0:00:29 > 0:00:32Oh, I thought I couldn't have those shoes cos you were skint?
0:00:32 > 0:00:33That's it, there.
0:00:34 > 0:00:37Lovely, innit, eh? All of us here together.
0:00:37 > 0:00:38You do know it's November?
0:00:38 > 0:00:40And it's SO tacky.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42- You hate tacky.- No, it's lovely.
0:00:42 > 0:00:45You going to put lights on the front of the house as well?
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Yep, all over it. Reindeer on the roof.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50One of them great, big blow-up snowmen. The works.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55When's it going to be back on?
0:00:55 > 0:00:58You know what, I'll find someone else to pick Amy up.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- Jack, I'll have her.- No.
0:01:00 > 0:01:01No, we set up ground rules.
0:01:01 > 0:01:04I'll take her to the park. She'll love it.
0:01:04 > 0:01:08No, I'll find someone else. Responsible.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14Yes, that's it. That's it. There's another one in there, too.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16KNOCK ON DOOR
0:01:16 > 0:01:17I'll get it.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20- Abs, I said there's one under the stairs...- I've got school.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23It's not like it's Christmas tomorrow.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34You know what daughters are like. Hormones.
0:01:34 > 0:01:38I've arranged you an urgent appointment this afternoon.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- Right, well I'm busy this afternoon. - Tanya...
0:01:40 > 0:01:43I had to call in a favour.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44So uncall it.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47I'll ring 'em later.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Twice in two days?
0:01:56 > 0:02:00Yeah, Dr Khan was just wondering if I had any work at the salon for Afia, that's all.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03So he's out looking for work for his daughter
0:02:03 > 0:02:05when he should be at the surgery?
0:02:06 > 0:02:09No wonder the NHS is in such a state.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Come on, it'll only be an hour. The playgroup's got a power cut.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20- I'm working! And I'm going out. - You won't know she's here.
0:02:20 > 0:02:24- Why not get her yourself? - I'll tell them you'll be there in two minutes.- Jack!
0:02:24 > 0:02:26All right, Abs?
0:02:26 > 0:02:27What do you want?
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- Did you bring any cash with you? - I'm meant to be at school.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37Whose is...? Is that...?
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Lola, are you pregnant?!
0:02:39 > 0:02:42Abi, I'll need you to look after Amy for me in a few minutes, yeah?
0:02:42 > 0:02:45No, I'm meant to be at school!
0:02:45 > 0:02:47You better have brought some cash with you,
0:02:47 > 0:02:49because I am starving.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55I'm still moving out.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56Good.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Oh, don't forget your make-up.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04It's all over the bathroom.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Today's a three.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34Are you thinking about Stace and Lily?
0:03:35 > 0:03:37You missing Norman?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43If this is about me and Alfie, we're fine.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52We're just getting stressed out about Christmas, that's all.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57You don't have to work, you know. Go back to bed if you want.
0:03:59 > 0:04:00No.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Today, I'll beat it.
0:04:04 > 0:04:05I'll be OK.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Not going in today?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19The salon can run itself.
0:04:19 > 0:04:23Did Doctor Khan really come round about his daughter?
0:04:23 > 0:04:26- Yeah. - Only you look like Death warmed up.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29Well, I'm just tired, Mum, that's all.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32You keep wiping them plates, you'll wipe the print off.
0:04:32 > 0:04:33Put the cloth down.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Mum, honestly. I'm fine!
0:04:37 > 0:04:39This "flu" of yours.
0:04:39 > 0:04:42Well, there's been a lot going round, hasn't there?
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Only it ain't flu, though, is it?
0:04:45 > 0:04:47What, are you a doctor now, or...?
0:04:47 > 0:04:49How much did you have to drink last night?
0:04:49 > 0:04:54- That's none of your business, Mum! - Come on, I've seen it all before with Rainie.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56I know a drink problem when I see one.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Hello! Pot? Kettle?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Thought about where you're going to live yet?
0:05:01 > 0:05:05- Right, change the subject. - I said a week. Now it's six days.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08- Nobody said it was easy, being on your own.- I'm not joking.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10Don't take it out on me. I'm trying.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13You've got until the end of the week. Then you're gone.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Max, Greg, me.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19You keep pushing everyone away, Tanya,
0:05:19 > 0:05:22and one day there's going to be no-one left to push.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30I don't have any extra hours, Rose.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33Just another morning a week, Dr Khan?
0:05:33 > 0:05:36- My little face, to brighten up your day?- I'm sorry.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39You see, I'm thinking of getting my own place,
0:05:39 > 0:05:42- and London is so expensive. - Rose, the work's not there.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52And you're sure you're OK?
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Scabs, it's just a baby.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58- Coffee to take away? - Yeah, yeah, please.
0:06:01 > 0:06:05Um, he's going to find out.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07Yeah, he can find out when I've finished my drink.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Hello, my baby.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15How are you? Hello.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Auntie Carol said Uncle Jack said that...
0:06:17 > 0:06:19She's my daughter, Abi.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Yeah. But if he finds out, then...
0:06:22 > 0:06:24I'm not going to tell him, am I?
0:06:25 > 0:06:27She IS her mum.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Come here, baby. Come to Mummy.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Oh, hello.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43It's funny, I don't remember school looking like this.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Starts late today.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Staff training.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Lo, you promised me.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Yeah, and I'm going to go.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Bye, then.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56All right.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09Cheers, love.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11How am I supposed to serve meals?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14Lister said there was too many on the pavement.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17He doesn't have to fight through a forest with a Sausage Surprise!
0:07:17 > 0:07:21We're here to help you, aren't we? Me and Alfie. Together.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Yeah, see? Jean, why don't you go and have a lie down, yeah? Go on.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Why does everybody want me to lie down?
0:07:26 > 0:07:30I don't want to lie down. If I wanted to lie down, I'd go and lie down
0:07:30 > 0:07:32but I don't want to lie down because I'm trying to do a job
0:07:32 > 0:07:36and I'd be able to do my job if I didn't have half of Epping Forest in the way!
0:07:36 > 0:07:39We've run out of milk. I'm going to the shop.
0:07:39 > 0:07:43- Jean, get me a scratchcard, will you? - That is NOT in my job description.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Is it too early for a vodka?
0:07:45 > 0:07:49No! It's never too early for a vodka.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51You better get me one, while you're at it.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53Of course! Why don't I get everyone a scratchcard?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Scratchcards!
0:07:55 > 0:07:56Scratchcard, Alfie?
0:07:56 > 0:07:59Scratchcard, Kat? I could put some mash potato on the top.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00Little bit of gravy?
0:08:00 > 0:08:03They're white, Alfie. I find that very, very scary.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12ROXY LAUGHS
0:08:14 > 0:08:16Look, I think maybe you should just...
0:08:18 > 0:08:21OK, all right, OK, I'm going.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28Oi, hand her over.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31- Jack...- Auntie Carol just asked me to help out.
0:08:31 > 0:08:35I said, give her back. Come here.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36All right?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38What were you thinking?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40- It's not Abi's fault.- Yeah?
0:08:40 > 0:08:43- I ask you to do one thing. - She's just helping me out, OK?
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- She can't stop who comes into the cafe.- One little thing.
0:08:46 > 0:08:50Come on, darling, I think that playgroup's open again now.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52- Say bye.- Bye.- Bye, Daddy.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- Don't blame Abi. It was me, OK?- Get out of my sight.- She's my daughter!
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Yeah? You should've noticed months ago.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02- You've got no right to stop me seeing her.- Yeah?
0:09:02 > 0:09:03I'll see you in court.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06That's right. Passing her round anyone that'll have her?
0:09:06 > 0:09:09Cos that's really being responsible, isn't it?
0:09:12 > 0:09:14You happy now?
0:09:14 > 0:09:17- She was trying to help YOU! - Yeah? I really trusted you, Abi.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19You've let me down, ain't ya?
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Abi!
0:09:30 > 0:09:33But it says you've got vacancies at the B&B.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35I forgot to flip it round, honey, sorry.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39- Is anybody working?- Dee's sick today, sugar lump. So you got me instead.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41You shouldn't advertise if you've got no vacancies.
0:09:41 > 0:09:45Oh, what, you and your sister fallen out? Me and Denise? All the time.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Could I pay for this milk, please? I have customers.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Yes, my love, you can.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51All right.
0:09:51 > 0:09:52That's it, Delia?
0:09:52 > 0:09:55A scratchcard for Mo.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57And a scratchcard for Mrs Cross.
0:09:57 > 0:09:58I just needed some space.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00How about one for you as well, Jean?
0:10:00 > 0:10:03- I've got the lucky touch, lucky fingers.- OK, OK!
0:10:03 > 0:10:09OK, that's three pounds for the scratchcards. Thank you.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12So, all this because of you and Pops?
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Dot doesn't approve of pensioner jiggy?
0:10:14 > 0:10:18Just one room for a couple of nights.
0:10:19 > 0:10:20I can do you a scratchcard.
0:10:24 > 0:10:28Oh, look, do you remember when you brought these home from playgroup?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Well, you probably don't.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33There was more glitter on your face than there was on the cones.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35What was Nan asking you?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37She thinks I've got a drink problem.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39Maybe...
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Maybe you should tell her.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45What, and have her tell half the Square?
0:10:45 > 0:10:47But if she thinks that something's wrong...
0:10:47 > 0:10:51No, Lauren, I don't need her. I've got you, haven't I?
0:10:58 > 0:11:01Do you still speak to Siobhan?
0:11:01 > 0:11:02Siobhan?
0:11:02 > 0:11:06Yeah, Siobhan, she's doing well. Really well, yeah. She's going to go travelling.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08We should do that when you finish.
0:11:08 > 0:11:12Yeah. What like, Thelma and Louise? We just get in a car and go.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15See, I knew we'd beat this.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17My mum, the fighter. Yeah.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Yeah, it's going well. Really well.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Yeah, life's good, innit?
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Oh, look.
0:11:39 > 0:11:40Is there no school today?
0:11:45 > 0:11:48Look, what I said... I'm sorry.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51All right? It's just me and Roxy. It's hard.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54It's not always to do with you, you know?
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Yeah, well, I shouldn't have snapped at you.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59You're a good kid, Abi.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02It's all one big mess.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Mum's acting weird and she won't say what's wrong
0:12:06 > 0:12:10and she thinks that I don't know but I know something's up, I'm not stupid.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15Jay's always busy and Lauren...
0:12:15 > 0:12:16all she does is go out drinking.
0:12:18 > 0:12:23And Nan's been chucked out by Grandma Dot but Mum don't want her round
0:12:23 > 0:12:29and Auntie Rainie's in some sort of trouble with Shirley, and Dad...
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Dad's just disappeared.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36And I'm just in the middle of it.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Invisible.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Abs, sweetheart.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42My whole family.
0:12:44 > 0:12:45Everything's falling apart.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Come here. Come here.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55It's all right.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03Jean, sweetheart, do us another couple of shepherd's pies?
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Just a bit more shepherd this time, all right?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08Hello? Jean?
0:13:10 > 0:13:11I've won £8,000.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14What?
0:13:21 > 0:13:26- Carol put you up to this, did she? - Tanya...- Or was it my mum?
0:13:26 > 0:13:28- No, I just saw Abi. - Oh, Abi. Great(!)
0:13:28 > 0:13:29She's worried you're not coping.
0:13:29 > 0:13:33Sorry, Max leaves and nobody worries.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36Nobody bothers to help. Nobody says anything.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38- Yeah well, that's not true. - I get drunk ONE night
0:13:38 > 0:13:41and you're all running about like I'm some sort of charity case.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44- Look, I know this must be hard for you.- Do you?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46Do you, Jack?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Why, cos I'm bringing up three kids on my own?
0:13:48 > 0:13:51At least I still see my kids. All of them.
0:13:51 > 0:13:52This isn't about me, is it?
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Yeah, it's always about you.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57What were you thinking, taking Roxy's kid off her?
0:13:57 > 0:13:59What's Ronnie got to say about this?
0:13:59 > 0:14:01You stopping her own sister from seeing her daughter.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04- Have you got any idea what that feels like, Jack?- Yeah.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Terrified you'll never see your kids again?
0:14:06 > 0:14:09- You want to drop it?- You've just remembered you've got a daughter!
0:14:09 > 0:14:12All those months, "Oh, my baby's dead."
0:14:12 > 0:14:15All along you had a little girl, did you think about her? Did you bother? No.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Yeah, well, that ain't fair, is it?
0:14:17 > 0:14:20- What about the rest of your kids, eh? - Tan, what's going on? This ain't you.
0:14:20 > 0:14:25- Your other kids fled the country - that'll go down well in court(!) - What's going on?
0:14:25 > 0:14:27Your wife's banged up for child snatching.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30- Oi, calm down.- I'd make the most of my time with Amy.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33Another court hearing coming up. Get ready to say goodbye.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- That's none of your business!- No?
0:14:35 > 0:14:38Well, my business seems to be everyone else's business round here.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40It seems fair it works both ways.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44Shall I spell this out in words of one syllable for you?
0:14:44 > 0:14:45Make it easy for you, shall I?
0:14:45 > 0:14:47I. Am. Fine!
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Tell you what, Jean, if anyone deserves it, darling...
0:14:56 > 0:14:59It's me. She ain't the one who's homeless, is she?
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Cora, can we let it go, sweetheart? You want some bubbles, yeah?
0:15:02 > 0:15:05- Bubbles?- If I hadn't asked for one, you'd've won nothing!
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Well, actually it was more Kim...
0:15:07 > 0:15:09- Mo, bubbles, darlin'? - I'd have shared it!- Right(!)
0:15:09 > 0:15:11- No, you wouldn't! - Maybe I should share it.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15- You ain't sharing nothing.- No, keep it. Or you'll have us to answer to.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18- Whose side are you on? - She bought it.- She won the money.
0:15:18 > 0:15:19- End of story.- Thank you.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28- You had no right!- She's 15. - I remember. I was there. - She's worried about you.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- No she's not. She's only worried about herself.- Mum!
0:15:31 > 0:15:33The world revolves around you.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Let me and your mum have a word...
0:15:35 > 0:15:37I suppose she's tried to scab some money off you?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40Get you to buy her shoes cos her cow of a mum won't pay.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43- I didn't ask him for anything. - You want those shoes, Abi?
0:15:43 > 0:15:46Ask your dad to pay maintenance. You'd have to find him first.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- Tanya, come on.- In fact, you want them so much,
0:15:48 > 0:15:52why not get Jay to nick you some? The way you're heading, that's next on the list.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53I hate you!
0:15:55 > 0:15:56PHONE RINGS
0:15:56 > 0:15:58DOOR SLAMS
0:15:58 > 0:16:00You're fine, are you?
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Shouldn't you be in court or something?
0:16:02 > 0:16:05Tan, it's all right to admit you're missing Max.
0:16:05 > 0:16:10You know, no matter what they done, love don't go away, does it?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12You know, Ronnie won't see me.
0:16:13 > 0:16:17I spent the whole morning with the solicitor trying to find a way to make her.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20So, you're not the only one who's hurting.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23Come here.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24Phone for you.
0:16:26 > 0:16:27Please just go, Jack.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30- They won't say who they are. - I'm not in.- They're insistent.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Look, I'm here for you.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35DOOR SLAMS
0:16:35 > 0:16:36You heard her.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46See ya.
0:16:51 > 0:16:52Oi.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55So this is double maths, is it?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57I took an extra shift. I thought you'd be happy.
0:16:57 > 0:17:01- Come on, we've been through this. - Yeah, personal responsibility, blah, blah, blah.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Do you want me to let Ian down?
0:17:03 > 0:17:05Want to work in a place like this your whole life?
0:17:05 > 0:17:07No, and I ain't going back to school.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11- How will you afford your rent? - I'll get my own place and a load of benefits.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13"Get your own place." Yeah, right.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15No. They'll give me what I want.
0:17:15 > 0:17:16I'm going to have a baby.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Yeah, course you are(!)
0:17:18 > 0:17:19Swear down.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20I'm pregnant.
0:17:25 > 0:17:29Hey, Miss Fox, no flies on you, are there, sweetheart?
0:17:29 > 0:17:31"Kimberley Fox, you're hired."
0:17:31 > 0:17:33- It's a bit random, but... - You knocking my lucky touch?
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- Don't knock it till you try it. - You don't know where he's been.
0:17:36 > 0:17:40- Half the Square knows where HE'S been.- And half the Square will never forget!
0:17:40 > 0:17:43Do me a favour! Hey, Alfie, I called the Gazette.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- Shut up! - Yeah, bit of free publicity.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Thank you very much. Yeah.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51Oh, hello, my love, fancy a scratchcard?
0:17:51 > 0:17:55Auntie Kim has got the lucky touch. Come, let me show you. Come on.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00Rose?
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Rose, what's the matter?
0:18:03 > 0:18:04SHE SOBS
0:18:05 > 0:18:08- Lola, will you listen to yourself? - I'm keeping it!
0:18:08 > 0:18:12- You haven't thought this through! - I've never had anything of my own.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15- Well, I'll buy you a goldfish then! - You think I'm joking, don't you?
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Come here.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20It's a baby, Lola!
0:18:20 > 0:18:22- A baby!- Yeah, I know.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24- I'll get a flat and then I'm just...- No, no.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Wait, you're not going to get a flat.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28They don't just give people flats any more.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31- Yes, they do. Two girls from my home did it.- This is not a game!
0:18:31 > 0:18:32Didn't say it was, did I?
0:18:32 > 0:18:36And it's not even about the money, the flat or anything like that.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38You're 15 and you're pregnant!
0:18:38 > 0:18:42And how old was you when you had my dad, eh?
0:18:42 > 0:18:45What, you wish you never had him?
0:18:45 > 0:18:47No. Of course I don't.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Wish you never gave him up?
0:18:52 > 0:18:55- So whose is it?- Mine.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57- Who's the dad?- I don't know. - You must know.
0:18:57 > 0:19:01- It doesn't matter.- Is it Tyler? I seen him hanging round you yesterday.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Could be anyone's.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05I'm your grandad!
0:19:05 > 0:19:06Yeah.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09You're going to be a great-grandad soon.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15She's your sister.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17My half-sister.
0:19:17 > 0:19:18Your half-sister.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21You know, we all say things we don't mean.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23You know, I've got three brothers, two sisters.
0:19:23 > 0:19:26We always row about something, fall out. It's what families do.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28You don't know Rose.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31She's always been the same.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35These last few weeks, all I've done is prop people up.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38I didn't come to you.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41- No, I'm not saying that, Dot. We're not so different, you know?- What?
0:19:41 > 0:19:45- We're always there for other people, picking up the pieces.- Oh.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47And sometimes that gets lonely.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50You know, sometimes... we want someone there for us.
0:19:50 > 0:19:53Is that what you think?
0:19:53 > 0:19:54You know, when I came back...
0:19:54 > 0:19:58I hoped that, you know, Eddie would still be here.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01- And you think that is how I feel about the vicar?- No.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I don't. I meant Rose, all right?
0:20:03 > 0:20:06Dad's in the home. You're lonely.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07And right now, you need your sister.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17You ready?
0:20:18 > 0:20:20That stunt you pulled yesterday...
0:20:20 > 0:20:24- Yeah, well, you did sell me a dodgy tree!- Got to say...
0:20:24 > 0:20:26I admire your style.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28I can see it now - "Head Chef Wins Perfect Meal Ticket."
0:20:28 > 0:20:32- He's trying to take my photograph! - "Shopkeeper's Lucky Touch."
0:20:32 > 0:20:33This is my moment!
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Oi! I want a word with you.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37- Yeah?- Yeah.- What are you doing?
0:20:37 > 0:20:40Will you just let me have my moment!
0:20:40 > 0:20:42I never get to have a moment!
0:20:42 > 0:20:43Not a whole one!
0:20:43 > 0:20:46- Come with me.- Alfie, Kim, please!
0:20:50 > 0:20:52CAMERA CLICKS
0:20:52 > 0:20:54You got her pregnant!
0:20:54 > 0:20:55- Pops!- I got no-one pregnant!
0:20:55 > 0:20:57What, you think I'd go near a kid like her?
0:20:57 > 0:20:59- I ain't a kid!- She's 15!
0:20:59 > 0:21:03- Exactly, you ought to be ashamed of yourself!- Listen, back off old man.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Why did you tell him I got you pregnant?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08- I didn't. He's got the wrong idea. - Don't cover for him.
0:21:08 > 0:21:09I ain't covering for no-one!
0:21:09 > 0:21:11It ain't Tyler.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16You really pregnant?
0:21:16 > 0:21:17You happy now?
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Yeah. Yeah, I couldn't be happier(!)
0:21:19 > 0:21:22One day I think you're taking your life seriously,
0:21:22 > 0:21:25the next, you're throwing it all away.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28Mummy's a long time on the phone, ain't she?
0:21:28 > 0:21:29Tanya?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Mrs Jessop?
0:21:42 > 0:21:43Come in.
0:21:48 > 0:21:49Rose?
0:21:54 > 0:21:56I'm very sorry I embarrassed you.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58With the vicar.
0:21:58 > 0:21:59And Patrick.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05- And?- And I'm willing...
0:22:05 > 0:22:10to forget all those horrible things you said to me.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12Things I said?
0:22:17 > 0:22:19I forgive you.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25Good.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32Well, I wouldn't like to part on bad terms, so...
0:22:32 > 0:22:35you will give my love to Andrew, won't you?
0:22:35 > 0:22:37Dot, we agreed!
0:22:37 > 0:22:39I never agreed nothing, Carol.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41I'm too busy to be lonely.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44And in my humble opinion...
0:22:44 > 0:22:47siblings are too much like hard work.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Even half-siblings.
0:22:49 > 0:22:53You can collect the rest of your stuff tomorrow.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57Come on, Rose.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Barrel's gone.
0:23:12 > 0:23:13- Alfie...- Huh?
0:23:13 > 0:23:15I love you, you muppet.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24Today...
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Today is a nine.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29No, actually, it's a nine and a half!
0:23:45 > 0:23:49I know you think I'm throwing my life away, but I ain't.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Every time I think I'm doing right by you,
0:23:52 > 0:23:54every time I think we're getting there...
0:23:54 > 0:23:56You are doing right by me.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58No, I'm not.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01Lo, you're 15, you've stopped going to school.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04You're pregnant. And you don't even know who the father is.
0:24:04 > 0:24:05So? It doesn't matter.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08- Yes, it does matter. - Well, the baby don't need a dad.
0:24:10 > 0:24:11It's got you.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Oh, hello.
0:24:19 > 0:24:20Yeah, I let myself in.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23Rose is in the front room. Dot's thrown her out.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25You all right?
0:24:25 > 0:24:28- No, I just had a run-in. - Having a day of it, aren't you?
0:24:28 > 0:24:29With Tanya.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31You too?
0:24:31 > 0:24:35I've never seen her like that before, she was crazy.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39I mean, you got Abi worried.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Lauren's a mess. There's something not quite right here.
0:24:41 > 0:24:44I tried to help her, she told me where to stick it.
0:24:44 > 0:24:48- You know, Dot's right. It's too much like hard work. - I'm serious, Carol.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51I think we need to get hold of Max, tell him what's going on.
0:24:51 > 0:24:55Yeah, and how are we going to do that? We don't even know where he is.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58You know, don't you?
0:24:58 > 0:25:00After all this time?
0:25:00 > 0:25:01Look, he made me promise.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03Why? Where is he?
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Jack, where is he?
0:25:06 > 0:25:08He's with Derek.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15Just come inside and talk about it.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17Don't give up the fight!
0:25:17 > 0:25:19It's my decision.
0:25:19 > 0:25:20Of course it is, but...
0:25:20 > 0:25:23And can stop ringing my house, stop calling my doctor.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26You're scared, I understand that.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28Do you?
0:25:28 > 0:25:30What do you understand? What exactly do you understand?
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Cancer is a disease we can treat.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Right, like you treated my father?
0:25:36 > 0:25:37I don't know your father.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40Pumped him full of chemicals, like a load of dry cleaning.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42It did him the world of good(!)
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Or like you helped Siobhan.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46I can only talk about your case.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48That's all I am to you, isn't it?
0:25:48 > 0:25:49Just another case.
0:25:51 > 0:25:55Fighting this thing like it's some sort of noisy neighbour.
0:25:55 > 0:25:58But it's not, is it? It's in...
0:25:58 > 0:26:01It's in me. It's part of me.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03- So how am I supposed to fight that? - Just...
0:26:03 > 0:26:06Let's talk in my office.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09- Now, we've been trying to get hold of you for two weeks.- No.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11- You missed a number of sessions. - There's no point.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14There's no point. You can't do anything.
0:26:14 > 0:26:18I'm not having any more treatment. I've had enough. My treatment's over.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20I'm not sure you fully understand.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22It's my decision.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24You should respect it.
0:26:24 > 0:26:29In stopping your treatment, there is a strong chance that you've made your prognosis worse.
0:26:29 > 0:26:34There is even a possibility that the cancer could have already progressed.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Are you sure this is what you want?
0:26:38 > 0:26:42Of course it isn't what I want. None of this is what I want.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Without treatment, you're highly likely to get worse.
0:26:45 > 0:26:49And in my experience, there is a strong probability you may die.
0:26:49 > 0:26:51It could be a year.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53It could even be less.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55You think I don't know that?
0:26:59 > 0:27:00"You've got to fight this."
0:27:00 > 0:27:01"Be brave."
0:27:01 > 0:27:03"You can win."
0:27:07 > 0:27:08Well, I'm not brave.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11And I'm not strong.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17And don't... Don't tell me to pull myself together, cos...
0:27:17 > 0:27:19there's nothing left to pull.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22I'm out of fight.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24I've got no strength left.
0:27:25 > 0:27:28I'm the one that's going through this, right?
0:27:28 > 0:27:33I'm the one that this is happening to. Not you. Not anyone else.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35So this is my choice, it's my life.
0:27:36 > 0:27:41And I'm going to live what's left of it in whatever way I choose.
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