0:00:30 > 0:00:36MUSIC: I'm Jim Morrison, I'm Dead by Mogwai
0:01:31 > 0:01:35Do you know, I can't help but think, what if that had been you?
0:01:35 > 0:01:39- Or the kids? - But it wasn't. We're fine.
0:01:39 > 0:01:43Yeah, but it can all just be taken away, in a moment.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46That's a very Eeyore-ish way of looking at things.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47DOORBELL RINGS
0:01:47 > 0:01:50- I'll get it!- Cheers, mate.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55My new laptop's arrived!
0:01:55 > 0:01:57- Ooh!- Has it got all the bells and whistles?
0:01:57 > 0:02:01Eight gig of RAM, quad core processor, one terabyte hard drive,
0:02:01 > 0:02:02what more can I ask for?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I have no idea what you are talking about,
0:02:04 > 0:02:05but I am happy for you.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08Right, we'd better get going. I'll see you tonight.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11Do you know, I am very proud of you.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14Spending your money on something that's very useful.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Right. I'll get my coat.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Thanks again for covering, man.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24She'd go mad if she found out.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31I know it is going to be a difficult day.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34But we must all keep calm and carry on,
0:02:34 > 0:02:36in the great British tradition.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- How's Daniel?- Ah, yeah, better.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40I've had a word with the consultants.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- They're pleased with his progress. - Well, that is good news.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I've been worried all weekend.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47I've made some flapjacks - help yourself.
0:02:50 > 0:02:54Daniel and I have become quite close recently. He's my rock.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58And he was such a hero.
0:02:58 > 0:03:02No, he wasn't. He behaved stupidly!
0:03:02 > 0:03:05Zara had already called the police, and they were on their way.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06He should've just waited.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09But, oh, no, he had to go steaming in and nearly got himself killed!
0:03:09 > 0:03:10Sorry...
0:03:18 > 0:03:22You work at the surgery, don't you? I'm a patient. Morwenna Price.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Right...
0:03:23 > 0:03:26I heard it on the news, I...had to do something.
0:03:26 > 0:03:30And the response, you can see. It's fantastic.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33The good thing about a tragedy like this, it brings people together.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36But you do know that Daniel isn't actually dead?
0:03:36 > 0:03:41I've set up a Mates Reconnected page, too. Friends of Dr Daniel.
0:03:41 > 0:03:46- Have a look. People have written such lovely things.- OK.
0:03:46 > 0:03:47Erm...
0:03:47 > 0:03:50The surgery is open as normal.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52You're open?
0:03:52 > 0:03:53That's wonderful.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Not really. We do this every day.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00Thanks. It's a nice...gesture.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Sergeant. You busy?
0:04:06 > 0:04:09Fancy doing something a bit more interesting?
0:04:09 > 0:04:10I fancy doing anything but this.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Could you go and talk to Zara Carmichael?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15She's freezing me out. I'm worried we've lost her.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- Well, after what's happened, you can't blame her.- I don't.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20But if she wants long-term safety for her family,
0:04:20 > 0:04:21she's going to need to testify.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23That's in her best interests.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25And if you're a good friend, you'll make her see that.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27It's Zara - I can try.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Great. Because you're the only one she'll listen to.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33Great.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- SID:- You know, these are the kind of people who slow down
0:04:35 > 0:04:37to look at a road accident.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40We're going to ignore them, Sidney. That's what we're going to do.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43We are busy and important people, and they aren't.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46So, we're just going to ignore them.
0:04:46 > 0:04:51- You look cheerful.- Yeah. I've just seen Mrs Glenister and her twins.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53And they're doing really well. It's nice.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55Nice to have something positive.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Shall we go out for lunch?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00Erm, I'll go to the deli, and we can have a walk.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02Yeah. Yeah, it'd be nice to get some fresh air.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04I've got something very important to tell you.
0:05:04 > 0:05:08What? Hang on. Whoa, whoa, whoa. What...do you mean?
0:05:08 > 0:05:10- Are you ill?- No, no, no.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Nothing like that. See you later.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19DOORBELL RINGS
0:05:19 > 0:05:21They're here.
0:05:28 > 0:05:29Hello.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31Oh, it's you.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34- How are you, Zara?- I'm all right. Joe's in here, if....
0:05:34 > 0:05:38Joe? Joe, darling?
0:05:38 > 0:05:39SHE CHUCKLES
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Hello, young man. How are you?
0:05:44 > 0:05:46Oh, it's all right. This is Rob.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48You know Rob, darling.
0:05:48 > 0:05:49Good lad.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52We've just come to put some special gadgets into your house
0:05:52 > 0:05:54to make it more secure.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57Safer. This is my friend Andy.
0:05:57 > 0:06:00Andy, this is Joe.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01Hello.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09What are we supposed to do?! This is madness!
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- The phone's been ringing off the hook!- I know, tell me about it.
0:06:12 > 0:06:13Not coming in for appointments -
0:06:13 > 0:06:16they're coming in with offers of help and asking for news.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- What kind of help? There's nothing much they can do.- Exactly!
0:06:19 > 0:06:22I mean, it's that... Morgana woman's fault.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25- Er, Morwenna.- Ooh, everybody's got the wrong end of the stick.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27I have spent the entire morning
0:06:27 > 0:06:30telling everybody that Daniel isn't exactly dead!
0:06:30 > 0:06:33Now they're ringing...right... with offers of money!
0:06:33 > 0:06:35What for, I don't know!
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Daniel's family, presumably.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39What, like Zara is going to accept charity?
0:06:39 > 0:06:42- Erm, is there anything I can do? - Please, please.
0:06:42 > 0:06:46Would you tell that flipping woman to take her flipping shrine
0:06:46 > 0:06:47and...flip off!
0:06:47 > 0:06:51OK, yeah, I'll...I'll...give it a try.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Look, she's a nice lady. I'm sure she means well.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55No, no, no. She's enjoying it.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56PHONE RINGS
0:06:56 > 0:06:58Good morning, Campus Surgery...
0:07:01 > 0:07:04- How are you doing, Zara?- Fine.
0:07:04 > 0:07:05I'm not the one who's in ICU.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09I'm not sleeping, and...
0:07:09 > 0:07:11you've seen Joe - he's having nightmares.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13He'll get through it. Kids are tough.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15DRILL WHIRRS
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Your mate's here fitting the alarms. Why are you here?
0:07:20 > 0:07:24- I just wanted to make sure that you and Joe were OK.- Really?
0:07:24 > 0:07:27Or did Stanton send you to get me back on side as a witness?
0:07:29 > 0:07:33- I thought so.- All right, yes. So...?
0:07:33 > 0:07:36- I can't testify. - Would you at least think about it?
0:07:36 > 0:07:39Would YOU? If it were Karen in hospital? Or Jack, or Imogen?
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- Well. I would hope that... - No, you wouldn't.
0:07:41 > 0:07:44You would put your family first, and that's what I'm doing.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- Zara, we've known each other for a long time.- Yeah, we have.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49And that's why he sent you, isn't it?
0:07:49 > 0:07:52"You can persuade her, she trusts you, you talk to her."
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- That's what he said, isn't it? - Pretty much, yeah.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57But he's only trying to do his job.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Zara, I understand that you're angry,
0:07:59 > 0:08:02- and you've got every right to be...- OK, Rob...
0:08:02 > 0:08:05do not patronise me.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06Talk to Stanton. Please.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09I mean, rage at him if you like, but at least hear him out.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12No, the only people I'm prepared to talk to are Joe,
0:08:12 > 0:08:13or my Dad and Daniel. And when he is better,
0:08:13 > 0:08:17we will discuss how we're going to deal with this nightmare, together.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20Oh...
0:08:20 > 0:08:23At last we've got some time to ourselves.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25Can you just tell me what this is all about?
0:08:25 > 0:08:26Oh, I've got the samosas you like.
0:08:26 > 0:08:30- Do you remember telling me how to make them...?- Just tell me!
0:08:30 > 0:08:33All right. I didn't tell you this before, because I didn't want
0:08:33 > 0:08:36- to upset you...- What did you not want to tell me before?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40About Shak.
0:08:40 > 0:08:41What about Shak?
0:08:42 > 0:08:45I know it's hard. Stay strong, yeah?
0:08:49 > 0:08:50Hiya. Morwenna...
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- Hello, Doctor...- Vere, Sid Vere.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55Isn't it wonderful?
0:08:55 > 0:08:59People have come from everywhere to share their experiences.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01I've been kind of counselling.
0:09:01 > 0:09:04Are... Are you a trained counsellor?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07You don't need to be trained. You just need empathy.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Right.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Erm, look, I can that everyone really cares.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14It's just, erm, we have had a few complaints.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16I mean, it is blocking the roadway,
0:09:16 > 0:09:17and there are concerns about the...
0:09:17 > 0:09:19the candles...
0:09:19 > 0:09:23You know what this is, don't you?
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Elf and Safety.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29Some small-minded petty bureaucrat.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31I've not had this trouble before.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34What, you've... done this kind of thing before?
0:09:34 > 0:09:35Of course.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38Places of tragedy.
0:09:38 > 0:09:42I leave some flowers there, a poem, perhaps.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46I start it off, people add to it.
0:09:46 > 0:09:51There was that terrible accident, up by the reservoir. 19th of May.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- A man died.- Yeah. Yeah, I remember.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56And that young lad was stabbed.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Reece. He was only young.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01He had everything to live for.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03So I went and put some flowers.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05OK.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09It's human instinct. We all need to remember the fallen.
0:10:10 > 0:10:14Princess Diana's funeral - you won't remember, you're too young...
0:10:14 > 0:10:15No, no. I remember.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18People queued for hours to sign the book of condolence.
0:10:18 > 0:10:23Camped out overnight to watch the funeral procession go by.
0:10:23 > 0:10:27There was this outpouring of emotion. It was good.
0:10:27 > 0:10:33Healthy. Everyone's so uptight, stiff upper lip and all that.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36The only time people feel they can be emotional
0:10:36 > 0:10:38is when there's a national tragedy.
0:10:38 > 0:10:42OK...but this isn't the same. I mean, you do see that?
0:10:43 > 0:10:46I mean, Daniel... Dr Granger, he's not dead.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49He's going to be all right.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52But the fact that people think he's dead, it's...
0:10:52 > 0:10:54It's upsetting them, and there's no need for it.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57So I'm not saying don't have a shrine. Just maybe you could...
0:10:57 > 0:10:59I don't know, tone it down a bit?
0:10:59 > 0:11:02And if you could let people know that he IS recovering,
0:11:02 > 0:11:05- I don't know, maybe put up a sign or something, to...- Hi.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08I'm Morwenna. Thank you.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10They're lovely flowers.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14It's good to know that people really care.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Just pop them down...
0:11:21 > 0:11:23So, exactly how much has he spent?
0:11:24 > 0:11:27Pretty much the whole lot, as soon as he got it.
0:11:27 > 0:11:32- On what?- Gadgets, trainers, stuff he didn't really need.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34How can you spend £2,000?!
0:11:34 > 0:11:37I think the money went to his head.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40And you sorted this by...?
0:11:40 > 0:11:43- Well, I got him to take some of it back...- Oh, good.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44Good.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47..and I topped up his account.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- How much did you give him?- 1,000.
0:11:51 > 0:11:52Oh, God...
0:11:52 > 0:11:56See, I knew you'd be upset.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Which is why I told him not to tell you.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Heston...
0:12:01 > 0:12:03I try and teach my kids to be responsible with money,
0:12:03 > 0:12:05and you're teaching Shak the exact opposite,
0:12:05 > 0:12:07that he can waste as much as he wants cos good old Heston
0:12:07 > 0:12:10is going to bail him out. It's like the banks, isn't it?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13You know, you can mess up but you're still going to get your bonus!
0:12:13 > 0:12:14Ruhma, you're missing the point.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16No, no. You completely undermined me.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19You went behind my back,
0:12:19 > 0:12:21and you both lied to me.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26So what is it about building a shrine?
0:12:26 > 0:12:30Well, it keeps the memory alive of the person that's died,
0:12:30 > 0:12:33and it's fresh in everybody's minds.
0:12:33 > 0:12:38It gives everyone a chance to share their feelings, express themselves.
0:12:38 > 0:12:43What's happened is terrible, but it's brought the community together.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45We all need a space to grieve...
0:12:45 > 0:12:46OK, that's enough.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49..and here's one of the heroic doctors in the practice,
0:12:49 > 0:12:51soldiering on, despite their devastating grief...
0:12:51 > 0:12:54Yeah, yeah, yeah. Stop talking.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56OK, everyone, can I have your attention, please?
0:12:56 > 0:13:00Read my lips. Daniel is not dead.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02We all got that, yeah?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04I am sorry if that ruins your day,
0:13:04 > 0:13:07but he is going to be just fine, OK?
0:13:07 > 0:13:08Thank you.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Let me ask you something.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Have you ever actually met Daniel?
0:13:17 > 0:13:20OK, come on, have you had a consultation with Dr Granger?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Well...no. But that's the not the point.
0:13:22 > 0:13:26It IS the point! It's that you've never met him.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29You're not his wife. He's not your father.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31You're not a member of this practice.
0:13:31 > 0:13:34This has got nothing to do with you. You've got no right to be here.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37The only reason you ARE here is because you are a vulture!
0:13:37 > 0:13:39You're all vultures!
0:13:39 > 0:13:41And you! You call yourself a journalist, right?
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Well, why don't you report on something meaningful?
0:13:44 > 0:13:47Report on how medical professionals face abuse and assault every day.
0:13:47 > 0:13:52Report on how our NHS is getting dismantled before our very eyes,
0:13:52 > 0:13:54and we do nothing!
0:13:54 > 0:13:55And as for this...
0:13:55 > 0:13:59- This brilliantly pathetic, mawkish shrine.- Al! Al! Al!
0:13:59 > 0:14:03- Daniel doesn't need it.... - Al!- And we don't need it!
0:14:03 > 0:14:04Al, just calm down, OK?
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Put the teddy down!
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Are you all right, Morwenna?
0:14:13 > 0:14:15And you can clear off, as well.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21OK, er... Let's just take a moment, shall we? Breathe.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24We're fine. We were just getting a few things straight, weren't we?
0:14:24 > 0:14:25Al, you're not helping. Come on.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27Come upstairs and I'll make you a cup of tea.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30- I've got some chocolate in my bag... - I don't need chocolate.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32- I'm not a child. - Well, stop behaving like one!
0:14:36 > 0:14:37This is my fault.
0:14:39 > 0:14:40Not all of it.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47But... But you're rewarding him for screwing up!
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Look, I didn't just bail him out.
0:14:50 > 0:14:54I said we had to have a serious chat about his finances.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57Oh, well, he's going to learn a lot from you, then, isn't he?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00I don't want to argue with you, Ruhma,
0:15:00 > 0:15:03but you're living as though you're still a single parent
0:15:03 > 0:15:05on a midwife's salary, and you're not.
0:15:06 > 0:15:10I want to share my money with you, and you're... You're offended.
0:15:10 > 0:15:14Because it feels like everything is on your terms.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16What do you mean?
0:15:16 > 0:15:17We live in your house.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- Well, where else are we supposed to live?- I don't know. It just...
0:15:22 > 0:15:25I... It feels like you're trying to control us.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Control the finance.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28I want to look after you.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32This make do and mend attitude is all very well...
0:15:32 > 0:15:34It's not an attitude.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36It's... It's a way of life, it's how we have lived.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38There is nothing wrong with that.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40You don't have to live like that any more.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44And if anyone is being controlling in this relationship,
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Ruhma Carter, it's you.
0:15:50 > 0:15:54Right, I've told you. Let's have lunch.
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Samosa?
0:15:58 > 0:16:00This is a silent alarm that is connected
0:16:00 > 0:16:02straight to the police station.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06You press that button, and officers will be here straight away.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08It's portable,
0:16:08 > 0:16:12so whatever room in the house you're in, take it with you.
0:16:12 > 0:16:13This works on the same principle.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Only, as you can see, it's smaller, more portable.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17It will fit inside your pocket.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20You need the police, you press the button.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23Your friend Andy left instructions,
0:16:23 > 0:16:26and I'm not an idiot, so you don't need to show me.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28I mean, your house is already quite secure.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30You've got good strong doors, you've got lockable windows
0:16:30 > 0:16:32and a burglar alarm,
0:16:32 > 0:16:36so these are just extras, but they are good extras.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40Zara, we really do want to keep you safe.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43Or we could just leave.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45What, leave Letherbridge?
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Yeah. A few weeks ago, it was unthinkable.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52This is where I met Daniel, where we had Joe,
0:16:52 > 0:16:56and...at the Mill, those are our friends,
0:16:56 > 0:16:58annoying as some of them can be.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Where would you go?
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Weston, near my dad.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Joe could grow up by the sea. It's tempting.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11You really don't need to leave.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14Maybe we do. Maybe it's time.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18We could live anywhere in the world. Everywhere needs doctors.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21As long as there's a decent school for Joe.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Do you really want to leave?
0:17:23 > 0:17:26No! I thought we'd spend the rest of our lives here,
0:17:26 > 0:17:27making happy memories.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29But now, every time I walk out that front door,
0:17:29 > 0:17:32I see this is the place where Daniel was nearly killed.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37And I don't want to be here any more.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52Hi, Morwenna.
0:17:52 > 0:17:53How'd you find me?
0:17:53 > 0:17:55What are you, psychic?
0:17:55 > 0:17:58No. I just know that you work in the grounds.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00Yeah.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01Listen, erm...
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Dr Haskey shouldn't have spoken to you like that.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Is he like that with his patients?
0:18:07 > 0:18:11No. Really, he isn't.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14He's just... He's upset.
0:18:14 > 0:18:15We all are.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18Yeah, I know. I'm not stupid.
0:18:18 > 0:18:22And I'm not mental, either, though that's what you all think.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24No-one thinks that.
0:18:24 > 0:18:28I know who the Prime Minister is, I know who I am, I know the date.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31And you know that Daniel Granger's going to be all right?
0:18:35 > 0:18:36Yes.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42Why do you do it, Morwenna? Erm, build the shrines, I mean?
0:18:43 > 0:18:47- Making something beautiful. What's wrong with that?- Nothing.
0:18:47 > 0:18:48Nothing at all.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50It's just...why do YOU need to do it?
0:18:55 > 0:18:58I was the doctor attending one of those scenes you mentioned.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00The RTC...
0:19:00 > 0:19:03The car accident, back in May.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09Anyway, I went back the Sunday after,
0:19:09 > 0:19:11just to see the place and deal with it.
0:19:13 > 0:19:18I did see all those flowers, and I thought, what a nice thing to do.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21You see? That's why.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24Because it DOES help people.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25Whatever your friend thinks.
0:19:29 > 0:19:30Is it helping you?
0:19:33 > 0:19:36Have you lost someone, Morwenna?
0:19:36 > 0:19:38It's not that.
0:19:38 > 0:19:39I mean...
0:19:42 > 0:19:46..my sister died in January, but we weren't close.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49We'd hardly spoken in years.
0:19:51 > 0:19:53Do you want to talk about it?
0:19:55 > 0:19:57I'll never feel safe again. None of us will.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01You can't keep us safe, no matter how many gadgets you install...
0:20:01 > 0:20:03It's not just gadgets. It's not just alarms.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06We are talking about real manpower. This is a priority.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07We have dozens of officers
0:20:07 > 0:20:10trying to catch those boys who attacked Daniel.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13Officers will be on duty here, at Joe's school, and at the Mill.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16There were patrols passing the night Daniel was attacked.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18Yes, I know, but that's different, OK?
0:20:18 > 0:20:21We are going to put in lots of resources.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23Stanton has already authorised it.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29There's nothing to say.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31Me and Alison just didn't get on.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35We were close when we were little, but...
0:20:36 > 0:20:40- ..it's her fault.- Why?
0:20:42 > 0:20:45That git she married, Paul.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47He didn't get on with us.
0:20:47 > 0:20:51He made her choose sides.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53And she chose him.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57We hardly saw them.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59It upset Mum and Dad.
0:21:01 > 0:21:06I invited them, everyone, for Christmas.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Paul and Alison didn't even turn up.
0:21:12 > 0:21:15I told Alison that I'd never speak to her again.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19And I didn't.
0:21:21 > 0:21:25Two weeks later, their car crashed. Paul was fine.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29But Alison...
0:21:31 > 0:21:35I'm not grieving for her, I'm furious with her.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39It's because anger's a stage of grief.
0:21:39 > 0:21:45- Yeah. I know, but... - You're grieving for everyone else.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48You need to grieve for Alison.
0:21:48 > 0:21:52With everyone else, with the shrines, I can help people, but...
0:21:55 > 0:21:57..I can't make this right.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58It's because there's no set way.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03SHE SOBS
0:22:15 > 0:22:18Forgive me, Zara, but I am going to play devil's advocate
0:22:18 > 0:22:20one more time, for Stanton's sake.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22You're just going to give up, run away,
0:22:22 > 0:22:25and let them get away with what they did to Daniel and to Reece?
0:22:25 > 0:22:27I want us to be safe.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Well, one way of staying safe would be to go through with it,
0:22:29 > 0:22:32- and get them locked up. - You can't lock up the whole gang.
0:22:32 > 0:22:33You can lock up some of them,
0:22:33 > 0:22:35and then others will just come to take their place.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38And it will never end.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40And...I never understood before.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43I thought, why don't people just stand up to criminals,
0:22:43 > 0:22:44get them off the streets?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46But now I know why.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49I thought Zara Carmichael might be braver than that.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51I'm not brave, Rob.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55I...used to think I wasn't scared of anyone.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58But these are boys,
0:22:58 > 0:23:02these are children, and I'm terrified of them.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Because I've seen what they can do.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06If you were to go through...
0:23:06 > 0:23:10I nearly did go through with it, and Daniel nearly got killed!
0:23:10 > 0:23:13They nearly killed him, Rob. So that is it.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15I have to stop this. I am not going to testify.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17You are going to release Braydon.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19They are going to back off, because they know I've backed off,
0:23:19 > 0:23:22and we are going to be left alone, and we are going to be safe.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25- So you're giving up.- Yes. - You're letting them win.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29They've won.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31They win.
0:23:33 > 0:23:34And if...
0:23:34 > 0:23:37OK, if I were alone,
0:23:37 > 0:23:41if I didn't have a family... I could do it.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46But I have a family...
0:23:46 > 0:23:48and you should understand that.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50I do.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52You would have to make the same choice,
0:23:52 > 0:23:54so do not ask me.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01I'm going to see Daniel at the hospital. I'm going to take Joe.
0:24:01 > 0:24:05So you can tell DI Stanton that I'm not going to testify.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10And you can tell him that I'm sorry.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13I'm sorry, too.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23Do you want to, er...build a shrine for your sister?
0:24:24 > 0:24:25SHE SIGHS
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Don't know.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29Well, you're good at it.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30You've definitely got the eye.
0:24:33 > 0:24:36OK, erm, if you WERE to build a shrine,
0:24:36 > 0:24:38what flowers would you put in it?
0:24:41 > 0:24:44Hollyhocks.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47She was no gardener, but they were her favourites.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51Mum used to grow them when we were little.
0:24:51 > 0:24:55They go six, eight foot high.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57- They were gigantic, they was. - HE CHUCKLES
0:24:58 > 0:25:02- Hollyhocks it is, then. - Wrong season.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05They flower late summer.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09There's always next year.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- Tea.- Ooh!
0:25:13 > 0:25:15- Get them while it's hot.- Thank you.
0:25:22 > 0:25:23Here we go.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25This way.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38All right, OK, here we are.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42Quickly, please.
0:25:42 > 0:25:43Fingers away.
0:26:00 > 0:26:01How did you do it?
0:26:01 > 0:26:04I just talked to her. She's a nice lady.
0:26:04 > 0:26:08- Oh, and she says she'll take that Daniel page down.- Thank goodness.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11I am going to go and grab some lunch. Does any...
0:26:11 > 0:26:14- Oh, they've gone.- Yeah, because you scared them away.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Nothing to do with him. You did it.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19Look, I owe you an apology. I lost my temper.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20It will probably happen again.
0:26:20 > 0:26:24- Yeah...- Well, back to normal then.
0:26:24 > 0:26:25Well, normal-ish.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32You see - just sleeping.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37There's nothing to be afraid of.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Shall we hold his hand?
0:26:46 > 0:26:47No luck, then?
0:26:47 > 0:26:51No. If anything, I think I've made her dig her heels in.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53We've probably just lost our key witness.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55- I don't know where that leaves us. - I think we'll be fine.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58- Really?- You did exactly what I wanted you to.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01What, you sent me over there as your punchbag?
0:27:01 > 0:27:03She rages at you, gets it all out of her system,
0:27:03 > 0:27:04every reason not to testify.
0:27:04 > 0:27:08By the time I talk to her, she'll have calmed down, ready to listen.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11I understand Dr Carmichael pretty well. I like her.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13We'll get her to testify, don't worry.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26Daniel?
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Ooh, look at him!
0:27:28 > 0:27:31Ooh, he's a big one, isn't he?
0:27:31 > 0:27:34I cannot believe that you didn't tell us the danger that he was in.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37That we were in. Correction, that YOU put us in!
0:27:37 > 0:27:39OK, yeah, I can see some of the way.
0:27:39 > 0:27:43- That mean's he's shrivelled. - Yeah?- That also means he's dead.