0:01:11 > 0:01:13- You were up early. - Yeah. I couldn't sleep.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20Look, I just didn't fancy a restaurant last night!
0:01:20 > 0:01:23I thought a quiet night in was nicer.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Well, it is, if you don't have quiet nights in every night.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27But I do because you're always working late.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30It's just while we change over the new software.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33Anyway, you can hardly talk, the hours you do.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Just cos I'm not going for some partnership!
0:01:35 > 0:01:37What's so bad about that?
0:01:37 > 0:01:39Nothing, but when you are a partner and I never see you,
0:01:39 > 0:01:41remember this conversation.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43I'm already doing that level of work now,
0:01:43 > 0:01:45I just want the recognition for it.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47It's just a couple of weeks, then it'll calm down.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49PHONE RINGS
0:01:50 > 0:01:53Are you working late tonight?
0:01:53 > 0:01:55I don't know yet.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Right! Well, text me when you do.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11Yeah, it's an acoustic, Karen, there's not going to be a switch.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14Thank you. I know what it is, not whose it is.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Let me show you how it works.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Name this tune.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21Not yours, then(!)
0:02:22 > 0:02:25Facetious is not an attractive quality, Karen.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28It's probably Jimmi's. Some kind of Buddhist Kumbaya nonsense.
0:02:36 > 0:02:37Good morning!
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Is it?
0:02:39 > 0:02:42Oh. Is everything OK?
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Sorry. Didn't sleep very well.
0:02:45 > 0:02:49Oh. Well, you know what they say, bad start, good finish.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52- Hopefully.- Morning!
0:02:53 > 0:02:54Hello, Hazel.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57I'll be circulating a memo later.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00The PCSO have told me there've been some more burglaries lately.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03A lot of it opportune, with windows left open.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05I thought we'd moved to a nice neighbourhood.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Oh, you have. We're just an informed one.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11Prevention is better than cure.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Is Janet in? We've got a project later.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16- Yeah. You should catch her if you go in now.- Super!
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Nice to see you're off your crutches.- Thank you.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24Anyway, I'd better go. Meeting on student databases.
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- You at Campus today? - Yes. See you later.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34- Morning!- Oh, morning.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Tony said to pop in. He's chatting to Valerie.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40- She made a beeline for him.- Oh.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43You know what she's like. A hello is never enough when you can have a chat.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46You should have been here when she ran for local council.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48On every doorstep!
0:03:48 > 0:03:50I can't see her in the council.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Nor could anyone else. She didn't win.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56I think she likes the attention.
0:03:56 > 0:04:00She used to live with a guy. Ashley, I think it was.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Not her husband.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Living together's not exactly a new thing, Hazel.
0:04:04 > 0:04:08I sometimes think Tony and I got married just so we had an excuse for a big holiday.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12Do you think if we renewed our vows, I'd get him to take me on a round-the-world trip?
0:04:12 > 0:04:15What, the two of you with backpacks?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17I thought you were more the luxury spa type.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Oh! A spa sounds nice. I could do with a massage.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22Do you not feel a bit silly?
0:04:22 > 0:04:24Have you never had one?
0:04:24 > 0:04:28No! And I've never been to a spa. They seem too glamorous.
0:04:28 > 0:04:32Oh, no! Make-up-free, a towelling robe, sitting by a pool.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35You get offers on sometimes. We could go for a day?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38- Could we?- Yeah, if you wanted.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41Yes. Well, that might be...different.
0:04:41 > 0:04:45Oh, are you still finishing early today? We can do those chairs.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46Yeah. Going to be a heavy morning,
0:04:46 > 0:04:49but finally taking some of those hours they owe me,
0:04:49 > 0:04:51so probably after 3:00. I'll text you.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Oh, good.
0:04:54 > 0:04:57Ooo! I forgot to ask Tony about his conference.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59I saw him get back this morning, and now off again.
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- His conference was last week. - Oh, of course.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05He must have been for a walk or something?
0:05:05 > 0:05:10- The only exercise Tony does is football on the computer.- Oh, well.
0:05:10 > 0:05:14Doesn't bode well for the neighbourhood, does it, me seeing things?
0:05:14 > 0:05:17He probably just left something in the car.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Yes, of course. Of course. Hm.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Well, I'll let you get on.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26Hopefully he's not still chatting to Valerie, poor lamb!
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Honestly, they both work at the Campus,
0:05:28 > 0:05:30they must see each other all the time.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45A-ha! Al said it'd be yours.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- What?- That!
0:05:47 > 0:05:51You know, cos you're doing this Kumbaya Buddhist therapy thing.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54No. No. It's nice, though.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56- How's Rob?- He's all right.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- Yes!- Ooo! Hide it!
0:05:59 > 0:06:02- Huh?- Yeah.- Thank you.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- Sorry. Good morning. - Morning!- Morning!
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- Is there any mail for me, Mrs Hollins?- Ooo, yes, there's loads.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- There you go.- Right. Thank you.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17If anything else comes for me, please let me know.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- What'd you do that for? - I don't know. I panicked.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27KNOCK AT DOOR
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- Just checking you've got your credit card with you.- What for?
0:06:30 > 0:06:33The good of my health(!) What do you think?
0:06:33 > 0:06:36Oh, yes, of course. Well, I'm probably just going to look today, so...
0:06:36 > 0:06:41Are you seriously telling me that you intend to walk into a shoe shop
0:06:41 > 0:06:44and out again still wearing those?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47What's wrong with these?
0:06:47 > 0:06:49Oh, Emma!
0:06:49 > 0:06:51It's SO much worse than I thought.
0:06:52 > 0:06:53I don't really know what I want...
0:06:53 > 0:06:56Lucky you've got me with you, then. Expertise!
0:06:56 > 0:06:59People pay good money for personal shoppers. I'll even drive!
0:07:00 > 0:07:022:15.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09SHE STRUMS A FEW NOTES
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Ah! You're the best yet.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- Ha-ha! Really? - Yeah. I'm glad you found it
0:07:18 > 0:07:20because I've been trying to find who it belongs to.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Oh, no, it's not mine, I just found it here.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25- Not Heston's? - RUHMA CHUCKLES
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Mrs Hollins...?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30What are you doing with that?
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Sorry, I just...I just found it.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38I see. I just wanted to let you know
0:07:38 > 0:07:40I will be out to lunch from 2:00 until 3:00.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42- Right.- Are you doing something nice?
0:07:42 > 0:07:45I am meeting JJ at the Icon bar.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46- Oh, lovely.- Hm.- Give him my best.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50Yeah, I will. Ah-ah! Where are you going with that?
0:07:50 > 0:07:54Um...well, it came this morning and, um...I couldn't read who it...
0:07:56 > 0:07:58It is mine.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00Er...
0:08:03 > 0:08:05That's great. If you'd like to take a seat?
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Ooo! Are you OK?
0:08:10 > 0:08:13Oh, I will be after I sit down. Oh!
0:08:15 > 0:08:18I wondered if this was a good time to get my blood pressure checked?
0:08:18 > 0:08:20- Yep. Shouldn't be too long to wait. - Good.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23Are you sure you're OK?
0:08:23 > 0:08:25Yeah, I'm...just a bit sore.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28It'll be fine after a few minutes, it always is.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31- What always is?- Cramp.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Have you been overdoing it?
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Oh. I've never been accused of that before.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40I...I saw you out the other morning.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44- You saw me?- Mm. I couldn't sleep.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47- It was inevitable.- What was?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49You know why I'm here all the time, don't you?
0:08:49 > 0:08:52To sort your blood pressure out?
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Let's not pretend, shall we, Valerie?
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Sorry, I don't follow.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59Are you free for lunch?
0:09:01 > 0:09:03SHE STRUMS A FEW NOTES
0:09:05 > 0:09:07KNOCK AT DOOR Come in.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11- What's this?- A surprise.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14- It certainly is. Is it yours? - Yes. I ordered it last night.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Spontaneous. I like it!
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- I've always wanted to learn. - Did karaoke inspire you?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Perhaps. Right, er...we had better go.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24- Let's see.- Ah.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27HE CHUCKLES
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Right. Perhaps we can learn together.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39I thought I was the only one with surprises today.
0:09:39 > 0:09:43- What is it?- All in good time. Come on, I'm starving!
0:09:43 > 0:09:46Oh. Right. OK.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53I'm not sure how to start now.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Well...
0:09:56 > 0:10:00Close your eyes and try to focus on one thing.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05Come on, honestly. Close your eyes...and breathe.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08HE BREATHES DEEPLY
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Now, what do you see?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12- Janet.- Oh, that's good.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Anything else?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17I'm lying to her.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- Why?- I don't know how to...
0:10:22 > 0:10:25Well, you know all about this kind of stuff,
0:10:25 > 0:10:27the problems you can have with blood pressure.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32Ah, right. I see.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36Well, it happens to a lot of men.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38And don't forget, you've not long since moved house.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41The stress, blood pressure,
0:10:41 > 0:10:43you know, that can have that effect.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46But you can be intimate in other ways.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49No! It isn't...
0:10:49 > 0:10:52Oh! So, what's wrong with you, then?
0:10:52 > 0:10:55I have peripheral vascular disease.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05What did I tell you?
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Well, it's certainly impressive.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08I knew you'd like it.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11Hello, it's Doctors Carmichael and Reid.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13We're here for a personal shopping...
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- What are you doing?! - I'm just looking!
0:11:17 > 0:11:19No, no, no. This is absolutely typical of you.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22Going straight to practical and dowdy.
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Now, these!
0:11:25 > 0:11:28OPERA PLAYS
0:11:39 > 0:11:42Italian. Handmade.
0:11:42 > 0:11:43Couture, of course.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48- Smell.- Seriously?!
0:11:50 > 0:11:52It's almost arousing.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Thank you.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00You're pleased with your impulse buy, aren't you?
0:12:00 > 0:12:01Yes. Yes, I am.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05Now, I have been thinking about you and your new job.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08I think the Kerbhouse is perfect for you.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11No more shift work, you can plan your own hours.
0:12:11 > 0:12:12About that...
0:12:12 > 0:12:14What?
0:12:14 > 0:12:16Oh, no! Is...is there a problem?
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Actually, something else has come up.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22A new opportunity, managing my own place. It sounds perfect.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Oh! That is good news.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Yeah. I've been letting it sink in. I feel a bit bad for Mac.
0:12:27 > 0:12:31Well, he is a good man. I'm sure he will understand.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Yeah. I've been looking at it this morning.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Oh, it's in a beautiful spot!
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Amazing countryside.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39There's some orchards nearby,
0:12:39 > 0:12:42and it's perfect for going out on the bike and exploring.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44And...the weather.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48- The weather?- Sunshine.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51I don't understand.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54The bar, it's in Castellon, in Spain!
0:13:00 > 0:13:03The worst is, I've brought it on myself. My lifestyle.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05You mustn't say that.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07I've got to have an operation!
0:13:07 > 0:13:10- What?- I thought you knew?
0:13:10 > 0:13:12How would I know?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14My notes?
0:13:14 > 0:13:17Patient confidentiality, Tony.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19I knew about the blood pressure thing,
0:13:19 > 0:13:22but I didn't know anything about this disease.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27Imagine blobs of fat in my arteries.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29That's nice, isn't it(?) Huh!
0:13:29 > 0:13:32Ironically, I found out trying to get fit.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34But the pain!
0:13:34 > 0:13:35When I saw you out the other day...
0:13:35 > 0:13:37I keep thinking I can best it.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40Or if I lose some more weight, I won't need to have the op.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41But it's too late.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45Janet thinks I'm lazy.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47I am lazy. Huh!
0:13:47 > 0:13:49And look where it's got me.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52- So, when is it - the operation? - Next Friday.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54And you haven't told her?
0:13:54 > 0:13:57I thought maybe I could stay in a hotel for a couple of nights.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Say I was at a stag do, it being the Friday.
0:13:59 > 0:14:04But you must! She is your next of kin. What if something goes wrong?
0:14:04 > 0:14:07- But what will she think? - What will she think if you don't?
0:14:12 > 0:14:14I thought you'd see what an opportunity this is.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15It's...
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Thank you.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22It's just that it feels... Well, very sudden.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25- Spontaneous.- But to Castellon?
0:14:26 > 0:14:30I know you think I am being selfish, but I thought we were happy?
0:14:30 > 0:14:33You think I want to go on my own?
0:14:33 > 0:14:35I want us to go!
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- What?! Me to go to Spain?! - Of course!
0:14:39 > 0:14:44With your brains and my charm, we'd be la combinacion ganadora!
0:14:45 > 0:14:47I do not understand.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48A winning combination.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50We can make this work.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Look what we did with the hospital catering.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55- We had a project and we made it happen!- But...
0:14:55 > 0:14:57Imagine being in the sunshine all day.
0:14:59 > 0:15:03Winifred, people regret what they don't do.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06We're not going to get many opportunities like this.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09It's not a case of waiting for the next one, this is it!
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Are we going to take it?
0:15:15 > 0:15:17No, no, don't intellectualise it, feel it!
0:15:17 > 0:15:20Feel it in your body.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23How your whole body feels more alert.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26Now, listen, the backward tilt of your pelvis,
0:15:26 > 0:15:28the thrusting forward of your chest,
0:15:28 > 0:15:32the strength in your legs, giving you confidence, fire!
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- Can you feel it?- I'm not sure.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36OK. Open your eyes.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39The thing is, they don't feel...
0:15:39 > 0:15:42Oh, don't worry about all of that, just look in the mirror
0:15:42 > 0:15:43and walk tall!
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Stunning!
0:15:47 > 0:15:51I do, um...I do have a dress they'd go rather well with.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53They look divine!
0:15:53 > 0:15:58The thing is, I can't decide between these ones and the blue ones.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00It's not a custody battle.
0:16:00 > 0:16:05Would it be so reckless to buy two pairs?
0:16:06 > 0:16:09I saw you were home, so I thought I'd just pop over.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- Oh. I was just going to grab a shower.- Go on.
0:16:11 > 0:16:14I'll get the kettle on and I'll fill you in when you're ready.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17- Fill me in? - Oh, something and nothing, I'm sure.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21- I had a walk, saw Valerie.- OK.
0:16:21 > 0:16:25I don't think a woman like you needs to be too worried, but she has got form.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28I'm sorry, Hazel, you've lost me.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30I don't think having boyfriends is damning, do you?
0:16:32 > 0:16:34What is it?
0:16:34 > 0:16:37She jilted her fiance at the altar. Barry.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39He came after Ashley.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42- Sometimes, what she does hurts people.- Even so, I...
0:16:42 > 0:16:45Maybe Tony doesn't realise what she's like.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47He has an innocent quality.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49What's it got to do with Tony?
0:16:49 > 0:16:52- I-I didn't want to...- Hazel?
0:17:02 > 0:17:03I'm sorry, Janet.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14- I knew you wouldn't want to take them off!- Hm!
0:17:14 > 0:17:17You look amazing! Powerful.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20Are you OK?
0:17:20 > 0:17:23Trying to find your sea legs?
0:17:23 > 0:17:24I feel great, actually.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26If you say so, Captain.
0:17:26 > 0:17:30- Yes, I do. I could walk for miles in these.- Hm.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38Oh!
0:17:41 > 0:17:42- This is what's come in?- Yeah.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44- It was amazing.- I know, but I...
0:17:44 > 0:17:48Oh! Oh-ho! Somebody needs a red carpet to their office!
0:17:48 > 0:17:51- Too much?- Never! No photos, please.
0:17:51 > 0:17:55They are fab! I wish I could get away with heels that high.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58- Well, you can, if Emma can. - I'm too tall.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00Oh, don't be daft! What do you think the models wear?
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Hey, we should have a night out!
0:18:02 > 0:18:05- Somewhere as glam as the shoes? - Oh, if you think you can find it.
0:18:05 > 0:18:06Challenge accepted!
0:18:06 > 0:18:08Actually, I might just, um...
0:18:10 > 0:18:12Ooo!
0:18:12 > 0:18:13Ew! Is that blood?
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Oh.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19I'm such a fool! I knew something was wrong!
0:18:19 > 0:18:21You couldn't have known this.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23All the signs were there.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27Look, shall I make a start on the chairs and you have a shower?
0:18:27 > 0:18:32Chairs?! Hazel, my husband's cheating on me!
0:18:36 > 0:18:37I'd leave it to him now.
0:18:40 > 0:18:41If he says he's working late, I'll...
0:18:41 > 0:18:43FOOTSTEPS
0:18:46 > 0:18:49- Is this a joke?!- What?
0:18:49 > 0:18:53I know! So before you start, Hazel saw you!
0:18:54 > 0:18:56- What?- Hazel?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Did you follow us?
0:18:58 > 0:19:00Well, I was right to, wasn't I?
0:19:02 > 0:19:04- I told you this could be misconstrued.- Oh, did you?
0:19:04 > 0:19:08Were you trying to think of ideas beyond working late, then?
0:19:08 > 0:19:11- If you don't tell her... - It's pretty obvious!
0:19:11 > 0:19:13I'm having an operation.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15That's what I was telling Valerie.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17- Is this true?- Yes!
0:19:17 > 0:19:19It's for perfiff...
0:19:19 > 0:19:23- Perfifferal... - Peripheral vascular disease.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25- Yeah.- It sounds worse than it is.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28You're having surgery? Is it your heart?
0:19:28 > 0:19:32It's my legs. I've got fatty bits in my arteries.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35- Why didn't you tell me? - You've got enough on.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Tony, I want to know! Of course I do!
0:19:38 > 0:19:41- When is the operation?- Next Friday.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43Next Friday. Well, look, I'll get the day off
0:19:43 > 0:19:46and I can work from home during your recovery.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47I wish you'd told me!
0:19:47 > 0:19:51I was hoping I didn't need to. I thought if I could get fit...
0:19:52 > 0:19:54But I thought you'd given up on us.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56No! I was embarrassed.
0:19:56 > 0:20:00You're going for partnerships and I'm...lardy legs.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04I didn't marry you for your legs.
0:20:04 > 0:20:05Good job.
0:20:07 > 0:20:09I'm sorry you thought I was with Valerie.
0:20:09 > 0:20:13But the photo Hazel took, she saw you together this morning.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16Hazel?
0:20:20 > 0:20:22You're breaking them in.
0:20:22 > 0:20:23They're bleeding!
0:20:23 > 0:20:26You just need to give it a bit more time.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28How long? Until I faint?
0:20:28 > 0:20:30I suppose you go through this all the time, do you?
0:20:30 > 0:20:32Not for long.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36Show me your feet.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38No.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Zara...show me your feet.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43Huh!
0:20:45 > 0:20:47ZARA SIGHS
0:20:50 > 0:20:53Oh! Don't they hurt?!
0:20:53 > 0:20:55You get used to it.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58What's so powerful about quitting?
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Well, I make my own rules.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02Don't tell me you're going to take them back?!
0:21:02 > 0:21:04With blood in them? No.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07I'm going to put them there,
0:21:07 > 0:21:10and I'm going to admire them as a work of art.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15I'll make you an offer.
0:21:18 > 0:21:19Why were you following us?
0:21:19 > 0:21:22Tony said he'd be at the surgery, and he's been sneaking around.
0:21:22 > 0:21:25- I was going to the gym! - You asked if there were signs.
0:21:25 > 0:21:29- Well, if a man can't talk to his wife...- I'm not cheating on Janet!
0:21:29 > 0:21:30I can't change what I saw!
0:21:30 > 0:21:32But you can admit you interpreted it wrongly!
0:21:32 > 0:21:35- I was trying to be a friend!- Oh, is that why you're here all the time?
0:21:35 > 0:21:37- It's Tony, isn't it?! - No! No! That's...
0:21:37 > 0:21:40- You're always asking about him! - You wanted to break us up?
0:21:40 > 0:21:41You don't deserve her!
0:21:46 > 0:21:47It's not Tony, is it?
0:21:51 > 0:21:52Oh.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59I'll go.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12KNOCK AT DOOR
0:22:14 > 0:22:16- Hazel?- Leave me alone!
0:22:28 > 0:22:30I never knew.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32I don't know what you mean!
0:22:32 > 0:22:36It's Janet, isn't it, that you've got feelings for?
0:22:36 > 0:22:39Can't people have friendships any more?!
0:22:39 > 0:22:42Yeah, but it's more than a friendship, isn't it?
0:22:42 > 0:22:44I just feel that she deserves better!
0:22:44 > 0:22:46There is nothing wrong with being attracted to women.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Don't be absurd!
0:22:49 > 0:22:51Just because I haven't had a chap!
0:22:53 > 0:22:57It's like my mother used to say, some people are meant to be alone.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59Well, not if it makes them unhappy.
0:23:01 > 0:23:02Did your mother know?
0:23:03 > 0:23:07Well, we never really talked about personal things.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Well, I'm sure she would've wanted you to be happy.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14You can't spend the rest of your life without friendships.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16A relationship.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Who'd want me?
0:23:18 > 0:23:19You mustn't think like that.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25You really care about her, don't you?
0:23:28 > 0:23:30What do you want me to say?
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Well, you don't have to say anything.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35But if you feel you need a big box of tissues and a good cry...
0:23:35 > 0:23:37I don't.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44So, what are you going to do - ignore them?
0:23:44 > 0:23:46I care about this neighbourhood.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48I was just trying to make them feel welcome.
0:23:48 > 0:23:49And I'm sure you did.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52And then it turned into something else.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54What? No!
0:23:55 > 0:23:58It's a terrible position to be in.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00I'm not...!
0:24:00 > 0:24:02I...
0:24:03 > 0:24:05HAZEL SIGHS
0:24:08 > 0:24:09I didn't mean for it to happen.
0:24:12 > 0:24:13I've never needed anyone.
0:24:15 > 0:24:16Never felt I was missing anything.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20I've had a solid career.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22I've helped lots of other couples.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24I've looked after my parents, and that was enough.
0:24:26 > 0:24:29And then Janet moved in and...
0:24:31 > 0:24:33It was like...
0:24:34 > 0:24:35I don't know, I was happy!
0:24:39 > 0:24:40I had someone else to think about,
0:24:40 > 0:24:43who didn't need me as a registrar or a nursemaid.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46I couldn't wait to see her again,
0:24:46 > 0:24:48kept seeing things that I knew would make her smile.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53But I couldn't tell her.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56How could I? I know she doesn't feel the same way.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00Do you know what that's like?
0:25:00 > 0:25:02Wanting to be with someone so much
0:25:02 > 0:25:05and knowing it's not going to happen?!
0:25:06 > 0:25:08How do I make those feelings go away?!
0:25:08 > 0:25:10What...what do I do?!
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I've hurt them both.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17I'm sure you didn't mean to hurt them.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Or me. Not really.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23She won't want to see me now, will she?
0:25:25 > 0:25:27Well, she did want to come after you.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29Did she?
0:25:30 > 0:25:31But she is married, Hazel.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34What would you know? You left a man at the altar.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Well... Hm!
0:25:39 > 0:25:41First of all, that wasn't easy.
0:25:44 > 0:25:45I had to let go.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47For my sake.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52But I love her.
0:25:52 > 0:25:53I know.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03I need to get on.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06I've got to write a memo about the recent break-ins
0:26:06 > 0:26:07and book a new meeting with the PCSO.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09Hazel?
0:26:09 > 0:26:11You can't punish yourself forever.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16HAZEL SIGHS
0:26:20 > 0:26:22I'll put the kettle on.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52SHE SIGHS
0:27:01 > 0:27:03SHE STRUMS A FEW NOTES
0:27:16 > 0:27:17- You OK?- Yeah, I just...
0:27:18 > 0:27:20- I just...- Not again!
0:27:20 > 0:27:23Why are we in Maternity?
0:27:23 > 0:27:24Because this one's a baby, Karen.
0:27:25 > 0:27:28Ooo! Um...you didn't mention a baby.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30It's just a job, Winifred.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32You know it is more than just a job!
0:27:34 > 0:27:35The Mill is very important to me.
0:27:35 > 0:27:37I cannot leave them in the lurch!