0:00:55 > 0:00:57BOTH: Om mani padme hum.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59Om mani padme hum.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01Om mani padme hum.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Breakfast?
0:01:09 > 0:01:10No.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Once that is full...
0:01:16 > 0:01:17..then we eat.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Oh, you're down.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37I was going to bring this up to you.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39We had eggs Benedict yesterday.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42Huh! We did, and we're not going to again
0:01:42 > 0:01:44until you're up and moving around properly.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46You mean working it off?
0:01:46 > 0:01:49Exactly. Big and strong.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51What do big, strong boys do?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54They beat the bullies at their own game.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57PHONE RINGS
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Would you go and get my phone for me, please, darling?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06He asked for my advice.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08- And?- I told him to walk away.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10What?!
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Well, why make things worse than they already are?
0:02:12 > 0:02:15- Here's Daddy.- Thank you.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18- Hello?- Daniel. Hi, it's Jimmi.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- Hi, Jim. - Why don't you brush your hair
0:02:20 > 0:02:21and then come back and finish your breakfast?
0:02:21 > 0:02:24- How are you?- Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- Just bearing up, you know. - Ah, good.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29Listen, I'm on my way to work, I'm picking up some lunch.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32I could bring you something around later, if you fancy it?
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Listen, thank you, but I'm not really up to, um...
0:02:34 > 0:02:35..having visitors just yet.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38- Thank you, though.- Yeah, no problem.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- OK. See you soon.- Bye.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52I think we should enrol him in martial arts classes.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54What for? It'll take him years to learn to fight.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57- What, and just let them win? - You walk away.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04Mummy and Daddy have just been discussing what you should do
0:03:04 > 0:03:06if someone is being nasty to you.
0:03:06 > 0:03:07- And we thought...- And we think...
0:03:08 > 0:03:11..that you should walk away.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16Walk away with your head held high.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Feeling confident and not showing anyone you're scared.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22And tell the teacher. Don't ever be afraid to tell the teacher.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25Don't let them get away with it!
0:03:30 > 0:03:32It's nice to be important.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- What are you collecting for? - It's the Buddhist Centre.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I didn't know there was one.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38Well, it's new. It's in Shorefields. It's nearly finished,
0:03:38 > 0:03:41and built completely from donations. We've just got to finish the roof.
0:03:41 > 0:03:45- Maybe I could sign you up? - Yeah, maybe.
0:03:45 > 0:03:46Where are you from, are you from around here?
0:03:46 > 0:03:50- Er...yeah.- You don't get many Buddhist monks in Letherbridge.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Oh, I just liked the outfit.
0:03:52 > 0:03:53And the hairstyle.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55This all happened when I went travelling.
0:03:55 > 0:03:56- Thailand?- Oh, you've been?
0:03:56 > 0:03:59Yeah. Yeah, I stayed in a monastery myself.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Where I was, the monks weren't allowed to handle cash, though.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05Some orders can, some orders can't, but we can.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08You look cold. Couldn't you have worn something else, as well?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Oh, I'll get warm when I'm finished.
0:04:10 > 0:04:11Right. Well, um...
0:04:11 > 0:04:15Look, when I was in Thailand, I used to give the monks my food, so...
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Oh, I can't. Not until this is full.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21I tell you what, why don't you take this? Take it for later. Go on.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23And, er...at the same time...
0:04:27 > 0:04:29- There you go.- Thank you.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32Thank you ever so much. That's amazing, that.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Um...listen, eat more and you'll feel less cold.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36And wear more clothes. Don't suffer for the sake of it.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38If you ever feel unwell, come and see me.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40I'm at the Mill Health Centre.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41- Oh, you're a doctor?- Yeah.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44You should visit us at the centre. We've got a great cafe.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47- Ah. - You know, it's nice to be important,
0:04:47 > 0:04:49but it's more important to be nice.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03He was there, the little swine.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05- Zak?- And his mother.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07What did you do?
0:05:07 > 0:05:09I smiled sweetly
0:05:09 > 0:05:12and told her anything further Zak did to Joe, I would be doing to her.
0:05:14 > 0:05:15You threatened Zak's mother?
0:05:15 > 0:05:17I established a quid pro quo.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Where was Joe while this was going on?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22He'd already run off and started playing.
0:05:22 > 0:05:26Right. So, why are you making this about you?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31How's it going?
0:05:31 > 0:05:32Yeah, not so great. Sorry.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36What about the guy in the suit I saw?
0:05:36 > 0:05:37What did he give you?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Oh.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55100 quid. 100 quid!
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Drops to 50 if you pay within two weeks.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- So pay it in two weeks, then. - I was only there so long because I was helping someone out.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04- I might as well not have bothered. - I kind of know how you feel, mate.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07I was meant to be doing this podcast interview later.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- And?- I was ready for it, don't get me wrong, it's just...
0:06:10 > 0:06:12..I can't say I'm not relieved it's not happening now.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14It probably would have been a disaster.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17- Things can only get better for me, too, mate.- Hm.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21Ah! Good news.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Careers Without Limits have agreed to pay for a locum,
0:06:24 > 0:06:27so you are free to do the podcast.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29So, you want me to do it now?
0:06:29 > 0:06:32- Well, I think it will be good practice for your interview next week.- Oh.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- Keep doing the exercises. - I will. Thank you.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41- No worries. See you.- Bye.- Bye.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56- Er...you will be fine. - Do you think?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59I do not think, I know.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Visualisation.
0:07:03 > 0:07:04Excuse me?
0:07:04 > 0:07:09You just have to visualise a successful outcome.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11It is a very good technique.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13One that I am familiar with
0:07:13 > 0:07:15from the last practice managers' course I attended.
0:07:15 > 0:07:20- Hm. OK.- You need to visualise that you are going to get the last word.
0:07:20 > 0:07:25Just think about what you are going to say and say it!
0:07:26 > 0:07:29It is important that you do. That YOU do.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31No-one else can say it like you.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32Right. OK.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35But if you don't believe it, no-one else will.
0:07:35 > 0:07:39Well, you are a young, inspirational man
0:07:39 > 0:07:43- with a wonderful dress sense.- Huh!
0:07:43 > 0:07:45But you have to make sure that you...
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Get the last word in. I will. Thank you, Mrs Tembe.
0:08:01 > 0:08:02Now you can eat.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12- You came!- Mm. You got me thinking.
0:08:12 > 0:08:16- About?- Whether bad things happen to good people, and vice versa.
0:08:16 > 0:08:20Oh, I'm just a novice. You should really speak to my master.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21Is that who you came in with?
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Yeah, Jinba. I mean, he knows everything.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25Everything?
0:08:25 > 0:08:29Yeah. Um... Well, you know what I mean. Like, he's knowledgeable.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31I only hope that one day, I can be the same.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35I'd have thought you'd have eaten that already.
0:08:35 > 0:08:37- I wasn't really hungry. - You looked hungry.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- So, how did the collecting go? - Yeah, good.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45- Where's the tin? - Well, Jinba took it.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51You know, I'm so glad that you were drawn here.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54Is that how you feel, that you were missing something?
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Yeah. Why, is that how you feel, too?
0:08:57 > 0:09:02- Me?- Yeah. Is that what led you to the monastery in Thailand
0:09:02 > 0:09:04and to give me £20?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08What is it that's troubling you?
0:09:10 > 0:09:12He will do what's right for him!
0:09:12 > 0:09:14He doesn't know what's right for him.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Of course he does. We've discussed it with him.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20After all that he's been through, everything he saw happen to you?
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Things will get back to normal soon enough.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24He'll forget it and he'll move on.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Oh, will he? We don't even know if he's had a proper lunch.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28We don't know if this Zak sits with him.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30- Zara!- We don't know anything!
0:09:30 > 0:09:33For all we know, this child is making his life a misery!
0:09:33 > 0:09:35It won't just go away by itself!
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- Yes, it will. - PHONE RINGS
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Is that the school?
0:09:40 > 0:09:41No.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46- Hello? STANTON:- Hi, Zara.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49- Is it Joe? Has something happened? - No, no, no, nothing like that.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52I just...I just wanted to talk to you.
0:09:52 > 0:09:53About what?
0:09:53 > 0:09:56And why have I still not had official notification
0:09:56 > 0:09:58that I'm no longer a witness?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00I was wondering if we could meet up.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02You're not going to change my mind.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05I understand that, but just to talk things through.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08No. There is nothing for us to talk about.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14A friend of mine nearly just died,
0:10:14 > 0:10:17but the idea of rebirth didn't reassure me.
0:10:17 > 0:10:18Why not?
0:10:18 > 0:10:20He's done some bad things.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23And as far as I can make out,
0:10:23 > 0:10:26karma dictates that he will be reborn in misery.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28No. He can make amends, no matter what he's done.
0:10:28 > 0:10:32I've forgiven him, but what if the other people haven't?
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Well, they have to. Lord Buddha teaches it.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36But they're not Buddhists, are they?
0:10:36 > 0:10:38But if he's trying to make up for what he's done...
0:10:38 > 0:10:40But what if he can't?
0:10:40 > 0:10:44What did he do that was so bad, this friend of yours?
0:10:44 > 0:10:46No, it really was a friend, it's not me.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49Is it, though? Really?
0:10:51 > 0:10:52Thank you very much.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56And, er...if I need anything...
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Right.
0:11:08 > 0:11:09Mm-hm!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17HE EXHALES
0:11:17 > 0:11:20So, you let your colleague do something you wouldn't have,
0:11:20 > 0:11:22but you can't be any more specific?
0:11:23 > 0:11:25- No.- Patient confidentiality?
0:11:25 > 0:11:27No, this is my other job as an FME.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29- What's that?- A police doctor.
0:11:31 > 0:11:32Oh, so, you're in the police?
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- No, I just work with them sometimes. - Right.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39So, what got you interested in Buddhism?
0:11:39 > 0:11:41I needed something.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Buddhism seemed the closest, I guess.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45So, you went to Thailand?
0:11:45 > 0:11:46Yeah. Looking for answers.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49You find them?
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Partly.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53Partly I'm still looking.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Yeah, me, too.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00So I'll introduce you all,
0:12:00 > 0:12:03explain you're each from diverse backgrounds
0:12:03 > 0:12:05and great successes in your chosen fields
0:12:05 > 0:12:07of law, accountancy and banking.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10I represent the media and, er...
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Oh, yes, we've got a GP from Letherbridge
0:12:12 > 0:12:15being patched through, as well. Hello, Dr Vere, can you hear me?
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Hello. Yeah, I can hear you.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19This is Natalie Zafira in London
0:12:19 > 0:12:22and with me, I've got Nicholas Henderton
0:12:22 > 0:12:24of Henderton International Accountants,
0:12:24 > 0:12:28Barbara Maschero of the law firm Maschero and Maschero UK
0:12:28 > 0:12:31and Hazel Everdell of Everdell Investments.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Er...right. Well, er...yeah, I'm Sid Vere.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36I'm a GP at the Mill Health Centre in Letherbridge.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42- Hello?- Yes, we heard you.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Right. Sorry. Um...
0:12:45 > 0:12:47- Hello? - If you could stop saying hello?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49It makes it sound like a phone call.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52You won't always get a response. Best just to keep talking.
0:12:52 > 0:12:56Yeah, sure. No problem. Um...why's everyone down there in London?
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- I thought this was supposed to be all about the Midlands?- It is.
0:12:58 > 0:13:03All our icons are from the Midlands, but all have offices in London, too.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Right. So, it's just me up here, then.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Hello? Sorry. Erm...
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Ready when you are.
0:13:15 > 0:13:19I wasn't always called Genyen. Jinba gave me that name.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21It means approaching virtue.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25- So, what were you called before? - Sean.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28That's what your mum called you?
0:13:28 > 0:13:30My mum died when I was ten.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32Sorry.
0:13:32 > 0:13:36Then it was just me and me dad until Mary, who became my stepmum,
0:13:36 > 0:13:40came along. Then when I was 18 and about to go to university...
0:13:43 > 0:13:46..my dad had a stroke. He died.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52Mary contested the will. She got the house, most of the cash,
0:13:52 > 0:13:53and kicked me out.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56I mean, I got enough money to see me through uni but...
0:13:56 > 0:13:59..that had always been Dad's dream. You know, his son getting a degree.
0:13:59 > 0:14:03I couldn't see the point in it after that.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05So what did you do?
0:14:05 > 0:14:07I went travelling.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10- And you worked things out on the way?- Yeah, a little.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12You know, life was clearer going from place to place,
0:14:12 > 0:14:14but coming home...
0:14:14 > 0:14:17Have you been back to see your stepmum?
0:14:17 > 0:14:21No. She hates me. I remind her of her greed.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- What about other family? - I've got this place.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- No friends? - No.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31So this place is all you've got?
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Go on, then, what else do I need?
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- We all need friends. - Yeah, well, I don't.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- No? - Friends can drag you down.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39Is that what yours did?
0:14:39 > 0:14:42Yeah. Before Jinba found me.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45Found?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48Yeah, he saw me begging. Took me in.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51But you can't see any of your old friends?
0:14:51 > 0:14:52I wouldn't want to, anyway.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57Anyway, I was thinking, because you're a doctor
0:14:57 > 0:15:00and you're interested in Buddhism, and I know you've given already...
0:15:00 > 0:15:02So the only reason that you can stay in this place
0:15:02 > 0:15:05- is because you collect money for them?- Jinba lets me stay.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08- Yeah, to collect money. - It could be worse.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- With no family, no friends? - Where else would I go?
0:15:11 > 0:15:14- What if there was somewhere? - What with? I've got no money...
0:15:14 > 0:15:16What if you did have some...?
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Jinba, this is Dr Clay from this morning.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21I was hoping he'd make another contribution.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24- I think you'd better leave.- Excuse me?- And if you've finished lunch,
0:15:24 > 0:15:27- why are you still here? - Sorry, Jinba.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30- In the shrine room. Now. - Yes, Jinba.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33- Hang on... - No, just leave it. It's all right.
0:15:33 > 0:15:37- Just go.- Are you sure?- Yeah.- Are you going to be OK?- Yeah, of course.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39OK, then.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45So the consensus seems to be that the opportunities are there for
0:15:45 > 0:15:49black and minority ethnic candidates but that they need role models.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50Definitely.
0:15:50 > 0:15:53And that's what you all are. You've fought your way to the top.
0:15:53 > 0:15:56- Oh, I don't know about that.- So tell us a little bit about yourselves.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59- Well, I grew up in Birmingham. - Yeah, er, me too.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02- And, Hazel, were you always aware that you were different?- I was.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06My parents had huge expectations of me and I of myself,
0:16:06 > 0:16:09but my teachers expected nothing.
0:16:09 > 0:16:13- And you think that's because you're black?- I'm sure it was.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16Until I proved them wrong, they assumed I'd fail.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18- Yeah, I'd agree with that. - But you proved otherwise?
0:16:18 > 0:16:20I was the best in maths.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23The best in school, the best in the county,
0:16:23 > 0:16:24the best in the Midlands.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Yeah, but, what if you weren't?
0:16:26 > 0:16:29There were scholarships, bursaries, prizes.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32It's imperative we nurture talent,
0:16:32 > 0:16:35- as everybody in this room proves. - That's all well and good, but...
0:16:35 > 0:16:40Which is exactly what Careers Without Limits is providing -
0:16:40 > 0:16:44an opportunity for real opportunity in the region as long as the drive
0:16:44 > 0:16:46and desire are there in the first place.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49Yeah, but what I'm trying to say is what if they're not?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51What about the kids who don't have your confidence, Hazel?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53Or they're not brilliant at maths?
0:16:53 > 0:16:56Surely diversity is not just about mentoring the talent,
0:16:56 > 0:17:00it's about making kids from minority ethnic backgrounds believe.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03Look, OK, we were lucky. We had supportive parents.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06But even so, no-one expected me to become a doctor,
0:17:06 > 0:17:10until one day, someone did, and that changed everything.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13Look, it's not just the alpha kids that we need to be focusing on,
0:17:13 > 0:17:15it's the ones who don't believe.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18The ones who need people like us as role models, to give them
0:17:18 > 0:17:20the confidence to be what they can be.
0:17:23 > 0:17:24Hello?
0:17:26 > 0:17:27Hello?
0:17:32 > 0:17:34HE SIGHS
0:17:37 > 0:17:41- Hey, champ.- Ah, ah, ah. - No cuddles. Just some skin.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44- All right. How was your day? - Fine.- Yeah?
0:17:44 > 0:17:46Tell Daddy what happened.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49I told Zak not to push me.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Yes, you did.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53I did what Mummy said.
0:17:53 > 0:17:54And what was that?
0:17:54 > 0:17:57Even when you're scared, never let it show.
0:17:57 > 0:18:01- And you didn't, did you? - No.- And what else?
0:18:01 > 0:18:03I went and told the teacher.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06Good for you. I'm proud of you.
0:18:06 > 0:18:09And so am I. So, now you know how to be tough,
0:18:09 > 0:18:13how to stand your ground and how not be pushed around,
0:18:13 > 0:18:14so well done, you.
0:18:17 > 0:18:18Well done.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23So that's the end of today's podcast.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26It only remains for me to say goodbye on behalf of
0:18:26 > 0:18:29Nicholas Henderton of Henderton International Accountants,
0:18:29 > 0:18:33Barbara Maschero of the law firm Maschero and Maschero UK
0:18:33 > 0:18:36and Hazel Everdell of Everdell Investments.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Thank you so much for having me.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42And myself, Natalie Zafira. Proof if it were needed...
0:18:42 > 0:18:44And me, Dr Vere.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46Dr Vere, forgive me.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49And apologies again for the technical problems which meant
0:18:49 > 0:18:51we lost your contribution earlier,
0:18:51 > 0:18:54but we very much look forward to hearing from you again.
0:18:59 > 0:19:00Hello?
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Oh, Genyen?
0:19:07 > 0:19:10You were right. I can't do this any more. I'm leaving.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13- I thought you said you had nowhere to go?- I don't.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16No money. I'll go to a shelter or something. I'll be fine.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19Well, you're not going to find one for tonight.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23- Oh, I cant... - No, no, no. Take this.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27Just get on a bus, get out of town and find a hostel,
0:19:27 > 0:19:29then tomorrow call the social services.
0:19:29 > 0:19:33- Oh, thank you. Thank you so much. That's amazing.- Where's Jinba?
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Oh, he's meditating. He didn't see me go.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38And what's he going to do when he finds out you're gone?
0:19:38 > 0:19:39Oh, he won't do anything. Not if he knows
0:19:39 > 0:19:42- you're with the police. - I'm not with the police, am I?
0:19:42 > 0:19:44- But you work with them, you said. - Yeah, sometimes.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46Jinba won't want to get them involved.
0:19:49 > 0:19:50Thank you.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52You've been a star.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Excuse me?
0:20:18 > 0:20:19Oh!
0:20:25 > 0:20:27When did you last eat?
0:20:29 > 0:20:31Only between sunrise and noon.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34One of the precepts?
0:20:36 > 0:20:37If you're strict.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40- And you are? - Very.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42Genyen said you'd told him not to eat
0:20:42 > 0:20:45- until after he'd been out collecting.- That's right.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48- Well, he ate when he came back but you didn't.- No.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51So, when was your last meal?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55I can't remember. Yesterday.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57No wonder you collapsed.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01Where's Genyen?
0:21:02 > 0:21:06- He's gone. - Gone where?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08He said you were keeping him here. Making it impossible for him
0:21:08 > 0:21:11- to leave, so... - You didn't give him money?
0:21:11 > 0:21:14Yeah, but he was already leaving when I had.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16What have you done?
0:21:25 > 0:21:28"That is the last time anyone pushes me around."
0:21:28 > 0:21:30That's what he just said.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33- And that's a good thing? - Of course it is!
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Doesn't that just turn him into a bully himself?
0:21:36 > 0:21:40No! And even if it does, isn't that better than the alternative?
0:21:40 > 0:21:41No, of course not.
0:21:41 > 0:21:45- Because it doesn't just have to be one or the other.- Oh, come on!
0:21:45 > 0:21:47What kind of a man do you want him to be?
0:21:47 > 0:21:50A winner. Haven't we had to fight for everything we've got?
0:21:50 > 0:21:54- Have we?- People telling me I can't, I'm weak, expecting me to buckle.
0:21:54 > 0:21:58Joe has not been put through all this just to let those lowlifes win.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00What? What does that mean?
0:22:04 > 0:22:06No, Zara...
0:22:06 > 0:22:07Mummy?
0:22:07 > 0:22:10No. Zara.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Come here! HE GROANS
0:22:20 > 0:22:22How much is gone?
0:22:22 > 0:22:25Erm, the week's takings. About £450.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28- And I thought I could trust him now. - He's done this before?
0:22:28 > 0:22:31I tried not to put temptation in his way. No big notes.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33I take them from him.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39The office. He must have seen where I left the key.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44But if he'd waited till tomorrow, he'd have got even more.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47I think I panicked him when I told him I work with the police.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49I don't want the police involved.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51I... I don't want him locked up.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54We want to get our money back, though, don't we?
0:22:54 > 0:22:57- Did he take anything else? - Just my bank card.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00- Can you cancel it? - Well, if we're in time.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03- Does he know the pin? - I don't know.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08It was my birthday last week.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11So?
0:23:11 > 0:23:14So...it depends if he remembers.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20- PODCAST:- ..and Hazel Everdell of Everdell Investments.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Thank you so much for having me.
0:23:22 > 0:23:26And myself, Natalie Zafira. Proof if it were needed...
0:23:26 > 0:23:29KNOCK ON DOOR
0:23:29 > 0:23:30Come in.
0:23:33 > 0:23:34So?
0:23:36 > 0:23:38How did it go?
0:23:38 > 0:23:42It was a disaster. It was humiliating.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44I am sure it was not that bad.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46- PODCAST:- Dr Vere, forgive me.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49And apologies again for the technical problems which meant
0:23:49 > 0:23:52we lost your contribution earlier.
0:23:52 > 0:23:55My contribution? I made this massive speech,
0:23:55 > 0:23:57totally got the last word in, the only problem was
0:23:57 > 0:24:02no-one got to hear it. I'm never doing anything like that again.
0:24:04 > 0:24:08Well, you do have the online interview next week.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Lucky number eight, then five for the five precepts,
0:24:15 > 0:24:18four stages of enlightenment and the seven ages of Buddha.
0:24:18 > 0:24:22Oh...Buddha's birthday.
0:24:22 > 0:24:258th of the 4th, 623 BC.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Urgh.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32Come on. Think.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Not Buddha's birthday.
0:24:40 > 0:24:44# Happy birthday, dear Jinba
0:24:44 > 0:24:48# Happy birthday to you. #
0:24:48 > 0:24:50HE LAUGHS
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Oh, bingo! That's priceless.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57Oi!
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Come here!
0:25:06 > 0:25:08You had to use the bank card, didn't you? You had to be greedy?
0:25:08 > 0:25:11- You say your stepmum's the greedy one?- I haven't even got a stepmum.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12Why am I not surprised?
0:25:12 > 0:25:15- Jinba won't make a complaint. - No, maybe not, but I will.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17- Oh, ah, to ease your guilty conscience?- No.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Just to give you time so you can get one of your own.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22Hello. Which service? Police, please.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29You're going to testify, aren't you?
0:25:33 > 0:25:37You may be able to forget about it, but I can't.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Forget? I'm lucky to be alive.
0:25:39 > 0:25:44And what? We're supposed to reward them for trying to stab you?
0:25:44 > 0:25:48No, we're doing what we have to do to stop them doing it again.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51- Or worse.- No, we're not.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53They took Joe.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55They attacked you.
0:25:55 > 0:25:58- And we're just holding up our hands. - No.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01They are intimidating us into backing down.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03Because they don't care if they go to jail.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06If I don't testify, they don't go to jail.
0:26:06 > 0:26:10That is not our problem. We've done our bit. I've been stabbed.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13What's it going take for you, Joe getting hurt as well?
0:26:13 > 0:26:15So, how do we stop anyone else getting hurt if the person doing it
0:26:15 > 0:26:20is still out there because everyone is too scared to make them stop?
0:26:20 > 0:26:23Joe didn't back down and I'm not going to, either.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Course you're not. Because you're a winner.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27- We all are. - Are we?
0:26:27 > 0:26:30Cos from where I'm standing, all we want to be is safe.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32You have to make a decision,
0:26:32 > 0:26:36what's more important - winning, or your family?
0:26:42 > 0:26:43Ooh!
0:26:43 > 0:26:45Little red heart shapes.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47It stings a bit, but they are cute.
0:26:47 > 0:26:48Gross.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50My name's Zara Carmichael, Dr Carmichael,
0:26:50 > 0:26:52I want to see DI Stanton.
0:26:52 > 0:26:56There's just one thing, you might have to model the gear.
0:26:56 > 0:26:57What?!
0:26:57 > 0:26:59There are things he's not facing up to.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02Things perhaps... he's keeping from us.