Won't Get Fooled Again

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0:00:39 > 0:00:41'Bex?

0:00:43 > 0:00:44'Bex!'

0:00:51 > 0:00:54- Hey, Valerie.- Oh!

0:00:57 > 0:01:01Are you sure you wouldn't be better getting up and moving about a bit?

0:01:01 > 0:01:04Are you kidding, right? My blood pressure's high enough as it is.

0:01:04 > 0:01:06- Mum, you're supposed to keep active. - I'm eight months gone.

0:01:06 > 0:01:09- What do you expect me to do? Run a flippin' marathon?!- No.

0:01:09 > 0:01:13Don't fuss! Have you found anywhere else to live yet?

0:01:13 > 0:01:15No.

0:01:15 > 0:01:17Bex, you know I'm going to need your room.

0:01:17 > 0:01:19Can't it just sleep in here with you for a bit,

0:01:19 > 0:01:21just till I find somewhere?

0:01:21 > 0:01:23You said you were only staying here for a couple of weeks.

0:01:23 > 0:01:26There's nothing out there. Nothing I can afford, anyway.

0:01:26 > 0:01:29- Love, me and Pete need some space. - Me and Pete?!

0:01:29 > 0:01:32- You've changed your tune! - He's different now.

0:01:32 > 0:01:34How many times have you chucked him out now? Three, four?

0:01:34 > 0:01:38- This baby needs a father. - And Pete needs somewhere to crash and someone to sponge off!

0:01:38 > 0:01:41- It's the only reason he's still around!- Er, pot, kettle?

0:01:41 > 0:01:43After what Mitch did?

0:01:43 > 0:01:45You've got a month.

0:01:50 > 0:01:52Hey.

0:01:52 > 0:01:54What brings you here?

0:01:54 > 0:01:57Oh, just a follow-up meeting with my consultant.

0:01:57 > 0:02:00- I was here last week for tests. - Ah.

0:02:03 > 0:02:07- Has the cancer come...? - No, no. No, nothing like that.

0:02:07 > 0:02:10I was just seeing my haematologist.

0:02:10 > 0:02:15Thing is, you see, I had rather hoped that I could have children.

0:02:15 > 0:02:17A child. Just one probably. But...

0:02:19 > 0:02:21Um, but he said that I can't.

0:02:23 > 0:02:24Ever.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45- FRONT DOOR OPENS AND SHUTS - 'It's me.'

0:02:55 > 0:02:57Anyone home?

0:02:57 > 0:02:58'Through here.'

0:03:02 > 0:03:05Don't you get nervous? Waiting to be called out?

0:03:05 > 0:03:07Did at first. Where do you want these?

0:03:07 > 0:03:09Oh, just stick them on the bed there.

0:03:09 > 0:03:13- But you don't any more? - Don't really have the time.

0:03:13 > 0:03:14I mean, the call comes in and then bang.

0:03:14 > 0:03:17That's where the training and the instinct kick in.

0:03:17 > 0:03:20- Hopefully.- Hark at Superdoc. - I know. Yeah.

0:03:20 > 0:03:22All I need is a cape and some tights and I'm sorted!

0:03:22 > 0:03:25- Listen, can I go back to my coffee now?- Oh, there's one more load.

0:03:25 > 0:03:26MOBILE RINGS

0:03:26 > 0:03:29Oh, sorry. Love to but saved by the bell.

0:03:29 > 0:03:31Hi. Dr Vere speaking.

0:03:35 > 0:03:37Dr Vere - am I OK to go in?

0:03:41 > 0:03:43Hello. What's your name?

0:03:43 > 0:03:45Amy.

0:03:45 > 0:03:50- Hi, Amy. My name's Sid. I'm a doctor. OK? Who's this?- My friend.

0:03:50 > 0:03:51Chantelle.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54Hi, Chantelle. Does it hurt anywhere?

0:03:56 > 0:03:59Looks nasty. Check her obs for me. OK, Chantelle.

0:03:59 > 0:04:02I'll be with you in just a minute. I just have to look at Amy's head.

0:04:02 > 0:04:05- AMY CRIES IN PAIN - OK?

0:04:05 > 0:04:08Now, um, can you tell me what happened?

0:04:08 > 0:04:09We were messing about.

0:04:09 > 0:04:12One minute everything was all right and then it just fell down.

0:04:12 > 0:04:15I know we weren't supposed to be here.

0:04:15 > 0:04:18Don't worry about that now. OK? Can you feel your legs?

0:04:18 > 0:04:22Yes. I got hit on the head. Please, get me out!

0:04:22 > 0:04:26Don't worry. Don't worry. The fire officers are just going to make sure everything's safe and

0:04:26 > 0:04:30sound before they move anything, but don't worry, we'll have you out in no time, OK? You're in safe hands.

0:04:30 > 0:04:34OK? Now, this may sting a little bit, OK?

0:04:34 > 0:04:36Ow!

0:04:36 > 0:04:38- It's OK.- Ow!

0:04:38 > 0:04:40- Any joy?- Nah.

0:04:41 > 0:04:44It's all right. I can look again tomorrow.

0:04:44 > 0:04:47- How are you doing? - Splitting headache.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49I swear I wasn't this bad with Bex.

0:04:51 > 0:04:56- Ho-ho-ho! I was just looking for paracetamol.- My purse, more like.

0:04:56 > 0:04:58I wasn't.

0:04:58 > 0:05:02- But now you come to mention it... - Pete, I can't keep bailing you out.

0:05:02 > 0:05:04I know, darling. And I wouldn't ask, you know that.

0:05:04 > 0:05:06It's just that I'm skint.

0:05:06 > 0:05:08- Well, just get yourself a job. - There aren't any.

0:05:10 > 0:05:13- Are you really looking? - You still don't trust me.

0:05:15 > 0:05:16I'm trying.

0:05:16 > 0:05:18You used to.

0:05:18 > 0:05:21Well, that was before you stole my telly to buy drugs.

0:05:21 > 0:05:23Or...when I found you in bed with Sasha Brown...

0:05:23 > 0:05:25I'm not the same any more!

0:05:25 > 0:05:30OK? This... This kid changed everything.

0:05:31 > 0:05:34- I really want to believe that, Pete.- Darling,

0:05:34 > 0:05:36it's the truth.

0:05:36 > 0:05:39OK? You've made me the happiest man in the world.

0:05:39 > 0:05:40I'm not going to let you down again.

0:05:43 > 0:05:48Now, I know something that might get rid of that headache.

0:05:50 > 0:05:52- Not now, Pete.- Come on.

0:05:52 > 0:05:55You know you want to really.

0:05:55 > 0:05:57- KNOCK AT DOOR - The door.

0:05:57 > 0:05:59It's all right. Bex can get it.

0:05:59 > 0:06:01That's enough.

0:06:03 > 0:06:04Just a cuddle.

0:06:04 > 0:06:06That's your lot.

0:06:06 > 0:06:08All right, shift up.

0:06:08 > 0:06:09Come here. Come here.

0:06:13 > 0:06:15KNOCKS ON DOOR

0:06:25 > 0:06:30Hiya. I'm Karen Hollins. I'm looking for Marie Marsh.

0:06:30 > 0:06:31I'm Bex, her daughter.

0:06:31 > 0:06:34Oh, right. Well, I'm from the Mill Health Centre.

0:06:34 > 0:06:36We're just doing routine checks

0:06:36 > 0:06:39on patients that we haven't seen in a while.

0:06:39 > 0:06:42Is your mum in?

0:06:42 > 0:06:44Come in.

0:06:44 > 0:06:45- Thank you.- Through there.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47Um...

0:06:49 > 0:06:50It's er...

0:06:50 > 0:06:53Your mum's been missing some of her midwife appointments and

0:06:53 > 0:06:55according to my notes, she lives here on her own.

0:06:55 > 0:06:59Oh, I'm staying for a while. I was at my boyfriend's but we split up.

0:06:59 > 0:07:02- Oh.- He was cheating on me.

0:07:02 > 0:07:05Oh... Well, maybe you'd be able to help with some of our concerns.

0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Why?- Well, we operate a vulnerable patient assessment scheme and

0:07:08 > 0:07:11if somebody misses some of their appointments,

0:07:11 > 0:07:12we need to check that they're OK.

0:07:12 > 0:07:15She's all right.

0:07:15 > 0:07:17- And are you OK?- I'm good.

0:07:17 > 0:07:20- LAUGHTER - Is that your mum?

0:07:20 > 0:07:22Yeah, sounds like Pete's there too.

0:07:25 > 0:07:28- Her fella.- Oh, does he live here as well?- Sometimes.

0:07:30 > 0:07:33- LAUGHTER AND GIGGLING - Er, maybe I should come back later.

0:07:33 > 0:07:35No, please, don't go.

0:07:35 > 0:07:37Are you OK?

0:07:39 > 0:07:44You can tell me anything you want to. Oh, sweetheart!

0:07:44 > 0:07:47SHE SOBS

0:07:47 > 0:07:50Apparently, they told me when I was having chemotherapy that it

0:07:50 > 0:07:53would be unlikely, but I don't remember.

0:07:54 > 0:07:57- I thought you didn't want kids. - Oh, I didn't.

0:07:57 > 0:08:00No, when I thought I was having Ashley's baby,

0:08:00 > 0:08:01I was quite conflicted.

0:08:01 > 0:08:04It was quite a relief to find out I wasn't.

0:08:04 > 0:08:07So why now? What's changed?

0:08:07 > 0:08:10- You're going to think I'm silly. - I promise I won't.

0:08:10 > 0:08:13- I am not getting any younger. - Oh, tell me about it.

0:08:13 > 0:08:16Yeah, but when you're older, you'll still have Shak and Alia.

0:08:16 > 0:08:18Probably grandchildren.

0:08:18 > 0:08:21And you will be able to see a little bit of yourself in them,

0:08:21 > 0:08:25with the memories, the places you've been, the adventures you've had.

0:08:27 > 0:08:29I won't have any of that.

0:08:29 > 0:08:33Yeah, kids are great, but they can be very difficult.

0:08:33 > 0:08:36They can be challenging, heartbreaking sometimes.

0:08:37 > 0:08:39I suppose I'll never know that now.

0:08:39 > 0:08:43Don't measure your happiness by what others can bring into your life.

0:08:43 > 0:08:45Think what you can give back.

0:08:46 > 0:08:49I have seen everything here, believe me.

0:08:49 > 0:08:52And the one thing that shines through is that we have all

0:08:52 > 0:08:54got something very unique to offer

0:08:54 > 0:08:57and you are no different, Valerie Pitman.

0:09:02 > 0:09:03Do you think it could be wrong?

0:09:03 > 0:09:06Well, you would have to come into the surgery to double-check.

0:09:06 > 0:09:09- But it wasn't planned?- No.

0:09:09 > 0:09:12- What does your ex think? - I haven't told him.

0:09:12 > 0:09:14I haven't told anyone.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16And Mum wants me out once her baby gets here.

0:09:16 > 0:09:20- Yeah, but as soon as she finds out you're pregnant... - I don't want her to know!

0:09:20 > 0:09:23- But she's your mum. - So? She hates me!

0:09:23 > 0:09:26I was always just in the way. She couldn't wait to get rid of me.

0:09:26 > 0:09:30And I couldn't wait to get out. I only came back cos I had nowhere else to go.

0:09:30 > 0:09:34Wouldn't it be better to tell her when it suits you?

0:09:34 > 0:09:37Cos she's going to find out soon enough on her own.

0:09:37 > 0:09:39- Oh. Who have we got here then?- Hi.

0:09:39 > 0:09:42I'm Karen Hollins from the Mill Health Centre.

0:09:42 > 0:09:45- Marie missed a few midwife appointments.- Right, yeah.

0:09:45 > 0:09:48Well, I've been telling her for ages she has to get checked out.

0:09:48 > 0:09:52Well, um, I can sort that out for you. I'm not a doctor myself.

0:09:52 > 0:09:56- It's a service we offer all our vulnerable patients.- Vulnerable?

0:09:56 > 0:09:59Marie?! You obviously don't know her.

0:10:01 > 0:10:03- Do you fancy a cup of tea? - Yes, I would love one.

0:10:03 > 0:10:07So would I. Stick the kettle on, darling. There's a good girl.

0:10:12 > 0:10:14She's through there if you want to see her.

0:10:16 > 0:10:17Three, two, one.

0:10:17 > 0:10:19Lift.

0:10:19 > 0:10:22There we go.

0:10:22 > 0:10:23And you're out.

0:10:23 > 0:10:25Thank you.

0:10:25 > 0:10:27Are you OK?

0:10:27 > 0:10:31OK, um, you have had a bit of a shock. So we are going to have to take you to hospital,

0:10:31 > 0:10:35- just to do some checks, but I don't think anything's broken, OK? Emma.- Hi.- What are you doing here?

0:10:35 > 0:10:38I heard the call. I thought you might need a hand.

0:10:38 > 0:10:40- So, what have you got? - Oh, well, this is Amy.

0:10:40 > 0:10:43And her friend, Chantelle. The pallets collapsed on top of them,

0:10:43 > 0:10:47but they seem secure now, so we're getting them out. Amy was very upset, but I don't think

0:10:47 > 0:10:50- it's anything serious.- Good.- And we should have Chantelle free soon.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52GCS is dropping! I need some help, please!

0:10:55 > 0:10:57According to our records, you live alone,

0:10:57 > 0:11:01so when you miss appointments, we need to check that you're OK.

0:11:01 > 0:11:03Memory like a sieve, that's all.

0:11:03 > 0:11:07Well, you've not seen a doctor or a midwife for a fair few months.

0:11:07 > 0:11:11Well, it's just high blood pressure. I was the same with Bex.

0:11:11 > 0:11:14You're older now. You should get it checked, for the baby's sake.

0:11:14 > 0:11:17Well, it's pretty difficult getting out while I'm like this.

0:11:17 > 0:11:20- Do you work at all? - With my blood pressure?

0:11:20 > 0:11:25- And what about shopping? Does the baby's father help?- Pete?!

0:11:25 > 0:11:28No, it's not really his thing.

0:11:28 > 0:11:31- Bex lends a hand.- Well, it must be nice having her back.

0:11:31 > 0:11:34- Have you got kids? - They're not at home any more.

0:11:34 > 0:11:37And how would you feel if they suddenly showed up on your

0:11:37 > 0:11:40doorstep, wanting to move back in?

0:11:40 > 0:11:44Upset your routines, use all your electricity?

0:11:44 > 0:11:47Well, that would depend on how much they needed me,

0:11:47 > 0:11:50what they wanted to come back for, you know.

0:11:50 > 0:11:52Well, Bex hasn't needed me for years.

0:11:52 > 0:11:56- She's very independent minded. - She's still a kid.

0:11:56 > 0:11:58She's old before her time, that one.

0:11:58 > 0:12:02If you say so. So, let's get you booked in.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05I can organise transport, if that's an issue.

0:12:05 > 0:12:07I got your tea.

0:12:07 > 0:12:09Oh, thank you!

0:12:11 > 0:12:14- Ah, maybe Bex could come with you. - And why would she want to do that?

0:12:14 > 0:12:17Well, to make sure you get there safely, or at all.

0:12:20 > 0:12:21What's going on?

0:12:22 > 0:12:24Erm, do you know?

0:12:24 > 0:12:27I have left my diary in the other room. I'm going to get it.

0:12:27 > 0:12:29I'll be back in two ticks.

0:12:29 > 0:12:32What's going on, Bex?

0:12:32 > 0:12:33Come on.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40- What are you doing?- Just tidying up. Is this yours?

0:12:52 > 0:12:54There was 20 quid in there.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56Are you sure?

0:12:56 > 0:12:59Yeah, I went to the cash machine this morning.

0:12:59 > 0:13:01Well, maybe you dropped it.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03- I didn't.- Oh, you should ask Bex.

0:13:03 > 0:13:05Why?

0:13:05 > 0:13:08Well, her ex, Mitch. He's well dodgy.

0:13:08 > 0:13:12She picked up some right nasty habits when she was with him.

0:13:14 > 0:13:16You're not suggesting I had something to do with this?

0:13:16 > 0:13:19I don't know. You tell me.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22Well, go on. Why don't you search me?

0:13:22 > 0:13:25Come on. Come on!

0:13:25 > 0:13:27Slip your hand in my pocket.

0:13:27 > 0:13:30You never know what you might find down there.

0:13:32 > 0:13:36See, you shouldn't be making accusations about people if

0:13:36 > 0:13:38you're not prepared to back them up.

0:13:41 > 0:13:42Tell Marie I just popped out, yeah?

0:13:49 > 0:13:50That's where she was hit.

0:13:50 > 0:13:52OK.

0:13:52 > 0:13:56Chantelle, can you hear me? SHE WHIMPERS

0:13:56 > 0:13:59Do you feel dizzy or lightheaded at all?

0:13:59 > 0:14:01I think she may have ruptured her spleen,

0:14:01 > 0:14:03so let's get some fluids in to her quickly.

0:14:04 > 0:14:07But she was fine when I got here. She...seemed OK.

0:14:07 > 0:14:10She needs to be stabilised. Let's get a drip going.

0:14:10 > 0:14:12I'll do it!

0:14:12 > 0:14:16It's all right, sweetheart. You're going to be absolutely fine.

0:14:18 > 0:14:21- What?!- Unless the kit's wrong.

0:14:21 > 0:14:22But I am two weeks late.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25- Does Mitch know? - I only just found out myself.

0:14:25 > 0:14:30That's a nice farewell gift. As if I didn't have enough to deal with!

0:14:30 > 0:14:34- Why does it always have to be about you?- You've done this deliberately!

0:14:34 > 0:14:35No!

0:14:35 > 0:14:38Is that your plan? Hope that I'd feel sorry for you and let you stay?

0:14:38 > 0:14:40It wasn't planned. It just happened.

0:14:40 > 0:14:44- Why didn't you take precautions? - Why didn't you? KNOCKS QUIETLY ON DOOR

0:14:44 > 0:14:46See? I told you it'd be a waste of time!

0:14:48 > 0:14:50You knew?

0:14:50 > 0:14:52Um, I think she just needed a shoulder to cry on.

0:14:52 > 0:14:55So she told a total stranger before she told her own mother!

0:14:55 > 0:14:58You weren't available.

0:14:58 > 0:15:01- We've never been close.- Never?

0:15:01 > 0:15:03When she was little, maybe.

0:15:04 > 0:15:08The day she was born, I held her in my arms and cried.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10Happy tears.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13Couldn't believe I could make such a perfect little thing.

0:15:16 > 0:15:19Maybe I can get it right this time round.

0:15:19 > 0:15:20Bex is still your daughter.

0:15:20 > 0:15:23Even though she's grown up, she still needs her mum.

0:15:23 > 0:15:26- No, she hates me.- Funny, she said the same thing about you.

0:15:26 > 0:15:29- Course I don't hate her.- I don't think that's how she sees it.

0:15:31 > 0:15:34- You've got more in common than you think.- Maybe.

0:15:35 > 0:15:37I need to talk to her.

0:15:37 > 0:15:39- Properly.- I think that would help.

0:15:39 > 0:15:43But first, I need to make a call. Just give me a minute, would you?

0:15:43 > 0:15:45Oh, OK. Erm...

0:15:54 > 0:15:58- How'd it go?- Well, it turns out I can't have children.

0:15:58 > 0:16:00Valerie, I'm so sorry.

0:16:00 > 0:16:02Yeah. Yeah, it is a shame. Yeah.

0:16:02 > 0:16:06You seem...pretty relaxed about it.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09Well, I saw Ruhma. We had a good chat.

0:16:09 > 0:16:12Thing is, I think I did want to be a mother.

0:16:12 > 0:16:16But on reflection, I think it was just a passing fad.

0:16:16 > 0:16:18Something I hadn't really thought through.

0:16:18 > 0:16:21So, I was upset to begin with, but I'm not now.

0:16:21 > 0:16:23If that makes any sense.

0:16:23 > 0:16:25Kind of.

0:16:25 > 0:16:27Just one of my flights of fancy.

0:16:27 > 0:16:30But now, everything is absolutely fine.

0:16:33 > 0:16:35Hi, Valerie. Can we catch up a bit later on?

0:16:35 > 0:16:40- I want to review the Granger Clinic appointments for later in the week. - Yes, of course.- Half an hour?- Mm.

0:16:47 > 0:16:50So that's clinic next Thursday. Booked your mum in.

0:16:50 > 0:16:54- Do you want me to make an appointment for you as well?- Please.

0:16:54 > 0:16:57I shall be on reception that day. I shall look forward to seeing you.

0:16:57 > 0:16:59Yeah.

0:16:59 > 0:17:01Don't worry about your mum.

0:17:01 > 0:17:05She'll get used to the idea, I promise you she will.

0:17:05 > 0:17:08You've got some explaining to do! I've just been speaking to Mitch.

0:17:08 > 0:17:12- Why?- To give him a piece of my mind. - You had no right!

0:17:12 > 0:17:14According to him, if you are having a baby,

0:17:14 > 0:17:16it can't be his cos he's firing blanks.

0:17:16 > 0:17:19And you knew it.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21Is that right?

0:17:21 > 0:17:23- So, are you pregnant or not?- Yes!

0:17:23 > 0:17:26Or did you think you could trick me into letting you stay here

0:17:26 > 0:17:28a bit longer? What were you going to do?

0:17:28 > 0:17:30Stick a pillow up your jumper and think I wouldn't notice?!

0:17:30 > 0:17:34- Don't be stupid!- Well, if you're so sure you're having

0:17:34 > 0:17:36a baby and it's not Mitch's, who's the dad?

0:17:38 > 0:17:40All right, everyone?

0:17:43 > 0:17:44What's going on?

0:17:44 > 0:17:47You'll be telling me next you knew she was pregnant as well.

0:17:47 > 0:17:49- Who?- Bex.

0:17:49 > 0:17:52And according to Mitch, he's not the father.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55He isn't.

0:17:55 > 0:17:57HE is!

0:18:00 > 0:18:03It's a shame cos genetically speaking,

0:18:03 > 0:18:06Daniel and I would have made a very interesting combination.

0:18:06 > 0:18:08That's one way of putting it.

0:18:08 > 0:18:10That's all academic now, anyway.

0:18:10 > 0:18:12You could always adopt.

0:18:12 > 0:18:15I'm sure there are plenty of kids out there who'd love to have

0:18:15 > 0:18:17- you as a mum. - Yeah, but what if I don't like them?

0:18:17 > 0:18:20It's not a guarantee if they're not your flesh and blood.

0:18:20 > 0:18:23Take it from me, natural mothers can be seriously overrated.

0:18:23 > 0:18:26- Yeah, I suppose so. - Or you could try fostering.

0:18:26 > 0:18:29I'm sure Karen and Rob could point you in the right direction.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32Yeah, but what happens if you bond with them and then they have

0:18:32 > 0:18:34to go somewhere else?

0:18:34 > 0:18:36I don't think I'd like that. Oh, it's a minefield, isn't it?

0:18:36 > 0:18:40It's a lot more complicated than just having a child with Daniel.

0:18:40 > 0:18:42You reckon?

0:18:42 > 0:18:44Do you think I should tell him that we can't have children?

0:18:44 > 0:18:46No. Definitely not.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49Have a think about adoption or fostering,

0:18:49 > 0:18:50but leave Daniel well out of it.

0:18:53 > 0:18:58She's lying, darling. I wouldn't look at anyone else, let alone her!

0:18:58 > 0:19:00When?

0:19:01 > 0:19:04The night after I came back.

0:19:04 > 0:19:07You were at Nan's. I was upset.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09I'd had a couple of drinks.

0:19:12 > 0:19:14He was nice.

0:19:14 > 0:19:16All sympathetic at first.

0:19:18 > 0:19:20- Gave me a hug.- This is nonsense!

0:19:20 > 0:19:23- Then he started trying to kiss me. - This is fantasy.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26I told him to stop, but he wouldn't.

0:19:26 > 0:19:29He said he knew how to make it all right.

0:19:29 > 0:19:30You better hadn't be making this up.

0:19:32 > 0:19:34You know you want to really.

0:19:34 > 0:19:36That's what he said.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40I begged him to stop!

0:19:42 > 0:19:47I said I'd scream. He put his hand over my mouth.

0:19:47 > 0:19:51And then he raped me. SHE SOBS

0:19:55 > 0:19:57Good. BP's improving.

0:19:57 > 0:20:00- Is she going to be OK?- Don't worry, Amy. She's going to be fine.

0:20:11 > 0:20:13It wasn't like that. It wasn't like that.

0:20:13 > 0:20:16But you did have sex with my daughter?

0:20:21 > 0:20:24Look, she threw herself at me and I was weak.

0:20:24 > 0:20:29But you know, I... I should have said no, but... I didn't force her.

0:20:29 > 0:20:30You liar!

0:20:30 > 0:20:33Hey! Look... Look...

0:20:33 > 0:20:37I know I've not been an angel in the past.

0:20:37 > 0:20:40But this baby, our baby, darling, come on, it means everything to me.

0:20:40 > 0:20:43And what about the one you're having with her?

0:20:43 > 0:20:45What? Does that mean everything to you too, does it?

0:20:45 > 0:20:48- We don't even know it's mine! - Of course it's yours!

0:20:48 > 0:20:50- And what if it is? - She gets rid of it!

0:20:53 > 0:20:54Come on, baby.

0:20:54 > 0:20:56Come on. We can sort this out.

0:20:57 > 0:20:59Have you been drinking?

0:21:01 > 0:21:04Nipped out for a swift one, yeah.

0:21:04 > 0:21:07I thought you said you were skint. Where did you get the money from?

0:21:07 > 0:21:09He stole it. From me.

0:21:11 > 0:21:12What?

0:21:12 > 0:21:15He said that I should out my hand

0:21:15 > 0:21:19in his pocket if I wanted to get it back.

0:21:19 > 0:21:23Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart. Darling, look at me. They're lying!

0:21:23 > 0:21:25The pair of them!

0:21:25 > 0:21:29OK? You're all that I want. You always have been.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33Oh, you...!

0:21:33 > 0:21:36Get your things and get out of my flat!

0:21:41 > 0:21:44- KNOCK AT DOOR - Yeah?

0:21:44 > 0:21:46- Is this a good time?- Er, yeah. Yeah.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50- Everything OK with you? - Yeah, wonderful.

0:21:52 > 0:21:56- You?- Er, yeah, apart from some IT issues, pretty good.

0:21:56 > 0:21:59Zara's still basking in her post-holiday euphoria,

0:21:59 > 0:22:01- kids are fine.- That's nice.

0:22:02 > 0:22:06Oh, er, Joe did this drawing for me. What do you think?

0:22:11 > 0:22:15- I could come back later if that's easier.- Might be best.

0:22:15 > 0:22:19Oh, you know what? There was something that I wanted to ask you.

0:22:19 > 0:22:22Yes, yesterday, you came to me and you said there was something

0:22:22 > 0:22:24important you wanted to ask me.

0:22:27 > 0:22:29I was just having one of those days.

0:22:30 > 0:22:32It was silly, really.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Let me be the judge of that.

0:22:35 > 0:22:38Well, you see, the thing is,

0:22:38 > 0:22:42I had thought that I was going to ask you to be the father of my baby.

0:22:46 > 0:22:50- Darling. Come on. Our baby... - Is having nothing to do with you!

0:22:50 > 0:22:53I never want to see you again, as long as I live!

0:22:53 > 0:22:55Bex...

0:22:56 > 0:22:58Come on, darling. Come on!

0:22:58 > 0:23:00I'll see you again, yeah.

0:23:01 > 0:23:05In court! I'm not letting you get away with what you did!

0:23:05 > 0:23:09- You can't go to the cops. - Oh, um, I've called them for her.

0:23:09 > 0:23:11They're on their way over to take a statement.

0:23:11 > 0:23:14They'll probably want a word with you.

0:23:14 > 0:23:16Get out of my way.

0:23:16 > 0:23:18Get out of my way!

0:23:23 > 0:23:25DOOR SLAMS

0:23:26 > 0:23:29Don't worry, Bex. He's not going to get far.

0:23:30 > 0:23:33- Oh, Mum! I'm so sorry. - Oh, it's all right.

0:23:33 > 0:23:36It's not your fault, love.

0:23:36 > 0:23:38It's not your fault.

0:23:38 > 0:23:41SHE SOBS

0:23:43 > 0:23:46- Can I go with her?- Course you can. We've got hold of your mum.

0:23:46 > 0:23:48She's going to meet you at the hospital.

0:23:48 > 0:23:50- Thanks for saving her. - You're welcome.

0:23:57 > 0:24:00Oh, I didn't imagine any sort of romantic entanglement.

0:24:00 > 0:24:03Good. I'm not sure that Zara would have been too keen.

0:24:03 > 0:24:04Neither would I.

0:24:04 > 0:24:08I'm a feminist, Daniel. I wouldn't do that to a colleague.

0:24:08 > 0:24:10Anyway, it's all academic now.

0:24:10 > 0:24:13I can't have children, so I have to think again.

0:24:13 > 0:24:16Obviously, I'm very flattered that you considered me

0:24:16 > 0:24:18a suitable candidate.

0:24:18 > 0:24:20I wonder what our child would have been like.

0:24:22 > 0:24:23I would have liked a boy.

0:24:23 > 0:24:26He would have been just like you. A real man's man.

0:24:28 > 0:24:30Kind, brave,

0:24:30 > 0:24:32good looking.

0:24:32 > 0:24:35And then if you add in the best bits of me, ooh,

0:24:35 > 0:24:38- he really would have been something, wouldn't he?- Yeah.

0:24:40 > 0:24:43He would have been...extraordinary.

0:24:43 > 0:24:45Hm.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50That's a shame. We'll never know.

0:24:55 > 0:24:56Thanks ever so much.

0:24:57 > 0:25:01- It's only half, but I can give you the rest next week.- Oh, no.

0:25:01 > 0:25:03- There's no need.- There is.

0:25:03 > 0:25:05You didn't steal it.

0:25:05 > 0:25:07It was under my roof, so take it.

0:25:07 > 0:25:09Besides, when the CSA have finished with him,

0:25:09 > 0:25:12I'll be getting it all back.

0:25:12 > 0:25:14Maintenance on two babies doesn't come cheap.

0:25:17 > 0:25:18You all right, Bex?

0:25:18 > 0:25:22- The police will find him. - I'll see she's OK.

0:25:22 > 0:25:24- Hey.- Thanks, Mum.

0:25:25 > 0:25:28You were right about one thing, though.

0:25:30 > 0:25:33Turns out we've got a lot more in common than we thought.

0:25:38 > 0:25:40I should have spotted it earlier.

0:25:40 > 0:25:43No, you went to the one who seemed the most in need.

0:25:43 > 0:25:46- Yeah, and it was the wrong call. - You didn't know that at the time.

0:25:47 > 0:25:50- What would you have done?- All right.

0:25:54 > 0:25:56Given that Amy had enough energy to cry for help,

0:25:56 > 0:26:01then I would have gone to Chantelle first because she was quiet.

0:26:01 > 0:26:04Maybe asked a few more questions.

0:26:04 > 0:26:05You have to be methodical,

0:26:05 > 0:26:09go through the proper triage process before you give any treatment.

0:26:09 > 0:26:11- Yeah, but she was so upset...- Sid.

0:26:11 > 0:26:13It was an emergency.

0:26:13 > 0:26:17We're not there to hold hands. We're there to save lives.

0:26:18 > 0:26:20I messed up, didn't I?

0:26:20 > 0:26:23Come on. If you're looking for a failure in medicine,

0:26:23 > 0:26:27then you're going to find it, particularly in an emergency.

0:26:27 > 0:26:31Often, there isn't enough time or a colleague to consult.

0:26:32 > 0:26:35Diagnosis and treatment is part of it, yes.

0:26:35 > 0:26:38But so is making the right decision under pressure.

0:26:38 > 0:26:40- And this time, I made the wrong one. - Yes, you did.

0:26:40 > 0:26:43Now deal with it and move on.

0:26:43 > 0:26:45And don't make the same mistake again.

0:26:45 > 0:26:48Trust me. You'll make plenty of others.

0:26:48 > 0:26:50The trick is to learn from them all.

0:27:01 > 0:27:04- Hi, Sue.- Adam. Are you OK?

0:27:04 > 0:27:07Of course I'm OK. I'm eight and a half hours away from paradise.

0:27:07 > 0:27:09Why wouldn't I be?

0:27:09 > 0:27:13Di-yum-di-yum-di-yum.

0:27:13 > 0:27:16- Why don't you give me a urine sample?- What?!

0:27:16 > 0:27:19- Megan?!- Jimmi's developed a hankering for her.

0:27:19 > 0:27:22- Oh!- She's a colleague, that's all.