0:00:29 > 0:00:32- What am I doing? - I have no idea.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40Listen to me. Listen, listen.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43- Don't put it up.- Mick, I want to.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47I just wish they still looked like that.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Where's Johnny? - He's gone for a walk.
0:00:55 > 0:00:57Right. Who's for another drink?
0:00:57 > 0:01:00- I'd like a packet of nuts, please. - Make that two.
0:01:02 > 0:01:05Oh, £1.60.
0:01:06 > 0:01:07Touche.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14Ain't it about time you made a little speech for the bride and groom to be?
0:01:16 > 0:01:17I'm fine.
0:01:23 > 0:01:24Johnny?
0:01:27 > 0:01:28Johnny.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Are you OK?
0:01:35 > 0:01:37You don't have to be embarrassed.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39About your mum.
0:01:39 > 0:01:40I think she's great.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Slow down.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56You don't want this, do you?
0:01:58 > 0:02:01Johnny, you know you can say if you ain't interested.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03- It's not a big deal. - It's not you...
0:02:03 > 0:02:05- Please don't finish that sentence. - Really.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09I'm...
0:02:12 > 0:02:14I'm...gay.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21Oh, right.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25So you just used me?
0:02:27 > 0:02:31I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm doing.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33I shouldn't have done that.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Whitney, please...
0:02:35 > 0:02:38Right, ladies and gentlemen, could I have your attention, please?
0:02:38 > 0:02:39We all know why we're here.
0:02:39 > 0:02:44We're here to celebrate the engagement of Ian and Denise.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Yeah.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Yep.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52Now, I've not known them very long, but I think we'd all agree
0:02:52 > 0:02:55they make a wonderful couple, don't they?
0:02:55 > 0:02:56Ian, get yourself up here
0:02:56 > 0:02:59and say a few words about your lovely wife-to-be.
0:03:03 > 0:03:07First of all, thanks to everyone for coming.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08Ssh!
0:03:08 > 0:03:10You're probably wondering what a beautiful,
0:03:10 > 0:03:13funny woman like Denise is doing with a bloke like me,
0:03:13 > 0:03:15and to be honest, I wonder that every day.
0:03:15 > 0:03:19She really is a very special lady, and...
0:03:21 > 0:03:22Denise, where are you?
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- Has anyone seen her?- Bar.
0:03:25 > 0:03:26Now.
0:03:27 > 0:03:28Well, um...
0:03:30 > 0:03:32As most of you know, I've been married...
0:03:32 > 0:03:37once or twice before, but I promise you, this is the last time.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38As long as I find her.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40She's done a runner already, Ian!
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Oh, it's not...
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Oh, no, no, we're not...
0:03:52 > 0:03:56The point is, this is the last time I'm doing this.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58Not your colour, darling.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Well, anyway, we are really glad that everyone's here
0:04:04 > 0:04:06enjoying themselves and the food.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10And I promise you, when we do get married, I will get professional caterers in.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12To Ian and Denise, ladies and gentlemen.
0:04:14 > 0:04:15Here she is.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26I love you.
0:04:26 > 0:04:27I love you too.
0:04:31 > 0:04:32Thank you.
0:04:38 > 0:04:39Someone's thirsty.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43Yeah. I'm celebrating, ain't I? Single at last.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Same again, please.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47Carol didn't say she'd be late, did she?
0:04:50 > 0:04:51Don't look so sad, Tam.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55You can visit your Uncle AJ whenever you want.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57It's Daadi.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00- Mum?- Yeah, she...
0:05:06 > 0:05:07Here you are.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14You don't seem surprised.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17- Well, it sort of makes sense. - Does it?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Well, you didn't fancy me, did you?
0:05:23 > 0:05:28Right, come on, why are you so confused?
0:05:30 > 0:05:33It's like my whole family's watching me,
0:05:33 > 0:05:35expecting me to go crazy all of a sudden.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Something just don't feel right.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42I couldn't even go to a gay club with my aunts.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45- What?- What?
0:05:45 > 0:05:48Well, I wouldn't have the guts to go anywhere with your aunts.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53And then there's my mum, who's chuffed to bits.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58So that's what that was about earlier?
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- Johnny, she will come round. - I dunno.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04She's never been like this with me before.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08We're normally so close. Nance calls me the spoilt brat.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13It's not just her fussing over me,
0:06:13 > 0:06:17it's...it's like we need to be near each other.
0:06:19 > 0:06:23That's why I didn't go into halls - I was worried she'd be too upset.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Why are you being nice to me?
0:06:29 > 0:06:31I get it, I suppose.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Feeling like an outsider.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36How come?
0:06:38 > 0:06:39The usual.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46I really wish I didn't fancy blokes.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47Join the club.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- Do you fancy something a bit stronger?- Mmm. Yeah.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55All right.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58Oh! I thought you weren't coming?
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Terry's gone home, darling.
0:06:59 > 0:07:03- What do you mean?- Well, I told him you weren't interested.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05- Why? - Darling, we've spoken about this?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Yeah, but I've changed my mind.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Come and have a drink with your old man instead.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- I'm going to go and see him. - Bianca...
0:07:11 > 0:07:13- Where's your mum, by the way? - Is she not in there?
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- No.- Well, she left ages ago.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17- Did she?- I'll see you later.
0:07:41 > 0:07:45Oi, what is Mum's problem? She's fine with you.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47She never give birth to me.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50Do you think she's like properly homophobic?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52I think most people are a bit.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- I'm not. - Most people say that, an' all.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58You're a dark horse, Linda.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01Don't. I was young and the photographer conned me into it.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- That's low.- Mick made sure he'd never do it again.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06Didn't he mind every bloke in Walford staring at your chest?
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Secretly he loves it.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11He's the one that gets the 3D experience, after all.
0:08:13 > 0:08:14Nice speech.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17Glad you're over that little blip.
0:08:17 > 0:08:21- Aren't you? - Yeah, yeah. We're engaged now.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23I'm happy. I am.
0:08:25 > 0:08:26Let's face it, when you get to our age,
0:08:26 > 0:08:29- nothing's completely perfect, is it? - Very true.
0:08:29 > 0:08:32Hey, Pops. Hey babe, listen, I just phoned to say sorry.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34About looking at that picture.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36You know, it was just boys being boys.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38But it was a mistake...
0:08:38 > 0:08:42and, um...it won't happen again.
0:08:42 > 0:08:46And, er... But yeah, if you get this, give me a call back, all right, babe?
0:08:51 > 0:08:55Oh, I know what you're thinking - yes, it looks bad -
0:08:55 > 0:08:59but it was just a moment of madness, it was five minutes.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Five minutes, or a moment, Denise?
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Cos one's like this...
0:09:04 > 0:09:06and the other's considerably longer.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09What're you going to do?
0:09:10 > 0:09:13Order a G&T. You got lucky, girl.
0:09:13 > 0:09:18- Spreading gossip doesn't particularly interest me.- Good.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21That's good because I love Ian.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23I really do.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25And that was just a distraction.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28If anything, it's made me see things much more clearly.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Same goes for excuses.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35You've known Ian a while, haven't you, Max?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37What's with him and Denise?
0:09:38 > 0:09:41Well, it just looks a bit odd from the outside.
0:09:41 > 0:09:45I don't know. Who knows anything about anyone's marriage?
0:09:45 > 0:09:47It's like me and Tanya, you know.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Everyone thought we were a happy couple.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53I was lying, cheating.
0:09:54 > 0:09:58- I was going behind her back with a girl nearly half her age.- Dad.
0:09:58 > 0:10:02What you got to look for is the little clues,
0:10:02 > 0:10:04you know, like the little tells.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07There's always something that's going to give them away.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Mate, you are going to have one hell of a hangover tomorrow.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13Yeah, exactly, he's just gone through a bad break-up and he's drunk.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15- No, he's fine.- I'm going to take you home.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Dad, please. For me.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35And he thinks we've got issues.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Oh, it's you.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44I saw the light on.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47What you doing here?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49I just never get any peace at home.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52And, you know, I found your spare keys.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58Bianca said you was coming over the Vic to Ian's do.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00I had to suffer him making a speech about love.
0:11:00 > 0:11:03- When did you see Bianca? - She came over the pub.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06Oh, right, well, she must be sorting it out with Terry.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09Not if she listened to me, she's not.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11She come to me for advice, Carol.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Look, I don't want to talk about her.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15I want to talk about you.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18- Where're you going?- I'm going to try and make Bianca see sense.
0:11:20 > 0:11:21Carol...
0:11:28 > 0:11:30I brought it back, didn't I?
0:11:30 > 0:11:33- I could have left it in the bin. - You cheeky mare!
0:11:33 > 0:11:36- It's only a flippin' telly. - That's not what you said last night.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40Can we just forget about all that? Look, I want to try again.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45I've blown it, ain't I?
0:11:48 > 0:11:49I've missed you.
0:11:50 > 0:11:51I missed you too.
0:11:59 > 0:12:00What's in these again?
0:12:00 > 0:12:01Everything.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06- D'you know what, who cares what my mum thinks?- Not me.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09I'm 19 years old, I'm at uni, I've got my whole life ahead of me.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11- Yeah.- So what - I'm gay.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Yeah, so what! So what!
0:12:16 > 0:12:20- And if she can't accept it, then I'll...- Move out.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Call her bluff. She'll crack before the night's out, anyway.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24What if it backfires?
0:12:25 > 0:12:27You can stay here.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- Till she changes her mind. - Would that be OK?
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Yeah. Yeah, I'll check it with Bianca first, but it should be...
0:12:33 > 0:12:34Thank you, Whit!
0:12:41 > 0:12:43- Where's Bianca? - How should I know?
0:12:44 > 0:12:45Has she not come home?
0:12:51 > 0:12:53It's like Piccadilly Circus in here tonight.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Looks like your plan didn't work.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01Plan? There was no plan.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04We need to get this sorted once and for all, David.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07You need to promise me you'll stay out of Bianca's love life
0:13:07 > 0:13:09- because you can't keep doing this. - Carol...
0:13:09 > 0:13:11- What?- Have the hospital been in touch?
0:13:13 > 0:13:14We're talking about our daughter.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Yeah, our 36-year-old daughter.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Who, as you keep saying, is a grown woman
0:13:18 > 0:13:20and whose life is none of our business.
0:13:20 > 0:13:21Yet here we are.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Are you going to tell me or not?
0:13:24 > 0:13:26Have you had the results?
0:13:29 > 0:13:33There's a direct flight going out to Karachi tonight, but it's pricey.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37- There's my uni fund.- Oh, no, Tam, we'll put it on the credit card.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39How long are you going to be out there?
0:13:39 > 0:13:42- My new job starts Monday. - I'll probably come back then too.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45I was thinking about it, bro, maybe I shouldn't go.
0:13:45 > 0:13:48Not go to your own mum's funeral?
0:13:48 > 0:13:51I'm just saying, you know, it's bad timing.
0:13:51 > 0:13:55The car's already packed, I've got to prepare for a meeting.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58There's so much stuff to do. My new flat.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Am I hearing this right?
0:14:00 > 0:14:02You can't be bothered to go to Mum's funeral
0:14:02 > 0:14:04because you've got unpacking to do?
0:14:04 > 0:14:06She's gone.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Does it matter if I'm there or not?
0:14:16 > 0:14:19Do you have any idea the sacrifices she made? Do you, AJ?
0:14:19 > 0:14:23She was up before dawn to go and work in a factory
0:14:23 > 0:14:26so that we had enough to eat, so we had enough for new clothes.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28And she never once complained.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30We'd walk though the door
0:14:30 > 0:14:33and you'd be greeted by this warm smell of cooking
0:14:33 > 0:14:36and it would wrap around you like a hug...
0:14:36 > 0:14:39and we knew everything was going to be all right.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43That's a nice picture, bruv. See you left Dad out of it.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Oh, so this is about him, then?
0:14:45 > 0:14:49You might want to make out that our childhood was one cosy meal after another,
0:14:49 > 0:14:51but, Tam, that's not what I remember.
0:14:51 > 0:14:57And if Mum cared about us so much, why didn't she stand up to him more?
0:14:57 > 0:15:00Like when I married Aaliyah, for example?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03Why don't you tell him how I got this scar?
0:15:06 > 0:15:07That doesn't mean anything.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10The fact they're taking a while. The lab's probably backed up.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13- I know. You're the one keeps going on about it.- How are you sleeping?
0:15:14 > 0:15:17- Have you told Mr Postie? - That's none of your business.
0:15:17 > 0:15:21- I just want to know you're getting the right support, Carol.- I'm fine.
0:15:21 > 0:15:25Oh, so sitting over the Portakabin in the dark is perfectly fine behaviour, is it?
0:15:25 > 0:15:27I mean I don't need anything, all right. There is no news.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30- I'm just waiting. - Well, we can wait together.
0:15:32 > 0:15:36It's not the waiting that bothers me particularly.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39- I'm here for you, Carol, whatever happens.- Really?
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Right, so when my hair starts to fall out
0:15:43 > 0:15:47and I can't drag myself out of bed cos I'm as sick as a dog
0:15:47 > 0:15:50from the chemo and they have to cut my breasts off...
0:15:51 > 0:15:54Are you going to be there for me, then?
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Yes, Carol.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58Why?
0:16:01 > 0:16:02Why do you think?
0:16:06 > 0:16:08OK, OK, Dad was wrong.
0:16:08 > 0:16:12He's traditional, you know that, and besides, he's an old man now.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Who knows exactly which buttons to press.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17I swore I wouldn't go back until I could look him in the eye
0:16:17 > 0:16:21like the man I am now and not the boy he made me feel like.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24I'm sorry, Mas, I'm not ready to face him yet.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26This isn't about you, AJ.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29This is about family. This is about paying your respects.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38Besides, I'm going to be the one to get the flak this time, aren't I?
0:16:39 > 0:16:43Divorcee, gay son, in love with a white woman.
0:16:43 > 0:16:48You've got this exciting new job, you know, you've got prospects.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49AJ, please, come on.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51I'm asking you to do this for me, all right?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- I can't do this on my own.- OK.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58I'll come over in a month or two when the dust has settled.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03It's a good job Mum isn't here to see you now.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06She'd be ashamed.
0:17:06 > 0:17:07- Mas.- Get off me!
0:17:08 > 0:17:10Get out of my sight.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34Why did you say all that stuff to Sadie?
0:17:36 > 0:17:40It's Jake, innit. He's just sitting there all smug.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43Does my nut in, you know, after what he done to you.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47He just preyed on you when you were vulnerable.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48No, it wasn't like that, Dad.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51Just pleased you've ended it with him, that's all.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Couldn't have been easy.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58I'm proud of you.
0:18:02 > 0:18:06- Dad...- From now on, right, I'm going to keep my head down...
0:18:08 > 0:18:09..work hard
0:18:09 > 0:18:12and the rest is going to be family.
0:18:14 > 0:18:18You and Abi are going to have my undivided attention.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33My mum's dead, Tam.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Go to her funeral.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43Did Mas send you out here?
0:18:43 > 0:18:46This hasn't got anything to do with Dad.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47OK, this is about you.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51You need to say goodbye to your mum.
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Not because you should...
0:18:57 > 0:19:00..but because...you need to.
0:19:07 > 0:19:10Dad's taxi's going to be here in a minute.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Um...um...
0:19:13 > 0:19:15No, I'll make my own way there.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Tam. Tam...
0:19:25 > 0:19:27Here's a little present for you.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Thanks.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45See you later.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48See you later.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18D'you think he's all right out there on his own?
0:20:18 > 0:20:21He's 19, Linda. It's London, not Afghanistan.
0:20:21 > 0:20:24- Why d'you say that? - Because it's the truth.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26You blame me, don't you? For Lee being out there.
0:20:26 > 0:20:30- Don't be so stupid.- Wouldn't have mentioned Afghanistan otherwise.
0:20:30 > 0:20:33You think I pushed him away and now I'm pushing Johnny away an' all.
0:20:33 > 0:20:34You're putting words in my mouth.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38Then try putting a few of your own in there. Save me the trouble.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42I don't get it. OK, we didn't expect it
0:20:42 > 0:20:45and I don't want to hear about the nitty gritty, but it's his life.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46- It doesn't change anything.- Dad?
0:20:46 > 0:20:49- Not now, Nancy, please...- No, I need to talk to you, it's important.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Stay out of it, Nance. - Johnny? What you doing?
0:20:52 > 0:20:54- I'm moving out. - Don't be so ridiculous.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56You obviously don't want me here. Do you?
0:20:56 > 0:20:59Don't be silly. She's been having kittens all night.
0:20:59 > 0:21:00Course she wants you here. Tell him.
0:21:03 > 0:21:04Mum!
0:21:04 > 0:21:07Well, I ain't having this. I'm not having it.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Any danger of a drink here, Mick?
0:21:09 > 0:21:11Wait here, don't even think about moving.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Dad, let me talk to Mum.
0:21:17 > 0:21:18I'm going to deal with it.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20Just go and serve him for me, yeah?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22- Mick, pint, please? - Tina will serve you.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30D'you know what - forget it, yeah.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32Any better at pouring shots, Tina?
0:21:32 > 0:21:35Well, that depends if you want it in a glass or straight down the hatch?
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Dangerous talk!
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Right, darling, shall we call it a night then?
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I know you don't want to go.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49And I know you don't want him to go either.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52So talk. Sort it out.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55Because nobody is going to bed until you do.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58OK?
0:22:03 > 0:22:07Right, well, this is pointless, I'm off.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10- He your boyfriend then?- Who?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12- That Danny?- No!
0:22:12 > 0:22:16- No.- Who is then?- No-one.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18I don't even know if I want one!
0:22:18 > 0:22:20And no, I don't mean I'm not sure - I know I'm gay -
0:22:20 > 0:22:23it's not just like I've woken up and everything's changed.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25Hasn't it?
0:22:25 > 0:22:28- Cos that's what it feels like to me. - Why?
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Because you're not who I thought you were.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32All this time you've been lying to me.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Making out like you're one thing
0:22:34 > 0:22:37- when really you're someone completely different.- But I'm not!
0:22:39 > 0:22:42I didn't mean to lie, you know, I just didn't want the fuss.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46I kind of hoped you'd guess.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50I mean, didn't you already have a hunch?
0:22:50 > 0:22:52- No.- Really?
0:22:55 > 0:22:56I just thought you were my Johnny.
0:23:02 > 0:23:03I still am.
0:23:07 > 0:23:08So you're ashamed of me?
0:23:08 > 0:23:11- Course I'm not. - Then what is it?
0:23:18 > 0:23:20When they put you in that glass box...
0:23:21 > 0:23:23..tubes running into your tiny little body...
0:23:25 > 0:23:27..I sat there feeling so helpless...
0:23:28 > 0:23:33..wanting to hold you so much that my arms were physically aching.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37And I made you a promise -
0:23:37 > 0:23:39that if you pulled through,
0:23:39 > 0:23:42I'd never let anything bad happen to you ever again.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45And you haven't.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48But I can't stop bad things happening now, can I?
0:23:49 > 0:23:51The world is a cruel place
0:23:51 > 0:23:57and you...you being gay is going to make things so much worse.
0:23:57 > 0:23:58It doesn't have to be...
0:23:58 > 0:24:02- Overnight you've made enemies you never knew existed.- Yeah?
0:24:02 > 0:24:04Then that's their problem.
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Then there are the men you'll fall in love with
0:24:06 > 0:24:08who are going to break your heart.
0:24:08 > 0:24:12You're soft, Johnny - I've made you that way because I thought
0:24:12 > 0:24:16you'd meet a nice girl who'd take over and look after you for me.
0:24:18 > 0:24:21But that ain't going to happen now, is it?
0:24:21 > 0:24:23I'm not a little boy any more, Mum.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28I'm a man, I can deal with people not liking me.
0:24:28 > 0:24:29I just...
0:24:31 > 0:24:33I just can't deal with losing you.
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Have I?
0:24:41 > 0:24:44- Course you haven't.- Good.
0:24:44 > 0:24:45Good, cos I've missed you.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52And your cocoa.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59Make you one now, shall I?
0:25:13 > 0:25:15- You coming up? - Yeah, in a sec, I'll just lock up.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42I'm proud of you.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46He's my boy, ain't he?
0:25:50 > 0:25:53Yeah, I mean, she seems OK.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55It's early days, I guess, but...
0:25:57 > 0:26:00Thanks though, Whit. I really appreciate it.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03All right, bye.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10Better go and check
0:26:10 > 0:26:14that Tina and Nancy ain't started a rave downstairs.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46KETTLE BOILS
0:27:23 > 0:27:26Johnny, cocoa's ready.
0:27:41 > 0:27:44DIALLING TONE CONTINUES
0:27:55 > 0:27:58- MOBILE PHONE RINGS - Mum?
0:28:00 > 0:28:01Whit?
0:28:20 > 0:28:23Mum... me and Terry are back together.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25Oh.