0:00:33 > 0:00:35# You've been taking your time
0:00:35 > 0:00:38# And you've been living on solid air... #
0:00:38 > 0:00:42Oh, are they still here? Ay, ay, ay...
0:00:42 > 0:00:44# You've been walking the line
0:00:44 > 0:00:50# You've been living on solid air
0:00:50 > 0:00:54# Don't know what's going round inside
0:00:54 > 0:00:57# And I can tell you that it's hard to hide
0:00:57 > 0:01:04# When you're living on solid air
0:01:09 > 0:01:11# And you've been painting the blues
0:01:11 > 0:01:16# You've been looking through solid air
0:01:18 > 0:01:20# You've been seeing it through
0:01:20 > 0:01:25# And you've been looking through solid air
0:01:26 > 0:01:29# Don't know what's going on in your mind
0:01:29 > 0:01:33# And I can tell you don't like what you find
0:01:33 > 0:01:36When you're moving through solid air... #
0:01:36 > 0:01:38- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yep?- OK, I'm done.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41What time are you home?
0:01:41 > 0:01:45Oh... Last appointment at half five. Should be home about six?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47OK. If I'm not there, you can eat without me.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49- Why? Where are you going?- I'm going to the police station
0:01:49 > 0:01:51- to talk to Rob and Jimmi. - About what?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53About the Viper situation.
0:01:53 > 0:01:56So, it's a situation now, is it?
0:01:56 > 0:01:58Is this to do with Joel?
0:01:58 > 0:02:02Partly, but I want to get to grips with the problem.
0:02:02 > 0:02:03What?
0:02:03 > 0:02:06I don't know why you need to get to grips with anything.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09OK, Joel, he's smart, he's educated.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11He's got money.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13If he plays with fire, he's going to get burnt.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Heston, it's not your responsibility.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18Oh, I see. Because Joel comes from a privileged background,
0:02:18 > 0:02:21he's not entitled to the same level of sympathy as a Besa or Tamanna?
0:02:21 > 0:02:23I'm saying it's a lot of effort
0:02:23 > 0:02:25for someone who should have known better.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28OK, he had choices.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Besa didn't have choices.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32I'm going. I'll see you at home.
0:02:32 > 0:02:33Right.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Yes, yes, you will.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52"Hello, Number 92. This is number 87.
0:02:52 > 0:02:56"My name is Jessie. You don't know me,
0:02:56 > 0:02:59"but I know you a little.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02"You're married to a policeman, and you work.
0:03:02 > 0:03:06"I don't know what you do, but I'd love to find out, though.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09"I'm in my seventies and suddenly find myself
0:03:09 > 0:03:14"short of friends as they have all moved on in one way or another.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16"Will you be my friend?"
0:03:20 > 0:03:23"I know this is an unusual request,
0:03:23 > 0:03:26"but be reassured - I'm not a crazy.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29"I'm just a neighbour who'd like to make friends before time
0:03:29 > 0:03:31"sneaks up and has its way.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34"It can be pesky like that.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36"Do you fancy coming for cake today?
0:03:36 > 0:03:40"It's short notice, but now is always better than tomorrow.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44"I'm a very good baker! How does 4:30pm sound?
0:03:44 > 0:03:50"Please RSVP on 0121 496 0875.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52"Jessie."
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Last week, the police dealt with nine Viper-related incidents
0:04:04 > 0:04:07- on Saturday alone.- When did it get so out of hand?
0:04:07 > 0:04:10It's no worse than any other drug. It's the public I feel sorry for.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Last week, someone defecated outside a hairdresser's.
0:04:13 > 0:04:14Oh, that's disgusting.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16I hope you're not upsetting Heston?
0:04:16 > 0:04:18No, I was just telling him about the defecator.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22Ah, the defecator. On OAP day, as well.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25I'll tell you what, that spoilt plenty of purple rinses,
0:04:25 > 0:04:27- I can tell you.- Did you arrest him?
0:04:27 > 0:04:30No. Gave him a £40 fixed penalty and told him to move on.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Is that it?
0:04:32 > 0:04:33Nothing more we could have done.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Legally, we could have done more if it was his dog
0:04:36 > 0:04:38leaving piles of joy on the pavement.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40Oh, come on, Heston, we do our best, don't we?
0:04:40 > 0:04:42We're always picking up society's problems.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Only in this case, it's literal.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47It comes down to the same old, same old, doesn't it? Economics.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Yeah, but you can't just blame lack of funding.
0:04:49 > 0:04:53Of course you can! Same as your profession, the NHS -
0:04:53 > 0:04:55it's cutbacks. We don't have enough police.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59We have to prioritise. Plus the fact that the Manchester Viper market
0:04:59 > 0:05:01is saturated, so it's all come down to Birmingham,
0:05:01 > 0:05:04and then onto Letherbridge. The price has come down, so now
0:05:04 > 0:05:06every Tom, Dick or Harry can get it whenever they want.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08And we're left to deal with it.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10Yeah, but you can't ignore it. You have to do something.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Tell you what,
0:05:12 > 0:05:15if you can come up with an answer, you let me know.
0:05:15 > 0:05:16But drugs are like rats.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20You can't get rid of them, you need to learn to live with them.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23I'm gasping for a cuppa. Anybody else?
0:05:31 > 0:05:35SHE SPEAKS SPANISH
0:05:45 > 0:05:46There you go.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49Thank you so much, Mrs Reid. You're most kind.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51You're welcome. It's just a bit heavier than I thought!
0:05:51 > 0:05:53That's Carlos. He always overpacks.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56Since his heart operation, he is not allowed to carry a thing.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58And now I have hurt my back.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01I am beginning to think our tour is cursed.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02Oh, no, no, no. Well, look,
0:06:02 > 0:06:05I'm just glad that you're both here safe and sound.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07So, what do you think of the room?
0:06:07 > 0:06:10Yeah, it's beautiful. Isn't it, Carlos?
0:06:10 > 0:06:13Si.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15And the flowers - most kind.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16Oh, you're welcome.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19You want to make a good impression, don't you? I mean, you never know.
0:06:19 > 0:06:23We have stayed in some home B&Bs you wouldn't let your dog stay in.
0:06:23 > 0:06:28No, this is exquisite by comparison.
0:06:28 > 0:06:32Thanks...I think. Right, well, I'll leave you both to unpack.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35And do help yourself to anything you need.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Mi casa es su casa.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Mi casa es tu casa! Most kind.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42OK, no problem. OK.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44HE SPEAKS SPANISH
0:06:47 > 0:06:49My husband wants me to ask you something.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50Yes, of course. Fire away.
0:06:50 > 0:06:55Are you happy to accommodate small idiosyncrasies?
0:06:56 > 0:06:57Idiosyncrasies...?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Quirks.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01Little ones?
0:07:01 > 0:07:05Yes, I suppose. Yes, no problem.
0:07:05 > 0:07:09Great, well, as I said, mi casa es su casa.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11See you later.
0:07:13 > 0:07:17The letter was in the pile of junk mail?
0:07:17 > 0:07:19How do we not know her?
0:07:19 > 0:07:21She only lives across the way.
0:07:21 > 0:07:22It's a sign of the times.
0:07:22 > 0:07:26Who knows their neighbours any more? Life's too busy.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28Yeah, but it's shocking.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31I mean, how long have we lived here and we know two people?
0:07:31 > 0:07:33It doesn't matter how long we've lived there.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35It's the way we live our lives, isn't it?
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Everyone gets home, shuts the door, wants to stay safe.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41I don't know what to do.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43It's 4.15, I'm in my comfies,
0:07:43 > 0:07:46and I was going to make the most of my afternoon off,
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- curl up and watch some TV. - Sounds like a plan.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Don't eat all my chocolates.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52You said they were for me!
0:07:52 > 0:07:53I lied.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56Blimey. Charming!
0:07:56 > 0:07:58So, what am I going to do?
0:07:58 > 0:07:59I don't know.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02Give her a bell in the morning and pop round with a pastry
0:08:02 > 0:08:05or a pot plant or something. That'll make her day.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07No. I'm going to go.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09Now's better than never, isn't it?
0:08:09 > 0:08:11If you say so. Listen love, I've got to go.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- OK, bye.- Bye.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19Jimmi, we've had a shout. Possible Viper overdose.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20Can Heston come?
0:08:22 > 0:08:24Why not?
0:08:26 > 0:08:30Idiosyncrasies?! What did she mean by that?
0:08:30 > 0:08:32I've no idea.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34To be honest with you, I'm a bit scared.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37I mean, he was wearing his sunglasses the whole time.
0:08:37 > 0:08:38SHE LAUGHS
0:08:38 > 0:08:42Maybe he's Spanish mafia and there's a body in the case.
0:08:42 > 0:08:46- That's why it was so heavy. - You are not helping.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49There's probably nothing in that case but sex toys and handcuffs.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50THEY LAUGH
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Stop it!
0:08:58 > 0:09:01Oh, dear God. I have to go.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23Hi, Jessie.
0:09:23 > 0:09:26This is number 92.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29My name is Karen and I would love to come round for cake.
0:09:29 > 0:09:34Thank you so much for inviting me. I'm running a little late,
0:09:34 > 0:09:37but I'll be with you soon. I hope that's all OK.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38Erm... Bye.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Oh, that looks delicious.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58Oh, do you have ice?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00Yes. By the peas.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04Oh...
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Ah, here it is.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10White port is a speciality
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- of La Mancha, and is one of our favourites.- Oh.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16It is best served with ice,
0:10:16 > 0:10:21as it releases the flavours of the dried fruit.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23And the nuts.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25And the nuts. Let's not forget the nuts.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27No, let's not.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29So, a toast.
0:10:29 > 0:10:33To strong, open-minded women.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41Mmmm. Oh, that's lovely.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43I'm glad you like it. Another?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45Oh, yes.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48So, how long have you two been into the whole...
0:10:48 > 0:10:50..naked thing?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53Ten or twelve years? Is that right, Carlos?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Si.- Oh, that long?
0:10:55 > 0:10:56Mmm. Yeah, we worked in Madrid
0:10:56 > 0:11:00and we wanted to shake off some of the stuffiness of the city...
0:11:00 > 0:11:03..and embrace our more natural selves.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Well, you've certainly achieved that.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Well, there's nothing more pleasing than a warm breeze on your...
0:11:08 > 0:11:12It's January, though. I mean, it's cold. Freezing!
0:11:12 > 0:11:15Surely that presents some challenges?
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Well, that is the beauty of visiting your country.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Central heating, double glazing.- Oh.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21We can indulge all year.
0:11:22 > 0:11:26- Have you ever tried it?- Hmm?- Taking your clothes off?
0:11:26 > 0:11:30No. No, no, no. Not for me.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32But, you know, I'm all for live and let live.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35Your outlook is refreshing.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37No so many hosts have been this accommodating.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40We have had to leave some very bad reviews.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43The world is full of such stuffy so-and-sos, isn't it?
0:11:45 > 0:11:48You're big.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50I beg your pardon?
0:11:50 > 0:11:54You...English. Big drinks.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57He means drinkers.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Oh, right, I see.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02Yes, well I suppose that is what we're known for.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Maybe we rely on it a little too much.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05No, I do not think so.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- No?- No.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09I think you like to have a good time.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13- To party.- Party? Yes, perhaps.
0:12:13 > 0:12:14Well, sometimes.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18HE SPEAKS SPANISH
0:12:20 > 0:12:23He says you are a very interesting woman.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Oh, thank you. Well, I try to be.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29We should get to know each other better.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32OK. Great.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44My life has been blessed.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46The dreams I had as a child were my waking days,
0:12:46 > 0:12:49and I've not lacked for love.
0:12:49 > 0:12:5415 years ago, my husband died and a hole opened up.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56I have taken singing lessons
0:12:56 > 0:13:00and tried to fill that hole with hope and joy.
0:13:00 > 0:13:05But even so, more often than not I find myself alone,
0:13:05 > 0:13:07surrounded by silence.
0:13:08 > 0:13:14# You've been living on solid air
0:13:19 > 0:13:21# And you've been painting the blues... #
0:13:21 > 0:13:24I realise that telling this story is an indulgence,
0:13:24 > 0:13:27an old lady's whimsy.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30But, please, I ask you to indulge me
0:13:30 > 0:13:32and listen to what I have to say,
0:13:32 > 0:13:34because it is important.
0:13:36 > 0:13:40# Don't know what's going round in your mind
0:13:40 > 0:13:43# And I can tell you don't like what you find... #
0:13:43 > 0:13:45DOORBELL RINGS
0:13:56 > 0:13:59Hello? Hello?
0:14:02 > 0:14:04- Can I help?- Oh, hello.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07It's Karen, isn't it, from across the road?
0:14:07 > 0:14:08Maureen, from 89.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11We met at that council meeting about the traffic.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Oh, right, yes.
0:14:13 > 0:14:14Are you trying to get in?
0:14:14 > 0:14:17Erm... No, not exactly. I'm here to see Jessie,
0:14:17 > 0:14:19but it doesn't look like she's here.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Oh. No, she's not.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26Well, I've been stood up, then, because she invited me for cake.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28No, you haven't been stood up.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31Jessie's not here because...she's dead.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37A slight purplish tinge to the lips.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40We've seen that before, haven't we, with Viper?
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Yeah, I'm just confirming death. You got a name?
0:14:42 > 0:14:45Yeah, Rory Lamb. And guess what? That's his wife.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47Alice Lamb.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51- Does she even know he's dead?- I wouldn't have thought so.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53I don't thinks she knows what planet she's on.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55We'll take her to the station and tell her later.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57I need to check her over first. I'll just finish up.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00- I can examine her.- Heston, you're only here to observe.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- Well, I'm here. I may as well.- Yeah, go on. You might as well let him.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06- You get two doctors for the price of one.- Yeah, yeah, go on, then.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11Mrs Lamb? Alice? I'm Dr Carter.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14Can you hear me?
0:15:14 > 0:15:17I'd like to examine you, if that's all right?
0:15:17 > 0:15:18I'm just going to take your pulse.
0:15:18 > 0:15:22No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
0:15:22 > 0:15:24SHE SCREAMS
0:15:24 > 0:15:26No, no, no!
0:15:26 > 0:15:28SHE SCREAMS
0:15:32 > 0:15:34When did she die?
0:15:34 > 0:15:38On Friday, in her sleep. She was very ill.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40I mean, I just found the invitation today.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43She wanted to be friends. I feel awful cos she reached out...
0:15:43 > 0:15:47It's all right. She reached out to a few of us on the street.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50- Look...- Did you know her?
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Not before last week.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55I nodded a hello a few times, but that was all.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57What was she like?
0:15:57 > 0:16:01What was she like? Special, I think.
0:16:01 > 0:16:05I mean, she was lonely and dying, but she was full of life.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08You'd never have known how ill she was.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10What was wrong with her?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Cancer.
0:16:12 > 0:16:16She'd had her tongue removed a year or so ago to treat it.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19I know, I know, it's awful.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22And then the cancer came back.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Poor woman.
0:16:32 > 0:16:37I won't say it wasn't odd, sitting around that table of cakes.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Awkward, even.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42But then she started writing questions
0:16:42 > 0:16:46on this chalk board she'd got. "How long have you lived on the street?"
0:16:46 > 0:16:49"How old are your children now?"
0:16:49 > 0:16:52Would we prefer chocolate or carrot cake?
0:16:52 > 0:16:55THEY LAUGH AND CHATTER
0:16:55 > 0:16:58And the mood changed.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00People started talking and laughing.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02- Does anybody want some more tea topped up?- Oh, yes.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04I'll have a little.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11It was... It was a lovely afternoon.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13Well, I should have liked to have been there.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16I would have liked to have known her.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Maybe you still can.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21So, you are a widow,
0:17:21 > 0:17:23and your son lives on the other side of the world?
0:17:23 > 0:17:25My heart goes out to you.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28It is what it is. I don't need sympathy, really.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Oh, no. I'm not giving you any.
0:17:30 > 0:17:34I see before me a woman who is embracing life
0:17:34 > 0:17:36and inviting the world into her home.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38Well, perhaps.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41To be honest, being a host is new to me.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43It's more of a business, really.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46Oh, so you have no other income?
0:17:46 > 0:17:47No, I do.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50- What do you do?- I'm a doctor.
0:17:50 > 0:17:51A doctor!
0:17:51 > 0:17:53THEY SPEAK SPANISH
0:17:54 > 0:17:57So, money is not an issue for you?
0:17:58 > 0:18:01I think you are excited about the prospect
0:18:01 > 0:18:05of having new experiences, am I right?
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Maybe.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08You are like me.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11When Carlos collapsed on the golf course,
0:18:11 > 0:18:14I thought my life was over.
0:18:14 > 0:18:18But the doctors, they fixed his heart...
0:18:18 > 0:18:22..and in a way I also think they fixed mine, too.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24You know what I am saying?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Yes. Yes, I think I do.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28So, we are on this crazy trip of Europe,
0:18:28 > 0:18:31staying in small hotels and people's houses.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33We're just having a massive adventure.
0:18:33 > 0:18:37And I think in a way you are also having your own adventure, too.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40We are part of each other's adventure, are we not?
0:18:40 > 0:18:45Yes. But in your adventure, you have nothing on!
0:18:45 > 0:18:47Except Carlos' sunglasses!
0:18:47 > 0:18:49- He never takes them off.- Why is that?
0:18:52 > 0:18:53HE SPEAKS SPANISH
0:18:55 > 0:18:58- I am a vampire! - THEY LAUGH
0:18:58 > 0:19:02No. No, no, no. His eyes...
0:19:02 > 0:19:04..the light hurts.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06Oh, he has photophobia?
0:19:06 > 0:19:08- Exactly!- I see.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13HE SPEAKS SPANISH
0:19:15 > 0:19:17- You know what he says?- Not a clue.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19It's a toast.
0:19:19 > 0:19:24Up, down, centre and down the hatch, yeah?
0:19:24 > 0:19:29THEY TOAST IN SPANISH
0:19:33 > 0:19:37And now, a British toast, please.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40Oh, OK, let me think. Erm...
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Well...bottoms up!
0:19:43 > 0:19:46- Bottoms up?- Bottoms up. - Bottoms up!
0:19:46 > 0:19:48- Yeah.- Bottoms up.
0:19:48 > 0:19:49THEY CHEER
0:19:52 > 0:19:55HE SPEAKS SPANISH
0:19:55 > 0:19:57Ah, yes.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59He asked me...
0:19:59 > 0:20:02- He wants to take advantage of your medical knowledge.- Oh, right.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05Because all this travelling, he has developed a little sore on his...
0:20:05 > 0:20:09Oh, you see, this is where our adventures part.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Natalie, Carlos, it has been lovely,
0:20:11 > 0:20:14but this landlady has to go out.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16So, please, make yourself at home.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18I shall say - adios!
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Ah, adios!
0:20:26 > 0:20:30Here you are, Jessie played it for us last week.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32It's a recording she made 18 months ago.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36At the end of the night, she asked me to look after it for her.
0:20:36 > 0:20:39I think she knew she didn't have long.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45I realise that telling you this story is an indulgence,
0:20:45 > 0:20:47an old lady's whimsy.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50But I ask you to indulge me
0:20:50 > 0:20:53and listen to what I have to say
0:20:53 > 0:20:55because it is important.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Tomorrow, I go into hospital.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Hopefully, I'll return safe and sound...
0:21:05 > 0:21:08..but I have to be honest, I'm scared.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18These may be my last words.
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Imagine that?!
0:21:22 > 0:21:25And I don't even know who I'm recording them for...
0:21:28 > 0:21:30But I know this...
0:21:30 > 0:21:34Even on the darkest days, there is a light that shines.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37Oh, I'm not talking about gods, fairies,
0:21:37 > 0:21:40or other-world mumbo jumbo.
0:21:40 > 0:21:44I'm talking about being human.
0:21:45 > 0:21:50About being alive in this moment.
0:21:50 > 0:21:52Enjoy it.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Please, don't hold back.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Don't waste time.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59Open your arms to the people around you.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Where is...the people?
0:22:07 > 0:22:11- Alice, would you like to sit down? - Rory? Where's Rory?
0:22:11 > 0:22:13- Rory's not here, Alice.- Rory!
0:22:14 > 0:22:17Who are the people?
0:22:17 > 0:22:20Just come with me? You go. Go on. I'll watch her, she'll be fine.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21Cheers, Jimmi.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25Sit yourself down there for me.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27So, what now?
0:22:27 > 0:22:29What do you mean?
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Well, somebody's dead because of this stuff, so what do we do now?
0:22:31 > 0:22:35What we do now, Heston, is we fill in the forms.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38The coroner picks up the body. We wait for Alice to come down.
0:22:38 > 0:22:42We inform her of what's happened and then we move on. That's it.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45You, however, can go home.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47So, why don't you go home?
0:22:53 > 0:22:57Oh, thank you. And thank you for playing the tape.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00And thank you for this evening. It's been...
0:23:00 > 0:23:02I don't know what it's been,
0:23:02 > 0:23:04but it's been lovely to meet you.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06It's been good to meet you, too.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09A few of us are heading to the pub tomorrow.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11A low-key wake for Jessie. Do you fancy it?
0:23:11 > 0:23:13I would like that, thank you.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15Oh, here - don't forget these.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17- You keep them.- Thanks.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I'll see you tomorrow.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27This is my last song.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30It's by my favourite artist, John Martyn.
0:23:30 > 0:23:34I hope you like it, whoever you may be.
0:23:34 > 0:23:39# You've been living on solid air
0:23:39 > 0:23:41# You've been walking the line
0:23:41 > 0:23:43# And you've been living on solid air
0:23:47 > 0:23:51# Don't know what's going round inside
0:23:51 > 0:23:54# And I can tell you that it's hard to hide
0:23:54 > 0:23:59# When you're living on solid air
0:24:06 > 0:24:08# And you've been painting the blues
0:24:08 > 0:24:13# You've been looking through solid air
0:24:15 > 0:24:17# You've been seeing it through
0:24:17 > 0:24:23# And you've been looking through solid air
0:24:23 > 0:24:26# Don't know what's going on in your mind
0:24:27 > 0:24:30# But I can tell you don't like what you find
0:24:30 > 0:24:34# When you're moving through solid air... #
0:24:40 > 0:24:43- This is not good enough.- What's not good enough?
0:24:43 > 0:24:46This! Filling in bits of paper!
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Shuffling forms! Not good enough!
0:24:49 > 0:24:51- Why aren't you helping people? - I am helping people.
0:24:51 > 0:24:54Oh, like that man the other night in the pub? Smidge.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57People need to know how potent this stuff is.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59Why aren't you telling them?
0:24:59 > 0:25:02It's not my job to tell people how dangerous the drugs are.
0:25:02 > 0:25:03Well, do your job!
0:25:03 > 0:25:06Find the dealers, disrupt the distribution chain,
0:25:06 > 0:25:09but, Rob, please do something!
0:25:09 > 0:25:11Heston, you need to be very careful, because you haven't got a clue
0:25:11 > 0:25:13- what you're talking about.- OK. Well, tell me.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16All right, I will tell you, if you don't understand.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18That couple this afternoon?
0:25:18 > 0:25:20They only had enough Viper on them for personal use,
0:25:20 > 0:25:23which means they are users and not dealers.
0:25:23 > 0:25:27The drugs we found on them were probably manufactured in China
0:25:27 > 0:25:28and bought via the internet.
0:25:28 > 0:25:32So, as tragic as this case may be, it is not going to trigger a bust.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34It is not going to trigger a clamp-down.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35It's going to trigger nothing.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38Unfortunately, it is now just a stat!
0:25:38 > 0:25:40So, I do my job, I fill in the forms,
0:25:40 > 0:25:42and hopefully I do my job quite well.
0:25:42 > 0:25:45Viper is killing people and you are just shrugging it off.
0:25:45 > 0:25:49Heston, you should leave before you say something you regret.
0:25:49 > 0:25:50Look at you!
0:25:50 > 0:25:52Obsessed with admin.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56I used to be proud to call you my friend...
0:25:58 > 0:26:00- ..I'm now ashamed.- Get out!
0:26:09 > 0:26:12- I should probably skedaddle. - Don't be daft.
0:26:12 > 0:26:15Why don't you chill with Jimmi? He's not going anywhere.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18You're not going anywhere, are you?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Into cougars, are you?
0:26:20 > 0:26:21Sorry?
0:26:21 > 0:26:24My mum. She's a bit old for you, isn't she?
0:26:24 > 0:26:26I'm not really sure how well you know me.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29Not as well as I'd like to know you.