0:00:30 > 0:00:32SCANNER BLEEPS
0:00:51 > 0:00:55CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY
0:01:08 > 0:01:09It looks comfy.
0:01:09 > 0:01:10You'll be like a pea on a drum.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Well, all being well it won't be for too long.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Just say something, please!
0:01:27 > 0:01:29Don't sugar-coat it!
0:01:29 > 0:01:32Dr Haskey, I wouldn't dream of doing that with somebody in your position,
0:01:32 > 0:01:34but everything seems to be more than acceptable.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36A-OK, in fact.
0:01:38 > 0:01:39No, it can't be.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Please, take a look for yourself.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43Everything's well within limits.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46No swelling, no growths or lesions.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48There is literally nothing abnormal there.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- You're reading it wrong. - Excuse me?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54The pain is too severe. There has to be something.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57- Surely, the fact that there isn't is reassuring?- Reassuring?!
0:01:57 > 0:01:59My head is literally splitting,
0:01:59 > 0:02:02and you've got no answers for me at all, have you?
0:02:03 > 0:02:06I would take this as the good news that it is.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09At the very least, this has ruled out a large number of possibilities.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12Well, thanks ever so much for your expertise.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23- Welcome back!- Thank you.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25- Did you have a lovely time?- We did.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Looking forward to hearing all about it.
0:02:28 > 0:02:29Excuse me, I've got to dash.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31You're back?
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Yes, we are. How's the foot?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36Oh, getting there. I'll be out of this boot soon.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38So, did Joe enjoy it?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40And Isabelle.
0:02:40 > 0:02:41Oh, they must have had a great time.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43They did. We all did, actually.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Did you miss us?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Against my better nature.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Oh, the holiday really did do you some good!
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Don't push it.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Did you take lots of pictures?
0:02:56 > 0:02:57Oh, too many.
0:02:57 > 0:03:01Can't wait! I hope you wore lots of sun tan lotion?
0:03:01 > 0:03:02Er, yes.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04You can never be too careful.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Melanoma can get anybody,
0:03:05 > 0:03:08even somebody with genes as strong as yours.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12Is there any of that sort of thing in your family?
0:03:14 > 0:03:15Not as far as I'm aware.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Good!
0:03:18 > 0:03:20PHONE RINGS
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Hello, Mill Health Centre.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26DOORBELL RINGS
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Here we go.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31You ready?
0:03:31 > 0:03:34Yeah. Absolutely.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37Let me ask him.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38Luke...
0:03:38 > 0:03:41Please. You've been through enough. Just rest up, yeah?
0:03:43 > 0:03:44OK.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Come in.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57Just checking in.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00Oh, hello. That is very good of you.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02Not at all.
0:04:02 > 0:04:03So...
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Did the wheels fall off?
0:04:06 > 0:04:10No! No, everything has been going very well.
0:04:10 > 0:04:11Really?
0:04:11 > 0:04:14No problems with the vulnerable patient scheme?
0:04:15 > 0:04:20Oh, there were one or two teething problems at the start,
0:04:20 > 0:04:22but we tackled them head on
0:04:22 > 0:04:24and actually, everything is going very well.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Better than could be expected.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30No other dramas?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Or fall-outs, or tantrums?
0:04:32 > 0:04:35How's Dr Sharma getting on?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38- I bet she's having a tough time settling in.- On the contrary!
0:04:38 > 0:04:41She has fitted in as if she has been here all the time.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43You know, she is very self-sufficient.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46In fact, you could pop in and see Dr Vere.
0:04:46 > 0:04:47Ah!
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Is he having another wobble?
0:04:49 > 0:04:51Oh no, no. Nothing like that.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52No, no, no.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55Dr Vere is making great strides with his emergency medicine,
0:04:55 > 0:04:59and I am sure he will be keen to share his progress with you.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05So, er... Well!
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- How was your holiday? - It was great.- Good!
0:05:09 > 0:05:10It's good to be back.
0:05:12 > 0:05:16I'd better crack on, otherwise it'll seem like you don't need me at all!
0:05:16 > 0:05:17Oh, no!
0:05:25 > 0:05:26- Heston!- Tina.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29Good to see you. How are you feeling?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31A bit weary,
0:05:31 > 0:05:34but I might still be up for a spot of go-karting later on.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36How have you been keeping?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38I'm fine, thank you. Do you mind if I just...?
0:05:38 > 0:05:41By all means. You've seen it all before.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50Oh, it's stunning.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52I needed to book my holiday like, yesterday.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54What happened there?
0:05:54 > 0:05:57Why's your mouth hanging open like that?
0:05:57 > 0:05:59Well, Joe took it. Bless him.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Not your best look.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03That one needs to be deleted.
0:06:03 > 0:06:04Now this...
0:06:04 > 0:06:06What's bugging you?
0:06:06 > 0:06:08I just want some peace and quiet.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11So you came in here? Sure you don't want some attention?
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- There he is! How are you?- Good!
0:06:14 > 0:06:17Was it as good as I've heard?
0:06:17 > 0:06:19That is Chuck. The diving instructor.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22SOUNDS BECOME ECHOES
0:06:23 > 0:06:26This is what I like. Men who aren't afraid to express themselves.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29- He reminds me of someone. - Emotional intelligence.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30Hot tub salesman?
0:06:30 > 0:06:32What hot tub salesman?!
0:06:32 > 0:06:34Yeah, he really did get my bubbles going!
0:06:37 > 0:06:40The staff room is supposed to be a place of peace and quiet!
0:06:40 > 0:06:44This inane chatter's driven me to distraction. No wonder I'm not well.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Oh, I'm so bored with all this now.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56I hate Luke having to see all this.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00It's no way for him to remember me.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02He'll have plenty of good memories.
0:07:03 > 0:07:07I looked after my dad, and the last few weeks are ugly.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10It's bound to leave a mark.
0:07:10 > 0:07:14Well, palliative care has come on a long way since then.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Not far enough, in my opinion.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19It took me years to think of the good memories with my dad.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21But they came back, didn't they?
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Eventually, but the damage is already done.
0:07:24 > 0:07:29I'd sooner send Luke away, but it'd do more harm than good.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31I don't think he'd want that either.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34Rock and a hard place.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38No child should have to do this with their parent.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42We should be able to avoid all this, shouldn't we?
0:07:42 > 0:07:44In a civilised society?
0:07:47 > 0:07:49The nurses have been gone quite a while.
0:07:49 > 0:07:52Luke sent them home. I didn't need them.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Oh!
0:07:58 > 0:08:02That's enough chatting, you need to rest.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15KNOCK ON DOOR
0:08:15 > 0:08:17You all right?
0:08:17 > 0:08:18No.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21How did it go?
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Not brilliant.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25Oh no, what is it?
0:08:27 > 0:08:31What it is is none of your business, Ayesha.
0:08:31 > 0:08:32Al, come on.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36I can't believe this is happening to me!
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I'm so sorry.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40What did they say?
0:08:41 > 0:08:44They didn't find anything.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46What?
0:08:46 > 0:08:48I went all that way to see their so-called expert,
0:08:48 > 0:08:49and nothing!
0:08:49 > 0:08:51They didn't find anything?
0:08:51 > 0:08:52Nothing!
0:08:52 > 0:08:56That's good news! I thought it was something serious!
0:08:56 > 0:08:57It IS serious!
0:08:57 > 0:09:00Nobody... Nobody knows what's going on!
0:09:00 > 0:09:03So there's nothing wrong with your brain?
0:09:03 > 0:09:05According to this expert.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06Maybe it's psychological.
0:09:06 > 0:09:10All right, yeah! I hadn't thought about that, had I?!
0:09:10 > 0:09:11All right, sarky pants!
0:09:11 > 0:09:14Why don't you go and see your favourite Doctor Megan,
0:09:14 > 0:09:15get her take...
0:09:15 > 0:09:17Could you close the door behind you, please?
0:09:27 > 0:09:28Is she all right?
0:09:28 > 0:09:30- Yes, she's resting.- Right.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34Heston, um...?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37How, do you feel about...
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Er, doesn't matter. It's nothing.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42No, no, no. Go on.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43It's nothing. You want one?
0:09:43 > 0:09:44No, I'm fine.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47Did you talk to the consultants at the hospital?
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Yeah, they were great, actually.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51Handed all responsibilities over to me.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Made bringing her home much easier.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Good, because it's not always that straightforward.
0:09:55 > 0:10:00They're saying it'll be a week, two tops, before she...goes.
0:10:02 > 0:10:03Where are the nurses?
0:10:03 > 0:10:05Don't need them.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I insisted.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09They'll come and refill her driver morning and night, it's fine.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12There's no shame in them being here.
0:10:12 > 0:10:13They're very good at what they do.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16The whole point of getting her out of hospital was, well,
0:10:16 > 0:10:19so it didn't feel like a hospital, and I've got this.
0:10:19 > 0:10:22- Really.- It's very difficult for someone to handle on their own.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Seems only right it's this way at the end.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27This isn't normally how it's done.
0:10:27 > 0:10:31Trust me, she's looked after me just as much as I have her.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35You sure you don't want a cuppa before you go?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37No, I've got a few more house visits,
0:10:37 > 0:10:40but anything you need, anything at all, give me a ring.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Er, there is something actually.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Will you help Mum die, please?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55Heston, say something.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02Luke...
0:11:04 > 0:11:05I can't do that.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Why not? GPs do it all the time.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10- They don't, actually. - They do, it's just not talked about.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12Luke, I can't do it.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14For many reasons.
0:11:14 > 0:11:15You mean your career?
0:11:18 > 0:11:20There's a woman in there,
0:11:20 > 0:11:23did nothing but kindness for everyone she's ever met.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26Now she's suffering, in agony.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29You don't think she's earned a little kindness herself?
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Is the pain management not working?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34- Look at her, Heston! That's not what she wants!- Luke!
0:11:35 > 0:11:39Listen to me. What you're asking is illegal.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41You think I care about the law when my mum is like this?
0:11:41 > 0:11:44You have to let things take their course.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46That's what the palliative care is for.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48All that does is draw out the inevitable.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Nobody would know it's you.
0:11:56 > 0:11:57We have the pills already.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59You just need to administer them.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02Properly, so she goes peacefully.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07You have to give me those pills, Luke.
0:12:08 > 0:12:09No.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Valerie, who have I got next, please?
0:12:22 > 0:12:23Isn't it on your screen?
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Probably, but I can't look at that screen without the feeling
0:12:26 > 0:12:29that my eyes are getting poked into my skull with spikes.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32Mr Boulter. You want to get that sorted.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36You could always change your mind.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38I've told you before. I'm desperate, not delusional.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40It might surprise you.
0:12:42 > 0:12:43Belladonna.
0:12:43 > 0:12:44Beautiful lady.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46Also known as deadly nightshade!
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Yeah, but it's just a little tiny bit. The way it works is...
0:12:49 > 0:12:52Oh, I know how it works! Or how it's supposed to work.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Well, it's your headache.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Yes, it is. Not in a million months of Sundays.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Mr Boulter, do you want to...?
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Back in the swing of things?
0:13:05 > 0:13:08More than I thought I would be, to be honest.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I'm still waiting for the axe to fall, though.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Oh? In what way?
0:13:13 > 0:13:16Well, Mrs Tembe says everything has been fine since we've been gone
0:13:16 > 0:13:17but I was expecting...
0:13:17 > 0:13:19Everything to be on fire?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Give it a couple of days.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24I'd imagine Mrs Tembe has swept a fair pile of things
0:13:24 > 0:13:26under the carpet.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28The main thing is that you have a wonderful tan.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Why are you being so nice to me?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Can't I just be nice?
0:13:34 > 0:13:35What do you want?
0:13:35 > 0:13:39OK. Have you noticed anything odd about Valerie?
0:13:42 > 0:13:45All right, all right, odder?
0:13:45 > 0:13:49Um, not particularly. She seems like her usual Tigger-ish self.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51No, there's definitely something up with her.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53- Whatever it is, let it go.- Happily.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58- How about you saying something?- No.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02No way! I am not making that mistake again!
0:14:02 > 0:14:04I'll end up seeming like the Wicked Witch Of The West.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07If you want to get involved that's your choice,
0:14:07 > 0:14:09but anything to do with Valerie is your department!
0:14:09 > 0:14:12Who put me in charge of managing the crazies?
0:14:12 > 0:14:13Get out!
0:14:15 > 0:14:16Out?!
0:14:24 > 0:14:26Just upped the levels slightly.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27Ouch!
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Oh, I really am being a bit of a nuisance, aren't I?
0:14:36 > 0:14:39I do apologise for my shocking hosting skills today.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Well, it's not the worst party I've been to...
0:14:41 > 0:14:42LUKE LAUGHS UNEASILY
0:14:42 > 0:14:44But I wouldn't worry about it.
0:14:44 > 0:14:45Oh, I'm not.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48The only thing I worry about is him.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Mum.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Heston's going to help us.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58Oh, Heston!
0:14:59 > 0:15:01You're a good man.
0:15:02 > 0:15:05I think Luke has given you the wrong impression.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08No, I've not! You can, and nobody...
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Luke. Heston?
0:15:12 > 0:15:15Tina, I can't help you with what you want.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19And you wouldn't be the Heston I knew if you could.
0:15:19 > 0:15:22No, I wouldn't.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27It's all about choice, Heston.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30And I respect yours fully.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34I just wish I had a choice.
0:15:37 > 0:15:41Well, looks like I'm going to be here for a bit longer, then.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45All right.
0:15:47 > 0:15:51Thank you, Heston. You've been very good to me over the years.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53My pleasure, Tina.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56You are a very rare soul indeed.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01Oh!
0:16:01 > 0:16:02Mum?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Mum, are you OK?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06Yeah. Sorry.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09Go, go.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10Luke.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Yeah, sure.
0:16:27 > 0:16:31Hi. Do you have a couple of minutes?
0:16:31 > 0:16:34Of course. Take a seat.
0:16:37 > 0:16:38How can I help?
0:16:46 > 0:16:47Nope.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50Nope, can't do it.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Al?!
0:16:53 > 0:16:54- Al?- Everything OK?
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Well?
0:17:01 > 0:17:02What choice do I have?
0:17:03 > 0:17:06I don't think you appreciate the toll this would have on you.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08This is an opportunity to show love.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12All I'm doing is paying back a fraction of the kindness
0:17:12 > 0:17:13she's given me over the years.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16She didn't give you all those years for you to end up in prison!
0:17:17 > 0:17:19Well, you're the only one who'll know.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20I'd have to tell the police!
0:17:23 > 0:17:24Your mum wants you to be happy.
0:17:24 > 0:17:25Am I right?
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Yes.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30She doesn't want you to end up behind bars.
0:17:30 > 0:17:31No.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34I can't.
0:17:35 > 0:17:40I can't. Why does it have to be like this?
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Make the most of your time with her.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48Say the things you haven't said, repeat the good things you have.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53And try and find some peace in that.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58Yeah, you're right.
0:18:01 > 0:18:02Hang on...
0:18:20 > 0:18:21Here you go.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Thank you, Heston.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28Really.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30I just wasn't expecting it to be like this.
0:18:30 > 0:18:34I guess it's just a different kind of peace for her, isn't it?
0:18:36 > 0:18:39I'll phone the hospice and get the nurses back.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42OK.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44I'll see you soon.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46Keep me informed.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49I'll just say goodbye to your mum.
0:19:00 > 0:19:01KNOCK ON DOOR
0:19:01 > 0:19:05- Yup?- Can I quickly ask you a question about VPAS?
0:19:05 > 0:19:08I'm getting in a right tizz with them.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10No problem - just the person I wanted to speak to.
0:19:10 > 0:19:11Oh, don't I feel special?
0:19:12 > 0:19:16So, tell me how it went with Dr Anderson at the Granger Clinic
0:19:16 > 0:19:17while we were away.
0:19:17 > 0:19:21It was all right, but he wasn't a patch on you. Honestly.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Different planet.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25- Oh, what happened? - Oh, nothing happened.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28It was fine - he was quite competent, actually,
0:19:28 > 0:19:31but he just didn't have your spirit, your intelligence.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34What is your IQ? It must be right up there.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36Er, I think it's above average.
0:19:36 > 0:19:37He also didn't have your drive.
0:19:37 > 0:19:41You know, the "Granger Go-Get-'Em"!
0:19:41 > 0:19:42You barely stop.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45That must be a mighty metabolism keeping you on your feet?
0:19:45 > 0:19:47I'm sorry, what?
0:19:47 > 0:19:48And the height must help.
0:19:48 > 0:19:49With what?
0:19:49 > 0:19:51With everything!
0:19:51 > 0:19:53What are you, 6'2"?
0:19:53 > 0:19:54Valerie?
0:19:54 > 0:19:55Yes, Daniel?
0:19:55 > 0:19:56What's going on?
0:19:56 > 0:20:00I am just taking an interest in my work colleagues.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03It's a new thing I'm trying. Helps improve rapport.
0:20:05 > 0:20:06OK, rapport.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Well, just as long as rapport doesn't find its way back
0:20:09 > 0:20:11to gossiping. Remember?
0:20:12 > 0:20:18- Hm.- So why don't you start less personally and work your way up?
0:20:19 > 0:20:20That's a very good tip, Daniel!
0:20:20 > 0:20:23See, that's what makes you the man you are!
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Good... Good catch-up.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38SHE GASPS You all right?
0:20:38 > 0:20:39What can I do? What hurts?
0:20:41 > 0:20:42Everything.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50Has Heston gone?
0:20:50 > 0:20:51Yeah.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53Sit down.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Sorry it didn't go according to plan.
0:21:02 > 0:21:07I want to go now, but not if it's going to be giving somebody
0:21:07 > 0:21:09a nightmare for the rest of their life.
0:21:13 > 0:21:18There really isn't any point if we don't have a choice.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Hey, shh.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Shh.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33I feel like I'm letting you down!
0:21:33 > 0:21:35You're not letting me down.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39You're not letting anybody down.
0:21:39 > 0:21:44I'd hate for my last act to be replacing my misery
0:21:44 > 0:21:46with anybody else's.
0:21:46 > 0:21:49Let alone my beautiful son.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53Shh.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57Everything's going to be all right.
0:21:59 > 0:22:00Come on.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09- What were you reading?- Er...
0:22:12 > 0:22:14Hospice booklet.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17What to expect, that kind of thing.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18Riveting.
0:22:25 > 0:22:26Mum.
0:22:30 > 0:22:31Are you ready?
0:22:34 > 0:22:35Are you?
0:22:52 > 0:22:56Yes, I understand, but we could really do with the nurses there.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58The family would appreciate your support.
0:23:00 > 0:23:01Thank you very much.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27- HE CRIES Heston!- OK.- She's...
0:23:27 > 0:23:30- OK, OK.- Oh, Heston, she won't...
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Ambulance, please. Thank you.
0:23:32 > 0:23:36Yeah, it's Dr Heston Carter, Mill Health Centre....
0:23:38 > 0:23:41HE HUMS ONE NOTE
0:23:41 > 0:23:42KNOCKING
0:23:46 > 0:23:48- You all right?- Yeah, fine.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56You don't look fine.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Yeah, well, maybe that's because I've done everything
0:23:58 > 0:24:01that every crank said that I was supposed to do
0:24:01 > 0:24:04and yet, I still feel like that bloke from Scanners
0:24:04 > 0:24:06whose head explodes.
0:24:06 > 0:24:07You need to give it more time.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11I've done everything.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14Drank lots of water. I got early nights. I've even got a scan done.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17- Nothing. Nada. Niet! - You know what it is.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19- I don't!- Yeah, you do.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21I told you ages ago, you said no.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25It's Occam's razor, mate. It's grief.
0:24:25 > 0:24:26You're like this broken record.
0:24:26 > 0:24:30This is not a psychosomatic response! Look at me!
0:24:30 > 0:24:32It's just grief, mate. I'm sorry, but it just is.
0:24:37 > 0:24:38I don't like it.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42I don't like not being able to fix it.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Yep. Yeah, I know that one.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49People'll tell you it gets easier. It doesn't.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52You just get better at dealing with it.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54I'm here, though. As long as it takes.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57Cheers.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00Suck it up.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03- Suck it up. - And breathe.
0:25:03 > 0:25:04And breathe.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06And go and apologise to Megan
0:25:06 > 0:25:08cos you don't need to insult what she does.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12And apologise.
0:25:15 > 0:25:18- See ya.- See ya.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25Yeah, simple choice, really, but then it didn't happen.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28- I don't regret trying.- You didn't tell her I'd call the police,
0:25:28 > 0:25:31- did you?- No.- And now she's going to die in hospital,
0:25:31 > 0:25:32which is exactly what she didn't want.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35- This could have all been avoided. - Yeah! You could have helped us!
0:25:35 > 0:25:37I thought I was!
0:25:38 > 0:25:40I can't...I can't remember a single good memory of us.
0:25:40 > 0:25:41Is that normal?
0:25:43 > 0:25:45What happens now?
0:25:45 > 0:25:47I call the police.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48Oh, Mum.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50I'm so sorry.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56Will they let me see her first? You know, be with her now?
0:25:56 > 0:25:59I don't know. I'll ask them.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01You'd do that? Despite what I've done?
0:26:05 > 0:26:09Tina Graley, advanced stage breast cancer, suspected drug overdose,
0:26:09 > 0:26:13pulse is weak and erratic, breathing shallow.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19Daniel! Hang on.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23I just want to let you know I am seeing my specialist on Monday.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Good.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28So, I might be needing to ask you a very important question
0:26:28 > 0:26:30if all goes well.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32You could ask me now.
0:26:32 > 0:26:33What, and spoil the surprise?
0:26:52 > 0:26:55Hello, my name is Sid.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58Don't worry, we'll have you out in no time, OK?
0:26:58 > 0:27:00- No, not now.- Oh, come on.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02You know you want to, really.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04I don't want her to know.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06- But she's your mum.- So?
0:27:06 > 0:27:07She hates me.