0:00:31 > 0:00:33Remember you promised to give me a lift?
0:00:33 > 0:00:35We need to leave!
0:01:02 > 0:01:04I brought us some breakfast.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06They'll keep.
0:01:07 > 0:01:12- So, I thought this morning we... - Actually, I need a favour.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Come to the funeral directors with me.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Well, if you'd like. But shouldn't that be a family member?
0:01:17 > 0:01:20They've delegated it to me, pretty much like everything else.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22And you've done it before.
0:01:22 > 0:01:26- That's true. I do know the ropes. - Thanks.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28- So who have you gone with? - Fletcher and Green.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30They sounded nice enough on the phone
0:01:30 > 0:01:32but I reckon they're all the same.
0:01:32 > 0:01:36Oh, I'm sure they'll be fine. So any idea of a budget yet?
0:01:36 > 0:01:37It's all sorted.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40That's good. One less thing to worry about.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42Yeah, between us we've managed to raise nearly a grand
0:01:42 > 0:01:45so we can afford to give Mum a really lovely send-off.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- Good morning, Dr Carter.- Morning.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- Sister Khalil.- Who?
0:01:55 > 0:01:59Oh, yeah. That had me confused for a minute.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02Yes. Well, I'm sure in time, we will all adjust.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- Let's hope so.- Yeah. Morning.
0:02:08 > 0:02:12I'm here to see Dr Carmichael, Irene Ambrose.
0:02:12 > 0:02:16Good morning, Mrs Ambrose. I see you have been baking again.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19- Dr Carmichael likes a little treat.- Yes, she does.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- And how are you, Mr Ambrose? - Oh, I'm just a chauffeur.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27- Always so charming.- I aim to please.
0:02:28 > 0:02:32- Mrs Ambrose, do come through. - Shall I...?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36If it's OK with you? Might be good for moral support.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39No, I'll see the doctor on my own.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55Can I get you a tea, coffee?
0:02:55 > 0:02:57- Yes, please.- No, thank you.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58No, I'm fine.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03I'm very sorry about your loss.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06I know it's a very difficult, stressful time
0:03:06 > 0:03:09so I'm going to try to make it as easy, as simple as possible.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Thank you.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14So, do you know if Bren had a funeral plan at all?
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Did she ever talk about what she wanted?
0:03:19 > 0:03:22- The death was very sudden and unexpected.- I understand.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27If it's OK, I'm going to start filling out a few details.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30You told me over the phone you'd like a cremation,
0:03:30 > 0:03:34so there are two options, St Agnes or Abbey Grove.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Abbey Grove. It's near our old house.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41Have you thought about what type of service you'd like?
0:03:41 > 0:03:44Is it to be religious or civil?
0:03:44 > 0:03:47Mum wasn't really religious, but a church would be nice.
0:03:47 > 0:03:50My dad had a lovely service at the crematorium chapel.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53None of that hell and damnation stuff.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56- I can recommend a very good celebrant.- Thanks.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00What about flowers? Would you like people to send them
0:04:00 > 0:04:03or prefer they make a donation to your mum's favourite charity?
0:04:03 > 0:04:05Flowers. Lilies are Mum's...
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Lilies are Mum's favourite.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Do you need a moment? It's a lot to take in.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15I just want to do her proud, you know?
0:04:15 > 0:04:18We're going to make sure that happens,
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Bren gets the funeral she deserves.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28You really shouldn't have.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30It's nice to have someone who appreciates it.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Aren't you going to try some?
0:04:34 > 0:04:36I'll save it for my tea break.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41You do know why I asked you to come and see me this morning?
0:04:41 > 0:04:44It wasn't the promise of cake?
0:04:44 > 0:04:46St Phil's have been trying to reach you.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48I've had such a lot on.
0:04:48 > 0:04:52You failed to attend your follow-up appointment, to find out the results
0:04:52 > 0:04:53of your ultrasound and MRI.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56I'm sorry, it must have slipped my mind.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Are you sure you wouldn't rather have William in here with you?
0:05:00 > 0:05:02No, no.
0:05:03 > 0:05:04Tell me the worst.
0:05:06 > 0:05:11OK, well, of course, we can't be certain until the lump is removed
0:05:11 > 0:05:14but it does look like ovarian cancer, as we feared.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17I'm sorry.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21The good news is that it hasn't spread to your organs,
0:05:21 > 0:05:24and so there's a good chance that they can treat it.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Take your time. I know it's a shock.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32Do you have any questions, anything you'd like to ask me?
0:05:34 > 0:05:36OK, so I am going to call the hospital
0:05:36 > 0:05:38and make another appointment
0:05:38 > 0:05:41so that you can talk things through with your gynaecologist.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44And when I hear from them I'll call you later. Is that OK?
0:05:44 > 0:05:46That's very kind.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50You do have to promise me that you will attend this appointment.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56The Tupperware, I'll pick it up on my next visit.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02So the ones on the left are all veneered,
0:06:02 > 0:06:06slightly less elaborate but still very respectful.
0:06:06 > 0:06:10- And these?- All solid wood with various embellishments.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14They look nice. What do you think?
0:06:14 > 0:06:18Well, it depends. Are they much more expensive?
0:06:18 > 0:06:21A little, yes. If it will help with your decision
0:06:21 > 0:06:24I can give you a rough idea on the cost so far.
0:06:24 > 0:06:28- It's fine. I'll go with that one. - Good choice.
0:06:28 > 0:06:34- Just for a guide, like you say, how much is it?- £500.
0:06:34 > 0:06:38£500? That's nearly half my budget.
0:06:42 > 0:06:47You know, in my experience, some of the most beautiful funerals
0:06:47 > 0:06:50- are also the simplest.- Yeah?
0:06:50 > 0:06:52We have a package that might suit.
0:06:52 > 0:06:57It includes care of the deceased, coffin and a non-attended
0:06:57 > 0:06:58direct cremation.
0:06:58 > 0:07:03- Non-attended?- Some families prefer not to have an official service,
0:07:03 > 0:07:07organise something more personal and meaningful elsewhere.
0:07:07 > 0:07:10- Is that right?- Alternatively, we can help you with a payment plan,
0:07:10 > 0:07:13advise on any means-tested benefits available...
0:07:13 > 0:07:16- So we're all on the social now?- No.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19Is this how you treat all your customers?
0:07:19 > 0:07:21I wanted you to know that you have options.
0:07:21 > 0:07:25You see, the average cost of a funeral is around four times
0:07:25 > 0:07:27- what you mentioned.- I get it.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29One funeral for the rich, another for the poor.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Now, I'm sure that's not what Jonathan meant.
0:07:31 > 0:07:35- You've seen them, haven't you? The track marks.- What?
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Because my mum used to take drugs, you think you can judge us?
0:07:38 > 0:07:41Your mother's body was only released to us yesterday.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43I haven't seen anything.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46Yeah, well, when you do, take a good look.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Because my mum didn't die of some overdose.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50She was a victim of police brutality.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54So what she deserves is a proper funeral, with proper respect.
0:07:54 > 0:07:55You got that?!
0:07:59 > 0:08:01I wanted to hear it from Dr Carmichael first
0:08:01 > 0:08:04but it's more serious than I thought.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06William, you have to listen to me!
0:08:10 > 0:08:14- How could he treat me like that? It's not fair.- I know, I know.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17- When I think of Howard and his funeral.- Best not to compare.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20Fleet of cars, food and drink on tap. How much did all that cost?
0:08:20 > 0:08:23You can still give your mum something just as meaningful.
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Really?
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Because right now, it just feels like she's being humiliated
0:08:27 > 0:08:29over and over again.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Didn't see you there.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47As you like. William, I...
0:08:55 > 0:08:57How is Nurse Lee?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Not great, to be honest.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02- Well, I'm sorry to hear that. - What happened?
0:09:02 > 0:09:04We went to the funeral parlour, to start planning, you know.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07- It all got a bit fraught. - Things are bound to be raw.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10I hope they are treating her with kindness.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12Oh, yeah, the guy was really nice.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14But Ayesha got a bit upset when she realised
0:09:14 > 0:09:17- how much it was going to cost. - How much does she need?
0:09:17 > 0:09:19At least double what she's got now.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Well, we'll have a whip-round. Right?
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Yeah.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30SIZZLING
0:09:30 > 0:09:33BEEPING
0:09:58 > 0:09:59Oh, no.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02No...
0:10:09 > 0:10:12Can you open the door? I've locked myself out.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- SHE KNOCKS ON DOOR - William!
0:10:18 > 0:10:19William!
0:10:25 > 0:10:26Sister Khalil.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29No...
0:10:29 > 0:10:32No, your appointment hasn't been changed.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33If you'd just...
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Oh, dear.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Sister Khalil, is she a new agency nurse?
0:10:39 > 0:10:42No, it is the name Sister Hanif has chosen.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45- I thought she was going to go with Carter.- Apparently not.
0:10:45 > 0:10:50- It's a right old faff if you ask me. - I am sure it will all be resolved.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I am just popping out to the bank.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55That reminds me, actually. Money.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Thank you, kind sir. I'm sure she'll appreciate it.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02I hope so.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04She's not exactly my biggest fan at the moment.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- Really, how come?- Misunderstanding.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09Well, the most important thing at the moment is
0:11:09 > 0:11:13- that Ayesha knows we're there for her.- Yeah. Yeah.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16Zara, has Daniel told you that we're having a bit of an appeal
0:11:16 > 0:11:19- for Bren's funeral? - He did mention it, yes.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21He has been very generous.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Generous? How generous?
0:11:25 > 0:11:26It was nothing, really.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29OK, it was £350.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32Are you out of your mind?!
0:11:32 > 0:11:35The money that Daniel gave you, that was from both of us.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57Why?! Why leave me standing out there all that time?
0:11:57 > 0:11:58Just to be cruel?
0:12:00 > 0:12:03You're going to listen to me. I have cancer, do you hear?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Fine, you still won't speak.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11But you can write, can't you? Write something at least!
0:12:14 > 0:12:18OK, I'll answer for you. "Ironing", "bins", "dinner".
0:12:18 > 0:12:22Ten years of this, your selfishness!
0:12:22 > 0:12:24All the things that have happened in that time,
0:12:24 > 0:12:26things I might have wanted to share!
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Every one met with deafening silence.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32But no more, no more.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34- No more! - HE CRIES OUT, THUD
0:12:39 > 0:12:40William?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43PHONE RINGS
0:12:49 > 0:12:53- It's Dr Carmichael. How are you feeling?- 'Feeling?'
0:12:53 > 0:12:54After your news.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56I know it takes a while to sink in.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00I've got you an appointment to see your gynaecologist.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02What for?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04To discuss the next stage of your treatment.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07It's on Wednesday, is that all right?
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I really don't know.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11'I can try and change it.'
0:13:11 > 0:13:12I burnt the lunch, you see.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16Are you sure everything's OK?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Should I make something else?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22I honestly can't think right now.
0:13:22 > 0:13:26Well, I'm sure William won't mind, today of all days.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27His eyes.
0:13:28 > 0:13:32They look so weird, like glass.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37What do you mean? Has something happened to William?
0:13:37 > 0:13:38I'm fine, dear.
0:13:38 > 0:13:42Why don't I pop over as soon as I've seen my last patient?
0:13:42 > 0:13:47- There's really no need. - It's no trouble. In fact, I insist.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51- You've been so patient, I'm sorry. - Water off a duck's back. Quack!
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Still, it needs to be settled, which is why I think
0:13:55 > 0:13:58- I've come up with the perfect idea.- Go on.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00OK, we make up a name together.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04- Both of us?- Yeah, you know, to mark our marriage.
0:14:04 > 0:14:05Where do we get this surname?
0:14:05 > 0:14:08Think of the possibilities, Heston.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10You could use one of those street name generators,
0:14:10 > 0:14:15like MC Ruhmatic, innit.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19- Very funny.- OK, serious head on, how about something that featured
0:14:19 > 0:14:21- your shared profession. - Not a bad idea.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24- A lot of surnames originally derived from people's work.- Mm.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27- Yours clearly comes from noble stock.- If you say so.
0:14:27 > 0:14:31Carter, he who transports goods via cart.
0:14:32 > 0:14:37Or, some other ideas, Dr and Sister Bones,
0:14:37 > 0:14:40or Dr Payne and Sister Boyle...
0:14:40 > 0:14:43- OK, we'll let you know. - Yeah, you've had your fun, boys.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46And apart from being really silly names, they're way too anglicised.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49OK, how about this?
0:14:49 > 0:14:52Apparently that is the Gujarati translation of Carter.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57I've never heard of this word before.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01- I think you might be onto something. - Go on, read it out.- OK.
0:15:01 > 0:15:05Kar-ta-ra. Sister Kartara.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07Are you serious?
0:15:07 > 0:15:10Yeah, I am, actually. I think we might have a winner.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11You're welcome.
0:15:13 > 0:15:18Is that your final decision? Kartara?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22Are you saying that it is now safe for me to order those leaflets?
0:15:22 > 0:15:28Yeah, that's the one. Ruhma and Heston Kartara.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37DOORBELL, KNOCKING
0:15:47 > 0:15:49I thought I'd return this.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Hope you didn't come all this way for that silly old thing.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54I said I'd pop by, remember?
0:15:57 > 0:15:59Is it all right if I come in?
0:16:02 > 0:16:05The cake was lovely, by the way.
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Irene?
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Getting the kind of news you did earlier can be hard.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22It's bound to leave you feeling confused.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Yes, thank you, dear.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27How did William take the news? Where is he?
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Is he here?- He's gone out.
0:16:31 > 0:16:32Are you OK?
0:16:35 > 0:16:37Where's your kitchen?
0:16:37 > 0:16:40Why don't I make us a cup of tea?
0:16:52 > 0:16:54Tea bags?
0:16:59 > 0:17:01That is a lot of notes.
0:17:01 > 0:17:02Oh, they're William's.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Does he have trouble recalling things?
0:17:06 > 0:17:09No, not particularly.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11So why does he need them?
0:17:11 > 0:17:13He likes things done just so.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17Isn't that his stick? I thought you said he'd gone out?
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- Oh...- What?
0:17:23 > 0:17:25What is it?
0:17:25 > 0:17:28On the steps an hour. His wretched newspaper!
0:17:28 > 0:17:31Slow down and try and tell me what happened.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Enough. Told him, didn't care.
0:17:35 > 0:17:39- I don't understand.- Not sorry.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41- Sorry for what?- Pushing him.
0:17:43 > 0:17:48William, can you hear me? Can you hear me, William?
0:17:49 > 0:17:51You tell them, the police!
0:17:51 > 0:17:53The police? I'm calling for an ambulance.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56- WILLIAM GROANS - Oh... He's still alive?
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Ooh, Valerie.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04I wanted to give you this to pass on to Ayesha.
0:18:05 > 0:18:09Gosh. I mean, wow!
0:18:09 > 0:18:12I thought Daniel's was generous but this is....
0:18:12 > 0:18:15- Well, Ayesha's got enough problems without worrying about money.- Mm.
0:18:15 > 0:18:19- Might help build a few bridges as well?- Sorry, what do you mean?
0:18:19 > 0:18:23Things seem a bit frosty between you and Ayesha.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26- You- should really give her this.- No, no, you've done all the hard work.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- But it was your idea. - It's better coming from you.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46They're just doing some tests. He'll be back soon.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49Funny, for once his not speaking's a good thing.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51How do you mean?
0:18:51 > 0:18:54He's not said anything to the doctors.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57- I'm used to it, of course. - Used to what?
0:18:57 > 0:19:00The silent treatment.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02Not a single word.
0:19:04 > 0:19:05Just over ten years now.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12He hasn't spoken to you in all that time?
0:19:12 > 0:19:14Why?
0:19:14 > 0:19:16What on earth could be so terrible
0:19:16 > 0:19:19that it would be punished like that?
0:19:19 > 0:19:22The worst thing about it is, I can barely remember.
0:19:24 > 0:19:29I think it was some stupid argument about lunch or something.
0:19:29 > 0:19:30That's all?
0:19:30 > 0:19:34I suppose the longer it went on, the more he couldn't back down.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37His pride.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39Pride's no excuse.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44How have you lived together for ten years...
0:19:46 > 0:19:48Oh.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50The Post-it notes.
0:19:50 > 0:19:53After a while you start thinking it's normal,
0:19:53 > 0:19:56being given instructions...
0:19:56 > 0:19:58..treated like nothing you do or say matters.
0:19:58 > 0:20:03Of course it matters! Irene, you matter.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06At the start, I was angry. I wanted to scream at him.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14I think secretly he enjoyed it, the feeling of power.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Of course, nothing I did made any difference.
0:20:19 > 0:20:23So then you start thinking, there's something wrong with me,
0:20:23 > 0:20:25something not right to make him do that.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27OK, this is not your fault.
0:20:29 > 0:20:33What William's doing is coercive behaviour, it's a form of abuse.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36Most of the time...
0:20:36 > 0:20:37.I feel like I'm invisible.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43It's the loneliness, that's the worst bit.
0:20:44 > 0:20:48Living in the same house as someone who doesn't care
0:20:48 > 0:20:50when they see you having a little cry...
0:20:51 > 0:20:52..or you've hurt yourself...
0:20:53 > 0:20:56..or when you tell them you have cancer.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02Irene, I am so sorry.
0:21:04 > 0:21:07Have you got anyone else who can support you?
0:21:07 > 0:21:09A brother or sister?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12A friend?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14No.
0:21:14 > 0:21:15Why are you asking?
0:21:15 > 0:21:20Because you're going to need help to get through the next few months.
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Yes.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24And from what you're telling me, that's not William.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27What choice do I have?
0:21:27 > 0:21:30There are options. There is support available.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34There's a domestic abuse counsellor right here in this hospital.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36And what? I'd have to leave my home?
0:21:36 > 0:21:38I'm not saying it's going to be easy, of course,
0:21:38 > 0:21:43- but you cannot continue to live... - DOOR OPENS
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I'll leave you to talk.
0:21:53 > 0:21:56I'm going to pop in on my way home. Can't wait to see Ayesha's face.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59Yeah. Remember, I'm working late so I'll lock up.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01Don't work too hard.
0:22:03 > 0:22:07Falling for some online translation. I can't believe how...
0:22:07 > 0:22:10So there's no online Gujarati translation?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12No. I've looked, I've asked around, nada.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15- What a shame.- Yeah. - Is something wrong?
0:22:15 > 0:22:19Al just being his usual self, having a joke at somebody else's expense.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Well, not just yours. What about the leaflets?
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Oh, Mrs Tembe...
0:22:28 > 0:22:31I've given up so much for you.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35When we married, you convinced me to stop nursing.
0:22:37 > 0:22:40You never wanted children, said they'd be too noisy,
0:22:40 > 0:22:41get under your feet.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45But what about me, William?
0:22:45 > 0:22:48I wanted a house filled with noise and laughter.
0:22:50 > 0:22:51Instead you filled it.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04And every time you wouldn't speak,
0:23:04 > 0:23:07I could feel a little piece of my heart hardening.
0:23:11 > 0:23:15Even now, you still can't do it.
0:23:23 > 0:23:24I'm...
0:23:26 > 0:23:28I'm sorry.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33I know.
0:23:34 > 0:23:39Trouble is, that little bit of love is all I've got left
0:23:39 > 0:23:41and I need it for me now.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43I can't give you any more.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46What about me?
0:23:46 > 0:23:49What will I do?
0:23:49 > 0:23:50I don't know.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54You'll have to work that out for yourself.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Goodbye, William.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05THEY GIGGLE
0:24:11 > 0:24:14- Do you mind if we just talk for a minute first?- Sure.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18Basically I had this argument with Ayesha yesterday
0:24:18 > 0:24:19because I wouldn't side with her against Emma.
0:24:19 > 0:24:23- Oh, that's a hard one. - Yeah. I'm damned whatever I do.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25You know she's not angry at you, right?
0:24:25 > 0:24:28- But I still feel terrible. - She'll come around.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32Besides, who could resist you?
0:24:36 > 0:24:39Couldn't face going out again, after all that this morning.
0:24:39 > 0:24:43- Well, hopefully this will cheer you up.- What is it?
0:24:43 > 0:24:47Money for the funeral. Everyone's been so generous.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50By everyone, do you mean Emma, too?
0:24:50 > 0:24:54- Well, yeah.- Take it.- What?
0:24:54 > 0:24:56It's blood money. I want nothing to do with it.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57I don't understand.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59I would rather bury my mum in a plastic bag
0:24:59 > 0:25:02on the Churchill rec than take a penny from her.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06I'm sorry.
0:25:06 > 0:25:11- I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I can't do it.- What is it now?
0:25:14 > 0:25:17Last night, Ayesha made some comment about me sitting on the fence,
0:25:17 > 0:25:19- and look, I'm doing it now.- How?
0:25:21 > 0:25:24Do you remember that patient the day of the wedding?
0:25:24 > 0:25:26Oh, the one that had the hots for you?
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Yeah, let's talk about her? So what?
0:25:29 > 0:25:31SHE LAUGHS
0:25:31 > 0:25:33You really don't see it?
0:25:33 > 0:25:36- I think you're overthinking things again.- Am I?
0:25:36 > 0:25:38Yeah, it's like this inner voice that you have
0:25:38 > 0:25:41that makes you question everything.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44It's one of the things I find really attractive about you.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- Yeah?- Mm-hm.
0:25:47 > 0:25:50But you shouldn't think that it's your fault
0:25:50 > 0:25:54that Ayesha is having a rough time with her mum, or that she's died.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56Yeah, I suppose.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59It doesn't mean don't empathise with her. I'm just saying,
0:25:59 > 0:26:02you can't take everyone's problems on your shoulders.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04You've got to let it go.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10In the past, even you yourself have said this is wrong.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12Er...
0:26:12 > 0:26:14Yeah, I don't feel that way any more.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18And I think that you feel the same way.
0:26:28 > 0:26:31Sid?
0:26:31 > 0:26:32Sid?
0:26:35 > 0:26:37- Did you hear something then?- No.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40I brought the money back, it didn't seem right keeping it at home.
0:26:40 > 0:26:41I'm going to put it in the safe.
0:26:50 > 0:26:51Sid?
0:26:51 > 0:26:56Sid? Oh, poor thing, working so late.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02Honestly, I had absolutely no idea.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04What are you doing in...
0:27:04 > 0:27:08- SHE GASPS - Oh!- No, no. I can explain...
0:27:18 > 0:27:19Kelly North.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22But it's not for me, it's for my son, Kieran.
0:27:22 > 0:27:25You did good. Everything's going to be OK.
0:27:25 > 0:27:26For now.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30- What did you say that for? - What? I didn't say anything.
0:27:30 > 0:27:33About the damp. We don't want them sticking their nose in, do we?
0:27:33 > 0:27:34Everything all right?
0:27:34 > 0:27:38- Her mother's funeral will be tomorrow.- Tomorrow?
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Also, she asked me to give you your money back.