0:00:29 > 0:00:32WHISPERED:Kamari.
0:00:35 > 0:00:36Kamari.
0:00:38 > 0:00:39Kamari.
0:00:39 > 0:00:40SHE STIRS
0:00:40 > 0:00:41Kamari.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45Kamari.Kamari!
0:00:48 > 0:00:50SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:00:51 > 0:00:52SQUEAKING
0:01:08 > 0:01:09No!
0:01:11 > 0:01:12Oh!
0:01:17 > 0:01:18Right, good.
0:01:18 > 0:01:22Er, also, the, er, journalist is going to be here in ten minutes.
0:01:22 > 0:01:23How exciting.
0:01:23 > 0:01:27I have a meeting with Dr Clay from 10 to 11 -
0:01:27 > 0:01:29and you will need to postpone his meeting with Mr Evans
0:01:29 > 0:01:30until 11 o'clock.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Will do.Right.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37Oh, erm, I must have forgotten to write it down,
0:01:37 > 0:01:39cos I can't see anything scheduled.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42Oh, it is, er, it is just about the, er, finances.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44We organised it last minute.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46Er, please remind Dr Clay when he comes in.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Morning.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51Ooh. So, is poster boy ready for his big interview?
0:01:51 > 0:01:54Not really...and could you not call me that, please?
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Do you know, I always fancied being a model.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58I'm not a model.
0:01:58 > 0:02:04Mmm. Being whisked off to Milan or Paris on some photoshoot.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Sadly I didn't have the cheekbones,
0:02:06 > 0:02:08or the legs, or any discernible jaw line.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10Morning, Jimmi.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Oh. don't forget you've got a meeting this morning. Right.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15Must be important, being taken off schedule.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17No, it's just, er, changes to the timetable.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23Oh. Mrs Tembe said it was about finances.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Well, maybe we should call the police.
0:02:31 > 0:02:35Over a smashed window? Doubt they'd come out for that.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37But someone might have tried to break in.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Nothing's been taken.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42Maybe I left it open last night
0:02:42 > 0:02:45and the wind caught it.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Oh, so it's your fault.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Well, you need to get it fixed.
0:02:49 > 0:02:50I will.
0:02:52 > 0:02:57Swanning round Africa all those years, barely a thought for me.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Not true.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Do you think I want to be reminded?
0:03:13 > 0:03:15What the...? he's not here yet?!
0:03:15 > 0:03:18No.Who?Some journalist.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20I'm being interviewed for that Careers Without Limits campaign.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23Ooh, rather you than me.Hmm.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24And after the podcast
0:03:24 > 0:03:26I can't exactly say I'm looking forward to it.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Yeah, but that was different.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30This time, you are a bit more in control.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32You can get your point across.
0:03:32 > 0:03:36Nonsense. Whatever you say, they are going to write what they want.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37Well, hopefully they'll be interested
0:03:37 > 0:03:38in my views on immigration.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41AL LAUGHS
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Er, look at me! Ignore him.
0:03:51 > 0:03:52Morning, doctor.Morning.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54She's in the front room, just go in.
0:03:54 > 0:03:55Right, thanks.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09Kamari?
0:04:11 > 0:04:12Oh!
0:04:15 > 0:04:16Oh!
0:04:18 > 0:04:19SHE GASPS
0:04:21 > 0:04:25Good. Right, how's the angina been? Any more episodes?
0:04:25 > 0:04:27No.And the arthritis?
0:04:28 > 0:04:32Well, I won't be winning any marathons any time soon...
0:04:32 > 0:04:36..but at least it's no worse than it was.Good.
0:04:36 > 0:04:41Oh, I like those. Where did they come from?
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Oh, Cath put those up.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Souvenirs of her time in Kenya.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Oh, was she there long? Over 20 years.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Barely a letter in all that time.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Oh, she'd still be there now
0:04:52 > 0:04:54if her husband hadn't run off with the maid.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55Mum.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59Well, it's true, isn't it? You've only yourself to blame.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02Letting yourself go while being waited on by others.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Would you like a drink, Doctor?
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Er, no. Thank you.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09Two servants, she had. Could you believe that?
0:05:09 > 0:05:11Right, well, er, I just need to take your blood pressure.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20Everything all right?
0:05:20 > 0:05:21What?
0:05:23 > 0:05:24Yes. it's nothing.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33Just call me Don.OK.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36So, I hope you don't mind if I record you.No, no, not at all.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38Great. Well, let's get to it.
0:05:38 > 0:05:43So, this Careers Without Limits campaign, worthwhile project?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Oh, yeah. Anything that inspires young people,
0:05:46 > 0:05:48especially those from minority backgrounds,
0:05:48 > 0:05:49has got to be a good thing.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52So, do you think they've been denied access
0:05:52 > 0:05:55to things like higher education?
0:05:55 > 0:05:56In some cases -
0:05:56 > 0:05:59but I certainly believe they feel it's not an option for them.
0:05:59 > 0:06:00It's all about aspirations.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02HE COUGHS
0:06:00 > 0:06:02Sorry.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Absolutely, no. No, no, it's fine.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Listen, this is just the type of stuff we're after.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Ah, good.
0:06:10 > 0:06:11DOOR CLOSES
0:06:13 > 0:06:16So, what's up with you?
0:06:16 > 0:06:19You've had a face like sin ever since you came in.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21I was down by the big tree...
0:06:22 > 0:06:23..and I think I saw...
0:06:24 > 0:06:26..someone.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28Who?
0:06:28 > 0:06:29EDNA TUTS
0:06:29 > 0:06:32For goodness' sake, who was it?
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Kamari.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37What are you talking about?
0:06:37 > 0:06:38I saw her. I swear.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43I don't understand. Do you mean...
0:06:44 > 0:06:45..her ghost?I don't know.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50I called her name, and when I looked again, she'd vanished.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Oh, well, you must have imagined it.
0:06:52 > 0:06:56I definitely saw her. She was wearing her yellow headscarf...
0:07:00 > 0:07:02..and I don't know if this is connected,
0:07:02 > 0:07:04but it was posted through the letterbox.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09There's another crescent hanging from the tree.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13What is it?
0:07:13 > 0:07:17Kamari's name. She told me.
0:07:17 > 0:07:18In Kenya, it means...
0:07:19 > 0:07:20..moonlight.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23But...
0:07:23 > 0:07:25But how has she returned?
0:07:25 > 0:07:28Do you think it's to do with me? What I did to her?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Oh, now, Mum, don't start that.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32No, well, she'd still be alive if it wasn't for me.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37If she's somehow come back, then it's my fault.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38You don't know that.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42They say suicides never find peace, don't they?
0:07:43 > 0:07:48Oh, the poor girl. I could have helped her!
0:07:48 > 0:07:51Oh, Mum, don't get all upset.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53I'm sure there's an explanation.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55You need to calm down.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56EDNA WHIMPERS
0:07:58 > 0:08:01Take your tablets and I'll make us a nice cuppa.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05SHE SOBS
0:08:13 > 0:08:15SHE GASPS AND CRIES OUT
0:08:17 > 0:08:21I'm running late, so, erm, I should be back by 12. All right.
0:08:21 > 0:08:22OK, thanks, Valerie.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Dr Reid, it's Mum!
0:08:26 > 0:08:27OK. I'm coming. I'm coming.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34She took a dizzy turn.
0:08:36 > 0:08:37Mrs French?
0:08:37 > 0:08:38I'm all right.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Do you have any chest pain?
0:08:40 > 0:08:41No.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42She went all dizzy.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47I saw Kamari, at the window.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52So, these kids from these, er, minority backgrounds,
0:08:52 > 0:08:54are you honest with them?
0:08:54 > 0:08:55Honest?
0:08:56 > 0:08:58About how tough it is to become successful.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02I mean, you yourself, you must have encountered a few obstacles.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05Er, well, er, the biggest problem I probably faced was, erm, finances.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07With it taking seven years to train.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09No, I'm talking about discrimination.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13Oh, well, I faced the odd racist comment growing up -
0:09:13 > 0:09:15but, I mean, nothing with regards to my career.
0:09:16 > 0:09:19Oh, come on. What about all those posh medical students?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21They must have given you some grief.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23No, I made some really good friends, actually.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25The lecturers, then?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27No.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Any run-ins with your colleagues here?
0:09:29 > 0:09:30Yeah, on occasion -
0:09:30 > 0:09:33but, I mean, that's had nothing to do with my race.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Are you sure about that?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37Yeah. We're kind of like a bit of a family here.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38Oh. Great.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41So, you're saying that nobody,
0:09:41 > 0:09:46not your patients or the, er, CCG ever treat you any differently?
0:09:46 > 0:09:47That's right, yeah.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Do you think being part of a minority
0:09:50 > 0:09:53will affect your chances of becoming a partner?
0:09:54 > 0:09:58See, what I'm really trying to get at is how this impacts on your job.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02I think my experiences will be very similar
0:10:02 > 0:10:04to those of my white colleagues.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06Now, if you don't mind,
0:10:06 > 0:10:08erm, could we move the subject back to immigration?
0:10:08 > 0:10:11Yeah, sorry. Just trying to give the interview a bit of context.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14Yeah, I appreciate that. Now, I do have some statistics.
0:10:14 > 0:10:15Statistics?Hmm.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19Like, for example, did you know 12% of NHS workers are not British?
0:10:19 > 0:10:2112%!
0:10:21 > 0:10:23I mean, people have no idea of the contribution
0:10:23 > 0:10:24these people make to our society.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Er, sorry to interrupt.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28I've not had my caffeine fix this morning.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Would you do the honours if I pop to the toilet?
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Milky, two sugars.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33SID SCOFFS
0:10:38 > 0:10:40It was only a mild angina attack.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44So, she doesn't need to go to hospital?
0:10:44 > 0:10:46No, no, no. Just lots of rest -
0:10:46 > 0:10:49but if it gets any worse, then call an ambulance.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Who's, er...
0:10:54 > 0:10:55Who's Kamari?
0:10:56 > 0:11:00A young Kenyan woman who came with me when I moved back here.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Lived in the barn conversion and worked at our farm shop.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Right. Did, erm, something happen?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13When I was away one night...
0:11:15 > 0:11:16..she took her own life.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19Drowned.
0:11:21 > 0:11:22Oh.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27Your mum seems to think it was her fault.
0:11:27 > 0:11:31Kamari came to the cottage needing to talk...
0:11:31 > 0:11:33..and she knocked and knocked, and...
0:11:35 > 0:11:40..Mum was in pain with her arthritis and sent her away.
0:11:40 > 0:11:41And that's when it happened?
0:11:42 > 0:11:44Mum's blamed herself ever since.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49So, she imagined Kamari at the window.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50I'm not so sure.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55I could have sworn I saw Kamari this morning, too.
0:11:56 > 0:11:57What do you mean?
0:11:59 > 0:12:00Well, I know it sounds crazy, but...
0:12:03 > 0:12:05..I think she's haunting us.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14Imagine Al's reaction when we tell him that.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16Yes, well, none of the staff are going to be happy.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23To be honest, I have been dreading it.
0:12:23 > 0:12:24DOOR SLAMS INTO CUP
0:12:26 > 0:12:27Oh.
0:12:29 > 0:12:34You must think I'm very silly, rabbiting on about ghosts.
0:12:34 > 0:12:35To be honest, I don't know what to think.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38Me neither. I've been jittery all morning.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Really?
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Woke up to find a window smashed.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45Hmm. Do you think it's connected?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47I really don't know. Probably not.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Well, I hope you get to the bottom of it.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54And, er, if you have any questions, then give me a call,
0:12:54 > 0:12:55about your mum I mean.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Bye, Doctor.Bye-bye.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Hey, mate. Is that journalist still here?
0:13:14 > 0:13:17Oh, yeah. Um, he's got me making him coffee now.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20Dude, never trust the press.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23They've got the morals of a blocked toilet,
0:13:23 > 0:13:25with their noses in the gutter, trying to rake up dirt -
0:13:25 > 0:13:27and if they can't find any, they will make it up.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30Look, I don't think he's that bad, but...
0:13:30 > 0:13:32..he does keep implying I'm some sort of victim of racism.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34Oh, does he now?Hmm.
0:13:34 > 0:13:35Right.
0:13:34 > 0:13:35AL SIGHS
0:13:35 > 0:13:37We've got one with an agenda.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39OK, this is what you're going to do.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42You're going to lull him into a false sense of security.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Feed him something obvious, something cliched.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46How do you mean?
0:13:46 > 0:13:47You know the stuff.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50Spin him a yarn about how you triumphed against adversity.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53You know, you're an underprivileged black guy
0:13:53 > 0:13:54who was crushed by the white elite,
0:13:54 > 0:13:56but you crawled to the top in the end.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Look, I, I can't do that. Yes, you can!
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Come on - it's us against them.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34SHE GASPS
0:14:37 > 0:14:38Kamari?
0:14:41 > 0:14:42No.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47Who are you?
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Ghosts? No. Emma...
0:14:51 > 0:14:55..there is always a scientific explanation - psychological issues,
0:14:55 > 0:14:59erm, carbon monoxide poisoning or exposure to infrasound.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01Look, I'm not saying that I believe,
0:15:01 > 0:15:05but it's a bit odd, isn't it? Both of them seeing it?
0:15:05 > 0:15:07What did they say it looked like? Let me guess.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11It was either transparent or it had a white sheet on its head?
0:15:11 > 0:15:12SHE SIGHS
0:15:11 > 0:15:12No, actually.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15A young Kenyan woman with a yellow headscarf.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Oh, really? That's interesting, because we had a young Kenyan
0:15:18 > 0:15:20woman into the drop-in centre this morning,
0:15:20 > 0:15:22and she had a scarf, and that scarf was yellow.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Oh. What was wrong with her?
0:15:24 > 0:15:28Well, she had, like, ectoplasm, just oozing from her...
0:15:29 > 0:15:30She'd cut her hand.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32Broken window.
0:15:33 > 0:15:34Broken window?
0:15:37 > 0:15:38What was her name?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40I don't remember their names.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Lydia? Linda? Anthony?
0:15:44 > 0:15:47I think you've found your ghost, Emma.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Scooby-Doo would be very pleased with you.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50Ha, ha.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53The likeness is incredible.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Are you twins?
0:15:58 > 0:15:59What do you want?
0:16:00 > 0:16:03Look, you can't just come into someone's house.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06It's not the first time.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Kamari.
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Kamari.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16It was you. In my bedroom.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20I wanted you to feel a fraction of the fear Kamari felt.
0:16:20 > 0:16:21What?
0:16:21 > 0:16:25Waking up every morning, drenched in sweat, terrified.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28It's true. She was so disturbed.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32She'd become paranoid. Scared of everything.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35I've been watching you for days.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38Waiting for the chance to get you alone.
0:16:38 > 0:16:39PHONE RINGS
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Leave it.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43I said leave it!
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Outside. Now.
0:16:47 > 0:16:48RINGING CONTINUES
0:16:53 > 0:16:55PHONE RINGS
0:17:03 > 0:17:05Hello?
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Oh!
0:17:08 > 0:17:10Dr Reid.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12Yes, yes, I'm fine, I'm...
0:17:14 > 0:17:15I'm much better, thank you.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20What?
0:17:24 > 0:17:26Is she called Kamari?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Er, no, no, no.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31If you could, erm, well, just pass it on to your daughter?
0:17:31 > 0:17:32Yes, I will.
0:17:32 > 0:17:36Oh, and, Edna, maybe you should call the police.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38You know, about the smashed window.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41Well, I need to discuss that with Cath first...
0:17:41 > 0:17:44..but, er, thank you for letting us know.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46All right. Bye-bye.
0:17:46 > 0:17:47Bye.
0:17:56 > 0:17:57SHE GASPS
0:18:06 > 0:18:10So, er, before we move on, I just need to be clear.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13You mentioned something about discrimination as a child.
0:18:13 > 0:18:17Yeah. Actually, erm...
0:18:17 > 0:18:18Yeah?
0:18:19 > 0:18:23Yeah, there was actually a bit more than I let on before.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27Erm, there was a bit of, erm, racism on the estate.
0:18:27 > 0:18:28Estate?
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Oh, God.
0:18:33 > 0:18:34Oh.
0:18:34 > 0:18:35CATH IS OUT OF BREATH
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Here. This is where it happened.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Why are you doing this?
0:18:42 > 0:18:46Kamari means serene and placid, like the moon...
0:18:47 > 0:18:49..but my name, Lyndia, means defender -
0:18:49 > 0:18:53and that is exactly what I intend to do, defend her memory.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Here! There's a rope. Tie your feet.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01No! Look, her death had nothing to do with me.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04She was depressed. You've got it all wrong.
0:19:04 > 0:19:05I don't think so.
0:19:05 > 0:19:06I was away when Kamari drowned.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Tie your feet.
0:19:08 > 0:19:09You have to believe me.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12It was my mum who refused to help. not me!
0:19:12 > 0:19:13Please!
0:19:13 > 0:19:14Do it! Now!
0:19:14 > 0:19:17Please! You have to believe me!
0:19:17 > 0:19:18Stop!
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Me and my mum, er...
0:19:25 > 0:19:28She was a drug user.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29Yeah. I spent years trying to help her.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33And, er, where is she now?
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Oh, she died,
0:19:35 > 0:19:36in, er, police custody.
0:19:36 > 0:19:40Oh, that's, er, terrible. What about your father?
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Oh, he was, er, never around.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45All my brothers and sisters have different dads, so...
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Must have been tough.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50Yeah well, you know, growing up on the Churchill,
0:19:50 > 0:19:52everyone had already given up on me at school.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53But you proved them all wrong.
0:19:53 > 0:19:58All those middle-class, white teachers!
0:19:58 > 0:19:59Yeah.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01What an incredible journey.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05You mean - what an incredible load of rubbish!
0:20:05 > 0:20:06What?
0:20:06 > 0:20:08Everything I just told you is a complete lie.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09Which you would've known
0:20:09 > 0:20:12if you'd done any background research on me at all.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15I actually come from a very loving and stable family
0:20:15 > 0:20:18who have done nothing but encourage and support me.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20So, you've just been wasting my time?No.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23No, no. You have been wasting mine.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26You have no intention of publishing my views on immigration, do you?
0:20:26 > 0:20:27Well, that's not true.
0:20:27 > 0:20:31You clearly have your own agenda - racism in the NHS.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35What, and you - you don't believe that's important?
0:20:35 > 0:20:37Of course I do. I'm obviously all for equality and diversity,
0:20:37 > 0:20:40but this, this is not the way to go about it.
0:20:40 > 0:20:44OK, now, hang on a minute... No. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46This interview is over.
0:20:51 > 0:20:52I've called the police.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55I don't care. Your daughter won't testify against me.
0:20:55 > 0:20:59Not after what she's done. She caused my sister's death.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02How many more times, it's got nothing to do with me.
0:21:02 > 0:21:03Tell her, Mum.
0:21:03 > 0:21:04It's the truth.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08It was me who wouldn't let her in, the night she died.
0:21:08 > 0:21:09I told you.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11Something I've got to live with forever.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13I still have nightmares about it.
0:21:13 > 0:21:17Kamari was in a bad place. It's not your fault, Mum.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Kamari always spoke of you with fondness.
0:21:19 > 0:21:23I know you're looking for a reason, someone to blame...
0:21:23 > 0:21:26..but the truth is, Kamari took her own life.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28It was her choice.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31You snake. You obviously don't know the full story.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Why do you insist on accusing me?
0:21:33 > 0:21:36We gave her a job, a home.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38Letters she sent me. It's all there.
0:21:38 > 0:21:42The cruelty, the misery, that you inflicted on her.
0:21:42 > 0:21:46Well, if she said that, then...then she was confused.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Kamari had problems.
0:21:49 > 0:21:53But surely, I would have known, I mean, or seen.
0:21:53 > 0:21:56While you were trapped in your house with arthritis,
0:21:56 > 0:21:58she would lock Kamari in the storeroom of the farm shop...
0:21:58 > 0:21:59I never did that.
0:21:59 > 0:22:03..and in the evenings, she would sneak into the barn and beat Kamari.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06You don't believe any of this, do you? It's all nonsense.
0:22:07 > 0:22:12Well, if it's true, why didn't Kamari come to me?
0:22:12 > 0:22:14She was terrified, of her.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Yes, she did start to change.
0:22:18 > 0:22:21She got more nervous, and...
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Well, that had nothing to do with me.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25And those bruises on her shoulder.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27You said she got them from a fall.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Mum. Listen.Enough!
0:22:29 > 0:22:30It's all here.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34You treated Kamari like she was your possession.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Drove her to her death. You!
0:22:36 > 0:22:38How could you!
0:22:38 > 0:22:40APPROACHING SIREN
0:22:41 > 0:22:43EDNA SOBS
0:22:43 > 0:22:46Why didn't you go to the police?
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Prison is the easy option. I want real justice.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54I'll be back to finish this.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56Tomorrow. Next year.
0:22:56 > 0:22:57Who knows?
0:22:57 > 0:23:01And I won't stop until it's you drowning in this place.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Stop! Police! Come back!
0:23:17 > 0:23:20I meant what I said, you know, about calling your editor.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22And say what? It's all on here.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23You can't exactly deny it.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25It's all made up. You can't print that.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27Oh, please, don't tell me how to do my job.
0:23:27 > 0:23:31I'm not, but...Look, I can only work with what I've got.
0:23:31 > 0:23:32Now, if you don't like that,
0:23:32 > 0:23:34you shouldn't have fed me a pack of lies.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36I'll send you a copy of the finished article.
0:23:44 > 0:23:45Why are they going?
0:23:47 > 0:23:50Without Lyndia or the letters, there isn't enough evidence.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53Just what you said.
0:23:53 > 0:23:54Oh!
0:23:56 > 0:23:58But they're going to investigate further.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00I can't believe you told them.
0:24:00 > 0:24:03What do you expect?
0:24:03 > 0:24:05Mum, I know you're ashamed of me,
0:24:05 > 0:24:07but do you really want to see me in prison?
0:24:08 > 0:24:12I just couldn't ignore what you've done. All those years in Africa.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14You changed.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16I didn't mean for this to happen.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20I didn't know she'd take her own life.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22A young girl has lost her life,
0:24:22 > 0:24:24and you, you don't seem to care.
0:24:24 > 0:24:25Of course I do...
0:24:25 > 0:24:28..but it's not that simple.
0:24:28 > 0:24:32You haven't lived in Africa. These people, they're not like us.
0:24:32 > 0:24:34People?Yes!
0:24:34 > 0:24:37It's a cultural thing, the way they are.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41Take the ones who worked for me. No sense of decency.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43Didn't show me any respect.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Well, perhaps if you'd treated them differently.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47It wouldn't have made any difference.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49They don't have the same standards.
0:24:49 > 0:24:50They need to be disciplined.
0:24:50 > 0:24:51Disciplined?
0:24:51 > 0:24:53It's the only way.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55The squalid lives they lead.
0:24:55 > 0:24:56They're more like a...
0:24:57 > 0:24:59What I mean is...Stop it!
0:24:59 > 0:25:00Stop it!
0:25:03 > 0:25:04That poor girl.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07What about me?
0:25:09 > 0:25:11You've said you missed me...
0:25:11 > 0:25:14..but when I moved back here, you spent more time with her.
0:25:14 > 0:25:18She was just a timid little thing. She needed looking after.
0:25:18 > 0:25:19And I didn't?
0:25:21 > 0:25:23Is that why you hurt her? Because... Because you were jealous?
0:25:25 > 0:25:27All I'm saying is...
0:25:27 > 0:25:29..I needed to know that you were there for me.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33I was in a bad way after James left.
0:25:33 > 0:25:37So you thought you'd take it out on Kamari?
0:25:39 > 0:25:40SOFTLY: No.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Until she couldn't take any more!
0:25:44 > 0:25:46EDNA SOBS
0:25:48 > 0:25:49I'm going to go away for a bit.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51I'm going to stay with your brother.
0:25:51 > 0:25:52How long for?
0:25:53 > 0:25:54I don't know.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57But what about me?
0:25:58 > 0:25:59EDNA SOBS
0:26:01 > 0:26:02Mum?
0:26:04 > 0:26:06I'm still your daughter.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08EDNA CRIES
0:26:13 > 0:26:15CATH CRIES
0:26:17 > 0:26:18Oh.
0:26:21 > 0:26:22CATH SIGHS
0:26:24 > 0:26:25RUSTLING
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Who's there?
0:26:31 > 0:26:33WHISPERED:Kamari.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Kamari.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Kamari.
0:26:37 > 0:26:38Who's there?
0:26:38 > 0:26:40WHISPERING GETS LOUDER AND FASTER
0:26:40 > 0:26:43Kamari, Kamari, Kamari, Kamari.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Lily's 15 years old. She's eight months pregnant.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52She's eight month's pregnant?
0:26:52 > 0:26:53No.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55What is it, then?!
0:26:55 > 0:26:56It's my mum's funeral. Can you shut up?!
0:26:56 > 0:26:58Why would you say something like that?
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Can you just give me some space? Is it something I've done?
0:27:00 > 0:27:03You know, I'm trying to build bridges.
0:27:03 > 0:27:05Every Sunday night we have a long telephone conversation...
0:27:05 > 0:27:08..but the bridge isn't quite built yet.