0:00:38 > 0:00:41REVERSE BEEPING
0:00:45 > 0:00:48Eat your heart out, Lewis Hamilton!
0:00:50 > 0:00:54I could try and call you if we've got a cancellation, if it's urgent.
0:00:54 > 0:00:58- Oh, it is urgent.- OK, then. You're at the top of the list.- Thank you.
0:00:58 > 0:01:02- I'll maybe see you later then, Mr Leonard.- Thanks.- Bye.- Bye.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06Nice tactic.
0:01:06 > 0:01:11Oh, are you Megan? I heard you were coming today. Nice to meet you.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14- Likewise.- Dr Sharma. Welcome.
0:01:14 > 0:01:18- Thank you. I've been looking forward to starting.- Good. Good.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Well, let me show you to your office.
0:01:28 > 0:01:32I hope you don't mind me saying, but you are a very long way from water.
0:01:32 > 0:01:35I could direct you to a pool. SHE CHUCKLES
0:01:35 > 0:01:38That is a very bold choice of outfit.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41I'm doing the marathon.
0:01:41 > 0:01:45- What?- The Letherbridge Marathon.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46That was yesterday.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51It takes rather longer in flippers.
0:01:51 > 0:01:54Oh, I hope this doesn't sound like a silly question,
0:01:54 > 0:01:57but why are you wearing flippers?
0:01:57 > 0:02:01I'm doing it for charity. The outfit's personally symbolic.
0:02:03 > 0:02:04I'd better get to work.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06I'm running a bit late.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Hope the rest goes well.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15- Here. For your cause. - You don't have to.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Thank you.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Knock-knock!
0:02:30 > 0:02:32Oh, Megan. You're here.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- Yes.- I mean, great, you're here to start.
0:02:37 > 0:02:38- Coffee?- Please.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44You know, I haven't stopped thinking about you.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- Oh?- I mean what we talked about with Mrs Tembe.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Young men, their psychological vulnerability.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52- Boys don't cry. Or talk.- Yeah.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55It struck a chord.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58- With...- With?
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Um, I had some things. Got into some dark places.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05And how are those things now?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Er... I'm out the other side.
0:03:07 > 0:03:11- I was angry for a while. - But you came through?
0:03:11 > 0:03:14Jimmi, how many doctors does it take to make me a cup of coffee?
0:03:14 > 0:03:16Yeah, sorry. I was just chatting.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18Dr Sharma, I presume.
0:03:18 > 0:03:23Sorry. Megan, this is Dr Haskey. Otherwise known as Al.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25So, Dr Sharma, have you come complete with your
0:03:25 > 0:03:29- brain-examining equipment? - Never leave home without it.
0:03:29 > 0:03:33That's handy. More portable than a magic wand and a crystal ball.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Thank you.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Cheers.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38There you go.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41I'd heard he was...interesting.
0:03:41 > 0:03:44Yeah. Words are his weapon.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46- Or shields.- Maybe.
0:03:47 > 0:03:50You won't change him, though.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53My apologies, Mrs Tembe. I will be there as soon as I can.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56It's just this machine is taking a little bit more getting used
0:03:56 > 0:03:58to than I thought.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01Yeah, I will be there ASAP.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02Halt!
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- Aren't you going to be late for work?- Day off.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11- Just thought I'd make sure you didn't forget anything.- Like what?
0:04:11 > 0:04:13The kitchen sink?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- You all right?- Yeah.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Just wish I could take this bed with me.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19It's the best kip I've had in ages.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22I mean, are you all right about going back?
0:04:24 > 0:04:25Yeah.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31I have always found it marvellous that when in need of assistance,
0:04:31 > 0:04:35providence has a way of meeting one's desires.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Sorry, I don't mean to be rude,
0:04:37 > 0:04:39but I am running a little bit late for work.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43I'm not "running" anywhere. The aged knees have given out.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46I just need a lift to the framer's.
0:04:46 > 0:04:50- Well, I've borrowed this from a friend.- It's just 300 yards.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52In that direction.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- I could call you a taxi. - What? To travel 300 yards?!
0:04:55 > 0:04:59When we have a steed straining at the bit beneath us!
0:05:02 > 0:05:06- So, when are you seeing this doctor then?- Sergeant Jane Coburn.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07Seeing her tomorrow.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09And she's definitely got a clue about CFS?
0:05:09 > 0:05:13Well, she's at least looking at it. Unlike the rest.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15She's booked me into a rehab centre over there for
0:05:15 > 0:05:18- a full assessment and physio. - That's a good start.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Hopefully, it's more than a start.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Yeah.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30Oh, I've got your scarf.
0:05:30 > 0:05:34- Oh.- Look, I could still call you a taxi to get you home.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36- Oh!- Yes, whereabouts do you live?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40I... I'm not entirely sure.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44Well, do you live close by?
0:05:44 > 0:05:45Um...
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- Do you live with a husband? - Oh, I don't think so.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50Family?
0:05:50 > 0:05:52No.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54No, I think I'd recall that.
0:05:55 > 0:06:00- I suppose I should go through your bag.- Why would you want to do that?
0:06:00 > 0:06:03- To look for ID. - For what?- Identification.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Or some sort of address details.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Oh.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Yes.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Let's have a look.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14Right.
0:06:14 > 0:06:15Oh, um...
0:06:17 > 0:06:21- No, you don't appear to have anything.- I'm lacking in identity!
0:06:21 > 0:06:24- Well, I'm sure you have one. It's just...- I can't remember.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27I suppose we should call the police.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28- Oh...- No, no.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31Just to find out where you should be going and who you might be.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34I'm sure we do not require the police!
0:06:34 > 0:06:36They are very good at finding people,
0:06:36 > 0:06:38or at least finding out where people should be.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41They employ truncheons. And dogs.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45Probably only if you've really annoyed them.
0:06:45 > 0:06:49Look, I'm certain we can manage perfectly well on our own.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Good Lord!
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Dr Carter.
0:06:56 > 0:07:00- Oh, Heston, please. And you must be...Megan?- Yes.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Lovely to meet you. Ruhma's told me so much about you.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- All good, I hope?- Yes. Yes.- Um, I was just looking round the place.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08I didn't know that you were in today.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11Well, I was going to be reading at home, but Shak and Alia have
0:07:11 > 0:07:14an inset day and to be honest, it's much quieter here.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16We didn't get inset days when I was at school.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18No, it was hoped that teachers had trained enough before they
0:07:18 > 0:07:22- entered the profession.- Before this continuing professional development.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25It was thought they'd keep that end up themselves.
0:07:25 > 0:07:29I just went on a course, on intelligent kindness.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31As opposed to unintelligent kindness?
0:07:31 > 0:07:35Well, it was about collaboration within a working team.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38What about professional courtesy and respect?
0:07:38 > 0:07:41Doesn't kindness have a place?
0:07:41 > 0:07:44Well, it certainly wouldn't go amiss,
0:07:44 > 0:07:48but you'd think it was a constituent part of any effective practice.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50And what about psychiatry?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53Could that be considered a constituent part?
0:07:56 > 0:08:00- I'd like to apologise. I...- Help.
0:08:01 > 0:08:02Sorry?
0:08:02 > 0:08:04I am trying to get to work,
0:08:04 > 0:08:07but I've met this lady and she seems a bit confused.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09In what way?
0:08:09 > 0:08:12Well, she can't seem to remember who she is or where she lives.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Have you rung the police?
0:08:14 > 0:08:17- She won't let me.- I do think the police is the best option.
0:08:18 > 0:08:22- Could you persuade her? - I'm running a marathon.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24Well, walking.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Quite slowly in flippers.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Well, since you put it like that.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Hello.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33I'm...Edward.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36You're dressed most peculiarly.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I'm told you can't remember your name.
0:08:38 > 0:08:44- Is that a transgression?- No. No, but the lady here...- Valerie.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47Valerie. Says you also can't remember where you live.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48MOUTHS
0:08:48 > 0:08:52I think it would be good to call the police.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54You need help, which they can provide.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58Well, it would not be without protest.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02She seems, I think, to agree.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04OK. Good.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09My name is Valerie Pitman.
0:09:09 > 0:09:13I am here with a lady who seems to have lost her memory.
0:09:15 > 0:09:20Letherbridge High Street. No, I don't think you'll miss us.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23I'm on a mobility scooter and I'm with a gentleman in a wetsuit.
0:09:25 > 0:09:26OK.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Right. Sorted.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32- As soon as they get here, I'm going to have to leave.- Oh, no!
0:09:32 > 0:09:37We must stand in solidarity. No pasaran!
0:09:37 > 0:09:41You're talking as though I'm disregarding psychiatry.
0:09:41 > 0:09:45No, it's just that Ruhma said that you may have reservations
0:09:45 > 0:09:48- about it being brought in to the practice.- Oh, did she?
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Well, not reservations...
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Well, I'm I suppose what you might call old school.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56I believe that a general practitioners' practice is for...
0:09:56 > 0:10:00- General practice.- Indeed. - Well, haven't we gone beyond that?
0:10:00 > 0:10:04Haven't we acknowledged the role of the mind in both illness and
0:10:04 > 0:10:07- in treatment?- I'm not denying that. - Then why keep them separate?
0:10:07 > 0:10:10Why make someone wait for a referral when they could see someone here?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Good point, but...
0:10:12 > 0:10:17What if, say, there's a cancer patient with depression or
0:10:17 > 0:10:20symptoms of stress or physical symptoms that could be
0:10:20 > 0:10:24stemming from...mental duress from a domestic situation?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26What if they don't want to talk about it?
0:10:26 > 0:10:27Then I would hope to help them.
0:10:27 > 0:10:31What if their upbringing disinclines them to discuss
0:10:31 > 0:10:34their...personal feelings?
0:10:34 > 0:10:37Are you talking about someone in particular?
0:10:38 > 0:10:42Well, I was depressed once. It was a domestic situation.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Domestic abuse, actually.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48- I'm sorry.- I can't believe I just told you that.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I'm a good listener.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Hoping that that will be a useful thing.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57I think it might.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02I have no intention of going to the station with you!
0:11:02 > 0:11:05It's just somewhere safe for you to stay.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Unhand me! I'm not a criminal!
0:11:07 > 0:11:09No, I know you're not. I'm just concerned about you.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12- I have no need of your concern. - Leonora?- Oh, Nick.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15I've been looking everywhere for you.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18- You know this lady? - Yes, her name's Leonora Haversham.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20She's from the residential home that I work at.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23She sometimes conveniently forgets her identity.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26Right. And Leonora, you know this man?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28There is a certain familiarity.
0:11:28 > 0:11:32- Nick.- Nick, can you take her home? - Yeah, of course.- I have transport.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- No, no. I can't.- You. You killed my daughter!- Whoa, whoa, whoa!
0:11:37 > 0:11:38- Hi.- Hey! You're back!
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Yeah.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43I had a great time.
0:11:43 > 0:11:47- Hungry?- Yeah, I am actually. They ran out of stuff on the plane.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49- Cheese and pickle all right? I'll make you one.- Yeah.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52- Lovely. How have you been, mate? - Yeah. Yeah, not so bad.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54What's all that?
0:11:54 > 0:11:56I'm going back to Germany.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00- Oh. And you feel up for that?- Yeah.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03- Yeah, I feel better now, so...- Yeah.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Did that diary help?
0:12:05 > 0:12:09Yeah. Yeah, no, that was a good suggestion.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11So thanks.
0:12:11 > 0:12:16I know I've had a difficult time lately, but I do like the army.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Enjoy working with the vehicles.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21I just needed to know what was wrong with me.
0:12:21 > 0:12:22And now I can get on with it.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27- I've been thinking the same myself, actually.- What?
0:12:27 > 0:12:30Just getting on. Taking on some new challenges.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Like what?
0:12:32 > 0:12:36I don't know. Something to just push myself a bit more.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Oh, it was about time.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Cheers, Ayesh.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Cheers.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Drunk! You were drunk when you got into your car!
0:12:44 > 0:12:47Drunk when you hit Claire! Drunk when you killed her!
0:12:47 > 0:12:50- OK, sir. Calm down. - Calm down? After what he's done?!
0:12:50 > 0:12:53Nick told me about something hurtful that had happened in his past.
0:12:53 > 0:12:57- Hurtful?!- Why don't we all go our separate ways? Nick, take Leonora.
0:12:57 > 0:12:58No!
0:12:58 > 0:13:03- We are four. Including the frogman. - I am not going anywhere with him!
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Leonora, please, you need some rest.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Miss Pitman told me that the gentleman is doing his
0:13:08 > 0:13:12marathon for a cause. Now, I am willing to donate generously,
0:13:12 > 0:13:14but my cheque book is at home.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16How about posting it?
0:13:16 > 0:13:21Fate has given us an opportunity and I need your assistance.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23I cannot do it without you.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Something marvellous is going to happen.
0:13:27 > 0:13:28I... I donate personally,
0:13:28 > 0:13:33so that can only happen if you accompany me home.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36It does sound like she really wants to help.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38I don't think it sounds like a good idea.
0:13:38 > 0:13:43- I've got to go.- You have to increase the amount for your charity.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46And you can only do that by coming home with me.
0:13:56 > 0:14:00- Leonora used to be a teacher. - Rachel was also a teacher.
0:14:01 > 0:14:05Geography and geology. Mountains a speciality.
0:14:07 > 0:14:12This hill, though high, I covet to ascend!
0:14:14 > 0:14:18Oh, our years together, we visited many mountains.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20All over the world.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22The Himalayas were her favourite.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Leonora came here when Rachel passed away.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26Died.
0:14:26 > 0:14:30She would have no time for polite metaphors.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32And what about this tea?
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Oh...
0:14:40 > 0:14:41Perchance to set the table?
0:14:43 > 0:14:46- I really shouldn't be staying. - Oh, come on now.
0:14:46 > 0:14:50After all the effort you've put in, you must need some sustenance.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Crockery is in the cupboard.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55Fine china. The occasion demands it.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Let me.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06So sorry to hear about your daughter.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07- Thank you.- Such a shame.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11And Nick. That seemed a surprise.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15- He just doesn't seem the...- Type?
0:15:15 > 0:15:18I don't think there needs to be a type to do what he did.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21I just meant he seems nice.
0:15:21 > 0:15:22He still did what he did.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Valerie.
0:15:32 > 0:15:37I think your encouragement might work better with Nick.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40What exactly am I supposed to be encouraging?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42The telling of the tale within.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52So, have you always worked in residential homes?
0:15:52 > 0:15:54I was a solicitor.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58- Oh. What happened to make you change?- I was disbarred.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02- Oh, like being struck off?- Yeah.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05Um, I have a criminal conviction.
0:16:05 > 0:16:09- Sorry.- Ah, no need.- That must have been very upsetting.- Yeah.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12- I lost my job, I lost my house... - And I lost Claire.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16What's a job to that? What's bricks and mortar?
0:16:16 > 0:16:19There's nothing else I could do. She ran out and...
0:16:19 > 0:16:21I heard that version in court.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23I also heard the prosecution.
0:16:23 > 0:16:27The stopping distances. How you would have been impaired by alcohol.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36I don't know what else to say.
0:16:36 > 0:16:40- You must tell the truth.- I have. In court. That was the truth.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42The way you told it to me, dear, Nick.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46I'll get Edward back.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48Do you think you can?
0:16:48 > 0:16:49Well, I can try.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55Edward.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57I'm not staying.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Look, Leonora really wants you to.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04But with him?
0:17:05 > 0:17:08Claire was 21.
0:17:08 > 0:17:12I cannot begin to imagine what you must feel.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16- But honestly, I do think Nick is sorry.- For himself, maybe.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Maybe.
0:17:18 > 0:17:19But also for what happened.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- Sorry won't bring her back.- I know.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27But I do understand Leonora's thinking.
0:17:27 > 0:17:31- This could be such a great chance. - Chance for what?
0:17:31 > 0:17:33For you to talk to each other about what happened.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35And what if I've got nothing to say?
0:17:37 > 0:17:40My mother always used to say - if you are talking,
0:17:40 > 0:17:42you're not listening.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45I used to think, that's silly - surely you can do both.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48But now I think I know what she meant.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53I should have seen that things weren't right.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55They hadn't been for years.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59I was working all hours.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02I was desperate to be made a partner.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06And then when I finally got there, I worked even crazier hours.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Maybe I shouldn't have been surprised when Tanya left.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16But I was surprised when she told me there was someone else.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18The knife in the heart.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Knife... Sword.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23Went all the way through.
0:18:25 > 0:18:27I had a drink.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31There was white wine in the fridge.
0:18:31 > 0:18:35All I ever drank was the odd glass of white wine.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40I drank the bottle.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43And then I went to the pub and on my way back from the pub,
0:18:43 > 0:18:46I stopped at the off licence and it was whisky.
0:18:49 > 0:18:54I thought that I would be OK to drive the next morning.
0:18:55 > 0:19:00I was tired. I had a bit of a headache, so I took some pills.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03But I wasn't used to a hangover.
0:19:06 > 0:19:07Anyway.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10The traffic wasn't too bad.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14But I had an early meeting.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17So I got onto the bypass.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24I really didn't see her.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26My eyes were on the road.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29And she just suddenly stepped out.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34I hit the brakes.
0:19:34 > 0:19:39But even if I'd been 60...70 yards further back,
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I still couldn't have stopped.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47I'm so sorry.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48I tried.
0:19:48 > 0:19:51I really tried.
0:19:55 > 0:19:56I know.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00I know there's nothing you could have done.
0:20:02 > 0:20:06- Thanks for the lift.- I couldn't let you pay 30 quid for a taxi.
0:20:06 > 0:20:10- Mind you, technically, it's my car, so...- You gave it to me.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15I'd give you more if I could.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Shame Debs couldn't get out of work.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21She texted me. Really busy.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23She's not a shirker like me.
0:20:23 > 0:20:24You are not a shirker.
0:20:26 > 0:20:30Just remember, getting better's going to take time, you know?
0:20:30 > 0:20:33I don't want you getting disappointed and giving up.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35I won't.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39The army's not going to wave a magic wand and make the CFS go away.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41I just want you to be realistic.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47- Well, you should...- Yeah.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48I'll call.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50You'd better.
0:21:04 > 0:21:08Claire had suffered from depression before. While at school.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13It was during the second year at
0:21:13 > 0:21:16university when she was first hospitalised.
0:21:18 > 0:21:19And then again in her third.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24I thought I could look after her.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Get her through, but...
0:21:28 > 0:21:31I heard the door shut that morning.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35She always went for a walk.
0:21:35 > 0:21:38And I was at work when the police came.
0:21:41 > 0:21:46The coroner said it required some intent. Descending the embankment.
0:21:48 > 0:21:49Stepping over the barrier.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54But he couldn't be sure there
0:21:54 > 0:21:57was motivation for...suicide.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59So he recorded accidental death.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05And was it an accident?
0:22:12 > 0:22:13No.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18I wanted someone to blame.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25I had been drinking.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27Yes, but you didn't make her step over the barrier.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30You didn't make her walk into the road.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32I wanted you to suffer.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36And that was wrong.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44I do hope you're going to finish your marathon.
0:22:44 > 0:22:45Only a couple of miles to go.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48As promised. A further incentive.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53£12,000?!
0:22:53 > 0:22:58- You can't possibly...! - It is my wish. Our wish.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01You don't even know what the cause is.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04Well, I guess it's something to do with what happened.
0:23:04 > 0:23:08Mental health unit at St Phil's. They helped Claire a lot.
0:23:08 > 0:23:11They always said having depression was like swimming through
0:23:11 > 0:23:14a fog, hence the um...
0:23:14 > 0:23:16Went through some dark days.
0:23:17 > 0:23:23I would suggest that you also need someone to help you through
0:23:23 > 0:23:25your dark days.
0:23:27 > 0:23:31"I perceive the way of life is here...
0:23:31 > 0:23:35"Come, pluck up heart, let's neither faint nor fear!"
0:23:42 > 0:23:47- Well, I should be going too. - Thank you.- Oh, it was only a lift.
0:23:47 > 0:23:51- For being part of my plan. - It was a very good plan!
0:23:51 > 0:23:53Oh, I did it for Rachel.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56She wouldn't have let the opportunity slip.
0:23:56 > 0:24:00She was always more interested in what brings people together,
0:24:00 > 0:24:02rather than sets them apart.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05- You must miss her.- Mm.
0:24:08 > 0:24:13Every day is a way forward on the journey towards her.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Safe travels, Valerie.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Bye.
0:24:19 > 0:24:25# Who would true valour see, let him come hither
0:24:25 > 0:24:31# One here will constant be, come wind or weather... #
0:24:35 > 0:24:38- KNOCK AT DOOR - Busy.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41With Ultra City 4?
0:24:41 > 0:24:43How were parts one, two and three?
0:24:43 > 0:24:46It's the name of the city. It's not a sequel.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49I just wanted to say I was very impressed with your app.
0:24:51 > 0:24:52Which one?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54The diagnostic app.
0:24:54 > 0:24:58- Yeah?- Actually, I was very impressed you gave it away.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00- That could have made you extremely wealthy.- Yeah.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02Well, you know, that was just one...
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Of course.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07What?
0:25:07 > 0:25:11This. This is your attempt at playing me.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14- Playing you?- Yeah. Nice try, Sigmund Freud.
0:25:14 > 0:25:18The psychology 101 is not going to do it with with me, OK?
0:25:18 > 0:25:19Massage my philanthropy.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22Sorry, you'll have to try a little bit harder than that.
0:25:25 > 0:25:26Oh, Valerie.
0:25:26 > 0:25:31Edward. Oh, strange seeing you out of your wetsuit!
0:25:31 > 0:25:34Oh, my knees were so swollen, they had to cut me out of it.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36- These are for you.- Oh!
0:25:36 > 0:25:38Thank you!
0:25:38 > 0:25:41They're beautiful.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44But for your misfortune, having to use the scooter...
0:25:44 > 0:25:46First and last time.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48It's just much easier to get around on crutches.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50Well, if it wasn't for that,
0:25:50 > 0:25:52I never would have found out what happened to Nick.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54In prison and after.
0:25:54 > 0:25:58No man is an island. Unless he makes himself one.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Oh!
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Leonora's written on the back.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04"From your sundry company."
0:26:04 > 0:26:08I do hope you didn't get into trouble for being late.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12No trouble at all.
0:26:13 > 0:26:18Ah, you've done your homework. Have you got a dossier on everybody?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Ready for your psychological probe!
0:26:20 > 0:26:23So I can't just be interested in my new colleagues?
0:26:23 > 0:26:27Well, there's interest and there's, oh, hm, interest!
0:26:27 > 0:26:31Like there's conjecture and then ludicrous conjecture.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34HE LAUGHS
0:26:34 > 0:26:37All right, fine. Yeah, I'll bite.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Come on then.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Psychologically, what am I?
0:26:41 > 0:26:45My analysis is that you have significant intellectual
0:26:45 > 0:26:47attainment, but you're also very rude.
0:26:47 > 0:26:48And abrupt.
0:26:48 > 0:26:53In my experience, this combination is most likely
0:26:53 > 0:26:57a cover for something more emotional hidden underneath.
0:26:57 > 0:26:58Ballpark?
0:27:04 > 0:27:08KNOCKS ON DOOR Leah! Open up!
0:27:08 > 0:27:09Better let him in, eh?
0:27:09 > 0:27:12'I kind of know the dad. He had a pretty serious drug problem.'
0:27:12 > 0:27:15- This is a mess and it's down to you! - I'm sorry, OK?
0:27:15 > 0:27:19I don't know what the situation is now, but something's not right.
0:27:19 > 0:27:23- Oh, check you out!- I mean, it's not like I'm really unfit or anything.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25I'm just losing a few pounds.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27I mean, that can't be that big a challenge, can it?