 0:17:58I guess you think I'm a terrible mum, then.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01No, I don't. None of us do.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Would you like to go and hold her?
0:18:05 > 0:18:06Yeah.
0:18:09 > 0:18:10Go on, Carly.
0:18:15 > 0:18:16Carly?
0:18:16 > 0:18:17What's wrong?
0:18:17 > 0:18:19I can't. I can't, I'm sorry.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31She's here!
0:18:32 > 0:18:33Where's Mia?
0:18:33 > 0:18:36The doctor's looking after her. We were worried about you!
0:18:36 > 0:18:38I'm all right. I'm not going to do anything silly, am I?
0:18:38 > 0:18:41Of course not. I'm glad you're feeling better.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44It's good in a way, because it's helped me decide.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48I'm going to give Mia up.
0:18:48 > 0:18:49I'm going to get her adopted.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51What?! But we decided, remember?
0:18:51 > 0:18:54No - I wasn't sure, but now I am.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57Why don't we go in for a cup of tea?
0:19:01 > 0:19:04OK, what kind of music do you like?
0:19:04 > 0:19:05You won't know it.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07I might, try me!
0:19:07 > 0:19:09- B-town?- What?!
0:19:09 > 0:19:12- The band's from Birmingham. I'll show you.- Oh!
0:19:15 > 0:19:18MUSIC PLAYS
0:19:18 > 0:19:19Oh, wow!
0:19:19 > 0:19:20I like it, it's catchy.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25Go on, have it. I'm not supposed to be eating them.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28- Why?- It's a health thing, at work.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31- Sounds dry.- Yeah, but it's got to be done.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33No! Don't tempt me!
0:19:33 > 0:19:37You should have had a proper lunch, not filling up on snacks.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39I couldn't eat earlier.
0:19:39 > 0:19:43I never can when I'm waiting to move house.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46- Was there a mix-up?- Yeah.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49Social services thought my foster parents were bringing me here.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52Foster parents thought it was social services,
0:19:52 > 0:19:55and in the end they just put me in a taxi.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58- Does that happen often?- Yeah.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00Oh, that's not on.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03It's hard enough moving house, without them faffing round.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06You get used to it.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Mum never wanted me.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14She kept me and she brought me up.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17Because she thought it was the right thing to do.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19Only it was not the right thing?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21I mean, she weren't all bad.
0:20:21 > 0:20:24There was always food and clothes and that, but...
0:20:24 > 0:20:27She didn't love me.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29I mean, she gave up everything.
0:20:29 > 0:20:33Dad dumped her, she lost her job, all because of me.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35And she wished she hadn't.
0:20:36 > 0:20:40- Is that why you want to give up Mia? - Yeah.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44I'm doing the same thing as Mum, making the same mistakes.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46That's not fair on Mia.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49It's not enough just to look after someone.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52If you can't love them, you should give them away to someone who can.
0:20:52 > 0:20:56That doctor, Emma... She hardly knows Mia and she can love her.
0:20:58 > 0:20:59And you, Nat.
0:20:59 > 0:21:03You're so good with her, and I'm just not. I just can't.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05- You can. You'll learn to.- No.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07I need to give her up now before I mess her up.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10I'll take her for the first half of the week, and then you...
0:21:10 > 0:21:12Nat, please. You're not listening, OK?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14I need to do what's best for her and for me.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17But what about everything we planned? Play dates, sleepovers.
0:21:17 > 0:21:18Taking them to nursery, then school.
0:21:18 > 0:21:22That's what you planned, Nat. That's what you wanted.
0:21:22 > 0:21:27When I first got pregnant, I thought it's the end of the world.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30People round the estate calling me stupid, pramface.
0:21:32 > 0:21:36But then I had Jasmine, and it is so lovely being a mum, Carly.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39How can you not see that?
0:21:39 > 0:21:41It's lovely for you.
0:21:43 > 0:21:46So you never wanted any of this?
0:21:48 > 0:21:51You never wanted us to be mums together?
0:21:51 > 0:21:54I really tried. I wish I was a mum like you.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Fine. All right.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04I'm going to go.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16What music do you like? I can find it on here.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19David Bowie. I can't believe he's gone. And Prince!
0:22:19 > 0:22:22At least we've still got Madonna.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23All old stuff, then?
0:22:23 > 0:22:25Hey! I like Adele, as well.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27Yeah. Adele's all right.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Sam Smith. He's cute!
0:22:29 > 0:22:31He sings like a girl!
0:22:31 > 0:22:33He does not. He's sung at the Oscars.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36When you've done that, you can take the mickey!
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Right, I better get started on tea.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40- Can I help?- You don't have to.
0:22:40 > 0:22:42I'd like to. I can do veg.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45OK then. Thank you very much.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49They have found a foster placement for Mia.
0:22:49 > 0:22:52She will be well looked after.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55If you change your mind, if you want Mia back...
0:22:55 > 0:22:57I'm not going to change my mind.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02- Can I say goodbye to her?- Of course.
0:23:06 > 0:23:07Bye-bye, Mia.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Social services will check on you,
0:23:18 > 0:23:20just to make sure you are all right.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24We have a duty of care to you, as well as to Mia.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29This is going to be a big adjustment.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32I'm going to be OK. I told Claire, I'm cool being by myself.
0:23:32 > 0:23:36Really, I am. I don't mind being alone.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38- And you are sure?- Yes.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43Yes, I'm sure. I know I've done right by Mia.
0:23:45 > 0:23:46Thank you.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48Thank you so much.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55I'll see you at church.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02DOOR SLAMS
0:24:02 > 0:24:04- Hello!- Hiya, we're in here!
0:24:05 > 0:24:09Rob, this is Barney. Barney, this is Rob.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Hi, Barney. Pleased to meet you, mate.
0:24:12 > 0:24:13You settled in OK?
0:24:13 > 0:24:16Yeah, we've been getting on like a house on fire.
0:24:16 > 0:24:19We've been listening to music, and we've cooked tea.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21- You've managed OK? - Yeah, why wouldn't I?
0:24:23 > 0:24:26- Right then, I'll get showered.- OK.
0:24:26 > 0:24:29- Do you want to take care of that? - Yes.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31Carly gave up Mia and she was doing a good job.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34Then there's parents out there, terrible parents,
0:24:34 > 0:24:36who shouldn't be let anywhere near their kids,
0:24:36 > 0:24:38but they fight tooth and nail to keep them.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40- Like Rhiannon, you mean?- Or my mum.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46- Look, I'm off home. See you in a bit.- Bye.
0:24:46 > 0:24:50Dr Reid, you said you wanted the day off tomorrow for the anniversary.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Yes, if possible.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Yes, of course you must take the time.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57- Thanks, Mrs Tembe.- Goodnight. - Goodnight.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03So, Barney. Where did you learn to cook?
0:25:03 > 0:25:07- One of my foster mums. She's a chef. - Ah, good!
0:25:07 > 0:25:11Actually, I won a cooking competition. Super Chef.
0:25:11 > 0:25:16So, you know what? We do have something in common, eh, son?
0:25:16 > 0:25:17I'm not your son.
0:25:20 > 0:25:22So how was work today?
0:25:22 > 0:25:23- Rob's a copper.- I know.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25He's not going to arrest you!
0:25:25 > 0:25:27I hope not.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31Actually, today I've been dealing with
0:25:31 > 0:25:35a 17-year-old scally who admitted to 63..
0:25:35 > 0:25:3763 burglaries!
0:25:38 > 0:25:41He had a bad start in life, but do you know what?
0:25:41 > 0:25:45He seems to be messing up every single chance he's been given.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47He's on a rocky road, in my opinion.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48All the way to prison.
0:25:51 > 0:25:54- Can I leave the table, please? - Course you can.- Yeah.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01- You could make him feel welcome. - I'm saying that for his own good.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04No, you're lecturing him, and he's putting his back up.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06He's a nice lad - give him a chance.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Sure he is. Well, you two seem to be getting on famously.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10Isn't that the idea?
0:26:10 > 0:26:11Do you know what?
0:26:11 > 0:26:15- First thing tomorrow, I'm going to buy him a suitcase.- Why?
0:26:15 > 0:26:19Because he hasn't got any luggage. He's got all his stuff in binbags.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Do you know, they didn't bring him here, they stuck him in a taxi.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24No wonder he's been in trouble.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26Then you come home and you treat him like a criminal.
0:26:26 > 0:26:28He is a criminal.
0:26:28 > 0:26:31Technically he is a criminal.
0:26:31 > 0:26:32He needs tough love.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34He needs discipline.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35- Boundaries.- No.
0:26:35 > 0:26:39He needs somebody to treat him like a human being for a change.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51The Angel Bellamy, sat on a cloud.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54Getting all concerned about your administrative cock-up.
0:26:54 > 0:26:56What?! I did not make an administrative...
0:26:56 > 0:26:59I don't want him. I want you!
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Shall I close the door?
0:27:01 > 0:27:03- Um, no!- It will not take long.
0:27:03 > 0:27:05No, Mrs Tembe...!
0:27:05 > 0:27:06How's that going to help Emma?
0:27:06 > 0:27:09What should I do? Help me, please.