A Shade Too Far

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0:00:26 > 0:00:27Are we going to sit here all day?

0:00:27 > 0:00:29No. Just give me a minute.

0:00:29 > 0:00:31We've got to go in at some point.

0:00:31 > 0:00:33Yeah, and face the firing squad.

0:00:33 > 0:00:34Oh, will you give it a rest?

0:00:34 > 0:00:37We got through the first panel, we'll get through this one.

0:00:37 > 0:00:38How can you be so sure?

0:00:41 > 0:00:43It was your idea to start fostering again.

0:00:43 > 0:00:44Yes, I know that!

0:00:44 > 0:00:47But I've been going over and over it in my head.

0:00:47 > 0:00:50- Well, don't.- And there's no way I can make what happened look good.

0:00:52 > 0:00:54We're great foster parents. They know that.

0:00:54 > 0:00:56Before Marnie, maybe, but now...?

0:00:56 > 0:00:59- Oh! Right, I'm going in. - Please, wait.

0:01:03 > 0:01:06- All you have to do is be yourself. - After what I did?

0:01:06 > 0:01:09That was the PTSD. You're getting treatment.

0:01:09 > 0:01:11You've got it under control. There's no problem.

0:01:11 > 0:01:13- Would you buy that?- Yes!

0:01:13 > 0:01:15Because if I was interviewing me, I don't think I would.

0:01:19 > 0:01:22What was so important that you had to interrupt me at work again?

0:01:22 > 0:01:24Put your hands out and shut your eyes.

0:01:24 > 0:01:26- What?- Come on.

0:01:26 > 0:01:28- No.- Just do it.

0:01:28 > 0:01:31- You're such a child.- Eesh!

0:01:37 > 0:01:39What are you doing?

0:01:39 > 0:01:42- Cute, huh?- No. They're ridiculous!

0:01:42 > 0:01:44Yeah, maybe. But women are so into this stuff.

0:01:44 > 0:01:47- Seriously?- Are you kidding?

0:01:47 > 0:01:49Ever since the book? And the films.

0:01:49 > 0:01:51- You did see the films?- No.

0:01:51 > 0:01:53- OK, that's just weird. - Take them off.

0:01:53 > 0:01:57Middleclass women will pay through the nose for bondage gear.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59- We're going to make a bomb!- We?

0:01:59 > 0:02:01I can get this stuff dirt-cheap. As much as we need.

0:02:01 > 0:02:05- There is no "we". - There's no overheads.

0:02:05 > 0:02:07We flog it to posh women in their own homes.

0:02:07 > 0:02:10In six months, we'll have enough for a deposit on a flat!

0:02:10 > 0:02:13Right, so, not only am I going into business with you,

0:02:13 > 0:02:15we're also buying a flat together?

0:02:15 > 0:02:18All right, you can get your own flat, whatever.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23Did you do this?

0:02:23 > 0:02:25There's just one thing.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27You might have to model the gear.

0:02:29 > 0:02:32- What? - You don't have to do anything kinky.

0:02:32 > 0:02:34Well, unless you want to.

0:02:40 > 0:02:44Karen? Rob? I'm Nathan, your new social worker.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48- Where's Jane? - Gone, I'm afraid. Greener pastures.

0:02:48 > 0:02:50Right.

0:02:50 > 0:02:53Um...will you be coming in with us?

0:02:53 > 0:02:55- I've been through your file. - That's it?

0:02:55 > 0:02:57There's nothing to worry about.

0:02:57 > 0:02:59Easy for you to say.

0:02:59 > 0:03:00Except...

0:03:00 > 0:03:01What?

0:03:01 > 0:03:05The woman who was supposed to chair the panel? She's been reassigned.

0:03:05 > 0:03:09- And...?- The bloke who's taken over, he can be a bit tricky.

0:03:09 > 0:03:11But I'm sure it'll be fine.

0:03:11 > 0:03:12I don't stand a chance.

0:03:12 > 0:03:15It's not just about you. They assess you as a couple.

0:03:15 > 0:03:17Why did this have to happen to us today?

0:03:17 > 0:03:19I'm sure we'll get by.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29- Excuse me.- Yes?

0:03:29 > 0:03:31- I'm looking for Kayleigh Jackson. - Who?

0:03:33 > 0:03:34Oh!

0:03:34 > 0:03:39- Huh!- Sorry, I was just...doing something on the computer.

0:03:39 > 0:03:40Like you do.

0:03:40 > 0:03:43- Sorry, who was it you wanted? - Kayleigh Jackson.

0:03:43 > 0:03:45That doesn't... Oh!

0:03:45 > 0:03:47No, wait. Ayesha's cousin?

0:03:47 > 0:03:49Er...yeah. Can you tell her Leon's here?

0:03:49 > 0:03:53- Leon. That's a lovely name.- Thanks.

0:03:56 > 0:03:57She is here, is she?

0:03:57 > 0:03:59Oh, yes, I think so.

0:03:59 > 0:04:02Would you like a coffee while you wait? Or a cold drink?

0:04:02 > 0:04:04I'm good.

0:04:06 > 0:04:08So, um...?

0:04:08 > 0:04:10- Oh, yeah. No, I'll go get her. - Right.

0:04:10 > 0:04:11Er...Miss Pitman?

0:04:11 > 0:04:15Mrs Tembe, I'm going to have to cancel our lunchtime meeting today.

0:04:15 > 0:04:17What?! Why?!

0:04:17 > 0:04:19There's something I need to do.

0:04:19 > 0:04:21- Well, can you not reschedule?- No.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28It leaves little red heart shapes.

0:04:28 > 0:04:30It stings a bit, but they are cute.

0:04:30 > 0:04:31Gross!

0:04:31 > 0:04:34If you're going to get all up yourself, I'll model the gear.

0:04:34 > 0:04:35But then I get a bigger cut.

0:04:35 > 0:04:38I haven't said I'll do anything yet, and I'm at work.

0:04:38 > 0:04:40KNOCK AT DOOR

0:04:41 > 0:04:45There is a man at reception. Leon?

0:04:45 > 0:04:47- Oh, that's my partner. - Oh! Lucky you!

0:04:47 > 0:04:49- Business partner.- Oh, right.

0:04:49 > 0:04:52I thought I was going to be your business partner?

0:04:52 > 0:04:54You AND him.

0:04:54 > 0:04:58- What does he want? - He wants to see a nurse.

0:04:58 > 0:05:00- Why?- He has ingrowing toenails.

0:05:01 > 0:05:03At least I think that's what he said.

0:05:05 > 0:05:06Send him in.

0:05:09 > 0:05:10Mrs Hollins?

0:05:10 > 0:05:13- That's me. - These are lovely testimonials.

0:05:13 > 0:05:16- They're some of the best I've read. - Thank you.

0:05:16 > 0:05:19You've obviously made a real difference to the children you've fostered.

0:05:19 > 0:05:21We both have.

0:05:21 > 0:05:22I'm sure.

0:05:22 > 0:05:23But as is so often the case,

0:05:23 > 0:05:26it's the women who make the lasting impact.

0:05:26 > 0:05:27Not always.

0:05:27 > 0:05:30Hopefully I can be the exception that proves the rule.

0:05:30 > 0:05:32Mm.

0:05:32 > 0:05:35My only interest here today is for the children,

0:05:35 > 0:05:38and whether they would be safe in your care.

0:05:38 > 0:05:40They have...they...they will be.

0:05:40 > 0:05:42For the most part, yes.

0:05:42 > 0:05:45- Karen and Rob are... - But there was an incident

0:05:45 > 0:05:47and there have been concerns,

0:05:47 > 0:05:49and we do have to look into that.

0:05:49 > 0:05:51We've got nothing to hide.

0:05:51 > 0:05:53I certainly hope not.

0:05:53 > 0:05:56And I very much hope we can give you a second chance.

0:06:00 > 0:06:02I didn't say I'm not interested.

0:06:02 > 0:06:04Kay showed you my business plan!

0:06:05 > 0:06:08- Your business plan? - It could have been mine.

0:06:08 > 0:06:09That makes more sense.

0:06:09 > 0:06:12You really reckon you can make this kind of money?

0:06:12 > 0:06:14- I know I can.- Someone's confident.

0:06:14 > 0:06:16Well, I've got a fantastic wholesale deal

0:06:16 > 0:06:17and it's pretty much an untapped market.

0:06:17 > 0:06:20Mm. Parties like this have been going for years.

0:06:20 > 0:06:22And the internet is full of that kind of rubbish.

0:06:22 > 0:06:25True, but a lot of women can't quite make the leap.

0:06:25 > 0:06:27They need that little nudge.

0:06:27 > 0:06:29And that's where you come in.

0:06:29 > 0:06:32- Me? - We get them together with friends.

0:06:32 > 0:06:36Get a few drinks down them, have some laughs, give them a show.

0:06:36 > 0:06:37What kind of a show?

0:06:37 > 0:06:40Something with a bit of edge.

0:06:40 > 0:06:43Before you know it, they'll be maxing out their credit cards.

0:06:43 > 0:06:44See, I was listening.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46And, so, why do you need me?

0:06:46 > 0:06:49Because you could sell it to them. You have edge.

0:06:49 > 0:06:51You see, the women we're pitching to,

0:06:51 > 0:06:53they just need to be tempted out of their comfort zone.

0:06:53 > 0:06:56- You think I'm edgy?- Definitely.

0:06:57 > 0:07:01Why don't I buy you lunch? I can answer all of your questions then.

0:07:01 > 0:07:03- You're paying?- I always do.

0:07:04 > 0:07:08- All right. I'm free at 2.00. - Fantastic.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10Oh, can I leave a couple of bags here until then?

0:07:10 > 0:07:14- Why?- It's just I've got to pick up a shipment from the warehouse

0:07:14 > 0:07:17and my car's full. It'll only be for a couple of hours.

0:07:18 > 0:07:19- I suppose.- You're a doll.

0:07:19 > 0:07:22I'll buy you a drink after work, make up for it.

0:07:22 > 0:07:24Getting a bit ahead of yourself, aren't you?

0:07:24 > 0:07:26Am I?

0:07:27 > 0:07:28HE CHUCKLES

0:07:33 > 0:07:36You're suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder

0:07:36 > 0:07:38as a result of an incident at work. Is that right?

0:07:38 > 0:07:41- Yes, that is right. - Would you like to talk about it?

0:07:43 > 0:07:48There's nothing more to say that I haven't already.

0:07:50 > 0:07:52Has it affected your work in any way?

0:07:52 > 0:07:53It's taken me time to adjust.

0:07:53 > 0:07:55- In what way? - To come to terms with it.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59- Sort myself out.- That's all?

0:08:00 > 0:08:03And the added pressure of fostering baby Marnie,

0:08:03 > 0:08:04did that affect your work?

0:08:04 > 0:08:06No.

0:08:06 > 0:08:09He's very professional. He has got an excellent record.

0:08:09 > 0:08:11And very impressive references,

0:08:11 > 0:08:13but there's something here that doesn't quite add up.

0:08:13 > 0:08:16- Something missing. - Are you suggesting that Sergeant...

0:08:16 > 0:08:18I'm not suggesting anything, Mr Westwood,

0:08:18 > 0:08:20I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this.

0:08:20 > 0:08:24And if Sergeant Hollins is unable to talk about what happened to him,

0:08:24 > 0:08:27then perhaps there are things he's not facing up to.

0:08:27 > 0:08:29Things perhaps he's keeping from us.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34- I want a place of my own. - Don't we all!

0:08:34 > 0:08:37Then let's do this! It would only be evenings and weekends.

0:08:39 > 0:08:41- You trust Leon?- Totally!

0:08:41 > 0:08:44- Keep your voice down. - I'm telling you, we can't lose.

0:08:44 > 0:08:46Which means we definitely will.

0:08:48 > 0:08:51Sergeant Hollins is a great foster parent. So is Mrs Hollins.

0:08:51 > 0:08:53How long have you been their social worker?

0:08:53 > 0:08:56Since...this morning.

0:08:56 > 0:08:58So you don't exactly know them well.

0:08:58 > 0:09:01No, but seeing as we're desperate for people like them...

0:09:01 > 0:09:05There are good reasons why the threshold for foster parents is so high.

0:09:05 > 0:09:07Sergeant Hollins measures up.

0:09:07 > 0:09:08Not in the case of baby Marnie.

0:09:08 > 0:09:11- That was because of his PTSD. - And he's better now.

0:09:11 > 0:09:14We will be hearing from Sergeant Hollins' doctor, yes?

0:09:14 > 0:09:16- Yeah.- He's on his way.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18If his PTSD is under control

0:09:18 > 0:09:21and his medication won't impact on his ability to look after a child...

0:09:21 > 0:09:22It won't.

0:09:22 > 0:09:26The wellbeing of baby Marnie was all Sergeant Hollins cared about.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28- Same with all the kids. - He couldn't have cared more.

0:09:28 > 0:09:31And it shows. Hannah's becoming more settled all the time,

0:09:31 > 0:09:33Barney's kicked his dependence...

0:09:33 > 0:09:34That was mostly to do with Rob.

0:09:34 > 0:09:37And Adam can't say enough good things. He even wrote a song

0:09:37 > 0:09:39about the Hollins and posted it on the internet.

0:09:39 > 0:09:43And I'm sure it's very entertaining, but this is neither the time nor the place.

0:09:43 > 0:09:46- I wasn't suggesting... - Nothing alters the facts

0:09:46 > 0:09:48of what happened with baby Marnie,

0:09:48 > 0:09:51or Sergeant Hollins' subsequent behaviour. Does it?

0:09:56 > 0:10:00- Come back in three days and I'll change the dressing.- Thank you.

0:10:00 > 0:10:02Nurse Lee, have you had a chance to look at the new rota?

0:10:02 > 0:10:04Not yet, but I will. Promise.

0:10:06 > 0:10:08What are those?

0:10:08 > 0:10:11Supplies. I haven't had a chance to unpack them yet.

0:10:11 > 0:10:14Why are they in those bags?

0:10:15 > 0:10:17It's a recycling thing.

0:10:19 > 0:10:21Oh, er...Dr Carmichael, are you sure you cannot reschedule?

0:10:21 > 0:10:23Positive.

0:10:24 > 0:10:26Right.

0:10:26 > 0:10:28Just make sure you clear them away.

0:10:31 > 0:10:33SHE SIGHS

0:10:34 > 0:10:38If anyone should find it hard to forgive him, it's me.

0:10:38 > 0:10:40It's my reputation he ruined.

0:10:41 > 0:10:44He knew my memory was my weak point and...

0:10:45 > 0:10:48..he used it against me to cover his own mistakes.

0:10:48 > 0:10:49And you still trust him?

0:10:49 > 0:10:51Yes, I do.

0:10:51 > 0:10:52Because I know him.

0:10:54 > 0:10:58And he did the wrong thing, but he did it for the right reasons.

0:10:58 > 0:11:00I'm sorry?

0:11:00 > 0:11:03If he should, um...get to be a foster parent again,

0:11:03 > 0:11:07it...it won't just be good for him, it'll be good for the child.

0:11:07 > 0:11:09In what way?

0:11:09 > 0:11:11Everyone makes mistakes, but, um...

0:11:11 > 0:11:15most people... Most...most men won't admit it.

0:11:15 > 0:11:18And that makes them a bad parent.

0:11:18 > 0:11:22Sergeant Hollins made mistakes and he put his hands up.

0:11:22 > 0:11:26He, um...he had a serious setback,

0:11:26 > 0:11:28but he kept trying to do the right thing

0:11:28 > 0:11:30and he got through it in the end.

0:11:30 > 0:11:33I admire your loyalty, Mrs Hollins, I really do.

0:11:33 > 0:11:35- However...- I'm not finished yet.

0:11:35 > 0:11:39A great parent... A great foster parent

0:11:39 > 0:11:42isn't the one who gets everything right.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45- No?- A great parent...

0:11:46 > 0:11:50..is the one who can show a kid, through their own experience,

0:11:50 > 0:11:53how to deal with life when things go wrong.

0:11:55 > 0:11:58Well, I'm sure that's true in theory.

0:12:04 > 0:12:06You know, you're nothing like your cousin.

0:12:06 > 0:12:07What, you mean I'm not a total flake?

0:12:07 > 0:12:11- Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho!- Are you really going into business with her?

0:12:11 > 0:12:13Don't sell her short.

0:12:13 > 0:12:16She's got great energy, it just needs focus.

0:12:18 > 0:12:19Good luck with that.

0:12:19 > 0:12:21You know, the women that we're going to target,

0:12:21 > 0:12:25WE'RE going to target, they're just like your patients.

0:12:25 > 0:12:26Ordinary, normal people.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29Kayleigh will make them feel adventurous.

0:12:31 > 0:12:33- So would you. - By modelling bondage gear?

0:12:33 > 0:12:36You've got the perfect body for it.

0:12:36 > 0:12:38Are you hitting on me?

0:12:38 > 0:12:40Would that be a problem?

0:12:42 > 0:12:44You know, if you're nervous about modelling,

0:12:44 > 0:12:46we could always have a private session.

0:12:46 > 0:12:48Just you and me.

0:12:48 > 0:12:49Seriously?

0:12:49 > 0:12:51Hey, don't knock it till you try it.

0:12:51 > 0:12:53What have I missed?

0:12:53 > 0:12:55Leon hitting on me.

0:12:55 > 0:12:57HE CHUCKLES

0:12:57 > 0:12:59Ah!

0:13:02 > 0:13:04- HESTON:- Please leave a message and I'll call you back.

0:13:04 > 0:13:06KAREN SIGHS Still nothing.

0:13:06 > 0:13:09- Is he usually reliable?- Always.

0:13:09 > 0:13:10What if something's happened?

0:13:10 > 0:13:12I hope he gets here soon.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14He's our last hope, isn't he?

0:13:14 > 0:13:16I wouldn't say last.

0:13:16 > 0:13:19Oh, I could have killed that old fart when he said Rob was lying.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22- He didn't actually say that.- He was just trying to get you off balance.

0:13:22 > 0:13:24Yeah, well, it worked, didn't it?

0:13:24 > 0:13:26- His bark's worse than his bite. - He hates us.

0:13:26 > 0:13:27I'm sure he doesn't.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29Anyway, it's not just up to him to make the decision, is it?

0:13:29 > 0:13:32- It's the whole panel.- So?

0:13:32 > 0:13:34They liked your testimonials.

0:13:34 > 0:13:35Yeah, he liked what you said.

0:13:35 > 0:13:39Do you know, if he has another pop at you, I am going to hit him.

0:13:39 > 0:13:40- Karen.- Please, don't.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48You've slept with him, haven't you?

0:13:49 > 0:13:52- A little bit.- And you didn't think it was worth mentioning?

0:13:52 > 0:13:54Why? It's over.

0:13:54 > 0:13:57So, we're going into business with your ex?

0:13:57 > 0:13:58We only did it a couple of times.

0:13:58 > 0:14:01- And what happens when you want to do it with him again?- I won't!

0:14:01 > 0:14:03That would be a first.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06If you fancy him, go ahead.

0:14:06 > 0:14:08- I don't.- Liar!

0:14:09 > 0:14:12But the stuff that he's into is a bit weird, even for me.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24My name's Zara Carmichael. Dr Carmichael.

0:14:24 > 0:14:27I want to see DI Stanton. So, if you could phone him?

0:14:35 > 0:14:37Er...Nurse Lee, have you removed those bags yet?

0:14:37 > 0:14:41- I was just about to.- Ah, yes, well, as soon as you can, please.

0:14:43 > 0:14:45- What bags?- It's nothing.

0:14:45 > 0:14:48Oh, are these the ones that Leon gave you?

0:14:48 > 0:14:50I saw you getting them out of his car.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52Mind you, it's amazing I noticed anything.

0:14:52 > 0:14:55I was lost in those dreamy eyes.

0:14:55 > 0:14:57Kayleigh, as soon as you get this, you need to tell Leon

0:14:57 > 0:14:59that he needs to come and move his bags now.

0:14:59 > 0:15:01Why? What's in them?

0:15:01 > 0:15:03It's nothing, Valerie. Just drop it, OK?

0:15:09 > 0:15:12Are you going to have another go at me?

0:15:12 > 0:15:13It would serve you right if I did.

0:15:13 > 0:15:16Well, in that case, can we go somewhere a little less public?

0:15:16 > 0:15:20We don't need to. I'm going to testify.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22OK. Great.

0:15:22 > 0:15:25- Can I ask...? - Not you. It was my son.

0:15:25 > 0:15:27- Something he said.- Really?

0:15:29 > 0:15:35How can I be a good role model if I let those...thugs push me around?

0:15:35 > 0:15:37I knew you'd change your mind.

0:15:37 > 0:15:39No, you didn't.

0:15:41 > 0:15:44You never took me off the witness list, did you?

0:15:44 > 0:15:47- Nope.- Don't you think that's a bit presumptuous?

0:15:47 > 0:15:49I had faith in you. More than you have in yourself.

0:15:49 > 0:15:51How charmingly patronising.

0:15:51 > 0:15:53I knew you'd do the right thing.

0:15:54 > 0:15:56And I admire you for that.

0:15:56 > 0:15:59Well, don't get too cocky. I might change my mind again.

0:15:59 > 0:16:01You won't.

0:16:01 > 0:16:04Has anyone ever told you how irritating you are?

0:16:04 > 0:16:06All the time. Coffee?

0:16:06 > 0:16:09- With you?- Unless you're expecting someone else.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11Except, now I have some things to talk over with you.

0:16:11 > 0:16:13All right.

0:16:13 > 0:16:16We have a canteen. The coffee's not great.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38Oh, my...!

0:16:44 > 0:16:45Ew!

0:16:53 > 0:16:55Oh!

0:16:55 > 0:16:57I take it there's still no word from this doctor?

0:16:57 > 0:16:59Sorry.

0:16:59 > 0:17:00Well, we've waited long enough.

0:17:00 > 0:17:02In any case, the panel have suggested

0:17:02 > 0:17:06it might be as well to adjourn and reconvene in...a month or two?

0:17:06 > 0:17:10- Why?- It would give us time to assess your behaviour on the antidepressants.

0:17:10 > 0:17:15- He doesn't need time. - It would be in your husband's interests, Mrs Hollins.

0:17:15 > 0:17:19It would give him a chance to demonstrate the stability of his mental health.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21Whereas, if we rush a decision now...

0:17:21 > 0:17:24I'm sorry I'm late. I had to drop a patient at St Phil's

0:17:24 > 0:17:26and I left my phone at the Mill.

0:17:26 > 0:17:28Were there no phones at the hospital?

0:17:28 > 0:17:32- Sorry?- Is this is your responsible health care professional, is it?

0:17:32 > 0:17:34The main thing is, you're here.

0:17:34 > 0:17:37You said in your report that Sergeant Hollins is getting better.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40Yes. And I think he should be allowed to continue as a foster parent.

0:17:40 > 0:17:45- Yes, well, that's not really... - His shortcomings and the hardships he's experienced

0:17:45 > 0:17:49make him more, rather than less qualified to foster.

0:17:49 > 0:17:53- Thank you for that. - And I think that this court should be about enabling people,

0:17:53 > 0:17:55not shutting them down.

0:17:55 > 0:17:57Actually, Dr Carter, this isn't a court.

0:17:57 > 0:18:01And perhaps you'd like to catch your breath before you start telling me how to do my job?

0:18:01 > 0:18:03- I'm sorry.- Right.

0:18:03 > 0:18:06So, you feel we should enable

0:18:06 > 0:18:08Sergeant Hollins to carry on fostering?

0:18:08 > 0:18:11- Yes. I do.- And can you give us an absolute guarantee

0:18:11 > 0:18:14that his PTSD and his medication

0:18:14 > 0:18:17won't impact on his ability to foster in any way?

0:18:17 > 0:18:21- I'm not sure I can give an absolute guarantee.- I see.

0:18:21 > 0:18:24- I mean, these things aren't completely predictable.- Right.

0:18:35 > 0:18:37- What do you think you're doing?- Me?

0:18:37 > 0:18:39- I told you not to hit on Eesh! - I didn't!

0:18:39 > 0:18:41She's not a slapper, like me.

0:18:41 > 0:18:43You've got a nerve, having a go.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45Why? I've done everything you asked.

0:18:45 > 0:18:48Really? What about the list of your cousin's patients?

0:18:48 > 0:18:50I'm working on it.

0:18:50 > 0:18:52You haven't even asked her, have you?

0:18:52 > 0:18:55- Not as such.- That was the only reason we needed her!

0:18:55 > 0:18:56All right, keep your hair on.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01Did you do this?

0:19:01 > 0:19:03Yeah. It's called advertising.

0:19:03 > 0:19:06- It's linked to my web page! - So? I did it on your laptop,

0:19:06 > 0:19:08while you were trying to get out of that stupid mask.

0:19:08 > 0:19:10This stuff is hot.

0:19:10 > 0:19:13I wouldn't say it was hot. Some of it's a bit sexy.

0:19:13 > 0:19:15Stolen, Kayleigh. Stolen.

0:19:15 > 0:19:17You said that didn't matter!

0:19:17 > 0:19:20Yeah, it didn't. Not until you broadcast it to the whole world!

0:19:20 > 0:19:21Oh, chill, Leon.

0:19:21 > 0:19:23Look, I'm on probation.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26The police are monitoring my social media. They'll be looking for me!

0:19:26 > 0:19:28So?

0:19:28 > 0:19:29You're unbelievable!

0:19:29 > 0:19:31Where are you going?!

0:19:31 > 0:19:33As far away from you as I can get!

0:19:33 > 0:19:35Fine! Eesh and I will do it on our own.

0:19:35 > 0:19:37And she won't make me wear that creepy leather thing!

0:19:42 > 0:19:44Why didn't you tell me this before?

0:19:44 > 0:19:46Operational reasons.

0:19:46 > 0:19:48Whatever THAT means!

0:19:48 > 0:19:51So, who is this other witness?

0:19:51 > 0:19:52La Toya Bartley.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55She witnessed another stabbing connected with the gang.

0:19:55 > 0:19:57She's on remand, awaiting trial for possession of a knife

0:19:57 > 0:20:00and possibly joint enterprise.

0:20:00 > 0:20:04If you had another witness, then why have you put so much pressure on me?

0:20:04 > 0:20:06She has a history of exclusions from school

0:20:06 > 0:20:08and a juvenile record as long as your arm.

0:20:08 > 0:20:11If she wasn't a member of the gang, she'd be useless as a witness.

0:20:11 > 0:20:13However, her testimony, along with that of an upstanding,

0:20:13 > 0:20:17very attractive doctor, will convince any jury.

0:20:17 > 0:20:18Attractive?

0:20:18 > 0:20:21It makes a difference with juries. It shouldn't, but it does.

0:20:21 > 0:20:26Why is she going to testify if she's a member of the gang?

0:20:26 > 0:20:29I think maybe she's in over her head and wants out.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31Either that or the green-eyed monster.

0:20:31 > 0:20:33I'm sorry?

0:20:33 > 0:20:36These gang leaders tend to have a blind spot when it comes to girls.

0:20:36 > 0:20:40They don't assume they're going to turn on them, no matter how badly they treat them.

0:20:41 > 0:20:43Sounds a bit like you and me.

0:20:43 > 0:20:46This isn't remotely funny.

0:20:46 > 0:20:48No, of course not.

0:20:50 > 0:20:53It was like the PTSD had stolen my life.

0:20:54 > 0:20:57I know it didn't, but it felt like it came out of nowhere

0:20:57 > 0:20:59and robbed me of everything I cared about.

0:20:59 > 0:21:02My wife, my family,

0:21:02 > 0:21:04my job, the foster kids, everything!

0:21:06 > 0:21:08I really thought it was going to destroy me

0:21:08 > 0:21:10and I was going to take everyone down.

0:21:10 > 0:21:13I'm sure it was a terrible experience, Sergeant Hollins,

0:21:13 > 0:21:15but I'm really not sure what relevance it has.

0:21:15 > 0:21:16Because it didn't destroy me.

0:21:17 > 0:21:20I didn't take everyone down. I didn't go under.

0:21:22 > 0:21:27Well, maybe I was lucky, but with brilliant support,

0:21:27 > 0:21:30I... We...

0:21:31 > 0:21:33..we found a way through it.

0:21:33 > 0:21:35A lot of men don't.

0:21:35 > 0:21:39I think it's fair to say that lots of foster kids are traumatised?

0:21:39 > 0:21:43- Masses.- And they don't think they deserve help.

0:21:43 > 0:21:46They don't think they deserve any pity. And that's exactly how I felt.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49I'd have killed for someone like Rob when I was going through the system.

0:21:49 > 0:21:50Thank you, Mr Westwood.

0:21:50 > 0:21:54Why do soldiers with PTSD prefer the company of other soldiers with PTSD?

0:21:54 > 0:21:56I have no idea, but I'm sure you're going to tell me.

0:21:56 > 0:21:59They want to be with someone who's had similar experiences

0:21:59 > 0:22:02and understands what they're going through.

0:22:02 > 0:22:07Unless you have experienced that level of trauma,

0:22:07 > 0:22:09then you have absolutely no idea

0:22:09 > 0:22:13the tricks that it plays on your mind.

0:22:13 > 0:22:15The things that it makes you do.

0:22:15 > 0:22:16This is all very fascinating,

0:22:16 > 0:22:19but I really don't see what relevance it has.

0:22:19 > 0:22:21When we started fostering, I thought

0:22:21 > 0:22:24that I knew what the kids were going through, but I didn't.

0:22:25 > 0:22:27I do now.

0:22:27 > 0:22:30Boy, I get it now.

0:22:30 > 0:22:34Yes, well, you've certainly given us a great deal to mull over.

0:22:34 > 0:22:37If you could give us a few moments to discuss our decision?

0:22:41 > 0:22:43- Where's Leon?- Gone.

0:22:43 > 0:22:46What do you mean, gone?

0:22:46 > 0:22:48For good. He's not coming back.

0:22:48 > 0:22:51Well, you're going to have to get his bags out of my room. Mrs T's on my case.

0:22:51 > 0:22:55I can't. The stuff is hot.

0:22:55 > 0:22:57- You are kidding me! - And I don't mean sexy.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59I know what it means, Kay.

0:22:59 > 0:23:01- Did you know?- Sort of.

0:23:01 > 0:23:04And you let him stash them in my room, at my work?

0:23:06 > 0:23:09Er...Nurse Lee?

0:23:09 > 0:23:11What is this?

0:23:11 > 0:23:13Oh!

0:23:13 > 0:23:15That is for use with Play-Doh.

0:23:15 > 0:23:18For cutting out shapes. Little heart shapes.

0:23:19 > 0:23:22You said they were nursing supplies.

0:23:22 > 0:23:26- Did I? - I asked Eesh to keep it for me.

0:23:26 > 0:23:28I'm starting up a business. Kids' toys!

0:23:31 > 0:23:34- Children's toys?- Yeah.

0:23:36 > 0:23:39Please, do not bring your private life into work.

0:23:39 > 0:23:41I try not to, Mrs T.

0:23:41 > 0:23:44Oh, look, dressing up. All part of the game.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46- Oh! - VALERIE CHUCKLES

0:23:46 > 0:23:48You people must think I was born yesterday.

0:23:50 > 0:23:52Get them out of the building!

0:23:53 > 0:23:56AYESHA SIGHS

0:23:56 > 0:23:57Sorry to keep you waiting,

0:23:57 > 0:24:01and thank you all for your insightful and moving contributions.

0:24:01 > 0:24:04However, when it comes to making our decision,

0:24:04 > 0:24:07we have to limit ourselves to the facts.

0:24:07 > 0:24:10And I wasn't entirely convinced by Sergeant Hollins' account

0:24:10 > 0:24:13of his actions or his struggle with his PTSD.

0:24:13 > 0:24:18When even his own doctor can't guarantee that there will be no risk...

0:24:18 > 0:24:21- That's not what he said. - IF I could finish, Mrs Hollins?

0:24:21 > 0:24:23Thank you.

0:24:24 > 0:24:27However, taking everything into consideration,

0:24:27 > 0:24:30the panel have convinced me to make a recommendation

0:24:30 > 0:24:32to the ADM and, in short,

0:24:32 > 0:24:36they've agreed to allow Sergeant and Mrs Hollins to foster again.

0:24:37 > 0:24:40- Yes!- However, you will be carefully monitored.

0:24:40 > 0:24:41- Yeah.- Absolutely.

0:24:41 > 0:24:45And if anything goes wrong, there will be no more chances.

0:24:45 > 0:24:46Of course!

0:24:47 > 0:24:49THEY LAUGH

0:24:49 > 0:24:51Thank you.

0:24:54 > 0:24:56There's signs the gang's cracking.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59Once we get a conviction, they'll be finished and we'll have won.

0:24:59 > 0:25:02- This isn't about winning.- Isn't it?

0:25:02 > 0:25:04This is about survival.

0:25:04 > 0:25:06This is about teaching my son

0:25:06 > 0:25:09not to let people terrorise him and ruin his life.

0:25:09 > 0:25:11- Same thing.- Not for me.

0:25:11 > 0:25:14And you should know that Daniel doesn't agree.

0:25:15 > 0:25:17Is that a problem?

0:25:17 > 0:25:20I'm putting my relationship at risk by testifying for you.

0:25:20 > 0:25:24I know, and I appreciate it.

0:25:24 > 0:25:25Do you?

0:25:27 > 0:25:29You're strong enough to pull through.

0:25:29 > 0:25:31Lots of people wouldn't be.

0:25:31 > 0:25:34You're one of the best witnesses I've ever come across.

0:25:34 > 0:25:36And a truly remarkable woman.

0:25:44 > 0:25:47- You didn't meet him on a business course, did you?- Not exactly.

0:25:47 > 0:25:50- Kay? - All right, it was the JobCentre!

0:25:50 > 0:25:52Why do you even bother lying?

0:25:52 > 0:25:54- It is a good idea, though.- What?

0:25:54 > 0:25:57Yeah, I saw the business plan. You left it on the counter.

0:25:57 > 0:26:00- And that makes it OK? - You really think it could work?

0:26:00 > 0:26:02- Well, I'd buy this stuff.- Really?

0:26:02 > 0:26:05Yeah! There's nothing wrong with spicing up your life.

0:26:05 > 0:26:08- It's worth money, Eesh! - And it's stolen.

0:26:08 > 0:26:10Well, you could get a new supplier.

0:26:10 > 0:26:11- We could just keep one bag.- No!

0:26:13 > 0:26:14- We'll come back later.- Kayleigh!

0:26:14 > 0:26:17- I didn't say anything!- You can't, anyway. I called the cops.

0:26:17 > 0:26:20- What?! - I told them the stuff was here.

0:26:20 > 0:26:23- What's happened to you? - I'm doing you a favour.

0:26:23 > 0:26:25You need to remember where you come from.

0:26:29 > 0:26:31- Did you really call the police? - Of course not.

0:26:47 > 0:26:49- I'm glad you came to see me. - I'm sure.

0:26:51 > 0:26:55If you ever need to talk, about anything, it's my personal number.

0:26:56 > 0:26:58Any worries, anything at all, just call me.

0:26:58 > 0:27:00Thank you.

0:27:00 > 0:27:03I've got you 24-hour surveillance front and back.

0:27:03 > 0:27:06Panic buttons linked directly to the station. Nothing will get through.

0:27:06 > 0:27:09You said that before, so why should I trust you now?

0:27:09 > 0:27:11Because you have to.

0:27:11 > 0:27:13- Do I?- Yeah.

0:27:13 > 0:27:16At this stage, you've got no choice.

0:27:25 > 0:27:28I was wondering if you could give me a pill?

0:27:28 > 0:27:31- Are we talking painkillers?- No.

0:27:31 > 0:27:34How did you get those bruises? Lily?

0:27:34 > 0:27:36It's nothing.

0:27:36 > 0:27:38It doesn't look like nothing.

0:27:38 > 0:27:40You're not in any trouble, are you?

0:27:40 > 0:27:42Every other practice is going to do it.

0:27:42 > 0:27:45So, if we don't, the CCG will penalise us.

0:27:45 > 0:27:47So, yes, we need to do it now, while we still exist.