0:00:30 > 0:00:32- Frankie Hickman.- You know him?
0:00:32 > 0:00:36Frankie Hickman was a suspect in an unsolved murder.
0:00:36 > 0:00:37That looks nasty.
0:00:37 > 0:00:40Open up, there's a good boy.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42He told me he was going for a drink with his friend.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44He didn't even come home, Karen!
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- Please...- Get off me!
0:00:46 > 0:00:47Oi!
0:00:47 > 0:00:52You had too much to drink? Drugs? You high?
0:00:52 > 0:00:54I've seen someone on CCTV, that might be Heston...
0:00:54 > 0:00:57I have to try and find him.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59I found them in Frankie Hickman's flat.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01The murdered girl of four years ago
0:01:01 > 0:01:03was found with traces of Rohypnol in her system.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05Excuse me. This is my husband, and he's missing.
0:01:05 > 0:01:08Her parents just told us Jenny's not diabetic.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09We can't waste our time
0:01:09 > 0:01:12and resources on a theory which has no evidence.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33PHONE RINGS
0:01:47 > 0:01:50There was always an outside chance he'd still be there.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Don't worry, he'll show up.
0:01:52 > 0:01:53You don't need to be here.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55What else am I going to do?
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Go home and climb the walls?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59I'd just drive Shak mad.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- Listen, I have to go. Will you be OK?- Yeah.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05If you need anything, or you've just had enough, let me know, OK?
0:02:05 > 0:02:09- I'll deal with it.- Thanks, Jimmi. Thank you.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Oh, unlucky, mate, man. But you know what?
0:02:17 > 0:02:20She could have let you off a bit more gently, eh?
0:02:20 > 0:02:22PHONE RINGS
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Oh, shush, guys, it's my mum.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25THEY LAUGH
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- Hey, Mum.- Hey, it's me.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29I'm assuming you haven't heard from Heston...
0:02:29 > 0:02:32No, I haven't seen him. I'm sure he's fine.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Where are you? I can hear people talking.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36THEY LAUGH
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Mum, I can't just stay in the whole day!
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Shak, I asked you to just stay in the house.
0:02:41 > 0:02:42Shak...
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Thanks.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Right.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55Look, I told you I'm not answering questions
0:02:55 > 0:02:56till my solicitor gets here.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Right. Well, this is a medical question.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00Well, I don't care.
0:03:02 > 0:03:06Have you been to see your doctor about anything, recently?
0:03:07 > 0:03:11Look, I suffer from brutal insomnia.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Right.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16And have they prescribed anything for it?
0:03:16 > 0:03:17Why are you asking that?
0:03:21 > 0:03:24They've been through my flat.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27What they found, eh? My pills?
0:03:28 > 0:03:31You might as well tell me, I'm going to talk to your GP anyway.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Well, you can do what you want.
0:03:33 > 0:03:37My GP gave me temazepam, yeah, to help me sleep...
0:03:37 > 0:03:41..but I didn't like it, so I ordered some Ryloxadol online.
0:03:41 > 0:03:44Do you know what Ryloxadol is?
0:03:44 > 0:03:47So? Huh?
0:03:47 > 0:03:49It's for my own use.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52You know what, Frankie? I'm just a doctor.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55All I'm doing is trying to help you out.
0:04:03 > 0:04:07Heston! HESTON! It's me.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09It's Ruhma, it's Ruhma, it's Ruhma.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10HE LAUGHS
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Where have you been?
0:04:12 > 0:04:14HE LAUGHS
0:04:14 > 0:04:17I've been so worried. I've been so worried.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19HE LAUGHS
0:04:19 > 0:04:23Are you OK? You shouldn't have done it, you should have done it.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25I told you not to get involved.
0:04:25 > 0:04:30I'm going to call an ambulance, all right? It's OK, it's OK.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32It's OK, it's OK.
0:04:34 > 0:04:38- Has Hickman's solicitor got here yet?- No.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42Right, so Frankie Hickman claims that he has a condition
0:04:42 > 0:04:44which would explain why he has Ryloxadol.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46And have you checked?
0:04:46 > 0:04:50No, not yet. But he knows I will, so I think he's telling the truth.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53- Was it prescribed? - No, it's rare on the NHS,
0:04:53 > 0:04:55but it's not hard to get it if you want online.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58Why are you discussing evidence with a suspect?
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Because it's a medical matter.
0:05:02 > 0:05:03Jenny Moss is one of ours,
0:05:03 > 0:05:05so I've asked the other doctors to check and see
0:05:05 > 0:05:07if there's been any sign of onset diabetes.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Doctor, I think you're wasting your time.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12I can't be diverted from suspicious circumstances because of some BS
0:05:12 > 0:05:15fed to you by a manipulative suspect.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Why would he lie about something that he knows I can check?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19A suspect who one minute won't talk to you without
0:05:19 > 0:05:22the presence of a lawyer and the next minute is singing to you?
0:05:22 > 0:05:25I've got a missing girl and the man who was chasing after her
0:05:25 > 0:05:27in possession of a date rape-drug.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29Until I have evidence proving otherwise,
0:05:29 > 0:05:32I'm going to continue with my line of investigation.
0:05:41 > 0:05:45Hey. Hey.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47WOOZY: I don't need to...
0:05:47 > 0:05:49You don't need to be here?
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Of course you do.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55You're safe.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57The doctors, they're doing some tests, and...
0:06:00 > 0:06:05Heston, can you tell me what happened, please?
0:06:05 > 0:06:08I...don't...remember...some of it.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10OK, just take it... Take it easy.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12There's no rush.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17KNOCK ON DOOR Come in.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22Well, you didn't have much to say.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24I can see both sides.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Can you? Well, thank you for your support.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28Oh, shut up. I hope that you're right,
0:06:28 > 0:06:31and I'm hoping that the girl is alive, and she hasn't been murdered.
0:06:31 > 0:06:32But Keane's got a point.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35We need more than Hickman's description of her breath.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- He could've got that from the internet anyway.- Maybe.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41But I still think he's telling the truth.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43There's something I want you to see.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56WOOZY: I... I went to...
0:06:56 > 0:06:59Take it easy. Take it easy.
0:06:59 > 0:07:05Just nice... Nice slow breath. Heston?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Done... Done to me. Done to me.
0:07:10 > 0:07:14Who? By who?
0:07:14 > 0:07:16HE LAUGHS
0:07:18 > 0:07:19Liam.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Who's Liam?
0:07:23 > 0:07:24What's up, doc?
0:07:24 > 0:07:28You're a very welcome addition to the team.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30HE LAUGHS
0:07:30 > 0:07:33- Who is Liam, Heston?- Liam.- Who?
0:07:33 > 0:07:34HE LAUGHS
0:07:34 > 0:07:37Liam. Medicine is a matter of judgment.
0:07:37 > 0:07:40Judgment. Yours can't be trusted.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42So you're just going to drop me in it without a second thought?
0:07:42 > 0:07:45- Who is Liam?- Rob. Rob.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47- You want to speak to Rob?- Rob.
0:07:47 > 0:07:52OK, what do you want to tell Rob?
0:07:52 > 0:07:55Karen said that they're looking for a missing girl.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59Heston, tell me, who is Liam?
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Disappointment. Disappointment.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04It's a disappointment? Liam is a...?
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Did Liam do this to you?
0:08:08 > 0:08:09Viper.
0:08:09 > 0:08:14Is it Liam? Heston, is it Liam that gave you the Viper?
0:08:14 > 0:08:16- Viper, yeah. Viper.- Yeah?
0:08:18 > 0:08:19I'm going to go and tell the doctor,
0:08:19 > 0:08:21and then I'm going to call Rob, OK?
0:08:23 > 0:08:26All right? All right, OK.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Shh. It's OK. It's OK.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42That's Hickman.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44You still sure he's innocent?
0:08:45 > 0:08:47All right...
0:08:47 > 0:08:49I can see why DS Keane was so suspicious of him.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- Maybe I'm wrong.- Maybe you're not.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54That is the route back to Frankie's house from the club.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56He's got every reason to go that way.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58PHONE RINGS
0:08:58 > 0:08:59Ruhma?
0:09:05 > 0:09:08Hey. I've rung Rob,
0:09:08 > 0:09:10and he'll come as soon as he can.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13WOOZY: Did... Did you tell him "Liam"?
0:09:13 > 0:09:15No, not yet.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17Hey, hey, where are you going?
0:09:17 > 0:09:18Call him, say Liam. Say Liam.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21OK. Look, Heston, you need to rest.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24OK, this Viper, it messes with your head.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27And we have to wait until it's clear because you can't be certain
0:09:27 > 0:09:30- it's this Liam.- I know it was him. It was Liam.
0:09:30 > 0:09:31All right, Heston.
0:09:31 > 0:09:36OK, let's concentrate on getting you better, first, OK?
0:09:36 > 0:09:39And then we'll sort it out, OK? There's no rush.
0:09:39 > 0:09:43All right? And that's what we're going to do.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46OK? OK, no debate.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53That looks like a water bottle.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55I hope it's water.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Yeah, well, judging by the way she's behaving -
0:09:58 > 0:10:01disoriented, staggering,
0:10:01 > 0:10:04possible dehydration -
0:10:04 > 0:10:08well, they're all consistent with symptoms of DKA.
0:10:08 > 0:10:12Oh - and now nausea.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Well, she'll definitely be dehydrated now.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17Is it also consistent with someone whose drink's been spiked?
0:10:17 > 0:10:20- Possibly. - Hickman's not on this camera.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23No. Well, even if Frankie Hickman is completely innocent,
0:10:23 > 0:10:26that girl is in danger.
0:10:34 > 0:10:38TRAIN PASSES IN DISTANCE
0:10:51 > 0:10:53That's them fetching Hickman.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Can you bring these to the interview room?- Yeah.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02- Can I have a look at those again?- Mm-hmm.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04How many have been used?
0:11:04 > 0:11:06Just one.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09OK. Maybe ask him where he got them.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12See if there's an invoice or a delivery note
0:11:12 > 0:11:15showing how many he's had before.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17And then maybe he'll tell you when he took the missing pill.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Will do.- Thanks.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26On the advice of my solicitor,
0:11:26 > 0:11:28I'm not going to answer that question.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31OK. What about the scratches on your neck?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Can you explain to us how you got those?
0:11:34 > 0:11:38On the advice of my solicitor, no comment.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41If you've got an innocent explanation, Frankie,
0:11:41 > 0:11:42now is the time to get it on tape.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44No comment.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48When we came to your house to question you,
0:11:48 > 0:11:50you tried to run away, and assaulted me.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Now, the logical explanation for that would be
0:11:52 > 0:11:55that you have something to hide,
0:11:55 > 0:11:58but if you have any other reason why you tried to run away,
0:11:58 > 0:12:00we'd like to hear it.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Frankie, if you really can't explain this away,
0:12:04 > 0:12:07then don't you think you've got a duty to tell us?
0:12:07 > 0:12:08Otherwise we're wasting time on you
0:12:08 > 0:12:11when we could be out there trying to find Jenny Moss.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Every second counts, yeah?
0:12:15 > 0:12:18Charlotte Walters.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22For the tape, Mr Hickman showed a sudden physical reaction
0:12:22 > 0:12:25to the mention of the name Charlotte Walters.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29Mr Hickman, can you tell us who Charlotte Walters was?
0:12:29 > 0:12:32Well, you know.
0:12:32 > 0:12:35Charlotte Walters was brutally murdered after a night out
0:12:35 > 0:12:36at Rockers nightclub.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39The same nightclub, which is now called Trendz,
0:12:39 > 0:12:43and where you met Jenny Moss last night.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45Do you remember?
0:12:45 > 0:12:46Yeah.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49It was on the news. And I was questioned,
0:12:49 > 0:12:52just like every one else who was at that club that night.
0:12:52 > 0:12:53Bit of a coincidence, isn't it?
0:12:53 > 0:12:56That you were at the same club four years ago and last night.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58No comment! Yeah?
0:12:58 > 0:13:01That is the answer to every question.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04I am now showing Mr Hickman, item MK1,
0:13:04 > 0:13:08which is a packet of Ryloxadol tablets,
0:13:08 > 0:13:10which we found at your house.
0:13:11 > 0:13:15Can you explain why you have them?
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Do you have a legitimate medical explanation?
0:13:19 > 0:13:22You see, these tablets have been known to be used
0:13:22 > 0:13:24as a date-rape drug.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29There's one missing. Just one, but it is missing.
0:13:29 > 0:13:33And Miss Moss's behaviour after she left the club is consistent
0:13:33 > 0:13:38with that of someone who's taken or been given Ryloxadol.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43It would be very helpful if you could account for the missing pill.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Right, I've spoken to his GP.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57Frankie did not concoct a story to explain the pills.
0:13:57 > 0:14:01He'd been to see his GP complaining of insomnia a few times.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03The GP had prescribed temazepam.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06Frankie said it wasn't working and wanted to try Ryloxadol.
0:14:06 > 0:14:07GP said it wasn't justified.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10Oh, well, he refused to answer any questions about the pills,
0:14:10 > 0:14:12where he got them from, or what happened to the missing one.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15Look, Dr Reid, I get that you're doing your job
0:14:15 > 0:14:18and that you have a duty to speak up if there's a medical angle here,
0:14:18 > 0:14:21but, look, worst case scenario, he is a killer that's done this before.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24It's consistent with that sort of behaviour that he'll try to
0:14:24 > 0:14:27manipulate the system, use his GP to try and manufacture
0:14:27 > 0:14:30an excuse for possession of a drug that could incriminate him.
0:14:30 > 0:14:34Look, DS Keane, I get that you're just doing your job,
0:14:34 > 0:14:37but I also get that it wouldn't harm your career
0:14:37 > 0:14:39if you nailed a killer. A serial killer, even.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- What?- Come on, Emma.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47I'm sorry.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50I'm seeking further manpower to search some local parks, rivers,
0:14:50 > 0:14:54starting with Watley Park, where Charlotte Walters was found.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57There's enough reason to think that this girl has health problems.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Surely that merits a search of the surrounding areas
0:14:59 > 0:15:03of her last known location. I mean, she wasn't in good shape, was she?
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Did Hickman's GP say he'd tried to get hold of these drugs
0:15:06 > 0:15:07- four years ago?- No.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11He went to him with insomnia problems five months ago.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15Listen, both possibilities have to be taken seriously.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18I'll tell you what, Mike, while you're trying to sort out manpower
0:15:18 > 0:15:19to search the Watley Park area,
0:15:19 > 0:15:22I'll grab a couple of PCs and try and retrace her steps.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Yeah, mate, you do what you need to do,
0:15:24 > 0:15:27but the focus on my investigation is still Frankie Hickman.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30He was there, we know he was following her,
0:15:30 > 0:15:32he had the means and opportunity of drugging her.
0:15:32 > 0:15:36He's got a date-rape drug and one of them is missing.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38What the hell's her problem?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Chill, she's all right. She is, OK?
0:15:40 > 0:15:44Maybe she just thought that you were talking down to her.
0:15:44 > 0:15:48You've both got a legitimate point...
0:15:48 > 0:15:51..but you both can't be right, and I'd rather not gamble.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53Yeah, well, she's full of it.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55This has got nothing to do with my career.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59I know. Tom? Yeah, have we got a couple of PCs on duty,
0:15:59 > 0:16:02that live in the Trowberry Road area?
0:16:06 > 0:16:09Right, Trendz nightclub.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11This is the last place our missing girl,
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Jenny Moss, was seen by witnesses.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16We've checked all the obvious ways that she could have got home,
0:16:16 > 0:16:19but to no avail, so I think it's time to go off-piste.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Donna, you live round here. Can you think of any
0:16:21 > 0:16:24off-the-beaten-tracks, shortcuts that she may have taken home,
0:16:24 > 0:16:27considering that she could have been drunk and on autopilot?
0:16:29 > 0:16:32Come on Donna, don't be shy. We've all done it.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34As a matter of fact, I do.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37Thanks for finding the time.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39No problem.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42So...what was it you wanted to talk about?
0:16:45 > 0:16:47Erm, we could start, if you like,
0:16:47 > 0:16:51by discussing how you're settling in here at The Mill?
0:16:51 > 0:16:55Great... I mean, I'm settling in great.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58Zara can be a bit challenging.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01Yeah, well, her bark's worse than her bite.
0:17:01 > 0:17:02That's not true, is it?
0:17:02 > 0:17:06No. She'd rip my head off just for saying that.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Yeah, but everyone's been lovely.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- Well, good, I'm glad to hear it.- Yep.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16OK, look, if your life is going so well and everything is so great,
0:17:16 > 0:17:19then this is going to be a really short session.
0:17:25 > 0:17:29- Are you sure about this, Donna? - Yeah.- Right.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32Jenny!
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- Jenny!- Jenny!
0:17:38 > 0:17:41I think I saw her drinking from one of these.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44It can't have been here too long, it's too clean.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46- Jenny!- Jenny!
0:17:46 > 0:17:50- Jenny!- Quiet, Sarge.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53MUFFLED MOANING Jenny!
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- Jenny?- Jenny!
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Jenny?
0:18:02 > 0:18:05SHE MOANS
0:18:08 > 0:18:12- 7724 to control.- Go ahead, over.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14We've found Jenny Moss. She's alive.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- Jenny, it's the police... - We're going to need an ambulance.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Are you OK? I need you to respond.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22Do you feel whole?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26What do you mean?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28Consistent.
0:18:28 > 0:18:33Do you feel that you can be the same person to everyone you deal with?
0:18:33 > 0:18:37- Does anyone? - We're not talking about anyone.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40Look, being gay, that's what you're getting at.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42Well, if that's something you want to talk about?
0:18:42 > 0:18:46- I don't have a problem talking about it.- OK.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49So, my understanding is that very few people know that you're gay.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52I don't feel the need to advertise it.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56I'm guessing you've spoken to Will about what happened with my mum?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Do you want to talk about that?
0:18:58 > 0:18:59No, not really.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Look, erm...
0:19:04 > 0:19:07..there is a whole world of difference between
0:19:07 > 0:19:09not wanting to tell everyone unless it naturally comes up
0:19:09 > 0:19:12and is relevant, or consciously choosing to keep that part
0:19:12 > 0:19:15- of who you are hidden.- I suppose.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20I mean, I'm not happy that I can't be who I am with everyone
0:19:20 > 0:19:23but I don't know if I'm ready for that...
0:19:23 > 0:19:25..that process of telling them.
0:19:27 > 0:19:31I did a skydive thing for charity once.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34I loved the part when we were on the floor.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36Jumping out was the scary part.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38- And have you done it again?- No.
0:19:39 > 0:19:43Coming out, it'd be like skydiving over and over again.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47But it would be less scary every time.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Let me put it another way.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54Do you feel that you could be happy keeping your true self hidden?
0:19:54 > 0:19:55No, of course not.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01Then surely that means that you're controlling your happiness?
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Especially now you've told your parents.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05It's not that simple, OK?
0:20:05 > 0:20:08My community - they're very traditional.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12They're pretty tolerant, but things are expected of me.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Marry the right woman, have babies.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18In our church, amongst our friends,
0:20:18 > 0:20:22it's very macho. You know, a clear idea of what a real man is.
0:20:22 > 0:20:25I don't know any gay black men.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27- Are you sure about that?- Yes.
0:20:27 > 0:20:32So, if I asked your family friends if they knew any gay black men...
0:20:32 > 0:20:35And they'd say no. And they'd be wrong, I know,
0:20:35 > 0:20:39but the point is, if I'd come out when I was younger,
0:20:39 > 0:20:41I'd have felt totally isolated.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43That sounds like how you feel now...
0:20:45 > 0:20:47..so what do you have to gain by hiding it?
0:20:52 > 0:20:54APPLAUSE
0:20:54 > 0:20:57It's nothing to do with me. It's these guys, especially Donna.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02Well, the paramedics gave Jenny a blood glucose test,
0:21:02 > 0:21:05- and it's DKA.- Good.
0:21:05 > 0:21:08Any longer and she'd have been in a diabetic coma.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Yeah, and she'd have probably died if we hadn't found her.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13Yeah, well, at least she'll be OK.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15Although, I doubt I'll get an apology from DS Keane.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17- He had a good case.- He was wrong.
0:21:17 > 0:21:22Yes, he was, but so were you about him.
0:21:22 > 0:21:23It wasn't about his career.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27Those guys who worked on that murder case four years ago
0:21:27 > 0:21:32were hit very hard when they couldn't find a killer.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35You were right. Fair play.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Apology accepted.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40- The important thing is the girl's alive.- Yes.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43Oi!
0:21:43 > 0:21:47I want to make a complaint about wrongful arrest against you lot.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49- Fill your boots.- Really?
0:21:49 > 0:21:51Because you wasn't arrested for Jenny.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54You were arrested for assaulting me.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Now, it's not too late for me to change my mind
0:21:56 > 0:21:58about charging you, so if I were you, I'd go home.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00TEXT ALERT
0:22:02 > 0:22:03Bye-bye.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06HE SIGHS
0:22:06 > 0:22:08- Heston.- Lucky old you.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Have you ever spoken to anybody who's come out
0:22:13 > 0:22:16- about their experiences?- Yes.
0:22:16 > 0:22:20Some had it pretty easy, some went through hell on earth,
0:22:20 > 0:22:23but most, in between.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26And did anyone ever regret it?
0:22:26 > 0:22:28Some...
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Some people regretted some of the things they said and did,
0:22:31 > 0:22:34but, no, no-one regretted doing it.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38So what do you take from that?
0:22:41 > 0:22:45Is the obstacle that you can't predict how it'll go?
0:22:45 > 0:22:47Possibly.
0:22:48 > 0:22:53So would it be fair to say that the issue is one of control?
0:22:56 > 0:22:58But you have control.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02You don't have to come out at work, unless you want to.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04It's your choice.
0:23:04 > 0:23:07I mean, the longer you leave it, the less chance
0:23:07 > 0:23:10you have of controlling it if you are outed by someone else, but...
0:23:10 > 0:23:13So I should out myself in case someone else does?
0:23:13 > 0:23:15That's fear, not control.
0:23:16 > 0:23:20Shouldn't you be sat here and one of us in there?
0:23:20 > 0:23:24I told you. I told you drugs were being manufactured in that house.
0:23:24 > 0:23:28Liam Slade force-fed me Viper.
0:23:28 > 0:23:32- Who?- He was someone I mentored a few years ago.
0:23:32 > 0:23:33You remember that Quack business?
0:23:33 > 0:23:37He got involved and he threw his career away because of it.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Yeah. You had Viper in your system.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41You said that you were hallucinating,
0:23:41 > 0:23:44so how reliable can this information be?
0:23:44 > 0:23:47He knew I was a doctor. He knew it was me.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Yeah, did you have ID on you?
0:23:49 > 0:23:51I didn't have ID.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53Is it possible that it could have been someone who
0:23:53 > 0:23:56- looked like this Liam. - Rob, it was him!
0:23:56 > 0:24:00OK. Right, I'll tell you what, I'll have a look around,
0:24:00 > 0:24:02see what I can find.
0:24:27 > 0:24:31Is it that bad? There are boundaries at work.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33People don't need to know everything about me.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35I don't want to know everything about them.
0:24:35 > 0:24:39Sometimes they're just people that you work with, not your friends.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I have to be in charge here.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43It's good to keep some distance, right?
0:24:43 > 0:24:45- You tell me.- It is.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48I've always struggled with people taking me seriously.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51I've always been the youngest person at whatever level
0:24:51 > 0:24:52I'm at professionally.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55I mean, I stepped out of retail, I'm the retail guy.
0:24:55 > 0:24:59The last thing I need is another distraction.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02That's fine if that's who you are, but it doesn't sound like it.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05It's a part of who I am.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08Maybe people here don't need to see the whole me.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11I don't know the whole you. Do you know the whole Zara?
0:25:11 > 0:25:14Of course not. If you're happy with that, then great.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17But if you were happy, would we be here?
0:25:19 > 0:25:23If you have to lie or let people think that you're straight,
0:25:23 > 0:25:26then you're just putting extra pressure on yourself.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28So...what do I do?
0:25:28 > 0:25:30I can't answer that.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32I can only filter through what you tell me
0:25:32 > 0:25:34and try and help you discover how you feel.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36You have to own the decision.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38Sure. I think we're done here. Thanks.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Thanks.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Mum, Sergeant Hollins is here.
0:25:46 > 0:25:47Just tell him to come up.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51I hope you weren't too hard on Shak.
0:25:51 > 0:25:54I was as hard as he deserved. Let's put it this way,
0:25:54 > 0:25:56you're not going to be putting the bins out for six months.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58- KNOCK ON DOOR - Just come in, Rob.- Hi.
0:25:58 > 0:26:02- Did you find him?- No.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04There is nothing there,
0:26:04 > 0:26:07there's no evidence of any drug activity,
0:26:07 > 0:26:08no paraphernalia. Nothing.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Well, I didn't imagine... Why don't you believe me?
0:26:11 > 0:26:13I mean, look, check my phone, there's photographic evidence.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16No, because you didn't have your phone on you.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18You must have lost it.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20The only reason that I've got this filth in me
0:26:20 > 0:26:22is because somebody force-fed me.
0:26:22 > 0:26:25I demand that you arrest him!
0:26:25 > 0:26:29You can find his address from his parents or the university.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31See, I can't ignore the fact that these drugs
0:26:31 > 0:26:35will have messed with your mind. There is no evidence.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37There's no evidence, but...
0:26:37 > 0:26:41..that place had been scrubbed, which is suspicious.
0:26:41 > 0:26:44Someone had clearly tried to remove any traces of what happened there.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Look, you've done your bit now, Heston, OK?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49So now you need to rest and recover.
0:26:49 > 0:26:51I went to Denby Drive, Rob.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53There was a bloke there, and it could have been Liam.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55I don't know, I didn't stick around.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57- You went there? - Because I was worried about you.
0:26:57 > 0:27:00So now both of you are trying to make my job harder.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03- This has got to stop. - I know what that poison does,
0:27:03 > 0:27:06how it affects people and how they're treated.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08And, no, I won't let this drop!
0:27:08 > 0:27:11Heston, you cannot go haring off like that on your own again, OK?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13You are not a superhero.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15This time you got out of it in one piece,
0:27:15 > 0:27:17but next time you might not be so lucky.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24- Do you remember him?- Liam? Yeah.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27He overreached himself with that Methamphetamine derivative.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30I think it's the drugs. I think it is all in his head.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34- You can't do this! - I can. It's a gift...
0:27:34 > 0:27:38No, this is a medical practice, not a dating agency.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40He does have a company.
0:27:40 > 0:27:42"Liam Slade, African artwork".
0:27:42 > 0:27:44And there's an address.