30/07/2012

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0:00:46 > 0:00:51Why won't she talk to me? She's my mum.

0:01:02 > 0:01:04Very dashing.

0:01:04 > 0:01:05You don't think it's too much?

0:01:05 > 0:01:08No. Are you sure you want to do this?

0:01:08 > 0:01:11Yeah. Insha'Allah.

0:01:11 > 0:01:13Knock 'em dead, Dad.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20I've got another sister, Max.

0:01:20 > 0:01:25She's 47. She's called Ava.

0:01:25 > 0:01:27So, where is she?

0:01:27 > 0:01:30Babe, I don't know. Maybe she had her adopted, or...

0:01:30 > 0:01:33But why wouldn't she tell me? Why the big secret?

0:01:33 > 0:01:35I don't know.

0:01:35 > 0:01:38Well, I'm not saying you do, am I?

0:01:38 > 0:01:41I just... She won't answer any of my calls, she won't answer the door.

0:01:41 > 0:01:44She's probably still got the hump, ain't she? You know, you rooting through her stuff.

0:01:44 > 0:01:46Yeah well, obviously there's that!

0:01:46 > 0:01:49Guys, guys, guys, I just got an e-mail about this -

0:01:49 > 0:01:50Not now, Lauren, please.

0:01:50 > 0:01:55Huh! Sorry to be excited about something.

0:01:55 > 0:01:57Do you think maybe, it was 1964,

0:01:57 > 0:01:59It said on the birth certificate, 1964.

0:01:59 > 0:02:03Do you think maybe she was Thalidomide?

0:02:03 > 0:02:05Cos that was around then, weren't it?

0:02:05 > 0:02:09- Yeah, I don't know. Yeah, I think so, yeah.- Maybe that was it. Maybe she's in an institution?

0:02:09 > 0:02:13Maybe she lost her? No, cos then she'd have told me.

0:02:13 > 0:02:17- Why would she have kept that a secret?- Babe, please, please don't do this.

0:02:17 > 0:02:19Was she even with my dad then?

0:02:19 > 0:02:23Babe, you're just gonna drive yourself crazy, aren't you?

0:02:23 > 0:02:27No. Cos she was only 18, so... That's Lauren's age, innit!

0:02:29 > 0:02:32Babe, I've got to go. I've got the car lot.

0:02:32 > 0:02:34Imagine that. Imagine Lauren with a baby?

0:02:34 > 0:02:36Well, you were 18, weren't you?

0:02:39 > 0:02:41Just give your mum a bit of space, all right?

0:02:45 > 0:02:47She's my sister, Max.

0:02:47 > 0:02:49Where is she?

0:02:52 > 0:02:53It ain't a fashion show!

0:02:53 > 0:02:56I've been in the paper now... so I'm a model.

0:02:56 > 0:03:00And you never know, might be some fit boys there. Bad boys.

0:03:00 > 0:03:01Muscles.

0:03:01 > 0:03:03Lola!

0:03:03 > 0:03:07- What? Just cos I've got a baby, I can't fancy boys? - It's community service.

0:03:07 > 0:03:08That's my point. Bad boys.

0:03:08 > 0:03:11Listen, no-one's gonna fancy you with an orange jumpsuit on.

0:03:11 > 0:03:13Only I ain't wearing an orange jumpsuit, am I?

0:03:13 > 0:03:16And you're just jealous cos you fancy a bit of a bad boy yourself.

0:03:16 > 0:03:18- Yeah, right.- Still can't believe they're making you do it.

0:03:18 > 0:03:21Get away from nappies for the day? I can't wait.

0:03:21 > 0:03:24- Oh, yeah? What if Janine needs me to do anything?- Jay'll have her.

0:03:24 > 0:03:25No chance, I'm down the Arches.

0:03:25 > 0:03:27Do him good to spend some time with his daughter.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29- Eh?- Gotcha!

0:03:29 > 0:03:33You should put someone's name down on the birth certificate.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35She ain't got a dad. She's got you.

0:03:36 > 0:03:38And I think she needs changing.

0:03:38 > 0:03:39Lola!

0:03:39 > 0:03:41I don't have time, sorry! Bye.

0:03:43 > 0:03:44Urgh!

0:03:45 > 0:03:50Ten more fast boxes today! I was thinking, about the wedding...

0:03:50 > 0:03:52I...er...

0:03:52 > 0:03:54Somebody die?

0:03:54 > 0:03:57Masood, don't walk away from me while I'm trying to talk to you.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59- I'm going to be late. - So then talk fast.

0:03:59 > 0:04:03Well, I didn't want to say anything, just in case I didn't get it.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05Is this about your promotion?

0:04:07 > 0:04:09- I've got an interview. - An interview! That's fantastic!

0:04:09 > 0:04:11As a teaching assistant.

0:04:11 > 0:04:14In a classroom?

0:04:14 > 0:04:16- That'll be the idea. - With children?

0:04:16 > 0:04:17They'll be there, too.

0:04:17 > 0:04:21Ah, so you're still going on about this silly little idea, are you?

0:04:21 > 0:04:24To go back to college? Become a student?

0:04:24 > 0:04:25I didn't think you'd go through with it.

0:04:25 > 0:04:28This way I wouldn't have to. I learn whilst I earn.

0:04:28 > 0:04:29And still get a little bit of my dream.

0:04:29 > 0:04:33This is why you did not want to run the restaurant with me, isn't it?

0:04:33 > 0:04:35Then you wonder why I don't tell you anything?

0:04:35 > 0:04:38We work for years in order to get our business off the ground

0:04:38 > 0:04:39and keep it up there,

0:04:39 > 0:04:42and Tamwar then decides he wants to leave because, you know, he wants

0:04:42 > 0:04:45to go study God knows what because he doesn't need to earn any money!

0:04:45 > 0:04:47And now you want to quit to follow a bit of your dream?

0:04:49 > 0:04:51Yeah.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56Masood!

0:05:05 > 0:05:09It costs Walford 22 million a year to collect rubbish

0:05:09 > 0:05:10and keep the streets clean.

0:05:10 > 0:05:14- No way!- Yes way. So today, you're gonna be doing it for free.

0:05:14 > 0:05:17What? You ain't getting me picking up no litter.

0:05:17 > 0:05:20Yeah, you should have thought about that, shouldn't you?

0:05:20 > 0:05:22Before you put chip fat all over my car.

0:05:22 > 0:05:23Litter pickers. Brooms.

0:05:23 > 0:05:25That is shame!

0:05:25 > 0:05:27What goes around comes around, don't it, eh?

0:05:27 > 0:05:31- For the poster girls at the front - - Oh, wicked!

0:05:31 > 0:05:32Not you. You.

0:05:33 > 0:05:35You get to push the cart.

0:05:35 > 0:05:37Now who feels shame?

0:05:37 > 0:05:39Cora.

0:05:39 > 0:05:44Girls, did you get the e-mail?

0:05:44 > 0:05:46When do I have time to check my e-mails?

0:05:46 > 0:05:51Yeah, well, it's the volunteering thing! Free tickets?

0:05:51 > 0:05:52Yeah, I got it this morning.

0:05:52 > 0:05:57So we dig some old lady's garden and then we go to a gig

0:05:57 > 0:05:58and get wasted, yes!

0:05:58 > 0:06:00What do you think, Luce, yes?

0:06:00 > 0:06:03Oh, come on, you need a laugh.

0:06:03 > 0:06:06Did you read the whole e-mail, Lauren?

0:06:06 > 0:06:09Yes, Whitney, I did read the whole e-mail. Why?

0:06:09 > 0:06:13Well, we're not digging some old lady's garden.

0:06:13 > 0:06:15Yes, well, whatever, whatever. It's all about the tickets, yeah?

0:06:15 > 0:06:19No, we're feeding the homeless! The three of us.

0:06:19 > 0:06:21Can you imagine?

0:06:24 > 0:06:26No. Absolutely not.

0:06:31 > 0:06:33Right, so let me get this straight, OK.

0:06:33 > 0:06:36You hide a sister from her for all of her life, but she's

0:06:36 > 0:06:41the one in the wrong because she looked through your stuff?

0:06:41 > 0:06:44She was trying to find a photo of this bracelet, Cora.

0:06:44 > 0:06:47- She was trying to do something nice. - It's got nothing to do with you.

0:06:47 > 0:06:49What do you mean, it's got nothing? Why did you call me back in then?

0:06:49 > 0:06:52If you were heading out, why you gonna waste my time?

0:06:52 > 0:06:55- I want you to tell her to stop calling me.- I ain't. You tell her. You tell her.

0:06:55 > 0:06:58She's only across the Square.

0:06:58 > 0:07:01I want you to tell her to stop calling me. Stop texting me.

0:07:01 > 0:07:07Stop leaving messages with Poppy, banging on my door.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10Cora.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12Cora, look at me. Please?

0:07:15 > 0:07:16All she wants is the truth.

0:07:18 > 0:07:20What good did the truth ever do anyone?

0:07:22 > 0:07:24What do you know, Max?

0:07:24 > 0:07:26What do you know about the truth?

0:07:43 > 0:07:46She's gonna win, because have you ever seen a cuter child.

0:07:46 > 0:07:48Hmm? Have you?

0:07:49 > 0:07:51Open to...

0:07:51 > 0:07:550-4 years old?

0:07:55 > 0:07:58Uh no, back to me, thank you.

0:07:58 > 0:08:00You think I'm joking, don't you?

0:08:00 > 0:08:02Christian you - you two-faced, sneaky...!

0:08:02 > 0:08:05May the best baby win!

0:08:19 > 0:08:21Nan!

0:08:21 > 0:08:24You will not believe what I'm being expected to do...

0:08:24 > 0:08:26We're closed.

0:08:28 > 0:08:30What is it with everyone today?

0:08:39 > 0:08:42No, the Olympics have started, so where's my stock?

0:08:42 > 0:08:45It's not going to be any use to me next month, is it?

0:08:47 > 0:08:48No, I'll hold.

0:08:50 > 0:08:52- Is Dad back yet?- Huh?

0:08:52 > 0:08:54Is Dad back yet?

0:08:54 > 0:08:55Am I the only one who didn't know?

0:08:55 > 0:08:58- Am I really that impossible? - You are a bit. No.

0:08:58 > 0:09:03I mean, a teaching assistant? Not even a teacher?

0:09:03 > 0:09:06- Well you've got to start somewhere. - What's wrong with being a postman?

0:09:06 > 0:09:09- Nothing's wrong with being a postman. - Can you tell your father that?

0:09:09 > 0:09:11It's just not what he wants to be any more.

0:09:11 > 0:09:15- I don't want to work in a shop. I don't want to run a restaurant. - Tam still runs the restaurant.

0:09:15 > 0:09:18Tamwar thinks he runs the restaurant. I am his mother.

0:09:18 > 0:09:21And anyway, he doesn't even want to do it anymore.

0:09:21 > 0:09:26I tell you, I buy the boy a business and he wants to leave it!

0:09:26 > 0:09:29Your father wants to play in a sandpit. What has happened

0:09:29 > 0:09:31to everyone in this family - where's the ambition gone?

0:09:31 > 0:09:33And you, it took you long enough.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35Working in all those massage parlours.

0:09:35 > 0:09:38And now look at you - with your own big business.

0:09:38 > 0:09:40Why can't all the men in the family be like you?

0:09:40 > 0:09:42Because like you so subtly said,

0:09:42 > 0:09:44sometimes it takes time to decide what you want in life.

0:09:44 > 0:09:46And after everything he's been through,

0:09:46 > 0:09:49Tam deserves the same - to study something he cares about.

0:09:49 > 0:09:51And Dad, this is his dream.

0:09:51 > 0:09:53Don't you start about that.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55When he looks at you and he talks about it...

0:09:55 > 0:09:56But he doesn't talk about it.

0:09:56 > 0:09:59..it's like there's a light goes on behind his eyes.

0:09:59 > 0:10:00Do you want to take that away?

0:10:00 > 0:10:04Hello. So?

0:10:11 > 0:10:13Madge?

0:10:13 > 0:10:15Or Ms Cole if you're nasty?

0:10:15 > 0:10:17Haven't they got Jessie J?

0:10:17 > 0:10:19Now you're talking. Heard from your dad?

0:10:19 > 0:10:24What dad? I can get myself up in the morning.

0:10:24 > 0:10:25I can feed myself.

0:10:25 > 0:10:29Make enough to keep people ticking over, and I can put myself to bed.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31- So, what do I need him for? - He's still your dad, Luce.

0:10:31 > 0:10:35Yeah well, Peter's welcome to him. How's your mum?

0:10:35 > 0:10:37- She's getting better. - Are you going to see her?

0:10:37 > 0:10:41Trust me, bed baths, they're not my thing, are they?

0:10:41 > 0:10:42Plus I know exactly where she's been.

0:10:42 > 0:10:45- Yeah well, she's still your mum. - All right, touche.

0:10:45 > 0:10:49Right, me and madam, we need to find ourselves a killer outfit.

0:10:49 > 0:10:52Cos we are gonna knock all these other toddlers dead!

0:10:52 > 0:10:55- I'll see you later. - See ya.

0:10:57 > 0:11:00Max has been bending my ear.

0:11:02 > 0:11:05What is it you want to say to me?

0:11:05 > 0:11:07I ain't feeding tramps.

0:11:07 > 0:11:09You can't call 'em tramps, Lauren!

0:11:09 > 0:11:11Whitney, they live on the street?

0:11:11 > 0:11:13Exactly, which is why they need our help.

0:11:13 > 0:11:16- Yeah, well, you two can help them then, cos I ain't.- Lucy?

0:11:16 > 0:11:20It was meant to be the three of us and it was your idea!

0:11:26 > 0:11:28Hang on! She's only just had that baby!

0:11:28 > 0:11:30Born in a chicken shop. It's really classy.

0:11:30 > 0:11:35- Bet she really misses her, do you think?- Yeah well, she shouldn't've got pregnant then.

0:11:35 > 0:11:38- Erm, I don't think she was the first one, was she? - But I didn't have it, did I?

0:11:38 > 0:11:41- Is it anything to do with you? - Lola!

0:11:41 > 0:11:44You got something to say?

0:11:54 > 0:11:56I...need to pop home quick.

0:11:56 > 0:11:59You want extra hours, you only have to say.

0:12:04 > 0:12:06I thought we were closer, Mum. I thought we had trust.

0:12:06 > 0:12:09You broke into my house...

0:12:09 > 0:12:10We had keys.

0:12:10 > 0:12:13You broke into my house and you went rooting through my things

0:12:13 > 0:12:17- and you talk to me about trust? - I just wanted to replace the bracelet you'd lost.

0:12:17 > 0:12:20It was my bracelet, I'll replace it when I want to.

0:12:24 > 0:12:25Where is she, Mum?

0:12:29 > 0:12:30My sister?

0:12:30 > 0:12:32Ava Anderton? Where is she?

0:12:32 > 0:12:35- You had no right. - Why the big secret?

0:12:35 > 0:12:39You had no right to go through my stuff and you've got no right to ask me questions.

0:12:39 > 0:12:42You're my mum.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45It was before you were born!

0:12:45 > 0:12:48So? It still makes her my sister, Mum. Where is she?

0:12:51 > 0:12:52Some things are private.

0:12:58 > 0:13:02Look, Mum, this last year, I've really needed you.

0:13:02 > 0:13:06And you've been there for me. And now I'm here for you.

0:13:06 > 0:13:12Oh, Tanya, this ain't your magazines. "Here for you."

0:13:16 > 0:13:18Does she look like me?

0:13:20 > 0:13:22Does she look like Rainie?

0:13:22 > 0:13:23You tell Rainie any of this...

0:13:23 > 0:13:27Mum, I just don't understand why the big secret!

0:13:27 > 0:13:31- Is she in a hospital? - No, she ain't in a hospital.

0:13:31 > 0:13:34An Institution then, you know what I mean. You were 18, Mum.

0:13:36 > 0:13:39Did you take a photocopy? All the little details?

0:13:41 > 0:13:44If you couldn't cope... I understand, I get it.

0:13:44 > 0:13:45There's no shame in that.

0:13:47 > 0:13:48You know nothing, Tanya.

0:13:48 > 0:13:49- Well then tell me!- No!

0:13:50 > 0:13:52Mum, I found a birth certificate

0:13:52 > 0:13:55- and OK, no I shouldn't have done it, but I did.- It was private!

0:13:55 > 0:13:58Now all of a sudden I've got this sister who I've never met

0:13:58 > 0:14:01and I don't even know whether you've hidden her away,

0:14:01 > 0:14:04- whether you've given her to someone or...- She's dead.

0:14:08 > 0:14:09Your sister...

0:14:09 > 0:14:11your big sister.

0:14:12 > 0:14:13She's dead.

0:14:25 > 0:14:28I was just... I remembered something I had to tell my Pops.

0:14:28 > 0:14:29No phones.

0:14:29 > 0:14:32- Oh, come on, she's missing her baby, Miss.- No, I ain't.

0:14:32 > 0:14:35This is your final warning.

0:14:45 > 0:14:48I never even got to leave the hospital with her.

0:14:48 > 0:14:49Never even took her home.

0:14:49 > 0:14:53Oh, Mum.

0:14:53 > 0:14:55One minute she was there.

0:14:56 > 0:14:59Just lying there in my arms.

0:15:04 > 0:15:06She was so tiny.

0:15:06 > 0:15:10I don't think I'd ever hardly held a baby before.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13You didn't, then, pass them round, like you do now.

0:15:15 > 0:15:17And then I was in the hospital.

0:15:17 > 0:15:23Nurses running round doing their job. Other mums, little ones crying.

0:15:25 > 0:15:28I was holding her in my arms.

0:15:28 > 0:15:31My beautiful little baby girl.

0:15:33 > 0:15:34Wasn't anyone with you?

0:15:36 > 0:15:38Weren't allowed visitors.

0:15:38 > 0:15:39What? Not even Nan?

0:15:39 > 0:15:43Sister on the ward was very strict.

0:15:45 > 0:15:49And then they came and took her.

0:15:51 > 0:15:55They put her in a little cot to sleep.

0:15:57 > 0:16:00She opened her eyes - not to look at me, I mean, they can't at that age.

0:16:00 > 0:16:04You think they can, but they can't.

0:16:04 > 0:16:06You feel like they can.

0:16:09 > 0:16:14Big brown eyes, she had, and little tiny fingers.

0:16:16 > 0:16:19I just lay there looking at them,

0:16:19 > 0:16:24these tiny, tiny fingers.

0:16:27 > 0:16:33I don't think I'd ever seen anything so tiny in my life.

0:16:35 > 0:16:39I just lay there looking at her.

0:16:40 > 0:16:43I drifted off looking at her.

0:16:46 > 0:16:48I only woke up when they came to take her.

0:16:51 > 0:16:55Never even let me say goodbye. They didn't, in those days.

0:16:57 > 0:17:02They said it would be too... upsetting.

0:17:06 > 0:17:09My little baby girl.

0:17:09 > 0:17:13All alone in that big, cold hospital.

0:17:20 > 0:17:22Things happen in life.

0:17:23 > 0:17:26You don't choose them, they just happen.

0:17:26 > 0:17:29You accept them, and you move on.

0:17:29 > 0:17:31Because that's what you've got to do.

0:17:32 > 0:17:34You could have told me.

0:17:34 > 0:17:35Could I?

0:17:35 > 0:17:40You wouldn't have had to carry all this on your own.

0:17:40 > 0:17:44We're women, Tanya. That's what we do.

0:17:44 > 0:17:46But you lost your baby.

0:17:50 > 0:17:53You pick yourself up and get on with it.

0:17:59 > 0:18:02And the father? Did you know him?

0:18:03 > 0:18:05Oh, yeah. I knew him.

0:18:05 > 0:18:07What did he think?

0:18:09 > 0:18:11He never even knew I was pregnant.

0:18:16 > 0:18:18What was he like?

0:18:20 > 0:18:26Oh, he had charm coming out of every pore.

0:18:28 > 0:18:32He had the gift of the gab, that one.

0:18:32 > 0:18:34So you were going steady?

0:18:35 > 0:18:38Saw each other a bit, best part of a year.

0:18:38 > 0:18:41He was a sailor, moved around. Girl in every port.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45And you were carrying his baby.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47I know.

0:18:50 > 0:18:54And he broke my heart.

0:19:04 > 0:19:05Did Dad ever know?

0:19:05 > 0:19:09No-one ever knew. It was my secret.

0:19:11 > 0:19:12My sister.

0:19:14 > 0:19:17Ava.

0:19:20 > 0:19:25I never forgot her. I never, ever stopped thinking of her.

0:19:25 > 0:19:29And you kept it all to yourself.

0:19:35 > 0:19:37She died, Tanya.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40And you know what?

0:19:40 > 0:19:42It was for the best.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55Takes after her mum, don't you think? Little Princess.

0:19:55 > 0:19:56Is this why you rang?

0:19:56 > 0:19:58Now, I tried her in the fairy wings, but before you say anything,

0:19:58 > 0:20:01she didn't like 'em. But she loves the wand. Don't you?

0:20:01 > 0:20:03- Put your finger out.- Christian, do you have to? It's Ramadan.

0:20:03 > 0:20:06I'm sorry, I was starving. Try the other hand.

0:20:06 > 0:20:09There we go. Turn it this way for me.

0:20:09 > 0:20:12- Is this what you do all day? Dressing up?- 'Course it isn't.

0:20:12 > 0:20:16Get a load of that, right there - Walford's Most Beautiful Baby.

0:20:16 > 0:20:18Come on, we've got to enter her.

0:20:19 > 0:20:21- No.- Bit of fun.

0:20:21 > 0:20:22I said no!

0:20:22 > 0:20:24- Why?- Parading her in front of judges?

0:20:24 > 0:20:27- Oh, she'll love it. - She's one-and-a-half!- So?

0:20:27 > 0:20:31- I'd have loved it when I was her age.- Well, she's not you, is she?

0:20:32 > 0:20:35There's no harm with telling everybody how beautiful

0:20:35 > 0:20:38- our daughter is. Hold your hand out, sweetie.- We're not doing it.

0:20:38 > 0:20:39Don't be so dry. It's just a bit of fun!

0:20:39 > 0:20:42I'm not having you enter my daughter into some tacky beauty pageant.

0:20:42 > 0:20:44"My daughter"?

0:20:44 > 0:20:47- That's not what I meant.- No, that's exactly what you meant, isn't it?

0:20:47 > 0:20:50- Christian...- Cos that's how you see her, isn't it? As YOUR daughter.

0:20:50 > 0:20:53- She is my daughter.- What's that make me then, huh? The nanny?

0:20:53 > 0:20:57- Don't be ridiculous.- I'm your other half. And we are getting married.

0:20:57 > 0:21:00- OK, it's not a marriage, you've told me that 1,000 times. - Well, it isn't.

0:21:00 > 0:21:02All right, so I'm a non-father in a non-marriage -

0:21:02 > 0:21:05- if we ever get as far as having a non-marriage. - I've got a meeting, so...

0:21:05 > 0:21:08- Please don't walk out, Sy. - I'm not walking out.

0:21:08 > 0:21:11- You said we were in this together. As equals.- We are.- So what's with the "my daughter" stuff?

0:21:11 > 0:21:13- Can we do this later? - Can't we do it now?

0:21:13 > 0:21:16I just don't want my daughter in...

0:21:16 > 0:21:19OUR daughter in some tacky competition.

0:21:19 > 0:21:22Why has everything got to be so difficult for you?

0:21:23 > 0:21:27- I'll be home by seven. - Do I even get to know where it is you're going?

0:21:27 > 0:21:31- It's business, Christian. - Then again, why would you tell me?

0:21:31 > 0:21:33Cos I'm just the nanny, aren't I? Looking after your daughter!

0:21:39 > 0:21:43She was a baby. A tiny baby.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49And you just live with it? You never tell anyone?

0:21:54 > 0:21:57Well, sometimes people make mistakes, don't they?

0:21:57 > 0:22:00She lost a baby, Max! It's not a mistake, is it?!

0:22:00 > 0:22:01No, I don't mean like that.

0:22:01 > 0:22:05You know, just sometimes things don't turn out how you plan them.

0:22:05 > 0:22:10You know, she might have wanted to tell you, and didn't know how,

0:22:10 > 0:22:14then it was too late and she just sort of, you know, carried on.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17But all that grief.

0:22:17 > 0:22:20All that hurt.

0:22:20 > 0:22:23Babe, just leave her. Just leave her.

0:22:23 > 0:22:25She'll deal with it in her own way, won't she?

0:22:25 > 0:22:27She's my mum.

0:22:28 > 0:22:31They're making her clean up litter out there!

0:22:31 > 0:22:34She's just had a baby, and they won't let her see her.

0:22:34 > 0:22:38Is this still about Nan's bracelet? She nearly bit my head off earlier.

0:22:38 > 0:22:39And then I just ignored you.

0:22:41 > 0:22:44Darling, I'm so sorry. Come here.

0:22:47 > 0:22:51Oh, she's just missing Abi.

0:23:18 > 0:23:22- Hiya.- It was tough. Thanks for asking.

0:23:22 > 0:23:23The interview.

0:23:24 > 0:23:27- I got the job.- Oh, well done! When do you start?

0:23:27 > 0:23:31- Beginning of term. It's only part-time though. - You'll get by.- I don't know.

0:23:31 > 0:23:33It's a lot less than I'm on.

0:23:33 > 0:23:37- And if your brother's serious about leaving the Argee Bhajee... - I, er, look, I've...

0:23:37 > 0:23:40- Is everything OK? - Yep, fine. Hello?

0:23:48 > 0:23:49Hey, Lo!

0:23:50 > 0:23:51Hey, you.

0:23:52 > 0:23:56- Lola!- Thought you said you were trying to keep away from her?

0:23:56 > 0:23:59- Since when did anyone listen to what I say, eh?- Come on, Miss...

0:23:59 > 0:24:01- Shaiyana. That's enough. - She ain't even a week old.

0:24:01 > 0:24:03- She only wants to see her. - You can't have her with you.

0:24:03 > 0:24:06- She ain't with me though, is she? - I thought I made myself clear.

0:24:06 > 0:24:08Her granddad and her uncles are taking her for a walk.

0:24:08 > 0:24:11- It ain't their fault I'm here sweeping pavements, is it?- Lo.

0:24:11 > 0:24:16Lo. Come on, we'll see you later.

0:24:25 > 0:24:26Yes, I'd like to enter my daughter.

0:24:26 > 0:24:28We're still gonna win.

0:24:28 > 0:24:30It's Yasmin.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32You need me to spell that for you?

0:24:37 > 0:24:39The door was on the latch, so...

0:24:40 > 0:24:41Mum?

0:24:47 > 0:24:51- Zee... - Before you say anything...

0:24:51 > 0:24:55- Listen...- I want you to know that I'd like you to go for it.

0:24:58 > 0:25:02It's a dream - it's YOUR dream.

0:25:04 > 0:25:06And if you don't follow it, then what's the point?

0:25:08 > 0:25:12I'm doing the same thing. Huge dream wedding.

0:25:13 > 0:25:17Show Denise, who's looking down her nose at us,

0:25:17 > 0:25:21that we're not some kind of paupers scuttling around in shame.

0:25:21 > 0:25:25Tamwar's following his crazy little idea of spending

0:25:25 > 0:25:30all our pennies to going to college, or uni, or whatever the hell it is he's doing.

0:25:30 > 0:25:35And being a student is not cheap.

0:25:35 > 0:25:38So we scrimp a little, we save a little.

0:25:39 > 0:25:43Everything that we can do. Because he deserves a chance.

0:25:52 > 0:25:56So, come on! Don't keep me in suspense.

0:25:56 > 0:25:57How did it go?

0:25:59 > 0:26:01I...

0:26:01 > 0:26:05I didn't get it.

0:26:05 > 0:26:06Really?

0:26:06 > 0:26:09Yeah. It wasn't my time.

0:26:09 > 0:26:11Aww.

0:26:27 > 0:26:29That was all you had of her.

0:26:29 > 0:26:31Should have done it years ago.

0:26:33 > 0:26:35I know why you're doing this.

0:26:35 > 0:26:37You know nothing.

0:26:37 > 0:26:38I know why you lied all those years.

0:26:38 > 0:26:40Lies?

0:26:40 > 0:26:41You... You...

0:26:41 > 0:26:45You DARE to talk to me about lies?

0:26:45 > 0:26:49You killed my husband and never said a word.

0:26:49 > 0:26:52Cut me and Rainie out, never said a word.

0:26:52 > 0:26:56Then we had you and your cancer - four months, you knew,

0:26:56 > 0:26:58lied to my face.

0:26:58 > 0:27:00Said you were fine.

0:27:01 > 0:27:05All those years as a kid, off your head on drugs, stealing.

0:27:05 > 0:27:08Lies, Tanya. Your whole life has been about lies.

0:27:08 > 0:27:11- This is about you. - No, it's about you!

0:27:11 > 0:27:14- It's always about you. - No, that's not true.

0:27:14 > 0:27:19You took another woman's husband! Max was married, had a child.

0:27:19 > 0:27:21You didn't care.

0:27:21 > 0:27:25Didn't care about her, you didn't care about the child.

0:27:25 > 0:27:27Cos it was all about Tanya.

0:27:29 > 0:27:33Ain't you got nothing to say? I've had to listen to you and Max

0:27:33 > 0:27:38ripping into each other often enough. Come on, let's hear it.

0:27:38 > 0:27:40What you got to say?

0:27:41 > 0:27:42Let's not do this, Mum.

0:27:42 > 0:27:47You wanted the truth, Tanya? "Let's get the truth out there.

0:27:47 > 0:27:51- "Everyone feels better for it." - Please, Mum...

0:27:51 > 0:27:54You want to shout my secrets?

0:27:55 > 0:27:58Well, it works both ways.

0:27:58 > 0:28:00Saint Tanya.

0:28:00 > 0:28:03Chucked her husband out,

0:28:03 > 0:28:04shacked up with his brother,

0:28:04 > 0:28:08cheated on her second husband with her first.

0:28:08 > 0:28:14And you still dare to stand there and tell me what I've done wrong?

0:28:15 > 0:28:18Get out.

0:28:18 > 0:28:19Mum...

0:28:19 > 0:28:21Get out!

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