0:00:40 > 0:00:42LETTERS DROP TO FLOOR
0:01:16 > 0:01:19What's the matter with you? You look like death.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21A fry-up will sort me out.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24- I think I had one too many last night.- Right.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30You having a dry night tonight, then?
0:01:30 > 0:01:31No chance.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33There's this DJ on at the Green Dog.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35- I can't miss him.- Right.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38I would have asked you to come,
0:01:38 > 0:01:40but, erm, I might be going clubbing after.
0:01:41 > 0:01:45And, er, that rules me out, does it?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47- No, it's just, erm...- Just what?
0:01:47 > 0:01:50Well, I didn't think you'd be interested, you know,
0:01:50 > 0:01:53- with your being... - Being...old, you mean?
0:01:53 > 0:01:56- Well...- Whoa! You cheeky...! I had my time in the clubs, you know.
0:01:56 > 0:01:57When was that, the '90s?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Right, that's it, I'm coming
0:01:59 > 0:02:01and I'm going to give you a run for your money!
0:02:04 > 0:02:06You going out alone?
0:02:06 > 0:02:09The apprenticeship in Durham - the paper's offered it to me...
0:02:09 > 0:02:11- That's brilliant! - With a living allowance.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13But I thought they offered it to someone else?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15She dropped out.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16They want me to start as soon as.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19So...when are you going?
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Well, there's no way I can go like this.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23So, I'm going to the doctor's to get some help.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26Kyle, love, don't you think it would be best
0:02:26 > 0:02:28to talk it through with me instead?
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Don't start that again, Mum...
0:02:30 > 0:02:32You used to be able to tell me anything.
0:02:32 > 0:02:33I know.
0:02:33 > 0:02:34But not this.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Tell you what, I'll come with you... - No.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40I can't have you holding my hand like some kid every time I go out.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42- Well, at least let me drive you there...- No.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Things have to change.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46I'll see you later.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Cutting it fine.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11Er, traffic.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14Did Al send you a text about a beer tonight?
0:03:14 > 0:03:16Yeah, but I promised Will I'd go to The Green Dog with him.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18What, that student dive?
0:03:18 > 0:03:19I was there a couple of weeks ago.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21I walked straight back out. It's full of kids.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Nothing wrong with a younger crowd.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24They'll be half your age.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26So? We might even go clubbing later.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29- What?!- Er, you mean some gig at the student union.
0:03:29 > 0:03:33Who's next for the drop-in clinic?
0:03:33 > 0:03:34Hi!
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Something wrong?
0:03:45 > 0:03:50Kyle, love, how did it go at the doctor's?
0:03:50 > 0:03:52I got scared.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54Ran out.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Oh, you daft thing.
0:03:56 > 0:04:00I'll never have the guts to take up the apprenticeship.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02Listen...
0:04:04 > 0:04:05..I know you don't want to,
0:04:05 > 0:04:08but if you told me what's on your mind...
0:04:10 > 0:04:13..what's made you so scared, it might help you move on, love.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15How many more times?!
0:04:16 > 0:04:19It's not something you can talk to your mum about.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23I'm just worried about you.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27When I think how confident you used to be...
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- PHONE RINGS - Oh...
0:04:33 > 0:04:36I better get that.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Yeah.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47I'll tell him when he gets home.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49OK, thanks.
0:04:49 > 0:04:50Bye.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55The newspaper in Durham.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Following up the letter with a verbal offer.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58What did you say?
0:04:58 > 0:04:59That you were out.
0:05:01 > 0:05:02You need to decide.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04I don't know what to do, Mum.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07Kyle, they won't wait for ever.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10I know, I know...
0:05:10 > 0:05:12They'll give it to someone else.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Is that what you want?
0:05:15 > 0:05:19Look, love, it's a brilliant opportunity.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22Not just for your career,
0:05:22 > 0:05:23it's a chance to get away.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26Forget about whatever's happened.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32So...what's it going to be?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37I'll go back to the doctor's.
0:05:37 > 0:05:38Good.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41Do you want me to take you this time?
0:05:41 > 0:05:45Yes. But you have to stay in the waiting room.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52Aren't you on the evening shift?
0:05:52 > 0:05:56Yes. I was hoping to catch Al on his lunch.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58The way he spoke to me yesterday...
0:05:58 > 0:05:59You spoiling for a fight?
0:05:59 > 0:06:00No, course not.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02It's just, I have been reading up on clean foods
0:06:02 > 0:06:04and I would like to set him straight.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07You shouldn't let him get to you. It's just the way he is.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08Anyway, he's at the Campus today.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- SHE SIGHS - Oh, well...
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Did you know that eating certain types of herbs
0:06:16 > 0:06:18can destroy intestinal parasites,
0:06:18 > 0:06:20such as tapeworms?
0:06:24 > 0:06:26I'm glad you came back.
0:06:26 > 0:06:30I was a bit worried when you just, er...left.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31Why did you, er...?
0:06:34 > 0:06:38Was it my colleague? Something about him?
0:06:38 > 0:06:41Yeah. I...
0:06:41 > 0:06:43I get scared sometimes.
0:06:45 > 0:06:46Of what, exactly?
0:06:48 > 0:06:49Older men.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53OK. And when did that start?
0:06:56 > 0:07:00About a month ago. Will I get over it?
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Erm, that all depends.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Do you know what caused it?
0:07:08 > 0:07:12Have you spoken to anyone about it? Friends or family?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14I was going to tell my mum.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16We're pretty close.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19But...?
0:07:20 > 0:07:22She'd only blame herself.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24And why's that?
0:07:24 > 0:07:28It happened at a fundraiser she'd organised.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30At some golf club.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- Would you like a drink of water?- No.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- You don't have to continue. - I want to.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42Well, tell me if you want to stop at any point, yeah?
0:07:45 > 0:07:46I was...
0:07:49 > 0:07:52Take your time, OK? You're safe here.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I was assaulted...
0:07:57 > 0:07:58..sexually.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02And did you know the person?
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Was it an older man?
0:08:06 > 0:08:07Yeah.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09He was big, strong.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13There's no rush, OK?
0:08:17 > 0:08:18He pinned me to a wall...
0:08:20 > 0:08:21..by the throat.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24And then...
0:08:24 > 0:08:26It's all right, OK?
0:08:27 > 0:08:29His hands were all over me.
0:08:32 > 0:08:36That's when I got away...ran out.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45I'm going to the deli. Do you want anything?
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Er, no, thanks.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49So, what are you wearing tonight?
0:08:49 > 0:08:51- Here we go. - I'm just wondering, that's all.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53I'm going straight from work, so I'm going to be wearing this.
0:08:53 > 0:08:57Are you joking? You can't wear a suit to The Green Dog!
0:08:57 > 0:08:58Why not?
0:08:58 > 0:09:00They'll think you're someone's dad picking them up.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03HE GASPS
0:09:03 > 0:09:05I'm going to refer you for some counselling.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06Is that OK with you?
0:09:06 > 0:09:10- Yeah.- Good, OK.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13I thought about going to the police,
0:09:13 > 0:09:15but I was too ashamed.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18You've done nothing wrong. You do know that?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21I just wanted to get home, forget about it.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24- Of course.- But now, it doesn't seem right
0:09:24 > 0:09:26that he's got away with it.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28No.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33A few times, I almost looked on the golf club's website.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35To try and trace him?
0:09:35 > 0:09:38Yeah, but I always bottled it.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42Do you think that would have helped you, in some way?
0:09:42 > 0:09:46I think so, if it led to him being caught.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50You could look for me now.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Er, I'm not sure that's such a good idea.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55If there's a chance, I need to know.
0:09:56 > 0:09:57Are you sure?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59Please...
0:10:01 > 0:10:04OK, well, if you're certain that's what you want.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07What did you say the name of the place was?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09The Goldenmere Golf Club.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19Nothing but photographs of the course, I'm afraid.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21Oh, erm, "Recent Tournament Winners."
0:10:22 > 0:10:25On the left - it's him!
0:10:29 > 0:10:31It's all right. It's just a photograph, OK?
0:10:31 > 0:10:33It's all right.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Yeah.
0:10:38 > 0:10:43Look, I really think it would help you if you had some support.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44I said I'd have the counselling.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48Yeah, I know. But I meant, erm, from family.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Look, you said you and your mum were close.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55She'll understand.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56OK.
0:10:58 > 0:11:02But you tell her. She's in Reception.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Oh, what a morning!
0:11:13 > 0:11:15At least you've got the afternoon off.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Yes, well, I've got to come back this evening.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19There's a whole section here on the effects of caffeine.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Oh, I couldn't live without coffee.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24No, even in small doses, it can be very harmful.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28Er, I'm thinking of registering with the Home BnB website...
0:11:28 > 0:11:29Really?
0:11:29 > 0:11:32Do you know, I was going to do that, but I just didn't have the time.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34I mean, do you realise the amount of work you have to do
0:11:34 > 0:11:35before you even get started?
0:11:35 > 0:11:36I thought it was quite simple.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Just a question of changing your insurance, isn't it?
0:11:39 > 0:11:40Oh, no. No.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43Firstly, you have to have a really strong marketing campaign
0:11:43 > 0:11:44so your property stands out.
0:11:44 > 0:11:48- Right.- And then you have to present yourself as the perfect host,
0:11:48 > 0:11:50include pictures of your house
0:11:50 > 0:11:53and make sure that your web page has lots of appealing bumf.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56- "Bumf"?- Yeah, you know, things like...
0:11:56 > 0:11:59"Soothe and soak in the Shindig Shower."
0:11:59 > 0:12:03Or, "Mingle and tingle in the Oohzie Jacuzzi."
0:12:03 > 0:12:05But I haven't got a jacuzzi.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07No, on second thoughts, don't get one.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09No, cos that could attract swingers.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Also, you need to have a catchy name for the business...
0:12:12 > 0:12:15- Hmm, I didn't think of that. - Like...
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Emma's Emporium of Pleasure.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Well, that just sounds like a whorehouse.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21That's one way of keeping the guests happy, though.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24Anyway, I've got photos, look.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Hmm. OK, well, I mean, they're not bad.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31I would have used a wide angle lens, you know,
0:12:31 > 0:12:33to really create ambience.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35And you're going to need a couple of shots of the menu.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38Menu? I'm only going to do a continental breakfast.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Oh, no, a good menu is key to your success.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42And you're going to need to cater for people
0:12:42 > 0:12:43with restricted diets, like mine.
0:12:43 > 0:12:47Look, I hardly think that healthy eating is "restricted".
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Did you know that cooking food can make it toxic?
0:12:50 > 0:12:51That is not true.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54No, it is, actually. I've read a lot about it.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56And when you heat up food, the nutrients
0:12:56 > 0:12:58and the natural enzymes can get destroyed.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00You know what, Valerie, I'm all for healthy eating,
0:13:00 > 0:13:03but you should be careful not to get too carried away!
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Are you all right?
0:13:12 > 0:13:13Kyle...
0:13:13 > 0:13:15I wish you'd told me.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17- Sorry.- No.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20I'm the one who should be sorry.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23Why did you go to the golf club?
0:13:23 > 0:13:25I thought Mum might need some help.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29I sometimes organise fundraisers there.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31I told you to stay at home.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Kyle's not to blame, in any way.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36No. No, of course not.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40I'm going to help you get through this, love.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Kyle's also agreed to have some counselling.
0:13:44 > 0:13:48Yeah. What about the police?
0:13:48 > 0:13:49That would have to be your decision.
0:13:49 > 0:13:53We should contact them. In case he does it to someone else.
0:13:56 > 0:13:57Which one is he?
0:13:58 > 0:14:00The one on the left.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03Did you know him?
0:14:06 > 0:14:09He was the treasurer at the golf club.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10"Was"?
0:14:10 > 0:14:12He had a heart attack.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15His funeral was last week.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16What?!
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Are you sure it was him?
0:14:18 > 0:14:20Positive.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Are you all right, love?
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Someone will be in touch
0:14:29 > 0:14:31with the details...about the counselling.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43Look, love, I know you're upset, but at least it's over.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47- What?- Well, maybe now you can draw a line under it.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48Just like that?!
0:14:48 > 0:14:51No, but you can start thinking about going to Durham now.
0:14:51 > 0:14:55How can I, knowing that man got away with what he did?
0:15:18 > 0:15:20Brought you some hot chocolate.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22Oh, you must be freezing out here.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25I don't care. I'm sick of being inside.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Here, put this around you, love.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30So, have you decided?
0:15:30 > 0:15:32I'm going to contact Durham...
0:15:32 > 0:15:35Good. I think that's the best...
0:15:35 > 0:15:38- ..and tell them I don't want the apprenticeship.- Kyle, no.
0:15:38 > 0:15:39You can't do that...
0:15:39 > 0:15:40Dr Vere?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42Sorry, the gate was open.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43Has something happened?
0:15:43 > 0:15:46Erm, do you mind if we go and speak privately?
0:15:46 > 0:15:49If you know something, I've a right to know.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50I'm 18, not a kid.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54Of course.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56There was a date on that golf club photo.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00- Yesterday's date.- And?
0:16:00 > 0:16:02You said the man died last week.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Oh, it must have been a mistake.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Well, I thought so, too, so I phoned the golf club
0:16:07 > 0:16:10and none of their members have passed away recently.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Mum?
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Why would you say that if it wasn't true?
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Because, er...
0:16:19 > 0:16:20Did you lie to the police as well?
0:16:20 > 0:16:24We never went. She said there was no point now he was dead.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Is that what this is about? Stopping Kyle from telling?
0:16:26 > 0:16:31I, erm... I just didn't think it was a good idea.
0:16:31 > 0:16:35- Why not?- Cos I just didn't, all right?
0:16:35 > 0:16:37- Why are you protecting him? - I'm not!
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Yes, you are! Tell me why.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Tell me!
0:16:44 > 0:16:46Because I have to do what he says.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49So you've known all along what he did to Kyle?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51- No!- No!
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- Kyle, love...- Get away from me!
0:16:53 > 0:16:55No! Kyle!
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Kyle... Kyle!
0:17:02 > 0:17:04Will you take me to the police?
0:17:04 > 0:17:06If that's what you want, yeah.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Kyle, love, listen to me.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10You can't tell the police.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12Why?
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Who do you think pays for this house?
0:17:14 > 0:17:19The car? Your private lessons that got you your grades?
0:17:19 > 0:17:20It's him.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21It's always been him.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25I just have to be nice to him whenever he wants me to be.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27"Nice"?
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Look after him.
0:17:30 > 0:17:34What are you saying? That you're some kind of prostitute?
0:17:34 > 0:17:35Don't say that.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Does he have some sort of hold over you?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40It's not like that.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42It's a mutual arrangement.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44Well, why don't you just walk away from him?
0:17:44 > 0:17:47And do what?! This is all I've ever known.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49I'm nearly 50.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52I've got no skills, no experience.
0:17:52 > 0:17:55I've got no savings. I'm going to end up homeless.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58He will take everything back and I'll end up on the streets.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00Is that what you want?
0:18:00 > 0:18:03So, what exactly did he tell you?
0:18:03 > 0:18:06About what happened with me.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09He deserves to know.
0:18:14 > 0:18:15That you came on to him.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Me?
0:18:17 > 0:18:19And then you regretted it.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21You got upset and ran off.
0:18:21 > 0:18:22That's not what happened!
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Did you not even question it?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28I didn't know what to think.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31I thought...you might...
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- be experimenting.- What...?
0:18:34 > 0:18:36I was confused.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39So, I just thought that if he went to Durham,
0:18:39 > 0:18:41he could put all this upset behind him...
0:18:41 > 0:18:46Kyle, I have only ever been thinking about you.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49You have got to believe me, love.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05I never meant to let you down.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08I just wanted you to get away,
0:19:08 > 0:19:14have a career and stop hiding who you really are.
0:19:14 > 0:19:20I was just...trying to do what was right.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24I didn't know all the facts.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25But now you do.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28Yeah.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32So, if you really care about me, why not let me go to the police?
0:19:34 > 0:19:36What do you say, Mum?
0:19:39 > 0:19:40But he lied to you.
0:19:40 > 0:19:41I've told you...
0:19:43 > 0:19:45..it's not that simple, love.
0:19:45 > 0:19:46Yes, it is.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49If you care about me, that's all that matters.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52Please...don't involve them.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55He'll cut me off.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58It's all about protecting what you've got -
0:19:58 > 0:20:01your trips abroad, your expensive clothes.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04That's the real reason you won't walk away from him.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06You'll go to Durham,
0:20:06 > 0:20:07have a career.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11- What am I going to do? - Stop playing the victim.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12It's not all about you.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14But I have nothing!
0:20:14 > 0:20:17Lots of people go through hard times, but they don't just give up!
0:20:19 > 0:20:22You'll have to find something else.
0:20:22 > 0:20:23Until then, I can't speak to you.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Please...
0:20:26 > 0:20:28..don't do this.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29Kyle...
0:20:31 > 0:20:32..I love you.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Kyle!
0:20:49 > 0:20:50Are you OK?
0:20:50 > 0:20:51I think so, yeah.
0:20:53 > 0:20:54That counselling you mentioned...
0:20:54 > 0:20:58Yeah. I've, er, spoken to a colleague. It's all set up.
0:20:58 > 0:20:59Thanks.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05But would it be possible to have it in Durham,
0:21:05 > 0:21:07instead of Letherbridge?
0:21:07 > 0:21:09I'm sure we can organise that, yeah.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11Erm, I'll make some enquiries.
0:21:12 > 0:21:15Yeah, yeah! It's great, yeah. I just can't believe it.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17I called him out of the blue and now here I am.
0:21:17 > 0:21:18You know... Oh, here he is! Jimmi!
0:21:22 > 0:21:23Where have you been?
0:21:23 > 0:21:24Sorry, the taxi was late.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27Oh, right, yeah. Well, erm, you've got some catching up to do.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29I've only just got here.
0:21:29 > 0:21:30You can't let the side down.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32It's not a competition, mate...
0:21:32 > 0:21:33- Down in one?- Seriously?
0:21:33 > 0:21:35Go on, down it!
0:21:35 > 0:21:38- THEY CHANT:- Down it, down it, down it, down it,
0:21:38 > 0:21:41down it, down it, down it, down it, down it, down it,
0:21:41 > 0:21:44down it, down it, down it, down it...
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Wayhey!
0:21:46 > 0:21:49All right, I'll get the Jagerbombs in.
0:21:53 > 0:21:54Good evening.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Sandra Fleming.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Right. Yep.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01If you'd just like to take a seat,
0:22:01 > 0:22:03the doctor will be with you shortly.
0:22:04 > 0:22:05Mrs Fleming...
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I heard what you said.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10But what's the point of doctors if they can't do anything?
0:22:10 > 0:22:13I don't know why I'm here, really.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16What's the point of anything...?
0:22:16 > 0:22:17How do you mean, exactly?
0:22:17 > 0:22:19Ignore me.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21It doesn't matter.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34MUSIC: Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley
0:22:34 > 0:22:38Whoever decided to mix chilli with alcohol was a sadist.
0:22:38 > 0:22:39It's burning.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Who's the lightweight now, then?
0:22:41 > 0:22:42Oh, that's better.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45This music is so miserable.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47What's the DJ playing at?
0:22:47 > 0:22:48That is an '80s classic, mate.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51I've literally never heard it before.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Well, who's so clueless now?
0:22:53 > 0:22:56- SLURS:- Well, who's so last century now?
0:22:56 > 0:22:59- You can't even say "century". - Erin's here.
0:22:59 > 0:23:00Hang on a sec.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Hi, Jimmi. You OK?
0:23:06 > 0:23:07Yeah, I'm good, thanks.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09Listen, do you mind if Erin stays tonight?
0:23:09 > 0:23:11It's fine. She can have the spare room.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13It's all right, she can share with me.
0:23:13 > 0:23:14Right, yeah.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16Oh, I love this one. Come on, let's dance!
0:23:16 > 0:23:19- No! It's too slow! - No, it's not.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21Yes, it is. I'm going to get a round in.
0:23:21 > 0:23:22Ask Jimmi.
0:23:23 > 0:23:26Jimmi? Will hates my taste in music.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30MUSIC: Take Me To Church by Hozier
0:23:34 > 0:23:38# We were born sick, you heard them say it
0:23:38 > 0:23:41# My church offers no absolutes
0:23:41 > 0:23:43# She tells me "worship in the bedroom"
0:23:43 > 0:23:48# The only heaven I'll be sent to Is when I'm all alone with you... #
0:23:55 > 0:23:57Excuse me, sir.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00# ..Amen
0:24:01 > 0:24:02# Amen
0:24:04 > 0:24:07# Amen
0:24:08 > 0:24:09# Take me to church
0:24:09 > 0:24:12# I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
0:24:12 > 0:24:16# I'll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife
0:24:16 > 0:24:19# Offer me that deathless death
0:24:19 > 0:24:22# Good God, let me give you my life
0:24:22 > 0:24:24# Take me to church
0:24:24 > 0:24:27# I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies... #
0:24:35 > 0:24:38I shouldn't have snapped.
0:24:38 > 0:24:39Oh, no, that's fine.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Sometimes I don't know when to shut up.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43It's not you.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Just having a bit of a rough time at the moment.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49I'm really sorry to hear that.
0:24:52 > 0:24:58I've recently been diagnosed... with breast cancer.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04I am so sorry.
0:25:04 > 0:25:05Please, don't.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08I've had so much from family and friends.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11I know they mean well,
0:25:11 > 0:25:15but none of them really understand what I'm going through.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I do, actually.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25I was given the all clear a couple of years ago.
0:25:25 > 0:25:26Lymphoma.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31I mean, it shouldn't have taken so long...or been so hard.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33- But...- How do you mean?
0:25:33 > 0:25:36I just wish I'd met someone like me when I was diagnosed.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38I don't follow.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Has anyone spoken to you about diet?
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Not really.
0:25:44 > 0:25:45No, that doesn't surprise me.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48A lot of the medical professionals aren't aware of the facts.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50"Facts"?
0:25:51 > 0:25:55Well, by eating the right foods, you can really aid your recovery.
0:25:55 > 0:25:56In fact, some people believe
0:25:56 > 0:26:00that it could limit the need for toxic drugs...like chemo.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04But you're just a receptionist, aren't you?
0:26:05 > 0:26:08Well, I'm a lot more informed than most.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10I'll get you some information.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14You should be ashamed of yourself.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17What?
0:26:17 > 0:26:20There's a real possibility that I could die.
0:26:20 > 0:26:24But you're telling me that you know better?
0:26:24 > 0:26:26No, no. I didn't mean...
0:26:26 > 0:26:27How dare you?!
0:26:27 > 0:26:31I'm trying to come to terms with...
0:26:31 > 0:26:32I really didn't mean to upset you.
0:26:32 > 0:26:37By giving people false hope, with your...nonsense?!
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Mrs Fleming, I...
0:26:41 > 0:26:44It's not nonsense.
0:26:46 > 0:26:47Oh, sorry.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49It's OK. Just need a glass of water.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53They're so cute.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54Sorry, what?
0:26:54 > 0:26:56Your little jim-jams.
0:26:57 > 0:27:01Right. Er, night, then.
0:27:16 > 0:27:20Must be very quiet without her, just you in this big house.
0:27:20 > 0:27:24They collected the body, but she's still very much in residence.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26AMERICAN ACCENT: Hello.
0:27:26 > 0:27:30I'm...Tara...O'Mara.
0:27:30 > 0:27:33And this is my husband...Nathaniel.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35You're a ledge!
0:27:35 > 0:27:37HE SNIGGERS
0:27:37 > 0:27:39Here we go.