0:00:57 > 0:00:58Shaun?!
0:01:15 > 0:01:16HE SIGHS
0:01:41 > 0:01:42HE SIGHS
0:01:57 > 0:01:59You all right?
0:01:59 > 0:02:01I spilt some cereal, that's all.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Do you think it's getting worse?
0:02:03 > 0:02:04What?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06I spilt some cereal.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10- Shaun.- I must be getting clumsy in my old age!
0:02:10 > 0:02:12You should see a doctor.
0:02:12 > 0:02:16Oh, so they've got a cure for clumsiness now, have they?
0:02:16 > 0:02:17Your hands.
0:02:19 > 0:02:20Look.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25Nothing wrong with my hands.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29It might be something really simple.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32I haven't been to a doctor in ten years.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- I don't need one now. - We can pop in on the way to work.
0:02:34 > 0:02:39Mrs Turner needs her dining room wallpapered this morning.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41She can wait. She'll under...
0:02:41 > 0:02:42NO!
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Just leave it.
0:02:51 > 0:02:52No doctors.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00ZARA AND EMMA GIGGLE
0:03:04 > 0:03:05How long has this been going on?
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Well, since you were last fiddling with...
0:03:08 > 0:03:09No, these two.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12The BFFs? I think it's quite cute.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13It will end in tears.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Mr Cruikshank!
0:03:16 > 0:03:20Oh! I didn't see you there. How can I help?
0:03:20 > 0:03:21Can I see Dr Woodson, please?
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Dr Woodson hasn't worked here in years,
0:03:23 > 0:03:27but we've got Dr Carter doing a drop-in if you don't mind waiting.
0:03:27 > 0:03:28- Thank you.- What's your name?
0:03:28 > 0:03:30GIGGLING
0:03:30 > 0:03:32Oi! Will you pack it in?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34It's about my brother, actually. Shaun Fielding.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Shaun Fielding?
0:03:37 > 0:03:40Shaun Fielding. Date of birth?
0:03:40 > 0:03:4218th of September 1961.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45OK. That's great. Do you want to take a seat,
0:03:45 > 0:03:48and we'll give you a shout when we're ready, Mr Fielding.
0:03:48 > 0:03:49Won't be long.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52- Actually...- Karen.- I'm his brother.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Could you just get a little man to sort this out, please?
0:03:55 > 0:03:56Oh, thanks, Karen.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- Do you fancy lunch later? - Yes, why not?
0:04:00 > 0:04:02SHE CHUCKLES
0:04:02 > 0:04:05Is there a problem, Mr Fielding?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- No, I don't suppose it matters.- OK.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19- You OK?- Yeah. Fine. You?
0:04:19 > 0:04:21If you need anything...
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Oh, right, yeah. Erm...
0:04:23 > 0:04:25- No, I'm fine. Thanks, though.- Good.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in!
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Ah, Mr Fielding, please have a seat.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42Thank you. I've been reviewing the notes from Dr Woodson, and...
0:04:43 > 0:04:47Yeah. It's quite a burden. Can't be easy.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51So... In your own time.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Listen, I'm not... When I was at the recep...
0:04:56 > 0:04:59I noticed you haven't been back to the surgery since the diagnosis,
0:04:59 > 0:05:01which is, erm...
0:05:01 > 0:05:04I'm afraid Dr Woodson doesn't work here any more,
0:05:04 > 0:05:07but she's left extensive notes, but, erm...
0:05:07 > 0:05:08who's your specialist?
0:05:10 > 0:05:11I don't have one.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14You.. You don't have one? Well, we can sort that out for you.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16There's an excellent woman at St Phil's
0:05:16 > 0:05:18who knows a lot more about these things than I do.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20Right.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23Are you showing any symptoms?
0:05:24 > 0:05:26What would they look like?
0:05:26 > 0:05:29Did Dr Woodson not discuss those when she gave you the diagnosis?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31It was a long time ago.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36Right, well, they can vary from person to person. Erm...
0:05:36 > 0:05:40Slurred speech, dizziness, lack of co-ordination,
0:05:40 > 0:05:43numbness, pins and needles, double vision.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Spasms tend to come a bit later.
0:05:45 > 0:05:50Anxiety, irritability... Is this sounding familiar?
0:05:53 > 0:05:54- WHISPERS:- Yes.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57You see, Mr Fielding, we knew this day was coming.
0:05:57 > 0:06:02We just have make sure you get the best care that you can.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Now, do you mind if I give you a quick examination?
0:06:04 > 0:06:06It's a mistake. There's been a mistake.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08- No, I'm afraid the diagnosis... - No. That's not what I mean.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- I know this is difficult...- Look, you don't understand. I'm sorry.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Mr Fielding, you really do have...
0:06:13 > 0:06:14HE SIGHS
0:06:25 > 0:06:26KNOCK AT DOOR
0:06:32 > 0:06:34KNOCK AT DOOR Er... Come in.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Oh, Dr Vere!
0:06:39 > 0:06:42I... I am so, so sorry.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44You heard.
0:06:44 > 0:06:49You have been through a most traumatic experience.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Well, I thought it might be best just to flag it up with you
0:06:51 > 0:06:52in case it gets worse.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Well, that is, er...
0:06:54 > 0:06:56That is very sensible.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00I mean, I... I think I'm all right.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01I'm glad.
0:07:01 > 0:07:04And I am glad that you have come to speak to me, but...
0:07:05 > 0:07:09I really do think you should consider professional counselling.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Perhaps Dr Sharma can help.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18Yeah, I... I could ask, I guess. Erm...
0:07:18 > 0:07:19Thank you.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Yeah. See?
0:07:30 > 0:07:32One roll! I knew it!
0:07:32 > 0:07:35It doesn't matter. I'll stop off this afternoon and get some more.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46So, what? It's my fault now, is it?
0:07:46 > 0:07:48I didn't say that.
0:07:49 > 0:07:50What happened?
0:07:50 > 0:07:51Nothing!
0:07:51 > 0:07:53I just...
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Nothing I can't sort.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Well, where were you?
0:07:59 > 0:08:00I was only gone an hour.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02It's a two-man job.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05You can't just waltz off any time you feel like it.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07It was important.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08HE SIGHS
0:08:08 > 0:08:11We can't afford to make mistakes likes this,
0:08:11 > 0:08:14and they wouldn't happen if you took your work more seriously.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16You hung the wallpaper upside down!
0:08:16 > 0:08:18You're the one that's not focused!
0:08:18 > 0:08:19If you...
0:08:21 > 0:08:22If you...
0:08:24 > 0:08:26You're not well, Shaun.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Four rolls should sort it.
0:08:34 > 0:08:35Off you go.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- I've never experienced anything like that.- Poor Sid!
0:08:48 > 0:08:50These things do seem to happen to him quite a lot, don't they?
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- I know.- Decapitation!
0:08:53 > 0:08:56Well, I've said to him, if he needs any help, then...
0:08:56 > 0:08:59I'll have a word with him too this afternoon.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Now, I have got something for you here.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05You've bought me a present?
0:09:05 > 0:09:06- I have.- It's not my birthday.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08It's not a birthday present.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10I saw this, and I thought of you.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15SHE LAUGHS It's a jar of piccalilli.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18- As in...- BOTH:- A proper piccalilli!
0:09:18 > 0:09:19SHE LAUGHS
0:09:19 > 0:09:23Oh, we were in a right piccalilli that day, weren't we?
0:09:23 > 0:09:24The mud!
0:09:24 > 0:09:27Never mind the mud! What about the farmer and the bagpipes!
0:09:27 > 0:09:28WHISPERS: Bagpipes!
0:09:28 > 0:09:30THEY LAUGH
0:09:30 > 0:09:32I... I haven't got you anything.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34It's a jar of yellow pickle.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Well, thank you.
0:09:36 > 0:09:37You're welcome.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39- Hi.- Don't tell me you're going to try and charge corkage
0:09:39 > 0:09:41when people bring in their own condiments!
0:09:41 > 0:09:42THEY LAUGH
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Ignore her.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46I'll have the ham salad, please.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48- Oh, yes, please, me too. - Go with the piccalilli.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Thank you.
0:09:51 > 0:09:52SHE CHUCKLES
0:09:55 > 0:09:57It's your lunchtime - I'm sorry.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59No, not at all - I'm very pleased you came back.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00I was quite worried about you.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02I was going to phone you this afternoon.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04I think I panicked.
0:10:04 > 0:10:05No wonder.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06The thing is...
0:10:08 > 0:10:10My brother, he won't see a doctor.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Can we talk about you for the moment?
0:10:12 > 0:10:15- But...- Now, I've phoned Dr Webster, who we discussed earlier.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17I've made an appointment for you to see her next week,
0:10:17 > 0:10:19and to be honest, she is one of the best
0:10:19 > 0:10:21prion specialists in the country.
0:10:21 > 0:10:22A what specialist?
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Prion specialist.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27Prion - it's the infectious agent in CJD.
0:10:28 > 0:10:33Remember? Prions are the essential proteins in brain cells,
0:10:33 > 0:10:36and when they become damaged in Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease,
0:10:36 > 0:10:40they disrupt the way that the brain functions,
0:10:40 > 0:10:42so that the symptoms that you are experiencing
0:10:42 > 0:10:47is what happens when the brain loses control of physical movements.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53So, how's Chris?
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Your son.
0:10:56 > 0:11:01Yes, I know who Chris is. I'm just, erm...a bit surprised.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02I'm just interested.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04I like to know what's going on in your life.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06That's what friends do, isn't it?
0:11:06 > 0:11:08Yes, I suppose so.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10Erm... Well, he seems to be happy.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12He's... He's got a new girlfriend.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15- Ah!- I'm not too sure about her, to be honest.
0:11:15 > 0:11:16Really?
0:11:18 > 0:11:19How's the piccalilli?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Erm...
0:11:25 > 0:11:27- It's gorgeous!- Mmm! Here, have some more.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29I don't need any more.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Listen. I've been meaning to ask your opinion about, erm...
0:11:34 > 0:11:37this - my wardrobe.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39What about it?
0:11:39 > 0:11:41Well, my wardrobe - I think it needs a rethink.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47- I think you look great. - OK, that's it.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Who are you and what have you done with Zara?
0:11:49 > 0:11:52I don't know what you're talking about. Just making an effort.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59And you've been living with this knowledge for ten years?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Which can't have been easy.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07No.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08And now, it's...
0:12:11 > 0:12:12How long?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Hard to say. Few years, maybe.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Symptoms are only going to get worse.
0:12:18 > 0:12:23But you need support. You need people to help you.
0:12:26 > 0:12:27My brother.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29He'll be there for me.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Your brother.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Is he showing any symptoms?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Look, I'm fine, all right?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45I didn't ask.
0:12:45 > 0:12:46Yeah. but...you smiled.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49In that professionally reassuring manner.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Word gets around.
0:12:51 > 0:12:52Sorry, it's just...
0:12:52 > 0:12:56anyone'd think I was about to have a breakdown any second.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- Are you?- No. No, no.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Good.
0:13:00 > 0:13:01Actually, erm...
0:13:01 > 0:13:04Mrs Tembe did wonder. Well, I wondered as well, erm...
0:13:04 > 0:13:07I thought maybe some counselling.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Good idea.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12Do you know anyone? Mrs Tembe said you could recommend someone.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15Erm... I could do Wednesday after work.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Er... Is that allowed?
0:13:17 > 0:13:18Why not?
0:13:18 > 0:13:21I don't know, I just thought cos, erm...
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Great. Thanks.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36You were gone a long time.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38Yeah.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Well, it's only 20 minutes there and back.
0:13:42 > 0:13:43I had stuff to do.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46- You couldn't do it later? - No! No, I couldn't!
0:13:48 > 0:13:50CJD!
0:13:51 > 0:13:52Where have you been?
0:13:55 > 0:13:57They had no right to tell you anything.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00Not just CJD - familial CJD!
0:14:02 > 0:14:03They shouldn't have told you.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06Not only have you known for ten years... Ten years!
0:14:06 > 0:14:09..that you've had this... This illness growing inside,
0:14:09 > 0:14:10and you said nothing!
0:14:10 > 0:14:12Not only that...
0:14:14 > 0:14:15..it's genetic.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19That's why Dad killed himself.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Wasn't... Wasn't just depression, was it?
0:14:22 > 0:14:24He had CJD.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27And now you've got it.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31With your shaky hands, and your stupid, drunken voice,
0:14:31 > 0:14:32and your ratty temper.
0:14:32 > 0:14:35- I'm dying.- I know!
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Slowly, and painfully, and gibbering like an idiot.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44The doctor thought I was you.
0:14:44 > 0:14:45That's why he told me.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48"How's your brother?" he said.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51"Does he have any symptoms?"
0:14:56 > 0:14:59- Is that really how you're feeling? - I think so, yeah.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03Because these things can catch up with you.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04I know, I know.
0:15:05 > 0:15:09Well, your old mentor is here, if you ever need anything, OK?
0:15:09 > 0:15:10Thanks, Zara.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- Haskey.- Carmichael.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17What was that all about?
0:15:17 > 0:15:18Oh, she's, erm...
0:15:18 > 0:15:19just being nice.
0:15:21 > 0:15:22Everybody's being nice.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Ah, well, you're not going to get any of that from me.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26I know.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Unless you want it, of course. I'm...
0:15:29 > 0:15:31always here if you want me.
0:15:32 > 0:15:33Cheers, Al.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35My pleasure.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38Erm...actually, er...
0:15:39 > 0:15:43Yeah? Yeah, go on. Fire away, mate.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Erm...
0:15:45 > 0:15:47I, er...
0:15:48 > 0:15:50I keep hearing her.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53Her? I thought it was a bloke.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Yeah, his, erm... His partner was...
0:15:55 > 0:15:57in the seat next to him.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01And they...
0:16:01 > 0:16:03They just pulled her out, and then...
0:16:05 > 0:16:06Er...
0:16:06 > 0:16:09and then she just started screaming...
0:16:09 > 0:16:11continuously, and...
0:16:12 > 0:16:15Well, I'm there just...vomiting in the middle of the road,
0:16:15 > 0:16:17but she was screaming, on and on. Like...
0:16:19 > 0:16:20Like she was never going to stop.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Out.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38For goodness' sake!
0:16:38 > 0:16:41- Everything OK?- Yeah, fine, thanks.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44The scanner's not working, but apart from that, I'm all right, OK?
0:16:48 > 0:16:49- Is he OK?- Hmm...
0:16:49 > 0:16:51A bit touchy.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53Well, that's to be expected.
0:16:53 > 0:16:57Hey, how was your lunch with Zara?
0:16:57 > 0:16:59Well, it was, erm...
0:16:59 > 0:17:00She was nice.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02- Nah!- Oh, yes, she was!
0:17:04 > 0:17:06Dr Carter!
0:17:08 > 0:17:10Where's this Dr Carter?
0:17:10 > 0:17:12I'm Dr Carter.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17To...
0:17:17 > 0:17:18Total...
0:17:19 > 0:17:22Gross misconduct.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25Sorry, I don't know what you're talking about.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Do you know who I am?
0:17:27 > 0:17:28Shaun Fielding.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30The actual Shaun Fielding.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- Erm...do you have any ID? - Did you ask my brother for any ID!
0:17:35 > 0:17:39Or do you just share your medical secrets with anybody
0:17:39 > 0:17:41who just happens to come in and ask for them?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Er, Mr Fielding, erm...excuse me.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46Perhaps you'd like to walk this way.
0:17:49 > 0:17:50Er...
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Would you watch reception?- OK.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57No-one is trying to silence you, Mr Fielding.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59We want to get to the bottom of it.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02Which is why we would talk about it calmly, in here,
0:18:02 > 0:18:04without upsetting everybody else.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05I feel terrible about this.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08That's not an admission of guilt, by the way.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10We don't know what happened.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13You gave my private medical details to my brother.
0:18:13 > 0:18:17Well, so you say. If, indeed, you are actually Shaun Fielding.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20- Heston!- All right, I'm not saying...
0:18:20 > 0:18:22- HE SIGHS - This should never have happened.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24You had no right to tell him!
0:18:24 > 0:18:25It was human error.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29He's lost his dad.
0:18:29 > 0:18:30He's going to lose his brother.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33He didn't need to know.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37He didn't need to spend the rest of his life under this...
0:18:38 > 0:18:39This death sentence.
0:18:40 > 0:18:45The important thing is you get the help that you need.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47Did you hear what I just said?
0:18:47 > 0:18:48I don't care about me!
0:18:48 > 0:18:51Andy's life is poisoned.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Nothing in his life is ever going to be the same again.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in.
0:19:00 > 0:19:01Jimmi.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04- Rob.- What can I do for you?
0:19:04 > 0:19:08- Actually, I just wondered if you needed any help.- Me?
0:19:08 > 0:19:10No, not that I can think of. How's Sid doing?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12- Difficult to tell.- Yeah.
0:19:12 > 0:19:13How about you?
0:19:15 > 0:19:16I've seen worse.
0:19:16 > 0:19:17Not much, though.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Hmm.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22I'm seeing Callaghan tomorrow for the incident review.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Right.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25I heard you, erm...
0:19:25 > 0:19:28Yeah, I did.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29You never had a moment?
0:19:29 > 0:19:31Mmm. We all have.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33I'm fine now. It was a momentary lapse.
0:19:33 > 0:19:34All behind me.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36OK. Good.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38You know where I am.
0:19:38 > 0:19:39I do, and I'll be here.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49Don't look at me! He said he was Shaun Fielding.
0:19:49 > 0:19:53Did he? Did he actually say, "I am Shaun Fielding"?
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Yes. I think he did.
0:19:55 > 0:19:56You didn't check?
0:19:56 > 0:20:00I didn't take his fingerprints, if that's what you mean!
0:20:00 > 0:20:01- Will we tell Mrs Tembe?- No.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03No, let me speak to them first.
0:20:12 > 0:20:13KNOCK AT DOOR
0:20:24 > 0:20:25DOOR OPENS
0:20:42 > 0:20:45I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pretend to be you. It just...
0:20:46 > 0:20:47It just happened.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49SHAUN CHUCKLES
0:20:53 > 0:20:55You know, after Dad, erm...
0:20:56 > 0:20:58You know, after he...
0:20:59 > 0:21:00There was these papers...
0:21:01 > 0:21:04..medical records, I never showed you.
0:21:06 > 0:21:07CJD.
0:21:08 > 0:21:09I mean, HE never said.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13But they were there...
0:21:15 > 0:21:16..in the records.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21So I went to Dr Woodson...
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Er... She was very kind.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28You know, she explained everything.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34Said there was a 50% chance that we both had...
0:21:34 > 0:21:35the same thing.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38Said there was this, erm...
0:21:38 > 0:21:41blood that test we could take.
0:21:41 > 0:21:42You took it.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I have the...
0:21:49 > 0:21:50..defective gene.
0:21:55 > 0:21:56SHAUN SIGHS
0:21:59 > 0:22:00HE CHUCKLES
0:22:01 > 0:22:02HE LAUGHS
0:22:04 > 0:22:06I just thought it would be best to know.
0:22:09 > 0:22:10But when she told me...
0:22:12 > 0:22:13..I couldn't cope.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18You don't know what it's like, Andy, man...
0:22:21 > 0:22:23..knowing it's coming.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31I'm so sorry, man. I decided for you.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36I decided you didn't need to know.
0:22:49 > 0:22:53You know, literally everybody else today has asked me how I'm doing.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Really? Why?
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Don't know. Cos Mrs Tembe asked them to?
0:22:58 > 0:23:00Well, I didn't get that memo.
0:23:01 > 0:23:02OK.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Why?
0:23:04 > 0:23:05Erm...
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Cos... The accident on Friday.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Rob was there.
0:23:10 > 0:23:11Well, he didn't say anything.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Really? It was pretty nasty.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15A man was...
0:23:15 > 0:23:17Doesn't matter.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Well, I'm sure he's probably seen worse, but...
0:23:19 > 0:23:23If you need somebody to talk to, then Rob is your man.
0:23:23 > 0:23:24Yeah. Maybe.
0:23:24 > 0:23:25Thanks.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33- Dr Carter.- Mr Fielding.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36So...
0:23:36 > 0:23:38you didn't know.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40He kept it from me.
0:23:40 > 0:23:41Just like Dad.
0:23:41 > 0:23:45Yeah, there's a note on your files about your father.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47I'm not Dad.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Dad kept it to himself.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50Bottled it up.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52There was no-one there for him.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Shaun's got me.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02Oh, before you go, I thought we could synchronise diaries.
0:24:02 > 0:24:04How about lunch every Monday?
0:24:04 > 0:24:05We could make that a regular appointment,
0:24:05 > 0:24:07and I've got some dates for you. Evenings.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09- Er..no.- Oh, I think so.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11If we don't get these things in the diary early,
0:24:11 > 0:24:13- it's almost impossible to book a babysitter.- No.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16I mean, no, we are not going to do that.
0:24:16 > 0:24:19Stop being nice and considerate, Zara.
0:24:19 > 0:24:20It's just not you.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22This is the new me.
0:24:22 > 0:24:23Just as I was beginning to think
0:24:23 > 0:24:26that the old you wasn't quite that bad.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28I'm not sure I can cope with the new version.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30Not sure I trust her.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33If I want to be considerate, I will be considerate.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35- Not with me, you won't. - I am resolute.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37And I am putting my foot down.
0:24:38 > 0:24:39SHE SCOFFS
0:24:39 > 0:24:41What, in THOSE shoes?
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Come to think of it, I can't be seen dead in the company
0:24:44 > 0:24:46of someone wearing...
0:24:46 > 0:24:48- WHISPERS: ..those.- Oh, really?
0:24:48 > 0:24:50And what are you going to do about it?
0:24:51 > 0:24:53I'm going to get my diary out
0:24:53 > 0:24:56and synchronise a date to take you shoe shopping.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59Oh, lucky, lucky me(!)
0:25:00 > 0:25:05There's an appointment to see Dr Webster in your name, Shaun.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07- I'll be there.- I'll go with you.
0:25:07 > 0:25:11You do know there's a 50% chance that you might also carry the gene?
0:25:11 > 0:25:14And a 50% chance I'm in the clear.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Well, there's a simple test you can have.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18It's very quick and effective.
0:25:18 > 0:25:22Once you know, Andy, you know.
0:25:22 > 0:25:23And that's it.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26Whatever you decide,
0:25:26 > 0:25:28you should talk it through first with a counsellor.
0:25:28 > 0:25:29I can give you some names.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31Counselling?
0:25:31 > 0:25:33It's just talking, man.
0:25:33 > 0:25:34I'm not good at that.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35You're better than me.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40Can we do it together? The counselling?
0:25:40 > 0:25:42I don't see why not.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46Whatever I decide, whatever happens...
0:25:46 > 0:25:47we'll do it together.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Hey! Here he is.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01- I'm just leaving.- Yeah, me too.
0:26:01 > 0:26:05Going home to an empty house for an evening of regret and introspection.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07Look, mate, for the millionth time, I'm all right.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09No, I'm talking about me.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11I need you to save me from myself.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14Just so happens the nerds at the university film club
0:26:14 > 0:26:15are screening Westworld this evening.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17Yeah, I don't think it's my sort of thing, to be honest.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20No, no, the original, Michael Crichton, 1973.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22It's everybody's thing.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24You don't want to talk about death or post-traumatic stress
0:26:24 > 0:26:26- and any of that?- No.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29It's essentially Jurassic Park without the dinosaurs.
0:26:31 > 0:26:32- All right. Go on, then.- Good man.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34- Rob.- Al.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39- Sid.- Rob.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47He mentioned something about a really nasty accident,
0:26:47 > 0:26:50- but you didn't.- Didn't I?
0:26:50 > 0:26:53Well, I don't tell you everything that happens.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55- Yeah, but you would.- Yes.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59He seemed very upset.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Well, he would do. It's Sid. I'm fine.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Promise?
0:27:03 > 0:27:05I'm fine.
0:27:16 > 0:27:20First rule of business is make profit. I respect that.
0:27:20 > 0:27:25The truth is, I'd started to really enjoy the attention. The sympathy.
0:27:25 > 0:27:26You've done what you done,
0:27:26 > 0:27:28and now you're going to have to deal with it.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30- All right, then.- Hey!
0:27:30 > 0:27:32I'm arresting you for possession of drugs.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35We will get you back on your feet before you know it.