0:00:33 > 0:00:36Time to get those legs moving again.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38Doctor's orders, I'm afraid.
0:00:38 > 0:00:42And what better motivation than burnt toast and soggy cornflakes.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44Maybe later, I've only just woke up.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46I had you down as a man of action.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49Come on. For me?
0:00:49 > 0:00:50That's it.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52Come on.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56That's it, take your time. Take your time.
0:00:56 > 0:00:57Lean on me.
0:01:00 > 0:01:04No... I can't. I can't.
0:01:07 > 0:01:08I'll get back as soon as I can.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Are you sure you don't want me to take the day off?
0:01:10 > 0:01:15Stop fussing. I'm not on my last legs.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17Not yet anyway.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20So what? They fixed you up all right then, yeah?
0:01:20 > 0:01:23Yeah. Like one of your clapped out motors.
0:01:23 > 0:01:27I'm back on the road, but something could blow any minute.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29It won't.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31Think positive.
0:01:31 > 0:01:35I was feeling fine a couple of weeks ago.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38Started to get tired, a bit breathless...
0:01:38 > 0:01:43Then what, I visit the specialist and bam!
0:01:43 > 0:01:45She hit me with it.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46Your kidneys are shot.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48I need a transplant.
0:01:48 > 0:01:52There's got to be something else you can do. Something less drastic.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Yeah. I could start dialysis.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Yeah, but you heard what that doctor said.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00That means spending every other day at the hospital, nausea,
0:02:00 > 0:02:03dizziness, not to mention feeling tired all the time...
0:02:03 > 0:02:04Hm, if it keeps me going...
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Yeah, but it's not the sort of life you'd choose though, is it?
0:02:07 > 0:02:09It'd be all right if it was our only option...
0:02:09 > 0:02:12It is! You heard what they said about the transplant list.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15You're talking years, even for a white guy.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Hold on. What's colour got to do with anything?
0:02:17 > 0:02:18We're talking about a kidney.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21You've got to match blood group and tissue type.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24And that's more likely coming from someone from
0:02:24 > 0:02:26the same ethnic background.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29Not enough brothers coming forward so...
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Yeah, but maybe we'll get lucky, eh?
0:02:31 > 0:02:32Maybe my bloods'll be a match.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34What do you mean, yours?
0:02:34 > 0:02:35I told you I was getting tested, look.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37I feel like a pincushion.
0:02:39 > 0:02:40I ain't using that.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43There's nothing to be embarrassed about.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Just till you get your confidence back.
0:02:47 > 0:02:48All right if I come in?
0:02:48 > 0:02:50There's nothing wrong with my confidence.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52It's my legs, it's my ribs, it's everything.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55You're healing nicely. Now, I'm going to leave that there.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56Just in case you change your mind.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03You must be mad, turning her down.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- Nah, just want the bed back, don't they?- Probably.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08About time though, ain't it?
0:03:08 > 0:03:10I mean, you must be itching to get out of here.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Do you want something or did you just come to annoy me?
0:03:12 > 0:03:13No... Look...
0:03:13 > 0:03:15You ain't going to like this, all right?
0:03:15 > 0:03:18But before you start having a pop at me,
0:03:18 > 0:03:21this would never have happened if you'd left me in charge.
0:03:21 > 0:03:25Now, Ronnie has let things go with this Carl geezer, all right.
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- The other night at the club... - Yes, yes, I know. She's called me.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31- So what're you still doing in here? - Well, what do you want me to do?
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Run him over with my wheelchair or something?
0:03:33 > 0:03:34Ronnie can deal with it.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39You're paying way over the odds for the mixers.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42What are you doing...?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44Like a bit of rough, do you?
0:03:44 > 0:03:47You are a grubby, grubby little backstreet dealer.
0:03:47 > 0:03:48You're lucky I'm a gentleman.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50I wouldn't do to you what I'd do to a bloke
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- if he talked to me like that. - What exactly is that, eh, Carl?
0:03:53 > 0:03:54You know, I keep coming back to security.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57I've noticed Phil hasn't even invested in an alarm
0:03:57 > 0:03:59for the house where you live on your own.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01You wouldn't dare.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03How do you think I got in here, eh?
0:04:05 > 0:04:07Now if you don't think you need proper protection,
0:04:07 > 0:04:09proper security for this place...
0:04:10 > 0:04:13..I'm going to keep coming back. Simple as that.
0:04:22 > 0:04:23Ronnie is a bird, all right.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25She might give it large but, at the end of the day,
0:04:25 > 0:04:27if he comes at her, she ain't going to be able to do nothing.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30You think I can? I can't even take a leak standing up.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31So? You've been beaten up before.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34It's never stopped you fighting for what's yours, has it?
0:04:34 > 0:04:37- If you're so bothered, why don't you do something about it?- I have.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41Look, you need to be at home.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43All right. He needs to see you on the Square.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45You need to have your family around you...
0:04:45 > 0:04:47Well, what's Ronnie then, eh?
0:04:47 > 0:04:50Make your mind up, Billy, will ya? I can't be doing with all this.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52- Come on, look, don't be like that... - PHONE RINGS
0:04:52 > 0:04:53Why don't you just do one, eh?
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Phil, I need to talk to you about something...
0:04:56 > 0:04:57- PHONE RINGS - Shut that thing up, will ya!
0:04:57 > 0:04:59I'll be back in a minute.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01- Don't bother. - PHONE RINGS
0:05:04 > 0:05:07I don't understand. Yesterday everything was fine.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Now Sam's ill, and you're talking about having a massive operation...
0:05:10 > 0:05:11And we can't hang about.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14- Time - that's a luxury we ain't got. - But the risks are...
0:05:14 > 0:05:17The risks are minimal, hon. It's just like crossing the road.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Besides, I take my life into my hands every time
0:05:19 > 0:05:21I walk into a classroom.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Anyway, the chances are your mum won't even be a match.
0:05:24 > 0:05:28- See, she's not a blood relative. - Sam.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30What?
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Don't you go getting any funny ideas, OK?
0:05:32 > 0:05:34- But I thought you said that it was perfectly safe.- It is.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35But you're too young.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38- We wouldn't let you do that anyway, would we?- Mm-hm.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42Guess what? Everyone's out this evening.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44We've got the house all to ourselves.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46Just you...me...
0:05:46 > 0:05:49and the 40th president of the United States of America
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Mr Ronald Reagan.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54And Barbara Stanwyck and a few others.
0:05:54 > 0:05:59Cattle Queen of Montana. You can't get it on DVD, so it's now or never.
0:05:59 > 0:06:03POOR AMERICAN ACCENT: Mosey on over about six. Leave your horse outside.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06HE CLEARS THROAT NORMAL VOICE: If you're up for it.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09Yeah, yeah, of course, cowboy.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Good. See you about six.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Lauren.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20They're going to snap you up.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21I hope so.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23We could really do with some money.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28No... Joey, I didn't mean....
0:06:28 > 0:06:31I know you didn't mean anything, but go on. Take it. Tube fare.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34They're going to send you off all over the place, ain't they?
0:06:34 > 0:06:36You've done way too much for us already.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39Lauren, please take it. It'll make me happy.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41If you feel that bad about it you can pay me back
0:06:41 > 0:06:42out of your first week's wages.
0:06:50 > 0:06:51Oh, Dexter.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53How's your dad?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Tired but...
0:06:55 > 0:06:57Yeah... Fathers, eh? Who'd have 'em?
0:06:57 > 0:07:01Oh, no, not that I'm comparing yours to mine.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- You heard any more from him?- No.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06What with him inside, Lauren, and money,
0:07:06 > 0:07:09and my upcoming biology practical...
0:07:09 > 0:07:11I think I might just silently have a nervous breakdown.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13You mind if I join you?
0:07:13 > 0:07:15You know, why don't we do it over lunch today?
0:07:15 > 0:07:17Anywhere you want. Your choice. My shout.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Anywhere? I've heard The Ritz is pretty good.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Nah. All hype. You want class,
0:07:22 > 0:07:24I know this wicked burger van parks up at the station sometime.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27Oh, no, no, no, nothing can beat the one outside Highbury.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29Yeah, my dad used to take to me there and he used to get me
0:07:29 > 0:07:32the works like, onions, cheese, can of cherryade.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39- Alice? - Hello.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Hello. How are you?
0:07:41 > 0:07:43Good. How are you?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Scarlett's teething. I need your magic.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50I can't. I've told Tamwar I'd spend time with him...
0:07:50 > 0:07:52You can spend time with double physics tomorrow.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Come on, let me set the scene -
0:07:54 > 0:07:56you come over tonight, cook me my dinner.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Come on. Sounds good, right?
0:07:58 > 0:08:01Yeah...but there's this film he really wants to watch.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Am I glad to see you.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23Here you go, mate, all right.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27Good flight?
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Yeah, yeah, fine. Right.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31- Where's that son of mine then? - Follow me.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36What are you doing here?
0:08:36 > 0:08:40Nothing. I'll see you at lunchtime. Yeah.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Is he up to something?
0:08:43 > 0:08:44My lips are sealed.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48Anyway, I thought you were meant to be studying.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50I actually wanted to talk to you about dad's legal fees.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55I thought I told you where to go.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Oh, charming.
0:08:57 > 0:08:58Mum.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01Two and a half hours sat next to the most obnoxious bloke in
0:09:01 > 0:09:03the whole of Christendom...
0:09:03 > 0:09:06Airport security... And that's the sort of welcome I get?
0:09:10 > 0:09:13Now what you gone and done to yourself this time, eh?
0:09:13 > 0:09:15Nothing. Just...
0:09:15 > 0:09:17I just had a bit of an accident.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19How did you know I was here?
0:09:21 > 0:09:23Billy.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Yeah, well, he rang yesterday in a right old flap.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28And before you go off on one, Phil, he was right.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31I'm your mother. And you should've told me right at the beginning.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33What's the point, eh?
0:09:33 > 0:09:35I don't want you being worried, Mum.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38You didn't want me fussing around more like.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40It's all right. Don't worry.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42I'm not stopping.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43I'm flying back tonight.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Just enough time to see you settled back home...
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Oh, no, Mum.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50And Billy is going to sort out some kind of rota where you don't
0:09:50 > 0:09:52have to worry about cooking or anything like that.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54And you'll feel better once you've had a wash
0:09:54 > 0:09:56and put a nice fresh shirt on.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Mum, you're not listening. All right. Just stop. Cos I'm not ready, OK?
0:09:59 > 0:10:02I'm just not ready.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04That's not what that pretty little nurse on reception reckons.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06You want to get her number before you go.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09Mum, are you blind or something? Look at the state of me, will ya?
0:10:09 > 0:10:12A couple weeks ago I was at death's door.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14This is why I didn't want you here, you know.
0:10:14 > 0:10:18I'm not a kid any more, Mum. And I don't want organising.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20You might not want it...
0:10:20 > 0:10:22but you've got to do something, Phil.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24What am I supposed to do, eh?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27Stand back and watch while you lose everything.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31See, the commentator said it, "Bad placing."
0:10:31 > 0:10:33- You all set? - Huh?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Sorry, babe, I'm going to have to miss it.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Where we going then? The Vic?
0:10:40 > 0:10:41Back in time.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44What do you think when you look at me?
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Do you think frumpy and boring...
0:10:46 > 0:10:47No.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Sensible, ain't ya?
0:10:51 > 0:10:53You're comfortable and that.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55There's nothing wrong with it.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56There is if you want to have fun.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58I need to loosen things up a little bit.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01Alice, you're not going to loosen things up a bit with that.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Ease yourself in gently. All right? Now trust me.
0:11:07 > 0:11:11These, little pair of heels, little top.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12Black or pink?
0:11:14 > 0:11:15Right.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Arsenal versus Hamburg. 2006.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21You know, one of the ones they actually won.
0:11:21 > 0:11:22- And...- Dexter...
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Cherryade.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29Burger, cheese and onion. Now that took some getting.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32And I wouldn't just wear this for any one, you know.
0:11:35 > 0:11:39- Abs... Come on, man, don't cry... - No, no, no, it's OK.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42It's brilliant. Thank you.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44What?
0:11:44 > 0:11:46It's just.... How could my dad be so stupid?
0:11:49 > 0:11:51It was so humiliating.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53They wouldn't even put me on the books.
0:11:53 > 0:11:54Forget about it, Lauren.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56I ain't being funny, but it's a cleaning job.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59It ain't exactly the end of the world.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Face it, Joey. I'm a failure.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05What you talking about, Lauren? You ain't a failure.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- Don't even say that. - Yeah, well,
0:12:07 > 0:12:10- if you had any idea what was going on in my head right now... - I think I do.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14I'm an alcoholic, Joey.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15No, you ain't.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17No, you ain't. Not any more.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19That's what I'm saying to you, I've been so proud of you.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22It's not something that's just going to go away. I'm not cured.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26Yeah, but you ain't exactly about to go and have another bender, are you?
0:12:26 > 0:12:27You wouldn't do that, Lauren.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30I know you wouldn't do that cos you ain't that stupid no more.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Sorry.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Don't be sorry, you know.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37It's just, it's all in the past now, isn't it?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41I don't know how you still put up with me.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Well, you know, it ain't easy.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48You have your moments, don't you?
0:12:49 > 0:12:52But overall I think you're quite lovable really.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Especially when you've got all this nice make-up just
0:12:55 > 0:12:56dripping down your face like that.
0:13:00 > 0:13:01Well, I'd better get off anyway.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04Are you sure? I can put the kettle on if you want.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07No, it's all right. I've got loads of stuff to be doing.
0:13:07 > 0:13:08See you later.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Did I interrupt?
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Oh? No. No, don't be silly.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22I don't know how to feel. I mean...
0:13:23 > 0:13:25I am so angry with him.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27But you miss him.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Confusing, ain't it?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Yeah, I don't need to tell you, do I?
0:13:33 > 0:13:36It's different though.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38You're used to your dad being around.
0:13:38 > 0:13:39Yeah, well, so are you now.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46I mean, he has done some pretty stupid things, but this...
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Wrong way round, ain't it?
0:13:49 > 0:13:51They're meant to worry about you.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58I mean, the worst part is, is that I just feel so useless.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Why? You've done what you can.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Yeah. Exactly. Nothing.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05No. You've been there. You've visited.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06I mean, you're keeping things going.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09It's no life for him in there though, is it?
0:14:09 > 0:14:12I mean, I've got all this stuff I still want to do with him.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21If there was something...
0:14:24 > 0:14:26..even if it meant putting yourself at risk...
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Would you?
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Of course I would. Like a shot.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Mum, it ain't going to work.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38You ain't going to talk me round. I'm tired. I'm worn out.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40And I've had enough.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43You've had a rough couple of years, darlin'.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48You know, when I walked away from the Square...
0:14:48 > 0:14:50I thought I'd lost everything.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54I thought I'd hit rock bottom when Archie died,
0:14:54 > 0:14:56but when the Vic went up in smoke...
0:14:57 > 0:14:59..I knew it was just the beginning.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01Mum, I know what I put you through and I'm sorry...
0:15:01 > 0:15:04No, darling, I'm not saying it to make you feel bad,
0:15:04 > 0:15:06it's just that...
0:15:06 > 0:15:09thinking I'd lost you...my Phil.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Thinking I was making things worse.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14I just wanted to roll over.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Give up.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Mum, I just think I need a bit more time, that's all.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21Oh, come off it, Phil.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23You've had a knock on the head, not a blooming lobotomy.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28You've got to get out there and you've got to show your face.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30I can't.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32Yes, you can.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34You're my boy, aren't you?
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Mum, whatever it is that...
0:15:36 > 0:15:39keeps you getting back up time and time again.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Well, I ain't got it. I just ain't got it.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Yes. Yes, you have.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48It's family. It's what keeps you going.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51People who look up to you... rely on you.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54What? Like Ben? Like Louise?
0:15:54 > 0:15:57They're better off without me, Mum.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00Yeah, well... Poor Ben. He did what he did.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03But you tried to help him, didn't you?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Didn't do any good though, did it?
0:16:05 > 0:16:09You're many things, but the Lord God Almighty you ain't.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10Now she tells me.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14You tried to help.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15That's all you can do.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17Just keep on trying.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20Like you do.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23You could be a hundred years old.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25But you're still my boy.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32I appreciate what you're trying to do, Mum....I really do.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34You know, Ben's going to need you when he gets out.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37And what about Lexi?
0:16:37 > 0:16:39What about her?
0:16:39 > 0:16:42Lexi's the one thing I ain't messed up. Up till now.
0:16:42 > 0:16:46Who's she going to look up to if you throw your hand in?
0:16:46 > 0:16:49I mean, who's going to make sure she's all right?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Billy?
0:17:10 > 0:17:12What have you done to yourself?
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Nothing.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18I just fancied a change of image.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20What was wrong with the old one?
0:17:21 > 0:17:23That's quite an aggressive choice.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Pretty girl like you doesn't need to look so...
0:17:28 > 0:17:29desperate.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Not really working that, is it?
0:17:38 > 0:17:41Sexy? Not really your thing.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43BABY CRIES
0:17:44 > 0:17:45Hold that for me.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59Hello, Jake? It's me.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01Yeah. I'm great thanks.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Be really good if we could meet up though.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21I ain't saying you ain't got a point, Mum.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23You've got to get out there.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26And defend what's yours.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28What with? Have a look at the state of me, will you?
0:18:28 > 0:18:30It's not all about muscle, Phil.
0:18:30 > 0:18:34Cos if it was, your father would have finished me off years ago.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37You've got to put on that front. Act like the guv'nor...
0:18:37 > 0:18:39What, with a load of broken ribs and stitches in my gut?
0:18:39 > 0:18:42Well, you and me, we never did do easy, did we?
0:18:42 > 0:18:43You can say that again.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46You got to put on your best bib and tucker.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Shoulders back, head held high.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51You've seen me do it enough times, Phil.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56You'll be OK. I promise.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Anyway. I'm going to love you and leave you.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01What, that's it? You're going?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Well, I said it was just a flying visit
0:19:03 > 0:19:05and I don't want to outstay my welcome.
0:19:05 > 0:19:06You said tonight, didn't you?
0:19:06 > 0:19:09Yeah, well there's something I've got to do first.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11You going to see Ronnie?
0:19:11 > 0:19:14No, she's got enough on her plate without me showing my face.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Well, what then?
0:19:16 > 0:19:20Well, it's just a little something, OK?
0:19:20 > 0:19:22Now, would you give this to Lexi for me?
0:19:23 > 0:19:27And there's something for you in there as well. Don't waste it.
0:19:33 > 0:19:34Mum...
0:19:35 > 0:19:37..when you left last time...
0:19:37 > 0:19:40No, darling. Let's not go back over all that, eh?
0:19:40 > 0:19:43No. Listen to me. When you left last time...
0:19:44 > 0:19:46..I said I didn't need you.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48But I do.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50I do need you.
0:19:50 > 0:19:51You know that, don't you?
0:19:57 > 0:20:02Shoulders back, head held high, eh?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25What time is it?
0:20:25 > 0:20:27It's time you had something to eat.
0:20:30 > 0:20:33- I think I might just go to my bed. - Come on.
0:20:33 > 0:20:34You know you have to.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36You heard what the doctor said.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42You're your mother's son, all right.
0:20:48 > 0:20:49Look... I'm going to get tested too.
0:20:53 > 0:20:54I'm touched.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Really, I am.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58But I can't let you.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00So what, it's all right for Mum to?
0:21:00 > 0:21:04You try stopping her once, she's made her mind up.
0:21:04 > 0:21:05Besides, you heard what she said earlier.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Even if I wanted you to.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Yeah, well, she doesn't have to know, does she?
0:21:09 > 0:21:11Look, I'm doing it for her.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13I mean, you might be all right with all this dialysis stuff but...
0:21:13 > 0:21:15Hardest on her, I know.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20Look, I feel terrible I've laid this down on you both.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21It's all right.
0:21:23 > 0:21:24We're family, ain't we?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27We'll cope.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41FILM SOUNDTRACK PLAYS
0:21:41 > 0:21:42KNOCK ON DOOR
0:21:47 > 0:21:50There you are. You've just missed the beginning...
0:21:54 > 0:21:55Yeah...?
0:21:55 > 0:21:57SHE GIGGLES
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Who cares, cowboy?
0:21:59 > 0:22:01I'm here now.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08I love drunk people, I love drunk people.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11Um... OK.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Just in there.
0:22:18 > 0:22:19There we go.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Do you want a coffee?
0:22:23 > 0:22:25I think you need a coffee.
0:22:25 > 0:22:26I'm going to get you a coffee.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33Over here we have a cracked basin
0:22:33 > 0:22:36with this season's must have leaky tap.
0:22:36 > 0:22:40Double divan with original vintage linens.
0:22:40 > 0:22:42De-constructed wardrobe.
0:22:42 > 0:22:43Oh, very nice.
0:22:43 > 0:22:46Yeah, I think they call it doss house chic.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Anyway, it'll do till I find a flat. Right, what're you having?
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Tea or...?
0:22:52 > 0:22:54Tea.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56So it's definitely over between you two then?
0:22:59 > 0:23:02You didn't come here to talk about my wreck of a life.
0:23:04 > 0:23:05Yeah, well...
0:23:07 > 0:23:10Apparently I'm unemployable.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14Congratulations. And so early on in your career.
0:23:14 > 0:23:18No, seriously. It's not the fact that we need the money.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22It's humiliating.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24So you thought about having a drink?
0:23:26 > 0:23:27You didn't though.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Cos you wouldn't have just stopped at one.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32You would've carried right on till oblivion.
0:23:32 > 0:23:33Call me Sherlock.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Is it that obvious?
0:23:36 > 0:23:38No.
0:23:38 > 0:23:39Not to the normal people. No.
0:23:41 > 0:23:42But we're alchies, Lauren.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45It's not something that's going to get cured or go away.
0:23:48 > 0:23:49Got a lot in common, ain't we?
0:23:51 > 0:23:52God help you.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55- Two sugars, right? - Mm-hm.
0:23:59 > 0:24:00Here you go. One coffee.
0:24:00 > 0:24:03FILM PLAYS IN BACKGROUND
0:24:34 > 0:24:35You make a decent cup of tea.
0:24:35 > 0:24:39Yeah, well I should think so after 20-odd years in catering.
0:24:39 > 0:24:40You'll have to give me some lessons.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42I can hardly boil an egg.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46Unless you're like that Gordon Ramsay in the kitchen.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49- Oh, he's a pussycat compared to me. - Right.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52Well, in that case, you'll just have to cook me dinner, won't you?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54When you've got your new place.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59Sorry, that was a bit forward. I do apologise.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01No. No, not at all.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06I want to be straight with you, Lauren.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11I know I said I was here to support you.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12And I am. I mean...
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I want to be but...
0:25:18 > 0:25:22..I haven't stopped thinking about you since the first time I met you.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25It's wrong, I know.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30Even if I was 20 years younger...
0:25:31 > 0:25:34- Even if I wasn't another addict... - Yeah.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38It'd be a really bad idea.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Yeah.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Anyway.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47I just wanted to put it out there. I'm sorry.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49You can't help the way you feel, can you?
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Feelings are good, aren't they?
0:26:19 > 0:26:21You ready to get real about things, Ronnie?
0:26:25 > 0:26:27You'd better come through.
0:26:40 > 0:26:41You surprised?
0:26:41 > 0:26:43Phil?
0:26:43 > 0:26:44Good to see you.
0:26:46 > 0:26:47I thought you'd be...
0:26:47 > 0:26:48You thought I'd be what?
0:26:48 > 0:26:51Tucked up in a hospital bed feeling sorry for myself?
0:26:51 > 0:26:53Nah, nah, nah, no time for that.
0:26:53 > 0:26:56There's people out there that might want to muscle in on what's mine.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58And you'd know all about that, wouldn't you?
0:26:58 > 0:27:00That's why I offered to keep an eye on things.
0:27:01 > 0:27:04Yeah. Yeah, Ronnie mentioned that. That's generous of you.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06Very, very generous.
0:27:06 > 0:27:07So did I get it wrong then?
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Cos I thought you wanted us to pay.
0:27:10 > 0:27:13Nah, he wouldn't do that, cos that'd be stupid.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15I mean, that'd be like a declaration of war?
0:27:15 > 0:27:17And you don't want to go to war. Do you?
0:27:17 > 0:27:19Nah.
0:27:19 > 0:27:20We're mates.
0:27:20 > 0:27:23Must be good for you to have me back.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26You know, now you can concentrate on your own business, can't you?
0:27:26 > 0:27:28It's good to know you've got my back.
0:27:30 > 0:27:31Any time, Phil.
0:27:35 > 0:27:37Toerag. That told him, didn't it?
0:27:38 > 0:27:41Phil? Do you want to go back to hospital?
0:27:41 > 0:27:43No. No. It's all right. I'm not going anywhere.
0:28:15 > 0:28:17Oh, Pat.
0:28:17 > 0:28:20We never did have that last drink, did we, darling?
0:28:21 > 0:28:24Anyway, cheers.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26You silly old cow.
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