0:00:29 > 0:00:31- That was lovely.- Just a kiss.
0:00:31 > 0:00:36I meant getting a lift. Though the kiss was lovely, too.
0:00:36 > 0:00:37Good.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40The bus is always late and packed out.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44If only you worked normal, human hours.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Like hospital shifts?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Better than what you have to do.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50Hardly see you some days.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52The clients choose the hours, not me.
0:00:52 > 0:00:56Exactly. Imagine spending a whole weekend together.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01Just promise me you'll think about it, Mat.
0:01:01 > 0:01:04I like the people I work with, and they need me.
0:01:05 > 0:01:08I know. But so do I.
0:01:12 > 0:01:16SHE RINGS DOORBELL
0:01:16 > 0:01:18Hello? Mr Canbray?
0:01:21 > 0:01:22Mr Canbray?
0:01:24 > 0:01:28Oh! Mr Canbray, it's Karen Hollins from The Mill...
0:01:28 > 0:01:29Are you OK?
0:01:29 > 0:01:31I fell.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Can you move?
0:01:33 > 0:01:34No.
0:01:36 > 0:01:37Is there any way I can get in?
0:01:37 > 0:01:42Oh, er... There's a key under the pot.
0:01:42 > 0:01:43OK. Er...
0:01:44 > 0:01:45Oh!
0:01:47 > 0:01:52Oh, Mr Canbray, don't you worry, I'm going to get us some help.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54How long have you been here?
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Mateusz always gets me up, but he didn't come.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58And he is...?
0:01:58 > 0:02:00He's my carer. Lovely lad.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03Polish. Usually regular as clockwork.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06It's just my luck, this - it's my birthday.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09Oh, no, no, no, no! I'm so sorry.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14I'm going to call you an ambulance right away, Mr Canbray.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Eddie.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19Eddie, you hang on in there.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21I miss her.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Yeah. Me too.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26And if she keeps shutting herself off from everyone that cares about her,
0:02:26 > 0:02:28- it's going to be a downward spiral. - Mm. I agree.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32She's even blocked my number from her mobile now.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Aesh knows the truth deep down, OK?
0:02:36 > 0:02:39Maybe she just needs to know that we're here and that we care.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Let's go round there. Let's make her talk to us.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Do you really think that will work?
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Who are you?
0:02:58 > 0:03:00I'm Karen Hollins from The Mill Health Centre.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02- Do you know Eddie?- He's my dad.
0:03:02 > 0:03:03Is he OK?
0:03:03 > 0:03:04He had a fall.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06They've taken him to St Phil's.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Is it bad? What happened?
0:03:08 > 0:03:10He fell down the stairs. He's talking fine.
0:03:10 > 0:03:14He said something about his carer not turning up.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16I'm so sorry, this must be a real shock for you.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Are you all right to drive? - I'm fine.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Did it definitely ring?
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Aesh?
0:03:25 > 0:03:28Look, she's not going to come to the door.
0:03:28 > 0:03:29Ayesha?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Maybe we should just leave the bag.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34She'll crack eventually.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Look, we're outside and we're not leaving, OK?
0:03:47 > 0:03:48This is useless. Come on.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53What?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Brought you some crumpets.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Go away and stop flipping ringing me!
0:03:57 > 0:03:58Look, we're not leaving, OK?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00You shouldn't be on your own.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03I don't want you in here. Ever!
0:04:03 > 0:04:04OK?
0:04:05 > 0:04:06She means me, not you.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09I can't just leave her.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12OK. Well, look, it's not going to work with me here, so I'm going to go.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15You try. Good luck.
0:04:15 > 0:04:16I'll call you later, OK?
0:04:19 > 0:04:23Oh, thank you. Oh, I am glad that I have caught you.
0:04:23 > 0:04:27I'm just wondering whether you have had any thoughts on the issue of your married name?
0:04:27 > 0:04:32Actually, I have. It's...it's a little complicated. But are you free for lunch?
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Yes, yes. I have sandwiches.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Oh, so have I. We could do a little picnic.
0:04:37 > 0:04:38Get some fresh air.
0:04:38 > 0:04:39Yes, well, that is a lovely idea.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41- Great. I'll see you later.- Right.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47Hi, my name's Mateusz.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49I work as a carer for Mr Jacobs.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51He has an appointment.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Oh, OK.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55- The doctor will be with you shortly. - Thank you.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58Excuse me. Do you work with a Mr Canbray as well?
0:04:58 > 0:05:00I'm sure I heard him mention your name.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Eddie! Is he enjoying his birthday?
0:05:03 > 0:05:04He's had a bad fall.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Oh, no! I was at his house earlier.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09He's at St Phil's.
0:05:10 > 0:05:14My girlfriend's a nurse there. I will go see him.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17Have you worked with him long?
0:05:17 > 0:05:21He was my first client. Always been so nice to me.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23And you're with a care agency? PHONE VIBRATES
0:05:23 > 0:05:27That will be them now. Always ringing, hassling me to hurry.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30Thank you for letting me know about Eddie. Excuse me.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Hi.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Aesh?
0:05:53 > 0:05:55I'm so sorry, Dad.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58It's not your fault, love. Me and my two left feet!
0:05:58 > 0:06:01How long were you lying there?
0:06:01 > 0:06:02I'm not sure.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05I should have been there.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07Has the pain eased off a bit now, Mr Canbray?
0:06:07 > 0:06:08Yes, thank you, Nurse. Much better.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11And I told you - it's Eddie.
0:06:12 > 0:06:13Feel a bit woozy, though.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16That's normal, Eddie, don't worry. You just rest.
0:06:16 > 0:06:21Mat's a lucky lad, isn't he? Bagging himself a nurse.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22What do you mean?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25This is his lovely girl. Bit of a charmer, that man.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Mateusz is always talking about your dad.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29He's really fond of him.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30So what happens next?
0:06:31 > 0:06:34Oh, we're just waiting to take Eddie for a scan.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35Shouldn't be much longer.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37But surely this is an emergency?
0:06:37 > 0:06:38He needs to be seen quicker!
0:06:38 > 0:06:40I'm sorry, the department's really busy.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43Well, how long is he going to be in here, anyway?
0:06:43 > 0:06:44Hard to say yet.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47But I'd guess a couple of days at least.
0:06:47 > 0:06:48You could pop home and grab a few things.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51You do know it's his birthday?
0:06:51 > 0:06:54Yes, Eddie said. I'm really sorry.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Such bad luck.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57So you can't hurry things up?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59I'll try, but I can't make any promises.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03Don't worry. He's in really good hands here.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12I know that Dr Carter is a traditionalist.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16I think he would prefer that his name prevailed.
0:07:18 > 0:07:19And what about you?
0:07:21 > 0:07:25Perhaps you should think about what name you would prefer.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29I guess it'd be Hanif.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32Well, it's my professional name, it's what the mums know me as.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35It's the kids' name as well. That's really important.
0:07:35 > 0:07:39I see. Well, maybe that has settled it, then.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45Eddie! Hiya, it's Karen again from The Mill.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Are you all right? How are you feeling?
0:07:48 > 0:07:51Been better. Bit of luck you called round.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52I wish I'd been there earlier.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54I'd still be lying there.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57Did your daughter come and find you?
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Yeah, she's gone home to fetch my gear.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Looks like I'm going to be stuck here for a bit.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03Oh, I'm sure they'll soon have you sorted out.
0:08:03 > 0:08:07Tanya's going to be nagging at me even more now. She wants me to move in with her.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09Is that such a bad idea?
0:08:09 > 0:08:12She's been working all hours recently, though.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15She's the assistant manager of a bar in town.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17But it's a bit of company for you.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Probably end up seeing less of her than I do now.
0:08:21 > 0:08:22Eddie...
0:08:22 > 0:08:27So your carer, Mateusz - do you know why he didn't come this morning?
0:08:27 > 0:08:28Didn't he?
0:08:28 > 0:08:30That's what you said earlier.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33Oh. I can't remember now. He's a lovely lad, Mat.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36Oh, hello.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I just popped in to see how your dad was doing.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41That's nice of you. All right, Dad?
0:08:41 > 0:08:42Got all your stuff.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Oh, thanks, love.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46Brought all your birthday cards, too.
0:08:48 > 0:08:49Just in case you feel up to it later.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54Right, Mr Canbray. We're finally ready for that scan now.
0:08:54 > 0:08:55About time!
0:08:55 > 0:08:57I'm afraid we're really pushed this morning.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59There's no excuse for keeping him waiting this long.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01I'm sorry, we're really short-staffed.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03I'm not being funny, but that's not my problem.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05You know, I know what these places are like.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09I know it's frustrating, but they're really doing their best.
0:09:09 > 0:09:13Yes, but nothing happens quickly unless you complain, does it?
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Hopefully, this should only take about half an hour or so.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18We'll see, won't we?
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Feel free to grab a coffee or something.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23We can let you know when he's back, if you'd like.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24I'll catch you in a bit, Dad.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26- OK, love.- See you later.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Here. Just let me, yeah?
0:09:51 > 0:09:56Why don't I just make us some squash instead? It's good to keep hydrated.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00Sorry.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05This must be what it feels like to go mad.
0:10:07 > 0:10:12I mean, certifiably totally insane.
0:10:12 > 0:10:17I can't think straight, can't sleep, I can't do anything.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22It's not madness, OK?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27It's just grief. It's not permanent.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32Your brain...
0:10:32 > 0:10:36Your brain just can't cope with such an intensity of feeling.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39It kind of explodes.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Just hang on, all right?
0:10:44 > 0:10:47- It will get easier.- Will it?
0:10:53 > 0:10:56I don't know what's best to do if Dad's not coping on his own.
0:10:56 > 0:10:59That's sort of why I was visiting.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Cos we run a vulnerable patients scheme from the surgery now,
0:11:02 > 0:11:04to check on people who might need help.
0:11:04 > 0:11:10He's getting help already. I'm paying a small fortune in carers.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12Your dad seems ever so fond of Mateusz.
0:11:13 > 0:11:17He's too trusting - always was a terrible judge of character.
0:11:18 > 0:11:22Um... Well, have you thought about a home, then?
0:11:22 > 0:11:25They're all staffed by Poles and other foreigners now, aren't they?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28Is that a problem?
0:11:28 > 0:11:30I just want to know that Dad's being looked after properly.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Are we talking about Mateusz now?
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Dad thinks he's some kind of angel.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38He comes across nice and caring,
0:11:38 > 0:11:41but the bottom line - he's only over here for the money.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45What exactly happened this morning?
0:11:45 > 0:11:49He skipped a home visit. It's not the first time.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50How do you know that?
0:11:51 > 0:11:55Because, if he had done his job, Dad wouldn't be here now, would he?
0:12:03 > 0:12:04Seriously, it's all just a blur.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07I've lost track of the days.
0:12:10 > 0:12:11You seen any of your family?
0:12:13 > 0:12:16Trace and Debs. I spoke to Karl on the phone.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Yeah? How did that go?
0:12:21 > 0:12:22He's really cut up.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29To be honest, I haven't really got the energy for them right now.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33But you must have all pulled together, though?
0:12:35 > 0:12:36It's not really like that.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44What I can't handle is the suddenness of it, you know?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49I mean, Mum had some pretty serious ups and downs, but...
0:12:51 > 0:12:55..she just seemed kind of... indestructible.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59Yeah, well. It must have helped, having you there for her.
0:12:59 > 0:13:00That's what Amber said.
0:13:03 > 0:13:07So have you made any arrangements?
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I can't. It's all dragging on.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15They said they can't even give me any idea of when they will release her body.
0:13:17 > 0:13:18I'm sorry, Aesh.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22I wish there was more that I could do.
0:13:25 > 0:13:30But you are probably the most determined and strongest person that I've ever met, so...
0:13:31 > 0:13:33You will get through this.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37I hate knowing that there are things that I'll never be able to say to her.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41Not even goodbye.
0:13:46 > 0:13:47Got your text.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50Sorry, I can only stop a sec - I'm needed back on the ward.
0:13:50 > 0:13:51What's happened?
0:13:52 > 0:13:53Mat, what is it?
0:13:53 > 0:13:56Someone made a complaint about me not turning up for work,
0:13:56 > 0:13:57so I've been suspended.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01No warning, nothing.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03What? Who?
0:14:03 > 0:14:04The office can't say.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07Must be a mistake, surely?
0:14:07 > 0:14:10Oh, Mat! How horrible.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12Don't worry, I'm sure it will get sorted.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14But what if I lose my job?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17I don't know who would do this.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19I have never missed a single appointment.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22You know Eddie was brought in earlier?
0:14:22 > 0:14:23I heard. That's why I came.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25- His daughter...- Tanya?
0:14:25 > 0:14:27She came later.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Seemed pretty angry when she realised who I was.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33- You don't think it was her? - Why would she...?
0:14:33 > 0:14:34You know why!
0:14:34 > 0:14:36I told you - nothing happened.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38- Exactly. - BEEPING
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Sorry, I've got to go. We'll talk later.
0:14:44 > 0:14:48Try not to worry. Eddie will put this right.
0:14:48 > 0:14:49I hope so.
0:14:49 > 0:14:50- I love you.- I love you too.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53See you later.
0:14:58 > 0:14:59How is Eddie doing?
0:15:01 > 0:15:02You didn't say she was a nurse.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04What?
0:15:04 > 0:15:06Doesn't matter.
0:15:06 > 0:15:10Tanya...did you make a complaint about me?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14It was you!
0:15:14 > 0:15:17You told me you were taking Eddie out for his birthday today...
0:15:17 > 0:15:18Get out of my way.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20This isn't my fault!
0:15:20 > 0:15:21Is everything OK?
0:15:21 > 0:15:24You told me not to come in today! Remember?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27No! You should have been there.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30Actually, I was. Very early, to drop off Eddie's present.
0:15:30 > 0:15:35But I did not wake him. He was safe, asleep in bed, when I left.
0:15:35 > 0:15:36Don't lie.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39Tanya, please! If you're doing this because I...
0:15:39 > 0:15:42Tanya, I could lose my job! Please!
0:15:44 > 0:15:45Boze!
0:15:48 > 0:15:50HE MUTTERS IN OWN LANGUAGE
0:15:51 > 0:15:53Um... What did you give him?
0:15:56 > 0:15:59The birthday present - what was it?
0:15:59 > 0:16:03Tort urodzinowy. Polish birthday cake.
0:16:03 > 0:16:04Home-made. Why?
0:16:22 > 0:16:26It's Polish, the cake, in case you were wondering.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28I saw it round your dad's this morning.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31It was next to today's post.
0:16:31 > 0:16:32So?
0:16:32 > 0:16:35So Mat was telling the truth. He was there, wasn't he?
0:16:36 > 0:16:37Not when he needed to be.
0:16:37 > 0:16:38And where were you?
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Is this really all about him being Polish?
0:16:51 > 0:16:55I had a patient whose dad died recently.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58- Please, Sid...- Just hear me out, OK?
0:17:01 > 0:17:06So he'd been ill and she was worried about going off on holiday.
0:17:08 > 0:17:09But she went anyway and...
0:17:12 > 0:17:13..he died before she got back.
0:17:16 > 0:17:21So anyway, she was full of regrets, obviously -
0:17:21 > 0:17:22stuff she'd never told him.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Anyway, she started to write him letters.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31I mean, she knew that he was never going to read them.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34It helped her to get it all out.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39I know it sounds a bit self-help therapy, but...
0:17:41 > 0:17:45..I was just wondering, you know... You could give it a try, maybe?
0:17:45 > 0:17:46I don't know.
0:17:50 > 0:17:54It might help just to get all your feelings out in the open, you know?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Say all that stuff that you wanted to say.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06Mateusz and I hit it off straight away.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11He was such a nice guy and he was so brilliant with Dad.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17After he'd been there for a few weeks, I...
0:18:17 > 0:18:18Fell for him?
0:18:20 > 0:18:21Worse.
0:18:22 > 0:18:29- I got drunk, poured out all my troubles and tried to snog him.- Oh!
0:18:29 > 0:18:31- Hideously embarrassing.- Oh, dear.
0:18:32 > 0:18:36He was so sweet, explained that he was engaged.
0:18:38 > 0:18:43I couldn't face seeing him, so I kind of stayed out of the way.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46Your dad mentioned that you'd been working a lot lately.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50Managing a bar - there's got to be a lot of late nights.
0:18:50 > 0:18:51They're all late.
0:18:52 > 0:18:53Including last night?
0:18:54 > 0:18:57We had some rich clients in, chucking cash around.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01I didn't get home till nearly three.
0:19:03 > 0:19:07I set my alarm to go to Dad's, but I must have just slept right through.
0:19:11 > 0:19:16I'm so ashamed. I just wanted somebody else to blame.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20Look, Tanya, I don't want you to think that I'm judging you,
0:19:20 > 0:19:25but I can smell alcohol on you and I saw the bottle in your bag.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29I am trying to cut down, honestly.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32Must be hard in your line of work.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Not that it's an excuse.
0:19:34 > 0:19:39- Obviously, if you're driving... - I know, I know. It's all my fault.
0:19:39 > 0:19:43I'll call the care agency and explain everything.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46OK. When your dad comes out,
0:19:46 > 0:19:48he's going to need a lot more care.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50Can you cope?
0:19:50 > 0:19:53Frankly, it's a struggle to cope, looking after myself right now.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58See if we can organise a respite place for Eddie.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01Give the two of you a chance to decide what's best.
0:20:01 > 0:20:02That sounds good.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11I feel stupid. I mean, where do I even start?
0:20:13 > 0:20:18It doesn't matter. Just write anything, whatever you like.
0:20:20 > 0:20:21See you later.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Oh, Mat?
0:20:27 > 0:20:31I was glad I caught you. Tanya wanted me to tell you how sorry she is.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Yes, my agency just called me.
0:20:33 > 0:20:34I am free to work again.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37Good, good. She promised she would do that.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38Thank you for helping me.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41Oh, no! Eddie's really lucky to have your help.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44You know, I really think Tanya needs help, too.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Yeah. Hopefully, she's going to get that sorted.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49She knows that she's got to make changes
0:20:49 > 0:20:51if she's going to look after her dad.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53I'm thinking of making changes, too.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Maybe training to be a nurse.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58Oh, wow! You will be fantastic!
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Oh, thank you so much. For everything.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Perfect timing. Has this just boiled?
0:21:08 > 0:21:09Ruhma?
0:21:09 > 0:21:12Sorry, I was just miles away.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Lost in married bliss?
0:21:14 > 0:21:17Not quite. More like agonising over married names.
0:21:17 > 0:21:18Why?
0:21:19 > 0:21:20It's complicated.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Why?
0:21:23 > 0:21:30OK, well. One - Hanif, that's my kids' name, it's what I use at work, but it is my ex-husband's name.
0:21:31 > 0:21:37Two - I really don't want to hurt my new husband's feelings by not taking his name.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Well, then, don't do either. Go for option three.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Which is?
0:21:42 > 0:21:43Your maiden name.
0:21:43 > 0:21:44Oh.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48I hate the idea that, when you marry a man, you become his property!
0:21:48 > 0:21:50- I never thought of it like that. - You should have.
0:21:51 > 0:21:52Right, thank you.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00Hello, love. Thought you'd gone home.
0:22:04 > 0:22:05Stop fretting.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10I'm sorry I wasn't there this morning.
0:22:12 > 0:22:17It's my fault. I told Mat he could have the day off.
0:22:20 > 0:22:24I was going to take you out for a treat, but I overslept,
0:22:24 > 0:22:26and then I blamed him.
0:22:26 > 0:22:27Why?
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Because I was ashamed I'd let you down.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36I had too much to drink last night.
0:22:39 > 0:22:40Because I was angry with him.
0:22:41 > 0:22:42With Mat?
0:22:44 > 0:22:49I really like him, Dad, you know? But he's...
0:22:51 > 0:22:52There's plenty more fish out there.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56And you're one hell of a catch.
0:23:01 > 0:23:05You were right about my drinking. I do want to stop.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09Good.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12There's no point both of us spending all our time worrying about each other, is there?
0:23:12 > 0:23:16- No.- We'll sort it...together.
0:23:18 > 0:23:19I love you, Dad.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Oh, that is very kind.
0:23:31 > 0:23:35I just thought a little thank you for letting me monopolise lunch.
0:23:35 > 0:23:40I don't think I did much. I'm just glad I helped and that we resolved the matter.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43Well, actually, I've had second thoughts.
0:23:43 > 0:23:44SHE COUGHS
0:23:44 > 0:23:47I'm so sorry. Please...please...please carry on.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51I think... I think I just couldn't see the wood for the trees.
0:23:51 > 0:23:55I was so fixated on both men's surnames,
0:23:55 > 0:23:58I never thought there is another option.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01My maiden name! So I've decided...
0:24:01 > 0:24:05Ruhma...Khalil! Ta-dah!
0:24:05 > 0:24:07It's the obvious solution, isn't it?
0:24:09 > 0:24:13Yes. Yes, it makes complete sense.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16- Oh, I'm so glad you think so. - You will have to excuse me.
0:24:16 > 0:24:20- I am expecting a very important phone call. - Of course.- It is private.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22- Yeah, sorry.- If you do not mind...
0:24:22 > 0:24:25- Khalil! - RUHMA GIGGLES
0:24:29 > 0:24:30Hello, Mr Grant?
0:24:30 > 0:24:33It is Mrs Tembe here from The Mill Health Centre.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35It is regarding the new leaflet order.
0:24:35 > 0:24:39I was just wondering whether I could make a tiny little amendment?
0:24:41 > 0:24:43It has already gone to print.
0:24:48 > 0:24:52How could she die like that, alone, in a police cell?
0:24:54 > 0:24:55How did that happen?
0:24:56 > 0:24:58It's not your fault.
0:24:58 > 0:25:01I know that. I'm not blaming myself.
0:25:01 > 0:25:02Good.
0:25:04 > 0:25:09Look, I know it's hard to accept, but it really isn't anybody's fault.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14Of course it is!
0:25:14 > 0:25:18And I tell you what - I'm going to make them pay.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21Every last one of them!
0:25:23 > 0:25:25This isn't helping.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27But you said the truth is all that matters.
0:25:27 > 0:25:28It is, and sometimes...
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Sometimes, people just die, and there's nothing anyone could do to save them.
0:25:33 > 0:25:38- Look what happened to Howard. - That is completely different!
0:25:38 > 0:25:40I think maybe you need to stop looking for an explanation.
0:25:40 > 0:25:41I don't have a choice!
0:25:43 > 0:25:49Aesh, look, I understand that you're angry and you're upset.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51But no-one is responsible for killing your mum.
0:25:51 > 0:25:52How can you even say that?
0:25:52 > 0:25:53Because it's true.
0:25:53 > 0:25:54No, it's not.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57You know, as well as I do, that she should not have died like that.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00She should have been properly checked, properly looked after!
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Yeah, and they have a procedure.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04And I'm sure that no-one did anything to harm your mum.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07Why are you being such a pathetic fence-sitter?
0:26:07 > 0:26:10- I'm not. I'm saying... - I know what you're saying!
0:26:10 > 0:26:12You work for them, so you're on their side.
0:26:12 > 0:26:13Whose side?
0:26:13 > 0:26:16The police, the court, doctors, everyone - all of them!
0:26:16 > 0:26:18All those people that tried to help your mum.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20So why is she dead?
0:26:20 > 0:26:23- Because...- Because they failed her - all of them.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29I don't think you're in any fit state to make that kind of judgment right now.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Oh, but you can?
0:26:31 > 0:26:33You're standing there, judging my mum right now!
0:26:33 > 0:26:34What gives you the right?
0:26:36 > 0:26:39- Aesh, please, I'm just trying to help.- Don't tell me you're trying to help me.
0:26:41 > 0:26:45I know what you are, and I don't need you.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51So just go. Go on, get out! I mean it.
0:26:51 > 0:26:52Get out!
0:26:52 > 0:26:54- SCREAMS:- I said, get out! Get out!
0:27:09 > 0:27:11Dr Carmichael likes a little treat.
0:27:11 > 0:27:12Yes, she does.
0:27:12 > 0:27:16I need a favour. Come to the funeral directors with me.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19HE WHISPERS
0:27:19 > 0:27:21Are you out of your mind?
0:27:21 > 0:27:23I just want to do her proud, you know.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26We're going to make sure that Bren gets the funeral she deserves.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29But no more! No more! HE CRIES OUT
0:27:29 > 0:27:30No more!