0:00:24 > 0:00:26Argh!
0:00:26 > 0:00:30- What the hell do you think you're doing?- Get your hands off me, Phil.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32Just calm down. All right? Calm down.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34He did it. He killed Heather.
0:00:34 > 0:00:35He confessed.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37What...? What are you talking about?
0:00:37 > 0:00:41He killed her. I found the photo frame. And I've got it. I've got it downstairs.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43He killed her and he's going to pay for what he did!
0:00:43 > 0:00:44Back off! Just back off.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46All right? Now let's just all... all calm down.
0:00:46 > 0:00:50Calm down! He killed my best mate in cold blood.
0:00:50 > 0:00:54- That's not what happened!- I don't want to hear your pathetic excuses.
0:00:54 > 0:00:57I told you, back off! All right? Just back off and calm down.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00- Ben, go and get dry, go and get changed.- What are you doing?
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- He's going to get changed. - He's not leaving this room. - Why? What are you going to do?
0:01:03 > 0:01:05You going to finish him off?
0:01:05 > 0:01:11Is that it, eh? Now, listen, he's going to get changed.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13All right? And me and you, we're going to talk.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16No, you're not talking me round. He's going to prison.
0:01:16 > 0:01:19He's going to prison for what he's done and he's going to pay.
0:01:19 > 0:01:24I'm going to call the police. I'll get Marsden and I'll show her what a real murderer looks like!
0:01:24 > 0:01:28Not until we've talked. All right? Not until we've talked.
0:01:28 > 0:01:33He's going to get changed. Just give me a few minutes. I'll calm him down. And then we'll go downstairs.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35All right? We'll go downstairs.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38I mean it, Phil. He ain't getting out of this.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40Yes, OK, OK. You said. Now go downstairs.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43Put the kettle on. He's going to get changed. OK?
0:01:43 > 0:01:46I promise you, I promise you. I'll be straight down.
0:01:46 > 0:01:50Come on, come on. Come on.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00- What happened?- She found the frame, Dad. She found the picture frame.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- Where?- I dunno. I just walked in, she shoved it in my face.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05- What did you tell her?- Nothing. I...
0:02:05 > 0:02:10- Did you tell her that I knew? - No. No. I said I did it.- You what?!
0:02:10 > 0:02:13- I can't help it, Dad. I can't keep it in any more... - Ben, just listen to me, calm down...
0:02:13 > 0:02:16No, I don't care any more. I don't! I won't say anything.
0:02:16 > 0:02:21I won't say anything about you or Jay. I won't say anything about either of you. I won't. I wouldn't.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23You protected me.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26And I still am protecting you. All right? Now listen to me.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30And calm down, yeah? Now get out these wet clothes. Dry off.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33Get out them clothes. Come on. Put these on. Put 'em on.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35- Put 'em on! Come on.- Why?
0:02:35 > 0:02:38Because you're wet, Ben. You're soaking wet through. Now get changed.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42Dry off. I'm going to talk to Shirley.
0:02:42 > 0:02:47- What you going to say? Eh? She tried to kill me. - No, she didn't.- She did.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49You should've seen the look in her eyes! She had me under water!
0:02:49 > 0:02:54- She's angry. She's upset. And now, now I'm going to talk to her. - There's no point!
0:02:54 > 0:02:56There is a point! What, do you want to go back inside?
0:02:56 > 0:02:59Is that it? You want to go through all that again? Do you?
0:02:59 > 0:03:01No. Course you don't.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03I just want to do the right thing.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06Going inside, Ben, that ain't going to help anyone. Is it?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- Ain't it?- No.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11No, course it ain't.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14Ben, you're my boy.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17All right? You're my son. And I love you.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20And I'm going to protect you. And I'm going to do whatever if takes.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23That's all my life is about right now. Just that, that one thing.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24So I will do whatever it takes.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27I'd rather go inside myself. Do you understand?
0:03:27 > 0:03:31Now you're going to get through this. You're going to have a life.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35You're going to have a good life. Because I owe you that much.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Yeah? A better life than me.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42And I owe your mum that much too.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44And so do you.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46So do you.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48Now come on.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52We'll get through this together. We'll get through it together.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56All right? Now come on. Pull yourself together. Get changed.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58And I'll be right back.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Ben.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07I promise you, nothing bad's going to happen.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22Hello? Hello?
0:04:23 > 0:04:24Sharon?
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Lucy!
0:04:26 > 0:04:27Hi.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32What is he doing here?
0:04:32 > 0:04:34He wants to talk to you.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Get out. Get out now!
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Lucy, you're upset. I understand. I heard what happened.
0:04:40 > 0:04:44You heard, did you? What's he been telling you then?
0:04:44 > 0:04:46Oh, not him.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49Ian's said nothing. Look, why don't we sit down, eh?
0:04:49 > 0:04:53Bobby, go upstairs.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55Go on!
0:04:58 > 0:05:02Do you see what you've done? You're upsetting him!
0:05:02 > 0:05:03He didn't look very upset.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05You don't know what you're talking about.
0:05:05 > 0:05:09Look, why don't you wait here? I'll talk to Lucy. Go on.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12It's OK. I won't be a minute.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Exhibit number one.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34I just... I just want to talk it through.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36What's there to talk about?
0:05:37 > 0:05:42Ben. Him hurting Heather? You don't actually believe that, do you?
0:05:42 > 0:05:44You don't actually think he could do that?
0:05:44 > 0:05:48He told me. He told me everything. He confessed, Phil.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51- Why would he do that if it wasn't true?- Who knows? He's a messed-up kid!
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Listen to me, all right...
0:05:53 > 0:05:54No!
0:05:54 > 0:05:56He did it.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59He confessed. And I'm calling the Old Bill.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Since when do we grass up our own? Eh?
0:06:01 > 0:06:04Grass up?
0:06:04 > 0:06:09This ain't some stolen car or dodgy booze, this is a murder!
0:06:11 > 0:06:14A murder of an innocent woman who just happened to be my best mate.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Yeah? And what's Ben in all this, eh?
0:06:16 > 0:06:18What is he - nothing? Nothing?
0:06:18 > 0:06:22Now you said to me once, he was like a son to you.
0:06:22 > 0:06:26- That's what you said. - Well, I was wrong! He's a worm.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29An evil little worm.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Shirley, Shirley. Wait. Shirl... He didn't know what he was doing!
0:06:32 > 0:06:34It was a mistake. It was an accident.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40How would you know that?
0:06:42 > 0:06:43Phil?
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Just give me the phone.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Did you...?
0:06:47 > 0:06:49Give me the phone.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Did you know about this?
0:06:52 > 0:06:56You did?
0:06:56 > 0:06:57You did.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01How long?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07- A while.- Exactly?
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Since... Since the off.
0:07:13 > 0:07:14What?
0:07:16 > 0:07:18Since that night.
0:07:22 > 0:07:27You knew about this all that time?
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Yes.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35Yes. I came back to the Square. I found him...
0:07:40 > 0:07:41Heather was...
0:07:41 > 0:07:44She was already dead.
0:07:44 > 0:07:45I feel sick.
0:07:46 > 0:07:51Listen to me. All right? Listen. Listen very carefully.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55Now, he was in a state. Ben was in a state.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58They'd had a row. And he'd lashed out. That's all it was.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00He never, ever meant to hurt her.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06How would you know that? You said you came back after.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08Jay told me.
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Jay...?
0:08:13 > 0:08:16Jay was there. He saw it all.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Listen to me. I know this is difficult. I know it's horrible.
0:08:21 > 0:08:26But it's not like I had a choice. I didn't have hours to think about it or anything, you know?
0:08:26 > 0:08:30Ben was coming apart. Jay was in a state.
0:08:30 > 0:08:31And I had to choose.
0:08:31 > 0:08:35And in that moment, I chose to protect my son.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36The robbery?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38All her stuff?
0:08:40 > 0:08:44I had to cover it up.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46You were here.
0:08:49 > 0:08:53You came back here, with Ben and Jay.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55And we had...
0:08:56 > 0:08:58We had dinner together.
0:09:00 > 0:09:01I know.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03You knew?
0:09:05 > 0:09:07All three of you.
0:09:09 > 0:09:13You sat there and you knew?
0:09:14 > 0:09:16- I'm sorry.- You let me go.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20You let me go off...
0:09:20 > 0:09:21Find her.
0:09:23 > 0:09:26- What else could I do? - You knew I was going to find her.
0:09:26 > 0:09:27What else could I do, Shirley?
0:09:27 > 0:09:30Tell me! Tell me the truth!
0:09:30 > 0:09:34And what would you have done? You'd have gone to the Old Bill, wouldn't you?!
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- Which is exactly what I'm going to do now.- Shirley, wait!
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- Shirley. Shirley, wait. wait!- Just stay away from me. Don't touch me.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Where you going?- Where do you think?
0:09:42 > 0:09:43- I can't let you do that. - Then stop me!
0:09:43 > 0:09:45I will if I have to, all right?
0:09:45 > 0:09:48What does that mean, Phil? Are you going to kill me too?
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- Just get in that room. - I'm not scared of you, Phil.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53- Get in that room now. - Take your hands off me!
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Just calm down. Please!
0:09:55 > 0:09:58I'll scream this this house down if you come near. Get away from me!
0:09:58 > 0:10:03Please, please calm down! Calm down! Shut up! Shut up! Shut. Up.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06Now you don't make another sound. Do you understand me? Another sound.
0:10:09 > 0:10:14Lilsten. We all need... We need to calm down. All right?
0:10:14 > 0:10:15Just please calm down. Please.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19Just give me a few minutes and listen to me, and if you still want to go...
0:10:19 > 0:10:21What, you'll kill me?
0:10:21 > 0:10:23You can go. All right?
0:10:26 > 0:10:31He left us. He walked out. No warning. No nothing.
0:10:32 > 0:10:36Debts up to here. Bills unpaid.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41And Bobby with just me to look after him.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Do you know what that's been like?
0:10:43 > 0:10:48If he's such a good family man, then why did he do that? How could he do that?
0:10:48 > 0:10:53Well, people do things when they're under pressure. Strange things.
0:10:53 > 0:10:54Happens to everyone.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56I don't think so.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58What do you know?
0:10:58 > 0:11:01I mean, how old are you? 17? 18?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04What do you really know about anything?
0:11:04 > 0:11:08I've been running three businesses and looking after Bobby. I think I know a bit.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11Lucy, you are a kid. You're young.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14You don't understand what life can be like.
0:11:14 > 0:11:18Ian walked out on you, walked out on the day of his wedding,
0:11:18 > 0:11:21and I've just done the exact same thing.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24Five hours ago I was wearing a wedding dress, halfway up the aisle.
0:11:24 > 0:11:29And look at me now. Single. No money. Nowhere to live.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32But it was the right choice.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35It was the right thing to do.
0:11:37 > 0:11:42What are you saying? It was right that he left us? Left his own children?
0:11:42 > 0:11:45No, it's not right. Of course it's not.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48I'm just saying, people don't always do the right thing.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50The sensible thing.
0:11:50 > 0:11:55I've done things I never thought possible.
0:11:55 > 0:11:59I've found myself sitting in bars, done up to the nines,
0:11:59 > 0:12:01nursing my third drink of the night waiting to be picked up.
0:12:01 > 0:12:05And why? For love? No.
0:12:06 > 0:12:11For a cheap one night stand that I'd walk out on before the big hand hit 12.
0:12:12 > 0:12:18Because I was lonely and miserable and trying to forget.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21It's messed up. And I'm not proud, but sometimes...
0:12:21 > 0:12:24you know, sometimes things get out of control.
0:12:24 > 0:12:28Suddenly you look round, and wonder how you got from being 18 and pretty,
0:12:28 > 0:12:33your whole life stretched out before you, full of hope, to 40-odd
0:12:33 > 0:12:37and sneaking out of a stranger's bed in the middle of the night.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39It just happens.
0:12:39 > 0:12:44And maybe, maybe that's what's happened to your dad.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47Oh, Lucy, he's broken.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50He's like a shell of the Ian I used to know.
0:12:51 > 0:12:55Just take a look. Take a look at him. A proper look.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59I'd say he needs you.
0:12:59 > 0:13:04He needs you to at least give him a chance, hear what he has to say.
0:13:04 > 0:13:09At least you can do that before you shut him back out in the cold, can't you?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12Please?
0:13:15 > 0:13:18Heather's gone, Shirl.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22And nothing we do is going to bring her back.
0:13:22 > 0:13:26But we can, we can make amends. Ben can make amends.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29He can grow up, you know. He can change.
0:13:29 > 0:13:30He could become a good man.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33And what about Hev? What's going to change for her?
0:13:36 > 0:13:39- She's gone.- And that's it?
0:13:39 > 0:13:42Gone. Dead, forgotten?
0:13:42 > 0:13:43No, no, no, of course not.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45She deserves justice.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47What justice? Eh?
0:13:47 > 0:13:51Locking away a scared kid?
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Banging him up for ten years? That justice?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55What, you want him to get away with it?
0:13:55 > 0:13:59That your world, Phil? Anyone can do anything they want?
0:13:59 > 0:14:01Anything they want? No right or wrong?
0:14:01 > 0:14:03It's just, well, you get caught or not. Is that it?
0:14:03 > 0:14:05No-one pays?
0:14:07 > 0:14:09Shirley, he is paying. Can't you see that?
0:14:09 > 0:14:14No. He's not. He's out there, swanning around. Young. Free.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16Life ahead of him. Hev is dead.
0:14:16 > 0:14:17That's not right.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20Oh, and you're the moral one, ain't ya?
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Cos you've lived your life like a saint, haven't you?
0:14:22 > 0:14:24I've never killed anyone.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26But what if you had? Eh? Just now.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29Upstairs? In the heat of the moment? What if you had?
0:14:29 > 0:14:30Then I'd give myself in.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32Really?
0:14:32 > 0:14:36Yes. Cos I couldn't live with myself.
0:14:36 > 0:14:40Waking up, every day, knowing what I'd done. I couldn't. I couldn't go on.
0:14:40 > 0:14:45Well, that's you, Shirl. It's not me. And it's not Ben.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49Locking him away, that ain't going to help anyone.
0:14:49 > 0:14:52All right, you might feel better, cos of revenge.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54And what, that'll last a day, a week?
0:14:54 > 0:14:58And then you'll know, won't ya? You'll know what you've done.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00You've locked him away, and he's getting his head kicked in.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03And worse. You know that. Much, much worse than that.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Day in, day out. Until that last little bit of good in him,
0:15:06 > 0:15:08that last little bit of good, is destroyed.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12Until he becomes something too ugly for you to even set eyes on again.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14And that, Shirley, that will be down to you.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17That ain't going to help anyone, is it?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22You say it... You say it like it makes sense.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Like...that's what anyone would do.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27- Well, ain't it?- It ain't.
0:15:27 > 0:15:33No? Well, who really knows what they'd do when it comes down to it?
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Anyone. I mean, what about Billy?
0:15:36 > 0:15:38If he found Lola with that frame. What would he do?
0:15:38 > 0:15:41Eh? Or you? You.
0:15:41 > 0:15:45If you found your girl, Carly, yeah, and she'd lost it,
0:15:45 > 0:15:51lashed out at someone, didn't mean to hurt them, but they end up dead on the floor - what would you do?
0:15:51 > 0:15:55Would you see her go to prison?
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Or would you give her a future? Hmm?
0:15:58 > 0:16:02Well, you tell me. What, what would you do?
0:16:17 > 0:16:20If you need me, I'll be over at Phil's, OK?
0:16:20 > 0:16:21Come here.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30I'll see you tomorrow.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42I loved Hev.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46I loved her.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51And I thought you loved me, but you don't.
0:16:53 > 0:16:54I do.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56No, you don't.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59You don't care, Phil.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Don't pretend that you do. You don't care at all.
0:17:02 > 0:17:06I do care. Course I care!
0:17:06 > 0:17:07Nah.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10You've never loved me.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12Not really.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Not like those other women.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Not like Sharon.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20I saw it, Phil.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I saw it in your face when she walked through that door.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27It was like your heart leapt out of your body.
0:17:27 > 0:17:32You have never, never looked at me like that.
0:17:32 > 0:17:37Ain't true, Shirley. She's just a mate.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38She's an old, old mate.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Gave up your marriage with Kathy.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Don't tell me she didn't do that for you.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48It was a fling.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50It was nothing.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53I know you, Phil.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55I know you.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58You would have been all over her.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Not taken your eyes off her for one second.
0:18:01 > 0:18:06Like a dog on heat.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07I can see it.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12And, now, she's here.
0:18:14 > 0:18:20And you, you look at me and you think, "I'm stuck.
0:18:20 > 0:18:24"I'm stuck with that old battleaxe, cos she knows my dirty secret".
0:18:24 > 0:18:25Is that it, Phil?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28You trapped?
0:18:35 > 0:18:39Even if I did want to keep my mouth shut, I couldn't live with that.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42I couldn't live with those lies.
0:18:43 > 0:18:47And that look in your eyes,
0:18:47 > 0:18:51wondering every time, "Is she going to crack?"
0:18:53 > 0:18:57If we had a ruck, an argument over the washing up,
0:18:57 > 0:19:02what would you be thinking - "I gotta keep quiet, can't take the risk?
0:19:03 > 0:19:05"Say if she talks? Say if she spills?"
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Where do we go from there, Phil?
0:19:11 > 0:19:15Don't you see that there is no way forward any more?
0:19:17 > 0:19:19It's not going to work. None of this.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22It can work. We can make it work.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25We can turn Ben around, can't we?
0:19:25 > 0:19:30Now that you know, you can talk to him, you can explain.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Explain what?!
0:19:31 > 0:19:33That he did wrong.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Oh, really?
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Ain't he got that yet?
0:19:37 > 0:19:39You can hear his side.
0:19:40 > 0:19:46Shirl, you mean everything, everything to me.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49You mean the world to me. You're my life.
0:19:51 > 0:19:53Phil?
0:19:54 > 0:19:57Phil?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59Wait here. Don't move.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07Hi. I did knock but there was no answer. You all right?
0:20:07 > 0:20:09Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. What do you want?
0:20:09 > 0:20:12Well, you told me to come back.
0:20:13 > 0:20:14Where's Ian?
0:20:14 > 0:20:16Oh, he's at home.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18Lucy's upset, but I think I got through...
0:20:18 > 0:20:21What's he doing? Has he said anything?
0:20:21 > 0:20:25Nothing. No, nothing. Well, I just left them to talk.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Are you sure you're all right?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. Just...now's not a very good time.
0:20:29 > 0:20:33Oh, right. OK, well...
0:20:33 > 0:20:36I'll go and get Denny, we can come back later, yeah?
0:20:36 > 0:20:39That's... That's not a good idea.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42What do you mean?
0:20:42 > 0:20:46You and Dennis coming back. That's not a good idea.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50- But you said we could stay. - Well, something's come up.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52I won't get in the way. I can kip on the floor.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55It's not going to happen, Sharon. You need to go.
0:20:55 > 0:21:00- What's got into you?- Nothing's got into me. I just don't like the idea of you kipping on my sofa. Sorry.
0:21:00 > 0:21:05- I've got no money. I've got a six-year-old who hasn't eaten. I've got nowhere to sleep!- Tough.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06Ain't my problem, is it?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Why are you being like this?
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Ain't being like anything.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13Well, earlier... Well, it was like old times.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15I thought we were close.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19What, you think you can turn up here, damsel in distress,
0:21:19 > 0:21:22and we all drop everything, we all worship Sharon?
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Nothing's too much trouble?
0:21:24 > 0:21:26- No, no, no, of course not! - That's not how it works.
0:21:26 > 0:21:30Now, I did you a favour. I helped you out. And that's it. End of story. I ain't interested.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32Fine! If that's the way you feel about it.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34Yeah. That's the way I feel.
0:21:34 > 0:21:38- Well, I won't take up any more of your time.- Good.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41- I'll see myself out then, shall I? - Yeah.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43Well, what are you waiting for?
0:21:45 > 0:21:47You haven't changed a bit, have you?
0:22:00 > 0:22:04She means nothing to me. Nothing.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08Now do you believe me?
0:22:10 > 0:22:14You chose Mandy over me. Right here. Right here.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17You chose her over your own child!
0:22:17 > 0:22:21You pushed me through that door. You chucked me out.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25Even when I said you'd never see me again, you didn't care.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Do you know what that's like?
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Your own dad choosing someone else over you?
0:22:36 > 0:22:38It was wrong.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41What, is that all you can say?
0:22:42 > 0:22:43I'm sorry.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Sorry.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Sorry? What is that going to help?
0:22:54 > 0:22:55I don't know.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00Don't you love me?
0:23:00 > 0:23:03Lucy, of course I love you! You're my little girl.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07But you preferred her?
0:23:10 > 0:23:11I was scared.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16I just thought if I could get that...
0:23:16 > 0:23:20ring on her finger...
0:23:20 > 0:23:23then everything'd... everything'd be OK.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29I was wrong.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32It wasn't.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34She was just like all the others.
0:23:34 > 0:23:35She didn't love me.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38She didn't really love me.
0:23:39 > 0:23:42Am I supposed to care?
0:23:42 > 0:23:43You left us.
0:23:43 > 0:23:44You abandoned us.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52I know.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54And I'm sorry.
0:23:55 > 0:23:59I'd just like you to forgive me. That's all.
0:23:59 > 0:24:04Please, if you'll just give me a chance. Just one chance, OK?
0:24:04 > 0:24:06I can...
0:24:06 > 0:24:09I can prove I can get better.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11That...
0:24:11 > 0:24:14That I can be a better father.
0:24:15 > 0:24:19Yeah? And how are you going to do that?
0:24:23 > 0:24:25I don't know.
0:24:26 > 0:24:29I...I don't know.
0:24:29 > 0:24:36But if you just give me a chance, Lucy, I'll do...
0:24:36 > 0:24:39I'll do anything...
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I promise you.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47I just want to come home.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Come home?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54And if I let you?
0:24:54 > 0:24:57Any... Anything. Anything.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03OK.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08You mean it?
0:25:08 > 0:25:10On one condition.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13Yeah, yeah. Name it. Name it.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16You can come back home...
0:25:16 > 0:25:18Yes.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21..if you sign everything over to me.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24What?
0:25:24 > 0:25:27All of it. The house.
0:25:27 > 0:25:31The businesses. It all has to be in my name.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36I'm not going to be left like I was before. Not again.
0:25:36 > 0:25:42And if you go again, it'll all be mine.
0:25:46 > 0:25:47What do you say?
0:25:52 > 0:25:53OK.
0:25:58 > 0:25:59You...
0:26:00 > 0:26:02You love me.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05And you love Ben.
0:26:05 > 0:26:08I know that you don't want to, but you do.
0:26:08 > 0:26:14And what he did, it was a mistake. A terrible mistake with tragic consequences, but that's all it was.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17It was just a mistake.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20And you, you're the closest thing he's got to a mum.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22And he, he is the closest thing you've got to a son.
0:26:22 > 0:26:26And you can't see him get put away. You can't.
0:26:26 > 0:26:31And we can work through this together. We can.
0:26:31 > 0:26:36I can't. Even if I wanted to, I just can't.
0:26:36 > 0:26:40I'll help you, Shirley. Just...trust me. Please.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42And I promise you I'll help you.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45How? Tell me, how can I live with this?
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Just look him in the eye.
0:26:50 > 0:26:54Look Ben in the eye, and talk to him, and then you'll see what he is.
0:26:55 > 0:26:59He's just a kid. A messed-up kid.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02Messed up by me.
0:27:02 > 0:27:06- And he needs you, Shirley. He needs you.- No.
0:27:06 > 0:27:09He does. He does. He needs his mum.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12So, please, just...
0:27:12 > 0:27:15just look him in the eye and talk to him, yeah?
0:27:15 > 0:27:19And after that, you can do whatever you want.
0:27:19 > 0:27:23I won't stop you. I promise.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26Please, Shirley. Please?
0:27:32 > 0:27:35Thank you.
0:27:35 > 0:27:38Thank you. Stay there.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41I'll go get him. I'll be right back.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53THUNDER RUMBLES
0:28:07 > 0:28:10Ben? Ben?
0:28:12 > 0:28:14- Where is he?- Ben?
0:28:14 > 0:28:16Ben?
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Ben!
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