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0:00:28 > 0:00:30SOMBRE PIANO RECITAL

0:00:43 > 0:00:46N-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o!

0:00:46 > 0:00:48Hey!

0:00:54 > 0:00:56BIRDSONG

0:00:59 > 0:01:01- All good?- Oh, bum to Parkinson's!

0:01:01 > 0:01:03I haven't felt this well in ages!

0:01:03 > 0:01:06Well, the dopamine agonists are doing exactly what we want.

0:01:06 > 0:01:09- Are you still happy with the patches?- Mm-hm.

0:01:11 > 0:01:12How are you coping?

0:01:12 > 0:01:14Since Ira died?

0:01:14 > 0:01:17Oh, I really am. No more dressing in black, Dr Carter.

0:01:17 > 0:01:19- So I see.- It doesn't suit me.

0:01:19 > 0:01:22And can I just put something else out there?

0:01:22 > 0:01:24Cardiothoracics bored me stiff!

0:01:24 > 0:01:27Point taken, though I'm sure many of his patients

0:01:27 > 0:01:29were grateful that they didn't bore him.

0:01:29 > 0:01:33Well, yes. Literally a life-saver.

0:01:33 > 0:01:37There's no denying he was an exceptional man.

0:01:37 > 0:01:39My father was an exceptional and respected man.

0:01:39 > 0:01:41He's not been dead a year,

0:01:41 > 0:01:43yet there she is, mutton dressed as lamb,

0:01:43 > 0:01:46wafting around in inappropriate designer gear.

0:01:46 > 0:01:48Your mother?

0:01:48 > 0:01:50She's got a review with Heston.

0:01:50 > 0:01:53When you see him, ask him what she was wearing.

0:01:54 > 0:01:57Heston is not going to notice what your mum is wearing.

0:01:58 > 0:02:00Very jolly colour.

0:02:00 > 0:02:04- My wife has a pair of slacks just like that. Very fetching.- Ah.

0:02:04 > 0:02:06Well, you're looking good.

0:02:06 > 0:02:08Oh, thank you. It's new.

0:02:08 > 0:02:10Oh, and I've discovered a wonderful new restaurant.

0:02:10 > 0:02:13You have not had a proper chana saag balti

0:02:13 > 0:02:16- unless you've ordered it off a menu under glass.- Really?

0:02:16 > 0:02:18Don't be such a snob, Dr Carter.

0:02:18 > 0:02:21And on Mondays, it's all you can eat for £6.99.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23How very high-end(!)

0:02:23 > 0:02:26There was a song about it, wasn't there?

0:02:26 > 0:02:28Watching My Reflection? Have I got that right?

0:02:28 > 0:02:302-Tone ska.

0:02:30 > 0:02:33I used to love that. That's what brought me to Birmingham.

0:02:33 > 0:02:34I can't say I've ever, um...

0:02:34 > 0:02:39I came here, met Ira, moved to Letherbridge, the rest's history.

0:02:39 > 0:02:42Sort of not-done-enough-much-too-young.

0:02:42 > 0:02:45- Right.- But now I have re-embraced curry houses.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48I think the ghee is good for my complexion.

0:02:48 > 0:02:51Mm-hm. But maybe not so good for one's BMI.

0:02:51 > 0:02:54Dr Carter, are you saying my bum looks big in this?

0:02:54 > 0:02:56Um...

0:02:56 > 0:02:59- And she's piling on the weight. - Is she?

0:02:59 > 0:03:01She made me take her to Chana Monkey.

0:03:01 > 0:03:03She was like a pig at a trough.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06Oh, I'm like that when I go there. I should take Heston.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09Sparkhill, Balsall Heath. My father used to spoil her

0:03:09 > 0:03:11with high-end, Michelin-starred restaurants

0:03:11 > 0:03:13in Edgbaston and Moseley.

0:03:13 > 0:03:16She used to be discerning, now she's stuffing her face

0:03:16 > 0:03:19with chapattis and greasy baltis.

0:03:19 > 0:03:21- Oh, she's so greedy.- Huh-huh!

0:03:21 > 0:03:24I'm giving myself permission to indulge.

0:03:24 > 0:03:27- Good for you. - So what if I'm getting older?

0:03:27 > 0:03:29What if I've got Parkinson's?

0:03:29 > 0:03:31I'm dressing how I like, eating what I want

0:03:31 > 0:03:33and streaming the music I used to love.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35I'm refusing to be defined.

0:03:35 > 0:03:37Excellent.

0:03:37 > 0:03:41The truth is, I never really cared much for modern folk.

0:03:41 > 0:03:43There now, that's out there, too.

0:03:43 > 0:03:45- You don't?- No!

0:03:45 > 0:03:48And certainly not enough to sit in some draughty church

0:03:48 > 0:03:51on a bum-numbing pew for two hours.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54You can keep your Stafford Ensemble, I'll take The Specials.

0:03:54 > 0:03:57I tried to get tickets for the Stafford Ensemble.

0:03:57 > 0:03:58Rarer than hen's teeth.

0:03:58 > 0:04:02Have Ira's! He had it all set up online.

0:04:02 > 0:04:04Automatic pre-order.

0:04:04 > 0:04:07I didn't know until they arrived. Would you like them?

0:04:07 > 0:04:10Sorry, gifts from patients are sadly verboten.

0:04:10 > 0:04:13Oh, choose to live a little, Dr Carter. You're having them.

0:04:13 > 0:04:18You can give their face value to charity. Something cardiac-y.

0:04:18 > 0:04:21I don't think folk music is really my wife's choice.

0:04:21 > 0:04:23So, if there's nothing else...

0:04:24 > 0:04:29Apparently, I need to read up on seniors, sex and STIs.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31You do?

0:04:31 > 0:04:33A leaflet appeared in my kitchen.

0:04:33 > 0:04:38But, yes, as it happens, everything is really very OK.

0:04:39 > 0:04:42- Goodbye, Dr Carter.- Cheerio.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47And don't get me started on my mother's sex life.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49- What?- Seriously, don't.

0:04:49 > 0:04:51I know we're all entitled to make choices,

0:04:51 > 0:04:54and I get that, but...I'm worried.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56Why?

0:04:56 > 0:04:58I think the dopamine replacement

0:04:58 > 0:05:02is triggering some sort of impulse-control disorder.

0:05:02 > 0:05:07- Really?- Yes. Which is why I wanted you to speak to Heston,

0:05:07 > 0:05:09explain how much she's changed.

0:05:09 > 0:05:10Ah. No.

0:05:10 > 0:05:12Look, Ashley, I'm not going to do that.

0:05:16 > 0:05:19So remember, in through the nose and out through the mouth.

0:05:19 > 0:05:21PHONE RINGS

0:05:24 > 0:05:25Zara Carmichael.

0:05:25 > 0:05:28Zara? It's Tom.

0:05:28 > 0:05:29Listen, Joe's been taken.

0:05:29 > 0:05:32What? How do you mean, "taken"?

0:05:32 > 0:05:35On his way to football. His coach just called.

0:05:35 > 0:05:37A white car pulled up and they took him.

0:05:38 > 0:05:42What I'm going to need you to do for me now is to stay as calm as possible, OK?

0:05:43 > 0:05:45I'm calm.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47Do you have a photograph on your phone you could send me?

0:05:47 > 0:05:49- Yes, of course. - And what was he wearing?

0:05:49 > 0:05:54He was wearing black shorts and a gold jersey and yellow socks.

0:05:54 > 0:05:58Right, OK. Listen, it's going to be fine, all right?

0:05:58 > 0:06:01I want you to stay put so we know where you are when we find him. OK?

0:06:01 > 0:06:03- OK.- And send the photo.

0:06:03 > 0:06:06- Um...there was a note. - Yeah, I know about the note.

0:06:06 > 0:06:08There was another note, in his schoolbag.

0:06:08 > 0:06:11It was an emoji. A shush emoji, and a feather.

0:06:12 > 0:06:14Send the photo. I've got this, Zara.

0:06:19 > 0:06:20ZARA BREATHES HARD

0:06:32 > 0:06:35Thanks for coming in.

0:06:35 > 0:06:38So, Tembe said I couldn't put these up at the Mill,

0:06:38 > 0:06:40but she didn't mention this place.

0:06:40 > 0:06:42Oh, you are awful.

0:06:42 > 0:06:44Car-ears without limits.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46Get it? Car-ears, yeah?

0:06:46 > 0:06:49Where is Letherbridge's next top model, anyway?

0:06:49 > 0:06:51I thought he was supposed to be here.

0:06:51 > 0:06:52He's been held up at the airport.

0:06:52 > 0:06:55Oh, really? Couldn't get his good looks through Customs(?)

0:06:57 > 0:06:59I just got it! Ears without limits!

0:06:59 > 0:07:02Because Sid over-listens.

0:07:02 > 0:07:04He listens and he listens and he listens...

0:07:04 > 0:07:07- What time's he getting here? - I don't know. Don't know.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09But there will be many disappointed students

0:07:09 > 0:07:11when they find out they've got to see you.

0:07:24 > 0:07:27OK, first of all, you have to understand that everything is under control.

0:07:27 > 0:07:29- What?- Now, I've just spoken to Tom.

0:07:29 > 0:07:33- Tom?- Stanton. Joe's missing. A car pulled up. They took him.

0:07:33 > 0:07:36- What?!- The police are all over this. They already have Joe's photograph.

0:07:36 > 0:07:39- No!- OK, listen, breathe! Just breathe!

0:07:39 > 0:07:42This is not like Izzie and the carousel, this is not happening again!

0:07:43 > 0:07:45- OK. Come on, let's go. - Let's go.- Let's go.

0:07:51 > 0:07:52- Ooo, Daniel, I...- Not now!

0:07:53 > 0:07:55What's up with him?

0:07:55 > 0:07:57You're kidding me!

0:07:57 > 0:07:59Hey! Move your van!

0:08:03 > 0:08:05HORN BLASTS

0:08:05 > 0:08:07Stop!

0:08:08 > 0:08:11Please! Please! It's an emergency!

0:08:11 > 0:08:12HORN BLASTS Stop!

0:08:12 > 0:08:14What's going on?

0:08:14 > 0:08:15HORN BLASTS

0:08:15 > 0:08:18- Someone snatched Joe.- Snatched?!

0:08:18 > 0:08:20- HORN BLASTS - Oh, God in heaven!

0:08:25 > 0:08:27Where do we stand on Sidney's whiskers?

0:08:29 > 0:08:30Never really thought about them.

0:08:30 > 0:08:32Well, shall we up the whiskerage?

0:08:34 > 0:08:36Oh!

0:08:36 > 0:08:38- Hm!- Yeah. Less carers without lim...

0:08:38 > 0:08:40- Ooo!- All right?

0:08:42 > 0:08:45- What?- BOTH: Nothing.

0:08:45 > 0:08:48SID'S STOMACH RUMBLES

0:08:48 > 0:08:50Who eats falafels on a plane, really?

0:08:53 > 0:08:55Ah-ha-ha!

0:08:58 > 0:09:01- Where's Stanton?!- You were supposed to wait at the Mill.

0:09:01 > 0:09:04- We couldn't!- Is it that gang? - We don't do conjecture.

0:09:04 > 0:09:07Joe's picture's been circulated and we've got officers covering the area.

0:09:07 > 0:09:10- Have you got the last note? - We didn't think anything of it.

0:09:10 > 0:09:12What, was it was some kind of a message?

0:09:12 > 0:09:13I told Reece my name.

0:09:13 > 0:09:15I told him, "I'm Zara". I just wanted to comfort him.

0:09:15 > 0:09:17I wanted to stop him being frightened!

0:09:17 > 0:09:20- You did comfort him. - I told him I was a doctor!

0:09:20 > 0:09:23Those hoodies at the cemetery, I wasn't being paranoid, they WERE following me.

0:09:23 > 0:09:24They've been watching us and Joe!

0:09:24 > 0:09:27They knew where he went to school and they knew where to snatch him from!

0:09:27 > 0:09:30- Why didn't you tell me you were being followed?- I wasn't sure!

0:09:30 > 0:09:33Like DI Stanton said, there's no point speculating.

0:09:33 > 0:09:37But this isn't speculation, this is sound assumption! Right?

0:09:37 > 0:09:39We can't rule anything out.

0:09:39 > 0:09:41WHISPERS: How could I have been so stupid?

0:09:41 > 0:09:45Stupid? Stupid doesn't even begin to describe what you've done.

0:09:52 > 0:09:55Look, Ashley, I am not going to quiz Heston about your mum.

0:09:55 > 0:09:57But why?

0:09:57 > 0:09:59Er...privacy, confidentiality.

0:09:59 > 0:10:03But she's not hiding stuff from me, she's hiding stuff from him.

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Why's she hiding stuff from him?

0:10:05 > 0:10:08Right, we don't know that, do we?

0:10:08 > 0:10:09We will if you ask.

0:10:09 > 0:10:12Right, I'm not putting Heston in an awkward position.

0:10:12 > 0:10:14Just mention some of the weirdness.

0:10:14 > 0:10:17But...is it weird, though?

0:10:17 > 0:10:19I mean, maybe it's just a new phase of her life.

0:10:19 > 0:10:22She got a tattoo done. A massive tattoo.

0:10:22 > 0:10:26Um...where? And how massive?

0:10:26 > 0:10:29OK, yeah, I'm embarrassed, but who wouldn't be?

0:10:29 > 0:10:31It's right across her chest.

0:10:33 > 0:10:35What are people going to think, Ruhma, you know, come the summer?

0:10:35 > 0:10:38Their old mates?

0:10:38 > 0:10:41My mother is in her sixties, for heaven's sake.

0:10:41 > 0:10:44It's not normal to have a bloke's name tattooed across your chest

0:10:44 > 0:10:48when you're an OAP and the bloke is young enough to be your son!

0:10:48 > 0:10:52Ruhma, how can there not be something wrong?

0:10:52 > 0:10:55All right, but I am not promising anything.

0:10:55 > 0:10:57Thanks.

0:11:02 > 0:11:04SHE SIGHS

0:11:07 > 0:11:09I think you're going to enjoy this.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12Drink that.

0:11:12 > 0:11:14But take your time, though.

0:11:14 > 0:11:16- Losing a pet is never easy.- Aw.

0:11:18 > 0:11:20SID'S STOMACH RUMBLES

0:11:20 > 0:11:23I'm so sorry about this, I just need to... Hm!

0:11:24 > 0:11:28See, this is why it's never a good idea to come straight into work off a holiday. Sorry.

0:11:28 > 0:11:30Hm.

0:11:30 > 0:11:32Delhi belly.

0:11:32 > 0:11:35Only not Delhi, on account of he went to Marrakech.

0:11:39 > 0:11:41Yep, it is him.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43Huh! He's blind to the fame.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45Hm!

0:11:45 > 0:11:47EMMA SIGHS

0:11:50 > 0:11:52We should be doing something.

0:11:53 > 0:11:56Sandwiches? No? Tea?

0:11:56 > 0:11:59- No.- No, thanks.- No, thank you. - Me neither.

0:12:02 > 0:12:08No, we can only wait and...hope and pray.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15We should be doing something.

0:12:15 > 0:12:17We should have faith in the police.

0:12:24 > 0:12:27I am sure little Joe will be...will be fine.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32It's a myth about sweet tea, anyway, isn't it? It's...

0:12:36 > 0:12:38We should be doing something.

0:12:47 > 0:12:50What's the matter?

0:12:50 > 0:12:54I want to talk to you about something, but I...I can't.

0:12:54 > 0:12:55Why not?

0:12:58 > 0:13:01People make silly, bad decisions, don't they?

0:13:01 > 0:13:03They do things that are ill-advised.

0:13:03 > 0:13:05Yes, but they usually do them for the best motives.

0:13:05 > 0:13:07What?

0:13:07 > 0:13:10Well, it's never as simple as it seems, is what I'm saying.

0:13:10 > 0:13:15Right. OK. What are we talking about?

0:13:16 > 0:13:18And what are you talking about?

0:13:20 > 0:13:22Right, this is it, um...

0:13:22 > 0:13:25I don't want you to break patient confidentiality,

0:13:25 > 0:13:28but I need you to know how concerned Ashley is about her mum.

0:13:29 > 0:13:33- Ashley?- Ashley. Ashley Dubowitz.

0:13:33 > 0:13:37You know, Ira and Deborah's daughter. She came to see you today?

0:13:37 > 0:13:40- Yes.- Well, Ashley's really worried.

0:13:40 > 0:13:43And I know this makes it really awkward for you...

0:13:43 > 0:13:46No, I can happily say she's got nothing to be concerned about.

0:13:47 > 0:13:53You...you don't know anything about her new appetite, do you?

0:13:55 > 0:13:58No. OK.

0:13:58 > 0:14:01According to Ashley, she's been into kinky stuff

0:14:01 > 0:14:04since you introduced her to the replacement therapy.

0:14:06 > 0:14:07She's just embracing her life.

0:14:07 > 0:14:10Yeah? Mm-hm. Mm.

0:14:10 > 0:14:12- Did you see the tattoo?- What tattoo?

0:14:12 > 0:14:15She has a tattoo.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17Well, Nigel Farthing has a smiley face on...

0:14:17 > 0:14:20- This is really massive. - This is bigger than a 50p piece.

0:14:20 > 0:14:23Right, I'm going to ignore how familiar you are with Nigel and his tattoo.

0:14:23 > 0:14:26He got that in a silly bet he lost. This is serious!

0:14:28 > 0:14:30It goes right across her chest.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33It's totally out of character!

0:14:33 > 0:14:35So, do you see what I'm saying?

0:14:36 > 0:14:39I'm saying, what if it's a lack of impulse control

0:14:39 > 0:14:43and she wouldn't have done it if she wasn't on the medication?

0:14:49 > 0:14:50Oh.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52Ooo, you found some. Thank you.

0:14:52 > 0:14:56I took it off the sexual health and wellbeing posters in the ladies'.

0:14:56 > 0:14:57What's it for?

0:15:01 > 0:15:04- Listen, I think you should be kind to Sid.- Eh?

0:15:04 > 0:15:06Terrible flatulence.

0:15:07 > 0:15:09In Reception, in front of two students.

0:15:09 > 0:15:11HE LAUGHS

0:15:12 > 0:15:15- It's not his fault. - Whose fault is it, then?

0:15:15 > 0:15:17Airline falafel!

0:15:17 > 0:15:18Be kind.

0:15:20 > 0:15:24So, Sid has uncontrollable flatulence?

0:15:26 > 0:15:28HE CHUCKLES

0:15:31 > 0:15:36Tattoos are increasingly a popular mode of expression.

0:15:36 > 0:15:38She's taken a lover.

0:15:38 > 0:15:41Accordingly to Ashley, he was the odd-job man.

0:15:41 > 0:15:45Ruhma Carter! Lady Chatterley is one of your favourite books.

0:15:45 > 0:15:49He's half her age, and he knows she's ill.

0:15:51 > 0:15:55- I do have a duty of care. - Oh, thank you!

0:15:55 > 0:15:58Right, we can't just rock up because she'll know that something's up.

0:15:58 > 0:16:00WE'RE not going to do anything.

0:16:00 > 0:16:07I can say that you do like the thought of modern folk music

0:16:07 > 0:16:10in an ecclesiastical setting after all.

0:16:10 > 0:16:12OK, just get back in the room. What are you talking about?

0:16:12 > 0:16:15She offered me tickets for the Stafford Ensemble.

0:16:15 > 0:16:20I can say you would like to go and then casually...

0:16:21 > 0:16:23Casually...what?

0:16:23 > 0:16:25- I'll find a way.- OK.

0:16:26 > 0:16:30If my patient is at risk, I need to address it.

0:16:30 > 0:16:31Alone.

0:16:33 > 0:16:34- WHISPERS:- OK.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38FAINT POLICE DISPATCHER

0:16:46 > 0:16:48Sorry.

0:16:52 > 0:16:54- What's happening? - OK, this is where we're at.

0:16:54 > 0:16:57No news yet, but I am confident that...

0:16:57 > 0:16:59- Confident? About what? - Daniel, please!

0:16:59 > 0:17:02We've got officers door-to-door and trawling through CCTV.

0:17:02 > 0:17:04Every available officer is out there.

0:17:04 > 0:17:06We're working Braydon's neighbourhood

0:17:06 > 0:17:09and as soon as we find anyone who knows anything, we'll know it. too.

0:17:09 > 0:17:11Nobody likes people who mess with kids.

0:17:11 > 0:17:13Mess? What, just to keep me out of court?

0:17:13 > 0:17:14We're going to find Joe.

0:17:14 > 0:17:16Standing here doing nothing, we're not.

0:17:16 > 0:17:18- So I'm going to go back to... - No, no, no. Stay here.

0:17:18 > 0:17:21We're going to need to know where you are when we find him. OK?

0:17:30 > 0:17:32Ruhma told you, then? About the madness.

0:17:32 > 0:17:35- Oh, Ashley. - I knew she'd get you to come.

0:17:35 > 0:17:37I'm actually here to get some concert tickets.

0:17:37 > 0:17:39Yeah, right, if you say so(!)

0:17:39 > 0:17:42She's probably at it now, in there, in the middle of the day.

0:17:42 > 0:17:44Imagine what my father would think.

0:17:44 > 0:17:46She doesn't answer my calls.

0:17:49 > 0:17:51She took my key off me, you know.

0:17:51 > 0:17:53I wonder why(?)

0:17:54 > 0:17:55These are not reasoned choices.

0:17:55 > 0:17:58These are chemical reactions you've triggered

0:17:58 > 0:18:00that are worse than the Parkinson's symptoms.

0:18:00 > 0:18:01Ashley.

0:18:01 > 0:18:03Dr Carter.

0:18:03 > 0:18:05Together?

0:18:05 > 0:18:06MUSIC: House of Fun By Madness

0:18:06 > 0:18:09The Stafford Ensemble, my wife would love to go.

0:18:09 > 0:18:10Really?

0:18:10 > 0:18:12All right?

0:18:12 > 0:18:15But, um...seeing as I'm here, if it's convenient...

0:18:15 > 0:18:16He knows how mental you're being.

0:18:16 > 0:18:19I've had no conversations with your daughter.

0:18:19 > 0:18:22But I'd love to have a chat...in private.

0:18:31 > 0:18:34- OK. Thanks very much for coming. - Thank you.

0:18:36 > 0:18:38What's this?!

0:18:38 > 0:18:41Well, you know, I though Careers Without Limits

0:18:41 > 0:18:44was a bit... Well, it was a bit vanilla.

0:18:44 > 0:18:46Mrs Tembe really is very proud.

0:18:46 > 0:18:48This picture's from that recruitment thing?

0:18:48 > 0:18:52They certainly found their face, didn't they...Dr Diversity?

0:18:52 > 0:18:55Mr Ethnicity. Poster boy for inclusivity.

0:18:55 > 0:18:57Yeah, but you decided to make me into a rodent.

0:18:57 > 0:18:59I thought in the interest of objectivity,

0:18:59 > 0:19:02we should flag up your tendency to be a bit mousey.

0:19:02 > 0:19:03Yeah, but I'll tell you what,

0:19:03 > 0:19:06even with the ears, there'll be students lining up to see you.

0:19:06 > 0:19:08They love you.

0:19:08 > 0:19:10This is all around campus?

0:19:10 > 0:19:12Well, it's all around Letherbridge.

0:19:13 > 0:19:16Do the pose. Go on.

0:19:19 > 0:19:22Now...what can I do for you?

0:19:23 > 0:19:26- Deborah, I'm going to be straight with you.- Good.

0:19:27 > 0:19:30There's a possibility that your recent behaviour

0:19:30 > 0:19:32is due to the medication you're on.

0:19:34 > 0:19:36So?

0:19:36 > 0:19:39Coupled with the, um...grief that you're experiencing

0:19:39 > 0:19:41- after losing Ira...- I'm not.

0:19:42 > 0:19:45- You're not?- Experiencing grief.

0:19:46 > 0:19:51Well, Ira was a major part of your and Ashley's life.

0:19:51 > 0:19:53It may be the time to think about...

0:19:53 > 0:19:56Do you want to know the first thing I did when my husband died, Dr Carter?

0:19:56 > 0:19:59I turned the central heating up.

0:19:59 > 0:20:00I'd not felt warm in years.

0:20:02 > 0:20:04Well, I knew he could be a little bit parsimonious.

0:20:04 > 0:20:05A little bit?

0:20:05 > 0:20:07My late husband was as tight as a monkey's bum.

0:20:07 > 0:20:10And if I choose to be extravagant now,

0:20:10 > 0:20:15whether it's my actual choice or a vaguely chemical one, I'm happy.

0:20:15 > 0:20:17My impulses.

0:20:17 > 0:20:19My control.

0:20:19 > 0:20:21My choices at last.

0:20:23 > 0:20:24And I choose happy.

0:20:33 > 0:20:34Joe?

0:20:40 > 0:20:42Joe?

0:20:53 > 0:20:55Joe?

0:21:00 > 0:21:02Hello.

0:21:04 > 0:21:06We've been looking for you.

0:21:07 > 0:21:10Do you remember me? I'm a friend of your mummy and daddy.

0:21:11 > 0:21:13I am. Come on.

0:21:14 > 0:21:18Oh. Ha-ha-ha! Good lad. Are you OK?

0:21:18 > 0:21:19Eh?

0:21:26 > 0:21:28You've got his name tattooed across your chest.

0:21:28 > 0:21:30It's not something I can really ignore.

0:21:30 > 0:21:32Why do I have to explain myself?

0:21:32 > 0:21:34Because people care about you.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36I no longer have to live in a controlling environment.

0:21:36 > 0:21:38I don't give a hoot about other people.

0:21:41 > 0:21:42Tell me he's winding me up.

0:21:43 > 0:21:47If Dad wasn't dead already, he'd die of shame. You're mad!

0:21:47 > 0:21:49It's those damn drugs you've given her.

0:21:49 > 0:21:50She's asked him to marry her!

0:21:50 > 0:21:52How is that not some sort of side-effect?

0:21:52 > 0:21:55Don't talk about Deborah as if she isn't here.

0:21:55 > 0:21:58You wanted to tell her. Sorry.

0:21:58 > 0:22:01- Are you remarrying? - I'm following my heart.

0:22:01 > 0:22:02While he follows the money.

0:22:02 > 0:22:04When was I ever interested in money?

0:22:04 > 0:22:07Not when we were together, that's for sure!

0:22:07 > 0:22:10- What, you were...? - Yeah, for two years.- Oh.

0:22:10 > 0:22:13During which time, he hardly bothered to work.

0:22:13 > 0:22:16- Dominic's done lots of work for me! - Oh, I'm sure he has.

0:22:16 > 0:22:18You're turning yourself into a laughing stock!

0:22:18 > 0:22:22Ashley, darling, I really am sorry if this is painful for you,

0:22:22 > 0:22:24but I'm going to do what makes me happy.

0:22:25 > 0:22:27My health will deteriorate.

0:22:27 > 0:22:29I'm in my sixties.

0:22:29 > 0:22:31I've wasted enough time already.

0:22:33 > 0:22:37I'm in love with your mum and I am committed to her.

0:22:37 > 0:22:38It's the drugs!

0:22:40 > 0:22:43Come off the meds, see if you love me still.

0:22:43 > 0:22:45Why would I?

0:22:45 > 0:22:48Now I know what it's like to be loved, I'm doing nothing to risk it.

0:22:48 > 0:22:51# It must be love, love, love...#

0:22:57 > 0:22:59HE SIGHS

0:23:11 > 0:23:13HE SIGHS

0:23:13 > 0:23:14STOMACH RUMBLES

0:23:19 > 0:23:23Heston? Take them. Somebody ought to do well out of today.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27You do know Ruhma is your friend?

0:23:27 > 0:23:29You're obviously not.

0:23:29 > 0:23:30She's worried about you.

0:23:30 > 0:23:32She knows it's hard on you.

0:23:34 > 0:23:36- I just miss my dad. - Of course you do.

0:23:36 > 0:23:38- And my mum is just so... - She's not going to change.

0:23:38 > 0:23:42- And you think I should just accept that?- It's a start.

0:23:42 > 0:23:43Why don't you go?

0:23:45 > 0:23:47Your dad adored them.

0:23:52 > 0:23:56Mummy doesn't let me have these sweets. Will she shout?

0:23:56 > 0:23:57No.

0:23:57 > 0:24:00I don't want them. They gave them to me.

0:24:00 > 0:24:01Oh, did they?

0:24:01 > 0:24:04Well, why don't you give those sweets to my friend here, look?

0:24:04 > 0:24:07And then he can put them in one of his special bags.

0:24:09 > 0:24:12I don't think your mummy will shout at you.

0:24:12 > 0:24:14She might cry a little bit.

0:24:14 > 0:24:16Because sometimes we cry when we're happy.

0:24:16 > 0:24:18SIREN WAILS

0:24:18 > 0:24:21Like when we find something precious that we thought we'd lost.

0:24:25 > 0:24:26Oh, look who's here.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32- It's OK, Daddy's got you!- Darling!

0:24:33 > 0:24:36ZARA SOBS Are you OK? Did they hurt you?

0:24:36 > 0:24:38Not really.

0:24:40 > 0:24:42Right, come on, let's go. Let's go, let's go.

0:24:44 > 0:24:46ZARA WHISPERS: Thank you.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59So, um...what about Ashley, then?

0:24:59 > 0:25:02Well, Deborah's my patient, I'll look after her,

0:25:02 > 0:25:06and Ashley should take a leaf out of her mother's book and get on with her life.

0:25:06 > 0:25:08So, it's not an impulse-control-issue thing?

0:25:09 > 0:25:11Isn't that what falling in love is?

0:25:11 > 0:25:13Oh!

0:25:15 > 0:25:18We've run out of paper towels in the ladies.

0:25:24 > 0:25:26PHONE RINGS

0:25:29 > 0:25:30Hello?

0:25:36 > 0:25:38Thank you.

0:25:38 > 0:25:39Rob's found him. He's safe.

0:25:39 > 0:25:43- Oh!- Who? Who's safe? What have we missed?

0:25:43 > 0:25:44Thank goodness!

0:25:44 > 0:25:46MRS TEMBE EXHALES

0:25:46 > 0:25:48All right. Jump in the middle, darling.

0:25:48 > 0:25:52And we will be two minutes. OK?

0:25:56 > 0:25:59I don't think Joe was ever in any real danger.

0:25:59 > 0:26:02How could you say that? There's no way you can know that!

0:26:02 > 0:26:05- They could have hurt him! They could have killed him!- No, no, no.

0:26:05 > 0:26:07Yes! And I am warned! It's worked!

0:26:07 > 0:26:09There is no way that I'm going to testify now!

0:26:09 > 0:26:12- We have to remember there's a bigger picture.- Forget it!

0:26:12 > 0:26:15- I've made my decision. - Listen, I understand...

0:26:15 > 0:26:16No! OK?

0:26:16 > 0:26:19Our family is no longer part of this!

0:26:22 > 0:26:24From now on, I can ONLY think about us.

0:26:35 > 0:26:38Other patients who call this surgery

0:26:38 > 0:26:40can't speak to a person, no matter how long they wait.

0:26:40 > 0:26:42Our policy is to answer every phone call with...

0:26:42 > 0:26:45Within five rings? I know. Never happens, though, does it?

0:26:45 > 0:26:47- Al?- Hi.- Hello!- How you doing?

0:26:47 > 0:26:50- Oop!- Whoop! Eh! Ah! Mwah! Mwah!

0:26:50 > 0:26:52I only agreed to this to collect enough evidence

0:26:52 > 0:26:54to make a stronger case for your closure.