0:00:26 > 0:00:29MOBILE JINGLES A TUNE
0:00:29 > 0:00:32Hey, I said I'd do that.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36You've done everything anyway. That's it finished.
0:00:36 > 0:00:39- Doesn't it look perfect? - It's wonderful.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44Ashley, they're beautiful.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47Not as beautiful as you.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50- I'm running out of vases! - Then I'll get you new ones.
0:00:51 > 0:00:55You've made me the happiest man in the world.
0:00:55 > 0:00:56You know that, don't you?
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- When are you going to... - I'm not talking about it now!
0:01:03 > 0:01:04The cot's not going to assemble itself.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06I can't do it on my own!
0:01:06 > 0:01:07I'm leaving you.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Is this a joke?
0:01:10 > 0:01:13You don't mean it.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16I've tried. I just can't do this any more.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18What are you talking about?
0:01:18 > 0:01:22- I was cross about the cot, but that's...- It's more than that.
0:01:22 > 0:01:23What?
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Are you not even going to talk?
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- If I've done something wrong, tell me!- It's not you.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31I don't love you any more.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Yes, you do. You're just upset because...
0:01:33 > 0:01:36I don't love you. I don't think I ever have.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Not really.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41On some level, you must know that.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43How can you say that? Obviously you did.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45I'm not stupid!
0:01:45 > 0:01:49Ashley, please. You're my world. You're our world.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52He doesn't deserve this. He's done nothing wrong.
0:01:54 > 0:01:55You have.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59You don't just leave like this.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00Is there somebody else?
0:02:04 > 0:02:08There is someone else, but she's got nothing to do with this.
0:02:13 > 0:02:14Morning.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Morning.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19The system is working perfectly. Thank goodness.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22And finally, we have passed the inspection.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24That's great.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27It is a pity that it has taken so long, but we got there in the end.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Yeah. In the end.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36What should I tell Mrs Tembe?
0:02:36 > 0:02:39I would say, domestic emergency.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Like what? She is going to ask.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43- Rats.- Rats?
0:02:43 > 0:02:46Well, we could very easily get rats if I don't give this place a proper clean.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Valerie, it's fine.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51PHONE RINGS
0:02:51 > 0:02:54I'm guessing that's Mr Rat, isn't it?
0:02:54 > 0:02:55Tell him to stop ringing you.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57I can't talk to him again.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- Text him, then. I'll do it.- No!
0:03:00 > 0:03:03He is my problem. I don't want to encourage him.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Give him an inch, he'll take a mile.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Don't give in to him. Promise me.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10I do have some self-respect left.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13I'll tell Mrs Tembe that you're feeling off today, yeah?
0:03:13 > 0:03:16- OK. I don't like lying, but, thank you.- Call me if you need me.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Posh biscuits!
0:03:23 > 0:03:28No. No, no, no. They are for the team building tomorrow.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30Oh! Well, I suppose I can wait.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32Despite the biscuits, I am so glad I'm not involved.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Do we really need all these motivation things?
0:03:34 > 0:03:38I'd have thought that after yesterday, we proved how successful we can be.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41Are you both satisfied with how we handled everything?
0:03:41 > 0:03:44I mean, could we have resolved the problem more quickly?
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Why? Has anybody been complaining? - We went through the process
0:03:47 > 0:03:49and we emerged stronger than we were in the beginning.
0:03:49 > 0:03:50In my book, that's a win.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- I think he at least deserves a biscuit!- Yeah.
0:03:53 > 0:03:57- As I said, they are for tomorrow. - Fine.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59I'd like to know who this ungrateful person is.
0:03:59 > 0:04:03No. It's just... I'm sensing that some people's experience is
0:04:03 > 0:04:06slightly different than others, that is all.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Well, if you want to test the temperature, that's up to you.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10But, personally, I think we performed remarkably.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12We were exemplary.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14While others whined in their consulting rooms, or destroyed
0:04:14 > 0:04:18valuable office equipment, we took the bull by the horns.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21Dr Carter has reimbursed the practice for the monitor.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22I should think so.
0:04:22 > 0:04:26Well, thank you both very much. You have been very helpful.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43PHONE RINGS
0:04:44 > 0:04:46Go away!
0:04:46 > 0:04:51PHONE CONTINUES TO RING
0:04:53 > 0:04:55Leave a message.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56BEEP
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Whatever I've done, I'm sorry!
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Don't. Please don't. Ashley!
0:05:09 > 0:05:10I'm sorry.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15DOOR CLOSES
0:05:21 > 0:05:24DOORBELL CHIMES
0:05:30 > 0:05:32- What are you doing?- I've left her.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38Right, my appointments are here if anybody asks, OK?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40- Ah, Nurse Lee.- Sorry, home visits.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Oh, yes, of course. Can we talk later?
0:05:43 > 0:05:44Yeah. Add it to my list.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- Sister Carter... - Actually, I'm quite busy too.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54The appointment system is back online, if that helps.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57No. I'm going to stick with paperwork. Thank you.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59A system you can trust. I understand.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02As I tried to explain to Nurse Lee, I am just
0:06:02 > 0:06:05trying to talk to people about their experiences lately...
0:06:05 > 0:06:07I don't mean to be rude, Mrs Tembe.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10It's just, one of my ladies, she missed her appointment this morning
0:06:10 > 0:06:13and she's got high BP, so I just want to check she's all right.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- Yes, yes, of course. Perhaps later? - Mmm-hmm.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22PHONE RINGS Please leave your message after the tone.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25Hey, Helen, it's Ruhma.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27You missed your appointment at the Mill centre today.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30And I wanted to check that everything's all right?
0:06:30 > 0:06:33Why don't you give me a ring and we can reschedule?
0:06:41 > 0:06:43- Please let me in and I'll explain. - I'm sorry, no.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Oh, Valerie!
0:06:47 > 0:06:49I was going to tell you.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53I was just waiting for the right moment,
0:06:53 > 0:06:56but then you found out first.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59I am so sorry.
0:06:59 > 0:07:03You have to believe me, I never meant to hurt you!
0:07:05 > 0:07:06KNOCK AT DOOR
0:07:06 > 0:07:07Come in.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Hi. You wanted to see me?
0:07:09 > 0:07:15Yes, I need you to take over gender and sexuality issues.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17I thought Zara and Daniel were in charge of that?
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Look... Between you and I, I do not think
0:07:20 > 0:07:23they are the best people to guide the rest of the staff.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28Oh, because of the sex in the park.
0:07:29 > 0:07:33I...I do not wish to burden you, I know, you have a lot on with
0:07:33 > 0:07:36the VPAS and FME responsibilities,
0:07:36 > 0:07:38but it will only be a half-day course.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41All right, but only if it's just a half a day.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43And...
0:07:43 > 0:07:45with some light reading.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50And you will also have to brief the rest of the staff.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53- Is that all? - I hope this is not too much for you.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Are you all right?
0:07:58 > 0:08:01I am, but I have been talking to some of the staff
0:08:01 > 0:08:04and there seems to be a lot of discord.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Well, not just that.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09After all the effort we had made with team building,
0:08:09 > 0:08:12I just hoped that there would be more progress, you know,
0:08:12 > 0:08:14that people would be working closely together.
0:08:14 > 0:08:19- You can't change people overnight. - No, of course not overnight. But...
0:08:19 > 0:08:22I have organised another session for tomorrow, for those who
0:08:22 > 0:08:28missed the escape room, but now I really do not think it is enough.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Well, if you want my opinion, I would leave it for another time.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Perhaps.
0:08:46 > 0:08:50Hello, Helen? It's Ruhma.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52I just wanted to check that you're OK?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56I left you a little message, a while ago.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Hello? Are you in?
0:09:09 > 0:09:12- Hey.- Hi. Obviously I slept through the alarm.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14It's fine. Don't worry about it.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Normally I wouldn't bother, Helen,
0:09:16 > 0:09:20it's just, we said we'd keep tabs on your blood pressure.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22And I'm here, so I can do it now?
0:09:22 > 0:09:25Yeah, thanks. Sorry, it's been a bit of a night.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27- But you're OK? - Yeah, I'm great, thanks.- Good.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- Mrs Tembe? - Do you know anything about this?
0:09:37 > 0:09:39- What?- Who has taken these?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41I don't know. I can't know everything!
0:09:41 > 0:09:43No, of course not, sorry.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46You look very tired, Dr Vere.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49No, I'm fine. I just wanted to give you this.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52It's my phone statement from all the calls
0:09:52 > 0:09:54I made to Toby about the computers.
0:09:54 > 0:09:58- Oh!- He does live in Johannesburg. That's OK?
0:09:58 > 0:09:59Yes, yes, it is fine.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02I will transfer the money into your account today.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05- And thank you again for all your hard work.- It's fine.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I don't mind as long as it's a one-off,
0:10:07 > 0:10:10but I wouldn't want it to become part of my job description.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- I heard what happened to Al. - No, I understand. And it will not.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Please, Valerie!
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Is everything all right, Valerie?
0:10:31 > 0:10:33- I'm fine, Mrs Nitka. Don't worry about me.- Are you OK?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Yes, fine.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45- Thank you.- This is not for you. This is for the neighbours.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47They don't like drama on their doorsteps and neither do I.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50You're angry. I understand that.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51You know, I respect that.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54Just say what you've got to say and then go.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56OK.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57- I love you.- No.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02I love you, Valerie Pitman.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04No! You do not speak to me like that.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06You don't get to say words that you don't mean.
0:11:06 > 0:11:07But I do.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09I mean every syllable.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12I love you, Valerie Pitman!
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Shh! Not here!
0:11:19 > 0:11:21It's immaculate. Like you.
0:11:23 > 0:11:29Like I said, I never meant to hurt anyone, especially you.
0:11:30 > 0:11:34Everything I've said to you, I've meant.
0:11:34 > 0:11:38I would never lie to you, ever.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41Oh, apart from one tinsy tiny little detail!
0:11:41 > 0:11:44I should have mentioned Helen's pregnancy.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47But...I was scared.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51I'd lost you once already, I didn't want it to happen again.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54Obviously, I was going to find out! At some point.
0:11:54 > 0:11:58You're right. I wasn't thinking straight.
0:11:58 > 0:12:05All I think about... all I CAN think about is you.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08You're the one perfect thing in my life.
0:12:08 > 0:12:14I just want to be with you... to worship you.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15If you'll let me.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Please.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22It's elevated, which is not what we were hoping for.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25I know, just, I really don't want to have to go back to hospital.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27I know, but we've talked about the risks.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29We need to monitor your blood pressure very closely.
0:12:29 > 0:12:33But you also said that I needed rest. I haven't had that.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36In fact, I've had a lot more stress.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37What's happened?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Last night, after the hospital,
0:12:41 > 0:12:45Ashley just started acting really strangely.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47He locked himself in the study, said he was ordering takeaway.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51- He wasn't, he was talking to somebody.- Right.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Then I made it worse.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58When he came out, he wouldn't speak, so I tried to be productive.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00I started on the baby's cot.
0:13:00 > 0:13:04- It's been lying about for weeks, but...- Hey, it's OK.
0:13:08 > 0:13:09He just said he was leaving me.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13I don't know what I'm going to do.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16I don't know what we're going to do.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21You are going to be all right.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23OK, whatever happens.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Look. You've said your piece.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- I'd like it now if you'd just go home.- I don't have a home.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30I slept in my car last night.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33I had a shower in the community centre.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- I'm sorry, but...- But I'm not.
0:13:35 > 0:13:41For the first time in nearly two years, I'm free.
0:13:41 > 0:13:46Leaving you was the worst mistake I've ever made.
0:13:46 > 0:13:50When I saw you at the PPG, I couldn't deny it any more.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53You were like a shining light,
0:13:53 > 0:13:56revealing all the lies I've told myself.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59I never loved Helen.
0:13:59 > 0:14:03I was trying to fill the void of losing you.
0:14:03 > 0:14:07I knew it and, well, she knew it.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10- You told her about me?- No!
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Yes.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18I told her I'd lost you.
0:14:19 > 0:14:24What I should have said was I'd found you again.
0:14:24 > 0:14:28- So you lied to both of us. - I didn't mean to.
0:14:29 > 0:14:33I wanted to shout your name from the rooftops!
0:14:33 > 0:14:38But, every time I tried, there'd be another disaster.
0:14:38 > 0:14:43Helen's not like you, she's not a strong woman.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46It sounds like she needs you, then.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47She needs someone.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50I don't think she cares who.
0:14:50 > 0:14:54After she got pregnant, everything changed.
0:14:54 > 0:14:58She didn't need me for me, that's what I realised.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00All this time...
0:15:01 > 0:15:04..she'd been using me.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Shall we go and sit down?
0:15:16 > 0:15:18Oh, it was you!
0:15:18 > 0:15:21Those biscuits are for team building!
0:15:21 > 0:15:24It was very clearly marked on the box.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Oh, Emma thought we weren't doing it any more
0:15:26 > 0:15:29- and it had been cancelled. - Well, Dr Reid was wrong.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Thing is, when I eat chocolates, I eat them all...
0:15:35 > 0:15:38I have not cancelled the team building workshop
0:15:38 > 0:15:40so please stop telling people that I have.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42All right. I'm sorry, I thought you were going to.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45I will have to start persuading them all over again.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48Is that really necessary? I thought we'd pulled together rather well.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51Have we? While you lot have been congratulating yourselves and saving
0:15:51 > 0:15:54pennies, Sid and Al have literally run themselves into the ground!
0:15:54 > 0:15:56I thought that had been addressed?
0:15:56 > 0:15:58We are trying to find a permanent IT consultant.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01- Someone you might actually have to pay.- Ayesha.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03Did you even notice how hard we've been working?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05There are two nurses and seven doctors.
0:16:05 > 0:16:06Try explaining that to patients.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09- Yeah, well we're all working hard. - Not like us!
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Ruhma had to stay late and rewrite some reports
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Yeah, and that's just the start.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Because we've had no access to patient records,
0:16:15 > 0:16:16every consultation has overrun.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- I'm knackered and so are Tash and Ruhma.- Then why did you not say?
0:16:19 > 0:16:20Why didn't you ask?
0:16:22 > 0:16:24I had this nagging feeling this was wrong,
0:16:24 > 0:16:27but I kept pushing it to the back of my mind.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31Eventually, I managed to fool myself that we could be happy.
0:16:33 > 0:16:37Well, that didn't happen, so I threw myself into my work.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39So you didn't talk to anyone?
0:16:39 > 0:16:43I'm sure we looked like the perfect couple,
0:16:43 > 0:16:46but we had nothing in common.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49I dreaded going home.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Even she realised there was no point in pretending,
0:16:52 > 0:16:56but then, suddenly, she got pregnant.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59So things can't have been that bad, then!
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Obviously, I couldn't leave her.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04I was trapped.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07I tried to forget about how bad things were
0:17:07 > 0:17:10and concentrate on being a good father.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15Like my dad did...
0:17:17 > 0:17:21He was never happy either.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24HE SOBS
0:17:26 > 0:17:30As soon as we met, we just clicked. You just know, don't you?
0:17:30 > 0:17:32I got a sort of shiver when I met him.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34He said he felt something.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36Kismet, he called it.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40And then the miracle.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42I'd given up hope of having a child so when it happened,
0:17:42 > 0:17:44I was so excited.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47I thought he was too. He seemed happy, didn't he?
0:17:47 > 0:17:51- Yeah, yeah. He did. - Maybe I was too demanding?- No.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52I nag too much, I know I do.
0:17:52 > 0:17:56I just wanted everything to be perfect.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58Ashley never minded that, you know.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01He liked the house being clean when he came home.
0:18:01 > 0:18:05And me - he said he was proud of the trouble I took.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07He liked me looking good for him.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12No wonder he's gone. Look at me.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14Hey. No-one, no-one is perfect.
0:18:14 > 0:18:18- Oh, come on, look at the state of me.- I think you look lovely.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21You have to say that.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27But I know that, all the problems I've had,
0:18:27 > 0:18:30they wouldn't have happened if I'd started trying five years earlier,
0:18:30 > 0:18:32- would they?- Maybe. Maybe not.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34All I can say to you, Helen,
0:18:34 > 0:18:37is you're going to have a lovely baby,
0:18:37 > 0:18:39which is what you need to focus on.
0:18:42 > 0:18:43It's not the way I dreamt it.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48It's probably not the way he dreamt it, either.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51Which is why he's off with... who knows?
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Thank you.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01PHONE BUZZES
0:19:07 > 0:19:10You have to promise that you are never going to lie again.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13I won't lie. I won't need to.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Nobody ever needs to.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18You've got to value people enough to tell them the truth
0:19:18 > 0:19:22and give them a chance, not run away when everything goes wrong.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24I've learned my lesson.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27I'll stand by you, you don't need to worry.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29What about your baby?
0:19:31 > 0:19:35Well, I'll do the right thing,
0:19:35 > 0:19:39send support whenever I can.
0:19:40 > 0:19:41Whenever you can?
0:19:41 > 0:19:44I'm not a rich man, Valerie.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47I'm mainly freelance. I work in the community.
0:19:47 > 0:19:52I'm talking about emotional support. Being there.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55- Or do you just not understand that? - I do!
0:19:56 > 0:19:57What's wrong?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59What's wrong?
0:20:00 > 0:20:03Everything's wrong - with you!
0:20:03 > 0:20:06Wherever he is, you need to stop blaming yourself.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08He said he never loved me.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10He said we were deluding ourselves.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13He can't tell you how you feel. Helen, only you know that.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16I don't. Not after last night. Maybe it wasn't real?
0:20:16 > 0:20:17Maybe I was so desperate for a child,
0:20:17 > 0:20:19I just grabbed the first available man.
0:20:19 > 0:20:22Well, that is probably much harder to do than it sounds.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Something was off, I knew.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26As soon as I told him I was pregnant,
0:20:26 > 0:20:28I could feel him pulling away from me.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Did you try and talk to him?
0:20:30 > 0:20:33I tried, we'd just end up arguing.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Usually about silly things, like the cot.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37I thought it would get him more involved.
0:20:37 > 0:20:42Some men, they can't cope with the prospect of fatherhood.
0:20:42 > 0:20:46And others, they have a problem with responsibility.
0:20:46 > 0:20:47Whatever is holding Ashley back,
0:20:47 > 0:20:50that might change when the baby's born.
0:20:50 > 0:20:54- He's seeing someone else. - We don't know that yet, do we?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56He left with a suitcase. He could come back.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59- Would you have him back? - That's not for me to say.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Look, if you value your relationship,
0:21:05 > 0:21:08then maybe you try and work it out.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10And what if he doesn't?
0:21:10 > 0:21:14A relationship is more than one person. You've got a say as well.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17I think it's important that you don't rush into anything, OK?
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Just take your time.
0:21:19 > 0:21:23And when you feel calmer, you think about what you want to do.
0:21:25 > 0:21:29But always remember, for your sake as well as the baby's,
0:21:29 > 0:21:31you have to value yourself, Helen.
0:21:35 > 0:21:38- I don't understand. - Because you are incapable!
0:21:38 > 0:21:41I can't believe I let you back into my life again.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44- A second ago, you were holding my hands.- Yes.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47And then I was reminded of how easily you walked away
0:21:47 > 0:21:48when I needed you.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51You hurt me, Ashley.
0:21:51 > 0:21:55But you're so full of yourself, you can't even think of that.
0:21:55 > 0:21:56Now you're hurting Helen.
0:21:56 > 0:22:00They're completely different situations.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03Not being there for you was the biggest mistake of my life.
0:22:03 > 0:22:07And I am saving you from making another one!
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Please. Let's calm down.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13I love you, Valerie.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15Sweet, beautiful...
0:22:15 > 0:22:19There is something wrong with you. You need psychological...
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Do you know what, never mind, it doesn't matter what you need -
0:22:23 > 0:22:29the simple truth is you are not good enough for me, Valerie Pitman.
0:22:29 > 0:22:32No. No, don't.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36This isn't you. I know you.
0:22:37 > 0:22:40You've been brainwashed by that militant Ayesha.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43Who knows nothing, by the way.
0:22:43 > 0:22:48She might be pushy and loud, but all she does is put people off.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50She puts men off.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53Is that really what you want for yourself?
0:22:53 > 0:22:54To be alone, like her?
0:22:54 > 0:22:57Because that's all she's ever going to be.
0:22:57 > 0:23:01I would rather be on the shelf than in the wrong cupboard.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04Valerie. No! No, Valerie!
0:23:09 > 0:23:11- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14You wanted to talk?
0:23:14 > 0:23:16- Yes. Well, if you have the time. - Yeah.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20How is your patient?
0:23:20 > 0:23:23I had to wait and see until her blood pressure settled
0:23:23 > 0:23:24and it did, so it's all right.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26That is good news.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29Yeah. I made a follow-up on the appointment system.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31It's working perfectly.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33I am so sorry it has taken so long.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35It's been difficult.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Yes. Perhaps it has affected some more than others.
0:23:39 > 0:23:42I don't need to tell you the pressure that we're all under.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45Everybody is working hard, but the difference is, when things go wrong,
0:23:45 > 0:23:50me and the nurses, we have a lot of patients, Mrs Tembe, and no support.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53If I had known, I would have taken steps.
0:23:53 > 0:23:58But to know, you have to ask. And nobody has spoke to us, actually.
0:23:59 > 0:24:02Well, I am very sorry about that.
0:24:02 > 0:24:04At least you're asking now.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15Biscuits for you.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17I thought they were supposed to be for "team building".
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Yeah, well, I will buy some more.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22I just wanted you to know how grateful we are
0:24:22 > 0:24:25for all the extra time and effort you have been putting in lately.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27I hope they're not supposed to be compensation
0:24:27 > 0:24:29because I'd prefer a pay rise.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31Yes, well, we cannot stretch to extra money,
0:24:31 > 0:24:34- but I can give you some time off in lieu.- Really?
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Really.
0:24:37 > 0:24:40And I also think you should join us tomorrow.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41In case you hadn't noticed,
0:24:41 > 0:24:45I've already had my time of being locked in a room and being...
0:24:45 > 0:24:48It is not that kind of exercise.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51I am organising something a little different.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53Like what, exactly?
0:24:53 > 0:24:57Something that nobody is expecting.
0:24:57 > 0:25:00That is all I can say for now.
0:25:02 > 0:25:03Enjoy your biscuits.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25Helen! I'm locked out.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Can you open the door...please?
0:25:29 > 0:25:32I'm a bit busy at the moment!
0:25:33 > 0:25:35Excuse me?
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Helen!
0:25:39 > 0:25:41I owe you an apology.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44I'd like to make it in person, if you let me in.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49Talk to me, at least.
0:25:49 > 0:25:53Maybe you should talk to your friend instead?
0:25:53 > 0:25:56I told you, she's nothing to do with this.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01She was a mistake.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05Nothing happened, I promise.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09I need you.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13I hope you need me too.
0:26:15 > 0:26:16Helen?
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Good morning!
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Morning! Good job Zara's not here.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50She wouldn't have gone for the whole "flat shoe" thing.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53You need to call the police.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55Right. Anyone know why we're here?
0:26:55 > 0:26:56Lips are sealed, apparently.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58Put me in a cell. Please.
0:26:58 > 0:26:59Not until you tell me what you've done.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Just lock me up. Lock me up.
0:27:01 > 0:27:06I have these...thoughts, basically. These horrible thoughts.