0:00:54 > 0:00:56GLASS TINKLES
0:00:59 > 0:01:03- So, Yusef did that, eh?- Shh.- What?
0:01:03 > 0:01:04All right, guys?
0:01:04 > 0:01:09It's one thing me lending you Kat's clobber. It's another you looking better in it!
0:01:15 > 0:01:18My baby.
0:01:18 > 0:01:22Oi, oi, oi, come on. It's all right. It's all right.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24SIRENS WAIL IN THE DISTANCE
0:01:29 > 0:01:32Come on, girls, you don't need to see this.
0:01:32 > 0:01:35Come on, off you go. Go on. That's it.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23MASOOD COUGHS
0:02:23 > 0:02:25He has full thickness burns.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27HE COUGHS
0:02:29 > 0:02:31He'll need skin grafts.
0:02:33 > 0:02:36HE COUGHS
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Why did he even go into that building?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40He thought I was there.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Afia Masood?
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Can we have a word?
0:02:55 > 0:02:57Dad, you...
0:03:07 > 0:03:13HUMS: "Ding Dong Merrily On High"
0:03:23 > 0:03:27Ooh, I thought you'd gone to see Sonia with the others?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29No, didn't fancy it.
0:03:29 > 0:03:33Didn't fancy it, eh? Sit down. I'll get you some breakfast.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Nana Pat?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Liam?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46There's these trainers, in the sale.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48They're only £20.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52You've already had your presents!
0:03:52 > 0:03:54But I really wanted trainers.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59Did you see what happened out there last night?
0:03:59 > 0:04:01Just be grateful that weren't us!
0:04:01 > 0:04:05Try being happy with what you've got.
0:04:27 > 0:04:32I've been discharged. Someone's got to come and get me.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34And hurry up, will you?
0:04:34 > 0:04:38I've got to get to Denise before she does something stupid.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55Your dad, he's been discharged.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- Not that you'd care. - See. I knew he'd be all right.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01He just wanted to wind everyone up.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07You make me sick.
0:05:12 > 0:05:13Thank you.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Mum.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Mum, we can see Tam now.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29I don't think I can do this.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35- I should go be with Kamil. - Amira's got him.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38It's Tambo who needs his mum right now.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51They found my dad.
0:05:58 > 0:06:04- She OK?- She's been in the hospital all night talking to the police.
0:06:04 > 0:06:05She's exhausted.
0:06:05 > 0:06:10Either you go in there or I will, and if I get soot on these shoes, trust me, you're going to take me
0:06:10 > 0:06:16down to Oxford Street in that fancy van of yours and foot the bill. So what's it going to be?
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- Huh?- OK.- All right then.
0:06:21 > 0:06:25Come on, like I said, Kat's taken the kids to Charlie's.
0:06:25 > 0:06:29- We'll get the football on in the pub and have a lock in.- Yeah...
0:06:29 > 0:06:33What's the matter with you? Cheer everybody up! Birmingham away, we'll murder them.
0:06:33 > 0:06:37- Come on, Paddy, what do you reckon? Come on...- Jake!- Oi, oi, oi, Alf.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39I've found something. Can you log this down?
0:06:39 > 0:06:41It's the fireworks.
0:06:48 > 0:06:52Now, I knew the small matter of Christmas wouldn't keep you from your desk.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55If you sing Silent Night, I might take a contract out on your life.
0:06:55 > 0:06:59So, that's what happened to all the carol singers round here.
0:06:59 > 0:07:03I was wondering if you fancied disaster tourism, check out that B&B.
0:07:03 > 0:07:07- We don't have to call it a date. - Well, you know how to treat a girl.
0:07:07 > 0:07:10Thought there might be a good investment opportunity in it for us.
0:07:10 > 0:07:15- For us?- Sorry, I didn't know. Shall I come back later?
0:07:15 > 0:07:19No. What, did you just miss me so much you had to drop in to see me?
0:07:19 > 0:07:21No, no, no, just thought you might want some lunch.
0:07:21 > 0:07:27Well, I've got to finish making these hovels sound like palaces for the website.
0:07:27 > 0:07:31- Why don't you two go? - We don't have to call it a date.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43Liam!
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Now, that's not the look of Yuletide cheer, is it, eh? What's up?
0:07:51 > 0:07:56- Well, Nana Pat won't let me buy these trainers I was after.- Ah, you mean she won't give you the money.
0:07:56 > 0:08:00- They're in the sale!- Well, if you want to earn a bit of cash...
0:08:06 > 0:08:10- You're not going to tell him, are you?- Oh, so you DO care.
0:08:10 > 0:08:14If I don't tell him, he's going to go straight round Jack's as soon as he gets home.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17- When does it all end? With guns? - Look, he'll kill me, all right.
0:08:17 > 0:08:21You'll have blood on your hands twice over. Please, Shirl.
0:08:24 > 0:08:29You stood opposite me, Kevin dead...
0:08:29 > 0:08:34and you told me you were on your way to get something fixed.
0:08:34 > 0:08:38Kevin knew that car was dodgy as soon as he got in it. You know that.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Did he really mention me?
0:08:44 > 0:08:45What was it you said?
0:08:46 > 0:08:49How he wanted my hand on his face.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51Yes.
0:08:53 > 0:08:58Nah, don't believe you. You're both murderers, as far as I'm concerned.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01You on your way to the police station, are you?
0:09:01 > 0:09:05No, to the hospital. They're discharging him.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09The hospital?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11No, no way!
0:09:19 > 0:09:21You ready?
0:09:30 > 0:09:34This sort of thing never happened to Indiana Jones.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55- SHE SCREAMS - You found it. You found it!
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Thank you so much!
0:09:59 > 0:10:02Thank you so much.
0:10:02 > 0:10:07you've got the confession. You've had it all night. What, you looking for something to play it on?
0:10:07 > 0:10:08Pops! (I've got a stitch...)
0:10:08 > 0:10:13Pops! Look, I supervised the recovery of something for you!
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- Sorry it's a bit burnt. - I can sort that out for you.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21- Really? - Yeah, it's the least we can do.
0:10:21 > 0:10:22Why?
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Thank you.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27I can't tell you how much...
0:10:30 > 0:10:35Now, if you want to earn a bit of cash... Take that B&B. Decent bit of scrap in that.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38- Yeah?- Yeah. Copper piping's gold dust at the minute.
0:10:38 > 0:10:43- If I was you, I'd get in there and see what I could see. - Yeah, but there might be bodies.
0:10:43 > 0:10:48You never seen a dead body before?! Well, now's your chance!
0:10:48 > 0:10:52- Get in there, see if you can spot one.- I don't want to see one.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Oi, your mother know you're out, Liam?
0:10:54 > 0:10:56She's visiting Auntie Sonia.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Hi, Derek.
0:10:58 > 0:11:03Important part of a man's life, seeing his first corpse.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07Gives him perspective. Gives him respect.
0:11:07 > 0:11:12I'm telling you, mate, get in there. It's a gold mine.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Honestly.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26Pat?
0:11:28 > 0:11:32I wanted to find Patrick. Give him his present.
0:11:32 > 0:11:36- All right, all right. Breather first?- Yeah.- Yeah?
0:11:42 > 0:11:47Least you could do? You might as well have just told Kim we had illegal fireworks in her house!
0:11:50 > 0:11:53My throat, it feels really tight.
0:11:53 > 0:11:58Oh, well, maybe you should call the doctor, then, Ant. Oh, no, wait a minute, we killed him.
0:11:58 > 0:12:03# They fly so high Nearly reach the sky
0:12:03 > 0:12:08# Then like my dreams They fade and... #
0:12:12 > 0:12:16I think I know what we need. Especially you. Paddy?
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- What's that? - A good old knees-up.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Dad!
0:12:28 > 0:12:32All right, all right, I don't need perfume inhalation an' all.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34See, I told you he'd be all right.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36- Right, let's get going. I need to speak to Denise.- No, Phil.
0:12:36 > 0:12:40- Don't even think about telling me I need a rest.- It's not just that.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- I think we should go home. - Is something wrong? - Can we please just go?
0:12:43 > 0:12:47Actually you can't. DI Savage, Walford CID. This is DC McEwan.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51You one of them kiss-o-grams or something? Cos it ain't my birthday!
0:12:51 > 0:12:55Philip Mitchell, I'm arresting you for the murder of Kevin Wicks. You do not have to say anything...
0:12:55 > 0:12:58I always had this thing as a kid.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02I always wanted to tear down the decorations come Boxing Day.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05Cos after the presents go, you know, the tree and the tinsel,
0:13:05 > 0:13:08they look a bit tawdry, don't they? A bit forlorn.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11You must have been a happy child(!)
0:13:13 > 0:13:17I think I just wanted to get rid of the old year, make way for the new one.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20You're not supposed to feel like that till you're a grown up.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Saw your Liam with Derek earlier.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Probably trying to enlist his services in some scam.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34You're just winding me up. You don't give a toss about Liam,
0:13:34 > 0:13:36you just want Derek away from Janine.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39And you want him away from the boy.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42Which makes us an alliance of sorts.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45What are you saying?
0:13:45 > 0:13:50That we should do something. Get rid.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53You know, in time for the New Year.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04Now, it's just a matter of choosing the right moment.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07This really isn't the place to bring kids, Derek.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09Right everybody, come and get it.
0:14:09 > 0:14:13It's the bacon roll emergency committee!
0:14:13 > 0:14:16- Here we go. - If you're in uniform, you qualify!
0:14:16 > 0:14:17Sorry about that, folks.
0:14:17 > 0:14:22Right, while they're stuffing their faces. Go on, now, lively.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25Teas and coffees, West Ham mug, that's my one.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30All right, sweetheart. There you go.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43The rest of you, if you want to make your way into the Vic,
0:14:43 > 0:14:47for a glass of festive cheer, there's nothing else to see here.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Always wanted to say that.
0:15:13 > 0:15:17Oi, there's a perfectly good bench over there.
0:15:17 > 0:15:23I'm sitting here in someone else's clothes, nowhere to live,
0:15:23 > 0:15:25and I'm trying to...
0:15:28 > 0:15:33- Kev died cos of Phil...- I think you need a drink, love. Come on.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Come on.
0:15:49 > 0:15:53- There was more, but... there was a shoe.- A shoe?
0:15:53 > 0:15:56Well, like a fancy one. Like the doctor would wear.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59Well, you should get back in there.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Bit of luck, the other shoe might have a foot in it.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04That was a joke, kid.
0:16:07 > 0:16:11Here we go, you did well. See what a bit of entrepreneurial spirit gets you?
0:16:11 > 0:16:15Have I just seen what I thought I'd seen. What were you doing in there?!
0:16:15 > 0:16:18And where's your cap? You was wearing it this morning.
0:16:18 > 0:16:19Didn't suit him anyway.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Go home.
0:16:21 > 0:16:25And wait there till I've decided what to do with you!
0:16:25 > 0:16:26Liam, home. Now!
0:16:45 > 0:16:48I knew this would come back to haunt you.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Had to be Christmas, didn't it?
0:16:50 > 0:16:53It's been so long, how are you?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55I'm not in the mood.
0:16:55 > 0:16:59Flying out to the Maldives tomorrow to patch things up with the missus.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00A Yuletide Elastoplast.
0:17:00 > 0:17:05Well, if it tanks, don't go to Jimmie for the settlement.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08- He made a pig's ear of getting Amy back.- We all have off days.
0:17:08 > 0:17:12Yeah, well, you better not have one today.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15So, where we at?
0:17:15 > 0:17:20They've got a taped confession, Phil. Hardly ideal, is it?
0:17:26 > 0:17:29The frame... You've done a fantastic job.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Thank you.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- That is the least we could do. - Can I have your attention please? Thank you.
0:17:34 > 0:17:38Now, as you know, we have some friends with us today
0:17:38 > 0:17:40that, unfortunately, last night, lost a lot
0:17:40 > 0:17:44and I think as a community we should be taking care of them, am I right?
0:17:44 > 0:17:49And it's still Christmas, so let's make sure they don't go without a drink, OK?
0:17:49 > 0:17:51So, dig deep, folks, come on!
0:17:56 > 0:18:00We should tell him now. It weren't our fault, mate, all right?
0:18:00 > 0:18:04- Yeah, well, bagsy not me. - Bagsy? How old are you?
0:18:09 > 0:18:10Patrick, I'm so sorry.
0:18:12 > 0:18:17Well, the girls and them are OK, that is the main thing.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20I got you a little something, it's not much.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Patricia...
0:18:29 > 0:18:32this is a beauty.
0:18:36 > 0:18:40Well, here's looking at you, kid.
0:18:47 > 0:18:51I'm going to get us another little drink.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Alfie, Nice drop of gold watch for me and a G&T for the lady, please.
0:18:54 > 0:18:58You don't mind me buying your woman a drink, do you, Michael?
0:18:58 > 0:19:02No, no. Fill your boots, Derek, fill your boots.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06Bit weird you're not buying anyone else one, though.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11Pat, what you having?
0:19:11 > 0:19:12Nothing from you.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Can't say I didn't try.
0:19:17 > 0:19:21I thought I'd have palaces in all the cities, you know.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24- And everybody would stay there. Oprah...- Sorry, love.
0:19:24 > 0:19:29- Denise, we need to talk.- They've arrested him at the hospital!
0:19:29 > 0:19:30Good.
0:19:30 > 0:19:34- So that makes you happy, does it? Do you think it'll bring Kevin back? - How dare you!
0:19:34 > 0:19:38- Let's talk out the back.- We did this to protect you. Tell her, Pat.
0:19:38 > 0:19:42It was better you didn't know everything.
0:19:42 > 0:19:46- You thought it was just me, didn't you? Well, it ain't! - Listen, I...
0:19:46 > 0:19:50I loved Kevin dearly. His death was a tragedy.
0:19:50 > 0:19:54But what good would it have done you, Carly, Deano,
0:19:54 > 0:19:59even Libby and Chelsea, to have known all the details?
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Wasn't your grief enough?
0:20:02 > 0:20:05You were so devastated. We couldn't add to that!
0:20:05 > 0:20:08My life. My life is mine.
0:20:08 > 0:20:12It's not yours to just edit as you see fit.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14No, no.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17How could you? How could you, Pat?
0:20:22 > 0:20:24No, I want to be alone!
0:20:26 > 0:20:30# ..Merry Christmas, everyone!
0:20:30 > 0:20:33# We're gonna have... #
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Derek.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37About them fireworks...
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Yeah?
0:20:39 > 0:20:41They all went up in the fire. It wasn't our fault!
0:20:41 > 0:20:43Fireworks?
0:20:46 > 0:20:48Take a day off, Stalin.
0:20:48 > 0:20:52Nothing in my licence conditions says I can't have a good time.
0:20:52 > 0:20:57- Stalin?- I prefer Joseph. I'm Derek's probation officer.
0:21:23 > 0:21:26I can't just be happy he's dead.
0:21:29 > 0:21:30He's my dad!
0:21:32 > 0:21:34No-one expects that.
0:21:35 > 0:21:38But you can have your life back. You can have Zainab back.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40It's not like that.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I want my dad back.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Come...
0:22:06 > 0:22:08Let's pray for him.
0:22:16 > 0:22:17There you go, Paddy.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23If I get a report that you're on the rob, I've got to investigate.
0:22:27 > 0:22:31Oh, come on, Joe!
0:22:31 > 0:22:32Look,
0:22:32 > 0:22:36if you do this every time someone with a grudge wants to grass me up,
0:22:36 > 0:22:39- you might as well move in with me. - Now there's a thought.
0:22:39 > 0:22:43That's the trouble with you probation officers -
0:22:43 > 0:22:48you're always worrying about what's going on in the gutter, you miss what's going on up here.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50And what is it I'm missing?
0:22:50 > 0:22:53That I'm an honest man. Tell him, Alfie.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56Tell Stalin here what a pillar of the community I am!
0:22:56 > 0:23:01- Salt of the earth, our Derek. - Yeah, I don't know what we'd do without him.
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Michael!
0:23:04 > 0:23:06- Hey, boys.- Hey, Kimmy.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08- You all right? - What you drinking?
0:23:08 > 0:23:10No, I better go find Denise.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13- I can't leave her walking the streets. See you.- See you later.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16- I better nip home and check on Liam. - Kim!
0:23:16 > 0:23:19- Yeah?- If you've got nowhere to stay tonight,
0:23:19 > 0:23:21you can, um, stay at ours.
0:23:21 > 0:23:25- Ours?- Yours?- Are you serious?- Yeah.
0:23:25 > 0:23:32Thank you so much! It's the best Christmas present ever!
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Come on!
0:23:35 > 0:23:38- Can your brother live with those two girls and keep his mouth shut?- Yeah.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45THEY PRAY
0:23:55 > 0:23:57HE COUGHS
0:24:09 > 0:24:10HE COUGHS
0:24:20 > 0:24:23'No more stolen cars. No more cut-and-shuts.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25'Want somebody else killed?'
0:24:27 > 0:24:28So...
0:24:31 > 0:24:32..that's pretty comprehensive.
0:24:32 > 0:24:37I'm surprised you didn't admit to the Kennedy assassination while you were at it.
0:24:38 > 0:24:42I would have said anything to get out of that situation.
0:24:42 > 0:24:47Because what you can't see and you can't hear is that they pulled a knife on me.
0:24:49 > 0:24:53What, are you suggesting you were forced into making this confession?
0:24:57 > 0:24:59I feared for my life.
0:25:02 > 0:25:06Reading from the transcript of the confession:
0:25:06 > 0:25:09"You ask me that again, I'll kick you out of that suit."
0:25:09 > 0:25:12You don't sound overly concerned to me.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15Well, of course I don't sound concerned.
0:25:15 > 0:25:18You can't let them know you're scared. Got to give it to 'em back.
0:25:18 > 0:25:23Is that all you've got? It really is pitiful cause to arrest my client.
0:25:23 > 0:25:28No, it's not all we've got.
0:25:28 > 0:25:33See, in a little room down the hall, there's a fella called Dougie.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35And Dougie's faced with a choice.
0:25:35 > 0:25:40Whether to tell us who sold the cars he stuck together...
0:25:40 > 0:25:44..or whether to go to prison for even longer.
0:25:49 > 0:25:53Afia, what are you going to say to him?
0:25:53 > 0:25:57- I don't know.- Well, think.- Zainab.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02I think...when he wakes...
0:26:03 > 0:26:05..I'm going to say sorry.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19I don't want to leave her tonight.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21She needs you.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24We all do.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29Masood,
0:26:29 > 0:26:31I've been thinking...
0:26:32 > 0:26:36..about how you saved me all those years ago
0:26:36 > 0:26:43and I was wondering, would you mind, please,
0:26:43 > 0:26:44doing it again?
0:26:48 > 0:26:50You don't need saving.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55You just need pointing in the right direction.
0:26:59 > 0:27:00Mas...
0:27:00 > 0:27:02Come home. Come home.
0:27:10 > 0:27:14Don't you talk to me like that! I saw you coming out of that building!
0:27:14 > 0:27:17What if it had collapsed on your head?
0:27:17 > 0:27:21- It was just a pipe.- Well, I wonder if the police will see it like that.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24- The police?!- Yeah.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26Knock, knock. The door was open.
0:27:26 > 0:27:31Thought I'd pop in and make sure Liam wasn't taking the heat for my mistakes.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34Upstairs, Liam. Now.
0:27:44 > 0:27:47I will not go back inside, Pat.
0:27:47 > 0:27:50Then leave the boy alone.
0:27:50 > 0:27:54Oh, I think the boy needs someone like me in his life.
0:27:54 > 0:27:56I mean, Ricky hardly cuts it, does he?
0:27:56 > 0:27:58Ricky is a good man.
0:27:58 > 0:28:03Oh, I see, you're using the word "man" loosely there.
0:28:03 > 0:28:05Very good.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08Liam's a good little worker.
0:28:08 > 0:28:12Takes instructions. Gets the job done.
0:28:12 > 0:28:16How could you have let him go in that building?
0:28:16 > 0:28:18What if it had collapsed on him?
0:28:19 > 0:28:23If you don't take any chances in life, Pat, you'll never get anywhere.
0:28:23 > 0:28:26That boy did some growing up today.
0:28:34 > 0:28:35Oh.
0:28:39 > 0:28:42Now, here's one for you.
0:28:42 > 0:28:48What happened to the old dear who couldn't keep her mouth shut?
0:28:49 > 0:28:51No?
0:28:52 > 0:28:54No-one ever found out.
0:29:04 > 0:29:06Shirl, Ritchie's here.
0:29:09 > 0:29:10Is he out?
0:29:10 > 0:29:15Shirley, they've... they've charged him.
0:29:15 > 0:29:17Conspiracy to deal stolen cars.
0:29:18 > 0:29:24It's serious. With the evidence they've got, he could get years.
0:29:28 > 0:29:29Pat?
0:29:32 > 0:29:35What's taking you so long, girl?
0:29:36 > 0:29:38You know, everybody likes the hat, you know.
0:29:38 > 0:29:41CLATTERING
0:29:41 > 0:29:42Pat?
0:29:45 > 0:29:46Pat!
0:29:46 > 0:29:48SHE HYPERVENTILATES
0:29:48 > 0:29:50Pat!
0:29:50 > 0:29:54When people leave things behind and don't claim 'em,
0:29:54 > 0:29:56I usually give them to the vicar for the homeless,
0:29:56 > 0:30:00but I thought under the circumstances you might want 'em.
0:30:00 > 0:30:02Because you are homeless, in a manner of speaking.
0:30:02 > 0:30:05Yes, well, it's very thoughtful of you, Dot,
0:30:05 > 0:30:07but I think we'll manage with what we've got.
0:30:07 > 0:30:10Oh, well, I'm sure somebody will be grateful for them.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12Oh, my lord. What have you come as?
0:30:12 > 0:30:16I thought I'd go to the Masoods' and pay my respects.
0:30:16 > 0:30:19I'll need a good bottle of wine, nothing cheap and nasty.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21We don't do cheap and nasty.
0:30:21 > 0:30:24And, anyway, you can't take wine to a Muslim wake.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26- They don't drink.- Oh.
0:30:26 > 0:30:30Why you'd want to mourn a man who nearly killed us and put Tam in hospital is beyond me.
0:30:30 > 0:30:32You shouldn't speak ill of the dead!
0:30:32 > 0:30:34The man was a psychopath and a bully!
0:30:34 > 0:30:38We better be going. I'm ever so sorry, Denise.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40Come along, Rose.
0:30:40 > 0:30:41Rose. ..Dot.
0:30:44 > 0:30:48- Are you OK?- Yeah, I was, until the Sisters Grimm rocked up.
0:30:48 > 0:30:52I don't know what's worse - Rose's misinformed nonsense or Dot's pity.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55You can bet everyone thinks the way they do, one way or another.
0:30:55 > 0:31:00- Maybe you shouldn't have opened the shop so soon.- I'd rather be here than over at the Moons'.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02Not exactly a home from home, eh?
0:31:02 > 0:31:05I just thought if I work, it might take my mind off everything.
0:31:05 > 0:31:08But it's never as easy as that, is it? I'm sorry.
0:31:08 > 0:31:12It's not been easy for any of us, really.
0:31:12 > 0:31:16Yeah, but you've had more than the fire to deal with though.
0:31:16 > 0:31:20The Arches is closed, it looks as though Phil is still in custody.
0:31:20 > 0:31:22Well, that's something then, isn't it?
0:31:22 > 0:31:26- Cheers. You couldn't do us a favour, could you?- Anything at all, babe.
0:31:26 > 0:31:29Could you help Kim go through the list of insurance companies?
0:31:29 > 0:31:31She can't remember who the policy's with.
0:31:31 > 0:31:34If we get that sorted, then that's a massive weight off our minds.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01- All right?- Ricky.
0:32:01 > 0:32:05- Any news?- Yeah, doctor reckons I'm going to be fine.
0:32:05 > 0:32:07Really?
0:32:07 > 0:32:11Well, he'll sort out stronger pills for my heart and then I can go home.
0:32:11 > 0:32:16Ricky! Don't go all soft on me, it's good news, innit?
0:32:16 > 0:32:18Yeah, it's just, you know, last night...
0:32:18 > 0:32:21- Well, we all thought that, you know...- Hey!
0:32:21 > 0:32:24You can't get rid of me that easy.
0:32:24 > 0:32:28Why don't you go get a cab, love? I'll sort myself out.
0:32:28 > 0:32:29Yeah.
0:32:43 > 0:32:45Going somewhere, Mrs Evans?
0:32:45 > 0:32:51Yeah, home. There's a G&T waiting for me with my name on it.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54Don't worry, I won't be having it till a reasonable hour.
0:32:54 > 0:32:58Unnecessary alcohol units aside, you can't leave yet.
0:32:58 > 0:33:02As we discussed, a pulmonary embolism can be very serious.
0:33:02 > 0:33:05I feel better since you gave me them injections.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07All the same, we need to establish the cause
0:33:07 > 0:33:10and we can't do that until the results of the CT scan are back.
0:33:10 > 0:33:15- Oh. How long's that going to take? - Let me chase up the department, bang a few heads together.
0:33:15 > 0:33:19In the meantime, you need to stay put.
0:33:36 > 0:33:37Syed!
0:33:42 > 0:33:44Can you clear your father's things from here, please.
0:33:44 > 0:33:48People will be turning up again soon and I want everything to be perfect.
0:33:48 > 0:33:52I can't believe we're still going through with this charade.
0:33:52 > 0:33:58People will show up anyway, all right? Do you want to spend all day turning them away from the house?
0:33:58 > 0:34:02- As his wife, it is my duty. - Duty? After everything he did?
0:34:02 > 0:34:04Thought I'd take Yasmin for a walk.
0:34:04 > 0:34:07- Shall I take Kamil too? - No, thank you. He should be here.
0:34:07 > 0:34:13- Can't you talk sense into her, get her to stop this?- I agree with your mum. It's what we need to move on.
0:34:13 > 0:34:17Besides, it's good to keep busy at a time like this.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19Yeah, maybe.
0:34:20 > 0:34:23Thanks for your help these last few days.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25We have to pull together, don't we?
0:34:27 > 0:34:28How's Tamwar?
0:34:28 > 0:34:32Pretty out of it. Masood's still with him.
0:34:32 > 0:34:37I would have stayed, but I thought I should be here.
0:34:37 > 0:34:40No-one expects you to, if you find it too hard.
0:34:40 > 0:34:43No, I want to.
0:34:43 > 0:34:47If Mum can get through this, then so can I.
0:34:50 > 0:34:53You'd better get changed then. You too, Syed.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Everything must be right.
0:35:04 > 0:35:07- I don't want a fuss!- Well, I'll pour it away then, shall I?
0:35:07 > 0:35:10- Thank you.- You've got a visitor.
0:35:10 > 0:35:15- You all right?- Hiya. - Hello, Patrick?- Thank you.
0:35:15 > 0:35:17How's the patient today?
0:35:18 > 0:35:21She's not a patient, she's a person, and she's fine, thank you!
0:35:21 > 0:35:25Can't have been nothing for them to keep you in overnight.
0:35:25 > 0:35:29They just wanted to run a few tests, that's all.
0:35:29 > 0:35:31So, what time you picking me up later?
0:35:31 > 0:35:32Later?
0:35:32 > 0:35:35Yeah. I fancy going out. This lot are doing my head in.
0:35:35 > 0:35:37Oi, I heard that!
0:35:38 > 0:35:41- Six o'clock OK? - Perfect. And don't be late.
0:35:44 > 0:35:45- Patrick.- Mm?
0:35:45 > 0:35:48We'll make it a night to remember, eh?
0:35:53 > 0:35:54What?!
0:35:54 > 0:35:57Us oldies have got pulses and all, you know!
0:35:57 > 0:36:00- Come on, you two, let's go kid's club.- Bye, Nana Pat.- Bye, Nana Pat.
0:36:00 > 0:36:02Bye, darlings. Ricky...
0:36:02 > 0:36:05if you want to make yourself useful, keep looking for a job.
0:36:05 > 0:36:07We're still short on what we owe Janine.
0:36:07 > 0:36:12- Pat, stop worrying about that. Me and Ricky have got it well under control, haven't we?- Yeah.
0:36:16 > 0:36:18Hello?
0:36:19 > 0:36:23Hi. The door was open, I hope you don't mind me coming in?
0:36:23 > 0:36:25No, no, of course not.
0:36:25 > 0:36:28You'll have to take your shoes off, I'm afraid,
0:36:28 > 0:36:30if you want to go through.
0:36:30 > 0:36:33There are people here to mourn Yusef.
0:36:33 > 0:36:34Right.
0:36:36 > 0:36:39Patrick, I am so sorry that I have not come over
0:36:39 > 0:36:41to apologise for the B&B.
0:36:41 > 0:36:45Don't worry yourself about that. I was just wondering how Tamwar was getting on?
0:36:45 > 0:36:50He's in a lot of pain, but he's alive.
0:36:50 > 0:36:52So, I am grateful for that.
0:36:52 > 0:36:56I still don't understand what he was thinking, going back in there.
0:36:58 > 0:36:59I guess we'll never know.
0:36:59 > 0:37:03- I'm so sorry, I have a lot to do... - Yeah, yeah, of course, of course.
0:37:03 > 0:37:06Look. we'll catch up later, all right?
0:37:34 > 0:37:35As-Salamu alaykum.
0:37:44 > 0:37:48- Thank you.- He's a big bloke and he's refusing to pay up,
0:37:48 > 0:37:51so I need a bit of muscle. Please, come on, as a favour to me?
0:37:51 > 0:37:56No more favours, Janine. But, if the money's right...
0:37:56 > 0:38:01Oh, I will make sure that your cut reflects your...expertise.
0:38:01 > 0:38:03You better give me that address then.
0:38:08 > 0:38:09Derek.
0:38:09 > 0:38:10Bianca.
0:38:10 > 0:38:12And what can I do for you?
0:38:12 > 0:38:15- Lay off Pat.- I'm sorry, have I been bothering her?
0:38:15 > 0:38:19She's stressing about the money she owes you. She shouldn't be.
0:38:19 > 0:38:23- She's just out of hospital. - Oh, no, is it serious(?) - She's had a scare with her heart.
0:38:23 > 0:38:25She wheels that one out whenever she's after something.
0:38:25 > 0:38:30And you know as well as I do, that old bag is going to outlive all of us.
0:38:30 > 0:38:33Unless, of course, they choose to legalise enforced euthanasia.
0:38:33 > 0:38:35You are sick, do you know that!
0:38:35 > 0:38:39What sort of person gets their kicks out of picking on old ladies?
0:38:39 > 0:38:42I didn't run up Pat's debt, all right? She did that by herself!
0:38:42 > 0:38:44I used to feel sorry for you when you was a little girl,
0:38:44 > 0:38:46do you know that, Janine?
0:38:46 > 0:38:50The way your dad used to push you about from pillar to post.
0:38:50 > 0:38:52But I can see why he did.
0:38:52 > 0:38:54To send you away so he didn't have to look at you.
0:38:54 > 0:38:57He knew then that you was rotten to the core.
0:38:57 > 0:39:00That's why you've turned out such a bitter cow.
0:39:01 > 0:39:03Derek.
0:39:08 > 0:39:11She gets more like her mother every day!
0:39:16 > 0:39:22Pat certainly knows who to send when she wants to push your buttons, don't she?
0:39:22 > 0:39:25You going to let her get away with that?
0:39:28 > 0:39:30You are such a star!
0:39:30 > 0:39:33Listen, any time you want to stop at Kimberley's Palace,
0:39:33 > 0:39:36I'll sort you out, yeah? Free of charge.
0:39:36 > 0:39:39All right then, see you. Bye.
0:39:39 > 0:39:41I take it you found the right one then?
0:39:41 > 0:39:46Yep. He reckons once they've sent over the loss adjuster thingy person
0:39:46 > 0:39:49and I've done the paperwork, we'll get our pay-out.
0:39:49 > 0:39:55Shouldn't be more than a couple of weeks. So we are back in business!
0:39:55 > 0:39:57Hey, we should go bigger and better, don't you think?
0:39:57 > 0:40:00Maybe we should walk before we run, eh?
0:40:00 > 0:40:04Listen, I'm going into town to look at all those snazzy furniture shops.
0:40:06 > 0:40:10Only window shopping, that's all! All right?
0:40:10 > 0:40:11See you later.
0:40:19 > 0:40:21Janine! Oi, you've got no right!
0:40:21 > 0:40:25- I'm sorry, Pat, I tried. - It's all right, darling.
0:40:25 > 0:40:26I'll be fine.
0:40:28 > 0:40:30You don't look very ill to me.
0:40:30 > 0:40:34And you ain't brought a bunch of grapes. What do you want, Janine?
0:40:34 > 0:40:37I'm going to have to get the interior designers in once you've gone.
0:40:37 > 0:40:41I mean, this whole tart's boudoir thing isn't really my style.
0:40:41 > 0:40:42That's debateable.
0:40:42 > 0:40:45So, Bianca's been shouting her mouth off
0:40:45 > 0:40:49about how I should leave you alone because you've been so poorly.
0:40:49 > 0:40:52- She shouldn't have. - That's exactly what I thought.
0:40:52 > 0:40:55She seems to think she's calling the shots, when that's my job.
0:40:55 > 0:41:00But she did get me wondering about whether, I don't know, the deadline I gave you was very fair.
0:41:00 > 0:41:02Really?
0:41:02 > 0:41:04Yeah. Really.
0:41:04 > 0:41:09I mean, it just gives you more time, doesn't it, to come up with pitiful excuses like "heart problems".
0:41:09 > 0:41:13- And so I'm bringing it forward. - You can't do that!
0:41:13 > 0:41:16Read the small print, Pat. I am well within my rights.
0:41:16 > 0:41:18Shall we say five o'clock, tomorrow?
0:41:19 > 0:41:22How am I meant to raise that sort of money so quick?
0:41:22 > 0:41:23I don't know!
0:41:23 > 0:41:25Maybe you can just sell something.
0:41:25 > 0:41:27Then again, maybe not.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30Oh(!) Here they come,
0:41:30 > 0:41:34the chest pains, how very convenient.
0:41:34 > 0:41:38If I stay around a little bit longer, maybe I might finally finish you off.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40Just get out, Janine. Get out!
0:41:48 > 0:41:50# Da-na-da-na-da-na
0:41:50 > 0:41:51# Da-na-da-na da-da-da. #
0:41:51 > 0:41:54I'm still in the running
0:41:54 > 0:41:55How did you pay for that lot?
0:41:55 > 0:41:57I've still got my plastic, innit!
0:41:57 > 0:42:00- We can pay it off once the insurance comes through.- Did you spend much?
0:42:00 > 0:42:04Put it this way, it ain't cheap looking this good!
0:42:04 > 0:42:09Hey, D, check this out. They've all got sales on right now.
0:42:09 > 0:42:12We act quick, forget about Kimberley's Palace,
0:42:12 > 0:42:17we can transform that place into Kimberley's Dream Palais!
0:42:17 > 0:42:20Don't buy anything else, not now.
0:42:20 > 0:42:23All right, all right, take a chill pill, yeah.
0:42:23 > 0:42:27Hey, D, look, I bought you a little something.
0:42:28 > 0:42:30Oh, Kim, you didn't have to.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33I know, but I did. Eh, and I got you something an' all.
0:42:33 > 0:42:37Can't have you going out tonight in Alfie's cast-offs, so here you go.
0:42:40 > 0:42:42I wish you hadn't, you know...
0:42:42 > 0:42:45Now, listen. D, that is so your colour.
0:42:45 > 0:42:47You have to take it back, all of it!
0:42:47 > 0:42:48What?
0:42:48 > 0:42:50The insurers won't pay out,
0:42:50 > 0:42:53not once they find out about everything!
0:42:53 > 0:42:55What are you on about?
0:42:55 > 0:42:59I stashed some illegal booze and some fireworks in the B&B.
0:43:01 > 0:43:03I'm the one to blame.
0:43:06 > 0:43:07THEY WHISPER PRAYERS
0:43:18 > 0:43:21If it's too much, just say.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23I'm OK. Really.
0:43:23 > 0:43:24You sure?
0:43:24 > 0:43:26KNOCK AT DOOR
0:43:28 > 0:43:30I'll see who it is.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40Hello, Zainab.
0:43:40 > 0:43:41I thought...
0:43:41 > 0:43:43I thought you were in Pakistan.
0:43:43 > 0:43:46It's been a long time.
0:43:46 > 0:43:4730 years.
0:43:50 > 0:43:51Afia, you poor child.
0:43:51 > 0:43:55How could you come here, after everything you've done?
0:43:55 > 0:43:56Who is this?
0:43:58 > 0:43:59This is Tariq.
0:43:59 > 0:44:01Yusef's cousin.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04They were very close, when we were first married.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06They never stopped being close.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09I think you should leave.
0:44:09 > 0:44:13I have every right to pay my respects. To be with my family.
0:44:13 > 0:44:15I'm not your family.
0:44:15 > 0:44:18I won't be a part of what you did.
0:44:18 > 0:44:20You disgust me.
0:44:20 > 0:44:23- You will always be your father's daughter, Afia.- No!
0:44:23 > 0:44:27I'm glad he's not here, to witness your disrespect.
0:44:27 > 0:44:29How dare you!
0:44:29 > 0:44:31How dare you come to this house,
0:44:31 > 0:44:33while my son is lying in hospital,
0:44:33 > 0:44:35and show no remorse for what has happened.
0:44:35 > 0:44:38You turned Yusef into that man.
0:44:38 > 0:44:42Now you get out of this house, and you don't ever, ever come back.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47You heard her.
0:44:51 > 0:44:56Afia. Afia, I will never let that man through our door. I swear.
0:44:56 > 0:44:59I can't do this! I can't go back in.
0:44:59 > 0:45:03- Afia, please... - I just need some air. Please...
0:45:06 > 0:45:11I just want to ask everyone to leave, how can I do that?
0:45:11 > 0:45:14It's OK. I'll tell them you need to go upstairs for a rest.
0:45:14 > 0:45:17- I'm sure they'll take the hint. - Thank you.
0:45:20 > 0:45:24We might have saved some of our stuff, got a few things out,
0:45:24 > 0:45:29- if only we'd had a bit more time... - I know, I know, and I'm so sorry.
0:45:29 > 0:45:34And now, we're not going to get nothing.
0:45:34 > 0:45:35Nada. Zilch!
0:45:35 > 0:45:38I mean, why were you even flogging that stuff, huh?
0:45:38 > 0:45:39Your pension not enough?
0:45:39 > 0:45:42Look, Kim, I'll do everything I can to pay you back.
0:45:42 > 0:45:44I'll go to Janine, take out a loan.
0:45:44 > 0:45:45You know what, you're not wrong!
0:45:45 > 0:45:48And then we're going to use that loan and get a new flat,
0:45:48 > 0:45:52cos we ain't going out to that burnt out dump with you again, innit, D?
0:45:52 > 0:45:54Give us a moment alone please, Kim.
0:45:54 > 0:45:55With pleasure!
0:46:06 > 0:46:08How could you do this to us?
0:46:10 > 0:46:14It was an accident. I never thought things would have turned out..
0:46:14 > 0:46:16No, no, no. No.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18Not the fire.
0:46:18 > 0:46:20The lies.
0:46:20 > 0:46:24I thought we could talk about anything, you and me.
0:46:24 > 0:46:27You were so low, I just didn't know how.
0:46:27 > 0:46:30All those people who've let me down over the years...
0:46:30 > 0:46:33I half expected it.
0:46:33 > 0:46:38I mean, after a while, you do it to protect yourself.
0:46:38 > 0:46:40Prepare for the worst...
0:46:40 > 0:46:45Cos that way, if it happens, you're ready to face it.
0:46:45 > 0:46:49But I never thought that I had to prepare myself
0:46:49 > 0:46:51to be let down by you.
0:46:53 > 0:46:55I never thought I had to.
0:46:55 > 0:46:57You were the one constant.
0:46:57 > 0:47:00The closet thing I thought I had to a dad.
0:47:00 > 0:47:03Yeah, but I'm the same person I've always been.
0:47:05 > 0:47:08- D, you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you.- But you have.
0:47:33 > 0:47:34Afia?
0:47:36 > 0:47:39Denise. I know you must be angry and...
0:47:39 > 0:47:41What, with you?
0:47:41 > 0:47:42Oh, don't be daft.
0:47:44 > 0:47:46What are you...
0:47:46 > 0:47:48What are you doing out here?
0:47:48 > 0:47:52Not sure. I couldn't face it before.
0:47:55 > 0:47:57How could my dad do this?
0:47:57 > 0:47:59Hey... Hey!
0:47:59 > 0:48:01None of this is down to you, OK?
0:48:01 > 0:48:04Why don't you go home?
0:48:04 > 0:48:06Doesn't feel like home any more.
0:48:07 > 0:48:11Zainab, Syed and everyone... they say the right things,
0:48:11 > 0:48:15but I can't help thinking that every time they look at me,
0:48:15 > 0:48:17all they really see is an intruder.
0:48:17 > 0:48:21Nah. No. I know Zee.
0:48:21 > 0:48:27And I know that all she'll be wanting to do right now is to support and take care of you.
0:48:27 > 0:48:32What she feels for you, inside, that's never going to change.
0:48:32 > 0:48:35Seems like my feelings change every five minutes.
0:48:35 > 0:48:38Yeah, well, I know that one.
0:48:38 > 0:48:43The main thing is that you lot, as a family, you are still solid.
0:48:45 > 0:48:50You stay strong, I tell you, you can get through anything.
0:48:53 > 0:48:57Hello, Simon, it's Mum. Yeah, yeah.
0:48:57 > 0:49:02Listen, I know you've been busy with Christmas and all that,
0:49:02 > 0:49:05have you had a chance to transfer any of that money yet?
0:49:09 > 0:49:11What's he done now?
0:49:11 > 0:49:13DOOR SLAMS
0:49:20 > 0:49:22I wish I had your faith.
0:49:24 > 0:49:28It's not always easy. But it's a comfort.
0:49:30 > 0:49:33I keep trying,
0:49:33 > 0:49:37but instead of prayers, I end up thinking about what I did.
0:49:39 > 0:49:41If I hadn't let Dad go, none of this.
0:49:41 > 0:49:47You know what, we've all made mistakes this past year.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55You never told me what happened with Tamwar this morning.
0:49:57 > 0:50:02I talked to him, but it was like he wasn't really there.
0:50:05 > 0:50:07Sometimes I think he never will be again.
0:50:07 > 0:50:10He will. Afia, he will.
0:50:14 > 0:50:17I know that your father is gone
0:50:17 > 0:50:21and that I am not your mother, but...
0:50:32 > 0:50:35I don't get even know why you're doing this!
0:50:35 > 0:50:38- Cos I overreacted, and so did you! - Overreacted?
0:50:38 > 0:50:40There's pairs of shoes in that B&B
0:50:40 > 0:50:42that's lasted longer than any boyfriend I've had.
0:50:42 > 0:50:46Chels and Lib are your babies, those shoes were mine!
0:50:46 > 0:50:49The point is, we lost a few possessions, nothing more.
0:50:49 > 0:50:51Compared to some people round here,
0:50:51 > 0:50:54we came out of that fire in pretty good shape.
0:50:54 > 0:50:58Kim, we've still got each other, we've still got Patrick.
0:50:58 > 0:51:02And right now, we're the closest thing to family he's got.
0:51:02 > 0:51:04He needs us.
0:51:04 > 0:51:05Come on.
0:51:05 > 0:51:07Come on!
0:51:13 > 0:51:14Patrick...
0:51:16 > 0:51:19I didn't mean all that stuff that I said earlier.
0:51:19 > 0:51:21No, no. I deserved it. Every word.
0:51:21 > 0:51:24No. You didn't start that fire.
0:51:24 > 0:51:26And I know the only reason
0:51:26 > 0:51:28you didn't say anything about them fireworks
0:51:28 > 0:51:30was cos you didn't have the bottle.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35The bottom line is,
0:51:35 > 0:51:39if you hadn't taken me and the girls in all them years ago,
0:51:39 > 0:51:43I'd have been homeless a long time before now.
0:51:43 > 0:51:46Kim, all Patrick's ever done is look out for us.
0:51:46 > 0:51:49It's time we returned the favour.
0:51:49 > 0:51:54I'm sure Alfie will give me some extra shifts at the pub.
0:51:54 > 0:51:58And, Kim, I meant what I said about getting a loan.
0:51:58 > 0:52:01We still might get lucky with the insurance.
0:52:01 > 0:52:06They can't prove Yusef didn't chuck in a few rockets as well, innit?
0:52:06 > 0:52:10Do you know, it's not often I say this,
0:52:10 > 0:52:13but Kim, she makes a good point.
0:52:13 > 0:52:18So, um, can I can keep the clothes?
0:52:18 > 0:52:19No!
0:52:21 > 0:52:24You sure you want to talk to him, after all this time?
0:52:24 > 0:52:28It's not a case of wanting to.
0:52:28 > 0:52:30B...
0:52:31 > 0:52:33steer clear of Janine.
0:52:35 > 0:52:36Look, I'm sorry, Pat.
0:52:36 > 0:52:40I know you were only trying to help, darling.
0:52:40 > 0:52:42I'm proud of you.
0:52:42 > 0:52:46You couldn't be more different from your father if you tried.
0:52:46 > 0:52:51Blimey, what drugs they given you at that hospital?
0:53:08 > 0:53:12Have you been sitting here all day feeling sorry for yourself?
0:53:12 > 0:53:14I've every right to grieve.
0:53:14 > 0:53:19- Dr Khan and I were very close! - Rose, you was an employee.
0:53:19 > 0:53:22I probably knew the man better than you did, you know,
0:53:22 > 0:53:24what with all my ailments.
0:53:24 > 0:53:27We had more than a working relationship. We had chemistry.
0:53:27 > 0:53:30If he hadn't met Zainab first, who knows?
0:53:30 > 0:53:31Oh, give me strength!
0:53:31 > 0:53:35I'm going out. I've done a lemon drizzle cake for Tanya,
0:53:35 > 0:53:38and I said I'd take it over tonight.
0:53:38 > 0:53:42I know I'm a silly woman, with silly fantasies.
0:53:42 > 0:53:44But going into the surgery every morning,
0:53:44 > 0:53:47knowing that someone like Dr Khan needed me...
0:53:47 > 0:53:52made me feel important. And now, the things people are saying...
0:53:52 > 0:53:54I don't want to believe them.
0:53:54 > 0:54:00Yes, well, people don't always turn out like we want 'em to, Rose.
0:54:00 > 0:54:02I'll make us a nice cup of tea, shall I?
0:54:02 > 0:54:06Now, no more tears, Rose Elizabeth.
0:54:06 > 0:54:08And no more of this, neither.
0:54:11 > 0:54:14David, it's your mother.
0:54:14 > 0:54:18Just when I thought you couldn't sink any lower, you find a way!
0:54:18 > 0:54:23Your brother's wife! How could you?
0:54:23 > 0:54:28Why, David? How could I have got it so wrong with you?
0:54:28 > 0:54:30KNOCK AT DOOR
0:54:35 > 0:54:39- Hi, Patrick, she's just in the living room.- Thank you.
0:54:42 > 0:54:46Pat? Pat! Pat! You all right?
0:54:47 > 0:54:49Come, come.
0:54:50 > 0:54:51You all right?
0:54:52 > 0:54:54SHE GROANS
0:54:56 > 0:55:01They should never have discharged you earlier!
0:55:01 > 0:55:05- Oh, Pat...- I'm not going back there and that's it.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08You didn't even wait to get a diagnosis?
0:55:08 > 0:55:11I know what's wrong with me.
0:55:11 > 0:55:13It's stress!
0:55:13 > 0:55:18What with Bianca mouthing off, Janine demanding her money,
0:55:18 > 0:55:22Simon and David at each other's throats. I'm worn out.
0:55:23 > 0:55:27It's nothing that a good knees-up with you won't fix.
0:55:27 > 0:55:30Pat, Pat...
0:55:30 > 0:55:33You think I don't know what this is all about?
0:55:33 > 0:55:39At our age, going into hospital always feels like a big deal.
0:55:39 > 0:55:44- It's all right to be scared, you know, babe.- I'm not scared!
0:55:45 > 0:55:47But, them places...
0:55:47 > 0:55:49How are you meant to stay healthy
0:55:49 > 0:55:51with all them sick people around you?
0:55:51 > 0:55:56And I'm not going to be one of 'em.
0:55:56 > 0:56:00That is not going to happen, OK?
0:56:01 > 0:56:03It seems to have got worse.
0:56:05 > 0:56:08The chest pains, the breathlessness, everything...
0:56:10 > 0:56:13Maybe my ticker's finally had it.
0:56:13 > 0:56:15Oh, nonsense!
0:56:15 > 0:56:19Yeah, but if I go back there, and they tell me that...
0:56:19 > 0:56:21I've got to face it, haven't I?
0:56:21 > 0:56:22And you will!
0:56:22 > 0:56:25You are a survivor.
0:56:27 > 0:56:30But you've got to know the enemy to be able to fight.
0:56:36 > 0:56:38Ready to go visit Tam?
0:56:45 > 0:56:48I knew today was a mistake.
0:56:50 > 0:56:52It's not that.
0:56:55 > 0:56:57There are other things.
0:56:58 > 0:57:00Syed, things you don't know.
0:57:00 > 0:57:03Well, then tell me. Let me help.
0:57:08 > 0:57:11Poor Afia feels so guilty, but I'm the one...
0:57:11 > 0:57:15No, you're not, Mum. You couldn't have known how far Yusef would go.
0:57:15 > 0:57:17You don't understand.
0:57:17 > 0:57:21The only thing you're guilty of is falling for the wrong person.
0:57:21 > 0:57:24You've got to stop beating yourself up about it.
0:57:26 > 0:57:28Because we all need you, Mum.
0:57:30 > 0:57:33You fall apart and we all do.
0:57:39 > 0:57:42One coffee, as the lady requested.
0:57:42 > 0:57:45I'd could do with something a bit stronger.
0:57:47 > 0:57:50Well, seeing that you've already had your tests...
0:57:50 > 0:57:53You sly old fox!
0:57:53 > 0:57:56Medicinal purposes.
0:57:56 > 0:57:58Cheers.
0:58:00 > 0:58:03Mmm! That is just what the doctor ordered!
0:58:03 > 0:58:05Is this a great date or what?
0:58:05 > 0:58:07Date now, is it?
0:58:07 > 0:58:11- Would that be so bad?- You know me...
0:58:11 > 0:58:16long as I've got a drink in my hand, I ain't complaining.
0:58:16 > 0:58:19Hey, next time, we're going to do it properly.
0:58:19 > 0:58:23Dinner, dancing... and maybe a nightcap?
0:58:23 > 0:58:25If you play your cards right.
0:58:25 > 0:58:29Mind you, we'll have to go round to my place.
0:58:29 > 0:58:30Yours has seen better days!
0:58:34 > 0:58:36What you doing here?
0:58:38 > 0:58:40Is that why the coffees took so long?
0:58:40 > 0:58:43I'm glad you called. You should have told me you were back here.
0:58:43 > 0:58:45Ricky, give it a rest, will you!
0:58:45 > 0:58:48I'm beginning to think this place ain't so bad after all.
0:58:48 > 0:58:49It's quieter than home.
0:58:49 > 0:58:51You been drinking?
0:58:53 > 0:58:55What's up, Doc?
0:58:55 > 0:58:58I wish you hadn't run off and ignored our calls.
0:58:58 > 0:59:02You said any more clots could be thinned with injections.
0:59:02 > 0:59:06It's not the clots that concern me, it's what's causing them.
0:59:06 > 0:59:08Would you prefer to talk in private?
0:59:09 > 0:59:12We'll catch up later, all right?
0:59:15 > 0:59:18- I don't have to go, do I? - No, Ricky, come and sit down.
0:59:20 > 0:59:22Go on.
0:59:25 > 0:59:29Although you've been experiencing breathlessness,
0:59:29 > 0:59:31this isn't a heart issue.
0:59:31 > 0:59:32Not directly.
0:59:32 > 0:59:37The CT scan revealed some abnormalities.
0:59:37 > 0:59:41It's not my speciality, so I'll be referring you to an oncologist.
0:59:41 > 0:59:47- Oncologist. But that's... - I'm afraid it's not good news.
0:59:47 > 0:59:51The abnormalities suggest cancer, Mrs Evans.
1:00:01 > 1:00:04Blimey, Jean. How many kids we got comin'?
1:00:04 > 1:00:05Oh!
1:00:09 > 1:00:14- You think I've made too much, don't you?- I think we're going to be eating sausage rolls till Easter.
1:00:14 > 1:00:18It's just that I never got to do this for Stacey or Sean.
1:00:18 > 1:00:22I was always either in bed or in the Co-Op in my nightie.
1:00:22 > 1:00:25Tommy's going to love it.
1:00:25 > 1:00:26Yeah.
1:00:26 > 1:00:28Well, Shenice is blowing up balloons
1:00:28 > 1:00:33and Anthony and Tyler are sorting out more bunting.
1:00:33 > 1:00:37And Mo has put herself in charge of entertainment.
1:00:37 > 1:00:39Fat Elvis on the bongos.
1:00:41 > 1:00:44Bleedin' hell, it's hot in here.
1:00:44 > 1:00:48Mo, are you sure you're up for this? I mean, kiddies entertainer?
1:00:48 > 1:00:50It takes a certain sort of person.
1:00:50 > 1:00:55- What're you trying to say?- It's like asking Shirley Carter to baby-sit.
1:00:55 > 1:00:58You'll be eating your words later, Kat. Them kids'll love me.
1:01:00 > 1:01:01Go and relax.
1:01:01 > 1:01:05Go on, go and spend time with the birthday boy.
1:01:05 > 1:01:07What would I do without you, eh?
1:01:11 > 1:01:12Where is Tommy?
1:01:14 > 1:01:17And, more to the point, where's Alfie?
1:01:31 > 1:01:32Pat?
1:01:32 > 1:01:34Right here, darling. Right here.
1:01:36 > 1:01:37How you feeling?
1:01:37 > 1:01:40Like I've done nine rounds with Mo Harris!
1:01:42 > 1:01:44Don't look so worried.
1:01:44 > 1:01:47A couple of days in here and I'll be as right as rain, won't I?
1:01:47 > 1:01:48Yeah, course you will.
1:01:48 > 1:01:52If I can survive Lou Beale as a mother-in-law,
1:01:52 > 1:01:54cancer's a walk in the park.
1:01:54 > 1:01:57But Ricky...
1:01:57 > 1:02:00Don't tell anybody. I mean it, you promise?
1:02:03 > 1:02:08All my life I've been gossiped about in that Square.
1:02:08 > 1:02:10The last thing I need right now is a sympathy parade.
1:02:12 > 1:02:16Anyway, you haven't got time to be fretting about me.
1:02:16 > 1:02:18We've got to figure out how to pay madam back.
1:02:18 > 1:02:21Don't worry about that.
1:02:21 > 1:02:24There's a battered old Jackie Collins next to me bed.
1:02:24 > 1:02:26There's 30 quid stuffed in there.
1:02:26 > 1:02:30You'll be all right, won't you?
1:02:30 > 1:02:34If Peggy Mitchell can come out of this fighting, so can I.
1:02:38 > 1:02:40I love you, Pat.
1:02:43 > 1:02:45Go on. Go on, away with you.
1:02:55 > 1:02:57Shall I tell you something?
1:02:57 > 1:03:01You see down here, just there. That's where you was born.
1:03:01 > 1:03:05That's right. There was Mo and there was Grandad Charlie.
1:03:05 > 1:03:07They were puffing away, they were going...
1:03:07 > 1:03:09HE PUFFS
1:03:09 > 1:03:13We were jumping up and down as well. We were panicking. Just like that.
1:03:13 > 1:03:17It was incredible. And your mum, your mum squeezed my hand so much,
1:03:17 > 1:03:21you know I could hardly pour a pint for a whole year.
1:03:21 > 1:03:24But, you know what, I've got one regret. You know what it is?
1:03:24 > 1:03:29That the first person you saw was Mo. You will have nightmares about that for the rest of you life,
1:03:29 > 1:03:31but I will get you through it.
1:03:31 > 1:03:33But you know what happened then?
1:03:33 > 1:03:38Your mum wrapped you in a Queen Vic tea towel and put you in my arms.
1:03:38 > 1:03:42And I looked in your eyes, like that, give me kisses.
1:03:42 > 1:03:45You made me the luckiest and proudest daddy
1:03:45 > 1:03:48in the whole wide world.
1:03:48 > 1:03:51Yes, you did. Yes, you did. I was so lucky and proud.
1:03:51 > 1:03:53Oh, look who's here, Mummy's here.
1:03:53 > 1:03:56Just showing Tommy where he was born. Weren't I, mate?
1:03:56 > 1:04:00This year ain't exactly been a walk in the park, has it?
1:04:00 > 1:04:05What do you reckon, Tommy? What's this year going to be like? Tell me. Whisper. Really?
1:04:05 > 1:04:08He thinks we're going do brilliant at the Olympics... Whoa!
1:04:08 > 1:04:13And the Hammers going to Europe! Come on, you Irons! Yes.
1:04:13 > 1:04:14And what about us?
1:04:14 > 1:04:18Here, Tommy, what about me and Mummy, eh?
1:04:18 > 1:04:20What do you think? Let me see.
1:04:20 > 1:04:23Oh, Tommy reckons me and you are going to do just fine.
1:04:26 > 1:04:28Mrs Evans.
1:04:29 > 1:04:32I'm Daniel Etheridge. Consultant oncologist.
1:04:32 > 1:04:34Been waiting all morning for you.
1:04:34 > 1:04:37- How are you feeling? - Bored and ready to go home.
1:04:39 > 1:04:41So what's the verdict?
1:04:41 > 1:04:45Yesterday's scan established the presence of several tumours.
1:04:45 > 1:04:50Further examination suggests that these originated in your pancreas.
1:04:50 > 1:04:51What does that mean?
1:04:51 > 1:04:56Well, I'm afraid to say the tumours have spread quite significantly.
1:04:58 > 1:04:59Where exactly?
1:04:59 > 1:05:02There are secondary cancers in your lungs,
1:05:02 > 1:05:05abdominal cavity and your bones.
1:05:05 > 1:05:08Oh.
1:05:08 > 1:05:12So, where does that leave me?
1:05:12 > 1:05:16Well, the only treatment options we have are palliative,
1:05:16 > 1:05:20which means we won't be able to stop the disease
1:05:20 > 1:05:22but may be able to slow it down.
1:05:22 > 1:05:27I thought it was just cos I was knocking on a bit, you know?
1:05:28 > 1:05:31My heart the way it is and the odd jippy tummy.
1:05:31 > 1:05:36The angina has made the symptoms of the pulmonary emboli difficult to detect.
1:05:39 > 1:05:43Would you like me to call your family, Mrs Evans?
1:05:43 > 1:05:45See if I can get someone to sit with you.
1:05:45 > 1:05:47No. No, no. They've got enough on their plate.
1:05:47 > 1:05:50There are some treatment options I'd like to discuss.
1:05:53 > 1:05:55Or would you rather have a moment?
1:05:58 > 1:06:01I'm sorry it wasn't better news.
1:06:20 > 1:06:22Haven't you forgotten something?
1:06:22 > 1:06:25- You'll get your money. - Yeah, well, make sure I do.
1:06:25 > 1:06:28I'd hate for Pat to incur a late penalty.
1:06:28 > 1:06:32I hear Pat's been up to her old tricks again.
1:06:32 > 1:06:35It's no wonder her ticker's feeling the strain,
1:06:35 > 1:06:40- carrying all that excess baggage. - You don't know nothing, all right!
1:06:40 > 1:06:43- Ricky? - I've got to get back to Bianca.
1:07:00 > 1:07:02What's wrong with you?
1:07:02 > 1:07:06- I haven't had a peep out of you since yesterday. - Do you want something?
1:07:07 > 1:07:10- Tommy.- What about him?
1:07:10 > 1:07:15- His birthday party at the Vic, or something.- And you're asking me?
1:07:15 > 1:07:19Yeah, yeah, because I know you like party games and I'm partial to a bit of jelly.
1:07:19 > 1:07:22- Is someone going soft in their old age?- Please! You're joking.
1:07:22 > 1:07:24That child is a millstone round my neck.
1:07:24 > 1:07:28No, got to keep Alfie sweet, or he'll sniff around for maintenance.
1:07:28 > 1:07:30You know what he's like.
1:07:30 > 1:07:32For Pat.
1:07:32 > 1:07:33For Pat.
1:07:35 > 1:07:38Thank you. Oh, yeah, I'm collecting for Pat.
1:07:38 > 1:07:40A bunch of flowers from the stall holders.
1:07:40 > 1:07:43This is ridiculous. The woman has got heartburn, Patrick.
1:07:43 > 1:07:45Maybe you should talk to Ricky, eh?
1:07:45 > 1:07:47What about? Do you know what? I've had it.
1:07:47 > 1:07:51I've had it with my family and all their stupid games.
1:07:54 > 1:07:57It's a number for the council's housing list.
1:07:57 > 1:08:00You might want to tell Pat to put her name on it.
1:08:04 > 1:08:06Come to gloat, have you?
1:08:06 > 1:08:08I was visiting a friend actually.
1:08:08 > 1:08:11Thought I'd pop in, see if you got any grapes going spare.
1:08:13 > 1:08:15Hate hospitals.
1:08:15 > 1:08:17Brings it right back to me when I lost my Jimmy.
1:08:17 > 1:08:20- He was my Jimmy an' all. - Change the record, Patricia.
1:08:20 > 1:08:24- You were never good enough for my brother. - This coming from an old brass.
1:08:24 > 1:08:27I always thought it would be the clap that finished you off.
1:08:30 > 1:08:34So, this, this friend you've come to visit. Do I know her?
1:08:34 > 1:08:38You might've seen her around. Brash, tarty,
1:08:38 > 1:08:39too much make-up.
1:08:39 > 1:08:42You can't buy class, Mo Harris.
1:08:42 > 1:08:44Used to ponce about in this fake fur coat.
1:08:44 > 1:08:46That weren't fake.
1:08:46 > 1:08:49Made her look like a washed-up old trollop.
1:08:49 > 1:08:52Green's not a good colour on you.
1:08:53 > 1:08:56What's there to be jealous of?
1:08:56 > 1:09:01I had the looks. The pick of the boys.
1:09:01 > 1:09:06And what did you have? An old lock-up full of knock-offs.
1:09:06 > 1:09:10Me and you. We ain't all that different really, are we?
1:09:10 > 1:09:12You take that ba...!
1:09:12 > 1:09:16- SHE COUGHS - I'll get the nurse.
1:09:19 > 1:09:21I'm all right.
1:09:23 > 1:09:24You're a tough old bird, Pat.
1:09:27 > 1:09:29Whatever it is, you can beat it, can't you?
1:09:31 > 1:09:33Course I can.
1:09:33 > 1:09:35I best be going.
1:09:37 > 1:09:40You keep that chin up, yeah?
1:09:40 > 1:09:42All three of 'em.
1:09:48 > 1:09:53- Jammie Dodger and Pat's earrings. Any luck?- 50p and a hair bobble.
1:09:53 > 1:09:56Well, it all helps. Here, how about me and you have a girly night?
1:09:56 > 1:09:59Facepacks and I'll do your hair however you like.
1:09:59 > 1:10:02I like the way Nana Pat does it.
1:10:02 > 1:10:06Well, you can teach me and it'll be a nice surprise when she gets home.
1:10:06 > 1:10:10- Stick the kettle on, B, I'm parched.- She's in here.
1:10:10 > 1:10:15- What're you all doing here?- Come to pick up a few bargains, innit? - What're you doing!?
1:10:15 > 1:10:19We haven't enough cupboard space as it is. Besides you've not worn half of these in years.
1:10:19 > 1:10:22- You can't just go selling my clothes! - There's some of mine in there.
1:10:22 > 1:10:27- If I was you, Carol, you'd want to save some of those granny cardigans for Dee and Dot.- Ha-ha(!)
1:10:27 > 1:10:33Right, so that's 40 I've borrowed from Jack, 30 I've taken out the till. I've left Shirley an IOU.
1:10:33 > 1:10:35I've got 30 that Pat stuffed in her Jackie Collins.
1:10:35 > 1:10:38It's like a trolley dash round the charity shops.
1:10:38 > 1:10:42- I went to fashion college, I'll have you know.- Yeah?
1:10:42 > 1:10:46If you'd told me 30 years ago I'd sell the shirt off my back to help Pat Wicks,
1:10:46 > 1:10:49- I'd have laughed in your face. - Should we call David?
1:10:49 > 1:10:53He wouldn't want to know. Besides, what's the point of worrying him if she's on the mend?
1:10:56 > 1:11:00All right, I'll take these leggings, this tarty top and this silver Puffa.
1:11:00 > 1:11:02The Puffa's not for sale.
1:11:02 > 1:11:08You know, I saw Janice earlier. She had a right face on her, she did.
1:11:08 > 1:11:10Changing room?
1:11:10 > 1:11:12- Toilet.- Thanks.
1:11:14 > 1:11:19The treatments you were talking about earlier. What are they?
1:11:19 > 1:11:23We've had to rule out radiotherapy as the cancer is too widespread.
1:11:23 > 1:11:27Right. What about chemotherapy?
1:11:27 > 1:11:33Well, it's certainly an option but given the advanced stage of the cancer, this wouldn't be curative.
1:11:33 > 1:11:37There's also a question of whether you would be well enough to withstand the treatment.
1:11:37 > 1:11:41- Pat?- He's family. So...
1:11:41 > 1:11:47how much time would the chemotherapy buy me?
1:11:47 > 1:11:51It's difficult to say exactly. Two, three months, maybe.
1:11:53 > 1:11:58- Months?- And there's no guarantee with a cancer this advanced.
1:11:58 > 1:12:02- What's he talking about, Pat? - And the side effects?
1:12:02 > 1:12:07I'm afraid it can be very tough. Both physically and mentally.
1:12:07 > 1:12:11Will someone tell me what's going on?
1:12:11 > 1:12:14Why don't I leave you two alone for a moment?
1:12:14 > 1:12:15Pat?
1:12:22 > 1:12:26Right, all we need is Tommy's mates to get here and we're good to go.
1:12:26 > 1:12:28I know. He's growing up so quickly, isn't he?
1:12:28 > 1:12:33Tell me about it. It'll be dirty mags and blackheads in no time.
1:12:33 > 1:12:37When I think about what happened last New Year's Eve...
1:12:39 > 1:12:44- I can't believe we're here, Jean. - Come here.
1:12:47 > 1:12:51Has anyone seen my... Ow! Excuse me, what is this?
1:12:51 > 1:12:57- That's my pass the parcel. - Oh, really, here we go. Catch then.
1:12:57 > 1:12:58- How many layers has it got?- 14.
1:12:58 > 1:13:01Has anyone seen the camcorder?
1:13:01 > 1:13:04Oh, I think Mo took it round to Fat Elvis'.
1:13:04 > 1:13:07- Oh, I feel sick.- Do you?
1:13:07 > 1:13:09Doesn't matter, we'll improvise, it'll be fine.
1:13:09 > 1:13:14- Where is that old trollop? - She went to get some Spanx. That was a couple of hours ago.
1:13:14 > 1:13:16But I promised Tommy a dinosaur.
1:13:16 > 1:13:20Don't look at me. I get claustrophobic in confined spaces.
1:13:20 > 1:13:21Well, who else is there?
1:13:21 > 1:13:24Right. We've got banners, we've got balloons and streamers.
1:13:26 > 1:13:28What are you all looking at me like that for?
1:13:28 > 1:13:32Tyler, you the man!
1:13:35 > 1:13:38- I'll just go and check on my flans. - Thank you.
1:13:38 > 1:13:40- I just want it to be perfect, Alfie. - It will be!
1:13:40 > 1:13:43We've got balloons, we've got bucket loads of bubbles.
1:13:43 > 1:13:45We've got Tweenies on a loop.
1:13:45 > 1:13:49And a pass the parcel bigger than Phil Mitchell's bonce. What could go wrong?
1:13:49 > 1:13:52- Oi Oi!- Oh, here she comes.
1:13:52 > 1:13:56Where's the birthday boy? Here, Alfred, crank up the music.
1:13:56 > 1:13:59- Let's get this party started! - Go on, girl!
1:14:01 > 1:14:06If I don't have the treatment, what happens to me?
1:14:06 > 1:14:08We're here to support you whatever you decide.
1:14:08 > 1:14:14- I don't want it.- Don't listen to her. She's not thinking straight. - Ricky...
1:14:14 > 1:14:19- You are free to change your mind at any time.- So what're you saying? You're just going to give up on her?
1:14:19 > 1:14:22I have to respect the patient's wishes, Mr Butcher.
1:14:22 > 1:14:25Then we'll go private. You know, we'll get a second opinion.
1:14:25 > 1:14:28Ricky, pass my things.
1:14:28 > 1:14:32I really don't think you should be putting yourself under any strain.
1:14:32 > 1:14:36You think I want to stay here a minute more than I have to?
1:14:36 > 1:14:40The cancer is interfering with your blood-clotting mechanisms.
1:14:40 > 1:14:42I'd urge you to continue the course of anticoagulants.
1:14:42 > 1:14:46I've had enough drugs pumped in me to last a lifetime, thank you.
1:14:46 > 1:14:52You know what I really fancy? Ian's cod and chips.
1:14:52 > 1:14:55At least let me speak to our palliative care team.
1:14:58 > 1:15:01You do understand that without treatment
1:15:01 > 1:15:04you could have very little time.
1:15:04 > 1:15:06How long?
1:15:06 > 1:15:10I'd strongly recommend you contact your family with some urgency.
1:15:10 > 1:15:14I'll get one of my nurses to help get you dressed.
1:15:16 > 1:15:19Get me home, Ricky.
1:15:19 > 1:15:21Just get me home!
1:15:25 > 1:15:28- Where've you been!?- I caught them loitering down Turpin Road.
1:15:28 > 1:15:31You're lucky they haven't been kidnapped by some degenerate.
1:15:31 > 1:15:34Oi! What have you got there?
1:15:34 > 1:15:36Liam, I hope you ain't been thieving again.
1:15:36 > 1:15:39We sold Auntie Janine's Christmas presents.
1:15:39 > 1:15:42- You never?- 250 quid there.
1:15:42 > 1:15:47- That is wicked. - With this and 145 here.
1:15:47 > 1:15:49- Where does that leave us then? - Well, a fiver short.
1:15:49 > 1:15:54Well, I was going to treat myself to a new scarf down the sales...
1:15:54 > 1:15:56but I think Pat's need is greater than mine.
1:15:56 > 1:15:58Aw! I could kiss you, Dot.
1:15:58 > 1:16:02- Here you are. - Do we get to go to Tommy's party now?
1:16:02 > 1:16:05I think you've earned yourselves a little treat, don't you?
1:16:05 > 1:16:11- I'll wait here for Ricky, yeah. - Go on, run upstairs and get your party clobber on. What's left of it.
1:16:15 > 1:16:19A little bit of Tabasco, I think, yeah.
1:16:19 > 1:16:22Something to get Mama hot under the collar.
1:16:22 > 1:16:24Raagh!
1:16:24 > 1:16:27- Brilliant.- Why is it always me who ends up looking like a mug, eh?
1:16:27 > 1:16:29You looking for a cave girl, babe?
1:16:29 > 1:16:34- Oh, yeah.- I love a man in uniform. I got you a present.
1:16:36 > 1:16:38- It's a bit late, sorry. - Thanks. Thank you.
1:16:39 > 1:16:42Tom from Kasabian's got the same one.
1:16:42 > 1:16:44Is that right?
1:16:44 > 1:16:48Yeah. You can't dress like an Essex boy for ever, can you?
1:16:51 > 1:16:53Oi, Ant, you're the Emo. Not me.
1:16:55 > 1:16:57Afternoon. Tyler, what have you come as?
1:16:57 > 1:16:59- What's he doing here?- Ty...
1:17:00 > 1:17:04Good Christmas? Really? That's interesting. Brilliant.
1:17:04 > 1:17:05I had a great one, thanks.
1:17:05 > 1:17:08Loads of stuffing. Party this way, is it?
1:17:08 > 1:17:12Yeah? Brilliant.
1:17:14 > 1:17:17How do I sign this? Michael seems a bit formal.
1:17:17 > 1:17:19Then you should put Daddy.
1:17:19 > 1:17:21Michael.
1:17:25 > 1:17:28What's that scrag-end doing here?
1:17:28 > 1:17:31Kat, I see Father Christmas was generous with the fake tan this year.
1:17:33 > 1:17:37Look. Tommy's birthday coming soon to a multiplex near you.
1:17:37 > 1:17:38Who invited him?
1:17:38 > 1:17:42It's Tommy's birthday. He's family, isn't he?
1:17:42 > 1:17:46And I've never felt so welcome. How is the birthday boy?
1:17:49 > 1:17:53- Nan, where the hell have you been? - I got waylaid, didn't I?
1:17:53 > 1:17:55By who?
1:17:55 > 1:17:58Just some old tart I used to knock about with.
1:17:58 > 1:18:02Here we go, girls. Guaranteed to put some hairs on your chest.
1:18:02 > 1:18:03She's got enough!
1:18:03 > 1:18:06THEY LAUGH
1:18:06 > 1:18:11Listen, Amy, she went all shy on me. I don't think parties are her thing.
1:18:12 > 1:18:17I got this for James. I thought I could put it by his headstone, if it's all right.
1:18:18 > 1:18:19Yeah, I'd like that.
1:18:21 > 1:18:22Amy can't make it.
1:18:23 > 1:18:28- That's all right. Are you going to stay for a drink though, yeah, Jack?- I'm not sure.
1:18:28 > 1:18:32Come on, you got to try some of Kim's punch, ain't ya? Here you are.
1:18:36 > 1:18:39Right. Go on. Turn it down. Turn it down.
1:18:39 > 1:18:44Right, boys and girls and ladies and gentlemen... That's it, in you come.
1:18:44 > 1:18:48I'd like to introduce to you now, from the Ice Age,
1:18:48 > 1:18:51the one, and only, Jurassicmoonapus!
1:18:51 > 1:18:56- THEY CHEER - Sorry we're late. Come on, kids.
1:18:56 > 1:18:58Sorry, sorry.
1:18:58 > 1:19:01Oh, Janine, pleased with yourself, are you?
1:19:01 > 1:19:04- Trying to turf an old woman out of her house?- Bi!
1:19:04 > 1:19:06Let's go and get you some punch, yeah? Come on.
1:19:06 > 1:19:10Lauren, go and give Nessie a kick up the backside, will you, darling?
1:19:10 > 1:19:14- You think it's going to kick off? - Never mind the adults, this is where the fun is.
1:19:14 > 1:19:16To Tommy.
1:19:16 > 1:19:20- To Tommy. - You want some, do you? There you go.
1:19:20 > 1:19:23There you go, little man. Is that nice? Num-num-num.
1:19:24 > 1:19:26Thanks, Ricky.
1:19:26 > 1:19:29I'll get Bianca to make a bed up on the sofa for you, eh?
1:19:29 > 1:19:31I'm not dead yet, Ricky.
1:19:31 > 1:19:33Pat!
1:19:33 > 1:19:36Pat!
1:19:37 > 1:19:41Der-der-der! Winston and some of the stallholders had a whip round.
1:19:41 > 1:19:45That's very kind of them. You're spoiling me, Patrick.
1:19:47 > 1:19:49So, how did you get on?
1:19:49 > 1:19:53Well, they've let me out, haven't they?
1:19:53 > 1:19:55I think Pat's getting a bit tired.
1:19:57 > 1:19:59You mind how you go now, all right?
1:20:23 > 1:20:27I thought, seeing as it's a celebration.
1:20:29 > 1:20:34I said to Rose we'll only give token presents this Christmas,
1:20:34 > 1:20:37cos I want to donate to charity.
1:20:37 > 1:20:39How lovely.
1:20:39 > 1:20:42I gave half to Africa and half to mental health.
1:20:44 > 1:20:47I'll just go and see if they've finished with my jelly.
1:20:47 > 1:20:52Oh, Jack, I said a little prayer for James.
1:20:52 > 1:20:54That's very kind of you, Dot.
1:21:03 > 1:21:05CHATTING
1:21:09 > 1:21:10Take him.
1:21:10 > 1:21:14- What am I supposed to do with him? - Go on, you'll be all right. I don't care.
1:21:14 > 1:21:16I don't want my new coat...crisps.
1:21:20 > 1:21:24I thought you lot would be at home downloading songs onto your new MP3 player.
1:21:24 > 1:21:26No, I sold it.
1:21:26 > 1:21:29- Sorry?- Yeah, they took everything you got 'em
1:21:29 > 1:21:32- down to Anthony and Tyler. - You ungrateful, li...
1:21:32 > 1:21:33Oi, don't scare the poor kid.
1:21:33 > 1:21:36I won't be able to get him to sleep later.
1:21:36 > 1:21:39- Nice to see an exception to the rule.- What're you talking about?
1:21:39 > 1:21:42Not all babies are beautiful. I'm not going to forget that.
1:21:45 > 1:21:48Just getting my coat...
1:21:48 > 1:21:51I'll finish up my drink. I'll come with you.
1:21:51 > 1:21:55No. You stay, please, play happy families.
1:21:56 > 1:21:59Ergh!
1:21:59 > 1:22:01Oh, you are a bad dinosaur.
1:22:07 > 1:22:08Janine!
1:22:10 > 1:22:13Here you are, I've got your money here.
1:22:13 > 1:22:16Well, according to my watch it's three minutes late.
1:22:16 > 1:22:19So you can tell my beloved stepmother
1:22:19 > 1:22:22that she's incurred a late penalty fee.
1:22:22 > 1:22:25Do you know where I've been all day? I've been up the hospital.
1:22:25 > 1:22:29- How is the old battleaxe? - She's sick, Janine.
1:22:29 > 1:22:33- I could've told you that and I've had no medical training! - She's been like a mother to us
1:22:33 > 1:22:36and there's you just sticking the knife in yet again.
1:22:36 > 1:22:38She's really got to you, hasn't she?
1:22:38 > 1:22:42Pat's all we've got left. I don't want you anywhere near her, all right? Do you hear me?
1:22:42 > 1:22:44You can't tell me what to do.
1:22:44 > 1:22:49I pity that Michael, you know that. There's nothing in there, is there?
1:22:49 > 1:22:53I'm just glad Dad ain't around, to see what a spiteful little cow you've turned into.
1:22:53 > 1:22:55Oi, don't walk away from me!
1:22:55 > 1:22:56Just stay away from us!
1:22:59 > 1:23:04- You want me to stay?- No, you go to the kids. Ricky'll be back soon.
1:23:04 > 1:23:07All right. I'm glad you're on the mend, Pat. See ya.
1:23:09 > 1:23:12DOOR CLICKS
1:23:17 > 1:23:20DOOR CLICKS
1:23:20 > 1:23:21Pat...
1:23:23 > 1:23:25We need to make a list.
1:23:25 > 1:23:30Simon's number's in my book and try and get hold of Ian.
1:23:30 > 1:23:35- He's in France, but he'll have taken his mobile with him. - Right. What about David?
1:23:36 > 1:23:38Just do what you have to do.
1:23:40 > 1:23:42I could murder a G&T.
1:23:42 > 1:23:44What're you doing?
1:23:44 > 1:23:48- I'm getting ready to go to the Vic.- What?
1:23:48 > 1:23:53I've been drinking in that pub for over 25 years...
1:23:53 > 1:23:57I'm sure as hell not going to stop now.
1:24:07 > 1:24:11- Evening.- Hi. - Where you going?
1:24:11 > 1:24:13A hotel for the night.
1:24:14 > 1:24:17I just fancy being on my own for a bit.
1:24:17 > 1:24:21This Pat and Ricky stuff, it's really got on top of me, you know?
1:24:21 > 1:24:24That's all good. I'll give you a ring if there's an emergency.
1:24:24 > 1:24:28Yeah. Reception's always bad out in the sticks.
1:24:29 > 1:24:34Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, yeah. Course it is. Silly me.
1:24:34 > 1:24:37Ain't you forgetting something?
1:24:41 > 1:24:44Everything's all right, isn't it? Everything's all right?
1:24:44 > 1:24:46It will be.
1:25:08 > 1:25:10Janine!
1:25:16 > 1:25:18CHATTING AND MUSIC PLAYS
1:25:20 > 1:25:23Listen up, guys, sorry. Listen up.
1:25:23 > 1:25:27My little man's getting a bit grouchy. So the party's over.
1:25:27 > 1:25:29THEY GROAN
1:25:29 > 1:25:35Who am I kidding? No, there's a free drink for anyone who can be downstairs in 30 seconds.
1:25:35 > 1:25:37- Go!- Oi, what about the kids?
1:25:37 > 1:25:40- Whit'll keep her eye on them, won't you, Whit?- Yeah.
1:25:40 > 1:25:43Just stick 'em in the bedroom and calm 'em down a bit.
1:25:43 > 1:25:47- Tiff. Pass my jacket. - I think I'll just have one, you know, to celebrate.
1:25:47 > 1:25:50- Just the one.- Tommy's special day. Come on, Tiffany, come on.
1:25:50 > 1:25:54- Coming down, Alfie? - I'll be down shortly, just going to look at the highlights.
1:25:54 > 1:25:56I can't believe we pulled it off.
1:25:56 > 1:25:59Yeah. You know I love you, Mrs Moon.
1:26:01 > 1:26:03See you shortly.
1:26:05 > 1:26:10- 'Happy Birthday to you! - Ready? Blow!- Blow!'
1:26:21 > 1:26:24'You don't think Alfie loves you?
1:26:24 > 1:26:28'No. No.
1:26:30 > 1:26:32'Does he hell...
1:26:32 > 1:26:35'He looks at me now and he can't see past Kings Cross.
1:26:35 > 1:26:40'Good for a bunk up though, but honestly, if you asked him,
1:26:40 > 1:26:43'he wouldn't want to marry me again.
1:26:43 > 1:26:49'He don't trust me, don't talk to me, there's nothing to say anymore.
1:26:49 > 1:26:55'If he could figure out a way of giving me the boot without hurting anyone he'd be on it like a shot.'
1:26:55 > 1:27:00MUSIC: "The Good Life" by Tony Bennett
1:27:02 > 1:27:06Dot, my dear, can I tempt you to dance?
1:27:06 > 1:27:11Yes, well, all right. As long as there's no funny business.
1:27:22 > 1:27:27Once upon a time there was a greedy dinosaur and his name was...
1:27:27 > 1:27:29Jeffrey.
1:27:29 > 1:27:31This is boring.
1:27:31 > 1:27:33Raagh!
1:27:33 > 1:27:38He was so greedy he used to gobble up girls and boys for his tea.
1:27:38 > 1:27:39Raagh!
1:27:39 > 1:27:42- THEY SCREAM - Tiffany, help me...
1:27:44 > 1:27:45Jeffrey!?
1:27:45 > 1:27:47Right! Raagh!
1:27:52 > 1:27:54You all right?
1:27:54 > 1:27:58Yeah. Yeah, yeah, I'm good. I'm good. Listen up, folks.
1:27:58 > 1:28:01Who'd like to join me in raising a glass to my little Tommy?
1:28:01 > 1:28:03ALL: Yeah!
1:28:03 > 1:28:08- Ah, Patricia. Usual G&T for you, sweetheart?- Music to my ears, Alfie.
1:28:28 > 1:28:29Penny for them, Alfie.
1:28:35 > 1:28:37- You all right? - I'm home, aren't I?
1:28:37 > 1:28:41# ..You must face them alone
1:28:46 > 1:28:51# Please remember I still want you
1:28:54 > 1:29:00# And in case you wonder why
1:29:00 > 1:29:04# Well, just wake up
1:29:04 > 1:29:12# Kiss the good life goodbye... #
1:29:49 > 1:29:51How you feeling?
1:29:51 > 1:29:53OK.
1:29:53 > 1:29:57I must've dozed off. What time is it?
1:29:57 > 1:30:00About four.
1:30:00 > 1:30:02I might get up in a bit.
1:30:02 > 1:30:05No, you just stay there and take it easy -
1:30:05 > 1:30:07it's New Year's Day.
1:30:07 > 1:30:09We'll see. We'll see.
1:30:09 > 1:30:11Cup of tea, Pat?
1:30:11 > 1:30:14Oh, that'd be lovely.
1:30:14 > 1:30:16Not now, Tiff.
1:30:16 > 1:30:18Nana Pat's a bit tired, yeah?
1:30:18 > 1:30:20Nonsense, no. Come in.
1:30:20 > 1:30:23Come in, darling.
1:30:23 > 1:30:27Look, you've got your Christmas present on.
1:30:27 > 1:30:31I spilt ketchup on it. Mum went spare.
1:30:31 > 1:30:33Well, we'll have to put that in the wash for you.
1:30:33 > 1:30:36- Get it nice and clean.- I'm going to wear it for my birthday party.
1:30:36 > 1:30:38Tiff, that's six weeks away.
1:30:38 > 1:30:41Five weeks and two days.
1:30:41 > 1:30:44I've done my present list already.
1:30:45 > 1:30:48I know what I'm going to give you.
1:30:48 > 1:30:52A pair of my earrings. That special pair.
1:30:52 > 1:30:56Ricky, bring that box over, darling, on there.
1:31:07 > 1:31:08Thanks, sweetheart.
1:31:12 > 1:31:15- It's all right. I'll get it. - I'm sorry. sorry.
1:31:19 > 1:31:24That's the... That's the one, darling. Remember?
1:31:24 > 1:31:25What do you think?
1:31:25 > 1:31:27Lovely.
1:31:27 > 1:31:30I'll get that cup of tea.
1:31:30 > 1:31:35That's all right, I'll do it. Come on, Tiff. You can give me a hand.
1:31:35 > 1:31:36Ricky.
1:31:36 > 1:31:39Ricky...
1:31:39 > 1:31:42These were your Dad's favourites.
1:31:42 > 1:31:47He got them for me the night before we got wed.
1:31:47 > 1:31:50Put 'em on for me, would you, please, love?
1:31:50 > 1:31:51Yeah.
1:32:13 > 1:32:15I'll...
1:32:15 > 1:32:17I'll get that tea, yeah?
1:32:17 > 1:32:20I don't suppose...David's called?
1:32:20 > 1:32:22Er, no. No, not yet.
1:32:24 > 1:32:25I'll try him again, yeah?
1:32:25 > 1:32:27No need.
1:32:39 > 1:32:44Anything you need, all right? Anything at all.
1:32:44 > 1:32:46- Day or night, you just give me a call, OK?- OK.
1:32:46 > 1:32:49Thanks, Fats. I think we're going to stay in tonight -
1:32:49 > 1:32:50quiet time with the family.
1:32:50 > 1:32:53Yeah, course.
1:32:53 > 1:32:56- All right, sweetheart. Look, I'm going to go, OK?- All right.
1:32:56 > 1:32:59Happy New Year, guys.
1:32:59 > 1:33:00- Happy New Year.- Happy New Year.
1:33:00 > 1:33:02- I'll make the tea. - What about the kids?
1:33:02 > 1:33:05They know something's wrong. Should we prepare them?
1:33:05 > 1:33:10No. No, no. You can't. Tiff's in there making a get well card.
1:33:10 > 1:33:12- But ain't it better that they know? - No.
1:33:12 > 1:33:16Listen, do you want me to play with the kids, keep them occupied?
1:33:16 > 1:33:19Yeah, yeah. That's a good idea, love. Go on.
1:33:22 > 1:33:25Well, you know, maybe...
1:33:25 > 1:33:28Maybe we should phone David again.
1:33:28 > 1:33:30Do you think he's going to come?
1:33:33 > 1:33:36Oh, it is getting cold out there.
1:33:36 > 1:33:39- Yeah.- I just got back from Pat's.
1:33:39 > 1:33:42Bit of a downer, innit? New Year, sick in bed.
1:33:42 > 1:33:46- She's got her family around her. That's what counts, innit? - Yeah, well,
1:33:46 > 1:33:50when you see Whit, tell her if there's anything I can do, she just has to ask.
1:33:50 > 1:33:51She's all good, bruv.
1:33:51 > 1:33:54Fats is taking care of everything that she needs, yeah?
1:33:54 > 1:33:55Ah, nice one, bruv.
1:33:55 > 1:33:58- All right, Fats? - How's it going, babe?
1:33:58 > 1:34:00Right...
1:34:00 > 1:34:02I need a double vodka and tonic, please.
1:34:02 > 1:34:03Why, what's up?
1:34:03 > 1:34:06Abi. She's doing my head in, right?
1:34:06 > 1:34:07It was New Year's Eve -
1:34:07 > 1:34:10you're supposed to go out and to get trollied.
1:34:10 > 1:34:14- What is her problem?- Well, maybe THAT.- I fell over - so what?
1:34:16 > 1:34:18Ah, going so soon?
1:34:18 > 1:34:21Yeah. There's only so much festive cheer I can stomach.
1:34:21 > 1:34:23Chips, I think!
1:34:33 > 1:34:38- Nice one. Forget Bobby, did you? - No, we've dropped him off at Jane's.
1:34:38 > 1:34:40You look cosy.
1:34:40 > 1:34:42It's mink.
1:34:42 > 1:34:45Yeah, and very expensive. Nothing's too good for my fiancee.
1:34:45 > 1:34:49- So you had a nice time, then?- Yeah, the time of our life, actually.
1:34:49 > 1:34:51Disneyland for Bobby, then Eiffel Tower,
1:34:51 > 1:34:54loads of champagne and a super king-size bed.
1:34:54 > 1:34:56Lucky Mandy.
1:34:57 > 1:35:00Right, I'd better get these in and...
1:35:00 > 1:35:02I better go over and see Pat.
1:35:02 > 1:35:06Yeah. I might come with you.
1:35:06 > 1:35:07How is she, B?
1:35:07 > 1:35:09- Oh, she's upstairs.- Oh.
1:35:09 > 1:35:12Well, I brought her a cake. It's homemade.
1:35:12 > 1:35:14It's chocolate and vanilla sponge.
1:35:14 > 1:35:17I mean, I don't know if she's up to eating,
1:35:17 > 1:35:21but sometimes when you're poorly, it's the little things that are of comfort.
1:35:21 > 1:35:24That is lovely, Dot. Really nice. Why don't you take your coat off?
1:35:24 > 1:35:27- I'll make you a cup of tea. - Oh, Max, would you? Ta.
1:35:27 > 1:35:30- It's a bit of a mess. We ain't had time to tidy up.- Don't be silly.
1:35:30 > 1:35:32So, how's she bearing up, then?
1:35:32 > 1:35:35She's a trouper, you know. As you'd expect.
1:35:35 > 1:35:39- A lot to handle after what you've been through. - I'm trying not to think about it.
1:35:39 > 1:35:41And it's Ricky who's taking it the hardest.
1:35:41 > 1:35:44- It's his stepmum, must be a terrible blow. - He don't want to talk about it.
1:35:44 > 1:35:48Sometimes talking don't help, girl. You got to take it like a man.
1:35:48 > 1:35:50How very enlightened of you, Derek.
1:35:50 > 1:35:53Do you mind if I use the, um...
1:35:53 > 1:35:54No, of course.
1:35:57 > 1:36:01- All right, Bianca.- Let's go through.
1:36:01 > 1:36:02Ah, thank you.
1:36:05 > 1:36:06Hello.
1:36:06 > 1:36:07Happy New Year.
1:36:07 > 1:36:09- Happy New Year.- Happy New Year.
1:36:09 > 1:36:11Is that for us?
1:36:11 > 1:36:13No, no. It's for your grandma.
1:36:13 > 1:36:18Yeah, but she's not feeling too well. No way she's going to eat all that.
1:36:18 > 1:36:20- Ah, can I have a bit?- Tiff.
1:36:20 > 1:36:21Please?
1:36:21 > 1:36:22Please?
1:36:22 > 1:36:26There you go, look. Bit more cheery, innit?
1:36:26 > 1:36:28What exactly is wrong with Pat?
1:36:28 > 1:36:32Er, well, it's a bit complicated, Dot.
1:36:32 > 1:36:35You know me, Bianca, I ain't one to pry.
1:36:35 > 1:36:37Only she's been so lively lately.
1:36:37 > 1:36:39It's her heart, innit?
1:36:39 > 1:36:42Um, not exactly. There's complications.
1:36:42 > 1:36:45Yes, but what complications?
1:36:46 > 1:36:48Cancer.
1:36:49 > 1:36:51Really? What...
1:36:51 > 1:36:53What sort?
1:36:53 > 1:36:57Er, pancreatic. But it's, um, it's spread all over.
1:36:57 > 1:36:59There's these blood clots, and...
1:36:59 > 1:37:03she keeps having these coughing fits, and the next one...
1:37:03 > 1:37:07- Do you know what? Perhaps we should talk about this later.- Yes.
1:37:09 > 1:37:12Well, we only popped round to see how you're doing, so...
1:37:12 > 1:37:16Yeah, if there's anything we can do, anything you need, just...you know?
1:37:16 > 1:37:21- We're only sat at ours, watching TV, if you want to send the kids round. - Thanks a lot,
1:37:21 > 1:37:23but they're all right here, really. Thanks.
1:37:23 > 1:37:25Where's Derek?
1:37:57 > 1:37:58What do you want?
1:37:58 > 1:38:01I've come to pay me respects.
1:38:01 > 1:38:03Oh, look.
1:38:03 > 1:38:05HE CHUCKLES
1:38:05 > 1:38:07The family.
1:38:07 > 1:38:10All together.
1:38:10 > 1:38:12Ain't that lovely?
1:38:15 > 1:38:17What, no David?
1:38:17 > 1:38:19I want you to leave.
1:38:24 > 1:38:27It's a shame, innit, eh?
1:38:29 > 1:38:31All those years, and what do they amount to?
1:38:31 > 1:38:33Hm?
1:38:33 > 1:38:35Nothing.
1:38:35 > 1:38:39I've seen death, Patricia.
1:38:39 > 1:38:41Horrible, it is.
1:38:41 > 1:38:42Horrible.
1:38:44 > 1:38:46There is no nice way to go out.
1:38:48 > 1:38:50You see, in the end,
1:38:50 > 1:38:53that's the one thing no-one wants to do, innit, eh?
1:38:54 > 1:38:55Die.
1:38:55 > 1:38:57Hm?
1:38:57 > 1:38:59Even the biggest man,
1:38:59 > 1:39:02he'll do anything. Anything.
1:39:02 > 1:39:06He'll beg, he'll grovel,
1:39:06 > 1:39:09he'll cling on for just one more second of it.
1:39:10 > 1:39:12Life, that is.
1:39:12 > 1:39:16You're wondering why I'm telling you this.
1:39:16 > 1:39:19You're going to find out for yourself, ain't you?
1:39:21 > 1:39:22And pretty soon, by the look of it.
1:39:22 > 1:39:26Your poor mother must be turning in her grave.
1:39:26 > 1:39:30Yeah, but you see, my mother was a saint.
1:39:30 > 1:39:32And she loved me.
1:39:32 > 1:39:33And I loved her.
1:39:33 > 1:39:36I'd have gone to the ends of the Earth for that woman.
1:39:36 > 1:39:38Yeah, me.
1:39:38 > 1:39:40Even me.
1:39:42 > 1:39:45Pity all children ain't so loyal, ain't it, hm?
1:39:45 > 1:39:47KNOCK AT DOOR
1:39:49 > 1:39:52Derek, what you doing, eh?
1:39:53 > 1:39:54Just paying my respects.
1:39:54 > 1:39:56Get out of here!
1:39:56 > 1:39:58I'm sorry, Pat. Derek, come on.
1:39:58 > 1:40:01SHE GASPS AND COUGHS
1:40:01 > 1:40:04SHE WHEEZES
1:40:10 > 1:40:11Pat.
1:40:11 > 1:40:14Pat, is there anything I can do for you?
1:40:14 > 1:40:17SHE GASPS FOR BREATH
1:40:17 > 1:40:19WEAKLY: Yes.
1:40:19 > 1:40:21Yes, love. Would you...
1:40:21 > 1:40:24Would you pass my medicine, please?
1:40:27 > 1:40:29In the... That's it.
1:40:35 > 1:40:37It's all right.
1:40:38 > 1:40:40It's nothing.
1:40:52 > 1:40:53Thanks.
1:40:56 > 1:40:58I... I think, maybe...
1:40:58 > 1:41:00you should go downstairs now.
1:41:00 > 1:41:03Yeah.
1:41:03 > 1:41:04Thank you.
1:41:21 > 1:41:23Everything all right?
1:41:23 > 1:41:26Yeah, lovely. Derek, let's go, come on.
1:41:26 > 1:41:28What about your missus?
1:41:28 > 1:41:32Thought she was the type of bird who liked to be waited for.
1:41:32 > 1:41:35Thanks for having us, Carol, and if you need anything,
1:41:35 > 1:41:36just let us know, yeah?
1:41:42 > 1:41:45SHE SOBS
1:41:49 > 1:41:52- SHE HYPERVENTILATES - All right.
1:41:52 > 1:41:55Babe. Come on, come here. Shh!
1:41:57 > 1:41:58You!
1:41:58 > 1:42:00You're...
1:42:00 > 1:42:01You are an evil little freak.
1:42:01 > 1:42:03What's brought this on?
1:42:03 > 1:42:05How dare you?!
1:42:05 > 1:42:09She's a dying woman and you're up there, tormenting her.
1:42:09 > 1:42:13- You wasn't even in the room, how do you know what was said? - One look at you,
1:42:13 > 1:42:15and I know. I know what happened.
1:42:15 > 1:42:16Now, you listen to me.
1:42:16 > 1:42:19Just cos you're sick, just cos you got the cancer too,
1:42:19 > 1:42:23- don't take it out on me. - Oi! Leave it out, Derek! That's out of order!- What? What?
1:42:25 > 1:42:28Why don't you for a walk, Derek?
1:42:28 > 1:42:29I mean it, go for a walk.
1:42:29 > 1:42:31Make it a long one.
1:42:37 > 1:42:38Pat.
1:42:40 > 1:42:42May I come in?
1:42:42 > 1:42:44Course, help yourself.
1:42:44 > 1:42:48I'm not up to a sermon, mind.
1:42:48 > 1:42:52Oh, no. I didn't come for that. No, I've come to wish you well.
1:42:54 > 1:42:58I brought you a cake, if you're in the mood for it.
1:42:58 > 1:43:01Maybe later. I'm not very hungry at the moment.
1:43:01 > 1:43:03No.
1:43:03 > 1:43:05- Would you like a drink of water?- No.
1:43:05 > 1:43:07No, thanks.
1:43:10 > 1:43:12How are you feeling?
1:43:12 > 1:43:15I've been better, Dot. I've been better.
1:43:17 > 1:43:20We've had our ups and downs, haven't we?
1:43:20 > 1:43:22Oh, you could say that, yeah!
1:43:22 > 1:43:26I seem to remember you whacking me round the mush a while back.
1:43:26 > 1:43:27No...
1:43:27 > 1:43:29Did I?
1:43:30 > 1:43:32No.
1:43:32 > 1:43:35You must have got me mixed up with Peggy.
1:43:36 > 1:43:37Yeah.
1:43:37 > 1:43:40Maybe my mind's playing tricks.
1:43:41 > 1:43:43Pat...
1:43:44 > 1:43:47I want to say something.
1:43:48 > 1:43:51I never had you down as a good mother...
1:43:51 > 1:43:53I'm sure my sons would agree.
1:43:53 > 1:43:55but you redeemed yourself, didn't you, Pat?
1:43:55 > 1:43:57Through your grandchildren.
1:43:57 > 1:44:01Your own children, they don't understand - how can they?
1:44:01 > 1:44:03They don't know what you're going through,
1:44:03 > 1:44:05how you're feeling.
1:44:05 > 1:44:09Maybe when they get older they begin to realise,
1:44:09 > 1:44:12but by that time, they're living away from you, aren't they?
1:44:12 > 1:44:15And it's gone.
1:44:15 > 1:44:18If you're trying to cheer me up, Dot, you're...not doing a very good job.
1:44:18 > 1:44:19Oh, I am sorry.
1:44:19 > 1:44:22I didn't mean it. It's just...
1:44:22 > 1:44:24It's just, I want to say...
1:44:27 > 1:44:29Consider it said.
1:44:31 > 1:44:34Would you like a lend of my Bible?
1:44:34 > 1:44:38I've had it years. My Auntie Gwen gave it to me.
1:44:38 > 1:44:41I mean, you never know, it might be of some comfort to you.
1:44:41 > 1:44:44And then again, it may not.
1:44:44 > 1:44:46Don't count me out, Dot.
1:44:46 > 1:44:48I ain't gone yet.
1:44:51 > 1:44:53You keep yourself warm.
1:44:59 > 1:45:01Bye.
1:45:40 > 1:45:42HE DIALS PHONE NUMBER
1:45:49 > 1:45:51HE HANGS UP
1:45:56 > 1:45:58Babe, don't listen to him.
1:46:00 > 1:46:01He's been on the sauce.
1:46:01 > 1:46:04He don't know what he's talking about.
1:46:04 > 1:46:07- He's right though, isn't he? He's right.- Course he ain't right.
1:46:09 > 1:46:11Don't you understand?
1:46:12 > 1:46:14She's the same as me.
1:46:16 > 1:46:18Cancer.
1:46:20 > 1:46:23That's what it's like, isn't it? That's what happens.
1:46:23 > 1:46:25That's what it's like dy...dying.
1:46:25 > 1:46:27Tan. You ain't going to die, all right?
1:46:27 > 1:46:29You don't know that! How do you know?
1:46:29 > 1:46:31A week ago she was fine.
1:46:31 > 1:46:34She was celebrating Christmas, unwrapping her presents,
1:46:34 > 1:46:37and then, it just... It doesn't give you a year's notice.
1:46:37 > 1:46:40- Sometimes it's that quick, Max... - Please.- It can be that quick.
1:46:40 > 1:46:42I'm here for you, all right? I'm here for you.
1:46:42 > 1:46:44What's going on? What you said to her?
1:46:44 > 1:46:47What have I said to her? I ain't said nothing.
1:46:47 > 1:46:51We just went to see Pat, that's all. She just got a bit upset.
1:46:51 > 1:46:53Mum?
1:46:53 > 1:46:57I'm sorry. I'm fine. Sorry, darling. I'm fine.
1:46:58 > 1:46:59I'll take it from here.
1:47:01 > 1:47:04I'll go and stick the kettle on. Come on, Abs. Come on.
1:47:04 > 1:47:06You tell Derek.
1:47:06 > 1:47:09You tell him... he is not welcome in this house.
1:47:16 > 1:47:18MUSIC FROM TELEVISION
1:47:18 > 1:47:20SHE SIGHS
1:47:49 > 1:47:52Five-star dining?
1:47:54 > 1:47:57Well, I was working. I just needed a snack.
1:47:57 > 1:48:01- I thought you were at the spa. Country house hotel.- I was.
1:48:01 > 1:48:03Really?
1:48:03 > 1:48:05Was it nice? You have a good time?
1:48:05 > 1:48:07Yeah. Yeah, it was good.
1:48:07 > 1:48:11Now, look, if you don't mind, I've got a lot to do.
1:48:11 > 1:48:13I called you.
1:48:13 > 1:48:16Hello, I called you a lot. I texted.
1:48:17 > 1:48:19I left my phone in the office.
1:48:20 > 1:48:23- Sorry.- Where were you, Janine?
1:48:23 > 1:48:25I was at the hotel.
1:48:25 > 1:48:27So you weren't at the clinic, then?
1:48:27 > 1:48:29The abortion clinic?
1:48:31 > 1:48:32No.
1:48:33 > 1:48:35No, I wasn't at the clinic.
1:48:35 > 1:48:38The appointment's for tomorrow.
1:48:38 > 1:48:41TELEVISION PLAYS
1:48:41 > 1:48:43CHILDREN CHATTER
1:49:00 > 1:49:03Anybody want a cup of tea?
1:49:03 > 1:49:06Pat, what you doing up?
1:49:06 > 1:49:07Making a cup a tea.
1:49:07 > 1:49:10Oh, it looks lovely in here.
1:49:10 > 1:49:13All cosy and Christmassy.
1:49:13 > 1:49:14You having a nice time, kids?
1:49:17 > 1:49:18You feeling better, Nan?
1:49:18 > 1:49:21Oh, not too bad, darling. Not too bad at all.
1:49:26 > 1:49:28For God's sake, go and stop her.
1:49:34 > 1:49:38- Hello, love. - Pat, you're supposed to be in bed.
1:49:38 > 1:49:40Ah...changed my mind.
1:49:40 > 1:49:42I can't stand being cooped up.
1:49:42 > 1:49:45Never could. Looks nice.
1:49:45 > 1:49:47What is it?
1:49:47 > 1:49:50- It's, er...peanut butter sandwiches for the kids.- Ah, yeah.
1:49:50 > 1:49:52Come on, Pat. Come and sit down.
1:49:52 > 1:49:54I'm just going to fill the kettle, love.
1:49:54 > 1:49:56I can do that for you.
1:49:56 > 1:49:57So, er...
1:49:57 > 1:50:01how's your young man? I haven't seen him for a while.
1:50:01 > 1:50:04- Yeah, he's good.- He's a nice boy.
1:50:04 > 1:50:06A very nice boy.
1:50:06 > 1:50:07Yeah, I know.
1:50:07 > 1:50:10If only nice were all it took, eh? To make us girls happy.
1:50:10 > 1:50:12Pat, please. Come.
1:50:12 > 1:50:16Bianca, will you please stop fussing?
1:50:16 > 1:50:21- I'm perfectly capable of making a cup of tea.- I know, but the nurse did say you have to rest.
1:50:21 > 1:50:23Since when have I done what I was told? Never.
1:50:23 > 1:50:26And I'm not going to start now.
1:50:26 > 1:50:29They know what they're talking about. They're professionals.
1:50:29 > 1:50:31I'm not giving in to this. I am going to fight it.
1:50:31 > 1:50:33How? How you going to do that?
1:50:33 > 1:50:35Watch me.
1:50:35 > 1:50:38I don't want tea. I want gin and tonic.
1:50:38 > 1:50:41- You sure that's a good idea? - We ain't got none, anyway.
1:50:41 > 1:50:42Don't give me that.
1:50:42 > 1:50:45We ain't. We've run out. We boozed it all up over Christmas.
1:50:45 > 1:50:49Whitney, go over to the Vic,
1:50:49 > 1:50:53and get me a bottle of gin. And I'll pay you when you get back.
1:50:53 > 1:50:57Well, don't look at her! Go on, I told you to get me a bottle of gin!
1:50:57 > 1:51:00Go on, Whit. Go on. I'll do this.
1:51:00 > 1:51:02SHE WHEEZES
1:51:02 > 1:51:05You happy now? Pat?
1:51:05 > 1:51:10Pat, what's happening? Ricky, come in here! Ricky, please!
1:51:10 > 1:51:12Pat?
1:51:12 > 1:51:15- Pat, what's happening?- What is it?
1:51:15 > 1:51:19- She's having some sort of attack! - Pat!- Here, get the chair.
1:51:19 > 1:51:21- Pat?- Pat?
1:51:21 > 1:51:24- You all right? - I'm going to call the nurse.
1:51:24 > 1:51:26Pat, you all right?
1:51:26 > 1:51:27You got her?
1:51:27 > 1:51:30- You OK, Nana?- Tiff, please, go back in the other room, babe.
1:51:30 > 1:51:32Tiff...
1:51:32 > 1:51:36- Do you like what I did for you? It's a get well card.- OK, darling.
1:51:36 > 1:51:38DOORBELL RINGS
1:51:38 > 1:51:40- You all right?- You all right?
1:51:42 > 1:51:44Surprise! We came as quick as we could.
1:51:44 > 1:51:46Had to cancel our tickets, get an earlier train.
1:51:46 > 1:51:50Tell you what, it cost a fortune. That's for Pat.
1:51:50 > 1:51:52You all right, Ricky?
1:51:52 > 1:51:54Oh, do you like my coat?
1:51:54 > 1:51:57- It's from Paris. - Come on, then. Where's the invalid?
1:51:57 > 1:52:01- Pat? What's happened? Hold that. - She's taken a turn for the worse.
1:52:01 > 1:52:04- You going upstairs?- Yeah.- Can I help?
1:52:04 > 1:52:09- Come on.- I'll try and call that nurse.- You all right, Pat?
1:52:21 > 1:52:23Tyler, same again.
1:52:23 > 1:52:25Yep.
1:52:26 > 1:52:28All right?
1:52:28 > 1:52:29- How's it going?- All right.
1:52:29 > 1:52:33- I need a bottle of gin.- That bad? - It's for Pat. Can I pay you later?
1:52:33 > 1:52:35- Do you mind?- Course, yeah.
1:52:35 > 1:52:37Hello, Whit.
1:52:37 > 1:52:38I'm in the doghouse.
1:52:41 > 1:52:44- Right, we only got these whoppers. - What's wrong with Lauren?
1:52:44 > 1:52:47She had one too many last night. Family's been on her case.
1:52:47 > 1:52:49You didn't try to stop her?
1:52:49 > 1:52:51How? I can't stop her drinking, can I?
1:52:51 > 1:52:54Come on. The amount that she puts away - it's not good, is it?
1:52:54 > 1:52:56Well, she's your girlfriend.
1:52:56 > 1:53:00- Whitney. Derek, hold the fort, would you, mate?- Pleasure.
1:53:03 > 1:53:04Whitney!
1:53:06 > 1:53:07Look, Whitney.
1:53:09 > 1:53:11What you being like that for?
1:53:11 > 1:53:13- Like what?- Well, grumpy.
1:53:13 > 1:53:15- Grumpy?- Yeah.
1:53:15 > 1:53:17Pat's dying.
1:53:17 > 1:53:19She's up in her room, dying.
1:53:19 > 1:53:22She's got a few days, probably less. So I'm sorry, Tyler,
1:53:22 > 1:53:25if I'm not jumping up and down dancing and singing for you.
1:53:25 > 1:53:27- I didn't mean that. - What did you mean, then?
1:53:27 > 1:53:31It's just I care about you, all right? I'm sorry.
1:53:31 > 1:53:34But, Whitney, I really care about you so much. All right?
1:53:34 > 1:53:36And I hate it when you're upset.
1:53:36 > 1:53:38It makes me feel...
1:53:38 > 1:53:42I don't know. I don't know. I'm not great with words,
1:53:42 > 1:53:45but it don't make me feel good. You laughing at me?
1:53:45 > 1:53:47I'm not. Sorry!
1:54:01 > 1:54:05- I've got to go.- Whit...- No, I can't do this. I really can't do this.
1:54:05 > 1:54:06I can't.
1:54:14 > 1:54:17Pretty obvious how you feel.
1:54:17 > 1:54:20Booking an abortion, sneaking off behind my back.
1:54:20 > 1:54:22So what are you saying?
1:54:22 > 1:54:24What, that...you want this baby? You want to keep it?
1:54:24 > 1:54:29Yeah, maybe I do. Maybe that's what we need. It'd be good for us. We could get married, have a kid.
1:54:29 > 1:54:30We could... be like other people.
1:54:30 > 1:54:32Maybe.
1:54:32 > 1:54:35- Yeah, I thought it might come down to that.- And if we did,
1:54:35 > 1:54:38I'd want to do it properly. I wouldn't want, um...
1:54:38 > 1:54:40Not like Tommy.
1:54:40 > 1:54:44I'd want us to be its mum and dad - married, secure environment.
1:54:44 > 1:54:45So you and me up the aisle?
1:54:45 > 1:54:47Yeah, yeah. Why not?
1:54:47 > 1:54:48It'd be great.
1:54:48 > 1:54:50It'd be the wedding of the year.
1:54:50 > 1:54:52SHE CHUCKLES
1:54:52 > 1:54:53And who would pay for it?
1:54:53 > 1:54:57Don't matter, does it? We'd just get a registry office, something simple.
1:54:57 > 1:55:00Yeah. Just as long as I signed on the dotted line.
1:55:00 > 1:55:01What?
1:55:01 > 1:55:05Cos when we were married, it wouldn't matter who paid for it.
1:55:05 > 1:55:08Because everything you've got, I guess, would be mine
1:55:08 > 1:55:09and everything I've got -
1:55:09 > 1:55:11businesses, property, all that money in the bank -
1:55:11 > 1:55:13would be yours, wouldn't it?
1:55:18 > 1:55:19Right.
1:55:19 > 1:55:22So this is still about me after your money, innit?
1:55:22 > 1:55:23Well, what else?
1:55:25 > 1:55:27- LOUDER:- What else?
1:55:29 > 1:55:30I love you.
1:55:32 > 1:55:33SHE SIGHS
1:55:33 > 1:55:35Love.
1:55:35 > 1:55:37You don't love me.
1:55:37 > 1:55:40How could you?
1:55:40 > 1:55:43No, you just want the contents of my purse.
1:55:43 > 1:55:45And do you know what, Michael?
1:55:45 > 1:55:47You can have it.
1:55:47 > 1:55:50Go on.
1:55:50 > 1:55:52Baby, you can have every last penny,
1:55:52 > 1:55:55because that is all you're going to get your hands on.
1:56:00 > 1:56:03Pat, will you please just come back to bed now and lie down?
1:56:03 > 1:56:07SHE PANTS And then what?
1:56:07 > 1:56:09Lie down and never get up again?
1:56:09 > 1:56:12Is that what you want for me? I won't do it.
1:56:13 > 1:56:18You are ill. You really do need to conserve your strength,
1:56:18 > 1:56:21- otherwise you might...- Die?
1:56:21 > 1:56:25You tell your father that. See if he cares.
1:56:25 > 1:56:29- He does care. My dad does care. - So where is he?
1:56:29 > 1:56:32He's on his way. I'm sure he's on his way.
1:56:32 > 1:56:34He is, he's on his way.
1:56:34 > 1:56:38Don't...lie to me, Bianca. Not now!
1:56:39 > 1:56:41I'm sorry.
1:56:42 > 1:56:45Don't... Don't lie to me.
1:56:53 > 1:56:55SHE SOBS
1:56:58 > 1:57:02Go on, you go downstairs. I'll make sure she's OK. All right?
1:57:03 > 1:57:05Come on, you.
1:57:05 > 1:57:08I don't need a male nurse, thank you very much.
1:57:08 > 1:57:12No, but you need to do what Bianca said, don't you?
1:57:12 > 1:57:14Need to save your energy.
1:57:14 > 1:57:18Come on, let's get some rest, have a lie down, yeah?
1:57:18 > 1:57:19Come on.
1:57:19 > 1:57:22Come on, just go nice and slow.
1:57:24 > 1:57:26Wasn't so hard, was it?
1:57:26 > 1:57:29I'm really sorry about Pat.
1:57:29 > 1:57:32I know she can be a right old cow sometimes, but...
1:57:32 > 1:57:35me and her go way back.
1:57:36 > 1:57:38- Yeah.- She's a one-off.
1:57:39 > 1:57:41Yeah.
1:57:41 > 1:57:44And... Well, I know what she means to you, too.
1:57:44 > 1:57:47She's been like a mum to you, ain't she?
1:57:47 > 1:57:49My mum's dead.
1:57:51 > 1:57:53Ricky, don't cry.
1:57:53 > 1:57:56You're so sweet. You're one of the sweetest guys I've ever met.
1:57:56 > 1:58:01Look, you're nothing to me, all right? Do you understand?
1:58:01 > 1:58:02There is nothing between us!
1:58:02 > 1:58:06Ricky, don't, all right? I didn't mean to upset you. I ju...
1:58:06 > 1:58:08Ricky, please.
1:58:08 > 1:58:10Please, come here.
1:58:10 > 1:58:15Look, it's all going to be OK, all right?
1:58:15 > 1:58:16It's going to be OK.
1:58:16 > 1:58:18Ricky?
1:58:19 > 1:58:22Ricky, you all right?
1:58:24 > 1:58:26He's a little bit upset.
1:58:26 > 1:58:29What's just happened here?
1:58:30 > 1:58:32Nothing.
1:58:36 > 1:58:39You're lying.
1:58:40 > 1:58:42I'm going to go.
1:58:42 > 1:58:44What have you just done to my husband?
1:58:46 > 1:58:50Well, I think that's between you and him, don't you?
3:00:00 > 3:00:02Last of the old bunch, ain't we?
3:00:04 > 3:00:06You're a young man, Ian.
3:00:06 > 3:00:09You got half your life ahead of you.
3:00:09 > 3:00:12Yeah. And I've got someone special to share it with.
3:00:12 > 3:00:14The word's "damaged".
3:00:14 > 3:00:17And if you ain't careful, she'll damage you and all.
3:00:17 > 3:00:20It's OK, Pat. All right? Just trust me, I know what I'm doing.
3:00:20 > 3:00:24Like you did with Cindy and Mel? Is Mandy any different?
3:00:24 > 3:00:26You don't have to worry about me, OK?
3:00:26 > 3:00:30- I've learnt from my mistakes. - I hope so.
3:00:30 > 3:00:33When I think of the things you've been through,
3:00:33 > 3:00:35some of them at the hands of my sons...
3:00:39 > 3:00:41Where is David?
3:00:43 > 3:00:45Don't know.
3:00:45 > 3:00:47But I spoke to Simon.
3:00:48 > 3:00:51He's well. I told him not to come all this way.
3:00:51 > 3:00:54It's the other side of the world, isn't it?
3:00:54 > 3:00:56Yeah.
3:00:58 > 3:01:01Ian, if you don't mind, I think I'll get forty winks.
3:01:01 > 3:01:04I'm feeling a little tired now.
3:01:04 > 3:01:08Can I do your pillow, or get you a drink or anything?
3:01:09 > 3:01:11You're a good boy, Ian.
3:01:11 > 3:01:13A good boy.
3:01:13 > 3:01:16I'm sorry if I haven't said that enough.
3:01:19 > 3:01:23I'll pop back later. Make sure you're all right.
3:01:23 > 3:01:24That'll be nice.
3:01:26 > 3:01:27Sleep well.
3:01:32 > 3:01:34Goodbye, Ian.
3:01:44 > 3:01:46I will not let it go.
3:01:46 > 3:01:48What do you want, B? A big row?
3:01:48 > 3:01:52Pat upstairs, your kids in the living room? Is that it, yeah?
3:01:53 > 3:01:55What's wrong?
3:01:57 > 3:01:58Mandy?
3:01:58 > 3:02:00What's up?
3:02:01 > 3:02:03Mandy.
3:02:06 > 3:02:07What's happened?
3:02:10 > 3:02:11Ask her.
3:02:17 > 3:02:19Do you know what's going on?
3:02:21 > 3:02:23Tell Pat I'll be back later, yeah?
3:02:29 > 3:02:30Mandy!
3:02:30 > 3:02:33What is it?
3:02:33 > 3:02:34What's happened?
3:02:36 > 3:02:38I slept with Ricky.
3:02:41 > 3:02:43What?
3:02:45 > 3:02:47I slept with him.
3:02:48 > 3:02:50And it was brilliant.
3:02:50 > 3:02:53It was nothing like how it was with you.
3:02:54 > 3:02:56I'm sorry.
3:03:03 > 3:03:06You think that all this, all these months of us being together,
3:03:06 > 3:03:11holding each other, me loving you, all that means nothing to you? It meant nothing?
3:03:11 > 3:03:13Look at me, look at me!
3:03:13 > 3:03:14Look at me!
3:03:14 > 3:03:16Look at me.
3:03:19 > 3:03:21Is this the face of a liar?
3:03:22 > 3:03:23Yes.
3:03:23 > 3:03:25You're sick.
3:03:25 > 3:03:29You're sick, girl. You're twisted. You can't get rid of a baby
3:03:29 > 3:03:31because you're suspicious!
3:03:31 > 3:03:35- It's insane!- I'd like you to leave now, I've business to attend to.
3:03:35 > 3:03:37What business? It's New Year's Day.
3:03:37 > 3:03:39I've got to take possession of a property.
3:03:39 > 3:03:41Pat has defaulted on her agreement,
3:03:41 > 3:03:43which makes me the proud owner of number 31.
3:03:43 > 3:03:46You're just going to go over there now? Kick 'em out?!
3:03:46 > 3:03:49I lent that old cow money, and she hasn't paid it all back.
3:03:49 > 3:03:50That makes her house mine.
3:03:50 > 3:03:52And believe me,
3:03:52 > 3:03:54I'm going to take great pleasure
3:03:54 > 3:03:58in snatching those keys from her withered hand.
3:03:59 > 3:04:00We had a drink.
3:04:00 > 3:04:03One thing led to another.
3:04:03 > 3:04:05You slept with him?!
3:04:07 > 3:04:08Yeah.
3:04:08 > 3:04:11That's all I've got to say on the matter.
3:04:11 > 3:04:14Don't you think I'm owed some sort of explanation?
3:04:15 > 3:04:17I don't want to talk about it.
3:04:17 > 3:04:19Do you like him?
3:04:20 > 3:04:22What's he said?
3:04:22 > 3:04:24What's going to happen?
3:04:24 > 3:04:25I don't know!
3:04:31 > 3:04:33I'm sorry.
3:04:38 > 3:04:40Don't you like me any more?
3:04:41 > 3:04:43It's not about that, Ian.
3:04:47 > 3:04:49I don't believe this.
3:04:50 > 3:04:53This is happening to me again, isn't it?
3:04:53 > 3:04:55First Simon, then David.
3:04:56 > 3:04:58Now him.
3:04:59 > 3:05:00Where you going?
3:05:02 > 3:05:04I'm going to call Jane, check on Bobby,
3:05:04 > 3:05:06and then I'm going over there.
3:05:06 > 3:05:08You can't!
3:05:08 > 3:05:09This isn't Ricky's fault.
3:05:09 > 3:05:12It's got nothing to do with Ricky, or you,
3:05:12 > 3:05:14or your sordid little fumble.
3:05:16 > 3:05:18This is about Pat.
3:05:21 > 3:05:23Don't cry. Bianca, please!
3:05:23 > 3:05:25You've got to understand, I didn't know what I was doing!
3:05:25 > 3:05:28- DOORBELL RINGS - I was off my head! - I can't, I can't...
3:05:28 > 3:05:31- We can't do this now, Ricky. Pat... - Please, you've got to forgive me!
3:05:31 > 3:05:35KNOCKING AT DOOR
3:05:35 > 3:05:36Well, answer it!
3:05:38 > 3:05:41- It's the Wicked Witch Of The West! - Thank you, Tiffany.
3:05:41 > 3:05:45- Charming as always(!) - We've been trying to call you.
3:05:45 > 3:05:48Yeah, I saw. Now, I have got some business to discuss.
3:05:48 > 3:05:52Listen, er... I've got some bad news.
3:05:52 > 3:05:55Save it, Ricky, because I've got some worse news.
3:05:55 > 3:05:56Pat's defaulted on her payments.
3:05:56 > 3:06:00So the house is forfeit. All right? Keys, please.
3:06:00 > 3:06:02What?
3:06:02 > 3:06:03Give me the keys.
3:06:03 > 3:06:05What's she on about?
3:06:05 > 3:06:07She wants to take the house.
3:06:07 > 3:06:10It's all above board, all right?
3:06:10 > 3:06:12So I suggest you keep your snout out.
3:06:12 > 3:06:15- Janine, this is not the moment. - I decide that, all right?
3:06:15 > 3:06:19Not you, not you, and not your ex-con wife!
3:06:20 > 3:06:21Keys.
3:06:21 > 3:06:22Pat's ill.
3:06:22 > 3:06:26- I've heard.- She's very ill.
3:06:26 > 3:06:27She's dying, Janine.
3:06:27 > 3:06:30Oh, right.
3:06:30 > 3:06:32Right, yeah. Of course she is(!)
3:06:32 > 3:06:35So I'll just rip this up and let the old cow have the house.
3:06:35 > 3:06:36Is that what you want?
3:06:36 > 3:06:39Don't you get it?!
3:06:39 > 3:06:40Pat is dying.
3:06:40 > 3:06:44- SHE YELLS:- She's got cancer! Terminal cancer!
3:06:44 > 3:06:47She probably won't even make it through the night. Do you get it?
3:06:47 > 3:06:50- SHE SCREAMS: - Do you get it now, do you?!
3:07:00 > 3:07:01She...
3:07:01 > 3:07:03She can't be.
3:07:03 > 3:07:06- Where you going? Oi!- No!
3:07:07 > 3:07:11Tiff, why don't you go watch telly? Everything's all right. Tiff?
3:07:11 > 3:07:13Ricky, leave her.
3:07:17 > 3:07:19Mum?
3:07:19 > 3:07:21You upset about Nana Pat?
3:07:21 > 3:07:23Yeah, I am.
3:07:26 > 3:07:30I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Tiff, I should've told you before.
3:07:31 > 3:07:33Do you want a cuddle?
3:07:35 > 3:07:36Yeah.
3:07:41 > 3:07:44DOORBELL RINGS
3:07:49 > 3:07:50KNOCKING AT DOOR
3:08:05 > 3:08:07Come to collect, have you?
3:08:08 > 3:08:10Well, as you can see,
3:08:10 > 3:08:13I'm not in a position to deal with you right now.
3:08:16 > 3:08:18Pat.
3:08:18 > 3:08:21I'm not well, Janine.
3:08:21 > 3:08:23I can't cope with anything else today.
3:08:23 > 3:08:25Look...
3:08:25 > 3:08:27I didn't know.
3:08:28 > 3:08:30I thought you were faking.
3:08:30 > 3:08:32Faking!
3:08:34 > 3:08:36Is there anything that I can do?
3:08:36 > 3:08:38Yeah.
3:08:38 > 3:08:41Just go, and leave me alone.
3:08:41 > 3:08:44No! No.
3:08:44 > 3:08:46I'm going to get you a doctor.
3:08:46 > 3:08:49I'm going to get you a good doctor. A private doctor.
3:08:49 > 3:08:52I'm going to pay for it, I don't care.
3:08:52 > 3:08:54In fact, I'm going to go and I'll find one now.
3:08:54 > 3:08:57No, there's no point.
3:08:57 > 3:08:59I've got the money, Pat. I want to.
3:08:59 > 3:09:02It's too late, Janine.
3:09:02 > 3:09:03I'm dying.
3:09:03 > 3:09:06No, no you can't be.
3:09:06 > 3:09:08I thought you'd be glad.
3:09:08 > 3:09:10Glad?!
3:09:11 > 3:09:13Glad?!
3:09:13 > 3:09:16Please, I don't want you to.
3:09:16 > 3:09:17I don't want you to.
3:09:19 > 3:09:21I've been horrible to you.
3:09:21 > 3:09:23And I've said some things.
3:09:25 > 3:09:29We've both said a lot of things over the years.
3:09:29 > 3:09:31You hate me.
3:09:31 > 3:09:33That's not true.
3:09:35 > 3:09:39You've got every right to hate me.
3:09:39 > 3:09:42I'm despicable, I am.
3:09:42 > 3:09:45I... I always have been.
3:09:45 > 3:09:49Not every little girl's abandoned by her father
3:09:49 > 3:09:51without so much as a word.
3:09:54 > 3:09:56I could've done more.
3:09:57 > 3:09:59If you'd given me a chance,
3:09:59 > 3:10:03I might've been a better mother to you.
3:10:04 > 3:10:08Maybe some of us just aren't cut out to be mothers.
3:10:08 > 3:10:12Yeah, you may be right about that.
3:10:12 > 3:10:14I ain't made too good a job of it.
3:10:17 > 3:10:19If I...
3:10:19 > 3:10:21If I just had a bit more time...
3:10:24 > 3:10:25..to go back.
3:10:26 > 3:10:30I... I'd do it all so different.
3:10:32 > 3:10:33How?
3:10:35 > 3:10:38I wouldn't worry about the silly little things,
3:10:38 > 3:10:41like how I looked or whether I was popular.
3:10:43 > 3:10:46I wouldn't have sold myself cheap for a couple a quid
3:10:46 > 3:10:49to some bloke I didn't even know.
3:10:51 > 3:10:53I would've been kinder.
3:10:54 > 3:10:58I'd have made the most of those moments.
3:10:58 > 3:10:59Having a baby,
3:10:59 > 3:11:01having a child.
3:11:01 > 3:11:06I'd... I'd have been there for my boys, in the right way.
3:11:08 > 3:11:12And I wouldn't have had four husbands.
3:11:14 > 3:11:17You wouldn't have married my dad?
3:11:17 > 3:11:18Oh, yeah.
3:11:18 > 3:11:21He's the only one I would've married.
3:11:22 > 3:11:24The only one love.
3:11:26 > 3:11:28That's what counts.
3:11:31 > 3:11:33When you're lying here,
3:11:33 > 3:11:36all alone, waiting.
3:11:36 > 3:11:38You see it all so clear.
3:11:40 > 3:11:43- See what?- What's important,
3:11:43 > 3:11:44what ain't.
3:11:52 > 3:11:53I'm pregnant.
3:11:54 > 3:11:56What?
3:11:57 > 3:11:59I'm pregnant with a man that I don't trust.
3:11:59 > 3:12:03I... I don't understand.
3:12:05 > 3:12:09I can't have this baby. I mean, how can I?
3:12:09 > 3:12:12I can't have... I've got to go and...
3:12:12 > 3:12:14What? Get rid of it?
3:12:16 > 3:12:19Is that what you really want?
3:12:19 > 3:12:21I'm no good.
3:12:21 > 3:12:24I'm selfish and I'm horrible.
3:12:24 > 3:12:28I mean, what if I don't deserve to be a mum?
3:12:30 > 3:12:32You'll be worse than me?
3:12:33 > 3:12:35What I done to my sons?
3:12:37 > 3:12:39No.
3:12:40 > 3:12:42You don't have to be like that.
3:12:42 > 3:12:45You could be a lovely mother,
3:12:45 > 3:12:47if you set your mind to it.
3:12:47 > 3:12:48Yeah.
3:12:48 > 3:12:51Janine, if you wanted it,
3:12:51 > 3:12:54it could be the making of you.
3:12:54 > 3:12:57Think of it, think.
3:12:57 > 3:13:00A little baby in your arms,
3:13:00 > 3:13:02looking up at you.
3:13:06 > 3:13:09They were the best years of my life
3:13:09 > 3:13:11and I didn't even know it.
3:13:17 > 3:13:19Why you being so nice to me?
3:13:21 > 3:13:23I don't deserve it, I don't.
3:13:28 > 3:13:32Cos you were the only daughter.
3:13:34 > 3:13:38The only little girl I ever really had.
3:13:40 > 3:13:43And despite everything, I...
3:13:43 > 3:13:45I always had a feeling for you.
3:13:47 > 3:13:50You probably reminded me of myself.
3:13:53 > 3:13:54Janine, we...
3:13:55 > 3:13:57We don't have to part on bad terms.
3:13:57 > 3:14:01Not everybody has to part on bad terms.
3:14:02 > 3:14:04Come on.
3:14:30 > 3:14:32Did it remind you of your father?
3:14:35 > 3:14:37Yeah, it did a bit.
3:14:42 > 3:14:44Let's forget about the tea.
3:14:44 > 3:14:46Let's have a brandy.
3:14:49 > 3:14:51See?
3:14:51 > 3:14:53I can still put a smile on your face.
3:15:02 > 3:15:04Dad, can I talk to you?
3:15:04 > 3:15:06Can't now, Abi. I got to find your Uncle Derek.
3:15:06 > 3:15:08It's about Lauren.
3:15:08 > 3:15:10She come home really late last night.
3:15:10 > 3:15:14She'd had a lot to drink and today she couldn't remember a thing.
3:15:14 > 3:15:15All right.
3:15:15 > 3:15:18She can't remember anything at all. She's got this cut on her head.
3:15:18 > 3:15:23- She'd...- Abi, it was New Year's Eve. She was probably out getting smashed with the rest of the world.
3:15:23 > 3:15:26- What's the problem?- No, it's not... - Abi, I can't do this now.
3:15:26 > 3:15:31Maybe you should think less about grassing your sister up and a bit more about your mum.
3:15:31 > 3:15:32It's her that's ill, Abi, not Lauren.
3:15:38 > 3:15:41What did you do? Get her to sign on the dotted line, did you?
3:15:41 > 3:15:43Of course not.
3:15:43 > 3:15:46Honestly, Ricky...
3:15:50 > 3:15:51I'm sorry.
3:15:51 > 3:15:53I'm really sorry about what I said earlier.
3:15:54 > 3:15:57Save it. You've got a visitor.
3:16:07 > 3:16:08What are you doing here?
3:16:08 > 3:16:10I couldn't just leave it.
3:16:14 > 3:16:18Did you mean it? What you said about me and the baby? Did you mean it?
3:16:18 > 3:16:19Yes.
3:16:19 > 3:16:21How do I know I can trust you?
3:16:21 > 3:16:22Cos you can.
3:16:22 > 3:16:27Because we're the same, you and me.
3:16:27 > 3:16:29We're messed up.
3:16:29 > 3:16:31I want this baby with you.
3:16:31 > 3:16:34I do, I do.
3:16:35 > 3:16:37Just give me a chance.
3:16:49 > 3:16:52DOORBELL RINGS
3:17:00 > 3:17:03It's hammering down out there. Any change?
3:17:03 > 3:17:06Well, no, I'll call you if anything happens.
3:17:06 > 3:17:09Well, I'd like to stay if you don't mind?
3:17:09 > 3:17:11Of course, yeah. Go through.
3:17:11 > 3:17:12- Give me that.- Thanks.
3:17:18 > 3:17:19No Mandy?
3:17:21 > 3:17:23No. She's unpacking.
3:17:23 > 3:17:26What about David? Any sign?
3:17:34 > 3:17:35Lauren?
3:17:35 > 3:17:38Lauren!
3:17:38 > 3:17:39What's wrong with her?
3:17:39 > 3:17:43We had a bit of a heavy night. She's just sleeping it off.
3:17:43 > 3:17:45If you go out with my daughter, you look after her.
3:17:45 > 3:17:47Yeah, course, I just let her have a kip.
3:17:47 > 3:17:49Nothing wrong with a drink, son.
3:17:51 > 3:17:53Tyler?
3:17:53 > 3:17:57Unless you don't want to drink with your big brother, eh?
3:18:08 > 3:18:11So what was all that about, Derek? You and Pat?
3:18:11 > 3:18:12She's a sick old woman.
3:18:12 > 3:18:14I went upstairs for a...
3:18:16 > 3:18:18Way out, I thought I'd say hello, eh?
3:18:18 > 3:18:20No harm in that, is there?
3:18:20 > 3:18:22What about that stuff with Tanya?
3:18:22 > 3:18:24Oh... That girl's got issues.
3:18:24 > 3:18:28Probably cos I done her sister. They're funny like that, women.
3:18:28 > 3:18:31Well, she don't need it, all right? And neither do I.
3:18:31 > 3:18:33Just stay away from Pat.
3:18:33 > 3:18:35You telling me what to do now?
3:18:35 > 3:18:40- No, you didn't have a ruck with her, you had a ruck with her son. - You don't know what he did to me.
3:18:40 > 3:18:42What do you mean, what he done to you?
3:18:42 > 3:18:46What, he made our sister pregnant? That's it, big deal, ain't the end of the world.
3:18:46 > 3:18:53- Why you got to take everything so personal? - Because he made it personal! David.
3:18:53 > 3:18:56I'll never forgive, Max, and I'll never, ever forget.
3:18:56 > 3:18:59- It's not in my nature. - Yeah, all right, Derek. Whatever.
3:18:59 > 3:19:02So what we doing then, eh?
3:19:02 > 3:19:04- Going back to yours? I'm starving. - Nah, forget it, yeah?
3:19:04 > 3:19:07It's Tanya, Del. You know?
3:19:07 > 3:19:08She's in a bad way.
3:19:11 > 3:19:14Never choose a woman over your brother, Max.
3:19:14 > 3:19:17Remember, I know things about you.
3:19:17 > 3:19:19Your little mistakes,
3:19:19 > 3:19:22things you don't want her indoors to know about.
3:19:24 > 3:19:26Or am I wrong?
3:19:33 > 3:19:36Derek, look, I've got to take Lauren home.
3:19:36 > 3:19:39I'll see you tomorrow. We'll have a drink then.
3:19:39 > 3:19:42Yeah, yeah, we'll go out tomorrow. One big happy family(!)
3:19:48 > 3:19:51Lauren? Lauren, wake up, will you?
3:19:51 > 3:19:54Lauren, we're going home, come on.
3:19:56 > 3:20:00- I really need a drink. - You ain't getting a drink.
3:20:00 > 3:20:03- We're going home. Come on. - What?! It's New Year's Day, Dad.
3:20:03 > 3:20:06- Tyler, tell him.- I'll see you tomorrow.- Come on, out.
3:20:21 > 3:20:23RAIN AND THUNDER
3:20:51 > 3:20:55- Not even Pat could down that lot. - DOORBELL
3:20:58 > 3:20:59I told her to stay put.
3:21:08 > 3:21:11- You going to invite me in or what? - I knew you'd come.
3:21:11 > 3:21:16- I knew it. Oh, I've missed you so much!- Hello, darling.
3:21:16 > 3:21:18I've missed you too.
3:21:18 > 3:21:19You'll never know how much.
3:21:19 > 3:21:23- Hey, come on, don't cry.- I'm not...
3:21:25 > 3:21:27Hello.
3:21:27 > 3:21:28Who are you?
3:21:28 > 3:21:30This is my dad.
3:21:30 > 3:21:32He's your grandad.
3:21:32 > 3:21:34- Oh, charming!- Don't mind her.
3:21:34 > 3:21:36Come on, come through.
3:21:40 > 3:21:41David.
3:21:41 > 3:21:44Carol. How are you?
3:21:45 > 3:21:47Yeah, not bad, considering.
3:21:48 > 3:21:52Um, this is Liam and Morgan, your grandsons.
3:21:52 > 3:21:54- Hi.- Hello.
3:21:55 > 3:21:59Hello. He's a friendly little fellah, ain't he?
3:21:59 > 3:22:01- Good boy.- Hi, David.
3:22:01 > 3:22:03- Janine?- Long time.
3:22:03 > 3:22:05Yeah, it is. I barely recognised you.
3:22:05 > 3:22:07This is Michael.
3:22:07 > 3:22:10We're having a baby together.
3:22:10 > 3:22:12Congratulations.
3:22:12 > 3:22:13Ian.
3:22:13 > 3:22:15David.
3:22:17 > 3:22:20Well, as much as I'd like to stand around and chat,
3:22:20 > 3:22:22I'm only really here to see my mum.
3:22:22 > 3:22:25- How is she? Any better?- Er...
3:22:25 > 3:22:28- No, she's...- She's got cancer.
3:22:28 > 3:22:29She's dying.
3:22:30 > 3:22:33Hang on, I got a message. I just, I thought she was very ill.
3:22:33 > 3:22:34She is very ill.
3:22:34 > 3:22:38Yeah, she's had heart problems, she went to the hospital,
3:22:38 > 3:22:39they done some tests,
3:22:39 > 3:22:40and found cancer.
3:22:40 > 3:22:43And it's just brought on all sorts of complications.
3:22:43 > 3:22:46- What sort?- Well, just...
3:22:46 > 3:22:48it's a bit complicated, you know?
3:22:50 > 3:22:51Yeah, yeah.
3:22:51 > 3:22:53Right, um...
3:22:53 > 3:22:56Anyway, I'm really pleased you're here.
3:22:56 > 3:22:57Yes, yes, so am I.
3:22:57 > 3:22:59So am I.
3:23:00 > 3:23:02Right, I suppose I'd better go and see her then.
3:23:02 > 3:23:04Yeah, she's upstairs with...
3:23:04 > 3:23:06Ricky's with her.
3:23:06 > 3:23:08Is he?
3:23:08 > 3:23:09Yeah.
3:23:09 > 3:23:11She's upstairs with Ricky.
3:23:11 > 3:23:14It's a bit wet, this. Where can I put it?
3:23:14 > 3:23:17- I'll take it. I'm Whitney, by the way.- Thank you. Thanks.
3:23:19 > 3:23:22Right, I'll see you in a bit then, yeah?
3:23:29 > 3:23:32Go on. She don't bite.
3:23:50 > 3:23:53HE KNOCKS GENTLY
3:23:53 > 3:23:54Come in...
3:23:58 > 3:24:00David. You, you came.
3:24:00 > 3:24:02Course I came.
3:24:02 > 3:24:06I came as soon as I could. Ricky, good to see you again.
3:24:06 > 3:24:09Yeah, you too.
3:24:10 > 3:24:13Well, I'll leave you two to it.
3:24:13 > 3:24:14Yeah.
3:24:15 > 3:24:17Thanks, Ricky.
3:24:20 > 3:24:23I was hoping you'd come.
3:24:23 > 3:24:25How you feeling, Mum?
3:24:25 > 3:24:28Not so good.
3:24:29 > 3:24:31Bianca...
3:24:31 > 3:24:33She, um... She filled me in.
3:24:33 > 3:24:37Did she tell you I'm on my last legs?
3:24:37 > 3:24:39No, no, no. Nothing like that.
3:24:39 > 3:24:42She just said you ain't been feeling very well.
3:24:42 > 3:24:46But...you came back to see me.
3:24:46 > 3:24:51I would have brought you some flowers but everything's closed.
3:24:51 > 3:24:53It's New Year's Day, innit?
3:24:53 > 3:24:55Yeah, exactly.
3:24:55 > 3:24:57I never liked it very much.
3:24:59 > 3:25:01Resolutions you'd never keep.
3:25:03 > 3:25:06I don't have to worry about that this year though, will I?
3:25:06 > 3:25:09Hey, you never know - doctors today.
3:25:09 > 3:25:12That ain't going to happen.
3:25:12 > 3:25:13Come...
3:25:16 > 3:25:18So, how are you David?
3:25:18 > 3:25:21Yeah, I'm all right.
3:25:21 > 3:25:23And Joe.
3:25:23 > 3:25:25How's Joe?
3:25:25 > 3:25:27He's doing well I believe, Mum, yeah.
3:25:27 > 3:25:30You got a new family? Girlfriend?
3:25:30 > 3:25:33We've sort of had a parting of the ways, you know...
3:25:33 > 3:25:34She had kids, a couple of kids.
3:25:34 > 3:25:38I lived with them for a while, but it didn't work out, you know...
3:25:40 > 3:25:42- It didn't work out?- No.
3:25:42 > 3:25:45Business, you know. I work too hard.
3:25:45 > 3:25:47And then you paid your brother a visit?
3:25:50 > 3:25:53Do you really want to talk about that now, Mum?
3:25:53 > 3:25:57You want small talk? I'm way past that.
3:25:57 > 3:26:01So what's this, a last telling off?
3:26:01 > 3:26:03Last chance to have a go?
3:26:03 > 3:26:05I'm just...concerned.
3:26:05 > 3:26:07Oh, concerned?
3:26:07 > 3:26:10Well, I can't talk back, can I? Given the situation.
3:26:10 > 3:26:12I can't defend myself and put the other side over,
3:26:12 > 3:26:15so sort of got me over a barrel, don't you?
3:26:15 > 3:26:17He's your brother.
3:26:17 > 3:26:19Mum, I didn't come here to argue.
3:26:19 > 3:26:21I just...
3:26:22 > 3:26:24I just wanted to...
3:26:24 > 3:26:25Soft soap me?
3:26:27 > 3:26:30Why are you doing this? Why?
3:26:30 > 3:26:33This could be our last time together.
3:26:33 > 3:26:36It could be our very last moments. Why do this?
3:26:36 > 3:26:39- Because I care! - Yeah, course you do.
3:26:39 > 3:26:43All my life, I have tried
3:26:43 > 3:26:47to keep you on the right path,
3:26:47 > 3:26:49away from the bad, but...
3:26:49 > 3:26:52oh, you don't listen, David!
3:26:54 > 3:26:57My childhood memories...
3:26:57 > 3:26:59your knickers on the stair carpet
3:26:59 > 3:27:01and you at it with some salesman,
3:27:01 > 3:27:03(with the bedroom door open.)
3:27:03 > 3:27:07That's item one on a long, long list.
3:27:07 > 3:27:11And how many years do I have to spend
3:27:11 > 3:27:13saying sorry for that?
3:27:13 > 3:27:17For what? For leaving us, night after night,
3:27:17 > 3:27:19while you were...
3:27:19 > 3:27:20"out?"
3:27:21 > 3:27:23Five years old, I was.
3:27:23 > 3:27:25Five years old,
3:27:25 > 3:27:28walking home from school, on my own.
3:27:29 > 3:27:31I was...
3:27:31 > 3:27:33going through a difficult time.
3:27:33 > 3:27:36- Oh...- I was so young.
3:27:36 > 3:27:39Well, that's fine then, ain't it? That's fine, that's fine.
3:27:39 > 3:27:43- I love you, David. - Yeah, course you do.- I do.
3:27:45 > 3:27:46I love you.
3:27:47 > 3:27:50Probably more than you deserve.
3:27:50 > 3:27:54You never loved me, never.
3:27:55 > 3:27:59Not one moment in my whole stinking life,
3:28:01 > 3:28:04not really, Mum, not like a kid should be loved,
3:28:04 > 3:28:06not when it counted.
3:28:06 > 3:28:08You can say it now, can't you?
3:28:10 > 3:28:11But it's too late.
3:28:12 > 3:28:13It's too late, Mum.
3:28:13 > 3:28:15I'm dying.
3:28:16 > 3:28:19Can't you say just a few words of kindness?
3:28:22 > 3:28:26I meant to, Mum. I really did, I wanted to, but...
3:28:26 > 3:28:29we started off all right, now it's all gone wrong.
3:28:29 > 3:28:31Come. Come closer.
3:28:31 > 3:28:34Come, come on, come.
3:28:34 > 3:28:37Oh...let...
3:28:38 > 3:28:41- Let me look at you. - Look at what?
3:28:41 > 3:28:43Your face.
3:28:45 > 3:28:48Your beautiful face.
3:28:48 > 3:28:52The face... The face of my first born. My little boy.
3:28:52 > 3:28:53Don't, Mum!
3:28:53 > 3:28:56That's what you are.
3:28:58 > 3:29:02You're.... If I could go back...
3:29:04 > 3:29:05change what I've done,
3:29:05 > 3:29:07I would. I...
3:29:07 > 3:29:13- I promise, I promise you, I would. - You can't, Mum.
3:29:13 > 3:29:17You just can't change anything with just one conversation,
3:29:17 > 3:29:19it's not possible.
3:29:19 > 3:29:20Please.
3:29:23 > 3:29:25Please, don't waste your life.
3:29:27 > 3:29:29I know you, David.
3:29:29 > 3:29:32I know you better than anyone.
3:29:33 > 3:29:36Ever since you were a little boy,
3:29:36 > 3:29:39you'd make a mess,
3:29:39 > 3:29:41and you'd jump on your bike
3:29:41 > 3:29:43and you run away...
3:29:45 > 3:29:50Disappear over the horizon and start again.
3:29:50 > 3:29:53You are a 49-year-old man, David.
3:29:54 > 3:29:58WHERE are you running to?
3:29:58 > 3:30:01Where is there left to run to?
3:30:02 > 3:30:04Nowhere.
3:30:05 > 3:30:07You're running...
3:30:10 > 3:30:14Running here, to where I am right now.
3:30:14 > 3:30:17To a lonely grave.
3:30:20 > 3:30:25Please, don't waste your life
3:30:25 > 3:30:28because of me,
3:30:28 > 3:30:31because of what I've done.
3:30:32 > 3:30:34You can change.
3:30:34 > 3:30:36I know you can.
3:30:36 > 3:30:39- You can change. - I can't, Mum. I can't.
3:30:40 > 3:30:42I can't change.
3:30:43 > 3:30:47In fact, I'm going to do what's expected of me right now
3:30:47 > 3:30:49and I'm going to run, right now,
3:30:49 > 3:30:52- cos I can't stand this.- No.
3:30:52 > 3:30:55Cos that's what I'm good at.
3:30:55 > 3:30:56No, David...
3:30:56 > 3:30:58Sorry, Mum.
3:30:58 > 3:31:00- Goodbye.- Where are you going?
3:31:00 > 3:31:02David...
3:31:02 > 3:31:04David... David!
3:31:04 > 3:31:07David...
3:31:07 > 3:31:08Oh!
3:31:08 > 3:31:10SHE WINCES AND GASPS
3:31:16 > 3:31:20- She all right?- Where's my coat? - What's the matter?- What you doing?
3:31:20 > 3:31:23- I've got your coat.- What's happened? - I have to love you and leave you.
3:31:23 > 3:31:25- What?!- I got a plane to catch. - David.
3:31:25 > 3:31:27I have to go darling, I'm sorry.
3:31:27 > 3:31:30- I hope you understand.- Dad?- Ta-ra.
3:31:30 > 3:31:32Dad!
3:31:32 > 3:31:34DOOR SLAMS SHUT
3:31:34 > 3:31:35Dad! Dad!
3:31:35 > 3:31:38- Go back inside, Bianca. Just go back inside.- What did she say?
3:31:38 > 3:31:40She didn't say anything. Nothing.
3:31:40 > 3:31:44- Please don't go.- I've got to go, darling, I'm sorry.- I need you.
3:31:44 > 3:31:46- Pat needs you. We all need you. - You don't need me,
3:31:46 > 3:31:49you got a whole family in there. You got a whole life!
3:31:49 > 3:31:50You're my dad!
3:31:51 > 3:31:52Please don't go.
3:31:54 > 3:31:57I've got to go, darling. I'm sorry. Go back inside.
3:31:57 > 3:32:00Bianca, get back inside. Come on!
3:32:01 > 3:32:04- Go on!- Go on, darling, go back.
3:32:04 > 3:32:07- The kids are scared. - Please. Please, go back inside.
3:32:07 > 3:32:10Bravo. You never fail to disappoint, do you?
3:32:10 > 3:32:14Oh, change the record, Carol. I've heard it a million times!
3:32:14 > 3:32:16She's a dying woman.
3:32:16 > 3:32:20And her own son has just enough time to pay her a flying visit before he runs off and dumps her.
3:32:20 > 3:32:23This ain't all down to me. It's not all on me.
3:32:23 > 3:32:26I came back, didn't I? I came!
3:32:26 > 3:32:28Do you think I wanted to see this place again?
3:32:28 > 3:32:32D'you think I wanted to be reminded?
3:32:32 > 3:32:34Reminded of everything that happened?
3:32:34 > 3:32:36D'you think I want to feel that bad about myself?
3:32:36 > 3:32:39- Yourself?! What about your mum? Pat? You are her son.- I don't care!
3:32:39 > 3:32:42I don't believe you. I don't! You love her.
3:32:42 > 3:32:45You were just too afraid to show it. Just like you always were.
3:32:45 > 3:32:49Just like you are with everyone. Don't do this now,
3:32:49 > 3:32:52don't make this mistake. Go back in there now, before it is too late!
3:33:00 > 3:33:03Well, well, well, well, well...
3:33:03 > 3:33:04HE CACKLES
3:33:04 > 3:33:10Now ain't this a nice surprise, eh? After all these years.
3:33:10 > 3:33:11Derek.
3:33:11 > 3:33:13Come to see the...grave, have we?
3:33:13 > 3:33:16Well, the corpse is up there if you want to have a look.
3:33:16 > 3:33:21No? Good. Cos we got some old business to finish, me and you, ain't we?
3:33:21 > 3:33:23- Leave him alone! - Shut up, Carol, please!
3:33:23 > 3:33:27Please, babe. Now, where were we?
3:33:27 > 3:33:29CAROL SCREAMS Get off him! David!
3:33:29 > 3:33:31Up you get, plenty more where that came from.
3:33:31 > 3:33:34Don't touch him again, Derek. He's going, he's leaving.
3:33:34 > 3:33:37- Don't you hurt him. Go on, he's leaving. - That true? You on your way?
3:33:37 > 3:33:39David.
3:33:39 > 3:33:40- No, it ain't.- What?
3:33:40 > 3:33:43I ain't going nowhere.
3:33:43 > 3:33:46- HE LAUGHS - Get out my way.- Derek.
3:33:46 > 3:33:48Get out of my way.
3:33:48 > 3:33:51- Get out of my way! - CAROL SCREAMS
3:33:51 > 3:33:53Leave him alone!
3:33:53 > 3:33:54This ain't over, David!
3:33:54 > 3:33:57I see you again, you're a dead man!
3:33:57 > 3:33:59- Get off him!- A dead man!
3:34:08 > 3:34:11Ian...what is it? What's happened?
3:34:14 > 3:34:16PAT CROAKS
3:34:16 > 3:34:18Pat?
3:34:18 > 3:34:21- She can't breathe.- Mum?
3:34:21 > 3:34:23Mum. Mum, it's me.
3:34:23 > 3:34:25It's David.
3:34:25 > 3:34:26I've come back.
3:34:26 > 3:34:28I'm not running this time.
3:34:28 > 3:34:30I've come back for you, Mum.
3:34:32 > 3:34:34Mum? Mum...
3:34:34 > 3:34:36come on, talk to me.
3:34:36 > 3:34:38Mum?
3:34:40 > 3:34:42I'm sorry.
3:34:45 > 3:34:46I'm sorry for everything.
3:34:48 > 3:34:50I forgive you.
3:34:54 > 3:34:55I love you, Mum.
3:34:59 > 3:35:00SHE MUMBLES
3:35:00 > 3:35:03What is it? What?
3:35:03 > 3:35:07I...don't want to die.
3:35:08 > 3:35:10You're not going to die.
3:35:10 > 3:35:13I promise you, you're not going to die.
3:35:13 > 3:35:15I'm scared.
3:35:17 > 3:35:19Come on.
3:35:22 > 3:35:24SHE GASPS
3:35:28 > 3:35:30Mum...
3:35:30 > 3:35:31Mum?
3:35:35 > 3:35:36Mum!
3:35:38 > 3:35:39Mum?
3:35:48 > 3:35:49She...
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