0:00:37 > 0:00:40BANGING
0:00:42 > 0:00:45BANGING
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Stupid thing!
0:00:50 > 0:00:52DOOR OPENS AND SHE GASPS
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Mum?
0:01:02 > 0:01:03What are you doing here?
0:01:04 > 0:01:06You called us.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Oh, yes...
0:01:08 > 0:01:10You said your boiler was broken.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13You should have said it was you.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15Who did you think it was?
0:01:15 > 0:01:17I don't know.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19Are you all right?
0:01:23 > 0:01:24Hi, Rob.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Hello, Sid. What are you doing here?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28I've just come from a shout.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30Some drunk back-ended a woman and then she thought she had
0:01:30 > 0:01:33a heart attack. I'm pretty sure it was just a panic attack.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35No, what you doing here?
0:01:35 > 0:01:37The driver sort of attacked me. Or tried to.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40Anyway, they asked me to give a statement.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42Sounds like you've had quite a morning.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44It was a bit boring, really.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46This isn't really what I signed up for.
0:01:46 > 0:01:49You stick around for a couple of months and you won't mind "boring".
0:01:51 > 0:01:52Who pays for all this?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Charities, public donations...
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Not the Health Service?
0:01:56 > 0:01:58No. It's like the air ambulance.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Oh, is it? Well, it saves lives.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03I pulled a guy out of a burning car last week.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05If it hadn't been for the CRRU...
0:02:05 > 0:02:07You pulled a man from a burning car?
0:02:07 > 0:02:09It was a small fire.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12Wow. Rob Hollins dives into a raging inferno...
0:02:12 > 0:02:15Actually, between me and you, it was a bit reckless.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18- I nearly jeopardised everything. - But if you hadn't...
0:02:18 > 0:02:20So never forget - an emergency is a team effort.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22No one person is a superhero.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25Except you. Die Hard Hollins.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46What were you going to do with that?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51Where's your dad?
0:02:51 > 0:02:52Getting fags.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55Why didn't you call a boiler man?
0:02:58 > 0:03:00I haven't got any money.
0:03:00 > 0:03:01Why?
0:03:02 > 0:03:05They sanctioned my disability.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Because I won't see some stupid shrink.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08Of course you won't.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11It's just a trick to get me out of the house.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Or it might actually help.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15I'm fine.
0:03:15 > 0:03:16No, you're not.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Aunt Carol came round yesterday.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30She and Dad were talking about you again.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32What did she say?
0:03:32 > 0:03:35Nothing.
0:03:35 > 0:03:36Your big secret's still safe.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38She had no right to talk...
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Just once, you might actually tell me about it,
0:03:40 > 0:03:42instead of always closing me down...
0:03:43 > 0:03:45There's nothing to tell.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Liar.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53It would only make things worse if I told you, love.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56How much worse can it get?
0:03:56 > 0:03:59You haven't been outside in three years.
0:03:59 > 0:04:00You don't understand.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03You're agoraphobic, mother. It can be treated.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04If you face up to it.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06CLATTERING
0:04:06 > 0:04:09It's just Dad!
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Oh, and he's not happy about you calling him again.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19No two mental health problems are ever the same.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22Sometimes you get problems so entrenched you think you're
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- never going to scratch the surface. - Been there.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27And sometimes you get problems that are more recent
0:04:27 > 0:04:29and the patient seems to be functioning fine.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Hey, Al. Takeaway.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Meeting this afternoon.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Ah... An assignation with the Head Shrinker.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39What you eating for lunch, razor blades?
0:04:40 > 0:04:42- What? - Rather you than me.
0:04:46 > 0:04:47Just ignore him.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50You were saying... No two problems are the same?
0:04:50 > 0:04:51No.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55And sometimes the entrenched ones end up being easy and the
0:04:55 > 0:04:58simple ones end up being impossible. It's never straightforward.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Nothing in medicine ever is.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04Why do you always call me when you have a problem?
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- We're separated, remember? - Can you fix it?
0:05:06 > 0:05:08No. I don't know the first thing about boilers.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10Then we need to call someone.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13- You're paying, are you? - No money.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15- PHONE BEEPS - You would have if you had a job.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Don't start on her, Dad.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19Who did this?
0:05:21 > 0:05:23My neighbour.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25He said he could rig the gas to bypass the meter.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29If the gas company finds out, you'll get evicted.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33I can't leave here, Albie.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35This is the only place I feel safe.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37You're not safe here. You're a prisoner.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39If you don't want to help me...
0:05:39 > 0:05:42I do. Everyone does.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45But you just won't let us.
0:05:45 > 0:05:51If you really wanted to help, you wouldn't have walked out on me.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53I begged you to see someone.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57- But you were dragging us all down. - So I'm just supposed to forget?
0:05:57 > 0:05:59It was ten years ago.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02Bad things happen.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04You have to get over it.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- Get over what?- Nothing.
0:06:06 > 0:06:10- How stupid do the two of you think I am?- Just drop it.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12I'm 18. I have a right to know what happened.
0:06:12 > 0:06:13It's not important.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15It ruined our lives!
0:06:15 > 0:06:18I'm not leaving here until you tell me.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26I saw this foster kid recently.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30History of solvent abuse, trouble with the police,
0:06:30 > 0:06:34very disturbed... But he didn't want to talk about it.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37People often don't. They're afraid of what they'll uncover.
0:06:38 > 0:06:42- I got him to open up in the end. - How?
0:06:43 > 0:06:46There was something about his story that was familiar.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47In what way?
0:06:48 > 0:06:52I... I knew what he was going through. I'd been there myself.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56How long had you been a solvent abuser?
0:06:57 > 0:06:58What?
0:07:00 > 0:07:02You said you'd been there...
0:07:02 > 0:07:06I meant the trauma he suffered that triggered his abuse.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09I'd been through something similar with my dad.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14And how closely related are the patient's problems to your own?
0:07:15 > 0:07:17A lot.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Then we can't use it as a case study.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22There's a risk the mentoring could turn into counselling.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24And we need to maintain boundaries.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Boundaries are critical.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28OK, another case study.
0:07:29 > 0:07:30Let's see...
0:07:32 > 0:07:33For years I thought it was my fault.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35It was nothing to do with you.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38I thought if I could make up for it, then Mum would get better.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40You can't make her get better, Lottie. No-one can.
0:07:40 > 0:07:44- That's helpful. - It's true. Look at her.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46She won't get a job, she won't go outside...
0:07:46 > 0:07:48- She needs someone to help her. - You think I haven't tried?
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Have you? Really?
0:07:50 > 0:07:54Yes! For years. But this is what she wants.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57To be stuck inside, shutting the world out.
0:07:57 > 0:07:58She won't even open the windows...
0:07:58 > 0:07:59I do.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01What's that smell?
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- She won't even put on the lights. - Dad!
0:08:03 > 0:08:05EXPLOSION
0:08:08 > 0:08:12All the patients you've seen and you can't think of a single case study?
0:08:13 > 0:08:15Give me a minute.
0:08:18 > 0:08:19There must be someone.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25Apart from the Mirror Touch Syndrome woman...
0:08:25 > 0:08:27Too straightforward.
0:08:27 > 0:08:28Right...
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Is it me? Am I putting you off?
0:08:31 > 0:08:32No, not at all.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36It doesn't have to be a patient.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39It could be someone from uni, an old school friend,
0:08:39 > 0:08:40someone from the pub, even.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43The pub...
0:08:44 > 0:08:48OK, yeah, actually, there might be someone...
0:08:51 > 0:08:52CREAKING
0:09:00 > 0:09:02SIREN APPROACHES
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Oh! Oh!
0:09:25 > 0:09:28HE COUGHS
0:09:32 > 0:09:34I can't move.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36What happened?
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Must have been the gas.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- My gas?- Yes. Obviously.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Get this off me.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Oh!
0:10:10 > 0:10:12I can't move it.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15I can't feel my legs.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16Oh!
0:10:17 > 0:10:18Where's Lottie?
0:10:18 > 0:10:21Lottie? Oh!
0:10:21 > 0:10:23What is it?
0:10:26 > 0:10:29LOTTIE WHIMPERS
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Is she OK?
0:10:40 > 0:10:41What happened?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Molly, get help.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47What?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Go out and get help.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53- Go out?- Yes.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59I can't.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Molly! Lottie's hurt.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Please...
0:11:12 > 0:11:13What's going on?
0:11:13 > 0:11:16Gas explosion. Probably a faulty boiler.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19A secondary blast wiped out what fire there was.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22- Can we go in?- It's not safe yet.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25My team is securing the house, making sure there are no more leaks.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26Is anyone in there?
0:11:26 > 0:11:29One of the neighbours says there will be a woman in there.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31She's agoraphobic. Never goes out.
0:11:31 > 0:11:32We need to get to her.
0:11:32 > 0:11:36When we know it's safe. There could be structural damage.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38Help! Up here.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40I know her.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- My daughter's hurt.- She's a patient.
0:11:50 > 0:11:51All those people...
0:11:51 > 0:11:53What are you doing?
0:11:53 > 0:11:54So many men...
0:11:54 > 0:11:55Snap out of it.
0:11:55 > 0:12:00- No. Not again.- Molly.- Please. Don't.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01Is anybody hurt there?
0:12:01 > 0:12:04SHE SCREAMS
0:12:04 > 0:12:06- It's all right. He's here to help. - Everyone OK?- I think so.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Something hit me.
0:12:09 > 0:12:14Stay right there. I've got to check the gas. I'll be right back.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16Oi!
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Molly! Go and get him back.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Molly!? Molly!
0:12:20 > 0:12:23CEILING CRACKS
0:12:23 > 0:12:24What was that?
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Thanks, Karen.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36PHONE RINGS
0:12:36 > 0:12:38- Answer it.- It's not safe here.
0:12:38 > 0:12:39Answer the phone.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02- Hello?- Mrs Nilsen?- Who is this?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04It's Doctor Vere.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- From the Mill Health Centre. I'm outside.- Who is it?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08It's my doctor.
0:13:08 > 0:13:09Listen, I'm going to help,
0:13:09 > 0:13:14but I need you to tell me exactly what happened.
0:13:14 > 0:13:17- Tell him to get help. - Who's that?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19It's my husband. He's hurt his back.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20OK, don't move him.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23And there's something wrong with my daughter.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Can you describe her condition for me?
0:13:26 > 0:13:28It's her stomach, I think. She's in a lot of pain.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30It's not safe! Get off the phone!
0:13:35 > 0:13:38CREAKING
0:13:38 > 0:13:41I'll try and find out. Can we go in yet?
0:13:41 > 0:13:43No. Apparently the gas has been tampered with.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47- There are seriously injured people in there. - We're dealing with it.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50I've got a possible spinal injury and a woman with internal injuries.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- How do you know that? - I've just spoken to them.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54You spoke to someone in there?
0:13:55 > 0:13:58A mobile phone can create enough spark to ignite any remaining gas.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01That's the reason my team aren't using radios.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05Sorry. So what do we do now?
0:14:05 > 0:14:09- Wait. And don't use the phone. Watch him.- Yeah.
0:14:11 > 0:14:12OK.
0:14:20 > 0:14:25If I wasn't so useless, none of this would have happened.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28You need to go and get help.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31Where are the firefighters?
0:14:31 > 0:14:34In the kitchen? Somewhere. Just get them.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39We should have told Lottie.
0:14:39 > 0:14:40Molly.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Years ago...
0:14:42 > 0:14:44Please!
0:14:46 > 0:14:48I still see them, you know.
0:14:50 > 0:14:55Every time I close my eyes... every night...
0:14:57 > 0:14:58What if it happens again?
0:14:58 > 0:15:01It isn't going to happen again.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04You don't know what it was like.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06I don't care!
0:15:06 > 0:15:08How can you say that?
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Because I'm sick of it.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11I was raped, Albie.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Raped?
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Is that what happened?
0:15:22 > 0:15:24- Oh!- Lottie!
0:15:27 > 0:15:30I can't see, Mum. Everything's blurred.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37They said not to use the phone.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39I don't care.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43PHONE RINGS Molly?
0:15:43 > 0:15:45She says she can't see.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47- Who?- Sid!
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Lottie, my daughter. She was nearly sick.
0:15:50 > 0:15:54- Is that her? - And she keeps passing out. - Get off the damn phone!
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Keep her talking and...
0:15:55 > 0:15:58- One more stunt like that and you're out of here.- She rang me.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00If she rings, don't answer.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02It sounds really bad.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04It is, we've got gas leaks, dodgy wiring,
0:16:04 > 0:16:07structural damage... But it's under control.
0:16:07 > 0:16:08Is it?
0:16:15 > 0:16:16Who was it?
0:16:18 > 0:16:20The man who raped you.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23They were never caught.
0:16:25 > 0:16:26They?
0:16:29 > 0:16:31There were two of them.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34You need to get her out of here.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Ahh... I can't. My arm.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Oi! In here!
0:16:41 > 0:16:44FIREFIGHTER: Nearly there! We'll be with you in a sec.
0:16:46 > 0:16:47Go and get them!
0:16:47 > 0:16:49I can't.
0:16:49 > 0:16:50Just do it.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52It's not easy for her.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53You think it's easy for me?
0:16:55 > 0:16:56You think it's ever been easy for me?
0:16:58 > 0:17:01She was raped, Dad.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Do you know what that's like for a woman?
0:17:05 > 0:17:06Yes.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14I was there.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16What?
0:17:18 > 0:17:20And I couldn't do anything.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Why?
0:17:25 > 0:17:26Because they beat me.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31So bad I couldn't move.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39All I could do was watch.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56We've got the all-clear.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58Everybody in.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08We've cleared the gas, but we need to get everybody out ASAP.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11- Help my daughter. - No time to clear his neck.
0:18:11 > 0:18:12Get him onto a board.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14One, two, three.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17I need you to tell me exactly where it hurts.
0:18:17 > 0:18:18SHE VOMITS
0:18:19 > 0:18:20On my word, one, two, three.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25I need another board.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26Is the ceiling going to go?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28We need to get everyone out, now!
0:18:28 > 0:18:30Put her on the chair.
0:18:32 > 0:18:36- Come on, love. Get her on this chair.- No.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38That's it. Well done.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Three, two, one.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44Don't touch me.
0:18:44 > 0:18:48- No! I'm not going without her. - We can't leave you here.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Listen, you may have a ruptured spleen.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53If we don't get you to hospital, it could kill you.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55I'll get your mum out. I promise.
0:18:55 > 0:18:58Rob, would you take the chair?
0:19:00 > 0:19:03I understand why you're frightened, Molly. And I'm going to help.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07We haven't got time for this.
0:19:07 > 0:19:08I'm just going to put this coat over you.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12I can't go out there. All those men...
0:19:12 > 0:19:14No-one's going to hurt you.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Doctor!
0:19:16 > 0:19:19I'm going to be with you. I won't let go, all right?
0:19:19 > 0:19:20Let's go.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28Yeah, he's tried all kinds of medication but the headaches
0:19:28 > 0:19:30- keep coming back. - Any idea why?
0:19:30 > 0:19:32No.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34The interesting thing is the headaches only really started
0:19:34 > 0:19:37after the sudden death of his father.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39Coincidence?
0:19:39 > 0:19:42Probably not. How did he feel about his father's death?
0:19:42 > 0:19:45He only really spoke about it once.
0:19:45 > 0:19:46Then he clammed up.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48Would he consider talking therapies?
0:19:48 > 0:19:51Oh, no. He'd rather chew razor blades.
0:19:55 > 0:19:59Erm, has he got a good network of friends?
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Small, but...
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Can he talk to them?
0:20:02 > 0:20:05Well, I think he's a bit allergic to the whole idea of emotions.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07A lot of men are like that.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10They think not talking about it will make it go away.
0:20:10 > 0:20:11That's him.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Does he drink?
0:20:13 > 0:20:14Like a fish.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17Does he use it to avoid facing his feelings?
0:20:17 > 0:20:20Yup. Question is - how do I make that clear to him?
0:20:21 > 0:20:23You can't.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25The whole point of talking therapies
0:20:25 > 0:20:27is to get him to figure it out himself.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32Doctor. You did a good job.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37Sid, did you hear the ceiling crack?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Yes. A bit of it nearly hit me.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42- When did you hear it? - When we went in.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45When you first went in? Why didn't you say something?
0:20:45 > 0:20:47- The girl had a ruptured spleen, Rob. - Don't let go!
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Sorry. I've got you.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51Later. OK?
0:21:00 > 0:21:04Oh, I've been meaning to ask, can anyone contribute to your library?
0:21:04 > 0:21:05What do you mean?
0:21:05 > 0:21:06Will Mrs Tembe be offended
0:21:06 > 0:21:10if I add some books on talking therapies?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12I'm sure she'd be thrilled.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14A few layman's guides might encourage people.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16- If they read them. - A bit of marketing.
0:21:16 > 0:21:17Um...
0:21:19 > 0:21:23There is one thing that's always bothered me about talking therapies.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25And that is...?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Do you ever feel that you're setting yourself up as
0:21:27 > 0:21:29this perfect specimen?
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Someone who has all the answers?
0:21:31 > 0:21:33I have.
0:21:33 > 0:21:34- What?- I'm joking.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37You'd be surprised how messed up some therapists can be.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Not really.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41But I am nearly perfect.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48How are you feeling?
0:21:48 > 0:21:50Bit groggy.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54The surgery went well.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Surgery?
0:21:56 > 0:21:59They saved your spleen. You're a very lucky girl.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03What about you?
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Sprained my neck. They say it's not too bad.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07- Could've fooled me. - Where's Mum?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11With the doctor.
0:22:11 > 0:22:15She's here? In the hospital?
0:22:15 > 0:22:19She won't leave him alone. He's obviously got something I haven't.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23How is she?
0:22:23 > 0:22:24Surprisingly calm.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Maybe she needed someone like him all along.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32You still love her, don't you?
0:22:35 > 0:22:37I never stopped.
0:22:38 > 0:22:42Is that why you left her? Because of what happened?
0:22:42 > 0:22:45I couldn't help her when she needed me most, Lottie.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48- You don't know what that feels like. - It wasn't your fault.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Wasn't it?
0:22:50 > 0:22:52If we'd gone home a different way that night...
0:22:55 > 0:22:56If I'd seen them...
0:22:58 > 0:23:00Why didn't you ever talk about it?
0:23:00 > 0:23:02I couldn't.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05You're as bad as she is.
0:23:07 > 0:23:08We were so happy that night.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12We'd decided to try for another baby.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17You wanted a baby brother.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Is that why you never had any more kids?
0:23:25 > 0:23:27- Al.- What?
0:23:29 > 0:23:30I was out of order the other day.
0:23:31 > 0:23:34You mean when you tried to use me as your case study?
0:23:34 > 0:23:36- I was way too personal. - It was.- You were right.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39It was an unacceptable abuse of our friendship.
0:23:39 > 0:23:42- It was.- It was patronising, it was arrogant... It was unforgiveable.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44All right. Don't overdo it.
0:23:44 > 0:23:45I crossed a line. And just want to apologise.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Right. Apology accepted. Just stop grovelling.
0:23:51 > 0:23:52You know what, Jimmi.
0:23:52 > 0:23:55You used to be there on the friendship scale.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57Right now you're there!
0:23:57 > 0:24:00There's a lot of making up to do.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02So...better start thinking of ways you can do that.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10- Are you all right? - I'm fine.
0:24:10 > 0:24:14- I've been so worried. - Never mind me. Look at you. Outside.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17And you're not freaking out.
0:24:17 > 0:24:21- I couldn't have done it without him. - Rubbish. You did this on your own.
0:24:21 > 0:24:25And it took a lot of courage to leave home like that.
0:24:25 > 0:24:26I'm still scared.
0:24:26 > 0:24:30Sure you are, but you've started now. You can't stop.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33He's been on at me to see a shrink.
0:24:33 > 0:24:34Like everyone else.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38For a lot of women, the trauma's as bad as being in a war zone.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42- But therapy can help. - I can't go through it all again.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44But that's the point, Molly.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46You are still going through it all.
0:24:47 > 0:24:51When you left your house with me you felt safe, didn't you?
0:24:51 > 0:24:55Safe... That night with your dad,
0:24:55 > 0:25:00when we were walking home. That's the last time I ever felt safe.
0:25:02 > 0:25:06- Doctor Vere, could I have a quick chat, please?- Yeah, OK.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08We'll be in touch about the gas meter.
0:25:09 > 0:25:10I'll be back, OK.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15Are they going to do me?
0:25:15 > 0:25:17They're going to do your neighbour. Just as well, too.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20- The idiot.- What about me?
0:25:20 > 0:25:22I don't know.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24But whatever happens...
0:25:24 > 0:25:27I'll find you somewhere to live, and if you need money...
0:25:27 > 0:25:29- I've got somewhere to live. - Mum!
0:25:32 > 0:25:34- She could live with us. - What?
0:25:34 > 0:25:36- I'll be at uni in September. - It's not your decision.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38She can have my room.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41I can't go through all that with her again.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44You won't have to. She's agreed to see a therapist.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46- I have?- Yes.
0:25:46 > 0:25:50Nothing's ever going to get done in this family
0:25:50 > 0:25:51unless I make it happen.
0:25:52 > 0:25:56So you'd better get used to it. Both of you.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01You said you heard the ceiling crack
0:26:01 > 0:26:03when you very first walked into the house.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05- Yeah.- That's when you should have said something.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07- We all heard it. - You should have said something.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10It's up to every member of the entire team to constantly
0:26:10 > 0:26:12assess the risks.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14- I know, but I was... - No - someone could have died.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19All right. Yes.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21You're right. It won't happen again.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Sid, I am only giving you good advice.
0:26:25 > 0:26:26I should have paid more attention.
0:26:26 > 0:26:30That's what it's all about. Being in an emergency team.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41You do know you don't need an actual turkey baster?
0:26:41 > 0:26:44So, JJ, what about you? You got a job yet?
0:26:44 > 0:26:47No, not yet. Got a few irons in the fire, though.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49So what's this tentacle?
0:26:49 > 0:26:52It's a fallopian tube. Didn't you do sex ed at school?
0:26:52 > 0:26:54I was more interested in men's bits.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59- Morning.- Morning.