0:00:39 > 0:00:44- Oi, Oi!- Lee!- Look at you! You make me want to take you straight to the bedroom and give today a miss.
0:00:44 > 0:00:48- It's a bit much, isn't it? - No, it's Carnival, you nutter. You're meant to look like that.
0:00:48 > 0:00:52- There you go. Know you like your little bit of bling.- I do. - Right, let's have it!
0:00:54 > 0:00:56- Urrrrgh! - SHE LAUGHS
0:01:00 > 0:01:03Right Ian, did you remember to put Jim's chair in Patrick's room?
0:01:03 > 0:01:04- Yes.- Great.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Oh, no! No, I didn't clear out that drawer.
0:01:10 > 0:01:14It's fine. Peter's done it.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Just calm down. Everything's going to be OK.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20There you go, winkle. Cop for that.
0:01:20 > 0:01:21Thanks a lot.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- Right, I'll see you later, then. - We're coming with you.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28Yeah, we're going to follow your mob around on one of them lorries.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30Your mum's going to have her sequinned bikini on.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33I'm going to have all my big guns hanging out. Ain't that right?
0:01:33 > 0:01:37- Your hair looks lovely. Can we go now, please? - Shut up. I couldn't find my Oyster.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40Course you couldn't, sweetheart.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43- You still coming? - No. We still ain't found a donor. - You'd best get a move on.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46- You're meant to be knocking her up tomorrow, ain't ya? - We're trying, ain't we?
0:01:46 > 0:01:49It's just about finding the right dad.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51They're cruising for man juice. Sure you want to go carnival?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53How do you keep your material so fresh, Lee?
0:01:53 > 0:01:56- What about Nancy? - She's going to meet us down there.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58- Oi, behave yourselves.- No chance!
0:02:02 > 0:02:05I can't stop thinking about you in that bikini now.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09What do you reckon we have a little bit of carnival role-play later,
0:02:09 > 0:02:11while the kids are away?
0:02:12 > 0:02:14What? Oh. Yeah. Sure.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23I usually only have to say fluorescent feathered headdress and she's all over it.
0:02:23 > 0:02:27Don't worry about it. She's probably just mad you two are stuck in here all day
0:02:27 > 0:02:30instead of having it down Notting Hill.
0:02:30 > 0:02:35Do you know what? Do us a favour, T, can you hold the fort?
0:02:35 > 0:02:38I think I know how to get my baby bubbling again!
0:02:46 > 0:02:48- All right, Alfie. - All right, Mick.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53- What you doing with all that? - What?- Eating for the whole family?
0:02:53 > 0:02:58Shut up! What are you talking about? This my the breakfast of champions. Protein and carbs. Lovely.
0:02:58 > 0:03:02If you fancy this afternoon, why don't you pop over, come and see the twins, yeah?
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- I'd love to, but... - Terry's working with me today.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07Yeah, well, she's got a load of extra stock
0:03:07 > 0:03:09- so I said I'd help her shift it. - Don't worry about it.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12You'll probably do a better job than me. Catch you later. All right.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15Here, girls, come and get your carnival gear here.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Oi, what do you think you're playing at?
0:03:17 > 0:03:20What's the matter? Scared of a bit of competition?
0:03:20 > 0:03:23No, it's his ugly mug I'm worried about. Scaring the customers off.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25You're doing a good enough job of that yourself, love.
0:03:25 > 0:03:30- What's that supposed to mean?- When he blew that horn now, I thought it was you trying to sell me something.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Oh, there you go again, Bianca! Leggings? I've got plenty, thanks.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35No, your leggings are thermal underwear, Tell.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37And believe me, they're not a good look.
0:03:47 > 0:03:52You lot! Oi listen, listen. I really need to ask a favour. I ain't going to lie, it's a big one.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55I really need your help. And I need you back at the Vic.
0:03:55 > 0:03:56I need you back at the Vic, right now.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59- You're joking!- Dad, this is my only day off in two weeks.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02And it's the last chance I get to go out before I start my course.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Listen, I'll make it up to you, all right, I swear.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06I'm planning this surprise for your mum.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08She ain't been feeling too perky lately.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10And I need your help.
0:04:10 > 0:04:14OK? I know you both don't like seeing her like this, either.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17All right. It's your mum, I get it. It's fine.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Whitney, thank you. Thank you.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28No, no, not down there, pile them up together.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29Sorry.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Your boy's got a lot of stuff, Mrs B.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35Yes, and your record collection's growing at a rate of knots.
0:04:35 > 0:04:41Arthur, I'm worried about this, with you here and Charlie moving in,
0:04:41 > 0:04:45cos I'm only allowed one lodger. You know what the Council said.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46- Yeah, but...- Cheers, Arthur.
0:04:47 > 0:04:51Well, let's get you settled in.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55All right - careful with that box of fragile stuff, eh?
0:05:16 > 0:05:20Right, come on, then, Patrick. Shall I help you with this leg? Yeah?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23OK. Come on, then. That's it, I've got it.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26There you go. It's down now. You bring the other one out.
0:05:26 > 0:05:30I've got your arm. Get out this side, yeah? You OK?
0:05:30 > 0:05:32One, two, three, lift!
0:05:32 > 0:05:35I've got you. It's all right, don't worry.
0:05:35 > 0:05:36Welcome back!
0:05:37 > 0:05:40Peter's been looking after your allotment for you.
0:05:40 > 0:05:45- Yeah, I can't believe how much it's grown!- Thank you.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- Peter, could you get the wheelchair out the boot for me, please? - Uh-huh.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57- OK. All right, let's go then. - That's it. You got that?
0:05:57 > 0:05:58One at a time. Slowly.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59There we are.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08What do you think I'm doing? I'm just trying it on. I don't want your cheap stuff anyway.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11Oi, oi, oi! I thought told you to stay in the flat.
0:06:11 > 0:06:16I've lost the flat, ain't I? Landlord spotted me with a client.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Just lend me a tenner, please. For a hostel.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21- I don't know why I bother. - Please, Phil.
0:06:21 > 0:06:25I'm begging you - I just, I just need one more hit. You know what it's like.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28Yeah. And I know that ain't the kind of help you need.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Just go away. Go away now. I mean it.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- All right?- Yeah. You?- Yeah.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38I thought we could pop home, have a bit of lunch.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40- Sounds good.- Lovely.
0:06:40 > 0:06:45And while we're there, you can tell me all about that drug addict.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48I've still got you, I've still got you.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49Just here in case, OK.
0:06:57 > 0:07:02OK. Let's...we'll just get you into the chair for the minute. OK? Yes, I've got you.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05- Right, you hold on. - I've got him, I've got him.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Slowly. Slowly, Patrick. - Yeah, that's it.
0:07:08 > 0:07:12No rush. No rush, that's it. That's it. Good man. Good man.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- You're doing brilliant. - In your own time.
0:07:14 > 0:07:18Get your leg round, get your leg round, I've got you. I've got you.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20That's it.
0:07:20 > 0:07:21HE GROANS
0:07:21 > 0:07:23We did it!
0:07:23 > 0:07:25THEY PANT
0:07:29 > 0:07:32Whose... room...?
0:07:37 > 0:07:42It was Lucy's. But it's yours now, Patrick.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44And this is Jim's old chair you're in here!
0:07:47 > 0:07:50Oh, no, Patrick, that's not what I mean.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55You - you're going to be all right in no time.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03Ooh, there's a good one - six foot one. Olive skin.
0:08:03 > 0:08:07- Professional stuntman! - Seriously?! This site's hilarious.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08Yeah, I told you you'd like it.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11- Yeah. I'm going to get a new cousin, ain't I?- It is pretty cute.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- Do you reckon he'll be a looker like me?- Full of yourself, ain't you?
0:08:14 > 0:08:15What can I say? I'm blessed.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18Oi, you lot, this is actually pretty important.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20- Sorry.- Oh, what about this guy?
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Says he can't decide what he loves more,
0:08:22 > 0:08:26travelling the world or Sunday roast with my mum!
0:08:26 > 0:08:28What? He sounds sweet.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Seriously! Plus he works in finance.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Tina, we don't have time for this! This is happening tomorrow.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36We've got to choose someone!
0:08:42 > 0:08:46- It'll get easier. - Will it? That stair rail ain't going to be enough, you know.
0:08:46 > 0:08:50- We're going to need a ramp to the door, a rail for the bed...- Yeah, but that's all easily sorted.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52I don't know.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55I thought he'd be happier to be back at home.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57He hated all the nurses fussing over him.
0:08:57 > 0:08:58But he just...
0:09:00 > 0:09:04He seems so depressed. And I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
0:09:04 > 0:09:09You are doing everything right. OK? It takes time.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Do you think he's going to be happier downstairs?
0:09:11 > 0:09:14- Nearer the action and that?- Ask him.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18Tell you what, how about we do something for him this afternoon?
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Invite all his friends round. Show him how much they've missed him.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24I don't know about that. He doesn't really seem in the mood.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27Exactly. It'll cheer him up. Come on, what do you reckon?
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- I suppose it's worth a try, ain't it?- All right.
0:09:29 > 0:09:33You start phoning round, I'll get some food from the restaurant.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39I was doing the girl a favour. That's all you need to know.
0:09:39 > 0:09:40Really?
0:09:40 > 0:09:42Cos it looked to me like you were asking her for something.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45- Question is, what? - You're imagining things.
0:09:45 > 0:09:48Drug addict, probably selling herself. There's a lot on offer.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- I'm not the one with the problem. - It doesn't look like that from where I'm standing.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- Maybe you're looking in the wrong place.- You are not making sense!
0:09:54 > 0:09:57OK, OK, you want to know? I'll tell you. All right.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59You're right. Rainie is selling herself.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01And your mate Ian bought it.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06KNOCK ON DOOR
0:10:07 > 0:10:08I ain't stopping.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11Now make sure you don't lose this set of keys, cos Mr Papadopoulos,
0:10:11 > 0:10:15he will be none too pleased if he has to have another pair cut.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18Oh, I suppose you've heard that Patrick's out of hospital.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20Yeah. I'm happy for him.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Well, I've just come off the phone from Denise
0:10:22 > 0:10:26and she's having a little gathering to welcome him home.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28And I'm running round trying to gather up as many
0:10:28 > 0:10:29people as possible.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31Now you'll be coming, shall I say?
0:10:31 > 0:10:35It's a bit short notice, Dot. I've made other plans.
0:10:35 > 0:10:39Yes, well, I'm sure you'll do your best to rearrange them.
0:10:39 > 0:10:43I mean, I do hope if you ever find yourself in Patrick's shoes,
0:10:43 > 0:10:45people would make the effort to come and see you.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52We need a new barrel.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56THEY LAUGH
0:10:59 > 0:11:02All right, Johnny? I want you on feathers.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05I want pink ones, I want blue ones, I want bright green ones,
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I want anything feathery.
0:11:07 > 0:11:12All right. We're going to turn this gaff into a massive tropical peacock.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Tropical peacock. Got it.
0:11:13 > 0:11:17Lee, Whit, I want you on costumes and face paint.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20I can get face paint from Lily - we paint each other's faces all the time.
0:11:20 > 0:11:24Sweet as. I want beads, I want boas, I want body paint,
0:11:24 > 0:11:27I want any sort of hat or headwear you can get hold of.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30And when I say bright I mean, like, serious headaches, yeah?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34It's the cockney carnival, boys and girls.
0:11:34 > 0:11:38And your mother is going to love it! Right, there's 60 jib there.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Use it wisely. Double double bright.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52There you go.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58Let me.
0:12:06 > 0:12:11That's it. Look at you, eh?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Eh? Still got it.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Ready to go?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22KNOCK ON DOOR
0:12:22 > 0:12:26- Come in.- Where are you? Oh.
0:12:26 > 0:12:30I've come early, cos I want to have a few words with Patrick before the rest turn up.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- I've brought you an extra pair of hands.- Where do you need me?
0:12:33 > 0:12:34Here, washing fruit, please.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Dot, I just want to say a big thank you for Jim's riser chair.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39I mean, it's going to make such a difference to Patrick.
0:12:39 > 0:12:44Yes, well, he can't use it. Not no more.
0:12:44 > 0:12:48Look, you know this is a bit of an undertaking, don't you?
0:12:48 > 0:12:51I hope that you and Denise are doing the right thing.
0:12:51 > 0:12:57Yeah. Oh, excuse. Patrick! Look who's here to see you. It's Dot.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Look at you. You're doing much better than I expected.
0:12:59 > 0:13:04- Do you like your riser chair? - Thank you.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07Yeah, it's ever so good. Sit yourself down, touch a button
0:13:07 > 0:13:10and the next minute you're on your feet like a jack in the box.
0:13:10 > 0:13:14And you don't have to ask no-one to help you.
0:13:14 > 0:13:19Now, I've got ever so much to tell you about the goings on in the Square.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21I just can't believe he'd do something like that.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Why would I make it up?
0:13:23 > 0:13:26He lied to me. He looked me in the eye and he lied to me.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29I mean what am I? Some sort of mug?
0:13:29 > 0:13:31He weren't proud of himself, was he?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33He told you though, didn't he?
0:13:33 > 0:13:36- And you just had to get involved. - What?
0:13:36 > 0:13:38That tart is not our problem, Phil!
0:13:38 > 0:13:41No. She's Ian's. And Ian is your mate.
0:13:41 > 0:13:42Why do you think I'm doing this, eh?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48So do you really think she'll talk?
0:13:48 > 0:13:52No, she's desperate. That's what the gear does to you.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Well, Ian's got a lot to thank you for.
0:13:55 > 0:14:02But I mean it, Phil. That Rainie - she's someone else's problem.
0:14:04 > 0:14:05KNOCK ON DOOR
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Yes, Peter! You good, bro? What's going on, what's going on? Charlie! What's going on brother?
0:14:11 > 0:14:16- You come to give us a hand? - Of course, bro, but first, where is the big man?- In there.
0:14:16 > 0:14:20Mr Trueman! Welcome back, bruvver! You are looking swaggerlicious, man!
0:14:20 > 0:14:22You putting me to shame.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25Something is smelling good in there - I'm going to go give them
0:14:25 > 0:14:27a hand and let you catch up with Alfie here.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Hey, hey, hey! Look who's back in the house!
0:14:29 > 0:14:33Paddy, how are you, mate? Nurses had enough of you terrorising them, have they?
0:14:33 > 0:14:37- Seriously, mate, it's good to have you back.- Thank you.- You're welcome.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40- There you go, Alfie, get that down your neck.- Lovely. To you.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42It's not too much for you, is it?
0:14:43 > 0:14:44No.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47- KNOCK ON DOOR - Someone's popular.- I'll get it.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53Sorry we're late.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Oh, I completely forgot!
0:14:56 > 0:15:01- Dad? - Um, we'd arranged for an update.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04I'm sorry, my mind's been all over the place.
0:15:04 > 0:15:05Can we come in?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08We're just having a bit of a family do at the moment.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10It's entirely my fault. Can you come back tomorrow?
0:15:10 > 0:15:13- Yes, of course. - Perhaps you could come to us.
0:15:13 > 0:15:17- Has there been some news, or something?- It'll keep.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20See you.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Is it me, or does Emma know something?
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Do you think someone's come forward after the appeal?
0:15:27 > 0:15:30Let's just wait and see what they say tomorrow, yeah?
0:15:30 > 0:15:33Come on, let's get the food sorted.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Well, I think Patrick's looking quite perky.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38Only a matter of time till he's in the Queen Vic, dancing the night away.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41I don't know, he just still seems a bit shaky on his feet, that's all.
0:15:41 > 0:15:45But he's not half as bad as my Jim was.
0:15:45 > 0:15:49- Mind you, he'll still need support. - Yeah, you're right, Dot. I'll get Kat to bring the twins round.
0:15:49 > 0:15:53- Oh, lovely. - By then we might have changed their names from Bert and Ernie, you know.
0:15:53 > 0:15:57Either put a smile on his face or drive him round the bend, one way or another.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58Here we go folks, food's ready!
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Right now Patrick and Dot, you two have table service.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03The rest of you - go fight it out in the kitchen.
0:16:03 > 0:16:07Dot, sit yourself here, love. Go help yourselves, guys.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10Lovely, thank you, Ian.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16You know In a funny sort of way, we're lucky, Patrick.
0:16:17 > 0:16:22You, cos your stroke ain't so bad and you've got Ian
0:16:22 > 0:16:24and Denise running round after you.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26And me, because, you know, I always thought that
0:16:26 > 0:16:29when I was older that I'd get edged out.
0:16:29 > 0:16:34But I've still got friends, and then I've got my grandson, Charlie.
0:16:36 > 0:16:40So we don't have to be lonely, do we?
0:16:40 > 0:16:41No.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- Thank you.- What for?
0:16:45 > 0:16:50This. It's exactly what he needed. Well, for everything really.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53Do you know what, we'll have plenty of times like this.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55We've got a wedding to sort out, haven't we?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57Besides, I'm getting a taste for this stuff.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07Dad. Where's Mum?
0:17:07 > 0:17:09I used me nut, she's in the kitchen.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11All right, I've got her on food.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22Now, that's what I'm talking about, son.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I know it's not exactly carnival, but this is Mum we're talking about.
0:17:25 > 0:17:30It's quality. She's going to love it. Johnny boy, how you getting on?
0:17:30 > 0:17:35Wow! It's like a big massive feather duster.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37- Only flat. But better. - Er... thanks.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38- Tina!- Sorry, sorry.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43I thought we was nearly there? You wanted somebody adventurous.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46We wanted someone who put their family first.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Yeah, but he's got to be smart. But not geeky with it.
0:17:48 > 0:17:52Is this my cousin we're talking about? If it is, he's got to love a night out.
0:17:52 > 0:17:56- And try and slip that millionaire gene in there somewhere, yes! - Shouldn't be hard.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- Mick?- Get down, get down!
0:18:01 > 0:18:04Er, the filter's making that funny noise again. Can you come and have a look?
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Course I will, darling.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18Ahem! Better luck next time!
0:18:18 > 0:18:19It ain't a competition.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21That's what losers say.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23Obviously they saw the right outfit on the right model.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25- That's a joke.- Did anyone ask you?
0:18:25 > 0:18:28Well, I dunno, you're so loud, it's really hard to tell.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- She's got a point. Have you looked in a mirror?- Bend over,
0:18:30 > 0:18:33and I'll have a little look at my reflection in your head.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Boom! Bald jokes. Sophisticated.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38- Ooh, la-di-da! - You're so mature, ain't you?
0:18:38 > 0:18:40You are well up yourself, do you know that?
0:18:40 > 0:18:43And you are so killing me with your witty banter, Bianca.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45You know what, Tel, I can't be bothered with this.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47- You're walking away? - Yes, and what?
0:18:47 > 0:18:50- I ain't finished talking to you! - Oh, go home, Terry!
0:18:52 > 0:18:53Nightmare!
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Bianca! Oi!
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Seriously - good work, Dad.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Do you think so?
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Have you not seen the look on Patrick's face?
0:19:13 > 0:19:16He does look like he's enjoying himself.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18How about you?
0:19:18 > 0:19:19I'm good.
0:19:20 > 0:19:21Yeah. Surprisingly good.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25Everyone, just listen up a sec.
0:19:25 > 0:19:30I just want to, just say on behalf of all of us - welcome back, Patrick.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31We have missed you.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Yay! Hey, yay!
0:19:34 > 0:19:37Um, look, while you've all got a glass in your hand,
0:19:37 > 0:19:40there's someone else we still miss.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Badly. And always will.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44But, as you can see,
0:19:44 > 0:19:47we're starting to get back to remembering how to enjoy ourselves.
0:19:47 > 0:19:54So, Lucy "party the night away" Beale, I'm sure you'd approve of that. So...
0:19:54 > 0:19:58Patrick, Denise, me, Peter, Bobby - a new family,
0:19:58 > 0:20:03but with my little girl, Lucy, still at the very heart of it.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06To Lucy!
0:20:06 > 0:20:07To Lucy.
0:20:07 > 0:20:08To Lucy.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12Bianca!
0:20:13 > 0:20:15I ain't finished with you.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Where are the kids?
0:20:22 > 0:20:23At Ricky's.
0:20:25 > 0:20:28Oh, so now you're playing hard to get, are you, eh?
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Nothing to be scared of. Just a couple more steps.
0:20:31 > 0:20:35Right, now, what I want you to do is turn to your right.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38That's it, right, ready?
0:20:38 > 0:20:42CHEERING
0:20:45 > 0:20:48Wow. It's so... bright!
0:20:48 > 0:20:53It's the Carters' Cockney Carnival, ain't it?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Listen, forget about that Notting Hill, it's all about Walford.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57What do you think?
0:20:58 > 0:20:59Yeah, I love it.
0:21:07 > 0:21:11- Get down there, you great lump. Whit'll be home any minute. - Take it I ain't staying, then.
0:21:11 > 0:21:12You joking?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Look, we've been doing this for two months.
0:21:14 > 0:21:18- I'm not saying I want to get married, but it'd be nice to have a Chinese.- I like it the way it is.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20Friends with benefits and all that.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23Friends? Booty call, more like. But then again with a booty like this, I ain't surprised.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25See, it's fun. Why spoil it?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Anyway, did you see her face - that Donna?
0:21:27 > 0:21:29Dopy cow! She ain't got a clue, has she?
0:21:29 > 0:21:33- Yeah. It was funny, actually. - Right, listen, I'm going to go over and then you follow, yeah?
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Don't want people to see us together now, do we?
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Course not.
0:21:41 > 0:21:42See you, Dot.
0:21:50 > 0:21:54Uh, listen up, guys, listen up, listen up -
0:21:54 > 0:21:58I think we're going to call this party to an end.
0:21:58 > 0:22:01- Oi, don't go shooting the messenger. - It's your house, you muppet!
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I know it is, but I have been reliably informed that there
0:22:04 > 0:22:06is another party taking place in the Queen Vic right now.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08So I think we should carry it on over there.
0:22:08 > 0:22:12For those of you who don't want to carry it on, take a doggy bag and as much food as you can carry,
0:22:12 > 0:22:15otherwise it's going on the specials board in the caff.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17See you in the Queen Vic in five minutes.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21- No, we're going to call it a day. - Yeah, it's just Patrick. - What're you talking about? Shtoom!
0:22:21 > 0:22:23- Paddy's coming with us.- Yeah!
0:22:23 > 0:22:27- No, I'm not so sure. - Come on, we can't leave him, can we?
0:22:27 > 0:22:30- I don't know. - Just for the one! Come on. - Yes! Be fine.
0:22:30 > 0:22:34We'll have him over there, drive the old ladies crazy, back in 20 minutes before you know it.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37All right, all right. Paddy, down to you, mate - what do you say?
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Yeah, man.
0:22:41 > 0:22:46Yeah, man! That's how it goes! Right, come on, Paddy, got to get you in the chair now, mate.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Ready? You going to get the beers in?
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Right, you. Last chance.
0:23:04 > 0:23:05Are you absolutely, definitely,
0:23:05 > 0:23:08positively sure that that is the father of our child?
0:23:09 > 0:23:11I don't know.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Don't say that! I thought you did know.
0:23:13 > 0:23:18Oh, I do know! I mean I don't know him. At all.
0:23:18 > 0:23:22Well, we know he's rich. And he's an amazing cellist.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25I mean, seriously, we both like him. What's the problem?
0:23:25 > 0:23:27No, we both like a ten-line description of him.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30We've got no idea who he really is. And we never will.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36I dunno, eh? Some people ain't got a drop of style about them,
0:23:36 > 0:23:38have they, eh? Ha-ha!
0:23:42 > 0:23:43L?
0:23:45 > 0:23:47Having a little joke with you.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48What are you like?
0:23:53 > 0:23:55Dad. Stop trying so hard. It ain't working.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05L. I can't bear seeing you like this.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08You seem so sad.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Usually, I'd know what to do but I just...
0:24:12 > 0:24:14I just feel like I'm losing you.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18Oh, it's not you, Mick. I'm just not myself.
0:24:18 > 0:24:22I know it ain't right, especially when you've gone to all this effort.
0:24:22 > 0:24:26- No, no...- No, look, Mick. Really, don't worry about me. It's nothing.
0:24:26 > 0:24:27These things never last, do they?
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Thank you, thank you! Thank you.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49I promise, I'll pay you back, I promise. Thank you!
0:24:49 > 0:24:51That's not why I called.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55- Stop it!- Shut up. Shut up!
0:24:55 > 0:24:57What you doing? Get off!
0:24:57 > 0:25:01Watch out ladies, Paddy's back! That's it, down we go.
0:25:01 > 0:25:05Second gear, second gear. Into third gear, into third gear.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07OK, up here? All right, pull it back there like that.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09You ready?
0:25:11 > 0:25:15You going to do this all night? Why don't you just come and have a drink with me?
0:25:15 > 0:25:17Are you joking? I'd rather drink alone, thanks!
0:25:19 > 0:25:21Right. Suit yourself.
0:25:21 > 0:25:22Patrick! Paddy's in the house!
0:25:25 > 0:25:26Here we go!
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Paddy's back in the house!
0:25:29 > 0:25:31The man is here. He's back.
0:25:31 > 0:25:35Right, Paddy, let's get you sorted down here, mate. Lovely.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37Dot, I can't...
0:25:37 > 0:25:39It's about time you looked after her.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48Now all we've got to do is put your credit card details in,
0:25:48 > 0:25:50fire up your ovens and wait nine months.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53It's not that simple, though, is it?
0:25:53 > 0:25:56Well, no. It's the morning sickness and backache...
0:25:56 > 0:25:58I meant AFTER the pregnancy.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03I agree to this and I'm agreeing to raise a child without a dad.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06All they're going to have is a few paragraphs of information.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09And when they ask me, "Why haven't I got a daddy like all my friends?"
0:26:09 > 0:26:11I'm going to have to say it's cos of me.
0:26:11 > 0:26:15Listen, you - it will be OK!
0:26:15 > 0:26:17Really? How can you be so sure?
0:26:24 > 0:26:27- What can I get you?- Um...
0:26:27 > 0:26:30bottle of lager for me, please, red wine for Dee
0:26:30 > 0:26:31and a fruit juice for Patrick.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40You having a good night, are you?
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Yeah. It was um, you know... Patrick.
0:26:48 > 0:26:49How about you?
0:26:49 > 0:26:51Oh, the best.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00There you go. That was a success, wasn't it?
0:27:00 > 0:27:02You reckon?
0:27:02 > 0:27:03Yeah. And you know what else?
0:27:04 > 0:27:08Oh, please! You two, get a room or something - what's the matter with you?
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Get off.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13Can I have a word please, L?
0:27:13 > 0:27:18- Can it wait? I'm rushed off my feet here. - No. It's important. Come here.
0:27:21 > 0:27:25Listen to me. I've been a tool.
0:27:25 > 0:27:28And you've been incredible to just be able to get on with things.
0:27:28 > 0:27:32And I would be a mug if I couldn't see the damage I've done.
0:27:32 > 0:27:33Just let me finish, please.
0:27:35 > 0:27:39I'm not usually the type to let a mate down.
0:27:39 > 0:27:45But if I have to choose between his family and mine,
0:27:45 > 0:27:47then I'm sorry, but there's absolutely no contest.
0:27:50 > 0:27:52I'm going to tell Ian. Either he tells the truth...
0:27:53 > 0:27:55..or I will.
0:28:00 > 0:28:03LIVELY CHATTER
0:28:03 > 0:28:05LAUGHTER
0:28:07 > 0:28:08IAN: To you, Paddy!
0:28:26 > 0:28:30Thanks for yesterday. That really meant a lot to Patrick.
0:28:30 > 0:28:34Oh, and that speech that you gave for Lucy, that was lovely.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36I meant every word of that, OK?
0:28:36 > 0:28:39I really do think this is the start of better things for all of us.
0:28:40 > 0:28:44Right. I'd better get off to the police station. Peter'll be waiting.
0:28:44 > 0:28:49- Yeah, and I'd better go and see to Patrick before that social worker gets here.- You OK?
0:28:49 > 0:28:52Yeah...yeah.
0:28:52 > 0:28:56It's just...the first time I'm looking after Patrick on my own.
0:28:56 > 0:28:58You'll be great. As you always are, OK?
0:28:58 > 0:29:05But listen - anything he needs, OK? We cope together.
0:29:06 > 0:29:07- See you in a bit.- See ya.
0:29:14 > 0:29:15You were up early.
0:29:16 > 0:29:18Couldn't sleep.
0:29:19 > 0:29:21If you're not sure about this...
0:29:21 > 0:29:24So I just keep lying for Ian, putting us through the wringer?
0:29:26 > 0:29:28We've been through worse.
0:29:28 > 0:29:29No.
0:29:29 > 0:29:31KNOCK ON DOOR
0:29:31 > 0:29:32No. I've got to do this.
0:29:39 > 0:29:43Oh! Sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me today. I'm...
0:29:43 > 0:29:45OK.
0:29:49 > 0:29:51There.
0:29:51 > 0:29:54I know why you wanted a shave today.
0:29:54 > 0:29:58Wh...why?
0:29:58 > 0:30:01You wanted to look your best
0:30:01 > 0:30:04so you could flirt with that social worker.
0:30:04 > 0:30:07THEY CHUCKLE
0:30:07 > 0:30:09KNOCK ON DOOR
0:30:15 > 0:30:20Oh. Oh, sorry, I was just giving Patrick a shave.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22Oh. He's settling in all right, yeah?
0:30:22 > 0:30:25Yeah, he's great. Really good to have him back where he belongs.
0:30:25 > 0:30:28Yeah... Ian about?
0:30:28 > 0:30:30No. He popped out to the police station.
0:30:30 > 0:30:33Getting an update on the case.
0:30:33 > 0:30:34I need to have a word with him.
0:30:34 > 0:30:37Is there anything I can help with?
0:30:37 > 0:30:38No, no.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42Just tell him I need to see him.
0:30:47 > 0:30:50You've got to admit it, Emma seemed pretty pleased with herself yesterday.
0:30:50 > 0:30:52Must be getting in the carnival spirit.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55Something's happened, OK? It's going to be good news.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57Peter, this is just a routine update.
0:30:57 > 0:31:00OK? Don't go getting your hopes up.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02- Morning.- All right?
0:31:02 > 0:31:03Someone's in a good mood.
0:31:03 > 0:31:06It's not all doom and gloom in this job, you know.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08Is there any news?
0:31:08 > 0:31:11DI Keeble will fill you in.
0:31:11 > 0:31:12So there is some news?
0:31:12 > 0:31:14DI Keeble's waiting inside.
0:31:27 > 0:31:30What you doing?
0:31:30 > 0:31:32Oh, looking for money?
0:31:32 > 0:31:33Yeah, course you are.
0:31:33 > 0:31:35Who's this?
0:31:35 > 0:31:36Dexter and Ava.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38Who are they?
0:31:38 > 0:31:39Dexter's my lodger.
0:31:41 > 0:31:43Where does he sleep?
0:31:43 > 0:31:44On the sofa.
0:31:44 > 0:31:46So where is he now, then?
0:31:46 > 0:31:48He's with his mother, Ava.
0:31:50 > 0:31:51Next question?
0:31:53 > 0:31:55What do you want for breakfast?
0:32:01 > 0:32:04What aren't you telling me?
0:32:04 > 0:32:05Nothing.
0:32:05 > 0:32:09Right, so you keep framed photos of all your lodgers, do you?
0:32:09 > 0:32:11It's just a photo.
0:32:11 > 0:32:12Come on, who is he?
0:32:12 > 0:32:15Oh, I get it. He's your toy boy!
0:32:15 > 0:32:17You dirty old cow.
0:32:17 > 0:32:18Get your mind out of the gutter.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22He's my grandson.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27I know you found the appeal difficult, but we had
0:32:27 > 0:32:31a positive response so I hope you'll think it was worth it in the end.
0:32:31 > 0:32:35We received 87 phone calls, which has led to a significant
0:32:35 > 0:32:37number of new leads.
0:32:37 > 0:32:40All of which are being followed up by my officers.
0:32:40 > 0:32:41Anything specific?
0:32:41 > 0:32:44I don't want to raise any expectations.
0:32:44 > 0:32:47Come on. You must be able to tell us something.
0:32:47 > 0:32:51All I can say is that the same name did crop up a few times
0:32:51 > 0:32:55for the man in the beanie seen in the footage of Lucy on the bus.
0:32:55 > 0:32:57Who?
0:32:57 > 0:33:00- Do we know him? - Have you arrested him?
0:33:00 > 0:33:03I can't tell you his name at this stage.
0:33:03 > 0:33:07And identifying him is just one step in the enquiry.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09We can't go jumping to conclusions.
0:33:09 > 0:33:10Yeah, but if you know who he is...
0:33:10 > 0:33:13PHONE RINGS
0:33:13 > 0:33:15If you'll excuse me a moment.
0:33:15 > 0:33:16Hello?
0:33:18 > 0:33:19Yeah.
0:33:21 > 0:33:23I had Ava when I was 18.
0:33:25 > 0:33:28At first, I didn't tell anyone I was pregnant.
0:33:28 > 0:33:29I gave her away.
0:33:31 > 0:33:32Dexter's Ava's son.
0:33:35 > 0:33:38Aw, and you all lived happily ever after.
0:33:38 > 0:33:42Trust me, it ain't no fairytale.
0:33:42 > 0:33:45But I'm guessing it's 100 times better than my life's been lately.
0:33:47 > 0:33:49And I suppose Tanya knew about this?
0:33:49 > 0:33:52- Yeah.- But I wasn't important enough to tell?
0:33:52 > 0:33:56You sent your sponsor to talk to me.
0:33:56 > 0:33:59- What was I supposed to do? - Oh, so it's my fault now?
0:33:59 > 0:34:01What is it you want from me?
0:34:05 > 0:34:06Nothing.
0:34:10 > 0:34:12Apparently, it only takes five minutes.
0:34:12 > 0:34:14That's more than most blokes.
0:34:14 > 0:34:17- Morning.- Hi.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19You guys all set for Insemination Day?
0:34:19 > 0:34:23Sounds a little bit like a disaster movie.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25You haven't changed your minds, then?
0:34:25 > 0:34:28Who is going to be mum and who is going to be dad?
0:34:28 > 0:34:29I can't do this.
0:34:33 > 0:34:36What did I say this time?
0:34:36 > 0:34:38- Lorraine!- Up yours!
0:34:43 > 0:34:45Still got a few friends, then.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47Drop dead.
0:34:47 > 0:34:51Charming. Must be the company you're keeping.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53How do you know her?
0:34:53 > 0:34:55Looks like she crawled out of the gutter.
0:34:55 > 0:34:56She's my daughter.
0:35:00 > 0:35:03If you know who killed Lucy, you should tell us.
0:35:03 > 0:35:05I thought your job was to help us.
0:35:05 > 0:35:08DI Keeble should be the one to tell you.
0:35:08 > 0:35:10Right, so there is something?
0:35:10 > 0:35:11We think...
0:35:12 > 0:35:16..the man in the footage with Lucy is our man.
0:35:18 > 0:35:19Who is it?
0:35:20 > 0:35:22Who is it?
0:35:22 > 0:35:24The man on the bus. He's a suspect.
0:35:24 > 0:35:27He's the man that killed Lucy, right? You've found him?
0:35:30 > 0:35:31No.
0:35:31 > 0:35:34That's not what we were led to believe.
0:35:34 > 0:35:37By whom?
0:35:37 > 0:35:41The man in the footage holds particular interest for us.
0:35:41 > 0:35:44We thought we'd identified him.
0:35:44 > 0:35:46But it turns out we were wrong.
0:35:48 > 0:35:52I'm sorry your hopes were falsely raised.
0:35:52 > 0:35:54You're sorry. Is that it?
0:35:54 > 0:35:58You drag us down here, you give us false hope, you disappoint us again
0:35:58 > 0:36:00and that's all you've got to say?
0:36:00 > 0:36:04Look, I understand that this is upsetting for you, and I promise you...
0:36:04 > 0:36:08What? What can you promise us? That you're going to find my sister's killer?
0:36:08 > 0:36:09Can you promise that?
0:36:12 > 0:36:15So, what's wrong with her? Drugs?
0:36:17 > 0:36:20Must have been hard for you, having a daughter like that.
0:36:20 > 0:36:22I don't need your pity.
0:36:22 > 0:36:25It isn't pity. It's understanding.
0:36:25 > 0:36:30Kids give you nothing but misery. Occasional bit of joy.
0:36:30 > 0:36:34But not enough to make up for the misery.
0:36:34 > 0:36:36But you have to love them anyway.
0:36:36 > 0:36:40Stand up for them when they screw up. Which they always do.
0:36:40 > 0:36:44Bit hard standing up for 'em when they ain't around.
0:36:44 > 0:36:45Oh, she'll be back.
0:36:45 > 0:36:47I doubt it.
0:36:47 > 0:36:49When she needs money for the next fix?
0:36:49 > 0:36:52I'm not funding Rainie's habit any more.
0:36:52 > 0:36:53Yeah, I bet.
0:36:55 > 0:36:58What is it? The usual? Bit of petty thieving?
0:37:01 > 0:37:02Is she on the game?
0:37:04 > 0:37:08Yeah. Saw a lot of that down the estate.
0:37:08 > 0:37:13Some days, couldn't hardly get out the door without being propositioned.
0:37:13 > 0:37:15Mind you, I never partook.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21But your Mick did.
0:37:21 > 0:37:23When he visited my Rainie.
0:37:25 > 0:37:30Are you saying it was that piece of scum who got my Mick in court?
0:37:32 > 0:37:35Oh, I think he did that all by himself, don't you?
0:37:42 > 0:37:44Spare us some change, please?
0:37:46 > 0:37:47Spare us some change, please?
0:37:47 > 0:37:50Course. Here y'are.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54- Thank you.- You all right? - Yeah. Thank you.
0:37:57 > 0:37:58Time for your pills.
0:38:01 > 0:38:02Thank you.
0:38:04 > 0:38:07Er...let me do it.
0:38:07 > 0:38:09OK.
0:38:16 > 0:38:18It's OK. It's OK.
0:38:19 > 0:38:20I'll do it.
0:38:28 > 0:38:29There you go.
0:38:31 > 0:38:33KNOCK ON DOOR
0:38:33 > 0:38:34Just wait there.
0:38:40 > 0:38:41Fiona Payne. Social services.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48I thought you was all right about this.
0:38:48 > 0:38:51We picked the right man. We're doing the right thing.
0:38:54 > 0:38:59What if people that say that
0:38:59 > 0:39:02a kid should have a mum and a dad are right?
0:39:02 > 0:39:05Where's this suddenly come from? Ain't cos of what Dean said?
0:39:05 > 0:39:06No, no.
0:39:07 > 0:39:11I just think that we have to think very carefully
0:39:11 > 0:39:12about what we're doing.
0:39:12 > 0:39:15That's all. This is a huge decision.
0:39:15 > 0:39:20Yeah. One we've talked about. And we've fought about.
0:39:20 > 0:39:22And saved for.
0:39:22 > 0:39:25And I don't believe for one second that you think lesbians
0:39:25 > 0:39:26shouldn't have babies.
0:39:27 > 0:39:30So are you going to tell me what this is really about?
0:39:32 > 0:39:34I'm scared, all right?
0:39:36 > 0:39:38I'm scared.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40I'm scared I'm going to be a terrible mum.
0:39:42 > 0:39:44OK.
0:39:45 > 0:39:49Right, well, I was a terrible mum. To Zsa Zsa.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51Yeah? I mean, really awful.
0:39:51 > 0:39:52You and me both know that.
0:39:52 > 0:39:55If that's your idea of a pep talk, it sucks.
0:39:55 > 0:39:58I WAS a terrible mum, because I wasn't ready.
0:40:00 > 0:40:03But I am now. And so are you.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06How do you know that?
0:40:06 > 0:40:08I don't. I was just trying to make you feel better.
0:40:08 > 0:40:09Tina! This is really not helping.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11Well, what do you want me to say?
0:40:11 > 0:40:13That everything's going to be perfect?
0:40:13 > 0:40:17- That we're going to be the most amazing parents? That we're never going to screw up?- Yeah!
0:40:18 > 0:40:23All I know is - we're as ready now as we will ever be.
0:40:23 > 0:40:28All right! Just don't blame me if they turn out to be a delinquent, all right?
0:40:30 > 0:40:34Come on. We'd better go. Don't want to miss the appointment.
0:40:36 > 0:40:38They're incompetent. We should sue 'em.
0:40:38 > 0:40:40Peter, you just need to have some patience.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42I'm sick of being patient.
0:40:42 > 0:40:44I'm sick of not being told what's going on.
0:40:44 > 0:40:47- I'm sick of not knowing. - Well, there's no point in getting angry, is there?
0:40:47 > 0:40:51- So what are we supposed to do? Sit around while they treat us like idiots?- No. Of course not.
0:40:51 > 0:40:53Then, what?
0:40:53 > 0:40:54Peter, I don't have the answers.
0:40:54 > 0:40:56OK. I wish I did, but I don't.
0:40:56 > 0:40:59They're never going to find who did it, are they?
0:40:59 > 0:41:01Peter!
0:41:03 > 0:41:07Ah! Sounds like you've thought of everything.
0:41:07 > 0:41:10- You'll get those handrails fitted in the next couple of days?- Yup.
0:41:10 > 0:41:14They come in any colour, as long as it's grey.
0:41:14 > 0:41:18There is a whole range of support available.
0:41:18 > 0:41:21Help with getting Patrick in and out of bed. Washing him.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23Dressing him. Feeding him.
0:41:23 > 0:41:26I know. It's just...
0:41:26 > 0:41:30You know, I think we can manage all that ourselves.
0:41:30 > 0:41:33You're absolutely sure, Denise?
0:41:33 > 0:41:35OK. What about Meals On Wheels?
0:41:35 > 0:41:39The food is actually quite good these days.
0:41:39 > 0:41:42They've got some celebrity chef in, to jazz things up a bit.
0:41:42 > 0:41:44Well, my partner's a chef, so...
0:41:44 > 0:41:48Oh, well, looks like you really do have everything under control.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52Patrick... I'm so sorry.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04Hey. How do I look?
0:42:04 > 0:42:06What you dressed up for?
0:42:06 > 0:42:08It's my trial at Blades. Remember?
0:42:08 > 0:42:11Oh, yeah. You look nice.
0:42:11 > 0:42:12Peter, you all right?
0:42:12 > 0:42:13No. Not really.
0:42:13 > 0:42:17The police got our hopes up about Lucy, but it turned out to be nothing.
0:42:17 > 0:42:18Again.
0:42:18 > 0:42:22- They should just stop looking. And I don't even care any more. - Oi! Don't say that.
0:42:22 > 0:42:25The police have got to find out who killed Lucy.
0:42:27 > 0:42:30Why don't you just go to your trial? You don't want to be late.
0:42:33 > 0:42:37The police know what they're doing, you know. Just trust 'em.
0:42:41 > 0:42:44I thought the medication stopped the incontinence.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46Well, it's a common misconception.
0:42:46 > 0:42:50The reality of caring for someone at home after a stroke is often
0:42:50 > 0:42:53very different to what people expect.
0:42:53 > 0:42:57Yeah. Well, maybe I should take some of that support after all.
0:42:57 > 0:43:01Trust me, what happened was a completely normal occurrence.
0:43:01 > 0:43:04And don't beat yourself up about it.
0:43:04 > 0:43:07But if you're worried about anything,
0:43:07 > 0:43:11if Patrick's needs change - we can help.
0:43:12 > 0:43:14Call any time.
0:43:15 > 0:43:18Now, it's clear you care for Patrick very much.
0:43:18 > 0:43:22And this is a great place for him to live in.
0:43:22 > 0:43:23Hmm...
0:43:23 > 0:43:24- Mick?- I'm in here.
0:43:26 > 0:43:31All right? Nancy said it was OK to come up. What's so urgent?
0:43:31 > 0:43:34The thing is, Ian... Sit down, sit down.
0:43:36 > 0:43:41There's no easy way to say this, so I'm just going to say it. Um...
0:43:41 > 0:43:45I can't keep lying for you over this prostitute thing.
0:43:45 > 0:43:46Why not?
0:43:46 > 0:43:49Because it's got out of hand.
0:43:49 > 0:43:50Mick, you promised me.
0:43:50 > 0:43:53I know. And usually I'm a man of my word.
0:43:53 > 0:43:55But I thought it was going to stay in the court.
0:43:55 > 0:44:00- I didn't know it was going to go public.- So what are you going to do? Dump me in it?- I'm sorry, Ian.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02You're just going to have to tell Denise the truth.
0:44:02 > 0:44:04- But she'll leave me. - You don't know that.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06You reckon she'll stay with me?
0:44:06 > 0:44:10You're going to have to talk to her. Be honest with her.
0:44:10 > 0:44:14Do everything in your power to stop her from walking.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19Hiya. You all right?
0:44:22 > 0:44:25I'll break out the chocolate, shall I?
0:44:25 > 0:44:28- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yes, yes...
0:44:28 > 0:44:31Just thought I'd pop in. See how Patrick's getting on.
0:44:31 > 0:44:34Oh. Better late than never, I suppose.
0:44:34 > 0:44:35Come through.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39He's just through there.
0:44:39 > 0:44:40You fancy a cuppa?
0:44:40 > 0:44:42You ain't got anything stronger, have you?
0:44:42 > 0:44:43Coffee?
0:44:43 > 0:44:45Tea'll be fine.
0:44:57 > 0:44:58Patrick.
0:45:02 > 0:45:04Expect you're wondering why I ain't been to see you.
0:45:06 > 0:45:10I could say it's because I don't like hospitals. I don't.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12But that'd be an excuse.
0:45:12 > 0:45:16I could say all sorts about being too busy yesterday.
0:45:16 > 0:45:17But it'd all be a load of flannel.
0:45:19 > 0:45:24Truth is - I behaved badly towards you before.
0:45:25 > 0:45:29So, I just want to say I'm sorry.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32And if you want me to go, I'll understand.
0:45:32 > 0:45:34No.
0:45:35 > 0:45:37Stay.
0:45:42 > 0:45:45- Don't know about you...- Yeah?
0:45:45 > 0:45:46..but I could do with a drink.
0:45:49 > 0:45:55Emergency rations. In case of disapproving hosts.
0:46:03 > 0:46:06HE CHUCKLES
0:46:06 > 0:46:09Oh! I needed that.
0:46:09 > 0:46:11Rainie's back on the scene.
0:46:11 > 0:46:13What do you think you're doing?
0:46:14 > 0:46:16For medicinal purposes.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18OK. Visiting hours are over.
0:46:18 > 0:46:19Yes, matron.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23I'll catch you later, Patrick.
0:46:31 > 0:46:36All they ever do is just raise our hopes.
0:46:36 > 0:46:39They thought they'd found someone, but...
0:46:39 > 0:46:40guess what? It's not them.
0:46:42 > 0:46:44Maybe they should just stop looking.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49I didn't mean it like that.
0:46:49 > 0:46:51I know.
0:46:51 > 0:46:52It's just, I...
0:46:54 > 0:46:55Um...
0:46:57 > 0:47:00I just... I wish I could block it all out.
0:47:00 > 0:47:04You can't, though, can you? Because it just never goes away.
0:47:04 > 0:47:05Exactly.
0:47:08 > 0:47:12You know, sometimes, sometimes I wake up
0:47:12 > 0:47:16and I just want to pack a bag and just...take off.
0:47:18 > 0:47:19Where to?
0:47:22 > 0:47:24I dunno.
0:47:24 > 0:47:26Um...anywhere.
0:47:30 > 0:47:33To be fair, I have, I have felt like that before.
0:47:38 > 0:47:41You should come with me.
0:47:41 > 0:47:46- What?- Yeah. Me and you. Travelling round the world.
0:47:46 > 0:47:49- It's not such a crazy idea, is it?- Er...
0:48:03 > 0:48:05Uh...this is wrong.
0:48:05 > 0:48:08- No, it's not.- No, yes, yes, it is. Cos you're with Lola.
0:48:08 > 0:48:11- And I'm with Dean.- You've been with him for, like, a week.
0:48:11 > 0:48:15OK, then - you and Lola? And what about little Lexi?
0:48:15 > 0:48:17We should be together. Because...
0:48:17 > 0:48:20- No, no, don't. Please. Do not. - But it is true.- Do not say it.
0:48:20 > 0:48:21It's true. Look, I love you.
0:48:24 > 0:48:26OK, I don't love you.
0:48:28 > 0:48:29Not in that way, anyway.
0:48:32 > 0:48:35You don't really love me, either.
0:48:35 > 0:48:36I do.
0:48:38 > 0:48:43No. You don't, OK? You don't. You just think you do.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46Because you love Lucy. And I love Lucy.
0:48:46 > 0:48:49But that doesn't mean that we love each other.
0:48:52 > 0:48:53I'm your friend.
0:48:55 > 0:48:56OK? I'm your best friend.
0:48:56 > 0:48:58But that's all I'm ever going to be.
0:48:58 > 0:48:59I should go.
0:49:01 > 0:49:02I'm sorry.
0:49:16 > 0:49:17Hey. Are you all right?
0:49:28 > 0:49:30No going back now.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35No going back now, Mama T.
0:49:50 > 0:49:53You know what would really suit you? Just some lowlights. You know?
0:49:53 > 0:49:55If you just dotted it in the colour, it'd look so good.
0:49:55 > 0:49:57Trust me, you should do it.
0:49:57 > 0:50:00If you could just sweep the floor. And make the tea.
0:50:00 > 0:50:03- I'd appreciate that.- Yeah, I know, but I was just saying that she...
0:50:03 > 0:50:06Talking of which - two sugars.
0:50:06 > 0:50:07Two sugars.
0:50:09 > 0:50:10Sorry.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22Barrel needs changing.
0:50:22 > 0:50:24Yep. I'm all over it.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30Hello, again. You all right?
0:50:30 > 0:50:32You all right?
0:50:32 > 0:50:34You couldn't shout us a drink, could you?
0:50:37 > 0:50:38Just one.
0:50:40 > 0:50:42- What are you doing here? - Who are you?
0:50:42 > 0:50:44I know who you are. And what you are.
0:50:44 > 0:50:47- Oh, get a life.- Now you are going to turn round, leave quietly
0:50:47 > 0:50:49and go back home to your mum.
0:50:49 > 0:50:51- Get your hands off me, you dirty old pervert!- Grandad?
0:50:51 > 0:50:54Oh, that explains everything. Must run in the family.
0:50:54 > 0:50:57- Perverts, the lot of you. - What's she on about?
0:50:57 > 0:51:00She's high on drugs. Ignore her. Come on, you. Out.
0:51:00 > 0:51:03I don't want no trouble. I just want some money.
0:51:03 > 0:51:06Don't we all, darling? Now, go on. Get out.
0:51:06 > 0:51:09- You don't remember me, do you?- I've never seen you before in my life.
0:51:09 > 0:51:12But you have. You just never noticed me.
0:51:12 > 0:51:14At the court.
0:51:14 > 0:51:18Yeah. That's right. I'm the one your husband paid for sex.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20Shut up, you liar.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22You sure about that?
0:51:22 > 0:51:24You've got a nerve coming here. To my home.
0:51:27 > 0:51:31I just - just give me some money and I'll go.
0:51:31 > 0:51:33I don't want to cause you no trouble.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35Please. I just need some money, that's all.
0:51:35 > 0:51:36You'll get nothing here.
0:51:36 > 0:51:38- You'll help me out, right?- Get out!
0:51:42 > 0:51:44What is she doing here?
0:51:44 > 0:51:46What? You know her?
0:51:46 > 0:51:48I just want some money. That's all. And then I'll go.
0:51:51 > 0:51:52You owe me.
0:51:52 > 0:51:53I don't owe you nothing.
0:51:53 > 0:51:55You slept with me.
0:51:55 > 0:51:58We both know that ain't true, don't we?
0:51:58 > 0:52:01- That's not what you told the court.- Dad?
0:52:01 > 0:52:04He lied. To protect a mate.
0:52:04 > 0:52:06What mate?
0:52:06 > 0:52:07Ian.
0:52:08 > 0:52:10What? You went along with it?
0:52:10 > 0:52:13- It was my decision. - And I stood by him.- Just look at you.
0:52:13 > 0:52:19As if anyone would believe that I would pay for you.
0:52:19 > 0:52:21A cheap, dirty excuse of a woman.
0:52:21 > 0:52:24I mean, just look at the state of you.
0:52:24 > 0:52:25So, do yourself a favour,
0:52:25 > 0:52:30get out and go back to the gutter, where you belong.
0:52:30 > 0:52:33SHE SOBS
0:52:34 > 0:52:39I... I need some help. That's all.
0:52:39 > 0:52:41Yeah, I know.
0:52:41 > 0:52:42Get out.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47SHE WHIMPERS
0:52:56 > 0:52:58BICYCLE BELL RINGS
0:52:58 > 0:53:02SHE WHIMPERS
0:53:12 > 0:53:15SHE CRIES
0:53:15 > 0:53:18SHE WAILS
0:53:30 > 0:53:33Bit of a struggle getting him up the stairs.
0:53:33 > 0:53:36But he's out like a light now. Where've you been?
0:53:36 > 0:53:38I just needed to clear my head.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40Right. Is everything OK?
0:53:41 > 0:53:43Yeah.
0:53:43 > 0:53:47The police thought they had news, but it turned out it wasn't important.
0:53:47 > 0:53:48- It just wound Peter up.- Aw.
0:53:48 > 0:53:50You did tell him not to get his hopes up, didn't you?
0:53:50 > 0:53:55Well, you know what he's like, once he gets an idea in his head.
0:53:55 > 0:53:57Wonder where he gets that from, eh?
0:53:59 > 0:54:01How did it go with the social worker?
0:54:01 > 0:54:05Yeah...yeah. It was good. They've offered us all sorts of help.
0:54:05 > 0:54:07But I said we can manage.
0:54:09 > 0:54:10Denise...
0:54:10 > 0:54:14Oh, and Mick called round to see you earlier, he wanted to talk to you.
0:54:14 > 0:54:16Seemed kind of urgent.
0:54:16 > 0:54:18Uh, yeah, I caught up with him a while ago.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20What did he want?
0:54:23 > 0:54:25He just wanted to talk about this prostitute business.
0:54:25 > 0:54:28Oh, that. It makes my skin crawl.
0:54:28 > 0:54:34Yeah, erm...apparently things hadn't been that good between them.
0:54:34 > 0:54:37- Oh, what, and that makes it all right, does it?- No.
0:54:37 > 0:54:39You've got to admire Linda for sticking by him.
0:54:39 > 0:54:41More fool her, ain't it?
0:54:41 > 0:54:43Oh, look. Cora's only gone and left her phone, ain't she?
0:54:43 > 0:54:47- Denise...- Called round earlier - finally - to see Patrick.
0:54:47 > 0:54:49- I had to throw her out.- Why?
0:54:49 > 0:54:51Well, she was plying Patrick with booze.
0:54:51 > 0:54:53And he seemed really agitated.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55Anyway, better go and take this round for her.
0:54:55 > 0:54:57It's OK, I'll do that for you.
0:54:57 > 0:54:59It's OK, I'll do it, it's fine.
0:54:59 > 0:55:02KNOCK ON DOOR
0:55:07 > 0:55:09Is Denise in?
0:55:09 > 0:55:10No. She's popped out.
0:55:10 > 0:55:13- You told her yet?- Mick, please! Just give us a chance, will you?
0:55:13 > 0:55:17Well, you'd better tell her. Lively. Because the brass you slept with has been in the Vic.
0:55:17 > 0:55:18Rainie's here? She's on the Square?
0:55:18 > 0:55:20Yeah. It all kicked off and the truth's come out.
0:55:20 > 0:55:23Where did she go?
0:55:23 > 0:55:24Mick, where did she go?
0:55:24 > 0:55:26I don't know.
0:55:37 > 0:55:38Denise!
0:56:00 > 0:56:01Is it true?
0:56:03 > 0:56:05No, of course not. She's lying.
0:56:13 > 0:56:14Is WHAT true?
0:56:17 > 0:56:18That was the answer.
0:56:22 > 0:56:23Is what true?
0:56:28 > 0:56:29Why?
0:56:29 > 0:56:32Ask your mate in the pub.
0:56:32 > 0:56:36- Mick?- In front of everyone in the pub, says I was scum.
0:56:37 > 0:56:39But who's standing tall now
0:56:39 > 0:56:42and who's got their face in the gutter?
0:56:42 > 0:56:45Anyway, I thought she knew!
0:56:56 > 0:56:58Take the afternoon off.
0:57:02 > 0:57:04Denise.
0:57:04 > 0:57:05Denise, please.
0:57:06 > 0:57:08Come on, can we talk about this?
0:57:10 > 0:57:13- Come on. Denise, just open the door.- Ian?
0:57:13 > 0:57:15What you doing here?
0:57:15 > 0:57:17I don't know, I just...
0:57:17 > 0:57:18I thought I'd visit.
0:57:18 > 0:57:21- What's up with Denise? - Nothing. Look, just go inside.
0:57:21 > 0:57:25The back door's open. I'll be in in a minute, all right? Denise!
0:57:25 > 0:57:26Oh, come on, love, please.
0:57:59 > 0:58:01Rainie's told Denise. Mick, what did you say to her?
0:58:01 > 0:58:05- Hold up a minute... - No, Mick, what did you say to her?
0:58:06 > 0:58:10I'm sorry, all right. I don't know what to do.
0:58:10 > 0:58:13- I mean, Denise is holed up in the shop.- So you go and talk to her.
0:58:13 > 0:58:15She won't open the door.
0:58:16 > 0:58:19At least, she won't open the door to me.
0:58:19 > 0:58:22Oh, no, listen, listen. I've got myself in enough aggravation.
0:58:22 > 0:58:25- Yeah, I know, Mick, I know... - She's not going to want to talk to me, is she?
0:58:25 > 0:58:28- She's going to know I've been lying for you.- Please.
0:58:28 > 0:58:30I don't know what Rainie's said to her.
0:58:30 > 0:58:33She could have said I'm a long-term customer or something.
0:58:33 > 0:58:36I need to tell Denise that it was a one-off mistake.
0:58:37 > 0:58:39Oh, come on, Mick, please, I'm desperate.
0:58:46 > 0:58:47Don't get involved.
0:58:50 > 0:58:51CINDY GROANS
0:58:56 > 0:58:59Right, I've got five missed calls here from Gina.
0:58:59 > 0:59:00What are you playing at, Cindy?
0:59:00 > 0:59:02I mean, do they even know you're here?
0:59:02 > 0:59:05'Course. They're probably just checking I arrived.
0:59:05 > 0:59:07- Right, well, you need to go. - Go? I just got here!
0:59:07 > 0:59:10Now's not a good time, OK?
0:59:10 > 0:59:14Denise, please, don't do anything stupid, OK?
0:59:14 > 0:59:16I mean, what that woman said, it's not how it seems.
0:59:16 > 0:59:20Please just come home and we can talk about this.
0:59:20 > 0:59:23- Is Denise OK?- Why are you here?
0:59:23 > 0:59:26I wanted to see everyone. I've been worried about you all.
0:59:26 > 0:59:29- Right, and you couldn't call? - No, I wanted to surprise you.
0:59:29 > 0:59:32So if I phone Gina up, that's what she's going to say, is it?
0:59:32 > 0:59:33It's not been good there.
0:59:33 > 0:59:36Oh, Cindy, when has anywhere ever been good enough for you?
0:59:36 > 0:59:38- That's not fair. - I'm guessing you've had a row, OK?
0:59:38 > 0:59:41So you just phone her up and you make peace. Got it?
0:59:41 > 0:59:43You wouldn't say that if you knew what they were up to.
0:59:43 > 0:59:45I am not their biggest fan, but Gina and your gran,
0:59:45 > 0:59:47- they just want to look after you. - No, they don't!
0:59:50 > 0:59:52What you going to say to her, anyway?
0:59:52 > 0:59:54I don't know. I'll think of something.
0:59:54 > 0:59:57To achieve what, exactly?
0:59:57 > 0:59:58The man's lost his daughter.
0:59:58 > 1:00:00And where's your daughter, Mick?
1:00:00 > 1:00:01Maybe you should spend more time
1:00:01 > 1:00:03thinking about what you're going to say to her.
1:00:06 > 1:00:10The baby's all they talk about, it's all they think about. I'm just a walking womb.
1:00:10 > 1:00:14Maybe it's cos you're not the centre of attention. That's what happens when you have a baby.
1:00:14 > 1:00:16If I stay there, it won't be my baby.
1:00:16 > 1:00:18Gina wants to adopt it.
1:00:18 > 1:00:20Adopt your baby? Gina?
1:00:20 > 1:00:24- She's acting like it's hers already. - Yeah, well, she can't do that.
1:00:24 > 1:00:27Pestering. Wearing me down. She even went to see a lawyer.
1:00:27 > 1:00:30- Cindy, I am finding this very hard to believe.- It's true.
1:00:30 > 1:00:33This is what always happens when you turn up -
1:00:33 > 1:00:37the whole world has to stop spinning. It's drama, crisis, me-me-me.
1:00:37 > 1:00:39Well, guess what - I'm having a crisis as well.
1:00:39 > 1:00:41You're going to have to wait. Got it?
1:00:53 > 1:00:54Denise!
1:01:03 > 1:01:04Denise!
1:01:17 > 1:01:18Denise?
1:01:20 > 1:01:22I'm here to see Mick.
1:01:22 > 1:01:25Oh, well, he just...he popped out.
1:01:25 > 1:01:30- I can tell him you called if you want.- No, no. I'll wait.
1:01:39 > 1:01:40PHONE RINGS
1:01:48 > 1:01:49Nance?
1:01:55 > 1:01:59Nance, can we talk about this, please? I know I've made a rick.
1:01:59 > 1:02:03I had my reasons, but can you just....just hear me out?
1:02:06 > 1:02:09And please don't even bother following me.
1:02:12 > 1:02:14Right, make yourself a sandwich, get yourself a drink.
1:02:14 > 1:02:18I know what you teenagers are like. You probably haven't had anything since first thing this morning.
1:02:18 > 1:02:21- See you in a bit. - Where are you going?
1:02:21 > 1:02:23I've got things to do, all right?
1:02:23 > 1:02:27- What's the matter? - Nothing. It's just stomach cramps.
1:02:27 > 1:02:29Do you know, it's really irresponsible of them
1:02:29 > 1:02:31to let you travel like this.
1:02:31 > 1:02:33How much longer you got? Another couple of weeks?
1:02:33 > 1:02:35It's next week.
1:02:35 > 1:02:38I think you're having those Braxton-Hicks contractions.
1:02:38 > 1:02:41Nothing to worry about. I'll get you some paracetamol while I'm out.
1:02:41 > 1:02:44- Don't go. - Cindy, I've got to, it's important.
1:02:44 > 1:02:45Don't leave me alone!
1:02:45 > 1:02:47SHE SCREAMS IN PAIN
1:02:47 > 1:02:48Cindy?
1:02:48 > 1:02:51Cindy? Cindy...
1:02:51 > 1:02:53Whoa, OK, listen!
1:02:53 > 1:02:56How long you been having these tummy pains?
1:02:56 > 1:02:59- Cindy? - Just go away! Just go away!
1:02:59 > 1:03:01SHE GROANS
1:03:05 > 1:03:07There we go.
1:03:07 > 1:03:08For the shock.
1:03:10 > 1:03:14I know why you want to talk to Mick, but it ain't going to help.
1:03:16 > 1:03:17So, how long you known?
1:03:19 > 1:03:22Just found out.
1:03:22 > 1:03:25That woman. She was in here, and it all kicked off.
1:03:25 > 1:03:27In front of the whole pub?
1:03:30 > 1:03:31What?
1:03:32 > 1:03:36Someone up there's got a funny old sense of humour.
1:03:36 > 1:03:39Only a week back, here I was, judging you and...
1:03:41 > 1:03:43So why do you think he did it?
1:03:45 > 1:03:47I dunno. I mean, that's between you and Ian.
1:03:47 > 1:03:49No, not Ian.
1:03:49 > 1:03:53I can understand Ian - he's a toerag wanting to get his leg over.
1:03:53 > 1:03:55No, Mick. Why would Mick do that for him?
1:03:57 > 1:03:59Put you through all that?
1:04:02 > 1:04:05Suppose he thought Ian had enough to deal with.
1:04:05 > 1:04:09He made a mistake. I'm sorry.
1:04:09 > 1:04:11It's none of my business,
1:04:11 > 1:04:14but maybe it ain't Mick you should be talking to.
1:04:14 > 1:04:17Why don't you take yourself home, sort this out?
1:04:17 > 1:04:20He's probably sat there, worried half to death, hating himself.
1:04:20 > 1:04:22Oh, I do hope so.
1:04:22 > 1:04:24CINDY WAILS LOUDLY
1:04:24 > 1:04:27Right, I've just picked up the messages from Gina.
1:04:27 > 1:04:29She reckons your waters broke this morning.
1:04:29 > 1:04:32No, that's what she says. That they broke this morning
1:04:32 > 1:04:35and by the time it took her to phone the maternity ward, you'd gone.
1:04:35 > 1:04:39Cindy, what were you thinking? Coming all this way like that?
1:04:39 > 1:04:41I told you what it's been like there.
1:04:41 > 1:04:43I told you what she was doing. Were you even listening?
1:04:43 > 1:04:46- You could have called me! - What would you have done?
1:04:46 > 1:04:47I'd have tried to speak to her.
1:04:47 > 1:04:50Tell you what, I'll give her a call, we can sort this out.
1:04:50 > 1:04:53- I don't want to go back. I'm never going back!- Fine, we'll discuss it later.
1:04:53 > 1:04:56But I need to know how long you've been having these contractions.
1:04:56 > 1:04:58That's not what they are.
1:04:58 > 1:05:00All right, these tummy pains, then,
1:05:00 > 1:05:02- cos I think you're in an early labour.- No!
1:05:02 > 1:05:06- All right, just listen, how long? - I don't know! I don't know!
1:05:06 > 1:05:08- Come on, Cindy, you must know! - On the train.
1:05:08 > 1:05:11- They started on the train. - Which train were on? What time?
1:05:11 > 1:05:13I don't know, seven something. Seven.
1:05:13 > 1:05:15You've been having these contractions for five hours?
1:05:15 > 1:05:18What have you been doing all day? How did you get here in this state?
1:05:18 > 1:05:22I don't know. I just knew I had to. I had to.
1:05:22 > 1:05:27- They're coming again! They're coming again!- OK, OK...
1:05:27 > 1:05:31It's all right, just listen, just focus on me, OK? Just listen.
1:05:31 > 1:05:33Right, we're going to let this pass
1:05:33 > 1:05:35- and then we're going to get in the car, OK?- OK.
1:05:35 > 1:05:37You got that? Yeah? Just breathe.
1:05:44 > 1:05:46OK, go. But I'm just going to keep following ya.
1:05:46 > 1:05:49Get it through your thick skull that I do not want to talk to you!
1:05:52 > 1:05:59OK, well, then, how about I just... plot here...and we just sit?
1:06:08 > 1:06:12I'm going to be straight with you, Nance, I'm struggling here.
1:06:12 > 1:06:14I made a mistake. And I hold my hands up.
1:06:14 > 1:06:16And I wish you hadn't seen what you saw in the pub,
1:06:16 > 1:06:19but I can't help but think this is a little bit of an overreaction, no?
1:06:24 > 1:06:29Do you hate all women, then, or is it just the sad, damaged ones?
1:06:29 > 1:06:32I don't hate women. I'm not particularly fond of that one.
1:06:32 > 1:06:35Cheap, dirty excuse for a woman, you called her...
1:06:35 > 1:06:37- If you knew what she'd done... - I don't care what she's done.
1:06:37 > 1:06:39You don't speak to people like that.
1:06:39 > 1:06:41Least of all some defenceless little crackhead.
1:06:43 > 1:06:47I'm sorry. I was angry and I lost it.
1:06:47 > 1:06:49I'm sorry you saw that and you had to hear that.
1:06:51 > 1:06:53What is this really about?
1:06:54 > 1:06:57I think it's about seeing who you really are.
1:06:59 > 1:07:03- You know who I am. I'm your dad. - Yeah, you are.
1:07:06 > 1:07:11And to think I've always been so proud of you, my dad,
1:07:11 > 1:07:14a cut above the rest, a proper gent.
1:07:16 > 1:07:19Well, what kind of gentleman lies to his family
1:07:19 > 1:07:23and throws a broken woman out on the street?
1:07:23 > 1:07:25You tell me, Dad,
1:07:25 > 1:07:29cos you ain't the only one struggling to understand here.
1:07:29 > 1:07:31CINDY GASPS IN PAIN
1:07:34 > 1:07:37- Is it easing? Has it stopped?- Yeah.
1:07:37 > 1:07:39Your bag's in the car. The car's outside.
1:07:39 > 1:07:42We need to get going before you have another one of these. Up you come.
1:07:42 > 1:07:44- Cindy! What are you doing? - I'm not going to hospital!
1:07:44 > 1:07:46No, listen to me, love. The baby's on its way.
1:07:46 > 1:07:49We need to get you somewhere safe. Now come with me.
1:07:49 > 1:07:51You touch me and I'll scream and I'll bite
1:07:51 > 1:07:53and I'll scratch your eyes out!
1:07:53 > 1:07:56You are impossible, just like your mother!
1:07:56 > 1:07:58Have you got any idea what I'm giving up, being here with you?
1:07:58 > 1:08:02No, you haven't! And it's pointless, cos you won't even let me help!
1:08:02 > 1:08:04- I'm not having this baby! - I've got news for you.
1:08:04 > 1:08:07You're way past the point in which you get a say in the matter!
1:08:07 > 1:08:09Nothing's changed, Nance.
1:08:09 > 1:08:12I'm still me, I'm still your dad.
1:08:12 > 1:08:15You know I wouldn't carry on like this behind your back.
1:08:15 > 1:08:17I've defended you - I've nearly had a fight over this.
1:08:17 > 1:08:18And you were right.
1:08:18 > 1:08:21When those people were saying I'd done wrong, you was right.
1:08:21 > 1:08:25Yeah, why do I feel like this? I feel like I've been mugged off. And for what?
1:08:25 > 1:08:28So you could protect some nasty little perv?
1:08:28 > 1:08:31I just can't believe you'd lie to me.
1:08:31 > 1:08:33I didn't lie to you.
1:08:33 > 1:08:36No? All right.
1:08:36 > 1:08:37That time when you was all suited up.
1:08:37 > 1:08:40Said you was going for a meeting with the bank manager.
1:08:40 > 1:08:41Is that true?
1:08:41 > 1:08:43- No.- No.
1:08:43 > 1:08:45And when Cora baited you up in the pub,
1:08:45 > 1:08:48and Mum said she just got mixed up or something. You agreed.
1:08:48 > 1:08:50You lied. Mum lied.
1:08:50 > 1:08:53Don't blame your mum, OK? It was my call.
1:08:53 > 1:08:56We talked it through. She promised she was going to keep shtoom.
1:08:56 > 1:08:59- It hasn't been easy for her. - Why did you do that to her, then?
1:08:59 > 1:09:01For someone that you barely know.
1:09:01 > 1:09:04Because I thought it was the right thing.
1:09:04 > 1:09:09And it wasn't, and I got it wrong, but I gave Ian my word.
1:09:09 > 1:09:13No, it's not my daughter. All right, can you just send an ambulance?
1:09:13 > 1:09:16Every couple of minutes or so. And a midwife, as well.
1:09:16 > 1:09:17CINDY WAILS
1:09:17 > 1:09:21Hold on, it sounds like she's having another one.
1:09:21 > 1:09:23I dunno, hang on.
1:09:24 > 1:09:26Last one was two and a half minutes ago.
1:09:26 > 1:09:28So what does that mean?
1:09:30 > 1:09:33Right, what are we talking here?
1:09:33 > 1:09:36Are we looking at five minutes? Five hours?
1:09:36 > 1:09:38Just hurry up and send an ambulance.
1:09:41 > 1:09:43SHE WAILS LOUDLY
1:09:47 > 1:09:51- What are you playing at? - I shouldn't have come.
1:09:51 > 1:09:53No, too flamin' right you shouldn't have come here.
1:09:53 > 1:09:57- You hate me. - Oh, Cindy, look, come on, love.
1:09:57 > 1:09:59Look, don't be ridiculous, I don't hate you.
1:09:59 > 1:10:01SHE CRIES
1:10:01 > 1:10:06Please, make it stop. It hurts so much.
1:10:06 > 1:10:09I wish I was dead. I wish I was dead, like my mum.
1:10:09 > 1:10:13No...no, you don't. Look, listen to me. Listen to me.
1:10:13 > 1:10:17Listen to me, love. Everything's going to be fine, OK?
1:10:17 > 1:10:21You're just having a baby. It's going to be really soon.
1:10:21 > 1:10:23- I'm scared.- I know.
1:10:23 > 1:10:26What if it kills me?
1:10:26 > 1:10:28No, hey, listen. Listen, hey, it's not going to kill you.
1:10:28 > 1:10:30I killed my mum!
1:10:30 > 1:10:32- No, listen, come here, come here, listen.- I...
1:10:32 > 1:10:35No, no, you didn't kill your mum, OK.
1:10:35 > 1:10:39A blood clot killed your mum, and listen, trust me on this,
1:10:39 > 1:10:41you haven't got a blood clot.
1:10:41 > 1:10:43You're just going to be having a baby, OK?
1:10:43 > 1:10:45And it's going to be fine.
1:10:45 > 1:10:47Everything's going to be fine, all right?
1:10:47 > 1:10:51- I need to push. Should I push?- Um...
1:10:52 > 1:10:56Do you really think this is how I thought it was going to pan out?
1:10:56 > 1:10:58I thought I'd have half an hour in court,
1:10:58 > 1:10:59rap on the knuckles, a fine and off I trot.
1:10:59 > 1:11:02Yeah, and when it started to go wrong...
1:11:02 > 1:11:04If I had told you, you'd have had to make a decision.
1:11:04 > 1:11:08- What decision?- Same as your mum. You lie for Ian or you lolly him up.
1:11:08 > 1:11:10You think I couldn't handle that?
1:11:10 > 1:11:13I've made some bigger decisions than that in my life.
1:11:13 > 1:11:16Yeah, and they worked out well, didn't they?
1:11:16 > 1:11:19- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.- No, no, no, you should.
1:11:19 > 1:11:21Cos now we're really getting to the heart of the problem.
1:11:21 > 1:11:24- And that is you treating me like a kid.- Well, you are a kid.
1:11:25 > 1:11:27And you're my kid. And you will always be my kid.
1:11:27 > 1:11:30And you don't like your dad at the moment? Tough.
1:11:30 > 1:11:32That's another decision you didn't get to make.
1:11:32 > 1:11:36But I refuse to apologise for making a decision
1:11:36 > 1:11:38without calling on a family meeting.
1:11:38 > 1:11:40What, even if it blatantly affected all of us?
1:11:40 > 1:11:41What was I supposed to say?
1:11:41 > 1:11:45"By the way, our neighbour's been nicked for kerb crawling by the Old Bill.
1:11:45 > 1:11:48- "How do you feel about your old man taking the rap?"- Don't patronise me.
1:11:48 > 1:11:51I'm not patronising you. I'm asking you a question.
1:11:51 > 1:11:54I don't want to fall out with you, Nance.
1:11:55 > 1:11:59You tell me what you want me to do, I will do it.
1:11:59 > 1:12:02- You can't.- Try me.
1:12:02 > 1:12:07Because it requires an understanding that I'm not a child any more.
1:12:07 > 1:12:09It requires a bit of respect.
1:12:11 > 1:12:14There is no-one who respects you more than I do.
1:12:16 > 1:12:18No, there's no-one who loves me more.
1:12:19 > 1:12:22There's actually a really big difference.
1:12:22 > 1:12:24Cos, if you respected me,
1:12:24 > 1:12:28you'd have come to me along the line and laid out the problem.
1:12:28 > 1:12:33Said, like, "Ian Beale's screwed up, his daughter's dead,
1:12:33 > 1:12:35"he's in a big bit of bother,
1:12:35 > 1:12:38"and here's what I think we could do to help him."
1:12:38 > 1:12:42And maybe I'd have thought you was a mug, but maybe I wouldn't.
1:12:42 > 1:12:45and maybe I would've respected you.
1:12:45 > 1:12:47And even if I didn't,
1:12:47 > 1:12:50at least I would have known you respected me enough to tell me.
1:12:53 > 1:12:55Wow.
1:12:57 > 1:12:59Do you know what, Nance?
1:13:00 > 1:13:02That's exactly what I should have done.
1:13:15 > 1:13:17'They'll come again, won't they?'
1:13:17 > 1:13:19Yeah, they will.
1:13:19 > 1:13:22But we'll get through it together, you and me, yeah?
1:13:22 > 1:13:24Just remember what the woman said to you about...
1:13:24 > 1:13:28Breathe through your contractions, and pant when you want to push.
1:13:28 > 1:13:34Listen, Cindy. I want to apologise to you for...
1:13:34 > 1:13:36- After Lucy died. - You don't have to.
1:13:36 > 1:13:39- No. I do. I want to explain to you. - No, really, you don't...
1:13:39 > 1:13:41No, please. Just hear me out, all right.
1:13:42 > 1:13:46Look, I was angry with you because of what you said to the police.
1:13:46 > 1:13:49About the drugs. But I shouldn't have been.
1:13:49 > 1:13:51Because you were telling the truth.
1:13:53 > 1:13:56And I got angry with you at the funeral
1:13:56 > 1:14:00because you kept going on about the alibi and...
1:14:00 > 1:14:06Look, now everyone knows where I was the night Lucy was killed.
1:14:08 > 1:14:11And that's why Denise locked herself in the shop.
1:14:12 > 1:14:17I was somewhere I shouldn't have been.
1:14:23 > 1:14:26Right, ambulance is on its way, all right,
1:14:26 > 1:14:29I've left the front door open, I've got the towels ready and everything.
1:14:29 > 1:14:33SHE SCREAMS It's all right, I'm here, darling. I'm here.
1:14:33 > 1:14:35It's OK, it's OK. Just get yourself comfy, that's it.
1:14:35 > 1:14:38All right, just remember what she said.
1:14:38 > 1:14:41Remember what she said, all right. Just breathe.
1:14:41 > 1:14:45- I need to push! I need to push! - No, no, no, you can't do that, no.
1:14:45 > 1:14:49- Ow!- Hello, are you still there? Right, yeah, listen to me.
1:14:49 > 1:14:51She's saying she really needs to push.
1:14:51 > 1:14:53SHE SCREAMS
1:14:53 > 1:14:56Right, OK, yeah. Yeah, I can do that, yeah.
1:14:58 > 1:14:59Yeah...
1:15:02 > 1:15:07Uh, right. The thing is, I...
1:15:07 > 1:15:09I can see the head.
1:15:15 > 1:15:16I just came to see how you are.
1:15:18 > 1:15:19Need anything? Tea? Coffee?
1:15:23 > 1:15:25What you doing?
1:15:25 > 1:15:28I'm waiting. I'm waiting for him to leave.
1:15:29 > 1:15:31Look, I know it's not my place,
1:15:31 > 1:15:35but you don't know what state of mind he was in when he...
1:15:35 > 1:15:38I mean, he's had some sort of breakdown before now, hasn't he?
1:15:38 > 1:15:41I really think you should talk to him first.
1:15:41 > 1:15:45Oh, no, no. I'm not talking to him. I'm not saying a word.
1:15:45 > 1:15:52I'm going to wait for him to leave that house, then I'm going to go in,
1:15:52 > 1:15:54pack a bag and go.
1:15:55 > 1:15:58OK, and Patrick?
1:15:58 > 1:16:03We'll be fine. Be hard, but we'll manage.
1:16:06 > 1:16:09It's not like I ain't been here before, is it?
1:16:09 > 1:16:13I'd rather pluck my eyes out than live with a man I can't trust.
1:16:13 > 1:16:15Even if he's only let you down the once?
1:16:15 > 1:16:19Oh, no, there's never a once. There's only a first.
1:16:19 > 1:16:23AMBULANCE SIREN
1:16:29 > 1:16:31Patrick...
1:16:31 > 1:16:35Nearly there. Nearly there. Cindy, you're doing brilliantly, love.
1:16:35 > 1:16:38You're doing brilliant, Cindy, you're doing brilliant.
1:16:38 > 1:16:40The head's nearly out. Yeah, what do I do?
1:16:40 > 1:16:42Do I grab it?
1:16:42 > 1:16:44All right, so not until the head's fully out,
1:16:44 > 1:16:46OK, yeah, I've got that, I've got that.
1:16:46 > 1:16:49Cindy, you're doing brilliantly. Just keep breathing in.
1:16:52 > 1:16:55That's it, keep panting. Nearly there. Nearly there.
1:16:58 > 1:17:00CINDY ROARS
1:17:00 > 1:17:02It's coming out. It's coming out!
1:17:04 > 1:17:07BABY CRIES
1:17:11 > 1:17:13Is it OK? Is it all right?
1:17:15 > 1:17:16She's OK.
1:17:17 > 1:17:19She?
1:17:21 > 1:17:24You've got a little girl.
1:17:32 > 1:17:33Beautiful little girl.
1:17:35 > 1:17:36Well done, you.
1:17:47 > 1:17:50- A baby? You sure? - I just seen the midwife outside.
1:17:50 > 1:17:53Must have been that Cindy girl he had living there.
1:17:53 > 1:17:55She'd be due about now.
1:17:55 > 1:17:58Explains why Ian ain't been ringing me every five minutes.
1:17:58 > 1:18:00Probably got his hands full.
1:18:01 > 1:18:06I took your advice. And I tracked Nancy down and everything's cushty.
1:18:07 > 1:18:11- That's good. - Is that all you got to say?
1:18:11 > 1:18:14Well, what do you want me to say, Mick?
1:18:14 > 1:18:17Cleared up a bit of your own mess and now you want a medal?
1:18:17 > 1:18:19Cover the bar. I've got one of my heads.
1:18:24 > 1:18:26Cindy's downstairs.
1:18:29 > 1:18:31She's had a baby girl.
1:18:32 > 1:18:37Don't know how she got here yet, but she's here.
1:18:40 > 1:18:42Aw...
1:18:42 > 1:18:45A little girl - that's great, isn't it?
1:18:47 > 1:18:52Anyway, I thought I'd let you know, you know, in case you was worrying.
1:18:54 > 1:18:58It's just when I saw that ambulance and I thought it was you.
1:18:58 > 1:19:00Denise...
1:19:00 > 1:19:04No, don't you worry, no.
1:19:05 > 1:19:09Don't worry about a single thing.
1:19:09 > 1:19:10Just...
1:19:13 > 1:19:15Just rest.
1:19:17 > 1:19:18Get better.
1:19:18 > 1:19:21PATRICK TRIES TO SPEAK
1:19:34 > 1:19:36There's nothing wrong with her, is there?
1:19:36 > 1:19:37No, she's perfect.
1:19:39 > 1:19:40She's so tiny.
1:19:42 > 1:19:45Make the most of it - they grow up quick.
1:19:45 > 1:19:46And before you know it...
1:19:49 > 1:19:52You know, when I was away,
1:19:52 > 1:19:56I never stopped thinking about you all...about Lucy.
1:19:58 > 1:20:01Just every time I went to pick up the phone...
1:20:01 > 1:20:03I dunno, I just got scared.
1:20:05 > 1:20:07Why do you come here, Cindy?
1:20:09 > 1:20:14Well, like, I said, my nan, Auntie Gina and...
1:20:14 > 1:20:16No, forget about them.
1:20:16 > 1:20:20All right, you could've come here at any time, but you came today.
1:20:20 > 1:20:22You came here today.
1:20:26 > 1:20:28What is it? Come on, you can tell me.
1:20:28 > 1:20:31- It's stupid, cos it can't be true... - No, come on, just tell me.
1:20:31 > 1:20:32Tell me anything.
1:20:35 > 1:20:39Been...thinking about my mum a lot.
1:20:42 > 1:20:46And when I'm here...I...
1:20:46 > 1:20:49I feel close to her.
1:20:52 > 1:20:55I dunno why that is.
1:20:57 > 1:21:01It makes it feel like...like home.
1:21:04 > 1:21:06And why does that upset you?
1:21:06 > 1:21:10Cos it's not my home, it's not - everyone hates me...
1:21:10 > 1:21:13No, they don't.
1:21:13 > 1:21:15You do.
1:21:15 > 1:21:17I'll tell you now, that's not true.
1:21:17 > 1:21:25Look, you remind me of one of my favourite people ever.
1:21:27 > 1:21:29My gran.
1:21:31 > 1:21:35Now she was a tough, no-nonsense old bird,
1:21:35 > 1:21:36always had an opinion,
1:21:36 > 1:21:40guaranteed to rile people up and she never took a backwards step.
1:21:40 > 1:21:42All right, now this place was...
1:21:42 > 1:21:45This was her house. This was her home.
1:21:47 > 1:21:49As far as I'm concerned, it's your home too.
1:21:51 > 1:21:54I'm going to look after you, OK?
1:21:54 > 1:21:56I'm going to look after you.
1:22:19 > 1:22:22- I don't know what to say... - You don't have to say anything.
1:22:26 > 1:22:27I forgive you.
1:22:29 > 1:22:30Thank you.
1:22:31 > 1:22:32Thank you.
1:22:46 > 1:22:47Your mum's on the blower.
1:22:47 > 1:22:49She reckons she's sprained her ankle.
1:22:49 > 1:22:52Probably twerking, knowing Elaine.
1:22:52 > 1:22:53I don't want to speak to her.
1:22:53 > 1:22:55Well, what shall I say to her?
1:22:55 > 1:22:58I dunno. I'm sure you'll think of something. You always do.
1:23:13 > 1:23:14How's Cindy doing?
1:23:16 > 1:23:19Yeah, she's fine, she's... running rings around the nurses.
1:23:21 > 1:23:23And the baby?
1:23:23 > 1:23:25Yeah, she's... She's tiny.
1:23:27 > 1:23:29Cindy wanted a picture of her mum,
1:23:29 > 1:23:31so I said I'd take one in for her later.
1:23:36 > 1:23:39You... You not going to work?
1:23:39 > 1:23:41I've asked Shabnam to cover.
1:23:45 > 1:23:47How did you sleep?
1:23:53 > 1:23:58Well, I didn't. I've had loads of things racing through my head.
1:23:58 > 1:23:59Like what?
1:24:02 > 1:24:04Like I must have lost my mind.
1:24:09 > 1:24:13You see, forgetting, that's one thing.
1:24:15 > 1:24:17Forgiving you?
1:24:17 > 1:24:20When even the thought of you and that woman makes me feel sick.
1:24:20 > 1:24:22Denise, please.
1:24:22 > 1:24:24I mean, you haven't even told me why you did it.
1:24:24 > 1:24:26Do we have to drag all this up again?
1:24:26 > 1:24:27Oh, I think I've got a right to know
1:24:27 > 1:24:29who I've been sleeping with, don't you?
1:24:31 > 1:24:33So, why Rainie?
1:24:36 > 1:24:38She accosted me.
1:24:38 > 1:24:39Accosted you?!
1:24:39 > 1:24:41SHE LAUGHS
1:24:41 > 1:24:43Sorry, Ian.
1:24:43 > 1:24:46Yeah, you must've been terrified.
1:24:46 > 1:24:49How many times are we talking here? Was it once?
1:24:49 > 1:24:51Twice? Half a dozen times?
1:24:52 > 1:24:54It was once.
1:24:54 > 1:24:56With Rainie maybe. But how many others were there?
1:24:56 > 1:24:58Look, I swear to you. It was the first and only time.
1:24:58 > 1:25:02Did it, like, give you a thrill when you was handing over the cash
1:25:02 > 1:25:04and then following her down some back alley?
1:25:04 > 1:25:06It wasn't like that.
1:25:06 > 1:25:08So, why did you do it?
1:25:08 > 1:25:10- I don't know. - Did you use protection?
1:25:10 > 1:25:11Of course I did.
1:25:11 > 1:25:12And then what?
1:25:14 > 1:25:16I drove around for a bit and then I came home.
1:25:16 > 1:25:18And got into my bed?
1:25:18 > 1:25:22I showered first. And washed my clothes...
1:25:23 > 1:25:26Well, that's what I like about you, Ian.
1:25:26 > 1:25:28You're nothing if not methodical.
1:25:31 > 1:25:34You're going to have to have a word with Roxy.
1:25:34 > 1:25:35KNOCK AT DOOR
1:25:35 > 1:25:39- I'll get it. - She's been pestering me all morning.
1:25:39 > 1:25:42All she's got to do is send out some wedding invites.
1:25:42 > 1:25:44It's hardly rocket science, is it?
1:25:45 > 1:25:46Linda?
1:25:46 > 1:25:48I couldn't stand it a minute longer.
1:25:48 > 1:25:50Well, what's happened?
1:25:50 > 1:25:52It's Mick.
1:25:57 > 1:26:00Oh, how was George?
1:26:00 > 1:26:02Looking more like his mum every day.
1:26:03 > 1:26:06- Where's Linda?- Licking her wounds.
1:26:06 > 1:26:07Mick?
1:26:09 > 1:26:10I've really messed up, Shirl.
1:26:12 > 1:26:13Look, I know you're angry
1:26:13 > 1:26:16but you've got to remember that Mick was just trying to protect Ian.
1:26:16 > 1:26:18And what about me? Don't I need protecting?
1:26:18 > 1:26:20Well, of course you do, darling.
1:26:20 > 1:26:23Weeks I've had people whispering in corners.
1:26:23 > 1:26:28Slating me for standing by a man who sleeps with hookers.
1:26:28 > 1:26:31Do you know what I had to do yesterday?
1:26:31 > 1:26:33Lie to Denise's face whilst she stood there
1:26:33 > 1:26:35and poured her heart out.
1:26:35 > 1:26:38And where was Mick? He should be sorting this out, not me.
1:26:42 > 1:26:44I can't do this any more.
1:26:44 > 1:26:47Wasn't I enough for you. Is that it?
1:26:48 > 1:26:52I mean, I know we haven't exactly been ripping each other's
1:26:52 > 1:26:54clothes off, but... I just thought it was
1:26:54 > 1:26:59because we were comfortable with each other, you know.
1:27:00 > 1:27:03But turns out you were getting your kicks elsewhere.
1:27:03 > 1:27:06Please don't say that.
1:27:06 > 1:27:09Then what was it, Ian? Because I'm really struggling here.
1:27:12 > 1:27:14I was unhappy, I guess.
1:27:14 > 1:27:16YOU were unhappy?!
1:27:17 > 1:27:20Do you honestly think there weren't days where all
1:27:20 > 1:27:23I wanted to do was just run out that door as fast as I could?
1:27:25 > 1:27:28But I couldn't. And do you want to know why?
1:27:31 > 1:27:34It's because... I am a good person, Ian.
1:27:36 > 1:27:39And for some stupid reason I thought I could help you.
1:27:43 > 1:27:47Oi, you any idea how much ag your bird's caused?
1:27:47 > 1:27:50My bird? Cora's just a friend.
1:27:50 > 1:27:55Yeah, well, you tell her from me she ain't welcome in this pub any more.
1:27:55 > 1:27:58I wouldn't be too hard on the old girl.
1:27:58 > 1:28:00Oh, yeah, and why's that?
1:28:00 > 1:28:06Ian's grubby bit on the side. Turns out it's Cora's youngest.
1:28:08 > 1:28:11So you can see now why she kicked off like that.
1:28:33 > 1:28:34Are you coming in or not?
1:28:40 > 1:28:42Hi. You all right?
1:28:42 > 1:28:44- Yeah, busy.- Oh.
1:28:44 > 1:28:45I was just wondering
1:28:45 > 1:28:48if you'd had a chance to think about that apprenticeship?
1:28:48 > 1:28:50Can this wait? I've just got a client due any minute.
1:28:50 > 1:28:52Yeah. Yeah, of course. I'll talk to you later, yeah?
1:28:52 > 1:28:53Yeah, yeah...
1:28:56 > 1:28:58Actually, Lola...
1:28:58 > 1:28:59Do you know what, start Monday.
1:28:59 > 1:29:01What? What, are you serious?
1:29:01 > 1:29:04Yeah, well, you did really well yesterday.
1:29:04 > 1:29:06I might have even underestimated you.
1:29:06 > 1:29:08I can't believe it!
1:29:08 > 1:29:10You'll be starting at the bottom, mind you. Minimum wage,
1:29:10 > 1:29:12doing the stuff none of the other girls want to do.
1:29:12 > 1:29:15I don't care. I don't care. I'll do it for free if I have to.
1:29:15 > 1:29:18Not for free... Thank you.
1:29:18 > 1:29:20All right, go and celebrate.
1:29:20 > 1:29:23Just take it easy, I need you here first thing, OK?
1:29:23 > 1:29:25Yes, boss. Thanks, bye.
1:29:27 > 1:29:29I've only gone and done it.
1:29:29 > 1:29:30I got the job!
1:29:30 > 1:29:33I'm just going to go and tell Pops, all right?
1:29:33 > 1:29:35There's actually something I've got to tell you.
1:29:35 > 1:29:37What? What is it?
1:29:39 > 1:29:41I kissed Lauren.
1:29:43 > 1:29:46I was going to leave you the week Lucy died.
1:29:46 > 1:29:49My suitcase was packed. I'd called the cab.
1:29:50 > 1:29:51I, erm...
1:29:53 > 1:29:55I saw your suitcase in the kitchen.
1:29:58 > 1:30:00Why didn't you say anything?
1:30:03 > 1:30:05That way I could pretend it never happened.
1:30:06 > 1:30:12Yeah. Well, we've done a lot of that lately, haven't we? Pretending.
1:30:15 > 1:30:17How do you mean?
1:30:17 > 1:30:20Oh, come on, Ian, let's face it. You were lonely.
1:30:20 > 1:30:24I was lonely. And this...
1:30:24 > 1:30:26it just suited us both.
1:30:27 > 1:30:30There's more to it than that, and you know it.
1:30:30 > 1:30:34Think back to when we got locked in the Minute Mart together.
1:30:34 > 1:30:39We laughed, we got drunk... Why can't we go back to that?
1:30:39 > 1:30:42You really think it's going to be that easy?
1:30:42 > 1:30:43Oh, come on, look,
1:30:43 > 1:30:46there's got to be something worth fighting for, hasn't there?
1:30:46 > 1:30:48And what about them lot out there?
1:30:50 > 1:30:54Because they're going to think it's my fault, you know.
1:30:56 > 1:30:57Who else knows?
1:31:00 > 1:31:02Mick and Linda.
1:31:02 > 1:31:05Linda? But she only just found out before I...
1:31:06 > 1:31:07Who else?
1:31:07 > 1:31:08No-one.
1:31:08 > 1:31:10Ian...
1:31:12 > 1:31:15Phil. But that's because Rainie was blackmailing me.
1:31:15 > 1:31:18Great(!) So that means that Sharon'll know.
1:31:18 > 1:31:21Then probably the whole Square.
1:31:21 > 1:31:22Anyone else?
1:31:26 > 1:31:27Ian.
1:31:33 > 1:31:35No...
1:31:35 > 1:31:36Denise, please...
1:31:38 > 1:31:44Denise! Denise! Can we talk about this downstairs?
1:31:46 > 1:31:48You knew?
1:31:49 > 1:31:51How long?
1:31:51 > 1:31:54It's not his fault. He wanted to tell you.
1:31:54 > 1:31:55So why didn't he?
1:31:55 > 1:31:57- Erm...- Because he had a stroke.
1:32:01 > 1:32:04That's why you wanted to put him in a home, isn't it?
1:32:04 > 1:32:06- No. No, it wasn't like that.- Yeah.
1:32:06 > 1:32:08You were worried he was going to come out
1:32:08 > 1:32:10with your dirty little secret.
1:32:12 > 1:32:15And there was me thinking you couldn't stoop any lower.
1:32:15 > 1:32:18So what is it about Little Miss Perfect, Peter, eh?
1:32:21 > 1:32:24- Sometimes...- Sometimes what?
1:32:26 > 1:32:30I feel like she's the only one I can talk to.
1:32:30 > 1:32:31And what about me?
1:32:33 > 1:32:35- Well, you're different.- How?
1:32:36 > 1:32:38Because...
1:32:38 > 1:32:40Because I'm not Lauren.
1:32:42 > 1:32:47All right, well, you said it was just a stupid kiss, yeah?
1:32:47 > 1:32:50It doesn't mean we have to break up, does it?
1:32:50 > 1:32:51I love her.
1:32:55 > 1:32:57And does she love you?
1:32:57 > 1:33:01I don't know. No. I don't think so.
1:33:01 > 1:33:04So, what is the point of all of this, then?
1:33:04 > 1:33:07It's unfair... I can't keep stringing you along.
1:33:07 > 1:33:08Unfair? You know what's unfair?
1:33:08 > 1:33:11Making me feel like I'm second best to some alky.
1:33:11 > 1:33:13Look, don't talk about her like that.
1:33:16 > 1:33:18I should have seen this coming months ago, you know?
1:33:18 > 1:33:22I mean, she's been sniffing round you long enough, ain't she?
1:33:24 > 1:33:26Do you know what, Peter?
1:33:26 > 1:33:29I only ever tried to make you happy.
1:33:30 > 1:33:32And this is the thanks I get.
1:33:34 > 1:33:36I'm so...
1:33:36 > 1:33:38It's not like you've never made a mistake, is it?
1:33:38 > 1:33:41- Oh, I've made plenty.- Yeah, look at our engagement party for starters.
1:33:41 > 1:33:43Really? That was just a stupid little kiss.
1:33:43 > 1:33:44Yeah, but I forgave you.
1:33:44 > 1:33:48So what, Ian? Are you saying that that makes us even? Is that it?
1:33:48 > 1:33:49Who was it?
1:33:51 > 1:33:53It doesn't matter.
1:33:53 > 1:33:57- Or were you just trying to make me jealous?- Is it that hard to believe that someone finds me attractive?
1:33:59 > 1:34:00It was Arthur.
1:34:01 > 1:34:04Arthur Fatboy?! He's just a kid!
1:34:04 > 1:34:06Don't you dare try and turn this around on me.
1:34:06 > 1:34:07All right. Why?
1:34:12 > 1:34:15Because he wanted me, Ian.
1:34:15 > 1:34:18Because he made me feel...good about myself.
1:34:24 > 1:34:27All right. So we've... We've both made mistakes.
1:34:27 > 1:34:29My only mistake is not walking out that door when I had the chance.
1:34:29 > 1:34:31- You know what? There you go again.- I'm sorry?
1:34:31 > 1:34:33You're trying to take the moral high ground.
1:34:33 > 1:34:36I mean, Denise, face facts, all right? We've both been lying
1:34:36 > 1:34:38to each other. We both know the real reason
1:34:38 > 1:34:40- why you stayed with me. - Because I wanted to help you.
1:34:40 > 1:34:41No, so that you could save me!
1:34:41 > 1:34:44Everyone knows you like nothing better than a lost cause.
1:34:44 > 1:34:46I mean, look at your exes, all right? Kevin, Owen, Lucas...
1:34:46 > 1:34:48I mean, don't worry. Denise will save them.
1:34:48 > 1:34:50- Patience of a saint, that woman.- Don't...
1:34:50 > 1:34:51Is that what I was to you?
1:34:51 > 1:34:54Just another piece you could stick back together again?
1:34:54 > 1:34:55You'd just lost your daughter.
1:34:55 > 1:34:57I couldn't just walk out and leave you.
1:34:57 > 1:34:58Do you know what?
1:34:58 > 1:35:01I'd rather you'd done that than stayed with me out of pity.
1:35:01 > 1:35:05Pity! I stayed with you because I cared about you, Ian.
1:35:06 > 1:35:08I still do.
1:35:10 > 1:35:12Because that man that made me laugh,
1:35:12 > 1:35:14that I kissed in the Minute Mart...
1:35:16 > 1:35:18..he was gentle and he was kind.
1:35:21 > 1:35:23He was a good man.
1:35:24 > 1:35:27- Look, and I'm still all those things.- No, you're not.
1:35:31 > 1:35:35You're a liar and you're a cheat.
1:35:36 > 1:35:38I just lost my way, that's all.
1:35:38 > 1:35:41There you go again. Trying to make me feel sorry for you.
1:35:41 > 1:35:44Well, it's not going to work this time, Ian.
1:35:44 > 1:35:46And do you want to know why?
1:35:47 > 1:35:51Because while you were out there, getting your rocks off
1:35:51 > 1:35:52with that woman,
1:35:52 > 1:35:56Lucy...? She was lying dead on the common.
1:35:56 > 1:35:57Don't.
1:35:59 > 1:36:03But that's something you've got to live with. Not me.
1:36:09 > 1:36:12- So, have you decided what you're going to do?- I've got some mates.
1:36:12 > 1:36:14SHE LAUGHS
1:36:14 > 1:36:15What?
1:36:15 > 1:36:19They're not your mates. They're just scum who take your money.
1:36:19 > 1:36:21You don't understand.
1:36:21 > 1:36:24What I don't understand...
1:36:24 > 1:36:26is why a bright,
1:36:26 > 1:36:30beautiful young woman is bent on throwing her life away.
1:36:30 > 1:36:32It hasn't been easy for me, you know.
1:36:32 > 1:36:34Oh-ho-ho!
1:36:34 > 1:36:38There you go again. Making excuses...
1:36:38 > 1:36:40You know what? Just go.
1:36:41 > 1:36:43What're you doing?
1:36:45 > 1:36:49Score whatever you like. Kill yourself, for all I care.
1:36:49 > 1:36:50Get off me.
1:36:50 > 1:36:53Because anything's better than not knowing.
1:36:53 > 1:36:55Waiting for the phone to ring.
1:36:55 > 1:36:57You think I want this?!
1:36:57 > 1:37:03You think I don't wake, every single morning, wanting what Tanya has?
1:37:03 > 1:37:05Then fight for it!
1:37:10 > 1:37:13Wh-what's...happening?
1:37:13 > 1:37:15OK, I'm just going to pack a few essentials, all right?
1:37:15 > 1:37:17And we can send for the rest tomorrow.
1:37:18 > 1:37:21Denise... Please don't go.
1:37:21 > 1:37:24I tell you what, why don't you give Jane a call?
1:37:24 > 1:37:26And then she can pick up where I left off.
1:37:26 > 1:37:29Oh, no, sorry, that's right. She hotfooted it to Birmingham
1:37:29 > 1:37:31the first chance she got, didn't she?
1:37:32 > 1:37:33Where you going to go?
1:37:35 > 1:37:37Back to Patrick's, of course.
1:37:37 > 1:37:38You won't manage on your own.
1:37:38 > 1:37:39I haven't got much choice, have I?
1:37:39 > 1:37:41Let me help you, please.
1:37:41 > 1:37:43No. I don't need anything from you.
1:37:43 > 1:37:45PATRICK GROANS
1:37:45 > 1:37:47The money we'd saved for the wedding.
1:37:47 > 1:37:49Look, please just have it.
1:37:49 > 1:37:53Keep it. From what I hear, prostitutes ain't cheap nowadays.
1:37:53 > 1:37:56It's OK, I can manage.
1:38:00 > 1:38:02Before you say anything...
1:38:02 > 1:38:06I'm sorry, all right? I didn't think this through properly.
1:38:07 > 1:38:12But it's done with now, so we can put all this mess behind us, yeah?
1:38:12 > 1:38:13Can we?
1:38:15 > 1:38:19Because I can't stop thinking about how you put me and the kids second.
1:38:29 > 1:38:31Do you know what I had to do yesterday?
1:38:31 > 1:38:35Sit there and lie to Denise's face, that's what.
1:38:35 > 1:38:37- I'm sorry.- I never asked to be part of any of this
1:38:37 > 1:38:40and, yet, here I am still getting dragged into your mess.
1:38:40 > 1:38:43- I should've been there for you. - But you weren't, were you?
1:38:43 > 1:38:45Yet again, it was left for me to sort out.
1:38:45 > 1:38:50All right. I should've nipped this in the bud weeks ago.
1:38:51 > 1:38:52I just...
1:38:54 > 1:38:56I just need one more chance, please.
1:38:56 > 1:38:59To make it up to you and the kids.
1:38:59 > 1:39:01Because...
1:39:03 > 1:39:04I'm nothing without you, L.
1:39:12 > 1:39:15Peter... My mum's on the phone. Do you mind if we...?
1:39:15 > 1:39:16I split up with Lola.
1:39:18 > 1:39:20- I almost forgot. Here you are. - You don't have to do this.
1:39:20 > 1:39:21Oh, yes, I do.
1:39:21 > 1:39:23Because you know why?
1:39:23 > 1:39:27I deserve so much more than you ever gave me.
1:39:32 > 1:39:35- I really should go and talk to Ian. - Just leave them to fight it out.
1:39:39 > 1:39:40He's all yours.
1:39:46 > 1:39:49- It hasn't been working for ages. - I'm still with Dean, though.
1:39:49 > 1:39:51That doesn't change anything.
1:39:54 > 1:39:56Me and you, though...
1:39:56 > 1:39:58Me and you...what?
1:39:58 > 1:40:02You should talk to Lola. She'll understand.
1:40:02 > 1:40:05I don't want Lola. I want you.
1:40:06 > 1:40:08Peter...
1:40:08 > 1:40:12And if that means waiting, that's just what I'll have to do.
1:40:24 > 1:40:26Right, let's get you out of that chair, shall we?
1:40:26 > 1:40:28PATRICK TRIES TO SPEAK
1:40:28 > 1:40:31No, it's all right. Please. Don't.
1:40:33 > 1:40:38I just want to pour myself a very large glass of wine
1:40:38 > 1:40:41and forget that any of this ever happened.
1:40:48 > 1:40:50No...
1:40:53 > 1:40:56No. No, no, no.
1:41:07 > 1:41:08I'm going to check out the back.
1:41:16 > 1:41:19- Are you serious about getting clean again?- I said I was, didn't I?
1:41:21 > 1:41:23Then you can stay here for as long as you need to.
1:41:23 > 1:41:26It ain't going to be easy.
1:41:26 > 1:41:29Especially with the Carters living across the Square.
1:41:29 > 1:41:31That's the least of my worries.
1:41:31 > 1:41:34What're you talking about?
1:41:35 > 1:41:36Lorraine?
1:41:38 > 1:41:41It was Ian, all right? Mick had nothing to do with it.
1:41:45 > 1:41:47Do you mean to tell me...
1:41:48 > 1:41:52..that I stood in that bar and publicly attacked that man
1:41:52 > 1:41:55and all the time it was Ian Beale?
1:41:55 > 1:41:57What were you thinking?
1:41:58 > 1:41:59Trust me.
1:41:59 > 1:42:02Ian is better than some of the drunks I end up with.
1:42:02 > 1:42:05One bloke punched me so hard he fractured my eye socket.
1:42:05 > 1:42:09Right. I'm going to speak to Mr Papadopoulos.
1:42:11 > 1:42:13See about you sharing some of my shifts.
1:42:13 > 1:42:15What are you talking about?
1:42:15 > 1:42:18You're going to need money if you're planning to stick around.
1:42:18 > 1:42:20I can even talk to Dot, if you like.
1:42:21 > 1:42:24See if she can get you involved in that church of hers.
1:42:25 > 1:42:27I... I'd like that.
1:42:30 > 1:42:31Right.
1:42:34 > 1:42:37This marks a clean slate for you and me.
1:42:41 > 1:42:43Where you going?
1:42:43 > 1:42:47First things first. I'm going to apologise to Mick.
1:42:50 > 1:42:52Mum...
1:42:57 > 1:43:00Get us some chips on the way back, will you?
1:43:06 > 1:43:08I told Cindy I'd pop in and see her later.
1:43:08 > 1:43:10You're no use to anyone in this state.
1:43:11 > 1:43:13What am I going to say to everyone?
1:43:13 > 1:43:17- You're just going to have to front it out.- I can't believe I did it.
1:43:17 > 1:43:19Look. Why don't you go and have a shower?
1:43:19 > 1:43:22Then, come round to ours later for a bit of dinner.
1:43:22 > 1:43:23And you never know...
1:43:23 > 1:43:26you might even get this one to make one of his famous curries.
1:43:33 > 1:43:36It's going to take more than a biryani to sort him out.
1:43:36 > 1:43:38Which is why I'm calling Michelle.
1:43:51 > 1:43:53You got everything?
1:43:53 > 1:43:56Yeah. Where's Lexi?
1:43:56 > 1:43:58She's with Pops.
1:43:58 > 1:43:59Do you mind if I say goodbye?
1:43:59 > 1:44:01No, it'll only confuse her, won't it?
1:44:04 > 1:44:06I always knew this was going to happen.
1:44:06 > 1:44:08I never was good enough for you, was I?
1:44:08 > 1:44:10Here you are, making me go to college when I was quite happy
1:44:10 > 1:44:13- doing people's nails. - It wasn't like that. I wanted...
1:44:13 > 1:44:15Just leave it. Oi. I want a word with you.
1:44:15 > 1:44:17- Lola...- Everything all right?
1:44:17 > 1:44:20- Yeah, yeah, it's fine. - I'll see you Monday then, yeah?
1:44:23 > 1:44:25I'm sorry.
1:44:25 > 1:44:28Do you know what? I don't know why you keep saying sorry.
1:44:28 > 1:44:30If you was sorry, you wouldn't dump me, would you?
1:44:44 > 1:44:47- Everything all right with you and Lola?- Yeah. It's fine.
1:44:49 > 1:44:52It's all right, I've got this.
1:44:52 > 1:44:55Cora. What can I get you?
1:44:55 > 1:44:57I don't want a drink.
1:44:57 > 1:45:02I'm here to apologise. To both of you. What I said,
1:45:02 > 1:45:06- it was unforgiveable. - You should've thought about that before you opened your big mouth.
1:45:06 > 1:45:09- No, it's all right, Shirl. - She's every right to be angry.
1:45:09 > 1:45:11Do you realise how much grief you caused?
1:45:11 > 1:45:15- I'm sorry.- It's a bit late for that.
1:45:15 > 1:45:16I think this has gone on long enough.
1:45:16 > 1:45:20Get the old girl a drink. It's on me.
1:45:20 > 1:45:23Now, there's a once-in-a-lifetime offer.
1:45:25 > 1:45:27- Thank you.- You see?
1:45:27 > 1:45:30I told you things would start getting back to normal didn't I, eh?
1:45:32 > 1:45:36Oh, what can I get you?
1:45:36 > 1:45:41I just wanted to thank you for our little chat that we had yesterday.
1:45:42 > 1:45:44You don't have to thank me.
1:45:44 > 1:45:46Oh, no, it meant a lot what you said back there.
1:45:46 > 1:45:50I mean, we've both been victims, haven't we, of that woman?
1:45:50 > 1:45:53- Her daughter. - I don't want any trouble.
1:45:53 > 1:45:59Except you're not a victim, are you? Because you've known all along.
1:45:59 > 1:46:04- I'm sorry.- I bet you two have been having a right laugh at my expense.
1:46:04 > 1:46:06- It weren't like that. - What is it, Linda?
1:46:06 > 1:46:09Do you get off from playing the martyr? Is that it?
1:46:09 > 1:46:15Having the odd cry at Fatblasters... "Oh, look at her. Poor thing.
1:46:15 > 1:46:17"She's had a real hard time of it."
1:46:17 > 1:46:19If you've got a beef, it should be me, not Linda.
1:46:19 > 1:46:23Now, YOU lying to me, I can just about understand, but you?
1:46:23 > 1:46:26- I thought you were supposed to be my friend.- I am.
1:46:26 > 1:46:30Look at you both, eh? Ah, the perfect couple.
1:46:30 > 1:46:32Everybody's friend.
1:46:34 > 1:46:36Just answer me one question.
1:46:38 > 1:46:44Why would he lie for someone that he hardly even knows?
1:46:46 > 1:46:48Hmm?
1:46:48 > 1:46:52Well, it doesn't say much for your marriage, does it?
1:47:05 > 1:47:07Yeah, that's great, thank you.
1:47:10 > 1:47:12- Hi.- Hiya.
1:47:12 > 1:47:15How's Cindy? Where's Dad?
1:47:15 > 1:47:16He's having a shower.
1:47:16 > 1:47:18Is everything all right?
1:47:18 > 1:47:19Well, I'll let him tell you.
1:47:19 > 1:47:20Sharon...
1:47:22 > 1:47:23Denise is gone.
1:47:23 > 1:47:25Gone where? What's happened?
1:47:27 > 1:47:30She... She found out I'd slept with a prostitute.
1:47:33 > 1:47:37- I'm sorry.- Ian, I've packed everything I could think of.
1:47:37 > 1:47:39Anything I've forgotten you can get when you're out there.
1:47:39 > 1:47:41What are you talking about?
1:47:41 > 1:47:43That's your boarding pass sorted out.
1:47:43 > 1:47:46Hold on, what are you two going on about?
1:47:46 > 1:47:50- We've booked you a flight to go and see Michelle tonight in Pensacola.- Tonight?!
1:47:50 > 1:47:53Yeah. And she'll pick you up at the airport, OK?
1:47:53 > 1:47:55I thought you said, stay here and front it out?
1:47:55 > 1:47:59- Just for a few weeks, let the dust settle.- What about Cindy and the baby?
1:47:59 > 1:48:03- You can pop in and see them on the way to the airport, can't you? - And the restaurant?
1:48:03 > 1:48:05Yep. It's taken care of, OK?
1:48:10 > 1:48:11Say something.
1:48:11 > 1:48:13What do you want me to say?
1:48:17 > 1:48:19Come on, Ian. The car's outside.
1:48:27 > 1:48:29Don't listen to Denise.
1:48:38 > 1:48:40You will always be my girl.
1:48:43 > 1:48:44You know that, don't you?
1:49:12 > 1:49:13I'd like a taxi, please.
1:49:15 > 1:49:17The Queen Vic, Albert Square.
1:49:18 > 1:49:19Going to Watford.
1:49:21 > 1:49:23As soon as possible.
1:49:40 > 1:49:42SHE SOBS
1:49:49 > 1:49:51I've left my purse behind.
1:50:15 > 1:50:17L, where you going?
1:50:19 > 1:50:22To see my mum. She's hurt herself, Mick, I should go.
1:50:22 > 1:50:24Yeah.. Yeah.
1:50:25 > 1:50:27How long you going to be?
1:50:28 > 1:50:30I don't know, Mick.
1:50:30 > 1:50:32I just need some time.
1:50:35 > 1:50:37You're OK, though, yeah?
1:50:37 > 1:50:39Yeah. Of course.