0:00:32 > 0:00:35Do you want to see your mother wet herself? It's 5.30!
0:00:35 > 0:00:37Granddad's missing. I've checked.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39No, darling.
0:00:39 > 0:00:43Granddad's not missing, he had to leave on important business.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Why's Ricky on the sofa?
0:00:50 > 0:00:54Listen, whatever happens...
0:00:54 > 0:00:57- Now what's happened to us? - No, nothing's happened.
0:00:57 > 0:01:01Nana Pat's had her funeral, and now she's a star in the sky
0:01:01 > 0:01:05looking down on you, so how could anything bad happen?
0:01:05 > 0:01:10But whatever happens, you just remember that me,
0:01:10 > 0:01:13dad Ricky and your real dad,
0:01:13 > 0:01:16Barack Obama, loves you very much.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- But...- What?
0:01:18 > 0:01:20- Nothing.- Come on, back to bed.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26SHE VOMITS
0:01:27 > 0:01:30There isn't enough bleach in the world to make me
0:01:30 > 0:01:32deal with that right now.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37- Are we good then?- Yeah, whatever,
0:01:37 > 0:01:39just go upstairs cos we're scaring Morgan.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42- You coming as well, yeah? - Yeah, in a minute.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58I couldn't sleep either.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02It was a sad day yesterday.
0:02:02 > 0:02:06I can't believe how much Bobby's grown in just a few months.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10He's like, one lame haircut away from skinny-jeans-era Peter.
0:02:13 > 0:02:14Tell me everything I've missed.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Come here.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19It's good to have you back.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25Sorry, love.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29Can everyone just stop giving me heart attacks everywhere I turn?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- Where've you been? - Just been for a little walk.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40Look, I've been thinking about it...
0:02:40 > 0:02:41I'm never talking to David again.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44I mean no-one does this to my mum. No-one.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47I saw it coming a mile away.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50But you know, I've had a little cry. And I'm fine.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Are you?
0:02:52 > 0:02:56Yeah, I'm fine. I'll make you a cup of tea.
0:02:56 > 0:03:00I know you were lying to me when you said you and Ricky were all right.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03No. No, we're fine.
0:03:03 > 0:03:07We'll sort it. We always do.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Dad?
0:03:15 > 0:03:18Who was Pat's favourite Mrs Beale?
0:03:19 > 0:03:23That'd be Jane. Although, she did have a soft spot for your mum,
0:03:23 > 0:03:24underneath all that hatred.
0:03:24 > 0:03:29Nah, she loved Jane. Thought she reminded her of your Gran.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32Tell you what, she did actually have a soft spot for Mandy as well.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Hot milk?
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Come on, you're not too old for hot milk.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41Why don't we get some food together for Bianca and the kids?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Pat would want us to look out for them.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44Yeah. Yeah, why not.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50That was bubbles tough yesterday.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- Morning.- Morning.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55- What's that?- Well, so tough...
0:03:55 > 0:03:58I'm going to need to drink something with bubbles in it tonight.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01Actually why don't we go out somewhere nice to eat?
0:04:01 > 0:04:05You know, something expensive and French.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- We can pretend we're in Paris again. - Yeah.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12Do you fancy that, Lucy, something French and expensive?
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Needs sugar.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Be nice to her.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29- Did you fall asleep down here? - No. The oven needed cleaning.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31I don't think I've seen you clean the oven before.
0:04:31 > 0:04:35I clean it practically every day, Ricky.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39- Plaque's good, isn't it? - Yeah, wicked.
0:04:39 > 0:04:42Kids, why don't we go out and find somewhere nice to put it, eh?
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Pat loved this place.
0:04:44 > 0:04:48- Yeah, why don't we do that? - Pat loved this toilet.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51- You going to come as well? - I just said I would, didn't I?
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Kids, why don't you go and find your granddad and show him your plaque?
0:04:56 > 0:05:00Can't. Granddad's done a runner.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Why does this say, "all purpose kitchen spray"
0:05:03 > 0:05:05and it don't even clean ovens properly? It's a joke.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07David's gone?
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Who cares, Ricky?
0:05:09 > 0:05:11Mum, when will grandad be back?
0:05:25 > 0:05:28Mum, why don't you just go and get some sleep?
0:05:28 > 0:05:31Us Brannings are like sharks. Stop moving and we die, you know that.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33You been trying to clean the kitchen?
0:05:33 > 0:05:35Why does it have a picture of an oven on it
0:05:35 > 0:05:38if it doesn't even clean the oven properly?
0:05:38 > 0:05:41I just can't get my head straight.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42DOOR OPENS >
0:05:42 > 0:05:45- Listen, Carol...- No, Ricky, listen, why don't you go
0:05:45 > 0:05:47and take the kids over to the swings?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- Yeah, but we were going to go together.- No.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Cos Bianca and I have got stuff to do.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55Kids come on, grab your coats.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00- Mum...- Yeah?
0:06:00 > 0:06:02It's all right to be sad, you know.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04I told you, it's over.
0:06:04 > 0:06:05I've let work know I'm not going in.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08It's time we sorted Pat's clothes out.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15Here she comes. Ladylike, classy.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18Mum, I was going to clean that.
0:06:18 > 0:06:22I'm supposed to be helping Jane out with her leaflets so it couldn't wait.
0:06:24 > 0:06:25The Cancer Fund Raiser.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28Lauren, it was a funeral.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31What must Carol and Bianca be thinking?
0:06:31 > 0:06:34I don't have the head space to be worrying about you as well as mum.
0:06:34 > 0:06:38So just so you know, Lauren, I'm not any more.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Mum, do you have to wash all that here?
0:06:40 > 0:06:44If you've got a better idea of how to get wee out at 40 degrees,
0:06:44 > 0:06:46I'd love to hear it.
0:06:46 > 0:06:50Unless you want me to ask the charity to pay up for ten service washes?
0:06:53 > 0:06:56Mum, just stop. I said I'll clean it.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59Please, will you just go and make everything right with Carol.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05Where do you think you're going?
0:07:05 > 0:07:09- This way?- No, Masood. It has to face that way, think vantage point.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10OK.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Tam has to wake up in the morning and he has to see a tree.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14OK.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17And you, I cannot smell the sweet smell of cake?
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Your husband's coming home.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Tam prefers your desserts.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28You know what, just go and collect Tamwar by yourself, OK.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31Come on ,Zee, you don't want to miss Tam saying goodbye to that hospital.
0:07:31 > 0:07:36No, it's better that I stay. Afia needs a little encouragement.
0:07:38 > 0:07:39- Sorry. I was drunk.- Oh, really?
0:07:39 > 0:07:43When you said you were going to jump out the window and fly, I thought
0:07:43 > 0:07:45you was Supergirl, off to fight some crime.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46All right, we've been over this.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Lauren's going to say sorry. Can we just please move on?
0:07:48 > 0:07:50DOORBELL RINGS
0:07:50 > 0:07:51I'll get it.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55Move on? It's like the Jeremy Kyle show without the fat people.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59Right, I'm late as it is helping Jane out, aren't I?
0:07:59 > 0:08:03- Oscar's lunch is in the fridge. - All right, babe.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Max?
0:08:05 > 0:08:08- First dibs on this bad boy? - No, thanks.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11Three, two, one... Offer's off the table.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14Can you just get that off of there please? It stinks.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17I just wanted to see if Lauren wanted to grab a coffee?
0:08:17 > 0:08:20Well, Lauren's got family stuff to sort out.
0:08:20 > 0:08:24Yes, I know, Mum! I did one stupid thing.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26One?
0:08:28 > 0:08:32I seriously can't take any more of Dad's pound shop femme fatale.
0:08:32 > 0:08:36Yeah well, my Mum's being moody. Sorry.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43Lauren. Lauren?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49I know you think I'm stupid and selfish and fickle.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52I don't think you're any of those things.
0:08:52 > 0:08:56You've raised four great kids who love the bones off of you.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00I love Ricky.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03I can't blame him, can I, for having a baby that died.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06He only found out a couple of days ago.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09You can blame him for lying about it. You can blame him for cheating.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Yeah, but I've cheated on him.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Yeah, well you were just young.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16You can't beat yourself up about that for ever.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18The other day you said we were meant to be.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Why are you trying to get me to split up with him?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23There's more lies now. You're not fighting to save your marriage,
0:09:23 > 0:09:25you're finding excuses to put up with it.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28And where's Ricky? Is he fighting? No. Because he's over the park.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31Because I told him to go there.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34I can't believe how happy I've been in this place.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Well, you can't put your arm around memories.
0:09:37 > 0:09:41- I'm never going to feel like that again, am I?- Yes, you will.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44Has anyone ever made you as happy as David?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Yes, actually.
0:09:46 > 0:09:50You, Robbie, Sonia and Billie.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52No bloke has ever come close. Now listen...
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Can you pick a couple of things you want to keep?
0:09:54 > 0:09:56No, I can't pick yet.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59Look at me, Bianca.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Nothing is for ever.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03People die. And people leave.
0:10:03 > 0:10:07- We're only on loan to each other. Even us.- Don't say that!
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Just pick a couple of things. And move on.
0:10:11 > 0:10:15Yeah, looking after Bobby, and your dad, cooking dinners.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17I love all that, me.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Dad says he's doing the Butchers a shepherd's pie.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22He's got the lamb but he needs everything else.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24You know what's needed, right?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27It's loving hands that make a cake great.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29- I'll just muck it up.- OK.
0:10:29 > 0:10:33I'll bake it and then you can tell him that you made it for him.
0:10:33 > 0:10:37Potatoes, peas and carrots. Yeah?
0:10:37 > 0:10:41Aren't you forgetting something? Shepherd's pie needs a crispy top.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Yeah, well they don't sell crisps here.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45Cook much?
0:10:45 > 0:10:47Too busy working?
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Too busy planning my wedding.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54- What's to plan? - Planning's everything.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57Wouldn't want another wedding dress to go to waste, would we?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59Oh, you don't know, do you?
0:10:59 > 0:11:03Your dad spent loads of money on this wedding
0:11:03 > 0:11:05and I didn't show up!
0:11:06 > 0:11:10No, it was... It was quite funny actually.
0:11:10 > 0:11:14Why don't we get Dad to get the rest of the veg? Drink?
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Some weird bloke asked if they could hook up again.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20She didn't know who he was so...
0:11:20 > 0:11:22Then Whit had to remind her about some party.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Then she got really upset
0:11:24 > 0:11:27because it was too late to take the morning after pill...
0:11:27 > 0:11:29But it was fine.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37I can't even look at you, Lauren.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44OK, thanks, Abs.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Right.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52So, first there was Ryan,
0:11:52 > 0:11:54then Darren and now some random bloke...
0:11:56 > 0:11:59You obviously can't be trusted to drink responsibly, Lauren.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01- You're grounded.- Fine.- Yeah. And that means
0:12:01 > 0:12:04after school. Weekends. And I want to see you studying today.
0:12:04 > 0:12:08- Fine.- Fine, fine. Everything's fine, isn't it?
0:12:08 > 0:12:11- I don't have a drinking problem if that's what you're worried about.- No?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- No!- Right, you're a doctor now, are you? Tell you what.
0:12:13 > 0:12:19We'll take you to a real doctor, we'll let them show you what you're doing to your liver, shall we?
0:12:23 > 0:12:25When are we allowed home?
0:12:25 > 0:12:28This is a playground not a prison.
0:12:28 > 0:12:32Why are Mum and Nana Carol having a talk in private?
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Just girly talk. Boring.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39Are you sleeping on the sofa again tonight?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41No.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44Tiff, Morgan has been a sardine under that bin
0:12:44 > 0:12:47round the corner now for half an hour. So go get him.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50Morgan!
0:12:50 > 0:12:53We've just buried Pat and you're sleeping on the sofa?
0:12:53 > 0:12:55We had a row. I said sorry.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57There's nothing more I can do.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Not from a swing.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04I've got to get back to the nursery. I'll see you later.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Here you go, darling.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13It's Pat's. Sorry, I would've dropped it off at the shop.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15But I've had a lot on.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16At least it's clean.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19Most people leave me stuff smelling of cat.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24Before you go, Carol...
0:13:24 > 0:13:27Yeah, um, Aunty Carol, Bianca,
0:13:29 > 0:13:33what I did yesterday was selfish
0:13:33 > 0:13:37and disrespectful and pathetic.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39And I'm really sorry.
0:13:39 > 0:13:43And I understand if you can't accept that.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46- I don't know what's got into her lately.- It's all right.
0:13:46 > 0:13:50Listen, you're all right. You've had a lot to cope with lately. It's OK.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53Oh, go on. Go and have that coffee with Lucy.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Thought she was grounded.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Yeah, well...
0:14:11 > 0:14:15I don't mean to be harsh darling, but Pat's not coming back.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19I can't just stop feeling stuff.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22See ya.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26If you need me, you know where I am.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Max.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Call that homework?
0:14:35 > 0:14:38I'm sorry, Mum. You're being the strong one again
0:14:38 > 0:14:41and I'm just rubbish. Why can't anyone love us enough?
0:14:41 > 0:14:46How can Ricky and David not care when we just care so much?
0:14:46 > 0:14:48You stop it, Bianca.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52Listen, you're a grown woman, you're not a baby. Right? Come on.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Hang on, so I ring up to see if my daughter is happy at school
0:14:56 > 0:14:58and you tell me this, yeah?
0:14:58 > 0:15:01Another troubled daughter, another dirty sink.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- The circle of life. - Oi, she ain't Rainie!
0:15:03 > 0:15:08Great, right, well thanks a lot(!) Thanks for keeping us informed, eh?
0:15:08 > 0:15:10She's been bunking off for ages!
0:15:10 > 0:15:13Tell you what, Max, we are not leaving that surgery until
0:15:13 > 0:15:15the doctor's scared the living daylights out of her.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17Go and find her, go and get her.
0:15:22 > 0:15:23Wow.
0:15:23 > 0:15:28A weekend in the fashion capital of the world wasn't wasted on you.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34Thanks for seeing me.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37Look, I would have called to say sorry about yesterday earlier but
0:15:37 > 0:15:41it's just been a bit crazy at home.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Come here.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48I thought you was busy?
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Yeah, sorry. Come and join us. Fats is coming in a minute.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54That's a no.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56He'll call me his Baby Girl and I'll hate it.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59No, he won't. Cos he's my boyfriend actually.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04This gang's too cool for me anyway. Laters.
0:16:04 > 0:16:08Lauren, love, Tanya called me.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10She has a lot on her plate.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13So, let's knock the partying on the head, yeah?
0:16:18 > 0:16:23Shall we pretend we're having more fun than them?
0:16:23 > 0:16:26Oh, Lucy, stop it!
0:16:26 > 0:16:28You crack me up.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30No, seriously stop. Stop.
0:16:30 > 0:16:35What was you thinking about? Your latest wedding dress?
0:16:35 > 0:16:37You dad likes all the sequins and the frills.
0:16:37 > 0:16:41Puts a smile on his face. That is all I care about.
0:16:41 > 0:16:45Coffee, yeah? Funny, innit? Thought I'd find you in here.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47Dad, I was just apologising to Whitney.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50- Dad, I'm just saying sorry to Whitney.- Call me!
0:16:55 > 0:16:59One small step for Tam, one giant leap for...
0:16:59 > 0:17:04I haven't thought that line through at all.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Why did he have to lie to me again?
0:17:27 > 0:17:31One way or another, blokes always put themselves first.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33I know you're hurting about David.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35I'm not hurt. No.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38I'm just furious at myself, all right.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41I knew that he'd run away.
0:17:41 > 0:17:45I just pretended to myself that he wouldn't.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48Like, perhaps, you're trying to say to yourself
0:17:48 > 0:17:50that Ricky won't lie to you again.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53I don't doubt you love Ricky.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56But it's not enough, if you don't trust him.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00My mum let my dad turn her into a bitter old woman.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02I've let David do the same to me.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Shut up, you're lovely.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08What's Ricky going to turn my big-hearted, precious girl into, eh?
0:18:08 > 0:18:12Cold? Angry?
0:18:12 > 0:18:13That would break my heart.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16He's not like David. He's good.
0:18:19 > 0:18:24Can you stop thinking about how he might have looked at Mandy?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26They can make all the promises under the sun.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29But once the damage is done, it is done.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33But I don't want to be divorced.
0:18:33 > 0:18:39I want to feel special, I don't want to be some gobby jailbird.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42I want something to be proud of, Mum.
0:18:42 > 0:18:45But has Ricky ruined it?
0:18:47 > 0:18:49The kids love him so much.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53But has he ruined it?
0:18:54 > 0:18:57I wasn't strong enough to take control of my life.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59But you are.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02I know you'll make the right decision, love.
0:19:08 > 0:19:09Tam, look, your favourite.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11That one's mine.
0:19:20 > 0:19:23From Afia's loving hands.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28It's so wonderful to have you home.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34I'll give it a week before you're going, "Tamwar, that's not pain.
0:19:34 > 0:19:37"Giving birth to you was pain."
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Zee. Why don't we...
0:19:51 > 0:19:54I texted dad. Told him we'd meet him at the restaurant.
0:19:54 > 0:19:57Shall we stay here? Drink more?
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Mandy, seeing as Dad's out,
0:20:02 > 0:20:04should we do something really, really bad?
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Like what?
0:20:06 > 0:20:08You know where to score some pills, right?
0:20:08 > 0:20:10No way!
0:20:12 > 0:20:17I haven't felt so close to a woman in my family since Mum died.
0:20:19 > 0:20:23Would you rather be my step-mum or cool older sister?
0:20:23 > 0:20:26Cool older sister.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29Right. I'm on it.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43You seem to be getting on with Mandy?
0:20:43 > 0:20:45You know me.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48I like to make an effort with all my Dad's girlfriends.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50Yeah, right.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52So what's this sausage thing?
0:20:52 > 0:20:54Just a cancer fundraiser for Tanya tomorrow.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Bangers and mash, give us your cash. Nothing really.
0:20:57 > 0:21:00Leave the PR with me, yeah? See you tomorrow.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02Thank you, Lucy.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Dad said you were Pat's favourite Mrs Beale.
0:21:12 > 0:21:15Show her some photos of diseased livers or something.
0:21:15 > 0:21:16Don't sugar coat it.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19How would you describe your relationship with alcohol, Lauren?
0:21:19 > 0:21:23- Teenage.- How often do you drink?
0:21:26 > 0:21:29Every few days... Parties.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31I can go weeks without drinking.
0:21:31 > 0:21:35What do you drink, when you do drink?
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Erm...
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Vodka. Wine.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Whatever's at the party.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43With mates?
0:21:45 > 0:21:49- Yeah.- And how much would you get through over an evening?
0:21:51 > 0:21:53Eh...
0:21:53 > 0:21:56I dunno. Half a bottle of wine.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58Few vodkas.
0:21:58 > 0:22:02That's around ten units, about three times the recommended limit.
0:22:02 > 0:22:06Not good for you. You might want to think about keeping an alcohol diary
0:22:06 > 0:22:09to monitor your habits, keep them in check.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11What is this? Alcohol diary? Have you got any photos of
0:22:11 > 0:22:14- exploding livers or not?- Is there anywhere you think I'd
0:22:14 > 0:22:17- least like to be right now than at a doctor's surgery?- Sorry, Mum.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21- Why are you sorry, Lauren? - Private. Family matter.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23She's got the notes on her screen. I've got cancer.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26- That's not what we're here to talk about, right.- No.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29My mum's illness has nothing to do with me being a bad drunk.
0:22:31 > 0:22:35It must be a stressful time though? How are you coping?
0:22:35 > 0:22:38- As a family?- Babe, you don't have to talk about this, all right?
0:22:38 > 0:22:40We're coping fine, thanks.
0:22:40 > 0:22:42I've two teenage girls and a toddler to look after.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44So not coping's not an option, is it?
0:22:44 > 0:22:47It was a bit stressful.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49At the start.
0:22:49 > 0:22:52But you had your mates? To talk to?
0:22:57 > 0:23:00Do you want to talk in private, Lauren?
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Do you mind giving us a few minutes?
0:23:07 > 0:23:09I'll see you at home, yeah.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45All right. Ian's made us a shepherd's pie,
0:23:45 > 0:23:48but they ain't a patch on my pork chops.
0:23:52 > 0:23:56MUSIC: "NO LIMIT" by 2 UNLIMITED
0:23:56 > 0:23:58You know,
0:23:58 > 0:24:00I used to love this song.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Ooh!
0:24:03 > 0:24:05Let's take the pills!
0:24:05 > 0:24:07Let's wait till there's a better song.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23Would you like some of my cake?
0:24:33 > 0:24:36Oh, darling,
0:24:36 > 0:24:39I have been so selfish.
0:24:39 > 0:24:43You thought I was dying and I didn't let you tell a soul.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45And I'm so sorry.
0:24:45 > 0:24:46Mum, it's fine now.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, baby.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59Hi, Dad.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05She said she texted to say she couldn't make it.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11Mandy's really lovely, Dad.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12Get off.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16I think my little angel's going to need a bucket.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19SHE SNORES
0:25:59 > 0:26:03I know I'm a bit slow off the mark but I love you.
0:26:07 > 0:26:11Do you like your romantic meal, Mum?
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Give me and your dad a minute, yeah.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15But you said no more bad stuff would happen.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18Well, nothing bad's going to happen.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38I've loved him for so long, Max.
0:26:38 > 0:26:39It really hurts.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45Why can't he love me?
0:26:49 > 0:26:52Come on, come on.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58Look, no more lies, all right.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01I won't even speak to Mandy again.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03I won't even look at her.
0:27:03 > 0:27:08I know what your imagination's like once it goes into overdrive.
0:27:14 > 0:27:15It's over, Ricky.
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