0:00:42 > 0:00:44Jodie? Is everything OK?
0:00:44 > 0:00:45Yeah.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:00:47 > 0:00:48Auntie Irene!
0:00:55 > 0:00:57I'm off.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59You look like you're going to a cocktail party.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01I am going to a funeral.
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Do you think it's the best time, with me being out of action
0:01:04 > 0:01:06and The Mill being so busy?
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Yes, it is terribly inconsiderate of my patient to die
0:01:08 > 0:01:10when you're indisposed.
0:01:10 > 0:01:11I just meant that if we all
0:01:11 > 0:01:14swanned off to the funeral of every patient that dies...
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Joy Dunn has been on my list since I started.
0:01:17 > 0:01:18The help that we were able
0:01:18 > 0:01:20to offer her in her last days was, frankly, risible.
0:01:20 > 0:01:24So the least I can do is pay my respects by attending her funeral.
0:01:24 > 0:01:25What about your QOF figures?
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Don't ask me about my paperwork!
0:01:27 > 0:01:30I will deal with that when I come back. You're so predictable!
0:01:30 > 0:01:31That's a bad thing?
0:01:31 > 0:01:34At least I'm not trying to single-handedly save the world.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36I will see you after lunch.
0:01:36 > 0:01:39Hope you're not taking this out of your annual leave.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41No, I was hoping to spend that together.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44Although, at the moment, the idea of a funeral is far more enticing
0:01:44 > 0:01:46than two weeks on a beach with you.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55KNOCK ON DOOR
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Er, come in.
0:01:55 > 0:01:56Hey, um, just checking you
0:01:56 > 0:01:59got my e-mail about those days I'm booking off?
0:01:59 > 0:02:02Yes, sorry, I have not had a chance to reply.
0:02:02 > 0:02:03And the prescribing audit?
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Done. Office is as clean as it gets.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09I've even unpicked all the chewing gum from under my desk. Joke.
0:02:10 > 0:02:13Right. Well, I will, er, book a locum.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Enjoy.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Not really going to enjoy.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19I'm off to do Christmas with Mother.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22In November?
0:02:22 > 0:02:26Yeah, she's cruising through the Canaries in December, so...
0:02:26 > 0:02:28Well, Merry Christmas!
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Mm. And I've got to buy her a present.
0:02:30 > 0:02:31Every Christmas, I find myself
0:02:31 > 0:02:34trawling through the hosiery section of department stores,
0:02:34 > 0:02:36just like every other sad bloke, not knowing what to get.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Well, I understand.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42I have to buy a present for my nephew and my brother in Botswana.
0:02:42 > 0:02:43How old are they?
0:02:43 > 0:02:4415 and 52.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Oh, that's easy!
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Yes, maybe for you!
0:02:50 > 0:02:53HE LAUGHS Are you thinking what I'm thinking?
0:02:53 > 0:02:54We could buy each other's presents.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Are you serious?
0:02:56 > 0:03:01Yes! In fact, I cannot keep putting this off.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02Hang on a sec, stop the bus.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Are we really going shopping together?
0:03:10 > 0:03:11You must be Jodie.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13What are you doing here?
0:03:13 > 0:03:16I'm Zara Carmichael. I was your mother's GP.
0:03:16 > 0:03:20I don't think we've ever met, but I was often...I know who you are.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22I'm really sorry. I was very fond of your mother.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Yeah.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31OK. You and I are experts in our relative fields. Agreed?
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Well...
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Right, if we trust our instincts, don't overthink this,
0:03:35 > 0:03:37we should have the whole sorry affair over
0:03:37 > 0:03:39and done with quickly and relatively painlessly.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Let's synchronise our watches.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43On my mark. Mark.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46And I will see you in half an hour's time in that cafe over yonder, yeah?
0:03:46 > 0:03:48Half an hour? No, that is not enough time!
0:03:48 > 0:03:51Don't overthink things, Mrs Tembe. Go wild in them aisles.
0:03:51 > 0:03:52But...
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Unfortunately, I only had a passing acquaintance with Joy
0:03:55 > 0:03:57while she was alive.
0:03:57 > 0:04:01But, in recent days, as I've got to know her only daughter,
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Jodie, I've come to learn a little more about the woman you all knew
0:04:04 > 0:04:09and loved as a mother, a sister, a friend.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12And I think it's fair to say
0:04:12 > 0:04:15that it was always a memorable experience being around Joy.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18She was nothing if not lively.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20QUIET CHUCKLING
0:04:20 > 0:04:22But I'd like to invite Joy's daughter, Jodie,
0:04:22 > 0:04:26to come up here and share a few words about her mother.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45It's OK. Take your time.
0:05:01 > 0:05:05And...done, with ten minutes to spare.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Oh, goodness me, I'm good!
0:05:08 > 0:05:09I deserve a reward.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13A public house!
0:05:23 > 0:05:25I'm glad she's dead.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26GASPING
0:05:27 > 0:05:30I know that I've not been much fun lately
0:05:30 > 0:05:32so I'm trying to make up for it. I'm trying to treat you.
0:05:32 > 0:05:33Stop right there!
0:05:35 > 0:05:37No. I am fine!
0:05:38 > 0:05:40I'm just pleased that you're more yourself again.
0:05:40 > 0:05:44Yeah. And, afterwards, where do you want to go for lunch?
0:05:44 > 0:05:47Oh, do you know? I'm not bothered. It's just great to be out of work.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50Talk about walking on eggshells!
0:05:50 > 0:05:52Do you think Zara's doing the right thing by testifying?
0:05:52 > 0:05:54I don't know, but the DI seems to think so.
0:05:54 > 0:05:58PHONE RINGS
0:05:54 > 0:05:58Oh, sorry. Very sorry.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Ooh! It's the fostering team.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03Go on, then.
0:06:04 > 0:06:10Hello? Hiya, Nathan. Yeah?
0:06:10 > 0:06:12WHISPERS: They've got us a match.
0:06:12 > 0:06:16Oh, um, would we like to meet? Yes, please.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Oh, now? Um...we were just about... Yeah, yeah, yeah!
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Yes, please. That's perfect.
0:06:24 > 0:06:28I know! What sort of cow says that about her dead mum?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30You're right.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32But ask yourself,
0:06:32 > 0:06:36what's worse - me saying that
0:06:36 > 0:06:38or letting your daughter go through
0:06:38 > 0:06:40the school bins cos you're too off your face to feed her?
0:06:42 > 0:06:44Or hitting her and then pretending you didn't?
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Lying to Social Services.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Making me lie.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55So, yeah, honestly, I'm glad she's dead
0:06:55 > 0:06:59cos she was a useless alcoholic and nothing good came out of her life!
0:06:59 > 0:07:02Jodie...It's all right, I'll stop. There's no point.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08They'll all be too drunk to remember any of this in a few hours anyway.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10What?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14If you were that bothered, you would
0:07:14 > 0:07:17have done something about it. You all knew it was happening!
0:07:17 > 0:07:21But don't worry. You won't have to deal with me any more
0:07:21 > 0:07:23cos I'm just like her, so I'll be dead soon too.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Ah!
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Made it with seconds to spare.
0:07:33 > 0:07:37Ooh, it's nice to take a weight off, isn't it?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39You have something on your nose.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42Let's see how I did. For your brother,
0:07:42 > 0:07:46huge laughs on Christmas day with...
0:07:46 > 0:07:48a giant wine glass!
0:07:48 > 0:07:51You can fit over a litre of wine in it.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52Even better.
0:07:52 > 0:07:56For your nephew, the hit game of the season...
0:07:56 > 0:07:59Cage Rage II.
0:07:59 > 0:08:04When you said not to overthink this, you meant it literally.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06My brother is teetotal.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09And as for that, I would not allow my nephew to squander
0:08:09 > 0:08:12his time on something so vulgar!
0:08:16 > 0:08:18It's a good job I kept the receipts, isn't it?Yes, it IS good!
0:08:18 > 0:08:20And, you see, this is what comes of rushing.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22All right, so what did you get?
0:08:25 > 0:08:29Lily of the valley shampoo,
0:08:29 > 0:08:31bath oil and talc.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36And the timeless elegance...
0:08:38 > 0:08:40..of silver earrings in the shape of a dove.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43OK, no. Sorry, I should have told you this.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Jewellery is an absolute hard no. No jewellery.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48What?
0:08:48 > 0:08:51When I was nine years old, I went to Clacton on a school trip
0:08:51 > 0:08:56and I bought her these seashell and seagull earrings.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59They were horrible, but the sound of revulsion she made
0:08:59 > 0:09:00when I gave them to her!
0:09:00 > 0:09:02For years after, my dad would say to her,
0:09:02 > 0:09:06"Oh, Eve, are you not wearing your nice seaside earrings?"
0:09:06 > 0:09:08Even now, talking about it, I feel that...
0:09:08 > 0:09:10that sense of humiliation all again.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13All right, all right, but...we still have these.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16No. I'm sorry, but that's a no too.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Mrs Tembe, the woman is in her 70s.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21She's not going to change the way she smells.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24She likes the scent of Turkish delight.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27Thanks for coming in at short notice.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29I wouldn't normally do it this way round but, when I told the client
0:09:29 > 0:09:32about you, she was just keen to meet you as soon as.Oh, yeah?Yeah.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35And I think this could be...yeah, a really good match.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38Right.She didn't mind waiting. I hope that's...
0:09:38 > 0:09:41No, no, gosh, no! Um, there's no time like the present.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Cool! Yeah, please, sit down.
0:09:43 > 0:09:44Oh, yeah. Thank you.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53So, er, Lily's 15 years old.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Right.She's eight months pregnant, and...
0:09:58 > 0:10:00She's eight months pregnant?
0:10:00 > 0:10:03No. No, this is not happening.
0:10:06 > 0:10:07Are you on something?
0:10:07 > 0:10:10No!What is it, then?
0:10:10 > 0:10:11It's my mum's funeral. Can you shut up?
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Why would you say something like that?
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Can you just give me some space? Is it something I've done?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17It's not all about you.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20Do you not love me any more?
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Of course I do.What is it, Jode?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26You're seeing someone else!
0:10:26 > 0:10:28No.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29Show me your phone.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33What?Show me!No!
0:10:36 > 0:10:39Why have you got your mum's pills?
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Have you taken these, Jode?No.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43May I see those, Jodie?No.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44Jodie, is everything OK?
0:10:46 > 0:10:49We did agree, older children only.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55I don't think I'm ready to look after a baby again.
0:10:55 > 0:10:59Look, you would be legal guardians, but, because of Lily's age
0:10:59 > 0:11:02and maturity, we expect her to do the hands-on care of the baby.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05You'd be there to give her support, a stable home.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Sort of like a grandparent role, if you like.We could do that.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11And she could benefit from our experience,
0:11:11 > 0:11:12without having to do the exhausting bit.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14Yeah, but I'm not sure.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Come on, Rob. It's hard enough being pregnant
0:11:16 > 0:11:19when you've got somebody looking after you.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22And I...I've got a good feeling about this.
0:11:22 > 0:11:26Oh, have you? Good. But feelings aren't everything, are they?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28Well, we're here now. Why don't we meet her?
0:11:33 > 0:11:35Mm! Mm-mm-mm!
0:11:36 > 0:11:41So, er, did your mother really tease you about buying the earrings?
0:11:41 > 0:11:44I wouldn't worry about it. I'm sure they loved me, really.
0:11:44 > 0:11:45But you were only nine.
0:11:47 > 0:11:52Yeah. Yeah, I was nine. Just a little boy, really.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56Er, well, let us start from the beginning.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Er...what are her interests?
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Her interests?
0:12:00 > 0:12:05Um... Her friends, interested in her friends, and...the church.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08She's really big on the church.Mm.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11For her last birthday, I got her the book
0:12:11 > 0:12:13When Breath Becomes Air. Have you read it?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15No.Oh, it's wonderful.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17It's about this surgeon who gets cancer.
0:12:17 > 0:12:22It completely made me re-evaluate the profession and life.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25I'd be sat on the loo with tears streaming down my face.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28So I bought Mother this book, and she didn't even open it.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33So, for my sake, the gift shouldn't be something too meaningful.
0:12:34 > 0:12:38Perhaps you just need to, er, start over again with her.
0:12:40 > 0:12:41Yeah.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45So, er, how does she fill her time?
0:12:49 > 0:12:53Mrs Tembe, I'm not proud to say this,
0:12:53 > 0:12:55but I don't really know my mum.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57You know, I'm trying to build bridges.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00Every Sunday night, we have a long telephone conversation,
0:13:00 > 0:13:03but the bridge isn't quite built yet.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Yes, but don't be too hard on yourself.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10You are doing your best.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16And, actually, I think you have just given me
0:13:16 > 0:13:18a wonderful idea for a present for her.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Daniel, hi, it's me.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26I think I'm going to stay around here for the wake.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28Go for it. Not like you've got any work to do.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Oh, for goodness' sake! Can we have at least one
0:13:30 > 0:13:32conversation without you being petulant?
0:13:32 > 0:13:34Predictable AND petulant?
0:13:34 > 0:13:35SHE SIGHS
0:13:35 > 0:13:39I might be dealing with a potential suicide attempt here.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42One of your patients - Jodie Dunn.
0:13:42 > 0:13:43Can you tell me anything about her?
0:13:43 > 0:13:45What's happened?
0:13:45 > 0:13:48I think she's taken the medication that I prescribed for her mother.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Does it sound like something she would do?
0:13:50 > 0:13:53Er...possibly. She's a bit of a troubled soul.
0:13:53 > 0:13:58Spells of mental instability, depression, chronic low self-esteem.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01I see. OK, look, I've got to go.
0:14:01 > 0:14:05OK. Oh, wait, wait, um, just remembered something.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06What?
0:14:14 > 0:14:15Lily, you OK?
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Hiya!
0:14:19 > 0:14:22I'm Karen, and, er, this is Rob.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26Hi.Oh, don't get up.All right.
0:14:27 > 0:14:31I've explained to Karen and Rob this is just an informal first meeting.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32We're very informal, aren't we, Rob?
0:14:34 > 0:14:38Oh! So Nathan's telling me you're eight months?
0:14:38 > 0:14:41Yeah.How are your ankles?
0:14:41 > 0:14:44Yeah, they're all right. Oh, you're so lucky and so neat!
0:14:45 > 0:14:47Ours are all grown up now.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49I mean, can't stop babying them, though, can I?
0:14:49 > 0:14:53Lily, I don't know whether Nathan's told you or not...
0:14:55 > 0:14:59..but we're not really looking to take on a baby at the moment.
0:14:59 > 0:15:00Oh.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04We've had a...a few problems recently,
0:15:04 > 0:15:06and we're sort of working our way out of them.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08So now's not a good time. I'm really sorry.
0:15:11 > 0:15:12All right.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20You could give her the gift of time.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24You've lost me.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26A mother and son activity day.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29Well, they are all the rage,
0:15:29 > 0:15:32particularly with people who have, er, got everything they need.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34What could be more precious
0:15:34 > 0:15:36than spending time with the people you love?
0:15:37 > 0:15:38Sharing an activity - well,
0:15:38 > 0:15:42you would get to know each other, in a relaxed atmosphere.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Hm. That sounds...terrifying.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Paul Bankole.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Zara Carmichael. I was Joy's GP.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53It's good of you to come.
0:15:53 > 0:15:56Just sorry I couldn't have done more for her while she was alive.
0:15:56 > 0:16:00We host AA here but, sadly, that wasn't enough for Joy.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03I can understand Jodie's response.
0:16:03 > 0:16:05I'm looking for her, actually. Have you...?
0:16:05 > 0:16:08Oh, I think she's with Liam. She seems calmer now.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10GASPING
0:16:11 > 0:16:16Ooh! This is a good one - Experience Skidding!
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Mother could learn how to
0:16:18 > 0:16:20drift her Fiesta around the supermarket car park!
0:16:20 > 0:16:22I think that's what it means.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25Oh, no, stop the bus. We have a winner.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Tandem skydiving!
0:16:30 > 0:16:33Me and Mother, hooked to each other as we plummet towards our death!
0:16:33 > 0:16:34Stop!
0:16:37 > 0:16:39You know that is not what I had in mind.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44Why do you make a joke out of everything?
0:16:45 > 0:16:47Isn't that what your family make you do?
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Well, you are better than that.
0:16:56 > 0:16:57HE SIGHS
0:16:57 > 0:16:59I'm just being honest.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Time and a place.
0:17:01 > 0:17:02I'd rather you were honest.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05Just not used to it, is all.
0:17:05 > 0:17:06Not with the blokes in my family.
0:17:08 > 0:17:09Right.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11It's cool, man.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14Is it? Thank you.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Oh, and you wouldn't have to worry about looking after the baby.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20No-one's looking after this baby except me.
0:17:25 > 0:17:26Good for you.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30So, do we want to carry on?
0:17:36 > 0:17:38Why not?Great.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42Lily, have you got anything you want to ask Karen and Rob?
0:17:42 > 0:17:47If I came to stay with you, I'd need my boyfriend to come over.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49Is that going to be a problem?No.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51He needs to support you.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54IF you came to stay...
0:17:54 > 0:17:57he wouldn't be staying overnight until I got to know him.Rob.
0:17:57 > 0:18:02Look, if I'm honest, he wants me to stay up all the time anyway.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05He doesn't get how knackered I get.
0:18:05 > 0:18:06It sounds like he doesn't listen to you.
0:18:06 > 0:18:10But if he came to stay, he would have to listen to me.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14Do I get my own key?Yes.
0:18:15 > 0:18:19In our house, we operate on trust.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20On trust.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Now, I work shifts.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26So, if something came up at the station,
0:18:26 > 0:18:29there's every possibility that I wouldn't get back 'till the morning.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Station? Are you a copper?
0:18:31 > 0:18:33You got a problem with that?
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Yeah. He's not going to want to come over if he knows that.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42And why wouldn't your boyfriend want to visit a police officer?
0:18:42 > 0:18:44It's how it is on the estate.
0:18:45 > 0:18:51I mean, Austin's just lost his brother and, even then,
0:18:51 > 0:18:53he didn't want to talk to the police.
0:18:53 > 0:18:58Austin? Is that Austin Lonsdale, the brother of Reece Lonsdale?
0:18:58 > 0:19:01Yeah. How do you know that?
0:19:08 > 0:19:10I'm all right now. It's just hot in here.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Jodie, I need you to tell me something,
0:19:12 > 0:19:14and I need you to tell me the truth.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Did you take your mother's medication earlier today?
0:19:16 > 0:19:17Jode!
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Call an ambulance.No!Jodie!
0:19:19 > 0:19:22I don't want help. If you make me go, I'll only do it again.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25I'm not thinking about you. I'm thinking about your baby.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27What baby?
0:19:31 > 0:19:34It's a murder case.
0:19:34 > 0:19:35OK, I'm not directly involved,
0:19:35 > 0:19:39but I know enough for it to be a compromise.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I have to pass Lily onto another family.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44We don't have another family.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46There's always going to be a reason to say no.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48It's fostering, it's messy.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50You were the one who wanted to get back into this.
0:19:50 > 0:19:54Why don't you call your Inspector, tell him what's going on,
0:19:54 > 0:19:57and ask him to keep you off the case?I can't tell him what to do.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00Look, I'll run upstairs, speak to my manager, check the protocol.
0:20:00 > 0:20:01Is everything all right?
0:20:01 > 0:20:04It's fine, Lily. We'll be right with you. Just wait in there.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Just ask him.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15I know what he will say.It's a phone call!And he won't like it.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18She's 15, she's pregnant, she's alone. Try.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Why the hell didn't you tell me you were pregnant?
0:20:22 > 0:20:26Because I don't want it. I can't. How can I? Look at me.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28Yeah, but it's mine too. You could have thought of that.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29Ambulance is on its way.
0:20:29 > 0:20:30I said no!
0:20:30 > 0:20:33What were you thinking, taking those tablets, Jode?I can't do this.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36Doesn't mean you have to kill yourself or the baby.
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Is the baby going to be OK?
0:20:39 > 0:20:42We need to get Jodie seen at the hospital.No.
0:20:42 > 0:20:47Jode! What are you saying? Please! I'll look after it!
0:20:49 > 0:20:50Yeah?
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Of course I will. It's what I've always wanted.
0:20:52 > 0:20:54You won't stick around.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Jode, I love you.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00I've loved you since we was 12.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04If I wanted to leave, do you not think I would have done it by now?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06This is all I've ever wanted.
0:21:06 > 0:21:07Really?Of course.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13I'm a mess.
0:21:13 > 0:21:17Do you really want a kid being brought up the way I was?
0:21:17 > 0:21:18Is that what this is about?
0:21:18 > 0:21:20You're not the same as your mum.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23You say that. It's in the genes, isn't it?
0:21:23 > 0:21:26I look like her. I'm beginning to act like her.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28You're not an alky.Only just.
0:21:28 > 0:21:32Jodie, I had no idea until today what your mum put you through.
0:21:34 > 0:21:35I am truly sorry.
0:21:37 > 0:21:41But look at you now. To survive something like that -
0:21:41 > 0:21:43that requires real strength.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47Maybe your mum didn't have that.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51Maybe she wasn't strong enough to put you first.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53What you've been through - you're still, like,
0:21:53 > 0:21:55the nicest person I have ever met.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57You're a way better person than your mum was.
0:21:57 > 0:22:01You're going to be an amazing mum. You've got me.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03And there are a raft of support
0:22:03 > 0:22:06services which weren't available when you were born.
0:22:06 > 0:22:10I don't think Liam's going to let your baby slip through the net.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13And I can assure you that I won't.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15Please, go to hospital.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18I'm scared.
0:22:18 > 0:22:23Of course you are. It's scary having a baby.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27But your mum's story doesn't have to be yours.
0:22:28 > 0:22:29This can be a beginning.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33A beautiful beginning.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35I swear, if anything happens to us,
0:22:35 > 0:22:37I won't ever, ever let our baby down.
0:22:37 > 0:22:40You promise?On my life. Please go.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48Oh! I don't feel good.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51Let's get you to a bathroom.
0:22:51 > 0:22:52This way.
0:22:52 > 0:22:53Er...
0:22:54 > 0:22:57..afternoon tea at a country hotel,
0:22:57 > 0:23:01a matinee, the theatre, or just even a walk.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Yeah. Yeah, I know the kind of thing.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07I think you've got it.
0:23:07 > 0:23:12I mean, given the circumstances, she might appreciate my...my company.
0:23:13 > 0:23:14Hm.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18The thought of it is... It's a bit scary to me.
0:23:19 > 0:23:23You are doing your best, and she will appreciate it.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32What?
0:23:32 > 0:23:33Nothing.
0:23:33 > 0:23:37From time to time, I do think about what it would be like to have a son.
0:23:39 > 0:23:40And if I did...
0:23:42 > 0:23:47..and he was like you, someone with such a big heart,
0:23:47 > 0:23:49with an interest in the world and...
0:23:51 > 0:23:54..and the ability to change people's lives for the better...
0:23:57 > 0:24:00..well, I would be a very proud mother.
0:24:06 > 0:24:07Thank you.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13She's thrown up most of them. Pulse is back to normal,
0:24:13 > 0:24:15but she could do with some fluids.
0:24:15 > 0:24:16Thank you.
0:24:18 > 0:24:19Is she going to be OK?
0:24:21 > 0:24:22I hope so.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25She'll be seen by the mental health team at the hospital.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28They won't discharge her until they're happy.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30They don't cover this in seminary!
0:24:30 > 0:24:34I've arranged to visit Liam and Jodie once things have settled.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36We run a relationship course they might find useful.
0:24:36 > 0:24:41That sounds good. I wish we'd met under happier circumstances.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45I'm sorry. You don't have to come with me.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47Honest, I'll be fine on my own.
0:24:47 > 0:24:48Hey. Not leaving you.
0:24:50 > 0:24:51Sorry.
0:24:51 > 0:24:52Don't be.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Will you be the baby's doctor?
0:24:57 > 0:24:59It would be an honour.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00Can you be mine as well?
0:25:01 > 0:25:03Of course. Come and see me.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Thank you.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07Liam, well done.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Daniel, hi. It's me.
0:25:30 > 0:25:31How's Jodie?
0:25:31 > 0:25:33She's going to be fine.
0:25:34 > 0:25:38I just... I wanted to call to tell you...
0:25:41 > 0:25:44What? I haven't got all day.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48To tell you that Jodie Dunn wants me to be her doctor.
0:25:48 > 0:25:49Oh? Right.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52What did you tell her, that I was predictable and petulant?
0:25:52 > 0:25:55And childish. It's not always all about you, Daniel.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57But everything is about you, isn't it?
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Well?
0:26:08 > 0:26:10He's going to take me off the case.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13And, if I'm not directly involved,
0:26:13 > 0:26:16then there is no conflict of interest.
0:26:16 > 0:26:19Ah, yeah! It was worth making the call.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21And Nathan's boss has said it's fine as well.
0:26:21 > 0:26:24So, yeah, I do have a good feeling about this.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27And if Austin's visits are supervised.Yeah.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30Do you know? She even said that it might be good for...for Lily
0:26:30 > 0:26:34and Austin to have a positive experience of a policeman.
0:26:34 > 0:26:38Karen, if this is going to work, it's got to work for everyone.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40Rob, no-one's asking you to do anything you're not happy with.
0:26:40 > 0:26:44Obviously, Austin's family is known to the police.
0:26:44 > 0:26:48So, if there's a risk, helping Lily and the baby,
0:26:48 > 0:26:49then now's the time to say.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13OK.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16SHE CHUCKLES
0:27:24 > 0:27:26He just went out and didn't come back.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29Simon wouldn't just go off and not tell me.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31Let me out! Let me out!
0:27:31 > 0:27:34There is something very, very wrong.
0:27:34 > 0:27:35You can't just keep me in here!
0:27:35 > 0:27:37She says you'd want to take my baby away.
0:27:37 > 0:27:39She doesn't know me.
0:27:39 > 0:27:42There aren't enough babies, are there? For adoption, yeah?
0:27:42 > 0:27:44And that's how you get around it, rich people like you!