0:00:28 > 0:00:30Where do you think you're going, Whit?
0:00:30 > 0:00:33I'm going out that door and I'm not coming back.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35Don't be silly, there's really no need for that.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- Just come in, sit down and put your bag down.- No.
0:00:37 > 0:00:38I'm not mucking about, Whit.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41- I got Tiff upstairs in a right state.- And why's that?
0:00:41 > 0:00:44- It's nothing to do with me, I can tell you that.- Really? - What are you saying?- Nothing.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47I'm not saying nothing. I'm keeping my lips sealed from now on.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to look at you. I want to go out that door...
0:00:50 > 0:00:53You're not going anywhere until we have talked this through.
0:00:53 > 0:00:57- What you doing?- Just sit down. - Give me my bag.- No.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00What are you going to do? What, are you going to pop over to Lucy?
0:01:00 > 0:01:03Or pop over and see Joey, are you? Or just sulk for a half hour?
0:01:03 > 0:01:06- You don't think I'll go? - I think you're being a brat. - I don't need my bag.- Stop.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Let's just stop this. Let's just stop, all right?
0:01:08 > 0:01:10I'm sorry...
0:01:10 > 0:01:13- I'm sorry if I've snapped at you. - You snapped at me?
0:01:13 > 0:01:17- You think that is what this is about? - I don't know, Whit. I don't know.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20I haven't got the faintest idea what is going on in your head
0:01:20 > 0:01:21- cos you won't tell me! - Because I want out.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23I want out, OK, I want out.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- I don't want nothing to do with you, all of it. Everything.- Why?
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Because I can't stand it.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29I can't stand being around people who've got no idea.
0:01:29 > 0:01:30No idea about what?
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Do I have to spell it out to you?
0:01:37 > 0:01:38All right.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41All right, Whit, you know I understand.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42Yeah, but do you? Do you really?
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Yes, I do, because I was here too, remember?
0:01:44 > 0:01:48Yeah, you were here. You were here, but where were you?
0:01:48 > 0:01:50You were downstairs, you were watching telly,
0:01:50 > 0:01:53you were making tea, you were snoring in your bed...
0:01:53 > 0:01:55while Tony came in.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58He came into my room and he paid me his little visits.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Listen to me, listen.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03He is gone now, all right? He's gone.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06We have dealt with that and you are better now.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09Oh, I'm better? I'm better, am I? Look at me, do I look better to you?
0:02:09 > 0:02:12He's dead, all right, Whit? He's dead.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15He's just a horrible little pervert that has gone and topped himself
0:02:15 > 0:02:17and good riddance, all right - that's what I say.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20You don't understand. See? You never understand.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21That is not true, Whitney.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Look at you, you can hardly look at me.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26- Every time I mention his name, you look down at the floor. - All right, I do.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29- VOICE BREAKING:- I do, cos I find this really difficult.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Yeah, you're guilty. You know you are, you know this is your fault.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- What?- I didn't bring him here, did I? You brought him here
0:02:34 > 0:02:37- and you let this happen to me. - That is NOT right. I had no idea...
0:02:37 > 0:02:39You're meant to be able to come home,
0:02:39 > 0:02:41shut the front door behind you and feel safe.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43Now, I ain't felt that.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I ain't felt that, not since I was 12 years old.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Whitney, this is not my fault, OK? I didn't know.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Whitney, please, please...
0:02:50 > 0:02:54Please don't let him do this to us.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57He's dead, he's gone - it's over.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01You don't understand, you don't.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Tony understood me though.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06He knew everything about me, he knew exactly what I liked.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08I didn't have to pretend with him.
0:03:08 > 0:03:09What are you talking about?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11You don't understand, you don't.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13I'm messed up, I'm messed up, I'm a horrible person.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15I shouldn't even be around normal people.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17I shouldn't be around anyone.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23Whit. Don't...
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Tiffany, go up to your room.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31- Whitney?- Go to your room, now.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42Whitney!
0:03:47 > 0:03:48He can't handle it, can he?
0:03:48 > 0:03:52Me getting attention from another bloke.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Cos he knows what they're getting.
0:03:55 > 0:03:56What he's missing out on.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00- Is that right?- Yeah...
0:04:00 > 0:04:03Hard act to follow, me.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- You ain't exactly shy. - Never have been.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10Do you like the way I look? Hm?
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Do you think I'm desirable?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17What about my lipstick?
0:04:17 > 0:04:18Do you think it's too much?
0:04:19 > 0:04:22And my earrings? Do you like them? Do you think I look nice in them?
0:04:22 > 0:04:24I ain't looking at your earrings.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35In there.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Well, go on.
0:04:44 > 0:04:45What you waiting for?
0:04:47 > 0:04:49This isn't exactly my style.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52Some...side alley by a pub.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55It's naughty.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56No, it's tacky.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03- Maybe you should go home?- Why?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Why do you say that?
0:05:05 > 0:05:06Cos I'm trash?
0:05:08 > 0:05:09Sleep it off.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11I'll buy you a coffee in the morning.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14ALLEYCAT MEOWS
0:05:15 > 0:05:18What's wrong with me?
0:05:18 > 0:05:20What you walking away for?
0:05:24 > 0:05:26- BIANCA:- I'm not letting you go, Whit.
0:05:26 > 0:05:27I am NOT letting you go anywhere.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30What you going to do, eh? Just leave Tiff in the house on her own?
0:05:30 > 0:05:32You've left that door wide open.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35That about just sums you up though, doesn't it, eh?
0:05:35 > 0:05:38Leaving the door wide open for anyone to walk in.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- Anyone.- Whit, please... - Just leave me alone, OK.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44I don't need you.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47I don't need anyone.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Bianca?
0:05:50 > 0:05:53- What's happened?- She's gone, ain't she? She's gone, she's leaving.
0:05:53 > 0:05:54She just won't listen to me.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56What, you had a row?
0:05:56 > 0:05:59It's Tony, he's dead - he's killed himself.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03But she just can't cope.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06And I can't cope. She's leaving and I've lost her!
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Well, go after her.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10I can't, because I've left Tiff in there on her own.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13You go and be with Tiff... and I'll find Whit, yeah?
0:06:15 > 0:06:16- Will you bring her back?- Yeah.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Will you promise you'll bring her back
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- and just don't take no for an answer?- OK, I will.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Kat, you don't understand.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25You don't understand what she's capable of, all right?
0:06:25 > 0:06:28After Tony, there was this horrible bloke called Rob
0:06:28 > 0:06:31and he just made her... He made her do things.
0:06:33 > 0:06:34I understand.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Look, I'm going to get her. I promise, yeah?
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Go home.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50CAROL: Bianca?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS
0:07:01 > 0:07:03INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS AND MUSIC
0:07:06 > 0:07:07Ian?
0:07:07 > 0:07:10You see that? Some yob's just thrown beer all over my window.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Mindless thuggery, that's the curse of today.
0:07:12 > 0:07:13Have you seen Whitney?
0:07:13 > 0:07:16I tell you what, she is the sort of person I'm talking about.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19I had to sack her from Scarlett's - she's hopeless, totally hopeless.
0:07:19 > 0:07:23- What should I expect with a mother like Bianca?- Have you seen her? - Who, Bianca?- Whitney!
0:07:23 > 0:07:25- Yeah, she sloped past a little while ago.- Which way did she go?
0:07:25 > 0:07:27High Street.
0:07:33 > 0:07:34And you sent Kat after her?
0:07:34 > 0:07:36I've got Tiff upstairs, what was I supposed to do?
0:07:36 > 0:07:39- Just leave her on her own?- You deal with Tiff, I'll go after Whitney.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41That's just going to make things worse.
0:07:41 > 0:07:44How's it going to make things worse? She's run off.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- She's not going to listen to you, is she?- Oh, really?
0:07:46 > 0:07:47And she'll listen to Kat?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50I wouldn't trust Kat Slater to save my life.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56WIND HOWLS
0:07:56 > 0:07:59- KAT:- Whitney! Whitney!
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- Oh.- What you doing?
0:08:01 > 0:08:03What's it got to do with you?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Look, I just seen your mum.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Yeah? She send you after me, did she?
0:08:07 > 0:08:09No, listen, she's upset, yeah?
0:08:09 > 0:08:11But she's looking after Tiff.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12She's in a right state.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14There's no need to be. I can take care of myself.
0:08:14 > 0:08:18How? You've got no money, no clothes, where you going to stay?
0:08:18 > 0:08:20- Something will turn up. - No, you're coming home with me.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- Kat, get your hands off me, all right?- I'm not messing about here.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- MAN:- You got a problem, darling? - She's fine. Come on.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29No, I have got a problem actually. You got room for a little one?
0:08:29 > 0:08:31- Yeah, sure. Hop in. - Hang on, what are you doing?
0:08:31 > 0:08:33I'm going to find a bed for the night.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34No, come on!
0:08:34 > 0:08:37We'll take care of her, won't we, lads? We're going to a party.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39Oh, they're going to a party - I love parties.
0:08:39 > 0:08:40I'm a proper party girl.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42You're not coming to a party, you're coming home with me.
0:08:42 > 0:08:46- Get in, love.- Go on, budge over. - She don't want to go with you.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Oh, do me a favour. Come here.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50- Get off me, Kat.- No. - Who do you think you are?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52- What's your name, love? - Me? I'm Whitney.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54- I just think that's a lovely name. - KAT SCOFFS
0:08:54 > 0:08:58- Let me buy you a drink? We'll get better acquainted.- Mate, what about the party?- It'll wait.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02All right, mine's a vodka - a double. I'll get us a table.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09SHE SCOFFS
0:09:12 > 0:09:16MUSIC: "I'm Your Man" by Wham!
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Whitney, what are you doing?
0:09:35 > 0:09:36Will you just leave me alone?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Come with me, yeah?
0:09:46 > 0:09:47I'll be right back.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Vodka - ice, slice of lime.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58- You can't just drag me in here, Kat. - Just shut up and listen to me, yeah?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- You ain't got no right. - I'm your mum's mate.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02She ain't my mum and you ain't even mates any more.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05You're still going to listen to me. Excuse me, love, do you mind?
0:10:06 > 0:10:09- Well?- That bloke, he's only after one thing.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13- Oh, really? Thank God you're here to educate me.- And his mates.
0:10:13 > 0:10:14They ain't all like that, Kat.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16You was offering it to him on a plate, I heard you.
0:10:16 > 0:10:20- You heard what you wanted to hear. - I heard you and he heard you.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Do you know what? I don't care.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Blokes like me, I can't help that.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Don't tell me you ain't ever been there.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28It don't matter what I've done.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Why? List too long, is it?
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Yeah, it is, actually, and I ain't proud of it.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35I feel sick when I think of the things that I've done
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- and the people I've hurt. - You ain't me.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40No, I ain't you...
0:10:40 > 0:10:41but we ain't so different, Whit.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44Really?
0:10:46 > 0:10:47Take a look.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04I know you're hurting, but so is Bianca.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07What do you know about Bianca? What do you know about me?
0:11:07 > 0:11:10- Nothing.- I know what happened, she told me about Tony dying.
0:11:12 > 0:11:16He didn't... He didn't just die - he killed himself, so...
0:11:16 > 0:11:18And I'm not hurting - I'm glad, actually.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21I don't care, I'm free now.
0:11:21 > 0:11:25Anyway, I got a drink waiting for me.
0:11:25 > 0:11:29You want to think about what you're going to do with that freedom, Whit.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32- You think no-one understands you, no-one cares?- Oh, they care.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34They care all right, but they just don't know,
0:11:34 > 0:11:36they don't know what goes on in my head.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38- They don't understand me at all. - I do.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- Oh, yeah, why's that? - Because it happened to me.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48That don't mean nothing. That don't mean we're the same.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50No-one's the "same".
0:11:50 > 0:11:52- I don't want to talk about it, Kat. - I think you need to talk about it.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54I thought you said no-one understood you.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Yeah, no-one in my family, and you ain't my family.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59You don't have nothing to do with me, Kat.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01I know what it's like to be a little girl.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03To think like a little girl. Big dreams.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Having fun with your mates. Growing up.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08And then a man...
0:12:08 > 0:12:12A grown man comes in your room.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15And you're so sleepy, you don't know who it is
0:12:15 > 0:12:18and then he shuts the door, he sits on your bed.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21And he's stroking your hair and he's telling you that you're sweet...
0:12:21 > 0:12:23and you're pretty and you're special.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27And even though...
0:12:27 > 0:12:30you're so scared and you feel sick
0:12:30 > 0:12:35and you're totally paralysed, you think...
0:12:35 > 0:12:36is this normal?
0:12:36 > 0:12:39Do I deserve this?
0:12:41 > 0:12:44And then your childhood is snatched away in an instant.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49You think no-one understands you, eh?
0:12:51 > 0:12:54I know what it's like, Whit, and so do you.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58And it doesn't end there.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01Even when he's dead and he's disappeared.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03He's still got you, he's there for life.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07It just messes everything up.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Men...
0:13:10 > 0:13:12marriage, love.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Just spoils everything.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18My whole adult life has been spoilt by it.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23Look at me. Whitney, look at me!
0:13:29 > 0:13:32I'm dragging a bloke down an alleyway because I'm damaged.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36A quick fix, yeah?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40But you stay broken.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44It's broken me, Whit.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47But it doesn't have to break you.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49I do not want you to go through this as well.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Tiff ...
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Oh, your hair's still wet.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26SHE SNIFFLES
0:14:31 > 0:14:32Sorry.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36I'm really sorry I was horrible to you.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39That was wrong, will you forgive me?
0:14:45 > 0:14:46Oh, you're so lovely.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54- Then why do you hate me?- What?
0:14:54 > 0:14:59I don't hate you, I love you. I love you so much.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03Do you hate Whitney?
0:15:03 > 0:15:05No.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08No, I don't hate Whitney.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Then why are you so angry with her?
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Is it cos of Tony?
0:15:16 > 0:15:18Cos Tony's dead?
0:15:18 > 0:15:20Is that why you're sad?
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Right.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30Let's go down and make a hot chocolate, yeah?
0:15:30 > 0:15:32How does that sound?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Come on, come back with me. Come back home and talk to Bianca.
0:15:42 > 0:15:46- I can't. I can't.- Why not?
0:15:46 > 0:15:50Kat, if she knew what was inside my head, it would break her heart.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52She knows, believe me.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57Whether you tell her or not, she knows exactly how you feel.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02All you've got to do is look into your eyes.
0:16:06 > 0:16:07Look at me.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11You saying you can't see it?
0:16:18 > 0:16:19VOICE BREAKING: Yeah, I can.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Come on, don't cry.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25Kat, I don't know what to do.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29I don't know...
0:16:29 > 0:16:31I don't know what's wrong with me.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37You know when he died...
0:16:40 > 0:16:43You'd think I'd be pleased...
0:16:43 > 0:16:44but I wasn't.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49I just felt this emptiness inside. Empty and he was gone.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55- And all the time, I just thought...- What?
0:16:57 > 0:16:58I thought I loved him.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01I thought I loved him.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04I did.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06And when he died...
0:17:08 > 0:17:11..I think I suddenly remembered what that was like.
0:17:11 > 0:17:15- It wasn't true. - I know, I know it wasn't.
0:17:15 > 0:17:16But it felt true at the time.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21He...
0:17:21 > 0:17:22He stole my childhood, Kat.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28He stole it - I'm never going to get that back, am I?
0:17:32 > 0:17:34I should hate him.
0:17:34 > 0:17:38I know I should. But I can't, and I don't.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Maybe if I could see him one more time.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47What would you say to him? How would that make it better?
0:17:47 > 0:17:50I'd ask him. Say...
0:17:50 > 0:17:52"Why did you do that to me?"
0:17:52 > 0:17:54And what do you think he'd say? He'd only lie to you.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57He'd say it's because he loves you and you're special.
0:17:57 > 0:18:01And he'd say not to breathe a word because it's "our little secret".
0:18:01 > 0:18:03He might have explained.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06How could he?
0:18:06 > 0:18:07Whitney, he was sick.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09He won't admit it.
0:18:09 > 0:18:13Harry, yeah, he wouldn't admit it. He made me think it was my fault.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17And that's what Tony would do to you.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Kat, he was on his own.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21He was all on his own and he was so sad.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23Don't you dare feel sorry for him.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25How could he have done a thing like that?
0:18:25 > 0:18:26None of this is your fault.
0:18:26 > 0:18:30What if I'd have seen him? I could've put it behind me.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32Well, put it behind you now.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35Yeah, both of us - let's both put it behind us now.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40What, just like that?
0:18:41 > 0:18:43No, not just like that.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47But look, look where we are.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49We're in some grotty toilet in a pub,
0:18:49 > 0:18:51talking about two horrible men.
0:18:51 > 0:18:56Two weak men who were so sick they took advantage of a child.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Now, I don't know about you,
0:18:58 > 0:19:01but I'm not going to let them ruin my life any more.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03I am sick of hating myself
0:19:03 > 0:19:05and feeling dirty with this dirty little secret.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09No, I'm not having it any more.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21You know what Alfie said to me?
0:19:24 > 0:19:27He said I was "beyond help" and I'm a "lost cause".
0:19:27 > 0:19:29And he's right.
0:19:29 > 0:19:30Look at me.
0:19:32 > 0:19:33Go out on the pull.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Wearing a tight, low-cut dress.
0:19:38 > 0:19:39Lipstick.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43And you see these earrings, right?
0:19:44 > 0:19:47I don't know why, but if I've got a bloke in sight,
0:19:47 > 0:19:50and I'm on the pull, I go out in these. I don't know why.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56They were my mum's, she left them to me.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01And do you know who bought them for her?
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Harry, yeah.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04Paid for them with his own money.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Wrapped them up with his fat hands...
0:20:08 > 0:20:11and gave them to her.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14Wishing her happy birthday and giving her a peck on the cheek.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20Then looking over at me and giving me a little wink.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24She had no idea.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28She thought the world of Harry.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31I tried to tell her once.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34But she didn't believe me and she called me a liar.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38So I stayed quiet for years.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42I was worried that she'd be disappointed...
0:20:44 > 0:20:46..and she'd hate me.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49But if only I'd tried harder
0:20:49 > 0:20:51and MADE her believe me.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56She was my mum and she's gone now...
0:20:59 > 0:21:04..and I could never tell her what he did to me...
0:21:04 > 0:21:05and how he made me feel.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11But you should tell Bianca.
0:21:11 > 0:21:16She loves you so much, she deserves that at least -
0:21:16 > 0:21:18just be honest with her.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23GIRLS CHATTER INDISTINCTLY
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I've got to go.
0:21:25 > 0:21:30Look, I can't force you to come back, yeah? It's up to you.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33If you need a friend...
0:21:34 > 0:21:36I need a friend.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Someone who understands you.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41I'm here if you need me, all right?
0:21:54 > 0:21:56MUSIC: "Gimme Me All Your Lovin'" by ZZ Top
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Who's that for?
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Whitney, she likes hot chocolate too.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24Tony used to make it for her at bedtime.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28That's nice of him.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Are there lots of men like Tony?
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Not lots, no.
0:22:36 > 0:22:37Some.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41How do you know which ones are like him?
0:22:41 > 0:22:42You don't.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48It's REALLY, really...
0:22:50 > 0:22:52difficult to tell.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58How do you know who's nice and who isn't?
0:22:59 > 0:23:01SHE SIGHS
0:23:09 > 0:23:12You've just got to be really, really careful.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Really careful.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Careful who you trust.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Are you careful?
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Is that why you ain't got a boyfriend no more?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35PAN SIZZLES
0:23:42 > 0:23:44Is Whitney coming back?
0:23:51 > 0:23:53Don't cry.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01I would never, ever let anything bad happen to you.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Never.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08DOORBELLL RINGS
0:24:08 > 0:24:09Whitney!
0:24:14 > 0:24:16Sorry, I forgot my key.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18- Did you find her?- No.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20I looked in the R&R, the caff, the Vic.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22- I even went to Ian's and asked Lucy.- And?
0:24:22 > 0:24:25Nothing. Listen, don't worry about it.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27When she calms down, I'm sure she'll come back.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30Yeah, yeah, I'm just being silly. Come on then, you - upstairs.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32I'm going to read you a story.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35Something you like, it don't matter how long it is, come on.
0:24:35 > 0:24:36DOORBELL RINGS
0:24:38 > 0:24:39Whitney!
0:24:52 > 0:24:54You all right?
0:24:54 > 0:24:55Yeah.
0:24:55 > 0:24:59We was down the pub having a chat. It was nice.
0:25:03 > 0:25:06Come on, Tiff, I'll take you upstairs, darling.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08- We made some hot chocolate - it's in the kitchen.- Thanks, Tiff.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16You sure you're all right?
0:25:18 > 0:25:19VOICE BREAKING: No.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24You don't have to be sorry.
0:25:24 > 0:25:27It's not your fault, it's my fault.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30I don't blame you, I didn't mean it. It's just something I said.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33- WHISPERS:- It's all right.
0:25:33 > 0:25:34I should've known.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35I should've...
0:25:37 > 0:25:40You've got to say what you think, anyway.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42You can't bottle it all up.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46I'm glad, I'm glad he's gone.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48Just sometimes, it just comes back to me
0:25:48 > 0:25:52and I get a bit sad and I can't pretend it never happened.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55Well, you don't have to pretend no more.
0:25:55 > 0:25:58Cos you're here now and you're home and you're safe.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02You can say anything to me.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04I know.
0:26:05 > 0:26:06I'm your mum.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13There's nothing you can say or think that could ever shock me.
0:26:13 > 0:26:17I just have to be a little bit braver.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20I think we both do.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26I better go.
0:26:27 > 0:26:28Thanks, Kat.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32That's all right.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36Kat? I'll see you in the morning then, yeah? At the stall?
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Yeah, why not?
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Partners?
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Best mates.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53Now, listen...
0:26:54 > 0:26:56- VOICE BREAKING:- From now on,
0:26:56 > 0:26:59I want you to come through that door,
0:26:59 > 0:27:02close it behind you, and know that you are safe.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07That no-one is ever, ever going to get you.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11Or ever hurt you again. Do you hear me?
0:27:13 > 0:27:16Do you think you can ever feel like that again?
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Yeah, yeah, I think I can.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23I'll be back in a minute.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27I will, I'll be back in a minute.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35MEN LAUGH
0:27:38 > 0:27:39Kat...
0:27:45 > 0:27:47I... I just wanted to say...
0:27:50 > 0:27:53- ..if you ever want anyone to talk to, I am around.- Same here.
0:28:00 > 0:28:01And them earrings...
0:28:03 > 0:28:05I think you should dump 'em.
0:28:05 > 0:28:06I don't think they're very you.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11Yeah, maybe.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45I'll see you.
0:28:45 > 0:28:46I'll see you.
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