0:00:35 > 0:00:37It was a one off, I swear.
0:00:38 > 0:00:44The business was in a bad way and Frank was desperate for cash.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47He paid Phil to torch the car lot.
0:00:49 > 0:00:53And the last thing I remember is throwing the burning rag in,
0:00:53 > 0:00:55and an explosion.
0:00:55 > 0:01:00Later that night, they found the body of a young man there.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03He'd been sleeping rough.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06It was a terrible accident.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08I burnt him alive.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14So who was it then, Kat?
0:01:16 > 0:01:17It was...
0:01:17 > 0:01:23No, let me tell you who I think it was, yeah? He was young, sexy?
0:01:23 > 0:01:26Did he have, like, a six pack, did he?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28You look at me when I'm talking to you!
0:01:28 > 0:01:31Too drunk to remember, were you, Kat? That what it was, yeah?
0:01:31 > 0:01:35Then you went back to his posh flat, drinking his champagne...?
0:01:35 > 0:01:37- Lighting up scented candles?- No.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39No?
0:01:39 > 0:01:43No, he couldn't wait. We done it in the alley by the R&R, like animals!
0:02:00 > 0:02:04- Why wasn't I told about it? - You were just a kid at the time.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Did Ricky know?
0:02:10 > 0:02:12So I was the only one that didn't know about it.
0:02:12 > 0:02:17- Well, that's just typical. - Your dad didn't want you to know.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19He didn't want you involved.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21He didn't want you to have to carry that burden.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24How convenient. And of course I've only got your word for that, haven't I?
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Why would I lie to you, Janine?
0:02:26 > 0:02:28Because, Pat, you've lied to me my entire life!
0:02:28 > 0:02:31That is all you've ever done, is lie!
0:02:31 > 0:02:34If I've ever lied to you,
0:02:34 > 0:02:37it's only to protect you, you stupid little girl!
0:02:37 > 0:02:40See now, and there we have it, don't we? The truth right
0:02:40 > 0:02:44at the very heart of the matter. That is all I ever was to you.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47A stupid little girl that got in the way of you and my dad.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52- You meant more to me than that and you know it. - JANINE SCOFFS
0:02:54 > 0:02:56I should go.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Stay and have a drink.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02Please.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- You all right?- Have you seen Alfie?
0:03:08 > 0:03:13- He's just popped out.- I need to find Alfie.- What about Tommy?
0:03:13 > 0:03:16- Jean's with him!- What about this place? It's closing time soon.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18Call time and lock up, all right?
0:03:25 > 0:03:30- Kat said to lock up.- All right, if I shoot off?- Yeah, you shoot off.
0:03:30 > 0:03:35That's time, ladies and gentleman. So thank you, but drink up, please.
0:03:36 > 0:03:42- You been stood up?- Don't worry, I'm sure your lot will be here soon.
0:03:42 > 0:03:46Your coach load of mates. Probably just stuck in traffic.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48Yeah. And who are you with, the invisible man?
0:03:48 > 0:03:53- Oi, stick another one in there, will you?- Sorry, but it's past time.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56- Do you know who I am? - Why, have you forgotten?
0:03:56 > 0:04:00No, I think you pair of clowns have forgotten that this pub belongs to my old man.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03I'm sorry, but it's past closing time and I've got to lock up.
0:04:03 > 0:04:08Oh, I think you misheard Kat. She said, "Lock IN." Ain't that right, everybody?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10SHOUTS OF ASSENT
0:04:10 > 0:04:15- No chance with Jobsworth here.- All right, then. I'll bolt the doors.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- Yeah, man!- There's a good boy!
0:04:24 > 0:04:25Alfie!
0:04:27 > 0:04:28Alfie!
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Alfie!
0:04:45 > 0:04:48And now some nutter's out there
0:04:48 > 0:04:52sending me photos and cuttings about it.
0:04:57 > 0:05:02- We can't change the past. - Well, that's a lot of help(!)
0:05:02 > 0:05:07But we can make amends. And you know what they say.
0:05:07 > 0:05:12- Confession is good for the soul. - You want me to go to the Old Bill?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14You back on the gear or something?
0:05:14 > 0:05:17No, not that kind of confession. You know... God.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20You've got a screw loose, d'you know that?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Oh, what, and drinking, that's sensible, is it?
0:05:23 > 0:05:27- I don't need this kind of grief.- And you don't need the whisky either.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30- Just go, will you?- I can help you, Phil.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Because I know what you're going through.
0:05:32 > 0:05:33You don't understand anything.
0:05:33 > 0:05:37I live with the guilt of all the terrible things I've done.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39I've ruined enough lives with drugs
0:05:39 > 0:05:41to know what it feels like to hate yourself.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45To feel completely on your own.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48But you're not on your own, Phil.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Because I'm here for you.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55- I doubt my parishioners would approve.- Oh, shut up, Vicar!
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Hardly like you're breaking one of the Ten Commandments.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- Anyway, it's your round. - I say Amen to that.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08- Oops, sorry, Carol.- Tanya!- Sorry!
0:06:08 > 0:06:11Same again, please, boys! Can we turn the music up?
0:06:11 > 0:06:13This is supposed to be a party!
0:06:33 > 0:06:37Do you know what I thought when you first come to live with me?
0:06:37 > 0:06:42- Umm, "I hope she doesn't eat all the pies"?- "She's trouble."
0:06:42 > 0:06:45Yeah well, feeling was mutual.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48You were this shy little five-year-old
0:06:48 > 0:06:52with your hair in pigtails, looking like butter wouldn't melt.
0:06:53 > 0:06:57And then you stuck two fingers up at me,
0:06:57 > 0:07:01you told me I was ugly and fat and you didn't need a new mum.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03Well, I'm not being funny,
0:07:03 > 0:07:06but you were like this big, loud woman, y'know,
0:07:06 > 0:07:08with a strange face like a clown
0:07:08 > 0:07:13and you stunk of fags and booze and you were all over my dad.
0:07:13 > 0:07:17What did you expect, Pat? A curtsey and a bunch of flowers?
0:07:21 > 0:07:25You've never forgiven me for your mum, have you?
0:07:27 > 0:07:31You had an affair with my dad while she was dying.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34Actually, whatever Lydia might have told you,
0:07:34 > 0:07:39me and your dad never...we were never together during that time.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41So you managed to control your hormones
0:07:41 > 0:07:45until she was dead and buried? How very commendable.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Well, I suppose it's easier to blame me than your dad.
0:07:48 > 0:07:53But you can't bear a grudge forever. People make mistakes.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- You've made more than most.- Thanks.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59So now we've moved on, have we,
0:07:59 > 0:08:05from rewriting history to my character assassination.
0:08:06 > 0:08:07What fun.
0:08:09 > 0:08:14Janine, you have never made it easy to love you.
0:08:14 > 0:08:18SHE LAUGHS Well, I'm sorry. I'm going to try much harder in future.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Sorry for the inconvenience, Pat.
0:08:21 > 0:08:25But I've always tried to love you anyway. Whatever you may think.
0:08:25 > 0:08:26Always.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32And so when you lied to the police and nearly got me sent down for
0:08:32 > 0:08:36a murder that I didn't commit, were you really trying to love me then?
0:08:36 > 0:08:39From that first moment you raised two fingers up to me,
0:08:39 > 0:08:42you've been telling me what you thought of me ever since.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45And d'you know what, I thank you for that.
0:08:45 > 0:08:50Cos there aren't too many people in this world you can rely on to tell you the truth.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53Your dad would've told me the sky was neon pink
0:08:53 > 0:08:56if he thought that's what I wanted to hear.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59And I've never been backward in telling you what I thought of you either.
0:08:59 > 0:09:05- No, I've got the emotional scars to prove it.- All right.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Sometimes a bit harshly, I admit.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10But I've always been straight with you.
0:09:10 > 0:09:14And that's why you've got to believe me when I tell you
0:09:14 > 0:09:16that we didn't tell you about the fire
0:09:16 > 0:09:18because we wanted to protect you,
0:09:18 > 0:09:20not because we wanted to hurt you.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24You wouldn't have wanted that burden.
0:09:26 > 0:09:30You don't get over having a man's death on your conscience that easily.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36You bury it as deep as you can and try to forget about it.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40To be honest, I thought I had.
0:09:40 > 0:09:44Until Phil started getting them photos in the post.
0:09:44 > 0:09:49- You know that I had nothing to do with that.- I believe you.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52Well, there's a first.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Oh, not because I don't think you're capable of it.
0:09:55 > 0:09:59You've done worse over the years.
0:09:59 > 0:10:03But I'm sure if you'd found out about the fire,
0:10:03 > 0:10:07I would have been your first port of call.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Poor Dad.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15I mean...
0:10:15 > 0:10:17SHE SIGHS
0:10:17 > 0:10:20..carrying around all that guilt for all those years.
0:10:22 > 0:10:23Yeah.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25Maybe if I'd known about it at the time
0:10:25 > 0:10:29I could've stopped him taking off like that.
0:10:29 > 0:10:33Do you know, even when he came back, he...
0:10:33 > 0:10:34He was eaten up with it.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36He'd wake up in the night in a cold sweat.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38He wanted to come clean.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40So why didn't he?
0:10:41 > 0:10:45Let's just say me and Phil persuaded him it wasn't a good idea.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Is...
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Is that why he went away again?
0:10:53 > 0:10:56He was a mess.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58If he'd stayed he would have confessed,
0:10:58 > 0:11:01and then he would have ended up in prison.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06So you just let him walk away?
0:11:06 > 0:11:08It was for the best.
0:11:08 > 0:11:09For who?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13For me?
0:11:13 > 0:11:15For Ricky? For Dad?
0:11:15 > 0:11:20I mean, that worked out really well first time round, didn't it?
0:11:20 > 0:11:23He had a nervous breakdown, months, MONTHS, on the streets.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Yeah, that was definitely for the best(!)
0:11:25 > 0:11:27Not forgetting the abandoned girl
0:11:27 > 0:11:29who thought her daddy didn't love her.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31What should I have done?
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Let him confess?
0:11:33 > 0:11:35Yes... Yes!
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Yes, if that's what he wanted.
0:11:37 > 0:11:41You know, maybe then he wouldn't have cracked up.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44At least then,
0:11:44 > 0:11:46I would have known where he was
0:11:46 > 0:11:47and I could have seen him.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49I could've visited him!
0:11:53 > 0:11:55I could've just loved him.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57You're living in cloud-cuckoo-land, Janine.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00You didn't know what he was like at the time.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- Right, and whose fault was that? - Oh!
0:12:02 > 0:12:03Here we go again,
0:12:03 > 0:12:05"Poor little me.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08"Let's blame Pat for everything that's gone wrong in my life."
0:12:08 > 0:12:11You took my dad away from me.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13No, I didn't! He was a weak man.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18He was.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24So help me, I loved him.
0:12:24 > 0:12:30I loved him more than I've ever loved any man on this earth.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32But he was weak!
0:12:34 > 0:12:37And he got himself into trouble,
0:12:37 > 0:12:39he couldn't handle the consequences.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42So he did what he always did when it got tough.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44He ran.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49He ran away, Janine, and left me to look after you.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52Never forget that.
0:12:52 > 0:12:56I looked after you while your father was looking after himself.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02And the sad truth is...
0:13:02 > 0:13:07if he had cared about his family so much,
0:13:07 > 0:13:10he would have found the strength to stay.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24I've been looking for you everywhere.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27Why did you run off like that? Huh?
0:13:30 > 0:13:31Kat, what's wrong?
0:13:31 > 0:13:34I've ruined everything.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37What happened?!
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Kat?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46All right, let's get you home, yeah?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Yeah?
0:13:48 > 0:13:51Come on. Come on.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54JUKEBOX PLAYS
0:13:54 > 0:13:57You two are hopeless!
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Go on, Rev, show us your moves!
0:14:03 > 0:14:07Yeah, man! Read 'em and weep, brother.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12Hello, boys - service!
0:14:12 > 0:14:15- Are you all right?- All right, Carol? Are you having a good night?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Yeah, yeah, I am.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19I was wondering if you'd heard any news from Max?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21No.
0:14:21 > 0:14:22Hello!
0:14:22 > 0:14:25It's strange not having him around the place, ain't it?
0:14:25 > 0:14:29- I'm quite enjoying the freedom actually.- Yeah, yeah, I can see that.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32You've got to let your hair down once in a while, otherwise you'll go mad.
0:14:32 > 0:14:35You know, we should go out some time.
0:14:35 > 0:14:38- Yeah?- Yeah, I know you think I'm a bit of a stick-in-the-mud,
0:14:38 > 0:14:40But I think I can still remember how to have fun.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Yeah, why not? We'll do that, yeah.
0:14:42 > 0:14:46What has a girl got to do to get a drink around here, eh?
0:14:46 > 0:14:50- Tanya, do you think you should be doing that?- Why not? Live a little.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- Do you want one? - No, I'm all right, thanks.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56- Are you sure?!- Yeah. - Lauren, watch yourself... Oi!
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Incoming! Eh?
0:14:59 > 0:15:01Oh, that is setting a really good example, Tanya.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04And what are you? Mother Of The Year?!
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- I'm quite enjoying this! Who else wants a drink?- Go on, I'll have one.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09I won't say no to that!
0:15:09 > 0:15:12Oh, all of you!
0:15:12 > 0:15:13Come on.
0:15:16 > 0:15:20- I thought I told you to lock up! - I tried to tell him.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22And what's she doing behind my bar?
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Let's get you upstairs, shall we?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26- Is everything all right? - Yeah, it's fine.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29Just get back to your party. Just go.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Alfie...
0:15:37 > 0:15:41- She won't tell me what happened. - I'll take it from here.
0:15:43 > 0:15:49Oh, someone's going to be sleeping on the settee tonight.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51- Not if you play your cards right. - Oh!
0:15:51 > 0:15:55- And what about your man? Where's he tonight?- About to get a booty call.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57Oh!
0:15:57 > 0:15:59What does Shirley reckon?
0:15:59 > 0:16:02She does know about this?
0:16:02 > 0:16:05Not about the fire, no. And I want to keep it that way,
0:16:05 > 0:16:08- until I find who's behind all this. - Yeah.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Be our secret.
0:16:13 > 0:16:18You know you can always talk to me, about anything.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23I'll never give you grief.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27I get you.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32You and me.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37We're the same, ain't we?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51DOOR OPENS
0:16:56 > 0:16:58I should be going.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09MUSIC: "Price Tag" By Jessie J
0:17:09 > 0:17:12I love this one, I love it! Turn it up, turn it up!
0:17:22 > 0:17:25My tower!
0:17:31 > 0:17:33BANGING ON DOOR
0:17:37 > 0:17:38Tanya, don't open it!
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Anyone order a stripper?
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Ha!
0:17:55 > 0:17:57ALFIE SIGHS
0:17:57 > 0:18:00Why?
0:18:03 > 0:18:06Why, Kat?
0:18:06 > 0:18:09- Why did you do it? - I don't know.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12That's great. Well, you don't know what?
0:18:12 > 0:18:16Just a bit a fun was it then?
0:18:19 > 0:18:23- Did you want to prove a point? Get back at me about what I said?- No.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27It had nothing to do with that.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32Were you bored?
0:18:33 > 0:18:35Was it a bet?
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Or was it just that...
0:18:40 > 0:18:44..you love seeing me being hurt?
0:18:44 > 0:18:46No?
0:18:50 > 0:18:53I Swear to God, you will tell me...
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Sorry to interrupt, but the old bill are downstairs.
0:18:56 > 0:19:01- I can go and deal with it if you like.- No, it's all right, Tyler.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02I can sort out the boys in blue.
0:19:02 > 0:19:05You watch and learn, son.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08You watch and learn.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10Oi...
0:19:10 > 0:19:14When I come back, you will tell me why you did this.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22I thought you'd want to know that Janine had nothing to do with
0:19:22 > 0:19:24sending them photos and clippings.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26All right. Thanks.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27Eh, Pat, not...
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Not a word to Shirley, all right?
0:19:30 > 0:19:33What you get up to is none of my business.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36But are you sure you know what you're doing?
0:19:36 > 0:19:38No.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43You won't get what you're looking for with that one.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46I ain't looking for anything, just...
0:19:46 > 0:19:49This whole car lot business is messing with my head.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55Mmm... This is cosy.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59I'll leave you to it.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04What's she doing here?
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Just a bit of business.
0:20:07 > 0:20:08What sort of business?
0:20:08 > 0:20:11Monkey business - me and Pat, we're having an affair.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13You've caught us bang at it.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15What are you doing here anyway?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Well, I thought I'd come and have a little bit of monkey business of my own.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38It's customary to tell someone if you're going to blow 'em out.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Do you know how long I was in there?
0:20:51 > 0:20:55- What's he doing in the bin? - It's where he belongs.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01- Do you know, it was all fake. - What was?- Everything.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06The smile...
0:21:06 > 0:21:08the affection...
0:21:08 > 0:21:10the love.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12Well, you know what they say -
0:21:12 > 0:21:14don't trust salesmen.
0:21:14 > 0:21:19Do you think you can ever truly know anyone?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21No.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24We choose the faces we show people.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26What we allow them to see.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30That's a very cynical view of the world, Michael.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Mmmm. I'm a very cynical man, Janine.
0:21:34 > 0:21:39Why would anyone walk away from somebody that they love?
0:21:39 > 0:21:42Because they're selfish,
0:21:42 > 0:21:45loathsome, despicable, stupid.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48Maybe they just didn't love them that much to begin with.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50Some people are not capable of love.
0:21:50 > 0:21:54Maybe some people are just unlovable.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57No. You mustn't think like that.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00It's the truth, isn't it?
0:22:00 > 0:22:02No. It isn't true.
0:22:04 > 0:22:08And how could YOU possibly know that?
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Because I love you.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Well?
0:22:34 > 0:22:39The truth is, you already know why.
0:22:42 > 0:22:46You look at me every day and you see it,
0:22:46 > 0:22:47you think it,
0:22:47 > 0:22:49and you know it.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53But you ignore it.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55You fight it.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Pretend it isn't true, but it is.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Cos deep down...
0:23:02 > 0:23:06Deep down, you know what I am.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11And Michael knew it as well.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14And any bloke that walks into the bar,
0:23:14 > 0:23:17that thinks they stand a chance with me,
0:23:17 > 0:23:19they see it as well, they see it a mile off.
0:23:21 > 0:23:26It doesn't matter how many layers of slap I put on my face.
0:23:29 > 0:23:34And they smell it. No matter how much expensive perfume I use.
0:23:37 > 0:23:42And Mark - that was his name, Mark -
0:23:42 > 0:23:44he saw it,
0:23:44 > 0:23:47he knew it, and he smelt it.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52And he wanted it, so I gave it to him.
0:23:55 > 0:24:01And let's face it, it could have been any Tom, Dick or Harry, eh?
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Cos that's what I am...
0:24:06 > 0:24:09A dirty little girl.
0:24:09 > 0:24:13That's what I've always been.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15And that's what I'll always be.
0:24:19 > 0:24:20So now you know.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25Are you happy now?
0:24:35 > 0:24:41- Do you even know what love is? - Do you?
0:24:42 > 0:24:45You don't have to say those three little words
0:24:45 > 0:24:48- to get me into bed, you know. - Fine, fine.
0:24:48 > 0:24:52You just take the Mick. We'll just carry on as we were.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55It's much easier. Much easier.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Or...
0:24:59 > 0:25:02You can accept the fact that, like it or not,
0:25:02 > 0:25:06someone in this world actually loves you.
0:25:18 > 0:25:19Kiss me.
0:25:19 > 0:25:20SHE SCOFFS
0:25:20 > 0:25:22Come on.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25(Kiss me.)
0:25:58 > 0:26:01What do you want me to do?
0:26:01 > 0:26:05Say I'll be a good girl and it'll never happen again?
0:26:05 > 0:26:08That'd be so easy, wouldn't it?
0:26:10 > 0:26:14- I wish I could, but I can't.- Kat... - You said it yourself...
0:26:14 > 0:26:17when you thought someone else had knocked me up,
0:26:17 > 0:26:21you said, "This is what living with Kat Slater's all about."
0:26:21 > 0:26:24I'm giving you a Get Out Of Jail Free card.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27Take it, throw me out.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34No, I can't.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40I can't, cos I love you.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44I love you.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47But you can't change who I am.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49It was just a one-off, that's all.
0:26:49 > 0:26:51No, no, it's not. It's not a one-off.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53It will happen again.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55A month, a year, I dunno,
0:26:55 > 0:26:58but it will happen again.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01You think, what happened to you, I'm going to let destroy us, yeah?
0:27:01 > 0:27:02You can't stop it.
0:27:02 > 0:27:06There's nothing you can do. And I won't keep hurting you like this.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08And you'll never forgive me if it happens again.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12OK.
0:27:17 > 0:27:19Maybe...
0:27:19 > 0:27:21Maybe if I didn't know, then...
0:27:22 > 0:27:23Then I...
0:27:23 > 0:27:26I wouldn't have to forgive you, would I?
0:27:27 > 0:27:29What?!
0:27:31 > 0:27:35What you don't know can't hurt you.
0:27:37 > 0:27:43You're saying that I could sleep with anyone
0:27:43 > 0:27:45as long as you don't know about it?!
0:27:54 > 0:27:56And you could live with that?!
0:28:02 > 0:28:06It's better than living without you.
0:28:14 > 0:28:17At least you finally get who I am.
0:28:22 > 0:28:26And you finally get how much I love you.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28Oh!
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