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0:00:27 > 0:00:29HE SIGHS

0:00:31 > 0:00:34- Morning.- Afternoon. - HE CHUCKLES

0:00:38 > 0:00:41Sorry. Morning breath.

0:00:41 > 0:00:43Course.

0:00:44 > 0:00:46Um. Listen...

0:00:47 > 0:00:51- My arm. I kind of need it. - Sorry. Yeah. Sure.

0:00:52 > 0:00:57And...um...I also need to...you know... For about an hour now.

0:00:57 > 0:00:59- So...- Right! Yeah.

0:01:03 > 0:01:05Hey, have you seen my...

0:01:05 > 0:01:07..pants?

0:01:20 > 0:01:21SHE PANTS

0:01:21 > 0:01:23SHE YELPS

0:01:27 > 0:01:29WHISPERS: OK. OK.

0:01:31 > 0:01:36- I could murder a brew.- Might be a mug in the sink. Maybe a bag.

0:01:36 > 0:01:38Kettle's over there.

0:01:39 > 0:01:43- Bit of a late one last night, wasn't it?- What time did we finish?

0:01:45 > 0:01:50- I mean, what time did we get in? - The SU bar shut at three.

0:01:50 > 0:01:54Then you spent like an hour looking for a place that sold hummus.

0:01:54 > 0:01:58It must have been like 4:30am when we got back here.

0:01:58 > 0:02:00That's why my head feels like a soft-boiled egg.

0:02:00 > 0:02:02Why aren't YOU hungover?

0:02:02 > 0:02:06- Och, I just...- You barely drank, did you? I remember now.

0:02:06 > 0:02:10- Something to do with sports? - Sports sciences, yeah.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12There's an oxymoron.

0:02:12 > 0:02:15Yeah. I guess. Hey, do you want to get some breakfast?

0:02:15 > 0:02:17It's three in the afternoon.

0:02:17 > 0:02:19Right. Uh, well, we could...

0:02:19 > 0:02:22Listen, um...

0:02:22 > 0:02:28- Lew.- Lew. It was really great to...meet you. But, but this...

0:02:28 > 0:02:30- Oh, yeah. Yeah, I get it. - I mean, you're not really my...

0:02:30 > 0:02:32No. Course not.

0:02:32 > 0:02:35But, you know, we had fun, right?

0:02:35 > 0:02:36Yeah. Yeah.

0:02:36 > 0:02:38But I should get on.

0:02:38 > 0:02:42And you've probably got sports that you need to, uh, science?

0:02:47 > 0:02:49So...I should probably get your number, right?

0:02:49 > 0:02:51I'm sure I'll see you round campus.

0:02:51 > 0:02:54Yeah. Yeah, I guess.

0:02:54 > 0:02:56Right. Well...

0:02:57 > 0:02:59See you.

0:03:05 > 0:03:09- KNOCKING AT DOOR - Oh, seriously, man, I am not...

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Hey. Er, is this yours?

0:03:19 > 0:03:21We really appreciate this.

0:03:21 > 0:03:22It's nothing.

0:03:22 > 0:03:25No, no. It's your time, and I know that's valuable to you.

0:03:28 > 0:03:31I'm just here for Reece. Whatever I can do to help.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33Glad to hear it. So, how have you been?

0:03:33 > 0:03:35Fine.

0:03:35 > 0:03:38You do know I'm a detective, don't you?

0:03:39 > 0:03:42OK. Yeah.

0:03:42 > 0:03:45I have been...a little...cautious.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Silly stuff.- Tell me.

0:03:48 > 0:03:51Everything, from a weird note at work,

0:03:51 > 0:03:55to a hooded man walking behind me - I'm just second-guessing everything.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57It's reflex.

0:03:57 > 0:03:58It's paranoia.

0:03:58 > 0:04:01In my business, I'd rather be overly cautious than overly confident.

0:04:01 > 0:04:04In my business, I'd rather just be right.

0:04:04 > 0:04:08Still, I'm just saying - don't dismiss your instincts.

0:04:10 > 0:04:12That's it. Sleep.

0:04:14 > 0:04:16Lots of sleep.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18Sleep is great.

0:04:18 > 0:04:20All the cool kids sleep.

0:04:22 > 0:04:23Shhhh!

0:04:23 > 0:04:26Sorry. I asked your neighbours, but...

0:04:26 > 0:04:29- What did you say?- I just asked if anyone had lost anything.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31I didn't want to go into detail in case anyone lied.

0:04:31 > 0:04:33There is a big difference between this,

0:04:33 > 0:04:34and finding a lost wallet in a pub!

0:04:34 > 0:04:36Yeah, but it's not lost. Someone left it.

0:04:36 > 0:04:39Maybe someone left it for you. Maybe it's yours. I mean...

0:04:39 > 0:04:41I get it's white, but...

0:04:41 > 0:04:42It's not mine!

0:04:42 > 0:04:46- Oh, no. No. Please don't. - BABY FARTS

0:04:46 > 0:04:48Oh, would you do something?!

0:04:48 > 0:04:51- Whoa!- Oh, man.

0:04:53 > 0:04:56Quick! Put it in the garden or something.

0:04:56 > 0:04:58- That stinks.- What? No. We're going to clean it up.

0:05:07 > 0:05:09You OK?

0:05:09 > 0:05:11I'm fine.

0:05:11 > 0:05:13You sure?

0:05:13 > 0:05:15Please. I just...I need...

0:05:15 > 0:05:17It's OK, OK. I've got you. I've got you.

0:05:19 > 0:05:21- No, I'm fine. - It's OK, I'm a doctor.

0:05:23 > 0:05:26The surgery's this way. Just... Take my hand.

0:05:28 > 0:05:30Is she there yet?

0:05:30 > 0:05:33Nope. I'm going to give her five minutes more.

0:05:33 > 0:05:35I'm not wasting my afternoon on this.

0:05:35 > 0:05:38I'm trying to help these people. The least they can do is be punctual.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41Well, maybe you've done your service to women already.

0:05:41 > 0:05:45Maybe she now feels SO confident, that she can stand you up.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47Maybe.

0:05:47 > 0:05:50Or...maybe she wants to make a special effort. Really impress you.

0:05:50 > 0:05:52- Make an entrance. - She's half an hour late!

0:05:52 > 0:05:54What's she going to do, she going to rock up in fancy dress?

0:05:57 > 0:06:00- I'll get back to you...- Al...?

0:06:01 > 0:06:05- Hi!- Al?- Gwen. - You look just like your photo.

0:06:05 > 0:06:08Oh, thank you very much. You look...

0:06:08 > 0:06:11- Like a time-travelling dominatrix? - Yeah, well...

0:06:11 > 0:06:14If you were a time-traveller, you wouldn't be 33 minutes late.

0:06:16 > 0:06:18Do you want a drink?

0:06:18 > 0:06:20Have you been fainting at all, before now?

0:06:20 > 0:06:22Any dizziness, ear infection...?

0:06:22 > 0:06:24No. Nothing like that.

0:06:24 > 0:06:27Sorry. Here you go. Oh, you poor thing.

0:06:27 > 0:06:29You look as white as a sheet.

0:06:29 > 0:06:31I'm fine.

0:06:31 > 0:06:33When was the last time you ate something?

0:06:33 > 0:06:36I...erm... Must have been yesterday.

0:06:36 > 0:06:39Oh, no wonder you're keeling over. Will I check in the fridge?

0:06:39 > 0:06:43- Have you got a history of diabetes? Or anaemia?- No.

0:06:43 > 0:06:46I'd still like to check your blood pressure anyway, if that's OK.

0:06:46 > 0:06:47So, do you want to take your coat off?

0:06:48 > 0:06:50I still feel cold.

0:06:51 > 0:06:54OK. Erm... if you can just roll your sleeve up.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56Have you got any allergies? Are you a veggie?

0:06:56 > 0:06:58No. I really don't want to be a bother.

0:06:58 > 0:07:01No, no, no problem. Two ticks.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12I have to remain as impartial as I can,

0:07:12 > 0:07:16I'm afraid, so I'm going to pass you over to my glamorous assistant.

0:07:16 > 0:07:17Hello, Zara.

0:07:17 > 0:07:19Over to you, Hollins. Good luck.

0:07:19 > 0:07:20Thank you, Sir.

0:07:20 > 0:07:25OK. Right, I'll just go over a few of the basics.

0:07:25 > 0:07:26This is an ID parade.

0:07:26 > 0:07:29But, instead of having the real people stood up in front of you,

0:07:29 > 0:07:32or in a row, we take a short video of them.

0:07:32 > 0:07:34A bit like YouTube for crooks, really.

0:07:34 > 0:07:35Sounds easy enough.

0:07:35 > 0:07:38If they've got any distinguishing marks, we have to blur them out.

0:07:38 > 0:07:39Like tattoos or scars.

0:07:39 > 0:07:41And I have to advise you that the person you saw

0:07:41 > 0:07:43might not even be in this selection.

0:07:43 > 0:07:45- OK.- So take your time.

0:07:45 > 0:07:50There is no need to rush, and definitely do not force an answer.

0:07:50 > 0:07:53You are not obliged to ID any of these people.

0:07:53 > 0:07:54So, only if you're sure.

0:07:54 > 0:07:56Of course.

0:07:56 > 0:07:58- Ready?- When you are.

0:08:10 > 0:08:12There you go, little man.

0:08:14 > 0:08:15All sorted.

0:08:15 > 0:08:17I am never having kids.

0:08:18 > 0:08:21I think you did all right. The kid seems to think so.

0:08:21 > 0:08:23The kid peed on the chopping board.

0:08:25 > 0:08:27Hey, we should get him some, like, mushy banana or something.

0:08:27 > 0:08:31I'm going to have to bleach everything. Right.

0:08:31 > 0:08:35Before all this happens again, we need to get rid of him.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37Well, we're not keeping him, are we?

0:08:37 > 0:08:41No. I know. Just...try not to make him sound like an old sofa.

0:08:41 > 0:08:44Lew! We need to call someone.

0:08:44 > 0:08:46The police?

0:08:46 > 0:08:48But not here.

0:08:49 > 0:08:53The guys that own the flat wouldn't want them here. OK?

0:08:54 > 0:08:58Between you and me, there is money and other stuff that passes

0:08:58 > 0:09:01through here and I am happy turning a blind eye if it means cheap rent.

0:09:01 > 0:09:03I brought the baby into a hideout?!

0:09:03 > 0:09:05No.

0:09:05 > 0:09:07All I'm saying is that the guys take their gardening

0:09:07 > 0:09:09very seriously.

0:09:09 > 0:09:13What if we took the baby outside and then we called the police then?

0:09:13 > 0:09:15Or social services? We should call them.

0:09:15 > 0:09:18No. Not the police, not social services.

0:09:18 > 0:09:21Look, whoever did this was obviously confused or desperate, and

0:09:21 > 0:09:23if those guys get involved, then...

0:09:23 > 0:09:25Well, things get serious, don't they?

0:09:25 > 0:09:28Probably a lot more scary for whoever we're trying to help.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30Fine.

0:09:30 > 0:09:32So who else is there?

0:09:32 > 0:09:34We need someone that we can speak to in confidence.

0:09:34 > 0:09:36- Like a lawyer? - A lawyer, a priest. I don't know.

0:09:36 > 0:09:38This is my first time with a stolen baby.

0:09:38 > 0:09:43- We didn't steal it!- Can you prove that? This is why we need advice.

0:09:43 > 0:09:46Do you know anyone who can help us?

0:09:48 > 0:09:51- You're not in a rush to get anywhere, are you?- What? No, no.

0:09:51 > 0:09:53Are you due back in work?

0:09:53 > 0:09:55I'm on ma...leave.

0:09:55 > 0:09:57KNOCK AT DOOR

0:09:57 > 0:10:01Sorry, got distracted by the phone. Um, you are in luck.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04We have got chicken and stuffing, or cheese and pickle.

0:10:04 > 0:10:07Cheese is fine. How much do I owe you?

0:10:07 > 0:10:09Oh, no, you're all right. And I've got some chocolate for you, as well.

0:10:09 > 0:10:11Do you have any children, Magda?

0:10:11 > 0:10:14Ah, yes! Dr Clay. Brilliant. Sorry, there's no-one at the desk.

0:10:14 > 0:10:15I need your help!

0:10:15 > 0:10:17Sorry, hope I'm not interrupting.

0:10:25 > 0:10:27- I wasn't going to...- It's really...

0:10:27 > 0:10:30Sorry. Ladies first, please.

0:10:30 > 0:10:32Just saying, I very nearly didn't come.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34Really?

0:10:34 > 0:10:37Well, you must have backed out of a few, surely.

0:10:37 > 0:10:39Who has time to meet every stranger who pokes at them

0:10:39 > 0:10:41through the computer?

0:10:41 > 0:10:43Yeah, well, to be honest, I almost walked out of this one.

0:10:43 > 0:10:47There you go. What were you saying?

0:10:47 > 0:10:48When?

0:10:48 > 0:10:49Before.

0:10:51 > 0:10:54I can't remember!

0:10:54 > 0:10:56I like your...I like your earrings.

0:10:56 > 0:11:01Thanks. Not sure they'd suit you, though. You'd look better in hoops.

0:11:02 > 0:11:06I make my own jewellery. This is from my Clockwork Orange range.

0:11:06 > 0:11:10There's a range? Ultra-violence and jewellery.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12I'm not sure that's quite what Anthony Burgess

0:11:12 > 0:11:14and Kubrick had in mind.

0:11:14 > 0:11:17Yeah. Well. I like retro visions of the future.

0:11:17 > 0:11:19How people thought the world was going to go.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22Steampunk, that sort of thing. And I like making stuff, so...

0:11:22 > 0:11:26I like making things, too! I'm actually a bit of an inventor.

0:11:26 > 0:11:30I created an app. Took a really complicated set of algorithms and...

0:11:30 > 0:11:33I'm just going to bore you to death, aren't I?

0:11:33 > 0:11:34Er...

0:11:36 > 0:11:39If you like steampunk, you must like Bioshock?

0:11:39 > 0:11:41If you say so.

0:11:41 > 0:11:45I wasn't that keen on the first one, all the underwater stuff.

0:11:45 > 0:11:48But the second one... the world-building in those games

0:11:48 > 0:11:50is, you know, second to none.

0:11:50 > 0:11:52Have you had a chance to play those games?

0:11:52 > 0:11:55Can't say I have. I don't care for games.

0:11:55 > 0:11:56They're for kids.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05OK. Can I have the next one again, please?

0:12:12 > 0:12:14Do you have much success with these?

0:12:14 > 0:12:17I mean, is this the sort of thing the whole trial can hinge on?

0:12:17 > 0:12:19I can't really talk about that.

0:12:19 > 0:12:21I'm only here to press the button, sorry.

0:12:22 > 0:12:24Of course.

0:12:24 > 0:12:25You know, at any time,

0:12:25 > 0:12:28if you want to take a quick break, to rest your eyes...

0:12:28 > 0:12:30No, no, I'm fine.

0:12:32 > 0:12:34- OK, the previous one again, please.- Yep.

0:12:41 > 0:12:42Him.

0:12:42 > 0:12:44CBT's going fine, yeah.

0:12:44 > 0:12:46I don't drink when I'm on my meds, which you'd think would be

0:12:46 > 0:12:48hard on campus, but it's actually not that difficult.

0:12:48 > 0:12:51People just assume there's vodka in whatever you're drinking anyway.

0:12:51 > 0:12:53Yeah, it's going well.

0:12:53 > 0:12:56- Honestly? - Yeah. What, you don't believe me?

0:12:56 > 0:12:59No, I believe you. It's just that, you know, you have to be prepared

0:12:59 > 0:13:01and you have to be honest.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03And as soon as you start to struggle,

0:13:03 > 0:13:06- you have to come and see me. - Yeah, Of course. Sure. I'm here now.

0:13:06 > 0:13:08OK. Is there anything else?

0:13:08 > 0:13:11Anything else you wanted to talk about?

0:13:11 > 0:13:13Yeah. So... Um, you know we have

0:13:13 > 0:13:15that doctor-patient confidentiality, right?

0:13:15 > 0:13:17So, that means I can tell you stuff without

0:13:17 > 0:13:19getting into trouble for it, right?

0:13:19 > 0:13:22It's a bit more sophisticated than that. I mean, you can't just...

0:13:22 > 0:13:23I've got this baby.

0:13:24 > 0:13:26She chose number five? Good.

0:13:26 > 0:13:28How'd it go?

0:13:28 > 0:13:31Not as easy as I'd hoped.

0:13:31 > 0:13:32Still, I'm glad you were thorough.

0:13:32 > 0:13:34An eyewitness testimony can make or break a case.

0:13:34 > 0:13:37And the trouble is, some people aren't that observant.

0:13:37 > 0:13:38Some people are idiots, you mean.

0:13:38 > 0:13:41I guess, yeah, that's what I mean.

0:13:41 > 0:13:44Are you this plain-spoken with your patients?

0:13:44 > 0:13:46This is me being polite.

0:13:46 > 0:13:48Still, it's not just people being idiots, you know.

0:13:48 > 0:13:51Some people are just too scared to come forward.

0:13:51 > 0:13:54So, we really appreciate everything you've done for us today.

0:13:54 > 0:13:58- Like I said, I'm just here for Reece.- Right.

0:13:58 > 0:14:02Well, I don't want to keep you, but, if there's...if there's anything,

0:14:02 > 0:14:05anything at all...

0:14:05 > 0:14:06Happy hunting, Detective.

0:14:11 > 0:14:14Oh, that's put the colour back in your cheeks.

0:14:14 > 0:14:17Here. Have one of these nutty things.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19Thanks.

0:14:19 > 0:14:22So, apart from this, what have you been doing today?

0:14:22 > 0:14:24Can I wait for my friend in here?

0:14:24 > 0:14:26It's getting a bit nippy out.

0:14:26 > 0:14:30You do realise we've got a lift? Are you with Lew?

0:14:30 > 0:14:32That's it.

0:14:32 > 0:14:34Aww. Hello! Look at you!

0:14:34 > 0:14:36Aren't you gorgeous?! What's his name?

0:14:36 > 0:14:42- Tony?- Tony? Oh...you don't get kids called that nowadays, do you?

0:14:42 > 0:14:43Yeah.

0:14:43 > 0:14:46Oh, but he's got your eyes.

0:14:46 > 0:14:49- I should go. - Are you sure? Dr Clay want...

0:14:49 > 0:14:50I need to go now. Please.

0:14:53 > 0:14:55There is as much art in that medium

0:14:55 > 0:14:58as one would find in classical literature.

0:14:58 > 0:15:02The architectural design, the storytelling... In a word,

0:15:02 > 0:15:04craftsmanship.

0:15:04 > 0:15:07And, to dismiss it as being just for kids...well, I'm sorry, but no.

0:15:07 > 0:15:09I take it you like video games, then?

0:15:09 > 0:15:11It's a hill I am prepared to die on.

0:15:11 > 0:15:14Well, it's your round. Get them in before you keel over.

0:15:14 > 0:15:18Before you tell me that comic books are for kids as well.

0:15:18 > 0:15:20I can see why you're up for online dating.

0:15:23 > 0:15:27Well, there is something to be said for not wanting to grow up.

0:15:27 > 0:15:28I can have my dressing up box.

0:15:28 > 0:15:31You can have Superman or Super Mario.

0:15:31 > 0:15:33Well, I can drink to that.

0:15:33 > 0:15:37I'd much rather be a big kid, than have a kid of my own.

0:15:37 > 0:15:39So, let's raise a glass to freedom!

0:15:41 > 0:15:42I have a six-year-old son.

0:15:47 > 0:15:49If I'd called the police, then whoever this is gets treated

0:15:49 > 0:15:50like a criminal. And I don't want that.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53She could just be having a bad day. I have bad days,

0:15:53 > 0:15:55and I wouldn't want anyone calling the cops on me.

0:15:55 > 0:15:58It's not that simple. You can't make a judgment call like that.

0:15:58 > 0:15:59Think about it.

0:15:59 > 0:16:01You're scared or messed up enough to abandon a baby.

0:16:01 > 0:16:03What are you going to do if the police come for you?

0:16:03 > 0:16:06I mean, I bet whoever did this is sick and unwell.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09They should be seeing you. Maybe she's a patient already?

0:16:09 > 0:16:10The blanket.

0:16:14 > 0:16:16This Magda, has she left?

0:16:16 > 0:16:19Yeah. And in a hurry, as well.

0:16:19 > 0:16:21- Is this him?- Yeah.

0:16:21 > 0:16:23- That's baby Tony.- What?

0:16:23 > 0:16:25Right. I'd better go and try and find her.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28- Well, you'd better be quick, because she...- I'll go.

0:16:28 > 0:16:29Oi!

0:16:31 > 0:16:34What's going on?

0:16:34 > 0:16:35There's...

0:16:35 > 0:16:40No! It's the corner of Ivy Close and Huntsfield. Please hurry.

0:16:44 > 0:16:47Wait! Look, please. We just want to help.

0:16:47 > 0:16:49- Just leave me alone. - It's all right.

0:16:49 > 0:16:52I can't do it. Don't make me.

0:16:52 > 0:16:54It's OK. I don't want to make you do anything.

0:16:54 > 0:16:58- I just want to check you're all right.- Just leave me alone.

0:16:58 > 0:17:00Is there anyone I could call for you?

0:17:01 > 0:17:02No.

0:17:03 > 0:17:05What can we do?

0:17:06 > 0:17:12I can't have him. I thought I could cope but...I can't.

0:17:15 > 0:17:16I should love him, shouldn't I?

0:17:17 > 0:17:23But I can't even feed him. I'm leaking all over myself...

0:17:23 > 0:17:26..and I can't get him to take any of it.

0:17:28 > 0:17:30It's like he hates me already.

0:17:33 > 0:17:35I don't want to make his life worse.

0:17:36 > 0:17:42I don't want what's wrong with me... to get it into him, somehow.

0:17:42 > 0:17:44HORN HONKS

0:17:45 > 0:17:48I get what it's like. When you can't feel any of the love,

0:17:48 > 0:17:49when you need help,

0:17:49 > 0:17:52that it just seems like the whole world is angry with you...

0:17:54 > 0:17:55Why can't I get it right?

0:17:56 > 0:17:59You have to come back with us. Because I can help you.

0:17:59 > 0:18:01I can check over the baby at the same time.

0:18:01 > 0:18:04I didn't do any of this to hurt him. I promise.

0:18:04 > 0:18:05So come back to the surgery.

0:18:06 > 0:18:08I'm not saying it's the same, but...

0:18:08 > 0:18:10HORN HONKS

0:18:10 > 0:18:16Look... I'm bipolar. And sometimes it feels like no-one understands.

0:18:16 > 0:18:18There's times when I couldn't say what I was feeling,

0:18:18 > 0:18:20and having constant battles with myself,

0:18:20 > 0:18:24before I even got to what anyone else thinks of me.

0:18:25 > 0:18:28I could help you get the support you need, Magda.

0:18:28 > 0:18:30He's right, you know. He can.

0:18:32 > 0:18:34I took that step.

0:18:34 > 0:18:37I went to see Dr Clay. There's no overnight success.

0:18:37 > 0:18:39And it will never go away. But...

0:18:39 > 0:18:43I'M making progress. Baby steps.

0:18:44 > 0:18:47It will get easier. But first I had to ask for help.

0:18:49 > 0:18:52I know it takes a lot to ask, but...

0:18:52 > 0:18:54Please.

0:18:59 > 0:19:00Hello?

0:19:02 > 0:19:08- Hello.- Hello.- You haven't eaten? - Oh, I thought we could just get

0:19:08 > 0:19:12- a takeaway again. - Afraid of my cooking, are you?

0:19:12 > 0:19:17- I just thought we could slob out together.- You? Slob?

0:19:17 > 0:19:22- I can slob!- Jolly Raja slob? - Oh, yes, please.

0:19:22 > 0:19:27- Movie or box-set?- Movie. Nothing with any detectives.

0:19:27 > 0:19:29Or gangsters.

0:19:29 > 0:19:31Or swearing.

0:19:36 > 0:19:39- Police! Police! Move! - What's going on?!

0:19:39 > 0:19:41- Oi, what are you doing?- Get off me! I didn't do nothing!

0:19:41 > 0:19:45- Braydon Jennings, I am arresting you for the murder of Reece Lonsdale. - Get off me!

0:19:45 > 0:19:46No violence of any type.

0:19:46 > 0:19:49You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence if you do not mention

0:19:49 > 0:19:51when questioned something that you later rely on in court.

0:19:51 > 0:19:54Anything you do say may be given in evidence. Do you understand?

0:19:54 > 0:19:58Just something nice and gentle and relaxing, please.

0:19:58 > 0:19:59Right. Get him up, get him out.

0:20:05 > 0:20:07Well, I should probably get going.

0:20:07 > 0:20:10Got reports to do tonight and all sorts of horror tomorrow.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13- Are you a teacher? - Worse. A GP.

0:20:13 > 0:20:16So if you catch something tonight, it's probably from me.

0:20:16 > 0:20:17- Guess what I am.- Bored?

0:20:17 > 0:20:20I'm a GP, too! Where are you based?

0:20:20 > 0:20:23Wherever they need me. I'm a locum.

0:20:23 > 0:20:26- You?- Just up the road at The Mill Health Centre.

0:20:26 > 0:20:28How do you...how do you find it?

0:20:28 > 0:20:31It manages to be both the best job in the world and the worst one.

0:20:31 > 0:20:33But worth it, right?

0:20:33 > 0:20:36Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Doesn't stop me from complaining, though.

0:20:36 > 0:20:39Me neither. It never fails to surprise me

0:20:39 > 0:20:40how stupid people are.

0:20:40 > 0:20:44Oh, unbelievably stupid. The things people come in with.

0:20:44 > 0:20:46It's never boring, is it?

0:20:46 > 0:20:49What's the thing that winds you up the most?

0:20:49 > 0:20:50Well...

0:20:50 > 0:20:52Sorry, guys, I'm going to have to shoot off,

0:20:52 > 0:20:55- but I don't think they're going to be long.- Right, take care.

0:20:55 > 0:20:57- Night-night. - How's it going?

0:20:57 > 0:20:59The doc checked the baby over.

0:20:59 > 0:21:01He's just leaving him with me for a bit while he speaks to Mum.

0:21:01 > 0:21:04You didn't have to wait around, you know. I can take it from here.

0:21:04 > 0:21:06I made it this far, I might as well see how it ends.

0:21:06 > 0:21:10I take it all that stuff you said was true, then? About bipolar.

0:21:10 > 0:21:12You didn't just say it to help her.

0:21:12 > 0:21:15- No. It's true.- That why you didn't drink much last night?

0:21:15 > 0:21:19Yeah. It never really did me much good anyway, but now I'm on meds,

0:21:19 > 0:21:21I really shouldn't mix, you know.

0:21:21 > 0:21:25So is this you...? What...what do you call it? Are you up?

0:21:25 > 0:21:28- Are you manic? - This is me getting by.

0:21:28 > 0:21:31- This is me doing OK.- Right.

0:21:31 > 0:21:34I'm sorry if I was a bit harsh with you this morning.

0:21:34 > 0:21:38That's all right. I don't want to be anyone's charity case.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40You think she'll be OK?

0:21:40 > 0:21:42You have to hope, don't you?

0:21:44 > 0:21:46I was trying everything.

0:21:47 > 0:21:50I don't know why I didn't feel right with him.

0:21:51 > 0:21:55I thought maybe it was because his dad had left,

0:21:55 > 0:21:57but...it felt deeper than that.

0:21:57 > 0:21:59I don't know.

0:21:59 > 0:22:02That's OK. Very often, that's how postnatal depression works.

0:22:02 > 0:22:05It's a lot to cope with on your own.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07I want to love him.

0:22:07 > 0:22:10Well, I can speak to your regular GP

0:22:10 > 0:22:14and explain what's happened, and she can recommend you for a referral.

0:22:15 > 0:22:17But what happens now?

0:22:19 > 0:22:21Well, this is the hard bit.

0:22:21 > 0:22:23Erm...for your sake,

0:22:23 > 0:22:26and for the baby's, I have to let social services know.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29- I knew it.- It's just so we can put a support network in place

0:22:29 > 0:22:31and we can offer you all the help that you need.

0:22:32 > 0:22:35I'm really sorry.

0:22:35 > 0:22:37This is where it starts to get better, OK?

0:22:38 > 0:22:42My husband, ex-husband, he was more of the parent.

0:22:42 > 0:22:44More so than me.

0:22:44 > 0:22:47And I didn't want to cause any more disruption for my little lad.

0:22:47 > 0:22:50So, when we separated, Dad stayed on as Dad

0:22:50 > 0:22:53and I went part-time as Mum.

0:22:53 > 0:22:55That can't have been easy.

0:22:55 > 0:22:56It really wasn't.

0:22:56 > 0:23:00Two of the hardest break-ups of my life happening at the same time.

0:23:00 > 0:23:03Made me very cautious about going dating again, I have to say.

0:23:05 > 0:23:07What about you? Why are you really here?

0:23:07 > 0:23:11Me? Oh, nothing compared to yours, you know.

0:23:11 > 0:23:13But...?

0:23:13 > 0:23:17But I was kind of seeing someone I worked with for a while and...

0:23:17 > 0:23:20..it ended so badly, it made me just think, you know, what's the point?

0:23:20 > 0:23:23- I'm quite happy as I am. - But you're over her now, right?

0:23:23 > 0:23:25Oh, yeah, I'm living the dream.

0:23:27 > 0:23:31Well. I really must get going. I wasn't lying about those reports.

0:23:31 > 0:23:33Sure. So...um, do you want to do this again?

0:23:35 > 0:23:37Oh. Sorry. Are you being serious?

0:23:37 > 0:23:41Erm...I don't know... Er, yes?

0:23:41 > 0:23:43Sorry.

0:23:43 > 0:23:45I don't mean to be rude. I just didn't think

0:23:45 > 0:23:47we had much of a connection.

0:23:47 > 0:23:49I mean, apart from the work thing, obviously.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51But shop talk only goes so far, doesn't it?

0:23:51 > 0:23:52Yeah, yeah, course it does.

0:23:52 > 0:23:54Sorry. That must have been really blunt of me.

0:23:54 > 0:23:56I just assumed it was obvious.

0:23:56 > 0:23:58Yeah. I mean, if I want to talk about being a doctor,

0:23:58 > 0:24:00I could just do that in the staff room, couldn't I?

0:24:00 > 0:24:04Exactly. Right. Well.

0:24:04 > 0:24:05Good luck with it all.

0:24:05 > 0:24:09I'm sure it will all work out for you. Bye.

0:24:12 > 0:24:13Bye.

0:24:18 > 0:24:23He's been well good, you know. Just mostly slept and made smells.

0:24:24 > 0:24:26You've both helped so much.

0:24:28 > 0:24:30What's his name?

0:24:30 > 0:24:31Harper.

0:24:31 > 0:24:33I was miles off!

0:24:35 > 0:24:37Do you want to take him?

0:24:41 > 0:24:42Hello!

0:24:47 > 0:24:52Hello, Mister. Hi. Hello.

0:25:00 > 0:25:04- I guess I'll see you on campus, then.- I guess.

0:25:09 > 0:25:15Before I go, I just wanted to say thanks again.

0:25:15 > 0:25:18I mean it. Today could have gone so much worse for me, so...

0:25:18 > 0:25:21Honestly, it was all Lew, really.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24He was pretty switched on.

0:25:25 > 0:25:28Sorry, I just...I need to...

0:25:30 > 0:25:31Hey.

0:25:32 > 0:25:34Just wondering.

0:25:34 > 0:25:38A bunch of us are going up Ripley Park for the big bonfire tomorrow.

0:25:39 > 0:25:41Give me a call...

0:25:42 > 0:25:44..if you fancy it.

0:25:51 > 0:25:53MUSIC PLAYS ON TV

0:25:57 > 0:25:59FIREWORK BANGS

0:25:59 > 0:26:04We've got that to look forward to all weekend, I suppose.

0:26:04 > 0:26:08- They must be right outside. - It's kids.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17- It's kids.- You don't know that.

0:26:20 > 0:26:24OK, clear off. You've had your fun. Before I call the police.

0:26:31 > 0:26:32There.

0:26:34 > 0:26:37Could you sound any more middle-aged? "Get off my lawn!"

0:26:37 > 0:26:41Come over here. I'll show you middle-aged.

0:26:49 > 0:26:52You don't think I can do this, do you? None of you do.

0:26:52 > 0:26:56- It's not about what we think. - It's about you being a liability.

0:26:56 > 0:26:59We're now at the stage where I need to be presenting the strongest

0:26:59 > 0:27:00- possible case to the CPS.- And?

0:27:00 > 0:27:03A large part of that rests on your credibility as a witness.

0:27:03 > 0:27:04Everyone makes a mistake.

0:27:04 > 0:27:07- And don't think you're going to make this one again.- Never.

0:27:07 > 0:27:09I was there that night as a witness and as a doctor -

0:27:09 > 0:27:11I am not the one on trial.