0:00:39 > 0:00:40Ah.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45How you feeling?
0:00:45 > 0:00:48OK.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51I must've dozed off. What time is it?
0:00:51 > 0:00:54About four.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56I might get up in a bit.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59No, you just stay there and take it easy -
0:00:59 > 0:01:01it's New Year's Day.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03We'll see. We'll see.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05Cup of tea, Pat?
0:01:05 > 0:01:08Oh, that'd be lovely.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Not now, Tiff.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12Nana Pat's a bit tired, yeah?
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Nonsense, no. Come in.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Come in, darling.
0:01:17 > 0:01:21Look, you've got your Christmas present on.
0:01:21 > 0:01:25I spilt ketchup on it. Mum went spare.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Well, we'll have to put that in the wash for you.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30- Get it nice and clean.- I'm going to wear it for my birthday party.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Tiff, that's six weeks away.
0:01:32 > 0:01:35Five weeks and two days.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38I've done my present list already.
0:01:39 > 0:01:44I know what I'm going to give you. A pair of my earrings.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46That special pair.
0:01:46 > 0:01:50Ricky, bring that box over, darling, on there.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02Thanks, sweetheart.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09- It's all right. I'll get it. - I'm sorry. sorry.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18That's the... That's the one, darling. Remember?
0:02:18 > 0:02:19What do you think?
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Lovely.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24I'll get that cup of tea.
0:02:24 > 0:02:29That's all right, I'll do it. Come on, Tiff. You can give me a hand.
0:02:29 > 0:02:30Ricky.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33Ricky...
0:02:33 > 0:02:36These were your Dad's favourites.
0:02:36 > 0:02:41He got them for me the night before we got wed.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44Put 'em on for me, would you, please, love?
0:02:44 > 0:02:45Yeah.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09I'll...
0:03:09 > 0:03:11I'll get that tea, yeah?
0:03:11 > 0:03:14I don't suppose...David's called?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17Er, no. No, not yet.
0:03:18 > 0:03:19I'll try him again, yeah?
0:03:19 > 0:03:21No need.
0:03:34 > 0:03:38Anything you need, all right? Anything at all.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40- Day or night, you just give me a call, OK?- OK.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Thanks, Fats. I think we're going to stay in tonight -
0:03:43 > 0:03:44quiet time with the family.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47Yeah, course.
0:03:47 > 0:03:51- All right, sweetheart. Look, I'm going to go, OK?- All right.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Happy New Year, guys.
0:03:53 > 0:03:54- Happy New Year.- Happy New Year.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56- I'll make the tea. - What about the kids?
0:03:56 > 0:03:59They know something's wrong. Should we prepare them?
0:03:59 > 0:04:04No. No, no. You can't. Tiff's in there making a get well card.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06- But ain't it better that they know? - No.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10Listen, do you want me to play with the kids, keep them occupied?
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Yeah, yeah. That's a good idea, love. Go on.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Well, you know, maybe...
0:04:19 > 0:04:22Maybe we should phone David again.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24Do you think he's going to come?
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Oh, it is getting cold out there.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33- Yeah.- I just got back from Pat's.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Bit of a downer, innit? New Year, sick in bed.
0:04:36 > 0:04:40- She's got her family around her. That's what counts, innit? - Yeah, well,
0:04:40 > 0:04:44when you see Whit, tell her if there's anything I can do, she just has to ask.
0:04:44 > 0:04:45She's all good, bruv.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Fats is taking care of everything that she needs, yeah?
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Ah, nice one, bruv.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52- All right, Fats? - How's it going, babe?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Right...
0:04:54 > 0:04:56I need a double vodka and tonic, please.
0:04:56 > 0:04:57Why, what's up?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00Abi. She's doing my head in, right?
0:05:00 > 0:05:01It was New Year's Eve -
0:05:01 > 0:05:04you're supposed to go out and to get trollied.
0:05:04 > 0:05:08- What is her problem?- Well, maybe THAT.- I fell over - so what?
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Ah, going so soon?
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Yeah. There's only so much festive cheer I can stomach.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Chips, I think!
0:05:27 > 0:05:32- Nice one. Forget Bobby, did you? - No, we've dropped him off at Jane's.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34You look cosy.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36It's mink.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39Yeah, and very expensive. Nothing's too good for my fiancee.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43- So you had a nice time, then?- Yeah, the time of our life, actually.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Disneyland for Bobby, then Eiffel Tower,
0:05:45 > 0:05:48loads of champagne and a super king-size bed.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50Lucky Mandy.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54Right, I'd better get these in and...
0:05:54 > 0:05:56I better go over and see Pat.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00Yeah. I might come with you.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01How is she, B?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03- Oh, she's upstairs.- Oh.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Well, I brought her a cake. It's homemade.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08It's chocolate and vanilla sponge.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11I mean, I don't know if she's up to eating,
0:06:11 > 0:06:15but sometimes when you're poorly, it's the little things that are of comfort.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18That is lovely, Dot. Really nice. Why don't you take your coat off?
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- I'll make you a cup of tea. - Oh, Max, would you? Ta.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24- It's a bit of a mess. We ain't had time to tidy up.- Don't be silly.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26So, how's she bearing up, then?
0:06:26 > 0:06:29She's a trouper, you know. As you'd expect.
0:06:29 > 0:06:33- A lot to handle after what you've been through. - I'm trying not to think about it.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35And it's Ricky who's taking it the hardest.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- It's his stepmum, must be a terrible blow. - He don't want to talk about it.
0:06:38 > 0:06:42Sometimes talking don't help, girl. You got to take it like a man.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44How very enlightened of you, Derek.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47Do you mind if I use the, um...
0:06:47 > 0:06:48No, of course.
0:06:51 > 0:06:55- All right, Bianca.- Let's go through.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56Ah, thank you.
0:06:59 > 0:07:00Hello.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01Happy New Year.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- Happy New Year.- Happy New Year.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Is that for us?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07No, no. It's for your grandma.
0:07:07 > 0:07:12Yeah, but she's not feeling too well. No way she's going to eat all that.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- Ah, can I have a bit?- Tiff.
0:07:14 > 0:07:15Please?
0:07:15 > 0:07:16Please?
0:07:16 > 0:07:20There you go, look. Bit more cheery, innit?
0:07:20 > 0:07:23What exactly is wrong with Pat?
0:07:23 > 0:07:26Er, well, it's a bit complicated, Dot.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29You know me, Bianca, I ain't one to pry.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Only she's been so lively lately.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33It's her heart, innit?
0:07:33 > 0:07:36Um, not exactly. There's complications.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39Yes, but what complications?
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Cancer.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Really? What...
0:07:45 > 0:07:47What sort?
0:07:47 > 0:07:51Er, pancreatic. But it's, um, it's spread all over.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53There's these blood clots, and...
0:07:53 > 0:07:57she keeps having these coughing fits, and the next one...
0:07:57 > 0:08:01- Do you know what? Perhaps we should talk about this later.- Yes.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06Well, we only popped round to see how you're doing, so...
0:08:06 > 0:08:10Yeah, if there's anything we can do, anything you need, just...you know?
0:08:10 > 0:08:15- We're only sat at ours, watching TV, if you want to send the kids round. - Thanks a lot,
0:08:15 > 0:08:17but they're all right here, really. Thanks.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Where's Derek?
0:08:51 > 0:08:52What do you want?
0:08:52 > 0:08:55I've come to pay me respects.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Oh, look.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59HE CHUCKLES
0:08:59 > 0:09:01The family.
0:09:01 > 0:09:04All together.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06Ain't that lovely?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11What, no David?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13I want you to leave.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21It's a shame, innit, eh?
0:09:23 > 0:09:25All those years, and what do they amount to?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27Hm?
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Nothing.
0:09:29 > 0:09:33I've seen death, Patricia.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Horrible, it is.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36Horrible.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40There is no nice way to go out.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44You see, in the end,
0:09:44 > 0:09:47that's the one thing no-one wants to do, innit, eh?
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Die.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51Hm?
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Even the biggest man,
0:09:53 > 0:09:56he'll do anything. Anything.
0:09:56 > 0:10:00He'll beg, he'll grovel,
0:10:00 > 0:10:03he'll cling on for just one more second of it.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06Life, that is.
0:10:06 > 0:10:10You're wondering why I'm telling you this.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13You're going to find out for yourself, ain't you?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17And pretty soon, by the look of it.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Your poor mother must be turning in her grave.
0:10:20 > 0:10:24Yeah, but you see, my mother was a saint.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26And she loved me.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27And I loved her.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30I'd have gone to the ends of the Earth for that woman.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Yeah, me.
0:10:33 > 0:10:34Even me.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39Pity all children ain't so loyal, ain't it, hm?
0:10:39 > 0:10:41KNOCK AT DOOR
0:10:43 > 0:10:46Derek, what you doing, eh?
0:10:47 > 0:10:48Just paying my respects.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Get out of here!
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I'm sorry, Pat. Derek, come on.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55SHE GASPS AND COUGHS
0:10:55 > 0:10:58SHE WHEEZES
0:11:04 > 0:11:05Pat.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Pat, is there anything I can do for you?
0:11:08 > 0:11:11SHE GASPS FOR BREATH
0:11:11 > 0:11:13WEAKLY: Yes.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16Yes, love. Would you...
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Would you pass my medicine, please?
0:11:21 > 0:11:23In the... That's it.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31It's all right.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34It's nothing.
0:11:46 > 0:11:47Thanks.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52I... I think, maybe...
0:11:52 > 0:11:54you should go downstairs now.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Yeah.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58Thank you.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Everything all right?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Yeah, lovely.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Derek, let's go, come on.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22What about your missus?
0:12:22 > 0:12:26Thought she was the type of bird who liked to be waited for.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Thanks for having us, Carol, and if you need anything,
0:12:29 > 0:12:30just let us know, yeah?
0:12:36 > 0:12:39SHE SOBS
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- SHE HYPERVENTILATES - All right.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Babe. Come on, come here. Shh!
0:12:51 > 0:12:52You!
0:12:52 > 0:12:54You're...
0:12:54 > 0:12:55You are an evil little freak.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57What's brought this on?
0:12:57 > 0:12:59How dare you?!
0:12:59 > 0:13:00She's a dying woman,
0:13:00 > 0:13:03and you're up there, tormenting her.
0:13:03 > 0:13:07- You wasn't even in the room, how do you know what was said? - One look at you,
0:13:07 > 0:13:09and I know. I know what happened.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10Now, you listen to me.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13Just cos you're sick, just cos you got the cancer too,
0:13:13 > 0:13:17- don't take it out on me. - Oi! Leave it out, Derek! That's out of order!- What? What?
0:13:19 > 0:13:22Why don't you for a walk, Derek?
0:13:22 > 0:13:23I mean it, go for a walk.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Make it a long one.
0:13:31 > 0:13:32Pat.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36May I come in?
0:13:36 > 0:13:38Course, help yourself.
0:13:38 > 0:13:42I'm not up to a sermon, mind.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Oh, no. I didn't come for that. No, I've come to wish you well.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52I brought you a cake, if you're in the mood for it.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Maybe later. I'm not very hungry at the moment.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57No.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59- Would you like a drink of water?- No.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01No, thanks.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06How are you feeling?
0:14:06 > 0:14:09I've been better, Dot. I've been better.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14We've had our ups and downs, haven't we?
0:14:14 > 0:14:16Oh, you could say that, yeah!
0:14:16 > 0:14:20I seem to remember you whacking me round the mush a while back.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21No...
0:14:21 > 0:14:23Did I?
0:14:24 > 0:14:26No.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29You must have got me mixed up with Peggy.
0:14:30 > 0:14:31Yeah.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Maybe my mind's playing tricks.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Pat...
0:14:38 > 0:14:41I want to say something.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45I never had you down as a good mother...
0:14:45 > 0:14:47I'm sure my sons would agree.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49but you redeemed yourself, didn't you, Pat?
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Through your grandchildren.
0:14:51 > 0:14:55Your own children, they don't understand - how can they?
0:14:55 > 0:14:57They don't know what you're going through,
0:14:57 > 0:14:59how you're feeling.
0:14:59 > 0:15:03Maybe when they get older they begin to realise,
0:15:03 > 0:15:06but by that time, they're living away from you, aren't they?
0:15:06 > 0:15:09And it's gone.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12If you're trying to cheer me up, Dot, you're...not doing a very good job.
0:15:12 > 0:15:13Oh, I am sorry.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16I didn't mean it. It's just...
0:15:16 > 0:15:18It's just, I want to say...
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Consider it said.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Would you like a lend of my Bible?
0:15:28 > 0:15:32I've had it years. My Auntie Gwen gave it to me.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35I mean, you never know, it might be of some comfort to you.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38And then again, it may not.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Don't count me out, Dot.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42I ain't gone yet.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47You keep yourself warm.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Bye.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36HE DIALS PHONE NUMBER
0:16:43 > 0:16:45HE HANGS UP
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Babe, don't listen to him.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55He's been on the sauce.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58He don't know what he's talking about.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01- He's right though, isn't he? He's right.- Course he ain't right.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05Don't you understand?
0:17:06 > 0:17:08She's the same as me.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12Cancer.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17That's what it's like, isn't it? That's what happens.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19That's what it's like dy...dying.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Tan. You ain't going to die, all right?
0:17:21 > 0:17:23You don't know that! How do you know?
0:17:23 > 0:17:25A week ago she was fine.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28She was celebrating Christmas, unwrapping her presents,
0:17:28 > 0:17:31and then, it just... It doesn't give you a year's notice.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34- Sometimes it's that quick, Max... - Please.- It can be that quick.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36I'm here for you, all right? I'm here for you.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38What's going on? What you said to her?
0:17:38 > 0:17:41What have I said to her? I ain't said nothing.
0:17:41 > 0:17:45We just went to see Pat, that's all. She just got a bit upset.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Mum?
0:17:47 > 0:17:51I'm sorry. I'm fine. Sorry, darling. I'm fine.
0:17:52 > 0:17:53I'll take it from here.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58I'll go and stick the kettle on. Come on, Abs. Come on.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00You tell Derek.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03You tell him... he is not welcome in this house.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12MUSIC FROM TELEVISION
0:18:12 > 0:18:14SHE SIGHS
0:18:43 > 0:18:46Five-star dining?
0:18:49 > 0:18:51Well, I was working. I just needed a snack.
0:18:51 > 0:18:55- I thought you were at the spa. Country house hotel.- I was.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Really?
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Was it nice? You have a good time?
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Yeah. Yeah, it was good.
0:19:01 > 0:19:05Now, look, if you don't mind, I've got a lot to do.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07I called you.
0:19:07 > 0:19:10Hello, I called you a lot. I texted.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13I left my phone in the office.
0:19:14 > 0:19:17- Sorry.- Where were you, Janine?
0:19:17 > 0:19:19I was at the hotel.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21So you weren't at the clinic, then?
0:19:21 > 0:19:23The abortion clinic?
0:19:25 > 0:19:26No.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29No, I wasn't at the clinic.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32The appointment's for tomorrow.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35TELEVISION PLAYS
0:19:35 > 0:19:37CHILDREN CHATTER
0:19:54 > 0:19:57Anybody want a cup of tea?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00Pat, what you doing up?
0:20:00 > 0:20:01Making a cup a tea.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04Oh, it looks lovely in here.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07All cosy and Christmassy.
0:20:07 > 0:20:08You having a nice time, kids?
0:20:11 > 0:20:12You feeling better, Nan?
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Oh, not too bad, darling. Not too bad at all.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22For God's sake, go and stop her.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Hello, love.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32Pat, you're supposed to be in bed.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34Ah... Changed my mind.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37I can't stand being cooped up.
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Never could. Looks nice.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41What is it?
0:20:41 > 0:20:44- It's, er...peanut butter sandwiches for the kids.- Ah, yeah.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Come on, Pat. Come and sit down.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48I'm just going to fill the kettle, love.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50I can do that for you.
0:20:50 > 0:20:51So, er...
0:20:51 > 0:20:55how's your young man? I haven't seen him for a while.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58- Yeah, he's good.- He's a nice boy.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00A very nice boy.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01Yeah, I know.
0:21:01 > 0:21:04If only nice were all it took, eh? To make us girls happy.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06Pat, please. Come.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10Bianca, will you please stop fussing?
0:21:10 > 0:21:15- I'm perfectly capable of making a cup of tea.- I know, but the nurse did say you have to rest.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18Since when have I done what I was told? Never.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20And I'm not going to start now.
0:21:20 > 0:21:24- They know what they're talking about. They're professionals. - I'm not giving in to this.
0:21:24 > 0:21:25I am going to fight it.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27How? How you going to do that?
0:21:27 > 0:21:29Watch me.
0:21:29 > 0:21:30I don't want tea.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32I want gin and tonic.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35- You sure that's a good idea? - We ain't got none, anyway.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Don't give me that.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39We ain't. We've run out. We boozed it all up over Christmas.
0:21:39 > 0:21:43Whitney, go over to the Vic,
0:21:43 > 0:21:47and get me a bottle of gin. And I'll pay you when you get back.
0:21:47 > 0:21:51Well, don't look at her! Go on, I told you to get me a bottle of gin!
0:21:51 > 0:21:55Go on, Whit. Go on. I'll do this.
0:21:55 > 0:21:56SHE WHEEZES
0:21:56 > 0:21:57You happy now?
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Pat?
0:21:59 > 0:22:04Pat, what's happening? Ricky, come in here! Ricky, please!
0:22:04 > 0:22:06Pat?
0:22:06 > 0:22:09- Pat, what's happening?- What is it?
0:22:09 > 0:22:13- She's having some sort of attack! - Pat!- Here, get the chair.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15- Pat?- Pat?
0:22:15 > 0:22:18- You all right? - I'm going to call the nurse.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Pat, you all right?
0:22:20 > 0:22:21You got her?
0:22:21 > 0:22:24- You OK, Nana?- Tiff, please, go back in the other room, babe.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Tiff...
0:22:26 > 0:22:30- Do you like what I did for you? It's a get well card.- OK, darling.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32DOORBELL RINGS
0:22:32 > 0:22:34- You all right?- You all right?
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Surprise! We came as quick as we could.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Had to cancel our tickets, get an earlier train.
0:22:40 > 0:22:44Tell you what, it cost a fortune. That's for Pat.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46You all right, Ricky?
0:22:46 > 0:22:48Oh, do you like my coat?
0:22:48 > 0:22:51- It's from Paris. - Come on, then. Where's the invalid?
0:22:51 > 0:22:55- Pat? What's happened? Hold that. - She's taken a turn for the worse.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57You going upstairs?
0:22:57 > 0:22:58- Yeah.- Can I help?
0:22:58 > 0:23:00Come on.
0:23:00 > 0:23:01I'll try and call that nurse.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03You all right, Pat?
0:23:15 > 0:23:17Tyler, same again.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Yep.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22All right?
0:23:22 > 0:23:23- How's it going?- All right.
0:23:23 > 0:23:27- I need a bottle of gin.- That bad? - It's for Pat. Can I pay you later?
0:23:27 > 0:23:29- Do you mind?- Course, yeah.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Hello, Whit.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33I'm in the doghouse.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38- Right, we only got these whoppers. - What's wrong with Lauren?
0:23:38 > 0:23:41She had one too many last night. Family's been on her case.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43You didn't try to stop her?
0:23:43 > 0:23:45How? I can't stop her drinking, can I?
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Come on. The amount that she puts away - it's not good, is it?
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Well, she's your girlfriend.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52Whitney. Derek, hold the fort, would you, mate?
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Pleasure.
0:23:57 > 0:23:58Whitney!
0:24:00 > 0:24:01Look, Whitney.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05What you being like that for?
0:24:05 > 0:24:07- Like what?- Well, grumpy.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09- Grumpy?- Yeah.
0:24:10 > 0:24:11Pat's dying.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13She's up in her room, dying.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16She's got a few days, probably less. So I'm sorry, Tyler,
0:24:16 > 0:24:19if I'm not jumping up and down dancing and singing for you.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21- I didn't mean that. - What did you mean, then?
0:24:21 > 0:24:25It's just I care about you, all right? I'm sorry.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28But, Whitney, I really care about you so much. All right?
0:24:28 > 0:24:30And I hate it when you're upset.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32It makes me feel...
0:24:32 > 0:24:36I don't know. I don't know. I'm not great with words,
0:24:36 > 0:24:39but it don't make me feel good. You laughing at me?
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I'm not. Sorry!
0:24:55 > 0:24:57- I've got to go.- Whit... - No, I can't do this.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59I really can't do this.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00I can't.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11Pretty obvious how you feel.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14Booking an abortion, sneaking off behind my back.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16So what are you saying?
0:25:16 > 0:25:18What, that...you want this baby? You want to keep it?
0:25:18 > 0:25:23Yeah, maybe I do. Maybe that's what we need. It'd be good for us. We could get married, have a kid.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24We could... be like other people.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26Maybe.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29- Yeah, I thought it might come down to that.- And if we did,
0:25:29 > 0:25:32I'd want to do it properly. I wouldn't want, um...
0:25:32 > 0:25:34Not like Tommy.
0:25:34 > 0:25:38I'd want us to be its mum and dad - married, secure environment.
0:25:38 > 0:25:39So you and me up the aisle?
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Yeah, yeah. Why not?
0:25:41 > 0:25:42It'd be great.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44It'd be the wedding of the year.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46SHE CHUCKLES
0:25:46 > 0:25:47And who would pay for it?
0:25:47 > 0:25:51Don't matter, does it? We'd just get a registry office, something simple.
0:25:51 > 0:25:54Yeah. Just as long as I signed on the dotted line.
0:25:54 > 0:25:55What?
0:25:55 > 0:25:59Cos when we were married, it wouldn't matter who paid for it.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02Because everything you've got, I guess, would be mine
0:26:02 > 0:26:03and everything I've got -
0:26:03 > 0:26:05businesses, property, all that money in the bank -
0:26:05 > 0:26:07would be yours, wouldn't it?
0:26:12 > 0:26:13Right.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16So this is still about me after your money, innit?
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Well, what else?
0:26:19 > 0:26:21- LOUDER:- What else?
0:26:23 > 0:26:24I love you.
0:26:26 > 0:26:27SHE SIGHS
0:26:27 > 0:26:29Love.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31You don't love me.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34How could you?
0:26:34 > 0:26:37No, you just want the contents of my purse.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40And do you know what, Michael?
0:26:40 > 0:26:42You can have it.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Go on.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Baby, you can have every last penny,
0:26:46 > 0:26:49because that is all you're going to get your hands on.
0:26:54 > 0:26:57Pat, will you please just come back to bed now and lie down?
0:26:57 > 0:27:01SHE PANTS And then what?
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Lie down and never get up again?
0:27:03 > 0:27:06Is that what you want for me? I won't do it.
0:27:07 > 0:27:12You are ill. You really do need to conserve your strength,
0:27:12 > 0:27:15- otherwise you might...- Die?
0:27:15 > 0:27:19You tell your father that. See if he cares.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21He does care. My dad does care.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23So where is he?
0:27:23 > 0:27:26He's on his way. I'm sure he's on his way.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28He is, he's on his way.
0:27:28 > 0:27:32Don't... lie to me, Bianca. Not now!
0:27:33 > 0:27:35I'm sorry.
0:27:36 > 0:27:39Don't... Don't lie to me.
0:27:47 > 0:27:49SHE SOBS
0:27:52 > 0:27:56Go on, you go downstairs. I'll make sure she's OK. All right?
0:27:57 > 0:27:59Come on, you.
0:27:59 > 0:28:02I don't need a male nurse, thank you very much.
0:28:02 > 0:28:06No, but you need to do what Bianca said, don't you?
0:28:06 > 0:28:08Need to save your energy.
0:28:08 > 0:28:12Come on, let's get some rest, have a lie down, yeah?
0:28:12 > 0:28:13Come on.
0:28:13 > 0:28:16Come on, just go nice and slow.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Wasn't so hard, was it?
0:28:20 > 0:28:23I'm really sorry about Pat.
0:28:23 > 0:28:26I know she can be a right old cow sometimes, but...
0:28:26 > 0:28:29me and her go way back.
0:28:30 > 0:28:32- Yeah.- She's a one-off.
0:28:33 > 0:28:36Yeah.
0:28:36 > 0:28:39And... Well, I know what she means to you, too.
0:28:39 > 0:28:41She's been like a mum to you, ain't she?
0:28:41 > 0:28:44My mum's dead.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47Ricky, don't cry.
0:28:47 > 0:28:50You're so sweet. You're one of the sweetest guys I've ever met.
0:28:50 > 0:28:53Look, you're nothing to me, all right?
0:28:53 > 0:28:55Do you understand?
0:28:55 > 0:28:56There is nothing between us!
0:28:56 > 0:29:00Ricky, don't, all right? I didn't mean to upset you. I ju...
0:29:00 > 0:29:02Ricky, please.
0:29:03 > 0:29:04Please, come here.
0:29:04 > 0:29:09Look, it's all going to be OK, all right?
0:29:09 > 0:29:10It's going to be OK.
0:29:10 > 0:29:12Ricky?
0:29:13 > 0:29:16Ricky, you all right?
0:29:18 > 0:29:21He's a little bit upset.
0:29:21 > 0:29:23What's just happened here?
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Nothing.
0:29:31 > 0:29:33You're lying.
0:29:34 > 0:29:36I'm going to go.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38What have you just done to my husband?
0:29:40 > 0:29:44Well, I think that's between you and him, don't you?
0:29:47 > 0:29:50Last of the old bunch, ain't we?
0:29:52 > 0:29:54You're a young man, Ian.
0:29:54 > 0:29:56You got half your life ahead of you.
0:29:56 > 0:30:00Yeah. And I've got someone special to share it with.
0:30:00 > 0:30:02The word's "damaged".
0:30:02 > 0:30:05And If you ain't careful, she'll damage you and all.
0:30:05 > 0:30:08It's OK, Pat. All right? Just trust me, I know what I'm doing.
0:30:08 > 0:30:12Like you did with Cindy and Mel? Is Mandy any different?
0:30:12 > 0:30:14You don't have to worry about me, OK?
0:30:14 > 0:30:18- I've learnt from my mistakes. - I hope so.
0:30:18 > 0:30:21When I think of the things you've been through,
0:30:21 > 0:30:23Some of them at the hands of my sons...
0:30:26 > 0:30:29Where is David?
0:30:30 > 0:30:32Don't know.
0:30:32 > 0:30:35But I spoke to Simon.
0:30:36 > 0:30:39He's well. I told him not to come all this way.
0:30:39 > 0:30:42It's the other side of the world, isn't it?
0:30:42 > 0:30:44Yeah.
0:30:46 > 0:30:49Ian, if you don't mind, I think I'll get forty winks.
0:30:49 > 0:30:51I'm feeling a little tired now.
0:30:51 > 0:30:55Can I do your pillow, or get you a drink or anything?
0:30:57 > 0:30:59You're a good boy, Ian.
0:30:59 > 0:31:01A good boy.
0:31:01 > 0:31:04I'm sorry if I haven't said that enough.
0:31:07 > 0:31:11I'll pop back later. Make sure you're all right.
0:31:11 > 0:31:12That'll be nice.
0:31:14 > 0:31:16Sleep well.
0:31:20 > 0:31:22Goodbye, Ian.
0:31:32 > 0:31:33I will not let it go.
0:31:33 > 0:31:36What do you want, B? A big row?
0:31:36 > 0:31:40Pat upstairs, your kids in the living room? Is that it, yeah?
0:31:41 > 0:31:43What's wrong?
0:31:45 > 0:31:46Mandy?
0:31:46 > 0:31:48What's up?
0:31:49 > 0:31:51Mandy.
0:31:54 > 0:31:55What's happened?
0:31:57 > 0:31:59Ask her.
0:32:05 > 0:32:07Do you know what's going on?
0:32:09 > 0:32:11Tell Pat I'll be back later, yeah?
0:32:16 > 0:32:18Mandy!
0:32:18 > 0:32:21What is it?
0:32:21 > 0:32:22What's happened?
0:32:24 > 0:32:26I slept with Ricky.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31What?
0:32:33 > 0:32:35I slept with him.
0:32:35 > 0:32:38And it was brilliant.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41It was nothing like how it was with you.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44I'm sorry.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54You think that all this, all these months of us being together,
0:32:54 > 0:32:58holding each other, me loving you, all that means nothing to you? It meant nothing?
0:32:58 > 0:33:01Look at me, look at me!
0:33:01 > 0:33:02Look at me!
0:33:02 > 0:33:04Look at me.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09Is this the face of a liar?
0:33:10 > 0:33:11Yes.
0:33:11 > 0:33:13You're sick.
0:33:13 > 0:33:17You're sick, girl. You're twisted. You can't get rid of a baby
0:33:17 > 0:33:19because you're suspicious!
0:33:19 > 0:33:23- It's insane!- I'd like you to leave now, I've business to attend to.
0:33:23 > 0:33:25What business? It's New Year's Day.
0:33:25 > 0:33:27I've got to take possession of a property.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29Pat has defaulted on her agreement,
0:33:29 > 0:33:31which makes me the proud owner of number 31.
0:33:31 > 0:33:34You're just going to go over there now? Kick 'em out?!
0:33:34 > 0:33:37I lent that old cow money, and she hasn't paid it all back.
0:33:37 > 0:33:38That makes her house mine.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40And believe me,
0:33:40 > 0:33:42I'm going to take great pleasure
0:33:42 > 0:33:46in snatching those keys from her withered hand.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48We had a drink.
0:33:48 > 0:33:51One thing led to another.
0:33:51 > 0:33:53You slept with him?!
0:33:55 > 0:33:56Yeah.
0:33:56 > 0:33:59That's all I've got to say on the matter.
0:33:59 > 0:34:01Don't you think I'm owed some sort of explanation?
0:34:03 > 0:34:05I don't want to talk about it.
0:34:05 > 0:34:07Do you like him?
0:34:08 > 0:34:10What's he said?
0:34:10 > 0:34:12What's going to happen?
0:34:12 > 0:34:14I don't know!
0:34:19 > 0:34:21I'm sorry.
0:34:26 > 0:34:27Don't you like me any more?
0:34:29 > 0:34:31It's not about that, Ian.
0:34:35 > 0:34:37I don't believe this.
0:34:38 > 0:34:40This is happening to me again, isn't it?
0:34:40 > 0:34:43First Simon, then David.
0:34:44 > 0:34:46Now him.
0:34:47 > 0:34:48Where you going?
0:34:50 > 0:34:52I'm going to call Jane, check on Bobby,
0:34:52 > 0:34:53and then I'm going over there.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55You can't!
0:34:55 > 0:34:57This isn't Ricky's fault.
0:34:57 > 0:35:00It's got nothing to do with Ricky, or you,
0:35:00 > 0:35:02or your sordid little fumble.
0:35:03 > 0:35:06This is about Pat.
0:35:09 > 0:35:11Don't cry. Bianca, please!
0:35:11 > 0:35:13You've got to understand, I didn't know what I was doing!
0:35:13 > 0:35:16- DOORBELL RINGS - I was off my head! - I can't, I can't...
0:35:16 > 0:35:19- We can't do this now, Ricky. Pat... - Please, you've got to forgive me!
0:35:19 > 0:35:23KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:35:23 > 0:35:24Well, answer it!
0:35:26 > 0:35:29- It's the Wicked Witch Of The West! - Thank you, Tiffany.
0:35:29 > 0:35:33- Charming as always(!) - We've been trying to call you.
0:35:33 > 0:35:36Yeah, I saw. Now, I have got some business to discuss.
0:35:36 > 0:35:40Listen, er... I've got some bad news.
0:35:40 > 0:35:43Save it, Ricky, because I've got some worse news.
0:35:43 > 0:35:44Pat's defaulted on her payments.
0:35:44 > 0:35:48So the house is forfeit. All right? Keys, please.
0:35:48 > 0:35:49What?
0:35:49 > 0:35:51Give me the keys.
0:35:51 > 0:35:52What's she on about?
0:35:52 > 0:35:55She wants to take the house.
0:35:55 > 0:35:57It's all above board, all right?
0:35:57 > 0:36:00So I suggest you keep your snout out.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03- Janine, this is not the moment. - I decide that, all right?
0:36:03 > 0:36:06Not you, not you, and not your ex-con wife!
0:36:08 > 0:36:09Keys.
0:36:09 > 0:36:10Pat's ill.
0:36:10 > 0:36:14- I've heard.- She's very ill.
0:36:14 > 0:36:15She's dying, Janine.
0:36:15 > 0:36:18Oh, right.
0:36:18 > 0:36:20Right, yeah. Of course she is(!)
0:36:20 > 0:36:23So I'll just rip this up and let the old cow have the house.
0:36:23 > 0:36:24Is that what you want?
0:36:24 > 0:36:27Don't you get it?!
0:36:27 > 0:36:28Pat is dying.
0:36:28 > 0:36:32- SHE YELLS:- She's got cancer! Terminal cancer!
0:36:32 > 0:36:35She probably won't even make it through the night. Do you get it?
0:36:35 > 0:36:37- SHE SCREAMS: - Do you get it now, do you?!
0:36:48 > 0:36:49She...
0:36:49 > 0:36:51She can't be.
0:36:51 > 0:36:54- Where you going? Oi!- No!
0:36:55 > 0:36:59Tiff, why don't you go watch telly? Everything's all right. Tiff?
0:36:59 > 0:37:01Ricky, leave her.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07Mum?
0:37:07 > 0:37:09You upset about Nana Pat?
0:37:09 > 0:37:11Yeah, I am.
0:37:14 > 0:37:18I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Tiff, I should've told you before.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21Do you want a cuddle?
0:37:23 > 0:37:24Yeah.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31DOORBELL RINGS
0:37:37 > 0:37:38KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:37:53 > 0:37:55Come to collect, have you?
0:37:56 > 0:37:58Well, as you can see,
0:37:58 > 0:38:01I'm not in a position to deal with you right now.
0:38:04 > 0:38:05Pat.
0:38:05 > 0:38:09I'm not well, Janine.
0:38:09 > 0:38:11I can't cope with anything else today.
0:38:11 > 0:38:13Look...
0:38:13 > 0:38:15I didn't know.
0:38:15 > 0:38:18I thought you were faking.
0:38:18 > 0:38:19Faking!
0:38:22 > 0:38:24Is there anything that I can do?
0:38:24 > 0:38:26Yeah.
0:38:26 > 0:38:29Just go, and leave me alone.
0:38:29 > 0:38:32No! No.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34I'm going to get you a doctor.
0:38:34 > 0:38:37I'm going to get you a good doctor. A private doctor.
0:38:37 > 0:38:40I'm going to pay for it, I don't care.
0:38:40 > 0:38:42In fact, I'm going to go and I'll find one now.
0:38:42 > 0:38:45No, there's no point.
0:38:45 > 0:38:47I've got the money, Pat. I want to.
0:38:47 > 0:38:49It's too late, Janine.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51I'm dying.
0:38:51 > 0:38:54No, no you can't be.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56I thought you'd be glad.
0:38:56 > 0:38:58Glad?!
0:38:59 > 0:39:01Glad?!
0:39:01 > 0:39:03Please, I don't want you to.
0:39:03 > 0:39:05I don't want you to.
0:39:07 > 0:39:09I've been horrible to you.
0:39:09 > 0:39:11And I've said some things.
0:39:14 > 0:39:17We've both said a lot of things over the years.
0:39:17 > 0:39:19You hate me.
0:39:19 > 0:39:21That's not true.
0:39:23 > 0:39:27You've got every right to hate me.
0:39:27 > 0:39:30I'm despicable, I am.
0:39:30 > 0:39:33I... I always have been.
0:39:33 > 0:39:37Not every little girl's abandoned by her father
0:39:37 > 0:39:39without so much as a word.
0:39:42 > 0:39:44I could've done more.
0:39:45 > 0:39:47If you'd given me a chance,
0:39:47 > 0:39:51I might've been a better mother to you.
0:39:52 > 0:39:56Maybe some of us just aren't cut out to be mothers.
0:39:56 > 0:39:59Yeah, you may be right about that.
0:39:59 > 0:40:02I ain't made too good a job of it.
0:40:05 > 0:40:06If I...
0:40:06 > 0:40:09If I just had a bit more time...
0:40:12 > 0:40:13..to go back.
0:40:14 > 0:40:18I... I'd do it all so different.
0:40:18 > 0:40:20How?
0:40:23 > 0:40:26I wouldn't worry about the silly little things,
0:40:26 > 0:40:29like how I looked or whether I was popular.
0:40:31 > 0:40:34I wouldn't have sold myself cheap for a couple a quid
0:40:34 > 0:40:36to some bloke I didn't even know.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41I would've been kinder.
0:40:42 > 0:40:46I'd have made the most of those moments.
0:40:46 > 0:40:47Having a baby,
0:40:47 > 0:40:49having a child.
0:40:49 > 0:40:54I'd... I'd have been there for my boys, in the right way.
0:40:56 > 0:41:00And I wouldn't have had four husbands.
0:41:02 > 0:41:05You wouldn't have married my dad?
0:41:05 > 0:41:06Oh, yeah.
0:41:06 > 0:41:08He's the only one I would've married.
0:41:10 > 0:41:12The only one love.
0:41:14 > 0:41:16That's what counts.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21When you're lying here.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23All alone, waiting.
0:41:23 > 0:41:26You see it all so clear.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31- See what?- What's important,
0:41:31 > 0:41:32what ain't.
0:41:40 > 0:41:41I'm pregnant.
0:41:42 > 0:41:44What?
0:41:45 > 0:41:47I'm pregnant with a man that I don't trust.
0:41:47 > 0:41:51I... I don't understand.
0:41:53 > 0:41:56I can't have this baby. I mean, how can I?
0:41:56 > 0:42:00I can't have... I've got to go and...
0:42:00 > 0:42:02What? Get rid of it?
0:42:04 > 0:42:07Is that what you really want?
0:42:07 > 0:42:09I'm no good.
0:42:09 > 0:42:12I'm selfish and I'm horrible.
0:42:12 > 0:42:16I mean, what if I don't deserve to be a mum?
0:42:18 > 0:42:20You'll be worse than me?
0:42:21 > 0:42:24What I done to my sons?
0:42:25 > 0:42:27No.
0:42:28 > 0:42:30You don't have to be like that.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33You could be a lovely mother,
0:42:33 > 0:42:35if you set your mind to it.
0:42:35 > 0:42:36Yeah.
0:42:36 > 0:42:39Janine, if you wanted it,
0:42:39 > 0:42:41it could be the making of you.
0:42:41 > 0:42:45Think of it, think.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48A little baby in your arms,
0:42:48 > 0:42:50looking up at you.
0:42:54 > 0:42:57They were the best years of my life
0:42:57 > 0:42:59and I didn't even know it.
0:43:05 > 0:43:07Why you being so nice to me?
0:43:09 > 0:43:11I don't deserve it, I don't.
0:43:16 > 0:43:20Cos you were the only daughter.
0:43:22 > 0:43:26The only little girl I ever really had.
0:43:28 > 0:43:30And despite everything, I...
0:43:30 > 0:43:33I always had a feeling for you.
0:43:35 > 0:43:38You probably reminded me of myself.
0:43:40 > 0:43:42Janine, we...
0:43:43 > 0:43:45We don't have to part on bad terms.
0:43:45 > 0:43:50Not everybody has to part on bad terms.
0:43:50 > 0:43:52Come on.
0:44:18 > 0:44:20Did it remind you of your father?
0:44:23 > 0:44:25Yeah, it did a bit.
0:44:30 > 0:44:32Let's forget about the tea.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34Let's have a brandy.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39See?
0:44:39 > 0:44:41I can still put a smile on your face.
0:44:50 > 0:44:52Dad, can I talk to you?
0:44:52 > 0:44:54Can't now, Abi. I got to find your Uncle Derek.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56It's about Lauren.
0:44:56 > 0:44:58She come home really late last night.
0:44:58 > 0:45:02She'd had a lot to drink and today she couldn't remember a thing.
0:45:02 > 0:45:03All right.
0:45:03 > 0:45:06She can't remember anything at all. She's got this cut on her head.
0:45:06 > 0:45:11- She'd...- Abi, it was New Year's Eve. She was probably out getting smashed with the rest of the world.
0:45:11 > 0:45:14- What's the problem?- No, it's not... - Abi, I can't do this now.
0:45:14 > 0:45:19Maybe you should think less about grassing your sister up and a bit more about your mum.
0:45:19 > 0:45:20It's her that's ill, Abi, not Lauren.
0:45:26 > 0:45:29What did you do? Get her to sign on the dotted line, did you?
0:45:29 > 0:45:31Of course not.
0:45:31 > 0:45:34Honestly, Ricky...
0:45:38 > 0:45:39I'm sorry.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41I'm really sorry about what I said earlier.
0:45:42 > 0:45:45Save it. You've got a visitor.
0:45:54 > 0:45:55What are you doing here?
0:45:55 > 0:45:57I couldn't just leave it.
0:46:01 > 0:46:05Did you mean it? What you said about me and the baby? Did you mean it?
0:46:05 > 0:46:07Yes.
0:46:07 > 0:46:09How do I know I can trust you?
0:46:09 > 0:46:10Cos you can.
0:46:10 > 0:46:14Because we're the same, you and me.
0:46:14 > 0:46:16We're messed up.
0:46:16 > 0:46:19I want this baby with you.
0:46:19 > 0:46:22I do, I do.
0:46:22 > 0:46:25Just give me a chance.
0:46:37 > 0:46:40DOORBELL RINGS
0:46:48 > 0:46:51It's hammering down out there. Any change?
0:46:51 > 0:46:54Well, no, I'll call you if anything happens.
0:46:54 > 0:46:57Well, I'd like to stay if you don't mind?
0:46:57 > 0:46:59Of course, yeah. Go through.
0:46:59 > 0:47:00- Give me that.- Thanks.
0:47:06 > 0:47:07No Mandy?
0:47:09 > 0:47:11No. She's unpacking.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14What about David? Any sign?
0:47:21 > 0:47:23Lauren?
0:47:23 > 0:47:26Lauren!
0:47:26 > 0:47:27What's wrong with her?
0:47:27 > 0:47:30We had a bit of a heavy night. She's just sleeping it off.
0:47:30 > 0:47:33If you go out with my daughter, you look after her.
0:47:33 > 0:47:35Yeah, course, I just let her have a kip.
0:47:35 > 0:47:39Nothing wrong with a drink, son.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41Tyler?
0:47:41 > 0:47:45Unless you don't want to drink with your big brother, eh?
0:47:56 > 0:47:59So what was all that about, Derek? You and Pat?
0:47:59 > 0:48:00She's a sick old woman.
0:48:00 > 0:48:02I went upstairs for a...
0:48:04 > 0:48:06Way out, I thought I'd say hello, eh?
0:48:06 > 0:48:08No harm in that, is there?
0:48:08 > 0:48:10What about that stuff with Tanya?
0:48:10 > 0:48:12Oh... That girl's got issues.
0:48:12 > 0:48:15Probably cos I done her sister. They're funny like that, women.
0:48:15 > 0:48:19Well, she don't need it, all right? And neither do I.
0:48:19 > 0:48:21Just stay away from Pat.
0:48:21 > 0:48:23You telling me what to do now?
0:48:23 > 0:48:28- No, you didn't have a ruck with her, you had a ruck with her son. - You don't know what he did to me.
0:48:28 > 0:48:30What do you mean, what he done to you?
0:48:30 > 0:48:34What, he made our sister pregnant? That's it, big deal, ain't the end of the world.
0:48:34 > 0:48:39- Why you got to take everything so personal? - Because he made it personal! David.
0:48:39 > 0:48:44I'll never forgive, Max, and I'll never, ever forget.
0:48:44 > 0:48:47- It's not in my nature. - Yeah, all right, Derek. Whatever.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49So what we doing then, eh?
0:48:49 > 0:48:52- Going back to yours? I'm starving. - Nah, forget it, yeah?
0:48:52 > 0:48:55It's Tanya, Del. You know?
0:48:55 > 0:48:56She's in a bad way.
0:48:58 > 0:49:01Never choose a woman over your brother, Max.
0:49:01 > 0:49:05Remember, I know things about you.
0:49:05 > 0:49:06Your little mistakes,
0:49:06 > 0:49:10things you don't want her indoors to know about.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14Or am I wrong?
0:49:21 > 0:49:24Derek, look, I've got to take Lauren home.
0:49:24 > 0:49:27I'll see you tomorrow. We'll have a drink then.
0:49:27 > 0:49:30Yeah, yeah, we'll go out tomorrow. One big happy family(!)
0:49:36 > 0:49:39Lauren? Lauren, wake up, will you?
0:49:39 > 0:49:42Lauren, we're going home, come on.
0:49:44 > 0:49:48- I really need a drink. - You ain't getting a drink.
0:49:48 > 0:49:51- We're going home. Come on. - What?! It's New Year's Day, Dad.
0:49:51 > 0:49:54- Tyler, tell him.- I'll see you tomorrow.- Come on, out.
0:50:09 > 0:50:11RAIN AND THUNDER
0:50:39 > 0:50:43- Not even Pat could down that lot. - DOORBELL
0:50:46 > 0:50:47I told her to stay put.
0:50:56 > 0:50:59- You going to invite me in or what? - I knew you'd come.
0:50:59 > 0:51:03- I knew it. Oh, I've missed you so much!- Hello, darling.
0:51:03 > 0:51:05I've missed you too.
0:51:05 > 0:51:07You'll never know how much.
0:51:07 > 0:51:11- Hey, come on, don't cry.- I'm not...
0:51:13 > 0:51:15Hello.
0:51:15 > 0:51:16Who are you?
0:51:16 > 0:51:18This is my dad.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20He's your grandad.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22- Oh, charming!- Don't mind her.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24Come on, come through.
0:51:28 > 0:51:29David.
0:51:29 > 0:51:32Carol. How are you?
0:51:32 > 0:51:35Yeah, not bad, considering.
0:51:36 > 0:51:40Um, this is Liam and Morgan, your grandsons.
0:51:40 > 0:51:42- Hi.- Hello.
0:51:43 > 0:51:46Hello. He's a friendly little fellah, ain't he?
0:51:46 > 0:51:49- Good boy.- Hi, David.
0:51:49 > 0:51:51- Janine?- Long time.
0:51:51 > 0:51:53Yeah, it is. I barely recognised you.
0:51:53 > 0:51:55This is Michael.
0:51:55 > 0:51:58We're having a baby together.
0:51:58 > 0:52:00Congratulations.
0:52:00 > 0:52:01Ian.
0:52:01 > 0:52:03David.
0:52:05 > 0:52:07Well, as much as I'd like to stand around and chat,
0:52:07 > 0:52:10I'm only really here to see my mum.
0:52:10 > 0:52:12- How is she? Any better?- Er...
0:52:12 > 0:52:15- No, she's...- She's got cancer.
0:52:15 > 0:52:17She's dying.
0:52:18 > 0:52:21Hang on, I got a message. I just, I thought she was very ill.
0:52:21 > 0:52:22She is very ill.
0:52:22 > 0:52:26Yeah, she's had heart problems, she went to the hospital,
0:52:26 > 0:52:27they done some tests,
0:52:27 > 0:52:28and found cancer.
0:52:28 > 0:52:31And it's just brought on all sorts of complications.
0:52:31 > 0:52:34- What sort?- Well, just...
0:52:34 > 0:52:36it's a bit complicated, you know?
0:52:38 > 0:52:39Yeah, yeah.
0:52:39 > 0:52:41Right, um...
0:52:41 > 0:52:44Anyway, I'm really pleased you're here.
0:52:44 > 0:52:45Yes, yes, so am I.
0:52:45 > 0:52:46So am I.
0:52:48 > 0:52:50Right, I suppose I'd better go and see her then.
0:52:50 > 0:52:52Yeah, she's upstairs with...
0:52:52 > 0:52:54Ricky's with her.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56Is he?
0:52:56 > 0:52:57Yeah.
0:52:57 > 0:52:59She's upstairs with Ricky.
0:52:59 > 0:53:02It's a bit wet, this. Where can I put it?
0:53:02 > 0:53:05- I'll take it. I'm Whitney, by the way.- Thank you. Thanks.
0:53:05 > 0:53:09Right, I'll see you in a bit then, yeah?
0:53:17 > 0:53:20Go on. She don't bite.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40HE KNOCKS GENTLY
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Come in...
0:53:46 > 0:53:48David. You, you came.
0:53:48 > 0:53:50Course I came.
0:53:50 > 0:53:54I came as soon as I could. Ricky, good to see you again.
0:53:54 > 0:53:57Yeah, you too.
0:53:58 > 0:54:01Well, I'll leave you two to it.
0:54:01 > 0:54:02Yeah.
0:54:03 > 0:54:04Thanks, Ricky.
0:54:07 > 0:54:11I was hoping you'd come.
0:54:11 > 0:54:13How you feeling, Mum?
0:54:13 > 0:54:16Not so good.
0:54:16 > 0:54:17Bianca...
0:54:19 > 0:54:21She, um... She filled me in.
0:54:21 > 0:54:25Did she tell you I'm on my last legs?
0:54:25 > 0:54:27No, no, no. Nothing like that.
0:54:27 > 0:54:30She just said you ain't been feeling very well.
0:54:30 > 0:54:34But...you came back to see me.
0:54:34 > 0:54:39I would have brought you some flowers but everything's closed.
0:54:39 > 0:54:41It's New Year's Day, innit?
0:54:41 > 0:54:43Yeah, exactly.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45I never liked it very much.
0:54:47 > 0:54:49Resolutions you'd never keep.
0:54:51 > 0:54:54I don't have to worry about that this year though, will I?
0:54:54 > 0:54:57Hey, you never know - doctors today.
0:54:57 > 0:54:59That ain't going to happen.
0:54:59 > 0:55:01Come...
0:55:04 > 0:55:06So, how are you David?
0:55:06 > 0:55:09Yeah, I'm all right.
0:55:09 > 0:55:11And Joe.
0:55:11 > 0:55:13How's Joe?
0:55:13 > 0:55:15He's doing well I believe, Mum, yeah.
0:55:15 > 0:55:18You got a new family? Girlfriend?
0:55:18 > 0:55:21We've sort of had a parting of the ways, you know...
0:55:21 > 0:55:22She had kids, a couple of kids.
0:55:22 > 0:55:26I lived with them for a while, but it didn't work out, you know...
0:55:28 > 0:55:30- It didn't work out?- No.
0:55:30 > 0:55:33Business, you know. I work too hard.
0:55:33 > 0:55:35And then you paid your brother a visit?
0:55:38 > 0:55:41Do you really want to talk about that now, Mum?
0:55:41 > 0:55:44You want small talk? I'm way past that.
0:55:44 > 0:55:47So what's this, a last telling off?
0:55:47 > 0:55:50Last chance to have a go?
0:55:50 > 0:55:53I'm just...concerned.
0:55:53 > 0:55:55Oh, concerned?
0:55:55 > 0:55:58Well, I can't talk back, can I? Given the situation.
0:55:58 > 0:56:00I can't defend myself and put the other side over,
0:56:00 > 0:56:03so sort of got me over a barrel, don't you?
0:56:03 > 0:56:05He's your brother.
0:56:05 > 0:56:07Mum, I didn't come here to argue.
0:56:07 > 0:56:09I just...
0:56:10 > 0:56:11I just wanted to...
0:56:11 > 0:56:13Soft soap me?
0:56:15 > 0:56:18Why are you doing this? Why?
0:56:18 > 0:56:21This could be our last time together.
0:56:21 > 0:56:24It could be our very last moments. Why do this?
0:56:24 > 0:56:27- Because I care! - Yeah, course you do.
0:56:27 > 0:56:31All my life, I have tried
0:56:31 > 0:56:34to keep you on the right path,
0:56:34 > 0:56:37away from the bad, but...
0:56:37 > 0:56:40oh, you don't listen, David!
0:56:42 > 0:56:45My childhood memories...
0:56:45 > 0:56:47your knickers on the stair carpet
0:56:47 > 0:56:49and you at it with some salesman,
0:56:49 > 0:56:51(with the bedroom door open.)
0:56:51 > 0:56:55That's item one on a long, long list.
0:56:55 > 0:56:59And how many years do I have to spend
0:56:59 > 0:57:01saying sorry for that?
0:57:01 > 0:57:04For what? For leaving us, night after night,
0:57:04 > 0:57:07while you were...
0:57:07 > 0:57:08"out?"
0:57:09 > 0:57:11Five years old, I was.
0:57:11 > 0:57:12Five years old,
0:57:12 > 0:57:15walking home from school, on my own.
0:57:17 > 0:57:18I was...
0:57:18 > 0:57:20going through a difficult time.
0:57:20 > 0:57:24- Oh...- I was so young.
0:57:24 > 0:57:27Well, that's fine then, ain't it? That's fine, that's fine.
0:57:27 > 0:57:31- I love you, David. - Yeah, course you do.- I do.
0:57:31 > 0:57:34I love you.
0:57:35 > 0:57:38Probably more than you deserve.
0:57:38 > 0:57:42You never loved me, never.
0:57:43 > 0:57:47Not one moment in my whole stinking life,
0:57:47 > 0:57:52not really, Mum, not like a kid should be loved,
0:57:52 > 0:57:54not when it counted.
0:57:54 > 0:57:56You can say it now, can't you?
0:57:58 > 0:57:59But it's too late.
0:58:00 > 0:58:01It's too late, Mum.
0:58:01 > 0:58:03I'm dying.
0:58:04 > 0:58:07Can't you say just a few words of kindness?
0:58:10 > 0:58:14I meant to, Mum. I really did, I wanted to, but...
0:58:14 > 0:58:17we started off all right, now it's all gone wrong.
0:58:17 > 0:58:19Come. Come closer.
0:58:19 > 0:58:22Come, come on, come.
0:58:22 > 0:58:24Oh...let...
0:58:26 > 0:58:29- Let me look at you. - Look at what?
0:58:29 > 0:58:31Your face.
0:58:31 > 0:58:34Your beautiful face.
0:58:36 > 0:58:40The face... The face of my first born. My little boy.
0:58:40 > 0:58:41Don't, Mum!
0:58:41 > 0:58:44That's what you are.
0:58:46 > 0:58:50You're.... If I could go back...
0:58:51 > 0:58:53change what I've done,
0:58:53 > 0:58:55I would. I...
0:58:55 > 0:59:01- I promise, I promise you, I would. - You can't, Mum.
0:59:01 > 0:59:05You just can't change anything with just one conversation,
0:59:05 > 0:59:07it's not possible.
0:59:07 > 0:59:08Please.
0:59:11 > 0:59:13Please, don't waste your life.
0:59:15 > 0:59:17I know you, David.
0:59:17 > 0:59:20I know you better than anyone.
0:59:21 > 0:59:24Ever since you were a little boy,
0:59:24 > 0:59:27you'd make a mess,
0:59:27 > 0:59:28and you'd jump on your bike
0:59:28 > 0:59:31and you run away...
0:59:33 > 0:59:36Disappear over the horizon and start again.
0:59:36 > 0:59:41You are a 49-year-old man, David.
0:59:41 > 0:59:46WHERE are you running to?
0:59:46 > 0:59:49Where is there left to run to?
0:59:50 > 0:59:52Nowhere.
0:59:53 > 0:59:55You're running...
0:59:58 > 1:00:02Running here, to where I am right now.
1:00:02 > 1:00:05To a lonely grave.
1:00:08 > 1:00:13Please, don't waste your life
1:00:13 > 1:00:16because of me,
1:00:16 > 1:00:19because of what I've done.
1:00:20 > 1:00:22You can change.
1:00:22 > 1:00:24I know you can.
1:00:24 > 1:00:27- You can change. - I can't, Mum. I can't.
1:00:28 > 1:00:30I can't change.
1:00:31 > 1:00:35In fact, I'm going to do what's expected of me right now
1:00:35 > 1:00:37and I'm going to run, right now,
1:00:37 > 1:00:40- cos I can't stand this.- No.
1:00:40 > 1:00:43Cos that's what I'm good at.
1:00:43 > 1:00:44No, David...
1:00:44 > 1:00:46Sorry, Mum.
1:00:46 > 1:00:48- Goodbye.- Where are you going?
1:00:48 > 1:00:50David...
1:00:50 > 1:00:52David... David!
1:00:52 > 1:00:55David...
1:00:55 > 1:00:56Oh!
1:00:56 > 1:00:58SHE WINCES AND GASPS
1:01:04 > 1:01:07- She all right?- Where's my coat? - What's the matter?- What you doing?
1:01:07 > 1:01:11- I've got your coat.- What's happened? - I have to love you and leave you.
1:01:11 > 1:01:13- What?!- I got a plane to catch. - David.
1:01:13 > 1:01:15I have to go darling, I'm sorry.
1:01:15 > 1:01:18- I hope you understand.- Dad?- Ta-ra.
1:01:18 > 1:01:19Dad!
1:01:19 > 1:01:22DOOR SLAMS SHUT
1:01:22 > 1:01:23Dad! Dad!
1:01:23 > 1:01:26- Go back inside, Bianca. Just go back inside.- What did she say?
1:01:26 > 1:01:28She didn't say anything. Nothing.
1:01:28 > 1:01:32- Please don't go.- I've got to go, darling, I'm sorry.- I need you.
1:01:32 > 1:01:34- Pat needs you. We all need you. - You don't need me,
1:01:34 > 1:01:37you got a whole family in there. You got a whole life!
1:01:37 > 1:01:38You're my dad!
1:01:39 > 1:01:40Please don't go.
1:01:42 > 1:01:45I've got to go, darling. I'm sorry. Go back inside.
1:01:45 > 1:01:47Bianca, get back inside. Come on!
1:01:49 > 1:01:52- Go on!- Go on, darling, go back.
1:01:52 > 1:01:55- The kids are scared. - Please. Please, go back inside.
1:01:55 > 1:01:58Bravo. You never fail to disappoint, do you?
1:01:58 > 1:02:02Oh, change the record, Carol. I've heard it a million times!
1:02:02 > 1:02:04She's a dying woman.
1:02:04 > 1:02:08And her own son has just enough time to pay her a flying visit before he runs off and dumps her.
1:02:08 > 1:02:11This ain't all down to me. It's not all on me.
1:02:11 > 1:02:14I came back, didn't I? I came!
1:02:14 > 1:02:16Do you think I wanted to see this place again?
1:02:16 > 1:02:20D'you think I wanted to be reminded?
1:02:20 > 1:02:22Reminded of everything that happened?
1:02:22 > 1:02:24D'you think I want to feel that bad about myself?
1:02:24 > 1:02:27- Yourself?! What about your mum? Pat? You are her son.- I don't care!
1:02:27 > 1:02:30I don't believe you. I don't! You love her.
1:02:30 > 1:02:33You were just too afraid to show it. Just like you always were.
1:02:33 > 1:02:37Just like you are with everyone. Don't do this now,
1:02:37 > 1:02:40don't make this mistake. Go back in there now, before it is too late!
1:02:48 > 1:02:51Well, well, well, well, well...
1:02:51 > 1:02:52HE CACKLES
1:02:52 > 1:02:58Now ain't this a nice surprise, eh? After all these years.
1:02:58 > 1:02:59Derek.
1:02:59 > 1:03:01Come to see the...grave, have we?
1:03:01 > 1:03:04Well, the corpse is up there if you want to have a look.
1:03:04 > 1:03:09No? Good. Cos we got some old business to finish, me and you, ain't we?
1:03:09 > 1:03:11- Leave him alone! - Shut up, Carol, please!
1:03:11 > 1:03:15Please, babe. Now, where were we?
1:03:15 > 1:03:17CAROL SCREAMS Get off him! David!
1:03:17 > 1:03:19Up you get, plenty more where that came from.
1:03:19 > 1:03:22Don't touch him again, Derek. He's going, he's leaving.
1:03:22 > 1:03:25- Don't you hurt him. Go on, he's leaving. - That true? You on your way?
1:03:25 > 1:03:27David.
1:03:27 > 1:03:28- No, it ain't.- What?
1:03:28 > 1:03:31I ain't going nowhere.
1:03:31 > 1:03:34- HE LAUGHS - Get out my way.- Derek.
1:03:34 > 1:03:36Get out of my way.
1:03:36 > 1:03:39- Get out of my way! - CAROL SCREAMS
1:03:39 > 1:03:41Leave him alone!
1:03:41 > 1:03:42This ain't over, David!
1:03:42 > 1:03:45I see you again, you're a dead man!
1:03:45 > 1:03:47- Get off him!- A dead man!
1:03:56 > 1:03:59Ian...what is it? What's happened?
1:04:02 > 1:04:04PAT CROAKS
1:04:04 > 1:04:06Pat?
1:04:06 > 1:04:09- She can't breathe.- Mum?
1:04:09 > 1:04:11Mum. Mum, it's me.
1:04:11 > 1:04:13It's David.
1:04:13 > 1:04:14I've come back.
1:04:14 > 1:04:16I'm not running this time.
1:04:16 > 1:04:18I've come back for you, Mum.
1:04:20 > 1:04:22Mum? Mum...
1:04:22 > 1:04:24come on, talk to me.
1:04:24 > 1:04:26Mum?
1:04:28 > 1:04:30I'm sorry.
1:04:32 > 1:04:34I'm sorry for everything.
1:04:36 > 1:04:38I forgive you.
1:04:42 > 1:04:43I love you, Mum.
1:04:47 > 1:04:48SHE MUMBLES
1:04:48 > 1:04:51What is it? What?
1:04:51 > 1:04:55I...don't want to die.
1:04:56 > 1:04:58You're not going to die.
1:04:58 > 1:05:01I promise you, you're not going to die.
1:05:01 > 1:05:04I'm scared.
1:05:05 > 1:05:07Come on.
1:05:10 > 1:05:12SHE GASPS
1:05:16 > 1:05:18Mum...
1:05:18 > 1:05:19Mum?
1:05:23 > 1:05:24Mum!
1:05:26 > 1:05:27Mum?
1:05:36 > 1:05:37She...
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