0:00:26 > 0:00:28You going to invite me in?
0:00:30 > 0:00:33Or do you want me standing on the doorstep all night?
0:00:36 > 0:00:39Oh, the motor? Nothing special.
0:00:45 > 0:00:49Well, this is nice, ain't it?
0:00:49 > 0:00:52What are you doing here? I can't stop, Carol.
0:00:52 > 0:00:55I'm just passing through. Thought I'd pop in, see the family.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59Problem?
0:00:59 > 0:01:01You...you can't come here.
0:01:01 > 0:01:02Eh? You can't.
0:01:02 > 0:01:05Well, I'm here, ain't I? Can't pretend I'm not.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06Everything OK?
0:01:06 > 0:01:10Er, yeah. Yeah, just an unexpected visitor.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13Hi. I'm Masood.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17This is David.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20Yeah, I recognise him. From the funeral. Eh?
0:01:20 > 0:01:24Pat. We were there, my wife and I. A very sad day.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Lovely lady, your mother.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29Yeah. Quite. So...
0:01:29 > 0:01:31We're having dinner.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32And your wife?
0:01:32 > 0:01:34We're not together any more.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Right.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40Ooh, cosy.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Very cosy.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46A quiet night in?
0:01:47 > 0:01:49What are you doing here?
0:01:49 > 0:01:54Like I said, just popped round. See the family. See my daughter.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Our daughter. Is she in?
0:01:57 > 0:01:58No.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00What time are you expecting her back?
0:02:00 > 0:02:02She's away at the moment. Really? Where?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Does it matter?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Well, I've come all this way to see her, Carol.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Like I said, she's not here.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10So where is she?
0:02:10 > 0:02:11What do you want?
0:02:11 > 0:02:13I want to see Bianca.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16Well, she's not here, so you can't see her.
0:02:16 > 0:02:20I'm getting a little bit of attitude off you, Carol.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23A little bit of aggression. Wouldn't you say, Mahood?
0:02:23 > 0:02:26Masood. It's not really helping the atmosphere, is it?
0:02:26 > 0:02:28I really wouldn't know, sorry.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31No? Not sensitive to atmosphere, then?
0:02:36 > 0:02:39We're trying to have a quiet, romantic night in.
0:02:39 > 0:02:43You know, perhaps it would be better if you rang next time, give us a little bit of warning.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46We could plan a welcoming committee. Presumably that's what you'd like?
0:02:46 > 0:02:47I'd like to see my daughter.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49I have got a present for her.
0:02:49 > 0:02:50Then you can leave it with me.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52No. It's valuable, Carol.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54I want to put it in her hand personally.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Carol's very trustworthy, you know.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58She's the most honest person that I know.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Oh, yeah, she's honest, all right.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02When it suits her.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05What's that mean? Mean? Nothing.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07You're the salt of the earth, Carol.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09You say what you mean, you mean what you say,
0:03:09 > 0:03:11except when it comes to little things,
0:03:11 > 0:03:12like telling me I had a daughter.
0:03:12 > 0:03:16Easy mistake to make, I suppose. You just forget to mention it.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Next thing you know, 18 years have flown by.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21Do you mind?
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Yes, I do, actually.
0:03:25 > 0:03:28It's my mother's. No-one's touched it since, by the looks of it.
0:03:29 > 0:03:33She always was partial to a little brandy.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Do you know, when I was a kid,
0:03:35 > 0:03:37I used to think all mothers smelt like this.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Cheers, Mum.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Do you want one?
0:03:49 > 0:03:50I don't drink.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53No? Teetotal, are you?
0:03:53 > 0:03:54It's against my beliefs.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Have you managed to convert Carol?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59I'm sorry?
0:03:59 > 0:04:04To your beliefs. Must be tricky, mustn't it?
0:04:04 > 0:04:08Going out with someone who's from such a different background.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12You are going out, aren't you? "Dating"?
0:04:12 > 0:04:15We are in a relationship, yeah. It's none of your business.
0:04:15 > 0:04:16No, no. Course it's not.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20What am I like?
0:04:20 > 0:04:23I've got no finesse, have I?
0:04:23 > 0:04:28Just barge in here, demanding this and that. What am I thinking?
0:04:28 > 0:04:31I'll tell you what, though, Carol,
0:04:31 > 0:04:37this place - it don't half feel like home.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41Yeah, well, don't get comfortable. You're not staying long.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Ooh!
0:04:45 > 0:04:46Needed that, did you?
0:04:48 > 0:04:51Listen, why don't you go, Mas? I can deal with this.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52This? You.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55Yeah. Good idea.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Go on. Shuffle along.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03I don't think so.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11I'll tell you what -
0:05:11 > 0:05:12why don't I pop up, see the kids,
0:05:12 > 0:05:15then maybe when I come down, you'll remember where Bianca is.
0:05:15 > 0:05:19She's not here. David... What? Bianca's away, she's on a course.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22She's not going to be back for a few weeks,
0:05:22 > 0:05:25so either take your present or you leave it with me - your choice.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Where's the course? I'm not telling you.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29Why not? Because she's happy.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32She's having a good time, focusing on herself for once.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35I'm not having you turning up, ruining everything for her.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37Is that what I do, Carol? Just turn up and ruin things?
0:05:37 > 0:05:39What do you think?
0:05:39 > 0:05:40I think I'll see the kids now.
0:05:40 > 0:05:41No, you will not see the kids.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43I'm their grandfather. Yeah?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Well, Grandad, if you want to see 'em, make an appointment.
0:05:46 > 0:05:47DOORBELL RINGS
0:05:47 > 0:05:51Oh, that might be for me, actually.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52Is David here?
0:05:54 > 0:05:58Sorry to burst in. I wasn't sure what happened to you.
0:05:58 > 0:06:02This is Naomi. Carol, Mamood.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Masood. Pleased to meet you.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Likewise, I'm sure.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Carol. All right?
0:06:07 > 0:06:11Listen, I'm sorry to bother you, but I'm dying for the loo. All right?
0:06:11 > 0:06:16Uh...upstairs, third on the left. The kids are asleep.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Or should be, so if you wouldn't mind.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20No, I'll tippy toe all the way up.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22Thought you should have this. Yeah.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Don't want to leave it in the car, do we?
0:06:34 > 0:06:36She seems nice.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Yeah. She likes to take care of herself.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41You know, Pilates. I've got no idea what that is.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44Yeah, well, soon as she comes down, you're out of here.
0:06:44 > 0:06:48Are you not even curious about my life, Carol?
0:06:48 > 0:06:50What I've been up to? I don't need to be. I got eyes.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52What's that supposed to mean?
0:06:52 > 0:06:54She's wearing a wedding ring. So?
0:06:54 > 0:06:58What makes you think I'm not the one that's given it to her? Are you?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00I think I'll have another brandy, while I'm waiting.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Look, I know I'm not part of this family... No, you're not.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06But Carol is obviously very uncomfortable with you here,
0:07:06 > 0:07:08especially after last time.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09Last time?
0:07:09 > 0:07:11When you were here before.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Sorry, you've lost me.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Look, I know you didn't treat her very well,
0:07:16 > 0:07:19and now you're back in here, traipsing around like lord of the manor.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21This is my mother's house. Janine's, actually.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24My mum lived here. That's all her stuff, ain't it?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26That's her furniture. That's her bar.
0:07:26 > 0:07:31All her pictures on the shelf there. My grandkids are upstairs.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33I've got as much right to be here as anyone, so...
0:07:33 > 0:07:39don't try and lecture me - don't try and take me on.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40You're out of your depth.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43Have another one, Carol?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45No. And you don't get to talk to him like that.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49Why? What're you going to do? Get your brothers round, beat me up?
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Get Derek to stamp on my head?
0:07:51 > 0:07:52Derek's dead.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56So he's not going to do anything to you, is he?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58And I don't need him to.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02I don't need to be protected by my brothers, by my lover, by anyone.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05Cos I can tell you straight to your face, David,
0:08:05 > 0:08:06you're not wanted here.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09That is a lovely bathroom. Really retro.
0:08:09 > 0:08:10It's just old.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Oh, no, I love a family bathroom.
0:08:12 > 0:08:16It's got all little toys all round the bath. It's really friendly.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Got a cigarette? I ain't got 'em, have I? They'll be in the car.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Well, go and get me one. You're not stopping!
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Let's have a cup of tea, shall we? Quick cup of tea before we get back on the road?
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Well, have we got time? Yeah, course we got time.
0:08:27 > 0:08:28You can get to know the family better.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Naomi's got a boy of her own. She don't see him much.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34He's in property in Spain. That's where we met.
0:08:34 > 0:08:38Under a sultry sun. She looks fetching in a bikini.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40It's Pilates. And a strict juice regime.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43It sounds boring, but actually it really isn't.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Come on, cup of tea, yeah? You're not stopping, David.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48No, no, no. I want to hear about Derek and his untimely demise.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51We were close, you know, in the old days.
0:08:51 > 0:08:55He broke my nose. Punctured my lung, broke four ribs.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57I was in hospital for a week.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59I didn't even get a visit.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Maybe we should skip the tea, eh? No, we're having a cup of tea, and then we're going.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05I want to show you the family album. You've got an album, Carol?
0:09:05 > 0:09:08I ain't got no photos any more. Not of anyone. I'd love Nai to see Bianca and the kids.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09That's Bianca, my daughter.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12She's not here? No. Seems not.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15Seems she's away on a course. Very clever girl, my daughter.
0:09:15 > 0:09:16Kitchen's this way.
0:09:16 > 0:09:17See you in a sec.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24What a dump. Shh!
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Is this really your family?
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Well, like I said, my daughter's away.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32She's the one I'd have liked you to meet.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35And that Carol, she's your ex?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37Teenage sweetheart. Nothing more.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40I'm so sorry about this. I didn't know he was going to turn up.
0:09:40 > 0:09:41It's all right, don't worry about it.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44He just wants to be the big man, stake his claim, I understand.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46I think you should go.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49Nonsense. I'm fine.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52Besides, I haven't seen that "naughty surprise" yet.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54It's not that naughty.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56No? Now, you're not being coy?
0:09:56 > 0:09:59No, I just made the bedroom nice, that was all.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01All right, well, I'll tell you what, as soon as they're gone,
0:10:01 > 0:10:04I'll let you carry me up the stairs and have your wicked way with me.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06All right?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Yeah. I might just take you up on that.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12OK. Mugs. Kettle's on.
0:10:12 > 0:10:13We just need some milk.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15You're being weird.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18Hmm?
0:10:18 > 0:10:19You're being weird.
0:10:19 > 0:10:24Well, it's a strange situation, isn't it? On the run.
0:10:24 > 0:10:29Big bag of money. Money that don't belong to you.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31What's that?
0:10:31 > 0:10:33It's a present for my daughter.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Oh, yeah? What sort of present?
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Never you mind. Nothing to do with you.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39Give it to me.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43How much are you thinking of giving her?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45That's between me and her. This is our money.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48No. It's money that I earned, Naomi.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50It's a parting gift to my little girl.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52And I'm going to make sure she gets it.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54There's got to be 20 grand in there! So? What's that?
0:10:54 > 0:10:58500 quid for every year I've been a crap father to her.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01She deserves it. So you think we can afford to just give away that sort of money?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04We've got loads. Yeah. A big bag full.
0:11:04 > 0:11:05My husband's money.
0:11:05 > 0:11:09Well, I always said he was very generous, your old man.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Splashing the cash. Donating his wife to the cause.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13I beg your pardon?
0:11:13 > 0:11:14OK - milk. Mugs. Make the tea.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Oi, oi! You can make a pot of tea, can't you?
0:11:16 > 0:11:20Or are you really that spoilt? I'm not some sort of skivvy!
0:11:20 > 0:11:22Where you going?
0:11:22 > 0:11:26I want to have a conversation without you bleating in my ear.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29With her? With that old frump?
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Carol is not a frump.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Well, she looks like one.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35What've you got to talk to her about, anyway?
0:11:35 > 0:11:39You wouldn't understand. So you just expect me to run away with you, do you,
0:11:39 > 0:11:42without you telling me the slightest little thing about your life?
0:11:42 > 0:11:44You know everything about my life.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46I know what you did last week. Last month.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48I know what you like to eat.
0:11:48 > 0:11:52I know what you're like in bed. I know nothing else.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Well, maybe that's just the way I like it. I don't.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03Well, maybe you picked the wrong man to cheat on your husband with.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06You seduced me.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Did I? Mmm. Did I?
0:12:09 > 0:12:13Cos I seem to remember that you were lolling over me,
0:12:13 > 0:12:16asking me to help you with the button on your blouse.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18What was that, a friendly gesture?
0:12:18 > 0:12:20You're disgusting.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22No, you're disgusting.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Look at you.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Done up to the nines.
0:12:29 > 0:12:33What for? What's the point? Who you trying to impress?
0:12:33 > 0:12:36You care more about that money than you do about me.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39You're using me. And I'm using you.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41It's simple as that.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42I love you.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46Love me? Do you?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Yeah. Of course I do. You're my boy.
0:12:49 > 0:12:50You're my lovely boy.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52I'm 51.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54You don't look it.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00You don't feel it.
0:13:00 > 0:13:01Very alluring.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Maybe this was a mistake, eh?
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Maybe this whole thing was a mistake.
0:13:09 > 0:13:15Well, I tell you what - you don't like it, here y'are.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Give Don a call. Eh?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19You never know, if you cry enough, he might just take you back.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21You don't think I would?
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Cos he could be here in five minutes.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26I don't think you've got the guts.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30David. Please don't be like this.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33I've got to speak to Carol.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35I've given up everything for you.
0:13:35 > 0:13:38I've taken my husband's money, and I've given you everything.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40That not enough for you?
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Touch of milk. No sugar.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52What the hell's that? Nothing. She's just dropped something. Clumsy mare.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Can we talk? No, I've got nothing to say to you.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56Have your cup of tea and get out. Carol, please...
0:13:56 > 0:13:58What was that noise?
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Nothing, sweetheart. Just go back up to bed.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Grandad? Hello, darling.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05Is it really you? Yeah. It's me. I've come back to see you.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06To see me? And your mum.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08Mum isn't here. She's... No, it's fine. Go on.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10Just go up to bed, sweetheart.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12Grandad's here. I know. Just give him a kiss goodbye.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15Let me put her up to bed. No. No, it's fine. I can do it.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17I want Grandad. Outvoted. Sorry.
0:14:17 > 0:14:18Go on, up you go.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21Don't wake up Morgan.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27This is a disaster. He's her grandad. She's bound to be thrilled.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28What's she doing in there?
0:14:28 > 0:14:30Making tea?
0:14:30 > 0:14:33Well, can you go and check on her? Move things along.
0:14:33 > 0:14:34Carol...
0:14:34 > 0:14:36You got grey hair.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Yeah, all right. I got a couple.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40Makes me look distinguished.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43You need a lot more if you want to look like a proper grandad.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45What's a proper grandad like?
0:14:45 > 0:14:49Old. Grey. With a walking stick.
0:14:49 > 0:14:50You're more like an uncle.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Well, I'm not an uncle.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53I'm your grandad.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56I'm very proud, I am, of you.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00Do you know, you're the spit of your mum when she was your age.
0:15:02 > 0:15:06Not that I knew her then, but I've seen photos.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09And you are beautiful.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11And I got a boyfriend.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Have you? What's his name?
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Bobby. Bobby Beale.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17Is he nice?
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Very nice. And very good-looking.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22But his dad won't let us see each other.
0:15:22 > 0:15:23Is his dad Ian Beale?
0:15:23 > 0:15:26Yeah. He's mean. He's really mean.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28Yeah, I know. I know him.
0:15:28 > 0:15:29Was he mean to you?
0:15:32 > 0:15:33Not exactly, no.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Come on, get back to sleep.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38I've been a very bad grandad and I woke you up.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Come on, shift over, that's it. Good girl.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Will I see you in the morning?
0:15:43 > 0:15:44No, my darling.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46But don't think that when I'm not around,
0:15:46 > 0:15:48I don't think about you, cos I do.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Why don't you send me postcards, then?
0:15:50 > 0:15:52I will. I'll do that. I'll send you a postcard from Spain.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55Is that where you're going? Yep.
0:15:55 > 0:16:00This time tomorrow I'll be sipping Martinis by the pool.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01Can I come and visit?
0:16:01 > 0:16:03I hope so. Maybe...
0:16:03 > 0:16:05one day.
0:16:05 > 0:16:06We'll see.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Come on, lay down. Night-night, darling.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13Please be here in the morning.
0:16:13 > 0:16:14I'll see you soon.
0:16:19 > 0:16:20Night. Sleep tight.
0:16:22 > 0:16:23Checking up on me?
0:16:24 > 0:16:26I said good night and switched the light off.
0:16:26 > 0:16:27Don't spoil it.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31You've had your fun and games. Now just go.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34I want a cup of tea. There is no cup of tea.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37Just go downstairs and get out of here.
0:16:37 > 0:16:38David...
0:16:40 > 0:16:41HE SMIRKS
0:16:44 > 0:16:45Romantic.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48What's the matter? Embarrassed?
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Last time I was in this bedroom...
0:16:53 > 0:16:55..my mum was lying in that bed, breathing her last.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Now, I can hardly remember her face.
0:17:01 > 0:17:05There's a photo downstairs. You can take it with you when you go.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07So you and him...
0:17:10 > 0:17:12..serious, is it?
0:17:12 > 0:17:14I don't care to discuss it.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17Are you in love?
0:17:17 > 0:17:18Maybe.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24She's left her husband for you, hasn't she?
0:17:24 > 0:17:27That was her choice, Carol. I didn't make her do anything.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31Anyway, she's well out of it. He's no good for her.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33He don't appreciate her.
0:17:33 > 0:17:37What, like Ian didn't appreciate Cindy?
0:17:37 > 0:17:38Like that, is it?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40Yeah. Something like that, yeah.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Do you know what drew me to her in the first place?
0:17:43 > 0:17:46Know what it was? When I first met her, she reminded me of you.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Of me? No she's nothing like me.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51She was dancing in a bar.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52Off her face, she was.
0:17:53 > 0:17:54She had this look about her.
0:17:54 > 0:17:58It reminded me of a night, a long time ago, when I first...met you.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01Remember that?
0:18:03 > 0:18:04No. No, I don't.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07You can't lie to me, Carol. I know you. I know you.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Well, you know what? I don't dance any more. I've not danced in years.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13That's a shame because I'd like to see you dance again.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15You can't charm me, David.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18You know me. I know you. Do you?
0:18:18 > 0:18:20Yeah, I know enough.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23I know the last time I saw you I was on my knees in the Square,
0:18:23 > 0:18:24watching you drive away.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Yeah, and I feel bad about that. That was a mistake.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29But you know that, don't you?
0:18:29 > 0:18:32Because I wrote and told you exactly how I felt.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34It doesn't matter. Well, it matters to me.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37It didn't even take me a week, not a day,
0:18:37 > 0:18:38to realise that...
0:18:39 > 0:18:43..that was the biggest mistake of my life.
0:18:43 > 0:18:47Those days after I left, all I could think about was...
0:18:47 > 0:18:49looking in that mirror and seeing you, leaving you behind.
0:18:51 > 0:18:52I felt sick to my stomach.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Then why did you do it?
0:18:59 > 0:19:00Cos it's what I do.
0:19:02 > 0:19:03I run away.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Done it all my life.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09I really thought it would be different.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12I thought I could change, but when it came to it, I couldn't.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16I was scared.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Scared? Scared of what? Derek?
0:19:18 > 0:19:20No.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22No, I was scared of what I'd do to you.
0:19:22 > 0:19:23That I'd let you down.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28I was scared that we'd...
0:19:28 > 0:19:29we'd get ten miles down the road,
0:19:29 > 0:19:31I'd panic, leave you in a hotel room,
0:19:31 > 0:19:33you'd wake up on your own, knowing I was no good.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36So you were trying to save me from a fate worse than death,
0:19:36 > 0:19:37is that it?
0:19:37 > 0:19:38Yeah. Yeah, I think...I think I was.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40You weren't trying to save yourself?
0:19:41 > 0:19:43I don't know, Carol. I don't know.
0:19:43 > 0:19:47All I know is I ain't had a moment's peace since.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48Not a moment.
0:19:48 > 0:19:51All I wanted to do was come back here, take you in my arms
0:19:51 > 0:19:53and be with you again.
0:19:53 > 0:19:54Be with me?
0:19:54 > 0:19:56Yeah. Be with you. You and me. Together.
0:19:58 > 0:19:59I'm ready now, Carol.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01I am.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04I know it's taken me 40 years to be ready but...
0:20:04 > 0:20:05now I am.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10You're incredible. You really are.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13You got a married woman downstairs.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16She's nothing. She's given up her life for you.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18That was her choice. I don't want her.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23I want you. Well, you can't have me.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25All right? I'm with somebody else now.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27You made your choice. You left.
0:20:27 > 0:20:30But I wrote to you. I wrote to you again and again.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Begging you to forgive me. Explaining how I felt. Yeah.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40You didn't respond. Not one call. Not a letter.
0:20:40 > 0:20:41If you wanted me so much
0:20:41 > 0:20:44why didn't you just come right back and grab me?
0:20:44 > 0:20:46How could I after what happened? How could I?
0:20:46 > 0:20:48I needed to know if you'd give me a chance. You could have called.
0:20:48 > 0:20:52I would've lost my nerve, Carol, I'd have chickened out.
0:20:52 > 0:20:56No, I wrote down on a bit of paper, what I felt,
0:20:56 > 0:20:58I put it in an envelope, and I sent it.
0:20:58 > 0:20:59That way I couldn't back out.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01But you gave me nothing.
0:21:01 > 0:21:04You could have at least put me out of my misery. One call. One letter.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06One little sentence on a scrap of paper.
0:21:08 > 0:21:09I never got any of the letters.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Not then, anyway. Not till after...
0:21:14 > 0:21:15After? After what?
0:21:15 > 0:21:17After. After Derek died.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Derek? Yeah. He found the letters.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21He kept them and he hid them from me.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24It was only on the day of the funeral that one of them turned up.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Right. So why didn't you call?
0:21:27 > 0:21:28I did.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31I did. I just tried the number,
0:21:31 > 0:21:33but it didn't exist any more.
0:21:33 > 0:21:34But you tried to?
0:21:34 > 0:21:36Yeah. I thought I should.
0:21:36 > 0:21:40And then...and then I realised it was a mistake, you know?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42So I just ripped up the letter and I threw it away.
0:21:42 > 0:21:43Why? I didn't want it.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45I didn't want it anywhere near me. Why not?
0:21:47 > 0:21:50Because I didn't want to be reminded,
0:21:50 > 0:21:52tempted...tempted to try and find you.
0:21:54 > 0:21:55So you were tempted?
0:21:59 > 0:22:00I didn't want to go back there.
0:22:00 > 0:22:01Why not?
0:22:03 > 0:22:04What did you think would happen?
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Tell me, what did you think would happen between us?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I need you to go downstairs. No, no, no, no.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16Tell me, Carol. What do you think would happen?
0:22:16 > 0:22:19What would always happen. I'd tell you to go away.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22You'd get under my skin and, before I knew it,
0:22:22 > 0:22:23we'd be back in bed, in love.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25I would give you my love
0:22:25 > 0:22:28and you would throw it back in my face and leave me.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Leave me broken-hearted, bitter and alone,
0:22:30 > 0:22:33that's what would have happened cos that's what always happens.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35You wanted to see me. You tried to call me?
0:22:35 > 0:22:36It was a mistake.
0:22:36 > 0:22:37But you wanted to?
0:22:39 > 0:22:43What does it matter? It was months ago. Nearly a year.
0:22:43 > 0:22:47I've moved on. It was a...it was a moment's weakness, that's all.
0:22:47 > 0:22:48So you took up with him?
0:22:49 > 0:22:52Nice. Dependable.
0:22:52 > 0:22:53Homely.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56See all this. This is for him.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58We're not just friends. We're...
0:22:59 > 0:23:01We're together in every way.
0:23:04 > 0:23:05But you don't love him?
0:23:07 > 0:23:10You don't know what I feel. You love me. Oh, no. You love me.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12No, I could never love you. Not again.
0:23:12 > 0:23:13No, you-you killed that.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17What, cos I made a little mistake and I ran away?
0:23:17 > 0:23:19No, no, cos you couldn't take a risk.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21The risk of something real.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24You didn't want to hurt me, you didn't want to let me down.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26That is just all lies, David.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28Lies to make you feel better about who you are.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Really? And who am I, then Carol?
0:23:33 > 0:23:36You? You're a sad damaged little man
0:23:36 > 0:23:38incapable of any real feeling.
0:23:39 > 0:23:42You're not worthy of my love, David, you never were.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45I don't believe you. I don't believe you mean that.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48I want you to go and I want you to go now. No, no, no.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Would you just let... Will you just let go of me?!
0:23:50 > 0:23:51I love you. I do.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54I'm not back here for Bianca, to give her a present.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57I'm back here for you. You. Only you. Let go of me. I mean it.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01You're trembling.
0:24:05 > 0:24:07Don't, I just... Just-just go.
0:24:07 > 0:24:08I can't. Please.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10I don't want you. Nothing's going to happen.
0:24:10 > 0:24:14I swear on my grandchildren's lives. On their sleeping heads.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17I don't love you. I never will.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19You let people down.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21Even your mum. Even your mum at the end.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23That was all lies.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26You didn't love her, you didn't care about her, you just felt guilty.
0:24:28 > 0:24:29That's not true. I think it is.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32Well, it's not. That's who I think you are.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37Now if you don't mind...
0:24:37 > 0:24:39I'm trying to have a quiet night in with my boyfriend.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57Tea's up.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01Naomi, we're going. No, I want a cup of tea.
0:25:01 > 0:25:05We're going. No, let's sit down, have a nice little friendly chat.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07I want to hear about your family. Naomi. We're not wanted here.
0:25:07 > 0:25:11I'm thirsty and we've got a long journey. So just relax.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14What's the matter with you? Nothing. Do you want this tea or not?
0:25:14 > 0:25:16DOOR BELL RINGS
0:25:16 > 0:25:17What have you done?
0:25:17 > 0:25:18Nothing you don't deserve.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20Carol, don't... Carol!
0:25:24 > 0:25:26Don. Don, I'm really glad you could come.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28Where's my money? It's here.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32You got anything to say?
0:25:35 > 0:25:37There's a spare cup of tea going, if you fancy it?
0:25:37 > 0:25:40She's a married woman. We're supposed to be partners.
0:25:40 > 0:25:41What's wrong with you?
0:25:43 > 0:25:45I don't know, Don. Why don't you ask my ex?
0:25:45 > 0:25:47I'm sure between the two of you, you can work it out.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49Can you take this outside? I've got kids upstairs.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51Don, we don't need him. Where's the rest?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53He's got 20 grand on him.
0:25:53 > 0:25:54Give it to me.
0:25:55 > 0:25:56No, this is mine.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57Take it off him.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00No, this is my money. It's for my daughter. It's a gift. It's mine!
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Don, it's mine!
0:26:02 > 0:26:03HE GROANS
0:26:06 > 0:26:07Clean him out.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13In future, keep your hands out of other people's pockets,
0:26:13 > 0:26:15off other men's wives.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18Let's go.
0:26:18 > 0:26:19You too.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25David? Where're you going? David?
0:26:25 > 0:26:26Nan?
0:26:26 > 0:26:28Go back upstairs. Masood.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Come on you two. Up.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34Leo's going to borrow your motor. Hope you don't mind.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Fine. Take it. But leave me that, Don.
0:26:37 > 0:26:38It's my money, Don. It's for my daughter.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40CAROL: David?
0:26:40 > 0:26:43It's for my little girl. What are you doing? Leave him alone!
0:26:43 > 0:26:44HE GROANS
0:26:47 > 0:26:49You're killing him! Stop it!
0:26:59 > 0:27:02Here. I won't leave with you nothing.
0:27:07 > 0:27:08Call it severance pay.
0:27:15 > 0:27:16ENGINE STARTS
0:27:18 > 0:27:20David?
0:27:22 > 0:27:23TYRES SCREECH
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