07/09/2012

0:00:36 > 0:00:39And make an effort. You've got to make an effort.

0:00:39 > 0:00:42And put your hand up and say please and thank you, yeah?

0:00:42 > 0:00:47And don't be nervous. First impressions are very important.

0:00:47 > 0:00:49Oscar. Oscar,

0:00:49 > 0:00:52you want to look good for your first day at school, don't you, eh?

0:00:52 > 0:00:55People remember the first impression.

0:00:55 > 0:00:57Right, come on, then.

0:00:58 > 0:01:00And you cannot be late.

0:01:00 > 0:01:02Because that would be a very bad start.

0:01:02 > 0:01:06- And if any of those kids give you grief...- Yes. Yes.

0:01:06 > 0:01:08I'll tell a teacher.

0:01:10 > 0:01:11SHE SPEAKS SHARPLY IN URDU

0:01:27 > 0:01:29I got you this for your break. I was thinking

0:01:29 > 0:01:32- I could give you a lift as well, yeah?- Yeah.

0:01:32 > 0:01:35No. I have said no. I can manage. And I will take him.

0:01:35 > 0:01:37Then I have to go to school

0:01:37 > 0:01:39and tell them I don't have time to go back next year,

0:01:39 > 0:01:43then call the solicitors, then meet the woman doing this Fine Cafe blog

0:01:43 > 0:01:46and then I have to try and work out

0:01:46 > 0:01:49- why the chippie fryer won't go hot. - Just give me a break.

0:01:49 > 0:01:52OK? I'm trying here. I'm not...

0:01:52 > 0:01:55I'm getting back to normal, aren't I?

0:01:55 > 0:01:58Lucy, no, please. I can help, can't I?

0:01:59 > 0:02:01How you going to know if you don't give me a chance?

0:02:03 > 0:02:04Come on.

0:02:09 > 0:02:11One chance.

0:02:12 > 0:02:13Don't blow it, Dad.

0:02:16 > 0:02:18Come on, then, mate.

0:02:28 > 0:02:30Kat? Kat!

0:02:33 > 0:02:35Problem.

0:02:36 > 0:02:40Oh, look.

0:02:46 > 0:02:49I know, darling. You'll just have to paint him a little picture.

0:02:49 > 0:02:53You can draw him a picture of your first day at school so it feels like he was here, OK?

0:02:53 > 0:02:55Go on, then. Good luck.

0:02:55 > 0:02:58- You don't understand. He's had a headache...- Yeah, OK.

0:02:58 > 0:03:02Parents this side of the gate. It's school policy, nothing personal.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04Promise me, if he tells you he has a headache,

0:03:04 > 0:03:07make sure he drinks plenty of water. He gets dehydrated.

0:03:07 > 0:03:10- I make sure he drinks lots at home. - You know they've got taps here?

0:03:10 > 0:03:12Yeah, yeah. Or call me!

0:03:12 > 0:03:16And I put on the form that he was mildly lactose-intolerant as a baby,

0:03:16 > 0:03:18so any problems, just...

0:03:21 > 0:03:22Oh, Ian...

0:03:22 > 0:03:24- Coffee.- Huh?

0:03:24 > 0:03:27We need coffee. Everyone goes for coffee.

0:03:27 > 0:03:30It's like first day at school for the parents,

0:03:30 > 0:03:32only we go to a cafe and it's cliquier.

0:03:33 > 0:03:37Every single other dad is here. Even Ian Beale is here.

0:03:38 > 0:03:39Even I'm here, Max.

0:03:39 > 0:03:42That's not something we could've guaranteed a year ago, is it?

0:03:42 > 0:03:45No, all you had to do was pick the car up

0:03:45 > 0:03:47and then show up here on time.

0:03:47 > 0:03:49Yeah? Well, it's too late now, isn't it?

0:03:49 > 0:03:51You might as well stay stuck on the M25.

0:04:18 > 0:04:20Kat, listen, I know it looks bad, sweetheart,

0:04:20 > 0:04:22but you can't go throwing accusations, all right?

0:04:22 > 0:04:27- It's becoming an habit with you. You just can't throw the woman...- Out!

0:04:27 > 0:04:28But I invited her.

0:04:28 > 0:04:31- Now.- Now? But I've just found her some apple crumble.

0:04:31 > 0:04:34We let you stay here, yeah? He give you a job...

0:04:34 > 0:04:37- Kat, she's hardly done it on purpose, has she?- Done what?

0:04:37 > 0:04:41Tommy is covered in little red bumps, and it's not measles or chickenpox.

0:04:41 > 0:04:43- I know cos I've looked online. - It's bed bugs.

0:04:43 > 0:04:47- She's infested the whole of upstairs with bed bugs.- I ain't got bugs.

0:04:47 > 0:04:50- To be fair, she hasn't got a bed.- No, you ain't.

0:04:50 > 0:04:52Did you not get my message on Friday?

0:04:52 > 0:04:55- You're not welcome here, Shirley. - Kat, Kat, stop!

0:04:55 > 0:04:57Sorry, Shirley, she's just a bit upset.

0:04:57 > 0:05:00That's bang out of order, by the way, all right?

0:05:00 > 0:05:04Listen, maybe I think it's best...

0:05:04 > 0:05:07Thank you for your hospitality.

0:05:07 > 0:05:11Can't she just have a little bit of apple crumble before she goes?

0:05:11 > 0:05:15Can't she just have a little bath first? That's just common decency.

0:05:15 > 0:05:18No! Jean, look!

0:05:22 > 0:05:26No, no. This morning instead of this afternoon is...fine.

0:05:27 > 0:05:30We're very grateful for your time, Ms Hickey.

0:05:30 > 0:05:34"Service" industry. The clue's in the name.

0:05:34 > 0:05:37I don't know why I didn't stay at home and have a bacon sarnie,

0:05:37 > 0:05:39these prices.

0:05:39 > 0:05:41- Because I am treating you.- Urgh!

0:05:41 > 0:05:45No. I can meet you at the tube station. My pleasure.

0:05:45 > 0:05:49Well, the Fine Cafe Guide can either make or break a place, Ms Hickey...

0:05:51 > 0:05:52Bethan.

0:05:52 > 0:05:55Yeah, well, we at Cindy's Cafe look forward to welcoming you

0:05:55 > 0:05:57when you can get here.

0:05:57 > 0:06:00Service. Come on!

0:06:00 > 0:06:02- Service!- Just go away!

0:06:05 > 0:06:08So there I am, waving at the gate. Not even a backward glance.

0:06:08 > 0:06:12Still, Oscar's always been quite independent, you know.

0:06:12 > 0:06:14Yeah, I think it comes from having older siblings.

0:06:14 > 0:06:18I think if Denny's nervous, it's cos he's a little bit sensitive.

0:06:18 > 0:06:20Most intelligent boys are.

0:06:22 > 0:06:25Still. It's hard with your first, isn't it?

0:06:25 > 0:06:28Sort of a big wrench, isn't it? Letting go.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30It's easy to get paranoid.

0:06:30 > 0:06:33- I beg your pardon?- Sorry?

0:06:33 > 0:06:35I'm paranoid?

0:06:35 > 0:06:36Um, no, but...

0:06:38 > 0:06:40It's natural, innit?

0:06:40 > 0:06:44They do say recognising the problem's half the battle won, so...

0:06:44 > 0:06:48- And is it difficult to see where Oscar gets it from?- Pardon?

0:06:48 > 0:06:49Well, attitude.

0:06:49 > 0:06:53You're probably not aware, but they pick it up from their parents.

0:06:53 > 0:06:56You know, this flippant, disrespectful attitude, and...

0:06:56 > 0:06:59No offence, Tanya, but it greatly reduces Oscar's future prospects.

0:06:59 > 0:07:04- There's plenty of research to show for it.- What, from America? Is it different in America?

0:07:04 > 0:07:06Is everything perfect in America?

0:07:06 > 0:07:09Oh, I'm sorry. One of us has to rise above it.

0:07:09 > 0:07:12I will not have my only son's first day at school ruined by you.

0:07:12 > 0:07:17Don't worry, his mother'll do that, like she does everything else for him.

0:07:25 > 0:07:27See? Even your best friend finds you embarrassing.

0:07:27 > 0:07:29And where exactly is your husband

0:07:29 > 0:07:31on the most important morning of Oscar's life?

0:07:31 > 0:07:33- Actually, Max isn't my husband.- No?

0:07:33 > 0:07:34Sensible man.

0:07:56 > 0:07:58SEAGULLS CRY

0:09:14 > 0:09:16SHE MOUTHS SILENTLY

0:09:21 > 0:09:23(Quick, quick!)

0:09:32 > 0:09:33Right.

0:09:47 > 0:09:49Mission accomplished. Right, get your kit off.

0:09:59 > 0:10:00Luce?

0:10:02 > 0:10:04She needs help.

0:10:04 > 0:10:06Here we go. Mr Bleeding Heart.

0:10:06 > 0:10:08What she needs is a clip round the earhole

0:10:08 > 0:10:12- and a lesson in customer service. - Oh, have some compassion, woman.

0:10:12 > 0:10:16The poor girl doesn't know whether she coming or going.

0:10:16 > 0:10:20Oh, if that's the case, why is she off inviting cafe guides

0:10:20 > 0:10:22to have a look at her dirty little kitchen?

0:10:22 > 0:10:24Because she's a kid,

0:10:24 > 0:10:26out of her depth.

0:10:27 > 0:10:29Didn't you ever mess up at her age?

0:10:33 > 0:10:35Oh, do me a favour!

0:10:35 > 0:10:38How do you even know this Bed Bugged company is legit?

0:10:38 > 0:10:41You want to go DIY. I've got a crate of hairspray in the basement.

0:10:41 > 0:10:45Shut up. Anyway, the good news is they can start straightaway.

0:10:45 > 0:10:47- The bad news is, it's going to cost you a ton an hour.- No, Nan.

0:10:47 > 0:10:50The bad news is, we've got to shut the pub down

0:10:50 > 0:10:51and lose what? A week of takings?

0:10:51 > 0:10:53And move out. All of us out of our own home.

0:10:53 > 0:10:55No, no. No. Not all of us.

0:10:55 > 0:10:58One of us has got to stay behind, to act as bug bait.

0:11:00 > 0:11:04Yes, hello, mate, I'm still here. Yeah, it's Alfie...Alfie Moon. Yeah.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12Oh...!

0:11:13 > 0:11:15For goodness' sake!

0:11:17 > 0:11:19Does washing do it?

0:11:19 > 0:11:22Does washing everything we own make a blind bit of difference?

0:11:22 > 0:11:24This is Phil's fault.

0:11:24 > 0:11:27Beer, telly, feet up, eating one of those chocolate bars

0:11:27 > 0:11:29- with the crispy bits. I won't even feel the pain.- Alfie!

0:11:29 > 0:11:31For once, can you fight for us?

0:11:31 > 0:11:32What you on about?

0:11:32 > 0:11:36- How is this Phil's fault? I'll be fine, all right?- He'll be fine.

0:11:36 > 0:11:40- They'll eat you alive.- No. If he wears his going-out aftershave,

0:11:40 > 0:11:42there isn't a bug around that'll touch him.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45- I'm not leaving you, Alfie.- Kat!

0:11:45 > 0:11:46Come on, sweetheart.

0:11:46 > 0:11:50Hang on to your hormones. I know how you feel about me, darling.

0:11:50 > 0:11:51It's only for a couple of days!

0:11:51 > 0:11:55- What can we do that Phil hasn't done already?- Take responsibility.

0:11:55 > 0:11:58Face up to what he's done to Shirley, for what he's doing to us.

0:11:58 > 0:12:01This is not your fault. It's not right that you're paying for it.

0:12:01 > 0:12:04How can I have the love of my life looking like a pepperoni pizza?

0:12:04 > 0:12:06HE LAUGHS

0:12:06 > 0:12:08Tell you what, how about this? Let's see.

0:12:08 > 0:12:09You take this with you.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11That's me, you and little Tommy.

0:12:11 > 0:12:14Put it by the bed, give it kisses every night before you go to sleep.

0:12:14 > 0:12:17No. No, I can't go, Alfie.

0:12:18 > 0:12:19Why?

0:12:23 > 0:12:24Cos I want to stay with you.

0:12:24 > 0:12:26I feel a song coming on.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29I know, sweetheart, and I'd love you to stay, but you know...

0:12:29 > 0:12:31I'm going to go and do me own packing.

0:12:31 > 0:12:33You do that, darling.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35Look...

0:12:35 > 0:12:40Listen, I know you want to go, all right? Giving me the old flannel.

0:12:40 > 0:12:42Tell you what - why don't you take the Christmas money?

0:12:42 > 0:12:46OK? What is it they say? Yeah, absence makes the heart grow fonder.

0:12:46 > 0:12:48- Come on, take it. - TOMMY CRIES

0:12:48 > 0:12:51Kat, will you stop turning this into a drama, right?

0:12:51 > 0:12:53Please, get yourself a room. It's there.

0:12:53 > 0:12:57All right, Tommy, I'm coming. Stop scratching. Tommy, I'm here...

0:13:04 > 0:13:06SHE SIGHS

0:13:09 > 0:13:11He didn't want to know.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14Darren.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17He didn't even pick up when I called.

0:13:17 > 0:13:20WASHING MACHINE HUMS

0:13:20 > 0:13:23I find the world looks a lot brighter

0:13:23 > 0:13:26with a cup of tea and some toast.

0:13:27 > 0:13:28He's moved on.

0:13:37 > 0:13:39Heather would've loved to have taken little George

0:13:39 > 0:13:41to his first day at nursery, wouldn't she?

0:13:43 > 0:13:46You know, I've been where you are, Shirley.

0:13:46 > 0:13:48Before I came to Walford.

0:13:50 > 0:13:53Hardly recognise myself now.

0:13:56 > 0:13:59When Stacey rescued me, she had to break in.

0:13:59 > 0:14:02I'd boarded up the windows.

0:14:02 > 0:14:04She brought two bags of shopping with her

0:14:04 > 0:14:06but couldn't find anywhere to put them

0:14:06 > 0:14:09because there were empty wine bottles everywhere.

0:14:09 > 0:14:11DOOR HANDLE RATTLES

0:14:11 > 0:14:15MO: Jean? What you doing? You need to start packing.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17- (I didn't want to be rescued.) - Who you talking to?

0:14:17 > 0:14:22To myself, Maureen. Thank you very much. Won't be long.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24Flaming talking to herself again.

0:14:27 > 0:14:31I think what you've got to try and hang onto is hope.

0:14:33 > 0:14:35Yeah.

0:14:37 > 0:14:40That's cos you're a nutter, Jean.

0:14:40 > 0:14:41Well, yes.

0:14:43 > 0:14:45It does have its advantages.

0:14:46 > 0:14:47Eat your toast.

0:14:57 > 0:14:59I didn't know where to look. Making a show like that.

0:14:59 > 0:15:02Sharon? In the school cafe?

0:15:02 > 0:15:03In the school cafe.

0:15:03 > 0:15:06She doesn't realise that will be with her for months.

0:15:06 > 0:15:10- Years, probably.- Elephants. Some of those mothers are like elephants.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13They'll still be talking about it when he's in year six.

0:15:13 > 0:15:15That poor Dennis...Denny child. Honestly, some mothers

0:15:15 > 0:15:18- don't know when to step back, do they, Tanya?- They don't.

0:15:18 > 0:15:20Well, they don't.

0:15:23 > 0:15:25Bobby!

0:15:26 > 0:15:28Bobby!

0:15:31 > 0:15:32Bobby!

0:15:36 > 0:15:37Bobby!

0:15:41 > 0:15:43Oh, you do love him, don't you?

0:15:43 > 0:15:48All that snapping and putting Alfie down.

0:15:48 > 0:15:50I can read your face like a book, Kat.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53Look at you. You're missing him already.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55Go on.

0:15:55 > 0:15:56What?

0:15:56 > 0:15:59Get Alfie some of that chocolate with the bits in.

0:16:00 > 0:16:03Well, go on, hurry up.

0:16:03 > 0:16:06Me and Fleabags'll meet you over the B&B.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36Marie's got a doctor's appointment. We usually share the cleaning,

0:16:36 > 0:16:40and meeting you at the train station, I couldn't just leave the place...

0:16:41 > 0:16:43..open.

0:16:46 > 0:16:51Good morning, madam. Would you like to see our lunchtime menu

0:16:51 > 0:16:53or would you prefer to take a seat

0:16:53 > 0:16:56and soak up the ambience with a coffee?

0:17:00 > 0:17:03Service - that's how it's done, girl.

0:17:03 > 0:17:05(You left the keys in the door.)

0:17:05 > 0:17:08AND you need a new toilet brush.

0:17:15 > 0:17:16What?!

0:17:16 > 0:17:20Yeah. Shut until further notice. Not seen the sign on the door?

0:17:25 > 0:17:27No...

0:17:27 > 0:17:30- OK, OK...- Masood, make sure Bobby knows!

0:17:30 > 0:17:33Ian, you can't park your car outside the school, look at the sign!

0:17:33 > 0:17:35I forgot, OK? I...

0:17:35 > 0:17:37I didn't forget.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40I didn't blow it. Please.

0:17:40 > 0:17:42Please, Masood, just make sure Bobby gets that.

0:17:45 > 0:17:48It's just an apple, Ian. We've...

0:17:48 > 0:17:49There's a bowl in the canteen.

0:17:49 > 0:17:53Ian, look, just come in for a while, all right?

0:17:53 > 0:17:56Or...or why don't you come over ours later?

0:17:56 > 0:17:59Zee's cooking a "surprise" dinner, huh?

0:17:59 > 0:18:02Come over. Eat dinner.

0:18:03 > 0:18:07- VOICE BREAKING - Don't be nice to me.

0:18:07 > 0:18:09I'm just a waste of space.

0:18:10 > 0:18:11Ian?

0:18:20 > 0:18:22Come on, Alfie, man, no-one's perfect.

0:18:22 > 0:18:25- I held my hands up on Friday night, didn't I?- Ray, I couldn't see

0:18:25 > 0:18:29- for the flying glass and blood everywhere.- Yes, I admit, all right?

0:18:29 > 0:18:31Me playing for the Old Lions was not the best move.

0:18:31 > 0:18:34Yes, you playing for the Old Lions got us disqualified. All right?

0:18:34 > 0:18:36Yes, yes. But a boycott?

0:18:36 > 0:18:38A boycott?

0:18:38 > 0:18:40What do you mean? Boycott what?

0:18:40 > 0:18:43Michael told me. He said to me

0:18:43 > 0:18:46that Derek and the lads are planning on boycotting the Vic because of me.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49That is why you're shutting down the Vic, right?

0:18:49 > 0:18:52He told me that I'm probably going to have to take a wage cut,

0:18:52 > 0:18:54and that's if I even have a job to hang on to.

0:18:54 > 0:18:57All a bit extreme, ain't it?

0:18:57 > 0:19:00- He's certainly on fire today, my cousin.- Huh?

0:19:02 > 0:19:05OK. Now. The truth is, Ray, you put a lot of noses out of joint.

0:19:05 > 0:19:08OK? Which means I have to shut down the pub for a few days...

0:19:08 > 0:19:10Whoa, listen, hear me out.

0:19:10 > 0:19:13Only till the dust settles, and whatever else needs to settle.

0:19:13 > 0:19:18Now it's known as the mighty power of the punter. All right?

0:19:19 > 0:19:24So. We'll leave it a week, and we'll say no more.

0:19:24 > 0:19:26But...your job's still safe, all right?

0:19:27 > 0:19:30- Yeah?- Yeah.- Thank you, mate. - Feel the love.

0:19:30 > 0:19:33- Appreciate it.- One love. Least I could do, all right?

0:19:33 > 0:19:35Listen, I'm really sorry about...

0:19:35 > 0:19:37SPRAY HISSES

0:19:37 > 0:19:40- What's this?- OK. Now...

0:19:40 > 0:19:43Between me and you - goes no further, keep it schtum -

0:19:43 > 0:19:46I'm having a few problems with some creepy crawlies,

0:19:46 > 0:19:49little buggy things. But I've got it sorted.

0:19:50 > 0:19:53- Yeah.- Talk to you later. One love, Raymondo.

0:19:53 > 0:19:55- Yeah!- Yeah.

0:20:11 > 0:20:14I'm here. I'm here right now, yeah?

0:20:18 > 0:20:21CHILDREN SHOUT FROM PLAYGROUND

0:20:26 > 0:20:28Just a coffee, then?

0:20:28 > 0:20:33I know Zee can get on your nerves. She really gets on my nerves.

0:20:48 > 0:20:50FLOORBOARD CREAKS

0:20:58 > 0:20:59Ian...

0:21:23 > 0:21:25I should leave.

0:21:27 > 0:21:28Yeah.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31Go inside. First day and that.

0:21:34 > 0:21:35Yeah.

0:21:39 > 0:21:41As long as you're, uh...

0:21:42 > 0:21:44You are all right?

0:21:49 > 0:21:51Yeah. Yeah, course.

0:21:57 > 0:21:59You should, um...

0:21:59 > 0:22:01Have you, er, talked to anyone?

0:22:01 > 0:22:03About what?

0:22:04 > 0:22:06I don't know.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08Your feelings and that?

0:22:53 > 0:22:55Well, I don't know, do I?

0:22:55 > 0:23:00I'm just saying, that's all. It's...you, your...

0:23:00 > 0:23:03your whole "on the streets" thing.

0:23:05 > 0:23:07And Mandy.

0:23:08 > 0:23:09And Ben...

0:23:11 > 0:23:13It's enough to send anyone a bit bonkers.

0:23:16 > 0:23:19If this classroom assistant thing doesn't work out,

0:23:19 > 0:23:21- you should try counselling. - Yeah, counselling,

0:23:21 > 0:23:25if that's what you need, Ian, there's no shame in talking...

0:23:25 > 0:23:26or medication...

0:23:28 > 0:23:30or someone to go with you to the doctor's.

0:23:30 > 0:23:33It was just an apple!

0:23:33 > 0:23:35You just had a fit.

0:23:35 > 0:23:37Shouldn't you be laminating a timetable or something?

0:23:37 > 0:23:39Fine! Fine. Just...

0:23:44 > 0:23:47I know. That's all.

0:23:53 > 0:23:57Feeling like a waste of space, lying like it's all right.

0:23:57 > 0:23:58Scared to death...

0:24:02 > 0:24:04I know how much I would have given

0:24:04 > 0:24:07for someone to talk to last Christmas.

0:24:07 > 0:24:08And listen.

0:24:11 > 0:24:12And your wife...

0:24:13 > 0:24:14Your ex-wife, sorry...

0:24:17 > 0:24:20..Jane, she was the only one.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25HE SIGHS

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Because I was that close to giving up.

0:24:27 > 0:24:30Yeah, we all know how much you fancied her.

0:24:53 > 0:24:55SHOWER TURNS ON

0:25:13 > 0:25:15- TV:- 'It's got the garden, bedrooms, reception.

0:25:15 > 0:25:17'I think it's hot stuff, basically.

0:25:17 > 0:25:20'And then, for the wild card, I've got...'

0:25:20 > 0:25:22HE LAUGHS

0:25:22 > 0:25:25'Are you ready? Here it is.'

0:25:25 > 0:25:27ALFIE: I'd pay for that.

0:25:27 > 0:25:29- 'What a lovely colour.- Isn't it?'

0:25:29 > 0:25:32Masood! Masood, please, just... please, just wait.

0:25:35 > 0:25:36You're right.

0:25:38 > 0:25:40She was a kind woman, my fourth wife.

0:25:44 > 0:25:47I don't...

0:25:47 > 0:25:48I don't feel...

0:25:52 > 0:25:53I know it's not right, OK?

0:25:56 > 0:25:58I just don't know how to stop it...

0:25:59 > 0:26:02Please...please, help me.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05'Help me, please.'

0:27:08 > 0:27:10THUNDER RUMBLES

0:27:18 > 0:27:21RAIN PATTERS

0:27:31 > 0:27:34All right, darlin', so what do you fancy'?

0:27:34 > 0:27:37- Black coffee, please. - Er, hello. I think I was first.

0:27:37 > 0:27:41We'll have a hot chocolate, please. ..Do we want marshmallows?

0:27:41 > 0:27:44Yeah! We'll have some marshmallows on that, thanks.

0:27:44 > 0:27:45Can I have some?

0:27:45 > 0:27:48No, you can't, darling. They'll rot your teeth.

0:27:48 > 0:27:49Mum...

0:27:49 > 0:27:51- Mm-hm?- My tummy's hurting.

0:27:51 > 0:27:54Does it, baby? Really?

0:27:54 > 0:27:56You are feeling a bit warm, aren't you?

0:27:56 > 0:28:00Oh, I knew a woman who breast fed her little boy till he was five.

0:28:00 > 0:28:03- I don't want to go to school today. - Well, you're going to school and that's that.

0:28:03 > 0:28:06Still, must be hard doing it on your own, mustn't it?

0:28:06 > 0:28:08- Come on, then, Oscar. KAT:- All right?

0:28:08 > 0:28:11You were up with the lark. Wish I had your energy.

0:28:11 > 0:28:13No, I couldn't sleep. Neither could he.

0:28:13 > 0:28:16He must know something's up.

0:28:16 > 0:28:17What?

0:28:17 > 0:28:21- Well, he's probably missing his dad, ain't he?- Oh, yeah. Yeah, he is.

0:28:30 > 0:28:32Oh...

0:28:32 > 0:28:35All right, fellas. Come in. Sorry, yeah.

0:28:35 > 0:28:39This is why I won't let Mrs Moon do any packing for the holiday.

0:28:39 > 0:28:41You know what I mean?

0:28:42 > 0:28:45- GLASS SMASHES - It's OK, OK. Don't worry about it.

0:28:47 > 0:28:49I'll get a cloth. No harm done.

0:28:56 > 0:28:57It's a bit early, innit?

0:28:58 > 0:29:00It's medicinal.

0:29:02 > 0:29:04What you done to yourself?

0:29:05 > 0:29:07You did that to me.

0:29:08 > 0:29:11Then let me help you. Come home, Shirl.

0:29:11 > 0:29:12Why would I want to do that?

0:29:12 > 0:29:16Cos I want you to. Cos your stuff's there.

0:29:16 > 0:29:18Yeah, and so are you.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22And I wouldn't be able to stand that.

0:29:25 > 0:29:28FOOTSTEPS APPROACH

0:29:30 > 0:29:32You, er... You looking for something, love?

0:29:32 > 0:29:35Bobby. You seen him?

0:29:37 > 0:29:39You, er, you doing some ordering?

0:29:39 > 0:29:41Chips don't buy themselves.

0:29:41 > 0:29:43I could do that for you.

0:29:43 > 0:29:44- Really?- Yeah.

0:29:44 > 0:29:47Oh, come on, look, I'm more than capable of ordering

0:29:47 > 0:29:51a couple of bags of straight cut Maris Pipers, aren't I?

0:29:51 > 0:29:55Look, I did OK in the caff and I was all right on the stall, wasn't I?

0:29:55 > 0:29:57And I...I took Bobby to school.

0:29:59 > 0:30:01Come on, Lucy, I can do this. Please?

0:30:03 > 0:30:04It has to be done today.

0:30:04 > 0:30:06OK.

0:30:16 > 0:30:20- No. Absolutely not.- Come on, Zee. It's a big deal for him.

0:30:20 > 0:30:23Going to see his GP. Someone to talk to.

0:30:23 > 0:30:25Ian Beale does not need to see a doctor, all right?

0:30:25 > 0:30:28- He needs a good kick up his backside. - He's mentally ill.

0:30:28 > 0:30:31Since when did "I'm feeling a little bit under the weather"

0:30:31 > 0:30:33get its own medical diagnosis?

0:30:33 > 0:30:35- No, I can't. I've got a shift. - Oh, come on!

0:30:35 > 0:30:38You're on half a day. And I won't be done in time. Please, Zee.

0:30:38 > 0:30:41He just needs someone to hold his hand. Someone...

0:30:42 > 0:30:44..serene...

0:30:44 > 0:30:45stoic...

0:30:45 > 0:30:47sympathetic?

0:30:48 > 0:30:50- Serene?- Mm-hm.

0:30:50 > 0:30:52All right, fine. I'll do it.

0:30:52 > 0:30:54- But I'm not holding his hand. - OK. Thank you.

0:30:54 > 0:30:56He'll have you baby-sitting >

0:30:56 > 0:30:58the school guinea pig, if you're not careful.

0:30:58 > 0:31:03Well, it would certainly fit right in here in this pig sty.

0:31:07 > 0:31:09HE GRUNTS LIKE A PIG

0:31:09 > 0:31:11Alfie! Open up! Alfie!

0:31:14 > 0:31:18What's all the banging and shouting. What are you doing? Where's Tommy?

0:31:18 > 0:31:20- I came to see you! He's with Jean. - You shouldn't be here.

0:31:20 > 0:31:23- Look, he misses you. I miss you. - I miss you too, darlin'!

0:31:23 > 0:31:25- Then let us come home. - They've not even started yet.

0:31:25 > 0:31:28- Taking their time!- But it's only three more nights till Friday.

0:31:28 > 0:31:31Listen, mate, do us a favour, you can set up anywhere you want.

0:31:31 > 0:31:33- Just watch the old girl, all right? - Oi you, Bug's Life.

0:31:33 > 0:31:36No, no, no, I don't mean her. I mean the Queen Vic...bust.

0:31:36 > 0:31:38Sweetheart, I gotta go, I got a load of washing bags

0:31:38 > 0:31:41- with your name on it.- You're doing the washing?- Yes! Yes, I'm doing it.

0:31:41 > 0:31:46- You saying I don't know how to...? - No, I left something in there. It'll take me a few minutes to get it.

0:31:46 > 0:31:48Yeah, no, darling. You can't, all right. It's a health hazard.

0:31:48 > 0:31:52I don't care. Look, give it to me and I'll take it to the laundrette

0:31:52 > 0:31:55- in case you shrink anything.- Like your skirts can get any shorter.

0:31:55 > 0:31:58- Oi...- Ho-ho! Listen, darling, I've got a load of washing to do, OK?

0:31:58 > 0:32:02You bagged it up. So leave it to me and I'll catch you up later, yeah?

0:32:02 > 0:32:04Don't I at least get a kiss?

0:32:04 > 0:32:06OK. One kiss. But no touching.

0:32:06 > 0:32:09All right, health hazard, OK? Mwah! Love ya.

0:32:09 > 0:32:10Talk to you later!

0:32:15 > 0:32:19- TELEPHONE RINGS - Oh, come on...

0:32:23 > 0:32:26- So you got time for a drink? - I'm a bit busy, actually, Jack.

0:32:26 > 0:32:29- Come on, you gotta take a break some time.- Yeah, but not today.

0:32:29 > 0:32:33The Vic's shut, so I'll open from five to try and nick some punters.

0:32:33 > 0:32:34RINGING STOPS

0:32:34 > 0:32:37- Brilliant(!)- If it's important, they'll call you back.

0:32:37 > 0:32:40- It might have been Denny's school. - Getting into fights, is he?

0:32:40 > 0:32:44Of course not. Look, Jack, I've really got to get...on.

0:32:44 > 0:32:47- OK?- What about after closing? - What about it?

0:32:47 > 0:32:50- The drink?- Isn't that a bit past your bedtime, babe, hmm?

0:33:01 > 0:33:03THEY LAUGH

0:33:05 > 0:33:07Trying to have a kip!

0:33:10 > 0:33:12KNOCKING ON BACK DOOR

0:33:12 > 0:33:15< Ian? It's me, Zainab.

0:33:15 > 0:33:17DOOR OPENS

0:33:17 > 0:33:19< Hello?

0:33:19 > 0:33:20Ian?

0:33:21 > 0:33:24Hey, didn't you hear me?

0:33:24 > 0:33:28- No, I'm busy.- Why aren't you dressed? It's the middle of the day.

0:33:28 > 0:33:31- Oh...- Zainab!- And look at this mess.

0:33:31 > 0:33:33- Come on!- What do you want?

0:33:33 > 0:33:35- It's not what- I- want. It's Masood.

0:33:35 > 0:33:38Apparently, you've some appointment and he doesn't trust you to go?

0:33:38 > 0:33:41I-I said I'd do this for Lucy and I'm going to do this for Lucy...

0:33:41 > 0:33:45You know, he seems to think the answer is in talking about things.

0:33:45 > 0:33:49But that is not the way to solve problems, Ian. The way to do it is to just get on with things.

0:33:49 > 0:33:52- That's what I'm trying to do...- Have you not seen those chat shows on TV?

0:33:52 > 0:33:55Where people just shout at each other and it turns into arguments

0:33:55 > 0:34:00- and you find out your auntie's your brother and your grandmother's hooked on drugs.- Zainab, please...

0:34:00 > 0:34:03Honestly, Masood! Masood thinks, no, the answer is in "chatting" about everything.

0:34:03 > 0:34:05No! Don't touch that!

0:34:09 > 0:34:11Ian?

0:34:12 > 0:34:14Please... Please, just go, just go!

0:34:14 > 0:34:16OK, fine.

0:34:21 > 0:34:24But you are coming at three o'clock

0:34:24 > 0:34:27and I am going to escort you to the doctor's office, yes?

0:34:27 > 0:34:28No.

0:34:28 > 0:34:30No, I haven't got time.

0:34:30 > 0:34:32Fine.

0:34:32 > 0:34:36Well, I've got better things to do with my time than to shepherd a grown man to the doctor's office.

0:34:36 > 0:34:38I've got children of my own, you know, Ian!

0:34:41 > 0:34:44FRONT DOOR SLAMS

0:35:25 > 0:35:27Can't keep away, can you?

0:35:27 > 0:35:29Got some lunch.

0:35:29 > 0:35:32Lovely bit of chorizo...

0:35:32 > 0:35:34antipasti...

0:35:34 > 0:35:37- Got a lovely bit of cheese there as well.- You shouldn't have.

0:35:37 > 0:35:40Well, if you won't take a break. Olive?

0:35:40 > 0:35:41On one condition...

0:35:43 > 0:35:44Yeah?

0:35:47 > 0:35:49Oh!

0:35:51 > 0:35:54Honestly, fellas, the quicker the better, seriously.

0:35:54 > 0:35:58I'm getting a right ear bashing from the missus, and she is not amused.

0:35:58 > 0:36:00- Bit like this one 'ere. - HE LAUGHS

0:36:06 > 0:36:07Give us a bite.

0:36:10 > 0:36:12Oh, she's so rude!

0:36:14 > 0:36:16Can you get out, please?

0:36:16 > 0:36:19- POLITE ACCENT:- Could I see your wine list, please?

0:36:19 > 0:36:21I said get out.

0:36:21 > 0:36:23Get off your cloud, Heidi.

0:36:23 > 0:36:26- Now!- Make me!

0:36:26 > 0:36:28Leave her to me.

0:36:34 > 0:36:37But I just want to place an order.

0:36:38 > 0:36:42Look, I told you, I don't have a reference number, OK?

0:36:43 > 0:36:46Well, I don't. I can't find it!

0:36:48 > 0:36:49Hang on, hang on.

0:37:00 > 0:37:02Please...

0:37:02 > 0:37:06Please, I just want to make an order for Beale's Plaice.

0:37:07 > 0:37:09It... It's for Lucy.

0:37:09 > 0:37:11You see, I...

0:37:13 > 0:37:16I told... I told Lucy I could do this.

0:37:17 > 0:37:19MAN ON PHONE: 'Hello?

0:37:19 > 0:37:21'Hello, sir?'

0:37:27 > 0:37:29Mmm! You should try some of this.

0:37:29 > 0:37:31- Yeah. - MOBILE PHONE RINGS

0:37:31 > 0:37:33Hello?

0:37:33 > 0:37:34Yeah, speaking.

0:37:36 > 0:37:38Well, is he all right?

0:37:39 > 0:37:41I'll be ten minutes. OK.

0:37:41 > 0:37:44I knew I should never have let him go.

0:37:44 > 0:37:46- Problem?- I've got to pick Denny up from school.

0:37:46 > 0:37:50He's got a tummy ache. I knew something was wrong when he didn't have his breakfast.

0:37:50 > 0:37:54If he didn't eat his breakfast, no wonder he's got a tummy ache.

0:37:54 > 0:37:57- Sorry.- Jack, I need you to keep an eye on the place.

0:37:57 > 0:38:00- Look, I've got stuff to do... - Please, babe, it's an emergency. He needs his mum.

0:38:01 > 0:38:05- Well, as long as you make it worth my while?- Fine.

0:38:05 > 0:38:08- I won't be long, all right. Cheers.- See ya.

0:38:12 > 0:38:16I thought you were meant to be playing chaperone round about now?

0:38:16 > 0:38:18I don't like to interfere where my help is not welcome.

0:38:22 > 0:38:24Well, I suppose Mas isn't your husband yet.

0:38:24 > 0:38:28- Doesn't matter if you disobey him. - You know what, he'll get over it.

0:38:28 > 0:38:31- But Ian....- If you are so worried about him, why don't you talk to him?

0:38:31 > 0:38:34Because Mas didn't ask me. Besides, the guy's depressed.

0:38:34 > 0:38:36Doesn't want someone as full of life as me rubbing it in.

0:38:36 > 0:38:39Ha-ha(!) He's not depressed. He is just moping.

0:38:39 > 0:38:40Whatever you think.

0:38:40 > 0:38:42What he needs to do is he needs to just get on with it.

0:38:42 > 0:38:47Yeah, course. I'm sure he won't do anything stupid.

0:38:47 > 0:38:50Just...you know, getting on with things.

0:38:50 > 0:38:52All on his own.

0:39:00 > 0:39:04- Caught ya!- Alfie! I thought I'd give you a hand with the washing.

0:39:04 > 0:39:07- You're not supposed to be up here, all right.- Seeing as I'm here now...

0:39:07 > 0:39:11- No, no, no, you can't touch me! - I've missed you.

0:39:11 > 0:39:12I know.

0:39:12 > 0:39:14I've missed you too, all right!

0:39:17 > 0:39:20- You OK?- Yeah, come on. - No, no, no, we can't...

0:39:20 > 0:39:22- Ssh! We can!- No, we can't! Listen, Kat, we can't!

0:39:22 > 0:39:26This place is infested, it's dirty. We can't, all right? We just can't.

0:39:27 > 0:39:28Fine.

0:39:28 > 0:39:31Look, Kat... Kat, that's not...

0:39:36 > 0:39:39- KNOCK ON DOOR - Ian! It's me, Zainab.

0:39:39 > 0:39:41Please open the door.

0:39:42 > 0:39:44- KNOCKING CONTINUES - Ian?

0:39:47 > 0:39:49Ia...?

0:39:49 > 0:39:53Oh, you stupid, stupid man!

0:39:57 > 0:39:59Ian, what have you taken?

0:39:59 > 0:40:01- Sit up, sit up.- What?! - What have you taken?

0:40:01 > 0:40:03Nothing!

0:40:03 > 0:40:05Oh, thank goodness!

0:40:05 > 0:40:08- You stupid, stupid, man! - What's that for?

0:40:08 > 0:40:10For making me think that you'd...

0:40:12 > 0:40:14I haven't taken anything.

0:40:14 > 0:40:18Good. Because it's not just your life that you'd be throwing away.

0:40:20 > 0:40:24There is no point, OK? No point in giving up.

0:40:25 > 0:40:27- MUSIC ON TV - Ian!

0:40:27 > 0:40:31- I was watching that. - I'm trying to talk to you and you're watching cartoons?

0:40:35 > 0:40:38Look, I'm fine. Yeah? I'm...

0:40:39 > 0:40:40..fine.

0:40:43 > 0:40:46What I said before...

0:40:47 > 0:40:48I didn't mean it.

0:40:50 > 0:40:54Maybe talking isn't always a waste of time.

0:40:55 > 0:40:58It's not good to bottle things up inside.

0:41:00 > 0:41:02I know what that's like first hand.

0:41:04 > 0:41:06I let them down.

0:41:09 > 0:41:11Bobby.

0:41:11 > 0:41:12And Lucy.

0:41:14 > 0:41:17I told Lucy I could... I could do this order and...

0:41:20 > 0:41:22I can't find the number!

0:41:25 > 0:41:29What, BEALE459Z?

0:41:30 > 0:41:32That's what all the fuss is about, is it?

0:41:35 > 0:41:38- I couldn't see it.- OK.

0:41:41 > 0:41:44Well, I'm glad that I was of some assistance.

0:41:46 > 0:41:48Ian...

0:41:49 > 0:41:52..go to your appointment, OK?

0:41:56 > 0:42:00Come with me? Please.

0:42:13 > 0:42:15She's cremated it.

0:42:15 > 0:42:18- Thought that's how you liked it. - Didn't think you'd remember.

0:42:18 > 0:42:20Well, I did.

0:42:20 > 0:42:22Here y'are.

0:42:22 > 0:42:24What's that?

0:42:24 > 0:42:29Some, er...clean clothes, deodorant, toothbrush,

0:42:29 > 0:42:32so you can clean yourself up a bit. I'm sorry.

0:42:32 > 0:42:37- I couldn't find a decent bag.- Thanks, but I don't need your sympathy.

0:42:37 > 0:42:40Well, you did the same for me, didn't you, when I hit rock bottom, you...

0:42:40 > 0:42:42You pulled me back up again.

0:42:42 > 0:42:46Yeah, but I didn't put you there in the first place.

0:42:47 > 0:42:49I'm trying to help you.

0:42:49 > 0:42:50No.

0:42:52 > 0:42:54What you're doing is, you're trying to sweeten me up,

0:42:54 > 0:42:57so I won't go to the old bill and tell them what you did.

0:42:57 > 0:43:00I'm doing this, because you'll end up dead if I don't.

0:43:00 > 0:43:03And you'd like that, wouldn't you?

0:43:03 > 0:43:05Cos dead girls don't talk.

0:43:29 > 0:43:33- I dunno what to say to them. - Say anything. They'll understand.

0:43:39 > 0:43:41It'll be fine.

0:43:50 > 0:43:52- Hello.- You all right?- Yeah.

0:43:52 > 0:43:54Well, have I gone back in time or something?

0:43:54 > 0:43:58- Just helping out a mate, ain't I? - Early doors for this place, innit?

0:43:58 > 0:44:02Well, with the Vic being closed, Sharon wants to make the most out of

0:44:02 > 0:44:05- all those thirsty punters. - Oh, very nice of her(!)- Mmm.

0:44:05 > 0:44:06- You knew. Thank you.- Yes!

0:44:06 > 0:44:08See you in a bit.

0:44:10 > 0:44:12My mum's got that top.

0:44:12 > 0:44:13Has she? Oh, good for her.

0:44:13 > 0:44:16It'd look better on my bedroom floor, though.

0:44:16 > 0:44:20Not my mum's. Yours, I mean, if you wanted it.

0:44:21 > 0:44:22No, thanks.

0:44:24 > 0:44:26You just come out of prison?

0:44:26 > 0:44:28Last time I heard someone that desperate,

0:44:28 > 0:44:30they'd just done ten years in Wormwood Scrubs.

0:44:32 > 0:44:3412 years in Farringdon.

0:44:34 > 0:44:36Car insurance.

0:44:36 > 0:44:37Till today.

0:44:37 > 0:44:38Aw, hard luck.

0:44:38 > 0:44:42- I'll have another one, please. - I'm Shirley.

0:44:43 > 0:44:45Peter. Pete.

0:44:46 > 0:44:49I don't want you to sell me a policy, mate, I want you to buy me a drink.

0:44:49 > 0:44:51Vodka and tonic.

0:44:53 > 0:44:54And a vodka tonic for her.

0:44:59 > 0:45:03Max had a face on him like that when I told him he had to sort his own dinner out.

0:45:03 > 0:45:05In the dog house, is he?

0:45:05 > 0:45:06Mmm, just a bit.

0:45:06 > 0:45:11Well, brawling in his local. He's missed his son's first day at school.

0:45:11 > 0:45:14He's always out working late so he can stare at Vauxhall Corsas.

0:45:14 > 0:45:18So I said to him, "You can baby-sit while I go out for a nice little drink after work."

0:45:18 > 0:45:20Then I found your place was shut, so...

0:45:20 > 0:45:22couldn't go home with egg on me face.

0:45:22 > 0:45:25I've come here. One drink and then I'm done.

0:45:25 > 0:45:28- One's all you're going to be able to afford, at these prices.- Hmm.

0:45:28 > 0:45:31You know, when I was a kid, me and my mates were so skint,

0:45:31 > 0:45:33we used to nick our drinks off other people's tables.

0:45:33 > 0:45:35Urgh! I'm surprised you didn't catch anything.

0:45:35 > 0:45:38I did - Max. LAUGHTER

0:45:38 > 0:45:40He said it was one of the things that attracted him to me.

0:45:40 > 0:45:45He said I was "trouble he wouldn't mind getting into." Where's yours?

0:45:45 > 0:45:47Under quarantine.

0:45:48 > 0:45:51- Bit old for chicken pox, ain't he? - Not too old for bed bugs,

0:45:51 > 0:45:54- especially when some tramp brings 'em in your house.- That's not nice.

0:45:54 > 0:45:57That's Alfie's trouble.

0:45:57 > 0:45:59He's too nice.

0:45:59 > 0:46:01Sometimes, I wish Max had that problem.

0:46:05 > 0:46:08She's not a rat. She's a guinea pig.

0:46:08 > 0:46:11I am not having one of those filthy creatures in my house.

0:46:11 > 0:46:14- I said. Didn't I say?- I think you'll find they're quite clean actually.

0:46:14 > 0:46:17- DOORBELL RINGS - Oh, please, can we have a guinea pig, please?

0:46:17 > 0:46:19- Over my dead body. - I'll take good care of it.

0:46:22 > 0:46:25Oh. Ian, please.

0:46:26 > 0:46:33Everything all right? Zee said it went well. Doctor...?

0:46:33 > 0:46:40Yeah. We...chatted and...he's going to refer me.

0:46:42 > 0:46:46Listen, um, these are for you as a thank you.

0:46:46 > 0:46:50- For earlier.- Right. Thank you!

0:46:52 > 0:46:54SHE GIGGLES BASHFULLY

0:46:58 > 0:47:01Aw, you fixed Ian Beale.

0:47:03 > 0:47:06So I'll tell the school it's all right then?

0:47:06 > 0:47:10They eat guinea pigs in Peru, you know. All right.

0:47:17 > 0:47:19What you doing here? Where's Sharon?

0:47:19 > 0:47:23- She's got problems with her kid. Asked me to help out.- Right.

0:47:23 > 0:47:25Tell you what though, Shirley's keeping me in business.

0:47:25 > 0:47:28- The amount she's been drinking with that fella.- What fella?

0:47:28 > 0:47:30Dunno. Some random, ain't he?

0:47:47 > 0:47:49Hey.

0:47:49 > 0:47:51- Oh, right. Yeah, about time. - Sorry I'm late, Jack.

0:47:51 > 0:47:54I didn't want to leave until Denny felt a bit better, you know.

0:47:54 > 0:47:57Well, it can't be easy working here and having a little one.

0:47:57 > 0:48:01- Not getting to tell him bedtime stories an' all that.- We're fine.

0:48:01 > 0:48:03Look, you can get off, if you like.

0:48:03 > 0:48:06Oh. Right. Yeah, I will.

0:48:06 > 0:48:07OK.

0:48:09 > 0:48:10Jack.

0:48:10 > 0:48:14Almost forgot. I said I'd make it worth your while, didn't I?

0:48:14 > 0:48:16- Yeah, you did. - Want to close your eyes?

0:48:25 > 0:48:26What's that?

0:48:26 > 0:48:28It's the least I can do.

0:48:28 > 0:48:30And if ever you want more bar work, give us a shout.

0:48:30 > 0:48:33We could do with more strapping lads like you.

0:48:35 > 0:48:37Right, I better get off.

0:48:37 > 0:48:40Make sure Max hasn't blown the house up trying to work the microwave.

0:48:40 > 0:48:44- Not going to have another one? - Yeah. Why not?

0:48:44 > 0:48:45Your round then.

0:48:45 > 0:48:48Give you a chance to show off your drink looting skills.

0:48:50 > 0:48:56Liars. The lot of 'em. My ex, he was a liar.

0:48:57 > 0:49:00He wouldn't know the truth if it came up and danced in his face.

0:49:02 > 0:49:05Bet you're not a liar, are you, Peter?

0:49:05 > 0:49:09Bet you're a good boy. You tell the truth.

0:49:09 > 0:49:12I'll tell you one thing -

0:49:12 > 0:49:16- you're gorgeous. - Yeah, well, I'm going to the bog.

0:49:16 > 0:49:18Get us another drink, will you?

0:49:20 > 0:49:22Make it a double.

0:49:25 > 0:49:27Wasn't thirsty anyway.

0:49:27 > 0:49:29Think you've lost your touch, darlin'.

0:49:32 > 0:49:37It's funny, innit? Max has been driving me up the wall all week and I still can't wait to go home

0:49:37 > 0:49:40- and kiss his bald little head. - Yeah?- Yeah.

0:49:40 > 0:49:43It's like, no matter how much they've been doing your head in,

0:49:43 > 0:49:47- they're still the other half of you. - And you don't know how you ever got on without 'em.

0:49:47 > 0:49:51- PHONE BLEEPS Oi oi. Speak of the devil. - That's mine.- Is it?

0:49:51 > 0:49:53Somebody loves you, do they?

0:49:54 > 0:49:57Tell you what, say what you like about Alfie -

0:49:57 > 0:50:00a man who makes you smile like that is worth holding on to.

0:50:01 > 0:50:03Right, this time I really am going.

0:50:03 > 0:50:04See you later.

0:50:28 > 0:50:32Still here? You should have your own bar stool.

0:50:32 > 0:50:35- As long as I get to sit next to you. - Always on my feet, me.

0:50:35 > 0:50:38Maybe you should have a drink with me. Take the load off.

0:50:38 > 0:50:39All three of you.

0:50:39 > 0:50:41Maybe another time, eh? I'm working.

0:50:41 > 0:50:43I'll hold you to that.

0:50:43 > 0:50:44Hey!

0:50:44 > 0:50:48You try that again and I'll knock so many of your teeth out you won't be able to laugh.

0:50:48 > 0:50:49Now get out.

0:50:59 > 0:51:04Leave me alone, you sad lonely little man.

0:51:04 > 0:51:06You're making a fool of yourself.

0:51:06 > 0:51:10No. I'm having a laugh. There's no crime against that, is there?

0:51:10 > 0:51:13Now, covering up a murder, on the other hand...

0:51:15 > 0:51:18- What's the matter? You scared, Phil? - All right, Shirley, keep it down.

0:51:20 > 0:51:25This is the one I was telling you about. The liar.

0:51:30 > 0:51:31Do you know him?

0:51:31 > 0:51:37No, I know his type. When the vodka and desperation don't work on getting 'em into bed, well...

0:51:41 > 0:51:45- DOOR CLOSES - All right, love?

0:51:45 > 0:51:48Yeah. Have you been there all day?

0:51:48 > 0:51:51No. I...had an appointment.

0:51:51 > 0:51:55Wait, you did do the ordering? I said it has to be done today.

0:51:55 > 0:51:59Yes, Lucy, I've done it, OK, it's fine. Delivery's coming tomorrow.

0:51:59 > 0:52:01That's the order number. Everything's fine.

0:52:01 > 0:52:03You did it?

0:52:03 > 0:52:06Yeah. Yeah, I got there in the end.

0:52:06 > 0:52:08Oh.

0:52:08 > 0:52:10Cool.

0:52:10 > 0:52:11Thanks, Dad.

0:52:15 > 0:52:17Not sharing?

0:52:17 > 0:52:23Thanks for the chips and everything but I'm going to go home.

0:52:23 > 0:52:24Thought we were getting on.

0:52:24 > 0:52:27Yeah, well, I get on with anyone after that many vodkas. Night-night.

0:52:27 > 0:52:29Come on, let's go somewhere.

0:52:29 > 0:52:33Are you thick or something? I said I wasn't interested.

0:52:33 > 0:52:35I was just thirsty.

0:52:35 > 0:52:37That's not very nice, is it?

0:52:39 > 0:52:41Oi! Oi!

0:52:44 > 0:52:45You all right?

0:53:10 > 0:53:13Come on, Shirl, let's get you home.

0:53:13 > 0:53:14No.

0:53:14 > 0:53:16Look at you. You're a mess. You need looking after.

0:53:16 > 0:53:19- Oh, what? By you, you mean?- Yes. - You're no different from him.

0:53:19 > 0:53:21You're drunk.

0:53:21 > 0:53:25Seriously, Phil, did you ever really love me?

0:53:25 > 0:53:29Or was it just control? Cos love is giving yourself over to someone.

0:53:29 > 0:53:31Shirl, I've told you. You're it. You're everything.

0:53:31 > 0:53:33You liar.

0:53:33 > 0:53:35What?

0:53:35 > 0:53:40I said you're a liar. And you've made me a liar. And it stops now.

0:53:41 > 0:53:45I'm not keeping your dirty little secret no more.

0:53:46 > 0:53:48Shirley.

0:53:49 > 0:53:51Shirley!

0:53:52 > 0:53:55Yeah, it's me. I got your text. Are you there?

0:53:55 > 0:53:58Yeah. I need to nip home first. To the B&B.

0:54:03 > 0:54:05Yeah, 'course.

0:54:05 > 0:54:07I'll call you back, yeah?

0:54:17 > 0:54:20It's Phil Mitchell.

0:54:20 > 0:54:24I... I need you to do something for me.

0:54:32 > 0:54:34Scarlett asleep?

0:54:34 > 0:54:36- Finally.- Good.

0:54:36 > 0:54:37What was that?

0:54:37 > 0:54:39What was what?

0:54:39 > 0:54:43Well, you just put something in your pocket.

0:54:43 > 0:54:46I put lots of things in my pocket when I'm going to work.

0:54:46 > 0:54:48Wallet, keys, phone...

0:55:11 > 0:55:14- Oi! That's a person. - I beg to differ with you there.

0:55:14 > 0:55:16- He's got a point. - You should be helping her up.

0:55:16 > 0:55:19What, and risk her crying assault? No, the police can deal with this.

0:55:19 > 0:55:23OK, I'll move her, OK?

0:55:23 > 0:55:26I'm going to get myself a cup of coffee. If she's there when I return...

0:55:26 > 0:55:28No, she won't be.

0:55:28 > 0:55:30Come on, Shirley, darling.

0:55:30 > 0:55:33- Come on, Shirl, you can't stay here. Come on.- Leave me alone.

0:55:33 > 0:55:35Mate. Her breath reeks!

0:55:35 > 0:55:38Lister's right, you know, you should just leave her there.

0:55:38 > 0:55:39Since when were you two buddies?

0:55:39 > 0:55:41It's called compassion, Kim.

0:55:41 > 0:55:45And since you woke up in a skip, I'm surprised you're so quick to judge.

0:55:45 > 0:55:46What about the shop?

0:55:46 > 0:55:49I don't know, I'll swap shifts with Zainab or something.

0:55:49 > 0:55:51Well, you can leave me out of it.

0:55:51 > 0:55:53Because I just got these done last night

0:55:53 > 0:55:54and I'm not going to ruin them for her.

0:55:54 > 0:55:57- This is just typical of you. Typical.- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

0:55:57 > 0:55:59- Come on, Shirley. - D'you need a hand?

0:55:59 > 0:56:01Oh, yes, please. Thank you.

0:56:01 > 0:56:03- Come on, Shirley.- What? - Come on, darling.

0:56:03 > 0:56:05Yeah, it's Christian.

0:56:05 > 0:56:08Come on, darling, here we go. Come on. Come on.

0:56:10 > 0:56:12There you go.

0:56:17 > 0:56:21It's me. What time you getting here?

0:56:21 > 0:56:24Yeah, well, make sure you do.

0:56:33 > 0:56:36It'll get better, I promise.

0:56:36 > 0:56:39Why can't I stay here with you?

0:56:39 > 0:56:40Well, cos school's important.

0:56:40 > 0:56:44- And Mummy's got work at the club, hasn't she?- Pleeeeease!

0:56:44 > 0:56:45Ah, let him stay at home.

0:56:45 > 0:56:48He'll only start bunking off if he hates it that much.

0:56:48 > 0:56:51I think I know what's best for him, thanks, Kat.

0:56:51 > 0:56:53Just get me another bottle and put me back where you found me.

0:56:53 > 0:56:56You need food, you need something to soak up all that booze.

0:56:56 > 0:56:59She's already infested my home. You want bed bugs in here, too?

0:56:59 > 0:57:01- Come on, you don't know it was her! - What you looking at?

0:57:01 > 0:57:04You want to have a go at someone, try me.

0:57:04 > 0:57:06- Come on, baby, let's get you to school.- But Mum...

0:57:06 > 0:57:08No, we're going. No buts! Go, go, go.

0:57:08 > 0:57:11OK, I tell you what, we'll do a shower first, food later.

0:57:11 > 0:57:13And stick them clothes in the wash an' all.

0:57:13 > 0:57:15Yeah, that's a good idea.

0:57:15 > 0:57:17Come on, Shirley. I'm surprised you're still here.

0:57:17 > 0:57:19We've all seen Alfie's sign.

0:57:19 > 0:57:21If Syed did something as sweet as that for me,

0:57:21 > 0:57:23I'd be back home like a shot, bed bugs or no bed bugs!

0:57:23 > 0:57:25Come on, darling.

0:57:29 > 0:57:31Good luck.

0:57:31 > 0:57:33You really reckon you can beat me?

0:57:33 > 0:57:36You're looking at the poker king.

0:57:36 > 0:57:38I reckon you'll be good at that, Jay.

0:57:38 > 0:57:41Cos you have to know how to lie, don't you?

0:57:42 > 0:57:44Not even going to say hello?

0:57:44 > 0:57:46You all right, Shirl?

0:57:46 > 0:57:47I'm never better.

0:57:49 > 0:57:53Don't need to ask how you are though, eh. Ticketyboo.

0:57:54 > 0:57:56- That's not true.- True?

0:57:56 > 0:57:59What would you know about the truth?

0:58:01 > 0:58:03What's that on your hands, Jay?

0:58:04 > 0:58:07Oh, yeah, blood.

0:58:07 > 0:58:09What's the point, eh?

0:58:09 > 0:58:10Yeah, go on, run!

0:58:13 > 0:58:15Not one of your better ideas.

0:58:22 > 0:58:24You all right?

0:58:24 > 0:58:26Yeah. What's up?

0:58:26 > 0:58:30Well, I thought you might want to spend a bit of time with Scarlett.

0:58:30 > 0:58:33Yeah. Oh, now?

0:58:36 > 0:58:40I'm a bit indisposed. Got a few appointments and stuff.

0:58:40 > 0:58:44Well, I'm sure me and Billy could cover it, can't we, Billy?

0:58:44 > 0:58:46Yeah, yeah. Go on, give her a break.

0:58:46 > 0:58:51Lola's shattered and she's half her age. No offence.

0:58:52 > 0:58:54He's right, I'm exhausted, Michael.

0:58:54 > 0:58:57Please, if you don't do it for Scarlett, then do it for me.

0:59:01 > 0:59:02Bye-bye, sweetpea.

0:59:05 > 0:59:07HE MUTTERS

0:59:28 > 0:59:30I knew it!

0:59:30 > 0:59:31You all right?

0:59:33 > 0:59:35Oww.

0:59:36 > 0:59:37Sorry.

0:59:37 > 0:59:39You're no Nicky Clarke, are you?

0:59:39 > 0:59:42You seen the state of his hair?

0:59:42 > 0:59:45Why you being nice?

0:59:45 > 0:59:47I don't know, I must be going soft in my old age.

0:59:47 > 0:59:52Saint Denise to the rescue. Ain't I lucky.

0:59:52 > 0:59:55Well, I don't see the point in kicking someone when they're down.

0:59:55 > 1:00:00And let's face it, eh, we've all been there.

1:00:00 > 1:00:03But you know what, you don't give up.

1:00:03 > 1:00:05Look what's happened to Ian.

1:00:05 > 1:00:08Yeah, well, I ain't like him. I would've done the job properly.

1:00:08 > 1:00:11Oi, don't start talking like that!

1:00:11 > 1:00:13Five years ago, I would have put the bottle

1:00:13 > 1:00:16back in your hand and told you to just get on with it. But now...

1:00:16 > 1:00:18Now what? What's changed?

1:00:18 > 1:00:20Oh, I have.

1:00:20 > 1:00:23And so have you, whether you like it or not.

1:00:25 > 1:00:28Now, you've made a lot of mistakes, Shirley, in the past,

1:00:28 > 1:00:30with Kevin and with your kids, yeah,

1:00:30 > 1:00:35but in your own kind of messed-up way,

1:00:35 > 1:00:38you've done your best to put it right.

1:00:38 > 1:00:41And that's the best that any of us can do, innit?

1:00:43 > 1:00:45Don't mean I like you though.

1:00:45 > 1:00:46SHE LAUGHS

1:00:49 > 1:00:51Here you are.

1:00:51 > 1:00:54Finish your coffee, I'll go and sort you a room out.

1:00:59 > 1:01:01Dee, Dee.

1:01:01 > 1:01:04I understand you're trying to do the right thing, but what about Jay?

1:01:04 > 1:01:07He's just getting back to his old self.

1:01:07 > 1:01:09OK. OK, so it's not easy for him,

1:01:09 > 1:01:11but none of that's Shirley's fault, is it?

1:01:13 > 1:01:15Look, look, now she's sobering up,

1:01:15 > 1:01:17I think she'll be a lot more reasonable.

1:01:17 > 1:01:19But they're never going to sort things out

1:01:19 > 1:01:22if they don't at least face each other, are they?

1:01:24 > 1:01:26Alfie?

1:01:26 > 1:01:27Alfie?!

1:01:27 > 1:01:30Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold it. Hold it. Hold it.

1:01:30 > 1:01:32Where you going?

1:01:32 > 1:01:35- Where d'you think I'm going? I'm moving back in.- No, you can't.

1:01:35 > 1:01:37The place ain't habitable for another day.

1:01:37 > 1:01:39The B&B won't be either if Shirley sticks about.

1:01:39 > 1:01:42I don't think it's right that we're over there and you're here.

1:01:42 > 1:01:45Sweetheart, and I miss you both loads, OK,

1:01:45 > 1:01:47but you can't do nothing till tomorrow.

1:01:47 > 1:01:49Now go and enjoy the sun. Go on.

1:01:49 > 1:01:51You can't breathe in the fumes! Go on.

1:01:51 > 1:01:54Go, go, go, go, go! I'll talk to you later, all right?

1:01:54 > 1:01:56Love you.

1:02:21 > 1:02:23TEXT ALERT

1:02:23 > 1:02:24It's meant to be my day off.

1:02:24 > 1:02:26What can I do? She's dumped her on me,

1:02:26 > 1:02:29and she's getting grouchy cos it stinks of boys in here.

1:02:29 > 1:02:31All you have to do is just keep an eye out.

1:02:31 > 1:02:33Pop in, pop out, you know the deal.

1:02:33 > 1:02:35All right, fine, but you owe me.

1:02:35 > 1:02:36Yeah, yeah, fair enough.

1:02:36 > 1:02:39So it's just a normal training schedule today.

1:02:39 > 1:02:41All this lot are in.

1:02:41 > 1:02:43Got that usual guy coming over for the security system.

1:02:43 > 1:02:46You couldn't take him over the R&R, could you?

1:02:46 > 1:02:49- Cos the alarm's playing up.- See, now you're pushing it, ain't ya?

1:02:49 > 1:02:52Fair enough. I'll just let Sharon deal with it.

1:02:52 > 1:02:56She's over there on her jack but there you go, it's all right.

1:02:56 > 1:02:57All right, leave it with me.

1:02:57 > 1:02:58HE LAUGHS

1:02:58 > 1:03:00You never could resist a blonde, could you?

1:03:00 > 1:03:04They ain't all blondes, mate. You just take care of your daughter.

1:03:13 > 1:03:15SHE SIGHS

1:03:15 > 1:03:18Maybe if you told me what you're looking for, I could help you.

1:03:38 > 1:03:41I've been looking all over the place for you.

1:03:42 > 1:03:45Come back to the B&B now, man.

1:03:48 > 1:03:51Look, Shirley will calm down, y'know.

1:03:52 > 1:03:54I ain't scared of her.

1:03:54 > 1:03:57Then come back with me, let's play cards like we planned.

1:03:59 > 1:04:02Don't really feel like it. Maybe tomorrow.

1:04:04 > 1:04:07Denise offered Shirley a room. You OK with that?

1:04:14 > 1:04:17- If she's staying, I should leave. - And what'll that prove?

1:04:17 > 1:04:24Listen to me, son, running away, it's never the answer.

1:04:25 > 1:04:28Shirley don't need me in her face, reminding her.

1:04:28 > 1:04:31Is that what you're really worried about,

1:04:31 > 1:04:34or is it that she's going to be in YOUR face, reminding YOU?

1:04:38 > 1:04:42Look, now, man, I loved Heather like a daughter, you know that.

1:04:45 > 1:04:48You think it was easy for me to forgive you?

1:04:48 > 1:04:49No, of course not.

1:04:49 > 1:04:54But I did. Because you told the truth in the end.

1:04:54 > 1:04:58And the right person is now in jail.

1:05:00 > 1:05:02Look, once Shirley's thinking straight,

1:05:02 > 1:05:05she'll realise that you're just as much a victim as she is.

1:05:05 > 1:05:09And everything can go back to how it was before?

1:05:09 > 1:05:11No. No.

1:05:11 > 1:05:15But maybe if you look her in the eyes and tell her you're sorry...

1:05:18 > 1:05:20..you can both find some peace.

1:05:32 > 1:05:35I'm trying to find out if a company cheque has been cashed yet.

1:05:36 > 1:05:39It's £20,000.

1:05:42 > 1:05:47Cheque number is 004521.

1:05:49 > 1:05:52Well, how long does it normally take?

1:05:54 > 1:05:56Thanks for nothing!

1:05:58 > 1:06:00I told you, if he only wrote it today,

1:06:00 > 1:06:02it won't have gone through, will it?

1:06:02 > 1:06:05Yes, thank you, Billy!

1:06:05 > 1:06:07Here's an idea, it might seem a bit radical,

1:06:07 > 1:06:10but why don't you just ask Michael what he wants the money for?

1:06:10 > 1:06:11SHE LAUGHS

1:06:11 > 1:06:15- Yeah, cos it's that simple, right. - Well, yeah, it could be.

1:06:15 > 1:06:18Says the relationship expert.

1:06:18 > 1:06:20HE SIGHS

1:06:37 > 1:06:39Hear the boy out.

1:06:51 > 1:06:56Oh Dee, Dee, Dee, Jay's back.

1:06:59 > 1:07:02Go on, then, say what you've got to say.

1:07:07 > 1:07:14Look, I could make a million excuses for what I did.

1:07:16 > 1:07:18Covering up for Ben.

1:07:21 > 1:07:23But there ain't a million excuses, is there?

1:07:27 > 1:07:31All I can say is I'm sorry.

1:07:34 > 1:07:35I really am.

1:07:39 > 1:07:43But I haven't got off lightly like you think I have.

1:07:47 > 1:07:51It haunts me every minute of every day...

1:07:54 > 1:07:57..just like you said it would.

1:08:00 > 1:08:04I just can't stop thinking about Hev...

1:08:09 > 1:08:11..how she went quiet all of a sudden...

1:08:14 > 1:08:16..how she looked after...

1:08:22 > 1:08:25- I can't hear anything. - Maybe that's a good sign.

1:08:25 > 1:08:29You stand there and you tell me how bad you feel.

1:08:29 > 1:08:33What do you want me to say? "There, there, Jay. Poor little Jay"?

1:08:33 > 1:08:36I want you to feel bad for the rest of your life!

1:08:36 > 1:08:38Just let him go, Shirley!

1:08:38 > 1:08:40You and Ben being put away for ever is not enough for me.

1:08:40 > 1:08:42I'd like to see you swing for what you did.

1:08:42 > 1:08:45- Let him go, Shirley! - All right, all right, all right.

1:08:45 > 1:08:48Jay, just leave us alone. Please leave us alone.

1:08:48 > 1:08:52Shirley, you can't go on like this. It's going to eat you up inside.

1:08:52 > 1:08:53She's right.

1:08:53 > 1:08:55And Jay...he's just a kid.

1:08:55 > 1:08:58Don't be fooled by that. He's old enough to take responsibility.

1:08:58 > 1:09:00He knows more than anybody what it's like to lose someone.

1:09:00 > 1:09:03Yes, but he's lost someone too. He's lost Hev!

1:09:03 > 1:09:08And his mum and his dad and Phil, and now you.

1:09:08 > 1:09:11Oh, Shirley, look, enough lives have been ruined by this already,

1:09:11 > 1:09:15what's the point in ruining another?

1:09:15 > 1:09:18I am not... I'm not going to turf Jay out, Shirley,

1:09:18 > 1:09:22so if you're going to stay here

1:09:22 > 1:09:25then you're just going to have to find a way to forgive him.

1:09:28 > 1:09:32So, just to clarify then in my tiny little mind,

1:09:32 > 1:09:34you're freaking out cos I wrote a mysterious cheque.

1:09:34 > 1:09:37Only, it's not mysterious, because I filled the exact, precise amount

1:09:37 > 1:09:40in the stub and then put the cheque book back in the drawer

1:09:40 > 1:09:41where the cheque book lives.

1:09:41 > 1:09:44Fine, so why did you act so shifty when I came in this morning?

1:09:44 > 1:09:47- I didn't.- Yes, you did. And you said that you had appointments all day.

1:09:47 > 1:09:49I looked in the book, you didn't have any.

1:09:51 > 1:09:54Look, I just need to know what you are spending my money on!

1:09:54 > 1:09:58Ah, there you go. Well done. Your money. Lest we forget.

1:09:58 > 1:10:00Why don't you come with me. Come on. Come on.

1:10:00 > 1:10:02What? What are you doing?

1:10:03 > 1:10:06OK, that's what I'm talking about.

1:10:09 > 1:10:12That's what I was going to pick up this afternoon.

1:10:12 > 1:10:14I don't understand.

1:10:16 > 1:10:19That'll be a Porsche then. It's a present.

1:10:19 > 1:10:21Surprise.

1:10:23 > 1:10:27I can't forgive him, I haven't got it in me.

1:10:27 > 1:10:32All those lies that he told. What me and Andrew,

1:10:32 > 1:10:36Dot and you, what we went through, not knowing,

1:10:36 > 1:10:38nothing can make that right.

1:10:40 > 1:10:43Well, if that's how you feel,

1:10:43 > 1:10:50then maybe you don't need to just leave this house. Well, you know...

1:10:52 > 1:10:57..maybe you need to think about just leaving Walford.

1:10:57 > 1:11:00Yeah, before it screws you up for good.

1:11:00 > 1:11:03- Hang on.- No, don't you see, Patrick, that being here,

1:11:03 > 1:11:06she's just stuck in limbo?

1:11:06 > 1:11:12Shirley, every time you look at Phil and Jay,

1:11:12 > 1:11:17and you think about Hev and what happened,

1:11:17 > 1:11:21then, darling, you're never going to move forward, are you?

1:11:21 > 1:11:28You need to give yourself a chance to heal, somewhere new.

1:11:29 > 1:11:31Yeah.

1:11:35 > 1:11:36I don't need another car.

1:11:36 > 1:11:39Since when d'you limit yourself to things you need?

1:11:41 > 1:11:43We can't even get the kid in it.

1:11:43 > 1:11:44She'll be fine.

1:11:44 > 1:11:47Most men buy flowers when they've got a guilty conscience.

1:11:47 > 1:11:50God only knows what this means that you've been up to.

1:11:50 > 1:11:54When I married you, I promised you a beautiful, perfect life,

1:11:54 > 1:11:57full of beautiful, perfect things. And that's what this car signifies.

1:11:57 > 1:11:59Me trying to make good on that promise, yeah,

1:11:59 > 1:12:03it's a sexy, sleek car for my sexy, sleek wife.

1:12:05 > 1:12:08It's £20,000 of MY money.

1:12:08 > 1:12:10It's a little bit excessive, don't you think?

1:12:10 > 1:12:13And which friend did you say you got it from anyway?

1:12:13 > 1:12:17You know what? If you don't like the car, flog it!

1:12:24 > 1:12:27So where you going to go, your sister's?

1:12:27 > 1:12:29I ain't thought that far.

1:12:29 > 1:12:31Wait a minute.

1:12:34 > 1:12:37It ain't much, but...

1:12:37 > 1:12:39I can't take your cash.

1:12:39 > 1:12:41Come on. It'll help.

1:12:41 > 1:12:44Please.

1:12:44 > 1:12:46Thank you, Denise.

1:12:51 > 1:12:53Well, it's...

1:12:55 > 1:12:59It's been interesting knowing you.

1:13:01 > 1:13:03Been through a lot together, ain't we?

1:13:05 > 1:13:08Come here.

1:13:08 > 1:13:11I truly hope you find some happiness somewhere, you know?

1:13:11 > 1:13:14- Wherever you go.- Thank you.

1:13:18 > 1:13:22Here, you can put those towels she used in the wash

1:13:22 > 1:13:24with some of this, yeah.

1:13:24 > 1:13:26It's for pets but I think it can be used for humans.

1:13:26 > 1:13:28Kim, I brushed her hair, there were no bugs!

1:13:28 > 1:13:30Look, I ain't taking no chances!

1:13:34 > 1:13:37It'll get better, Denny, I promise.

1:13:37 > 1:13:41Now, Michael isn't here, so you can spend all afternoon with Mummy.

1:13:42 > 1:13:45Now, I've got to count the bottles in the bar,

1:13:45 > 1:13:49so why don't you do some nice drawings for me, eh?

1:13:49 > 1:13:52And if you miss me too much, you can see me on the TV,

1:13:52 > 1:13:55- but I'll come back to check on you, OK, darling?- OK.- Good boy.

1:14:30 > 1:14:32SHE SIGHS

1:14:32 > 1:14:34TEXT ALERT

1:14:49 > 1:14:50Sharon?

1:14:53 > 1:14:55PHONE RINGS

1:15:01 > 1:15:04R&R.

1:15:04 > 1:15:06No, he's not in today.

1:15:08 > 1:15:12Yeah, all right, I'll pass on the message. Yeah, bye.

1:15:40 > 1:15:42Shirl.

1:15:42 > 1:15:44I'm leaving Walford.

1:15:44 > 1:15:49But before I go, I think we should have a drink and a chat.

1:15:54 > 1:15:58Shirl, we can't keep opening up old wounds.

1:15:58 > 1:16:00It's not good...for either of us.

1:16:00 > 1:16:02Never were much of a talker, were you?

1:16:04 > 1:16:09How about a drink, then? Wouldn't deny me that, would you?

1:16:09 > 1:16:10For old times' sake.

1:16:16 > 1:16:19Oh, babe, it is crawling with bugs in there.

1:16:19 > 1:16:21They reckon that's where it started.

1:16:21 > 1:16:23So unless Shirley slept there last night,

1:16:23 > 1:16:25looks like she's innocent after all.

1:16:28 > 1:16:29Can't all be bad.

1:16:29 > 1:16:31The other boys ignore me.

1:16:31 > 1:16:33What about the girls?

1:16:33 > 1:16:37One's OK. Her name's Evie. She let me have some of her sweets.

1:16:37 > 1:16:39Well, that's a start.

1:16:39 > 1:16:42There's nothing wrong with getting in with girls, believe me.

1:16:42 > 1:16:43She pretty?

1:16:43 > 1:16:44S'pose.

1:16:44 > 1:16:47- I'll bet she's not as pretty as your mum.- She's the best.

1:16:47 > 1:16:51Yeah, she's the most important person in your life.

1:16:51 > 1:16:53But you've got to be your own man an' all,

1:16:53 > 1:16:55that means making an effort at school.

1:16:57 > 1:16:58Cos the better you fit in there,

1:16:58 > 1:17:01the sooner your mum's going to stop worrying about you.

1:17:01 > 1:17:02SHE CLEARS HER THROAT

1:17:02 > 1:17:06- I wondered where you'd been hiding! - Dirty under there. You want to get the cleaners on it.

1:17:06 > 1:17:08Can I have a word please, Jack? Outside.

1:17:08 > 1:17:11You ever need to talk, uncle Jack's always here.

1:17:11 > 1:17:12Won't be a minute, baby, OK?

1:17:15 > 1:17:18What's wrong with you?

1:17:19 > 1:17:22This is good stuff, it's the best.

1:17:22 > 1:17:27I got it specially. And you won't even have one glass?

1:17:27 > 1:17:29You know that I can't.

1:17:29 > 1:17:33Next you'll be telling me that you don't even think about it any more.

1:17:35 > 1:17:39Don't tell me that you're not longing for one mouthful.

1:17:41 > 1:17:43Maybe I should have bought some crack,

1:17:43 > 1:17:45wouldn't say no to that, would you?

1:17:45 > 1:17:50A crack comedown, that'd bring you somewhere close to my level.

1:17:50 > 1:17:54Is that what this is all about, getting me in the same state as you?

1:17:56 > 1:17:59Well, I'm already there, Shirl. Cos I've lost everything too, haven't I?

1:17:59 > 1:18:02You think I like rattling around this place on my own?

1:18:02 > 1:18:05Ain't enough.

1:18:05 > 1:18:06You ain't on your knees...

1:18:09 > 1:18:11..you ain't broken.

1:18:13 > 1:18:15You wanted me back here, well, here I am!

1:18:15 > 1:18:18But this time, for once, it's going to be on my terms.

1:18:25 > 1:18:29Go on, Phil. Just one mouthful.

1:18:31 > 1:18:33To prove to me that it weren't all a lie.

1:18:37 > 1:18:39If you loved me, you would.

1:18:56 > 1:19:00It's because I love you that I can't.

1:19:03 > 1:19:05This isn't the way, Shirley.

1:19:10 > 1:19:11Fine.

1:19:16 > 1:19:18More for me.

1:19:25 > 1:19:30- I was just trying to help! - He doesn't need any self-appointed uncles dishing out advice.

1:19:30 > 1:19:33And one night of passion does not qualify you for the job, understood?

1:19:33 > 1:19:35All right, I stepped out of line.

1:19:35 > 1:19:36Too right you did.

1:19:36 > 1:19:40That was one hell of a night though, weren't it?

1:19:40 > 1:19:42I'd say average.

1:19:42 > 1:19:44Come on, it was more than average!

1:19:44 > 1:19:49Right now, there's only room for one man in my life, Denny.

1:19:49 > 1:19:50So if you don't mind...

1:19:53 > 1:19:56Well, I've got somewhere I've got to be anyway.

1:19:56 > 1:20:00But don't think I'm giving up, cos right now ain't for ever, is it?

1:20:11 > 1:20:13Where are you? Good.

1:20:14 > 1:20:16Well, she ain't at the B&B no more, she's at mine.

1:20:16 > 1:20:18So get here as soon as you can.

1:20:25 > 1:20:27I need to get out of here.

1:20:27 > 1:20:29No, stay. Where else you going to go?

1:20:29 > 1:20:33Anywhere. Anywhere away from you.

1:20:33 > 1:20:36Shirl, stay. We can talk, like you wanted to, yeah?

1:20:37 > 1:20:39DOOR SLAMS

1:20:40 > 1:20:42KNOCK ON DOOR

1:20:42 > 1:20:43Yeah all right, hold on, hold on.

1:20:45 > 1:20:48You all right? Kat, sweetheart? What you doing here?

1:20:48 > 1:20:50You're not supposed to be here.

1:20:50 > 1:20:53We're coming home, all right! We miss you, I miss you.

1:20:53 > 1:20:55I'm not spending another night over there again.

1:20:55 > 1:20:57- We belong here, all of us. - I know, I know.

1:20:57 > 1:20:59I'll even wear this if I have to.

1:20:59 > 1:21:01THEY LAUGH

1:21:01 > 1:21:03Come here, you big softie.

1:21:03 > 1:21:05Do you want to come to Daddy? Come on.

1:21:05 > 1:21:08Tell you what, I suppose I could probably

1:21:08 > 1:21:11put some beds in the hallway, make it a bit safe for us, eh?

1:21:11 > 1:21:15As long as you promise though to wear this when we're on our own.

1:21:15 > 1:21:17- SHE LAUGHS - You little minx.

1:21:41 > 1:21:43I don't want no help, I've told you!

1:21:55 > 1:21:56Carly?

1:21:56 > 1:21:58Same old Mum.

1:21:58 > 1:22:00Carly.

1:22:05 > 1:22:10Carly! Don't go! Please, don't go.

1:22:12 > 1:22:15You can't just let extra guest stay and not tell me!

1:22:15 > 1:22:17- Kat's moved out. It's not a problem, is it?- Kat's moved out?

1:22:17 > 1:22:19Look, Dee, there are systems.

1:22:19 > 1:22:21And after systems, there are rosettes.

1:22:21 > 1:22:24Hot squash, please. Denny's still not feeling too good.

1:22:24 > 1:22:25Yeah? He looks all right to me.

1:22:25 > 1:22:29So he's having the day off and he'd like a hot squash.

1:22:29 > 1:22:34- Well, that would depend if Dee's late-night guest hasn't drunk it all.- Oh, give it a rest, Hyacinth.

1:22:34 > 1:22:37- It's not like I ain't got waifs and strays already. - You'll give a man a headache.

1:22:37 > 1:22:42- How many rosettes you get for that? - Does this wallpaper say dosshouse?

1:22:42 > 1:22:44Does it?!

1:22:44 > 1:22:46I will get your squash.

1:22:46 > 1:22:49I'm still waiting to know who's so important

1:22:49 > 1:22:50that you had to break my system?

1:22:53 > 1:22:56SHE SQUEALS

1:22:56 > 1:22:58You've come to see Auntie Kim!

1:23:00 > 1:23:02Nobody told me you were coming.

1:23:13 > 1:23:16- You want a coffee?- I want vodka.

1:23:16 > 1:23:17I'm trying to help you, Shirl.

1:23:17 > 1:23:19That's why I called Carly.

1:23:31 > 1:23:33- What?- There.- What is it?

1:23:33 > 1:23:34SHE LAUGHS

1:23:34 > 1:23:37- Ow.- Daddy. Look.- It was your idea to eat in bed.

1:23:37 > 1:23:42- Midnight feast? - Oh, yeah, yeah, darling. Just a spur of the moment thing, that's all.

1:23:42 > 1:23:45- We didn't think you'd want to join us...- You don't need to explain.

1:23:45 > 1:23:47I was married once. I do remember spur of the moment things(!)

1:23:47 > 1:23:50- No, Jean. It's nothing like that, darling.- No, no.

1:23:50 > 1:23:54Health and safety, Alfie. Fire exit.

1:23:54 > 1:23:57I think we all need to be back in our proper places

1:23:57 > 1:23:58before Shenice gets back.

1:23:58 > 1:24:01(WHISPERS) Shenice.

1:24:01 > 1:24:03OK. Well, try again with her, yeah?

1:24:03 > 1:24:06- Just one last time. - There's just too much water.

1:24:06 > 1:24:08So why did you come?

1:24:08 > 1:24:10Phil said she was killing herself. I wanted to see if it was true so...

1:24:10 > 1:24:14Hey. That's not the Carly I know.

1:24:15 > 1:24:18She looks like such a mess.

1:24:21 > 1:24:23You, er...

1:24:24 > 1:24:27You were about to give birth

1:24:27 > 1:24:30and, um, then you did...

1:24:31 > 1:24:34..and so I haven't told you everything.

1:24:39 > 1:24:41Here you are. Get that down you.

1:24:44 > 1:24:46I found you out cold in the street.

1:24:46 > 1:24:48Just get me a vodka, will you?

1:24:49 > 1:24:51Just...

1:24:51 > 1:24:53Just ring her.

1:24:53 > 1:24:56Yeah, and get her to come all the way back here

1:24:56 > 1:24:58just to see me in the gutter again?

1:24:58 > 1:25:01- She's still your daughter. - I don't think she sees it like that.

1:25:01 > 1:25:03Here, Shirl.

1:25:03 > 1:25:06Shirl, you've got to find something to live for, haven't you?

1:25:06 > 1:25:10I used to. I used to have something to live for.

1:25:11 > 1:25:12You.

1:25:13 > 1:25:15Hev, Ben, Jay.

1:25:17 > 1:25:19I'll clear this up.

1:25:19 > 1:25:21One of them's dead.

1:25:21 > 1:25:24One of them killed her.

1:25:24 > 1:25:26And the other two covered it up and lied to me.

1:25:26 > 1:25:28So having something to live for,

1:25:28 > 1:25:30you know, I don't really think it's my thing.

1:25:30 > 1:25:33Why can't you accept that I care about you?

1:25:33 > 1:25:36Because you've never cared about me. You've only used me

1:25:36 > 1:25:38to get what you want,

1:25:38 > 1:25:42a cheap bunk up and someone to feed your psycho kids.

1:25:42 > 1:25:45Even now, you're terrified

1:25:45 > 1:25:47that I'm going to go to the police,

1:25:47 > 1:25:50- tell everyone your dirty little secret.- This ain't about me.

1:25:50 > 1:25:53It's always about you!

1:25:54 > 1:25:57- Shall I call Mummy?- Why don't you leave her out of it, eh?

1:25:57 > 1:25:59That's rattled you, hasn't it?

1:25:59 > 1:26:02Not enough that her tap-dancing grandson

1:26:02 > 1:26:03has battered a women to death.

1:26:03 > 1:26:08So, do you think she needs to know that her precious little boy

1:26:08 > 1:26:11- has turned to covering up murder? - You want to calm down...

1:26:11 > 1:26:14And YOU don't get to tell me what to do, Phil!

1:26:14 > 1:26:16Not any more.

1:26:24 > 1:26:28- Denny! Denny, get down!- I was just like him at his age.

1:26:28 > 1:26:30No offence, but he's not you.

1:26:30 > 1:26:33- Now THAT is what I call a toy car. - Don't encourage him.

1:26:34 > 1:26:38- You here to see your mum?- Yeah. - Get down. It's dangerous. - He's only having a bit of fun.

1:26:38 > 1:26:40Do you want another telling off?

1:26:40 > 1:26:42Yes, please.

1:26:42 > 1:26:45- Hello, Carly.- Tan. - All right, Jack? Hello!

1:26:45 > 1:26:48How are you? Is this your little run-around, is it?

1:26:48 > 1:26:51Oh, hello. Oscar was wondering where you'd got to this morning?

1:26:51 > 1:26:54- He's not very well. - Yeah, looks like it(!)

1:26:54 > 1:26:59- So, you're going to come to work with Mummy, babe?- What is it this time?- He's got a temperature.

1:26:59 > 1:27:01You can't wrap them in cotton wool all the time, you know?

1:27:01 > 1:27:05What is it with everyone? I do know how to bring up my own kid.

1:27:05 > 1:27:07Debatable.

1:27:07 > 1:27:09You don't like it, someone having something over you.

1:27:09 > 1:27:13You want to drink, drink. You want to tell people, tell people.

1:27:13 > 1:27:16Oh, I will. I'm going to tell the world the truth about Phil Mitchell

1:27:16 > 1:27:19cos now it's my turn to hurt people. The boot's on the other foot.

1:27:40 > 1:27:42You'd forgotten, hadn't you?

1:27:42 > 1:27:44- No, I hadn't forgotten. - Yes, you had.

1:27:44 > 1:27:47All right. I'd forgotten what the date was. Are you happy?

1:27:47 > 1:27:52- Shenice would have been standing at that airport, all alone... - Here, you seen all this lot?

1:27:52 > 1:27:54Yes, darling. They're going to be back later, do final checks.

1:27:54 > 1:27:57- You'd forgotten too, hadn't you? - Give them a ring, yeah?

1:27:57 > 1:27:59Nah, they'll be a couple of hours.

1:27:59 > 1:28:01Shenice is coming back, I want everything perfect.

1:28:01 > 1:28:05Clean pub, clean start. We don't want her knowing we had bugs everywhere, do we?

1:28:16 > 1:28:19I heard about Hev. I'm really sorry.

1:28:19 > 1:28:21Yeah, I don't need your pity.

1:28:21 > 1:28:23- Why don't you calm down?- I am calm!

1:28:23 > 1:28:25The state of you, Mum. It ain't even ten o'clock!

1:28:25 > 1:28:27Why don't you just get off your cloud?

1:28:27 > 1:28:29She's come to help you.

1:28:29 > 1:28:31- And why do I need help again? - She's come all this way to help you.

1:28:35 > 1:28:37Give us some space, yeah?

1:28:37 > 1:28:40- If you need any help... - Yeah, I don't.

1:28:45 > 1:28:47How's your brother?

1:28:47 > 1:28:50- What? You care now, do you? - No, of course I don't. I don't give two monkey's.

1:28:50 > 1:28:53Right. He came out to Australia with me. He met this girl,

1:28:53 > 1:28:56decided to stay on, runs a bar, doing really well.

1:28:56 > 1:29:00I didn't even know you that were back in the country with a baby

1:29:00 > 1:29:03until Denise told me. How do you think that makes me feel?

1:29:03 > 1:29:06The state of you, I doubt you can feel anything, Mum.

1:29:09 > 1:29:11Have you got my grandson with you?

1:29:11 > 1:29:12He's got a name, you know?

1:29:12 > 1:29:15Can I see him?

1:29:15 > 1:29:16Jimmy?

1:29:17 > 1:29:19After your brother.

1:29:19 > 1:29:21Oh, I'm surprised you remember.

1:29:21 > 1:29:24Hark at her, Little Miss Perfect, stinking of roses.

1:29:24 > 1:29:27I didn't bring him with me. I left him with his dad.

1:29:27 > 1:29:31Why would I even want him to meet you? What would I say?

1:29:31 > 1:29:35"Oh, Jimmy, here's your granny. Any luck she'll knit you a jumper,

1:29:35 > 1:29:38"buy a giant teddy bear." Don't stop on my behalf, Mum.

1:29:38 > 1:29:40How dare you come back here and gloat at me.

1:29:40 > 1:29:44I came here cos I'm stupid enough to still care about you, Mum.

1:29:45 > 1:29:47You never change.

1:29:47 > 1:29:50No use to anyone. Waste of air.

1:29:59 > 1:30:01Does Alfie know you're in here?

1:30:07 > 1:30:11All my life, I've had people talk about me behind my back.

1:30:11 > 1:30:14Sometimes I talk back to them.

1:30:14 > 1:30:17Sometimes I pretend I'm invisible.

1:30:17 > 1:30:20Is that what you're doing? Pretending you're invisible?

1:30:23 > 1:30:27Cos if you are, I can't see you, can I?

1:30:27 > 1:30:29And if I can't see you,

1:30:29 > 1:30:33I can't tell you that Alfie would want you to leave.

1:30:36 > 1:30:39Brian used to play darts. My husband.

1:30:39 > 1:30:41Never taught me.

1:30:47 > 1:30:51- You didn't have to buy him that. - Just saw it at the market.

1:30:51 > 1:30:54That's the thing with you boys, never grow up.

1:30:58 > 1:31:00Yeah, nice to see you too.

1:31:01 > 1:31:05- Er, I'm taking that to the bank later.- Well, I'm taking it now.

1:31:05 > 1:31:08- Do you want to bother telling me what for?- My business, my money.

1:31:10 > 1:31:12- Search me.- What's that? An invite?

1:31:12 > 1:31:14Can I go and show Oscar my truck?

1:31:14 > 1:31:18- Oscar's at school, isn't he, darling? - Why can't I go to school?

1:31:18 > 1:31:21Because you're staying here with Mummy today, aren't you, babe?

1:31:21 > 1:31:24Why don't you take it out on the dance floor?

1:31:24 > 1:31:29- Lot more space out there. You can learn a few tricks.- Course you can.

1:31:29 > 1:31:32I'll be out there to play with you in a minute.

1:31:32 > 1:31:33You're not working today?

1:31:33 > 1:31:36Nah, the gym's quiet.

1:31:36 > 1:31:39Thought I'd come over here, help you sharpen a few pencils.

1:31:39 > 1:31:41And there's me thinking girls just wanted diamonds and champagne?

1:31:45 > 1:31:4811! That's good, isn't it?

1:31:48 > 1:31:49Yeah, it's all right.

1:31:49 > 1:31:53Yeah, it's not as good as 12, but it's better than 10.

1:31:53 > 1:31:56Sometime's that's what you have to focus on...

1:31:56 > 1:31:58the little things.

1:31:58 > 1:32:01Like, is today better than yesterday?

1:32:03 > 1:32:09Can I score one little more point?

1:32:09 > 1:32:11Seven.

1:32:11 > 1:32:13You see, now I'm going backwards.

1:32:13 > 1:32:16That's when you have to stop, take stock

1:32:16 > 1:32:19and turn things around.

1:32:20 > 1:32:22And how do you do that?

1:32:22 > 1:32:25First, you have to accept the things you can't change.

1:32:25 > 1:32:28You can't undo what you did.

1:32:28 > 1:32:30Heather's not coming back, is she?

1:32:32 > 1:32:34Have you and Shirley...?

1:32:36 > 1:32:38I tried to talk to her.

1:32:39 > 1:32:42And she tried to kill me.

1:32:44 > 1:32:47Michael did a terrible thing to me. Terrible.

1:32:47 > 1:32:51Not as terrible as, you know... I mean, I know you didn't, but...

1:32:51 > 1:32:54you knew stuff and you didn't speak out. That was wrong.

1:32:55 > 1:32:57You know that was wrong.

1:32:58 > 1:33:00I know you know that was wrong.

1:33:00 > 1:33:04Well, what Michael did was wrong and I was angry.

1:33:04 > 1:33:07I was SO angry. I wanted everyone to know how wrong he was.

1:33:09 > 1:33:13And then when the people that mattered knew...

1:33:13 > 1:33:14it sort of helped.

1:33:14 > 1:33:18And then things started to go bad for him

1:33:18 > 1:33:21and I thought, well, you know, he is a person. He has got feelings.

1:33:21 > 1:33:25He's doing his best, whatever that best is.

1:33:27 > 1:33:31And slowly I stopped being angry...

1:33:31 > 1:33:35and just became resigned.

1:33:35 > 1:33:39So when he did apologise, in his own way...

1:33:41 > 1:33:42..I was ready to hear it.

1:33:42 > 1:33:46You know, forgiveness is a funny thing.

1:33:46 > 1:33:49Sometimes you do it quickly. You go, "Don't be so silly,

1:33:49 > 1:33:53"Forget about it, let's move on." And sometimes it can be slow.

1:33:55 > 1:33:57I don't think it's something that you decide.

1:33:58 > 1:34:00It's something...

1:34:00 > 1:34:03Well, when you wait a long time...

1:34:04 > 1:34:07..it's something that you realise you feel.

1:34:07 > 1:34:12You know, you wake up one morning and the sun's shining and you...

1:34:12 > 1:34:14you know.

1:34:14 > 1:34:16You just know.

1:34:19 > 1:34:21Better than a seven, yeah?

1:34:27 > 1:34:29I should never have come.

1:34:29 > 1:34:31Come on, don't go. Not like this.

1:34:31 > 1:34:33I knew it'd be like this. I always promise myself

1:34:33 > 1:34:35I'm not going to get drawn back in again and...

1:34:35 > 1:34:38- KNOCKING ON DOOR - Hold on. That'll be her now.

1:34:38 > 1:34:42You always think to yourself, it can't get any worse, and then you know what?

1:34:46 > 1:34:48Five minutes, yeah?

1:34:48 > 1:34:50- I've tried to tell her. - I know what you did.

1:35:46 > 1:35:49He was my dad.

1:35:49 > 1:35:53- I bet you couldn't wait, could you? - She told me about it months ago.

1:35:55 > 1:35:58Listen, accidents happen, people die and I'm sorry.

1:35:58 > 1:36:01- Just seems to happens a lot around you...- Stay out of it, all right?

1:36:01 > 1:36:03Do you want to know the truth?

1:36:03 > 1:36:05I don't even blame you for his death.

1:36:05 > 1:36:07He knew what that car was when he got into it.

1:36:07 > 1:36:10What I do blame you for is slowly killing my mum.

1:36:10 > 1:36:12I blame you for the state of her.

1:36:12 > 1:36:14Just...

1:36:14 > 1:36:16Just take her away, please.

1:36:16 > 1:36:18What? And pick up your pieces?

1:36:18 > 1:36:22- Look, it's not my fault she's in a mess.- No?- Nothing's ever your fault, is it?- Look, just...

1:36:22 > 1:36:25This is between me and Carly, all right?

1:36:27 > 1:36:29I can't help her. I can't give her what she needs.

1:36:29 > 1:36:31No, because she needs her best mate back...

1:36:31 > 1:36:35- Stay out of it, all right?- ..and your psycho son...- Stay out of it!

1:36:36 > 1:36:38I helped you out, didn't I?

1:36:38 > 1:36:41I gave you a chance, I gave you a job, didn't I?

1:36:41 > 1:36:45- I don't owe you anything.- OK. Well, then do it for your mum.

1:36:45 > 1:36:47Please.

1:36:48 > 1:36:50I can...

1:36:50 > 1:36:52I can get more, yeah?

1:36:56 > 1:36:59I can get more. Just tell me what you need. Please?

1:37:02 > 1:37:04Right, Dennis, let's teach you some new tricks.

1:37:06 > 1:37:08Denny?

1:37:08 > 1:37:11- Right, I'll check the toilet.- Denny!

1:37:11 > 1:37:13He's not here!

1:37:13 > 1:37:15Ain't in there, either.

1:37:17 > 1:37:19Is this how you show love?

1:37:19 > 1:37:22Just take it! Say what you want...

1:37:22 > 1:37:24And you wonder why she's such a mess.

1:37:26 > 1:37:29You get away from her.

1:37:29 > 1:37:31You've destroyed everything I love.

1:37:31 > 1:37:35Everyone I've cared for. I'm not going to let you destroy her too.

1:37:35 > 1:37:37You're poison.

1:37:48 > 1:37:50DOOR CLOSES

1:37:50 > 1:37:52Denny!

1:37:53 > 1:37:56You go down the market. I'll do George Street and Turpin Road.

1:37:56 > 1:37:59- I should never have let you give him that.- We'll find him.

1:37:59 > 1:38:01Denny!

1:38:01 > 1:38:02Denny!

1:38:08 > 1:38:09What's he done to you?

1:38:11 > 1:38:12He hasn't done anything.

1:38:13 > 1:38:16Mum, it's like he's taken half of you away.

1:38:16 > 1:38:20I haven't had a drink. You know that.

1:38:34 > 1:38:36I haven't been this sober for weeks.

1:38:36 > 1:38:38Why?

1:38:39 > 1:38:41Denise told me about Hev, but I...

1:38:44 > 1:38:46Did she tell you she scooped me up from the gutter?

1:38:46 > 1:38:48No, those weren't quite my words.

1:38:48 > 1:38:52Who'd have thought it, eh? After everything we've been through,

1:38:52 > 1:38:54old sourface here, she took me in.

1:38:54 > 1:38:57Yeah. Less of the old, please.

1:38:59 > 1:39:01But it's not about Hev, is it? Hmm?

1:39:01 > 1:39:05It's Phil. Go on, what's he done?

1:39:10 > 1:39:12When your dad died...

1:39:14 > 1:39:17..you said you wished it had been me.

1:39:17 > 1:39:19Well, I didn't mean it, did I?

1:39:19 > 1:39:20You were right.

1:39:21 > 1:39:23Mum...

1:39:24 > 1:39:26You'd still have your dad.

1:39:27 > 1:39:30Denise'd still be happy. We'd have been better all round.

1:39:32 > 1:39:34Well,

1:39:34 > 1:39:35we don't get to choose, do we?

1:39:37 > 1:39:38I know that.

1:39:40 > 1:39:42That's the joke of it.

1:39:46 > 1:39:48I'm sorry.

1:39:49 > 1:39:52- (VOICE CRACKS)- Carly, I'm so sorry.

1:39:52 > 1:39:54Oh, hey... Mum...

1:39:57 > 1:39:59Hey! Sssh.

1:39:59 > 1:40:01SHIRLEY SOBS

1:40:01 > 1:40:03Denny!

1:40:03 > 1:40:04Denny!

1:40:10 > 1:40:13- How many times have I told you? - I was only playing.

1:40:13 > 1:40:16- Here? Do you know what happened here? - I wanted to find Oscar...

1:40:16 > 1:40:18This is where your dad died!

1:40:25 > 1:40:26That's nice, isn't it?

1:40:28 > 1:40:29Everything back to normal.

1:40:32 > 1:40:34I love fresh bedding.

1:40:35 > 1:40:39Everything clean and white and fresh...

1:40:41 > 1:40:44- Shall I give you a hand? - No, I'm all right, thanks, Jean.

1:40:51 > 1:40:55PHONE RINGS

1:40:55 > 1:40:56But he died in a helicopter.

1:40:56 > 1:41:00- You said he... - I'm sorry, darling. I didn't mean it.

1:41:00 > 1:41:02It's just, Mummy lost you and she was scared.

1:41:03 > 1:41:07I meant, this is where I saw him. The last time I saw him.

1:41:07 > 1:41:09Then he went to fly his helicopter?

1:41:09 > 1:41:11Yes, darling.

1:41:11 > 1:41:13- Went to save all those people?- Hmm.

1:41:13 > 1:41:15But why did he die?

1:41:16 > 1:41:19Well, because the helicopter crashed

1:41:19 > 1:41:21and he was a hero and he died, didn't he?

1:41:21 > 1:41:23Yes, but why?

1:41:24 > 1:41:27No-one knows why people die, baby.

1:41:30 > 1:41:32Sometimes people, they...

1:41:32 > 1:41:35Good people, heroes. They...

1:41:36 > 1:41:37They just die.

1:41:37 > 1:41:40Sharon?

1:41:40 > 1:41:42You all right?

1:42:02 > 1:42:04I need to go away.

1:42:05 > 1:42:06Get myself sorted.

1:42:07 > 1:42:11So, where you going to go?

1:42:11 > 1:42:13Ain't like I haven't done it before.

1:42:15 > 1:42:16I left my kids.

1:42:18 > 1:42:22And Jimbo, he was...he was so needy.

1:42:23 > 1:42:26I mean, what type of mum does that?

1:42:26 > 1:42:29Leaves her children and a kid with cystic fibrosis?

1:42:33 > 1:42:35Has, um...?

1:42:35 > 1:42:37Oh, no, no, no.

1:42:37 > 1:42:40I had this test when I found out, so...

1:42:40 > 1:42:43I know how scary it must have been for you.

1:42:43 > 1:42:46You wouldn't have left him, though, would you?

1:42:46 > 1:42:48Like I did.

1:42:50 > 1:42:53And left you and Deano with a man that wasn't even your dad.

1:42:53 > 1:42:54He WAS my dad.

1:42:57 > 1:42:59That's why you hated me all this time.

1:42:59 > 1:43:02- I was young!- I'm not blaming you.

1:43:02 > 1:43:04I deserve all the hate you can chuck at me.

1:43:04 > 1:43:08Well, I...I get it a little bit more now.

1:43:10 > 1:43:13Jimbo died. I didn't even go back.

1:43:14 > 1:43:16Just lost meself in a bottle.

1:43:19 > 1:43:20Now look at you.

1:43:22 > 1:43:24Got a kid of your own...

1:43:24 > 1:43:26Your own business...

1:43:26 > 1:43:28- Man that loves you. - You haven't met him.

1:43:29 > 1:43:33Imagine what you'd have turned out like if I'd stuck around.

1:43:33 > 1:43:35Mum, all I ever wanted was you there.

1:43:35 > 1:43:37But you had your dad.

1:43:40 > 1:43:41And then you had Denise.

1:43:43 > 1:43:49Well, sometimes it's easier to be a mum to kids that aren't your own.

1:43:49 > 1:43:53Yeah, cos I did such a great job with Ben(!)

1:43:53 > 1:43:55I meant...

1:43:55 > 1:43:58If I'm such a great mum, why aren't mine here?

1:44:00 > 1:44:04You do your best. And that's all you can do.

1:44:04 > 1:44:07Do you know what the last thing that Pat said to me...

1:44:07 > 1:44:09you know, before I went off?

1:44:09 > 1:44:11She gave me this little locket,

1:44:11 > 1:44:14had a picture of Dad in it.

1:44:14 > 1:44:16And she said...

1:44:16 > 1:44:22She said, "Love never ends, Carly. Just you remember that."

1:44:22 > 1:44:24BABY CRIES

1:44:43 > 1:44:46I've been thinking of things I can do.

1:44:47 > 1:44:50But there's nothing I can do.

1:44:50 > 1:44:53I've just got to say it.

1:44:53 > 1:44:56And if I have to keep on saying it, I will.

1:44:56 > 1:44:58If I have to say it a million times.

1:45:01 > 1:45:03But I'm sorry.

1:45:05 > 1:45:07For everything, Shirl.

1:45:07 > 1:45:09I'm really, really sorry.

1:45:13 > 1:45:15I know.

1:45:15 > 1:45:17FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS

1:45:18 > 1:45:20Hey!

1:45:22 > 1:45:23Ooh...

1:45:30 > 1:45:32There you go.

1:45:35 > 1:45:36Hi!

1:45:37 > 1:45:38Hiya.

1:45:44 > 1:45:46Why don't... Why don't you come and live with us?

1:45:48 > 1:45:50Nah, wouldn't last two weeks.

1:45:51 > 1:45:53Just try.

1:45:54 > 1:45:56Please?

1:45:58 > 1:46:00Please.

1:46:05 > 1:46:07All right, sweetheart? Ready for the airport run?

1:46:07 > 1:46:09Shenice ain't coming.

1:46:10 > 1:46:14What do you mean, Shenice ain't coming? Is she going to stay another day or what?

1:46:14 > 1:46:17No, she's staying there for good. Martina just rang.

1:46:17 > 1:46:19She can't just do that.

1:46:19 > 1:46:22She's sorted herself out and they're getting on really well

1:46:22 > 1:46:23so she's staying there.

1:46:25 > 1:46:26I've spent all day cleaning.

1:46:27 > 1:46:30I've ironed her uniform and I've bought her shoes.

1:46:32 > 1:46:35Oi, oi, come on. Come on.

1:46:35 > 1:46:38It's only Spain, all right. It's not that far.

1:46:40 > 1:46:43It wasn't as if she was going to stay here forever, was it, eh?

1:46:43 > 1:46:46She's bought new sheets and, well, everything.

1:46:46 > 1:46:48Listen, if she wants to be with her mum...

1:46:50 > 1:46:54Come on, Kat, everyone deserves a fresh start, don't they, eh?

1:46:54 > 1:46:56- Dirty!- Aw...- Dirty!

1:46:57 > 1:46:59Don't you go exterminating me!

1:46:59 > 1:47:02- Fat Boy! Fat Boy!- Dirty!

1:47:02 > 1:47:05- Whoa, whoa, Fats! Time out, yeah? Just...- Sorry.

1:47:05 > 1:47:09Listen, sweetheart, all this stuff is going to be as good as gone

1:47:09 > 1:47:11in a couple of hours, I promise you.

1:47:11 > 1:47:13Hey, Shenice...

1:47:13 > 1:47:16It's not your fault, all right? It'll be fine.

1:47:22 > 1:47:24Just telling Jack to call off the search.

1:47:24 > 1:47:25Thanks.

1:47:25 > 1:47:27BOYS PLAY AND SHOUT UPSTAIRS

1:47:27 > 1:47:30How do I tell him? Denny?

1:47:33 > 1:47:34His dad was murdered.

1:47:34 > 1:47:36Outside the Vic.

1:47:37 > 1:47:38Sharon, that's awful.

1:47:39 > 1:47:41My dad was murdered inside it.

1:47:43 > 1:47:44And you still come back?

1:47:46 > 1:47:48I'm going to check on the boys.

1:47:48 > 1:47:51Oh, no, don't worry. Honestly, they'll be fine playing upstairs.

1:47:53 > 1:47:57Trust me. It's when you don't hear any noise, you need to worry.

1:47:59 > 1:48:02I had nowhere else.

1:48:02 > 1:48:05I thought, "I've been here as a daughter."

1:48:05 > 1:48:08"I've been here as a lover, as a wife."

1:48:08 > 1:48:12I just thought this time it'd be different, you know?

1:48:12 > 1:48:14I thought I'd be here as a mum.

1:48:14 > 1:48:16Can't even get the mum bit right.

1:48:16 > 1:48:18- BOYS:- Yay!

1:48:19 > 1:48:21I don't think any of us get the mum bit right.

1:48:23 > 1:48:26Honestly, the stories I could tell you.

1:48:26 > 1:48:28Yaay!

1:48:28 > 1:48:30Can I go to school next week?

1:48:30 > 1:48:34- Yeah, course you can, darling.- Yes! I'm going to teach Oscar to catch.

1:48:34 > 1:48:37Oh! Good.

1:48:40 > 1:48:42I haven't started that yet!

1:48:42 > 1:48:43No, I know.

1:48:49 > 1:48:51Let's start again, shall we?

1:48:52 > 1:48:54I'm Tanya.

1:48:54 > 1:48:56I'm Sharon.

1:48:57 > 1:48:59- Your bill...- Kim!

1:48:59 > 1:49:01- Is on the house.- Thank you.

1:49:05 > 1:49:07Can't pay your way out of this.

1:49:07 > 1:49:08Just keep it.

1:49:08 > 1:49:10It's not about the money.

1:49:11 > 1:49:13Just want to say thank you for everything.

1:49:13 > 1:49:15You always have a home here, you know that.

1:49:15 > 1:49:18- Yeah, you call me, all right?- Mum?

1:49:18 > 1:49:20Don't. He ain't worth it.

1:49:24 > 1:49:28You know, the saddest thing of all is, we were friends once.

1:49:29 > 1:49:31Good friends.

1:49:31 > 1:49:33Mum, come on, we're going.

1:49:38 > 1:49:41I'll spend some time with my daughter. Get to know my grandson.

1:49:43 > 1:49:44Sort myself out.

1:49:44 > 1:49:46Sounds good.

1:49:47 > 1:49:48It's what you need.

1:49:51 > 1:49:53You ain't going to get rid of me.

1:49:55 > 1:49:57Keep looking over your shoulder, Phil.

1:49:57 > 1:49:59Cos when you least expect it...

1:50:01 > 1:50:03..I'll be back.

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