0:00:26 > 0:00:27Boo.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29BABY GURGLES
0:00:29 > 0:00:31Boo.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43Hey, Ruh.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Sam?
0:00:49 > 0:00:52SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS
0:01:04 > 0:01:08SINISTER MUSIC ON SOUNDTRACK CONTINUES
0:01:14 > 0:01:16RADIO ALARM ACTIVATES
0:01:18 > 0:01:22MUSIC: Wake Up Boo! by The Boo Radleys
0:01:32 > 0:01:34OK. Bacon time.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03Boring couple at 12 o'clock. Let's go. Abort. Abort. Abort.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10Bacon.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11Perfect timing.
0:02:11 > 0:02:16Urgh. And cue Officer Dibble. Excellent.
0:02:16 > 0:02:17What's wrong with you, happy chops?
0:02:17 > 0:02:21It's the same every day. It's boring.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22He may have a point.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25If I eat any more bacon, I may turn into a pig.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Well, if you turn into a pig, I will turn into a big bad wolf
0:02:28 > 0:02:29and eat you all up.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Promises, promises.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34Now, come on, Joe, let's look on this as an adventure.
0:02:34 > 0:02:39Pirates have adventures. This is just a boring hotel.
0:02:42 > 0:02:46Ah, there you are! Oh, how are you both?
0:02:46 > 0:02:47Very well, thank you.
0:02:47 > 0:02:52- Oh, look at her. She's so big! - Mmm.
0:02:52 > 0:02:53I can't believe it.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56Oh, she's beautiful. What's her name?
0:02:56 > 0:02:58- Er, Ruhma.- Ruhma?
0:02:58 > 0:03:02Yeah. Named after the most beautiful midwife in the world.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04What? How did that happen?
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Well, erm, Greg, my husband, erm...
0:03:05 > 0:03:09- He's a fireman, he's a fireman. - I like him already.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12He met Ruhma at the hospital, and fell in love with the name.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Oh, she's beautiful. You are so lucky.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Tell me he's handsome?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Well, I think so, but, er, you can tell for yourself -
0:03:19 > 0:03:23- he's coming in for our appointment with Dr Carter.- Happy days.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24Behave yourself.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27- Oh, er, there you go. - What's that?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29That's an invitation to the christening.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32We would love it if you and Heston could make it.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Oh, that'd be great, yeah. We'd love to.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- PHONE RINGS - Look at that.
0:03:40 > 0:03:41Problem?
0:03:41 > 0:03:45Er, no, no, Greg's caught up at work, that's all.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48That's the downside of being married to a fireman -
0:03:48 > 0:03:51they're never there when you need them.
0:03:51 > 0:03:55- I'll cook tonight. What would you like from my repertoire?- Mmm.
0:03:55 > 0:03:58- Cheese and onion pie, please. - Hardly taxing.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01- Ah, it's my favourite.- I know.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03We'll make a list and we'll get some bits.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06We'll have to get dressed first.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10Nothing wrong with a lazy morning. It's good for the soul.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12I don't think I've ever known you to have a lazy morning.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14Well, I'm having one today.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16You certainly are.
0:04:16 > 0:04:17Thank you.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20EVE HUMS
0:04:22 > 0:04:23What is that you're humming?
0:04:25 > 0:04:27Don't you recognise it? It's your tune.
0:04:27 > 0:04:28My tune?
0:04:28 > 0:04:31It's from that essay. The one you won an award for.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34What essay?
0:04:34 > 0:04:38At school, in English. Something to do with Tiananmen Square.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40That bald bloke that you used to like?
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Oh, REM?
0:04:42 > 0:04:45That's it. The Shining Happy People.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48SHINY Happy People, not The Shining.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50And it doesn't sound anything like that!
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Well, it makes me happy. I like it.
0:04:54 > 0:04:59You called it, "ironically cheerful pop pap," if I remember.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- You remember that? - I remember all your achievements.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11Hey!
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- Hey.- I thought you said I could have another snuggle.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Oh, sorry, I forgot.
0:05:15 > 0:05:16What's happened?
0:05:17 > 0:05:20- Uh, n-nothing. - Is something wrong with Ruh?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23- No, no, no. She's fine, she's fine. - Hey, Sammy, what is it?
0:05:28 > 0:05:31Shh. Hey.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33- And you'll let me know when they get here?- Certainly, sir.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35There he is. What have you been up to?
0:05:35 > 0:05:39Oh, you know. Just, er, sorting stuff. Hey, champ.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41- Sorting? What?- Stuff.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42Now, now, shush.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Do you recognise...him?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49You said he was a policeman.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52I did, but that was my mistake. Look at his moustache.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54That's not real. It's a disguise!
0:05:55 > 0:05:57He's a pirate.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59A pirate?!
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Shh, keep your voice down. Shh.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03And not just any old pirate -
0:06:03 > 0:06:06that is the Dread Pirate Dibble,
0:06:06 > 0:06:08the fiercest pirate in the whole world, and he's after us.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10He wants our treasure.
0:06:10 > 0:06:11What are we going to do?
0:06:11 > 0:06:15That is a very good question, Pirate Bacon.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17But first we have to put these on.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- Really?- Yeah. Do as your told.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Now, these may look like headwear from the golf shop, but, no, they're not.
0:06:22 > 0:06:26This is a sign of our gang - The Big Bad Wolves Club.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28OK, put them on.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34Well done.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37Now, Pirate Joe, how about some swashbuckling fun in the gym?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39The gym?
0:06:39 > 0:06:41MUSIC: We Will Rock You by Queen
0:07:38 > 0:07:39Are you all right?
0:07:41 > 0:07:42No. Not really.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- Something's wrong with Greg.- What?
0:07:47 > 0:07:51I don't know. He's, erm... He's distant. He's not talking.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54He barely spends any time with Ruh and,
0:07:54 > 0:07:58when he does, it's like he's not even in the room.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Is he stressed?
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Maybe.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05He's not sleeping, I know that.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10And, the other night, I, er,
0:08:10 > 0:08:11I found him downstairs...
0:08:12 > 0:08:14..whispering into his phone.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18And, when I asked him who it was, he said it was his mum.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22But he's lying.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25- How do you know that? - He barely speaks to his mum.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27And he's fallen out with his brothers -
0:08:27 > 0:08:29I haven't seen them in ages.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31I thought they were a really close family?
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Yeah, well, that's what I thought.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39I thought I was marrying into this, er...
0:08:39 > 0:08:42..one big happy family with all the support in the world.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45That was the deal.
0:08:47 > 0:08:51But now, with my family being so far away,
0:08:51 > 0:08:56- I am so lonely, and I just want to go home.- Hey.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Hey, come on, Sammy.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02I have seen the way Greg looks at you, and Ruh.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04And he loves you both so much.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07You are the most important thing in the world to him.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Then where is he?
0:09:09 > 0:09:12Because he's not here. And he sure as hell is not at work.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18Will you talk to him, Ruhma?
0:09:18 > 0:09:21- So...- No, please. I am going out of my mind.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24Every time his phone rings, I'm imagining the worst.
0:09:26 > 0:09:27Please?
0:09:28 > 0:09:32It's in here somewhere, I know it is. Where's it got to?
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Pocket?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37No! I would never put a shopping list in my pocket.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39That's the first place you'd lose things,
0:09:39 > 0:09:42as your father always used to say.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43Oh.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49Slice of humble pie for Mrs Haskey.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51Let's make that two slices, please, waiter.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55- Let's go.- Yeah.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Mum? Can we, er, can we talk?
0:09:58 > 0:10:03- About what? - Erm, you know, stuff and things.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06Stuff and things? And you're the educated one?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Let's talk and shop.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11- Actually, I've just remembered something.- What?
0:10:11 > 0:10:14I need to go into work, there's some things I need to do.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17Oh, well, you go now and I'll catch up with you later?
0:10:17 > 0:10:20No. No, no. I'll come shopping with you
0:10:20 > 0:10:22and then we'll both go to work together.
0:10:22 > 0:10:26Alasdair, I can shop on my own. I'll meet you at the surgery.
0:10:26 > 0:10:31- You don't know where it is. - I'll find it. I'm perfectly capable.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39More beetle juice, Pirate Joe?
0:10:39 > 0:10:42- PHONE RINGS - Yes, please.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45Oh. Someone's on the ship's radio.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Arggh? Oh, they have, have they?
0:10:48 > 0:10:51Well, thank you for letting me know. Over and out.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55OK, Big Bad Wolves, lunch is over.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57The Dread Pirate Dibble is back on his feet and he's
0:10:57 > 0:11:01hired in lots of other pirates to try and get hold of our treasure.
0:11:01 > 0:11:06- So we need to get it before him. Arghh! Take this.- What's this?
0:11:06 > 0:11:11That, Pirate Bacon, is the first clue in our treasure hunt.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- Treasure hunt! - Shiver me timber.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Arrrrgh, me hearties.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24- Hey.- Hey.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- It's good to see you.- And you.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- Come on. Sit down.- OK.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33Though I'm a little puzzled as to why I'm here.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35Sammy asked me to speak with you.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37She did?
0:11:37 > 0:11:38Why?
0:11:38 > 0:11:40She's upset, Greg.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- What, because I didn't go to Ruh's appointment?- Oh, no.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45Because something came up at work, I did tell her.
0:11:45 > 0:11:46Did it?
0:11:46 > 0:11:48What?
0:11:48 > 0:11:50Did something come up at work?
0:11:51 > 0:11:53Of course it did. Otherwise I would have been there.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Look, what's this about?
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Greg, Sammy asked me to speak with you, as a friend,
0:11:57 > 0:11:59because she's worried and...
0:12:00 > 0:12:02..she thinks you're lying to her.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- I'm not.- OK.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08You told her you'd just done a double shift.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10You and I know it's illegal to do a third shift. So?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- This is none of your business.- Hey.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20Greg, she's suffering from post-natal depression.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22She's thinking of going back to Sweden, with Ruh.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Come on.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32I...I don't understand.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36She thinks she's losing you and she doesn't understand why.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37She's not losing me.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42There is nothing I wouldn't do for Sam or Ruh.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- They're the most important things in my life.- OK.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47I know that. So, what's going on?
0:12:53 > 0:12:55I've, erm...
0:12:58 > 0:13:00I've been having these nightmares.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03They're the worst nightmares I've ever had.
0:13:05 > 0:13:10Basically we've lost Ruh and she's been replaced with a plastic doll
0:13:10 > 0:13:14and I have to pretend that everything is fine...
0:13:16 > 0:13:17..and it's not.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20- And I, erm...- Hey. It's...
0:13:21 > 0:13:24- It's OK.- I need to leave. Yeah?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33PHONE BUZZES
0:13:41 > 0:13:43Absolutely not.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46Well, I can't talk to her. I don't know what to say.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Well, tell her you're worried about her memory,
0:13:48 > 0:13:51her friends are worried about her, and what does she think.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53She's my mother! It doesn't work like that.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56- I'm not taking her on as a patient. - A temporary patient!
0:13:56 > 0:13:59Any kind of patient. I'd feel uncomfortable.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- I'm sorry, I can't do it. - Fine, it's, er, it's not a problem.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06I'm sure that I'll be able to find someone who is more
0:14:06 > 0:14:08than willing to help me.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18Sidney, you know how much I respect you.
0:14:18 > 0:14:19You're one of the finest GPS I know.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23Nice try, mate, but no thank you.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26It's not a problem, cos my first choice was actually... It was...
0:14:26 > 0:14:28It was actually you, Emma.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30- Was it really?- Yeah.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Al, you are going to have to deal with this on your own.
0:14:34 > 0:14:38No-one at the Mill is going to want to take on one of your relatives.
0:14:38 > 0:14:39They're just not.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47I got scared. I needed you.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51It's all right. I'm here now.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- You're doing great.- Am I?
0:14:53 > 0:14:54Of course you are.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Look at you, sat here.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58I'm so proud of you.
0:15:01 > 0:15:02Hey, Greg.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08You read the text?
0:15:08 > 0:15:09Who's this?
0:15:09 > 0:15:12This is Ruhma.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Ruhma, this is Della, my sister.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19- I didn't know you had a sister. - Not many people do.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- Hi.- Hi.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24- Ruhma, who the baby's named after? - That's right.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28Ruhma is the midwife that helped Sammy give birth to Ruh.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31I'd love to be a midwife.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34- You get to see lots of babies, right?- Yeah. Yeah, I do.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35I love babies.
0:15:37 > 0:15:38Is that your baby?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Yeah.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42- Her name's Jenny.- Nice.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51PIRATE MUSIC PLAYS
0:15:51 > 0:15:58- 1. No number. No number.- 7. - Cool. Where do we need to go?
0:15:58 > 0:15:59Mummy. It's here.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Well done.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05- Four plus six. Ten!- Go.
0:16:07 > 0:16:1015 plus 8.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13- 23.- Perfect. Let's go.
0:16:16 > 0:16:17OK.
0:16:17 > 0:16:23"Congratulations, you have beaten the Dread Pirate Dibble to the treasure.
0:16:23 > 0:16:27"Come to the Abbey Suite with the contents of this envelope."
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- That's our room! - Sure is. Open it.
0:16:32 > 0:16:36"You are invited to a private viewing of The Pirate King."
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- BOTH:- Yes!
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Sammy's never mentioned her.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42- She don't know she exists.- What?
0:16:44 > 0:16:46Della's our family secret.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48Never to be mentioned.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51Can't go against the family. Can't tell your wife.
0:16:51 > 0:16:55- Nobody must know.- But why? She's... Greg, she's your sister.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57She's more than that.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00She's my twin.
0:17:00 > 0:17:01We were the first-borns.
0:17:01 > 0:17:04Always had each other.
0:17:04 > 0:17:05Inseparable.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Then the family got bigger.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Something shifted in Della.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15Small things at first - not eating green foods,
0:17:15 > 0:17:17doing odd things at school.
0:17:17 > 0:17:18Like what?
0:17:19 > 0:17:21She used to wear this cagoule under her blazer,
0:17:21 > 0:17:24refused to take it off, said she was cold.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27It used to scare me.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30I didn't know how serious it was.
0:17:31 > 0:17:35She was just my embarrassing twin sister and I pushed her away.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39The birds have eaten all my sandwiches, the greedy guts.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41And them geese are bullies - they've snatched it
0:17:41 > 0:17:43- before the ducks can get any. - That's geese for you.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45I'm starving. Can we get something to eat?
0:17:45 > 0:17:48Yeah, sure. We can go to the cafe if you like? Have you got time?
0:17:48 > 0:17:50Well, I've got to be back by five. Are you coming, Ruhma?
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Yeah, yeah, I'd love to. I'm starving as well.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55You can get us both chips if you like? Your treat.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57Cheeky. I'll go and get Jenny then.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02You seem close now?
0:18:02 > 0:18:04It took a long time.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05What happened, Greg?
0:18:07 > 0:18:08I was 15.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13One night, I woke up to my mum screaming.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14Della had heard voices in the night
0:18:14 > 0:18:17saying that our baby sister Jenny was cold.
0:18:19 > 0:18:23They found her body in Della's bed, wrapped in blankets,
0:18:23 > 0:18:25Della's blazer and her cagoule.
0:18:27 > 0:18:28She'd overheated.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31She was just three months old.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42Hearties, come in! The show's about to start.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44- Come and enjoy your treasure! - I don't believe it.
0:18:46 > 0:18:50- This is the best holiday ever! - Is it? Yes!
0:18:53 > 0:18:54Well done.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- OK, final offer.- Come in.
0:18:58 > 0:19:02I don't interfere in any way. I don't ask about her.
0:19:02 > 0:19:03I pretend it's not even happening.
0:19:03 > 0:19:04HE SIGHS
0:19:04 > 0:19:07But, Heston, please, I am desperate.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09Pretty please, with sugar on top.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Four and 20 pleases, baked in a pie,
0:19:11 > 0:19:14will you please see my mother as a patient?
0:19:14 > 0:19:15OK.
0:19:18 > 0:19:19Thank you.
0:19:22 > 0:19:23Mmm.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25So, does she remember what she did?
0:19:25 > 0:19:29She's spent most her life in a secure unit trying to come to terms with it.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32She knows she's a paranoid schizophrenic,
0:19:32 > 0:19:33that she'll always be medicated.
0:19:33 > 0:19:37She knows she'll always struggle to lead a normal life.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39It's hard.
0:19:39 > 0:19:40It's not all bad.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43She recently moved to a monitored unit in town.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45This is her first trip out, it's a big step for her.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47She was nervous, but she's doing well.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50- She's lucky to have you, Greg. - Maybe.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54So, does the rest of the family, do they have any contact with her?
0:19:54 > 0:19:58My mum sometimes sees her, but they'd rather she didn't exist.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01But she does.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05I should have told Sammy about this ages ago.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08- Right, so, why didn't you? - I don't know.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10My family put pressure on me and...
0:20:11 > 0:20:12..how can I now?
0:20:12 > 0:20:14What?
0:20:14 > 0:20:16What does that mean?
0:20:16 > 0:20:17What if it's in me?
0:20:17 > 0:20:19The illness?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21What if it's in Ruh?
0:20:21 > 0:20:23You know, sometimes I'm even scared to hold her.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25PHONE RINGS
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Damn, it's Sammy. I can't talk to her now.
0:20:30 > 0:20:33Right. Well, you are going to have to say something.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38- We used to call him Gibbon. - You didn't?- We did!
0:20:38 > 0:20:42He was such a hairy baby. Hair right down to his...
0:20:42 > 0:20:43Mother!
0:20:43 > 0:20:47- There he is. I was just telling... Oh...- Valerie.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49..Valerie all about you.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51- Well, I'm sure she's heard more than enough.- Oh, no, I could hear more.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54Well, you're not going to. Thank you, Valerie, and goodbye.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Oh, right. Well, I'm being dismissed.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59I think you are. Thank you for the grand tour.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02Oh, my pleasure. It was lovely to meet you.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Goodbye, Dr Haskey.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- I like her. She's fun. - She's an acquired taste.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13- You're lucky.- Am I?
0:21:13 > 0:21:17- Working in this lovely place. - It's just a surgery, Mum.
0:21:17 > 0:21:21Surrounded by all these nice people. Count your blessings.
0:21:22 > 0:21:25- Did you get your "thing" done? - I did.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28I got the shopping done. Let's go home and eat, I'm famished.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31Could you help me on with my coat?
0:21:31 > 0:21:34Actually, erm, there is someone else I'd like you to meet.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37Jenny isn't real, you know?
0:21:38 > 0:21:40There was a real Jenny...
0:21:41 > 0:21:42..but...
0:21:43 > 0:21:46I know it's odd, me walking around with a doll,
0:21:46 > 0:21:49but my therapist says if it helps, it isn't harming.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51And it does.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53She makes me feel good.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55Like Greg.
0:21:55 > 0:21:56Why didn't you tell me?
0:21:59 > 0:22:00I lost the moment.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03And you got pregnant...
0:22:04 > 0:22:06How could I?
0:22:06 > 0:22:08How do I start that conversation?
0:22:08 > 0:22:09"Ooh, how was your day?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11"Ooh, by the way, I have this twin who's, er,
0:22:11 > 0:22:14"lovely and beautiful, but she's got this illness.
0:22:14 > 0:22:15"And she did this thing,
0:22:15 > 0:22:18"this one awful thing that my family can't forgive her for and..."
0:22:18 > 0:22:20No. Stop.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22You just tell me.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30What are we going to do with you, huh?
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Give me a shake?
0:22:32 > 0:22:33THEY LAUGH
0:22:39 > 0:22:40She's here?
0:22:43 > 0:22:44She's with Ruhma.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Do you?
0:22:50 > 0:22:53- Sorry, what? - Do you want some more ketchup?
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Oh, no, no, no, no. I'm fine.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59I love ketchup - savoury and sweet. Two things at the same time,
0:22:59 > 0:23:01like it doesn't know what it wants to be.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05Where's Greg?
0:23:05 > 0:23:09- Erm, I'm not really sure. - Well, he better hurry up.
0:23:09 > 0:23:13I've got to be back soon. I'm only allowed to be here for a couple of hours.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16Della. I think he's meeting someone.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18- Who?- Well...
0:23:22 > 0:23:23Me.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Who are you?
0:23:26 > 0:23:27I'm, er...
0:23:27 > 0:23:29..Sammy.
0:23:29 > 0:23:33I... I didn't know I was meeting you today.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Nor did I.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37I'm Della, Greg's sister.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39I can see.
0:23:40 > 0:23:41You have his eyes.
0:23:43 > 0:23:44Do I?
0:23:49 > 0:23:51Is that Ruh?
0:23:51 > 0:23:52Can I see her?
0:23:55 > 0:23:57Oh.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00Oh, she's so cute! Look, Ruhma, she's so sweet.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01She is, isn't she?
0:24:02 > 0:24:04You can say hello, if you like.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09No, I don't want to. Not today, thank you.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12- I just want to look, if that's OK? - Of course.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25Do you know why you're here?
0:24:25 > 0:24:26Let me make it easier.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32If I tell you that I know I'm losing my memory,
0:24:32 > 0:24:37- will you promise not to do the stout shoes test?- I will.
0:24:40 > 0:24:43I'm losing my memory.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45How long have you known?
0:24:45 > 0:24:47Well, "known" is putting it a bit strongly.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49"Suspected" is more like it.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51At first, I thought it was just to do with getting older,
0:24:51 > 0:24:53and grieving, but...
0:24:54 > 0:24:57..recently I've noticed a real change.
0:24:57 > 0:25:00I... I can't do the crossword as easily.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03Sometimes I have to look up the recipes of things
0:25:03 > 0:25:06I've been cooking for 30 years.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09- Have you told your doctor? - I'm not ready.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12And I haven't discussed this with Alasdair.
0:25:12 > 0:25:13Why not?
0:25:13 > 0:25:17Well, you know what he's like. I don't want it becoming a thing yet.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I don't want it dissected and medicalised,
0:25:20 > 0:25:22I want to come to terms with it in my own way.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25I understand that,
0:25:25 > 0:25:28but the sooner you face up to it, the more options we have -
0:25:28 > 0:25:31- stabilising medicines... - Yes, I hear you.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34And thank you for trying, but in my own time.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Do you like quiche?
0:25:49 > 0:25:53Why does Daddy always fall asleep?
0:25:53 > 0:25:56Well, I think it's rather exhausting being Captain.
0:25:57 > 0:25:58You enjoyed today, didn't you?
0:25:58 > 0:26:00You did too.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02I enjoyed being with you guys.
0:26:05 > 0:26:09Oh, dear. Oh, dear. You're in big trouble now.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12Cos you've only gone and woken up the Captain!
0:26:14 > 0:26:19Now I'm going to turn into the biggest, baddest wolf ever!
0:26:19 > 0:26:21Come on, Joe, run, let's go!
0:26:26 > 0:26:29SCREAMING AND GIGGLING
0:26:34 > 0:26:38Ooh, all done? So, er, how did we get on?
0:26:38 > 0:26:41- Very well.- Great. Great. Anything to report?
0:26:41 > 0:26:46Yes. Dr Carter is an outstanding cook. His quiche is delicious.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49- Quiche?- Remember it's the bell peppers that bring out the sweetness.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52I might put a couple in my cheese and onion pie.
0:26:52 > 0:26:54Although he won't thank me - he hates change.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57We ought to be going, so...
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Goodbye, Dr Carter. And thank you.
0:27:00 > 0:27:04- You are welcome. And a pleasure to meet you, Mrs Haskey.- Ah...
0:27:04 > 0:27:08Alasdair, close your mouth - you look gormless. Let's go.
0:27:18 > 0:27:22If Mrs Lewsey is in so much pain,
0:27:22 > 0:27:24why would she miss her medication briefing?
0:27:24 > 0:27:28I just need to sort out the rest of my life.
0:27:28 > 0:27:31So, I've just got to go.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33- Right.- Make your own video.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Say what you want to say, how you want to say it.
0:27:35 > 0:27:36You're four hours away.
0:27:36 > 0:27:39How am I supposed to look after you when you're four hours away?