0:00:26 > 0:00:28- Are you done with the milk, kids? Want some more?- No, ta.
0:00:28 > 0:00:31Tiff, Morgan, come on. Shoes on. We're going.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- Thought I was taking them. - Well, you thought wrong.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41Are you going to keep ignoring me or are we actually going
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- to talk about it? - I wasn't planning to, no.
0:00:43 > 0:00:47- Bianca...- Do you want me to get the kids to school on time or stand here talking to you about your sex life?
0:00:47 > 0:00:50- I didn't hear that. - Kids, I'm out the door!
0:00:52 > 0:00:55Come on, kids. Your mum's gone.
0:01:00 > 0:01:05- You all right?- Yep. I see Fat Elvis has come up trumps again.
0:01:05 > 0:01:10- Out-of-date sugar pills?- Nah, doctors use them. Placebos. Yeah.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13They make you think you're taking a pill when you're actually not.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15So, what you're saying is, they do nothing?
0:01:15 > 0:01:17They'll fly off the stall, they will.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31I'm getting side-effects here.
0:01:31 > 0:01:35Are you sure you've got to go back to the stall?
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- Get a job, Alfie.- Yes. All right, all right.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- See you later.- See you later.
0:01:44 > 0:01:48We could tell the kids about us tonight, when TJ and Rosie get back?
0:01:48 > 0:01:50I've got a job in a bit, but I'll come round later.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52That's not a good idea.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54No, it's nothing to do with me and you.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57I mean, it's about my mum and dad.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00- I only caught them in bed together.- No!
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Oh, poor Masood.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- And you, of course. Are you sure they were, um...- Of course they were!
0:02:05 > 0:02:09- What else were they doing?! - I don't know, huddling for warmth or something.- It's not funny.
0:02:09 > 0:02:13Listen, my mum and dad together is never a good idea.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17- So, when did this happen?- Friday night.- And what did they have to say for themselves? Was it a one-off?
0:02:18 > 0:02:21You haven't spoke to them about it, have you?
0:02:23 > 0:02:26Just tell her what you've been going through.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30- How's that going to make her feel any better about what's happened? - Explain you've been under
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- a lot of stress and that.- And what does that make you, my stress relief?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36You've been many things, David, but you've never been that.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38No, I'll tell her that we made a mistake.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42- MOBILE BEEPS - Oh! Is that what it was?!
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- It's Masood.- Back so soon?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51Landed. Just landed.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53MOBILE RINGS
0:02:55 > 0:02:58- Hello?- 'Mum? Yeah, I've changed my mind.'
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Yeah, you're right. I do want to talk about it.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02Back at the house. Now.
0:03:02 > 0:03:07- I want you straight back after work. - Where else would I go?- Just get yourself home, all right?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11- What you got planned then? - I'm cooking tonight.
0:03:11 > 0:03:15Don't need to cook. Just sling a slab of meat in his cage.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Ignore him. What are you making?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Home-made curry. From scratch.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23Him and Phil have got a bit of history.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24So have you, from what I hear.
0:03:24 > 0:03:29Well, we were together before, but it was more complicated then.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32Well, I was married at the time to his brother.
0:03:32 > 0:03:33- No!- Uh-hm.
0:03:33 > 0:03:37- But Phil's brother...- Grant.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40- ..he's not Denny's Dad? - Uh, no. No, that's Dennis.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Well, that's kind of complicated too.
0:03:43 > 0:03:47- Don't tell me you had an affair with his brother and all! - Not exactly. Erm...
0:03:47 > 0:03:50Well, Dennis was kind of my brother.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Well, my dad's son.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- Your half-brother?! - No, I'm adopted.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57Oh, thank goodness for that!
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Oh, so it was Dennis showed up,
0:03:59 > 0:04:03- caused all that trouble I heard about?- No. No, Dennis died.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06That was John. He was another one.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08- John?- Uh-hm.- Who was he related to?
0:04:08 > 0:04:11No-one, thankfully.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Wish I had a some stories like that in my locker.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17Me and Mick met at school. Never been with anyone else. Never will.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20You're so lucky, Linda. Phil's the closest thing
0:04:20 > 0:04:23to a long-term relationship I've ever had.
0:04:23 > 0:04:27Just weren't together for most of it. Well, maybe that'll change now.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29Do I hear wedding bells?
0:04:29 > 0:04:32Not sure I'm ready to let anyone put a ring on my finger again but...
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Phil's the only bloke who could.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Have you got any idea what it was like for me
0:04:37 > 0:04:39seeing you together like that?
0:04:39 > 0:04:43- The kids could have walked in. - They didn't.- Yeah, but they could have.- Yeah, but they didn't.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45This is very embarrassing.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48It wasn't planned, Bianca. It just happened.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Why can't you just be normal?!
0:04:49 > 0:04:53Why can't you just split up, hate each other's guts
0:04:53 > 0:04:58and spend the rest of your lives avoiding each other? Instead we have this carry-on, time after time.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00You're like a couple of horny teenagers.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02It wasn't about that.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04So, what was it about then?
0:05:04 > 0:05:06- Are we done?- No.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09Cos I think I've had my two minutes on the naughty step.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11This is pointless, Carol.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Just tell her.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42He's just going to hurt you again.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43He can't.
0:05:43 > 0:05:47Why would you put yourself in this position? You've got Mas.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50What can he give you that Masood can't?
0:05:50 > 0:05:54This isn't about Masood, is it? It's not even about me, really.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56This is about you. I understand.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- You hoped that your dad came back for you...- Don't tell me what I hoped.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02..and that is why you're angry and confused, but you don't have to be.
0:06:02 > 0:06:07- He did come back for you. He really did.- Well, then he can clear off for me and all.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- What's this?- All right, sweetheart?
0:06:09 > 0:06:13This here is the answer to a million men's prayers.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16- I said these were useless. - Keep it shtoom, all right?
0:06:16 > 0:06:21This is the power of placebo. The power of the placebo.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24- Good luck.- Thank you.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33You're back sooner than I thought. You OK?
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- Huh?- You OK?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Yeah.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Yeah.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Tired, but fine.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45I brought you something back from Pakistan.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48You didn't have to do...
0:06:48 > 0:06:50Tambo!
0:06:50 > 0:06:51Shabnam?
0:06:59 > 0:07:02- Er, could you knock before you come in here?- Sorry.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Haven't you got somewhere you should be, Carol?
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- Not really.- No?- No.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11OK.
0:07:11 > 0:07:12No plans then?
0:07:13 > 0:07:16Well, I was going to go to the supermarket and do a big shop.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19Oh, right. I'll run you, if you like? Slow day out there.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- Max won't mind.- No, it's fine. I'll get the bus.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Humour me.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26It'll give us a chance to talk,
0:07:26 > 0:07:28clear the air,
0:07:28 > 0:07:30before lover boy gets back.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34We don't want that hanging over us, do we, eh?
0:07:34 > 0:07:35Can you get off the bed, please?
0:07:40 > 0:07:46All right. Just no funny stuff, OK? What happened was a...one-off.
0:07:49 > 0:07:53Come on, everybody. Fellas, have I got something very special for you?
0:07:53 > 0:07:57Here you are, mate. You pop one of these, your little soldier'll be back on the front line
0:07:57 > 0:07:59faster than you can say, "Attention!"
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Good for hair loss.
0:08:01 > 0:08:05I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm giving it my best patter
0:08:05 > 0:08:08- and they're all slipping off the hook. - You know your problem, don't you?
0:08:08 > 0:08:10- I'm sure you're going to tell me, Kat.- You're trying to sell
0:08:10 > 0:08:14- to the wrong sort of people. - Right.- Watch and learn, sweetheart.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18Here you are, darling. Do yourself a favour, have a look at these.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21How about you, Linda? Need a little boost in the bedroom?
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- We don't have any problem in that department.- Yeah?
0:08:26 > 0:08:29SHE WHISPERS
0:08:31 > 0:08:32Well, in that case...
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Cheers.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39- There you go.- Very good. Very good.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47What are you doing? Should go left here.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49What are you doing, David? Pull over.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54What are you planning, eh?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56Another quickie in a cheap hotel?
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Credit me with some class, Carol.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00Well, you're up to something. I know you, David Wicks.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Yeah, I am. And I know you as well.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05I saw your face when you got that text. You were scared.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10So I rang the breast surgical department.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11You've missed an appointment.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14They've been trying to get hold of you for days.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16I presume that's your results.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18They spoke to you? They're not allowed to.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Well, they will if I say I'm your husband.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22- You had no right!- Carol...
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Is that where we're going?
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Well, someone had to yank your head out of the sand.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31What, you thought we'd just pull up outside the hospital
0:09:31 > 0:09:35- and I'd smile sweetly and trot in? - No, I thought I'd get you halfway,
0:09:35 > 0:09:39we'd have a massive row but eventually you'd see sense.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42No, Carol, listen. I know you're scared, I know you are,
0:09:42 > 0:09:45but you've got to do this.
0:09:45 > 0:09:49Look, maybe everything's fine but, if it's not, you need to know.
0:09:49 > 0:09:54- You really are a piece of work, do you know that? Get off me. - Fine. Go. But know this...
0:09:55 > 0:09:58I may have done this wrong...
0:09:58 > 0:10:00but I did it because...
0:10:01 > 0:10:03..because I care about what happens to you.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Now, I've got you halfway.
0:10:07 > 0:10:08Your choice now.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14There's one for Syed too.
0:10:14 > 0:10:18- She wanted all her grandchildren to have something.- Is that her?
0:10:18 > 0:10:21Yeah! Straight off the boat, 1962.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24- She looks so happy.- Yeah, she was.
0:10:24 > 0:10:28It was the first time she'd seen your daadaa in what, six years?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Imagine that. Just got married
0:10:30 > 0:10:34and he left her to travel halfway across the world to drive a bus.
0:10:34 > 0:10:35It's hard to believe.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38She wanted a better life for them, for me, for you.
0:10:42 > 0:10:43You OK?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45Yeah.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47Well, look after them.
0:10:50 > 0:10:54Daadi was always so proud of her brainbox grandson.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57Thought you'd be at uni by now.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59Yeah, that didn't work out.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05- How long are you staying? - Erm, couple of weeks.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08I'm organising a memorial service tomorrow
0:11:08 > 0:11:11- for Daadi's friends and family in the UK.- Tomorrow?
0:11:11 > 0:11:15And...Dad needs looking after.
0:11:15 > 0:11:19The funeral, the flights, seeing Mum again,
0:11:19 > 0:11:20he's found it very difficult.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22Yo, Tam! What do you want me to do with these, man?
0:11:22 > 0:11:25- Tamwar, should I be calling the police?- No!
0:11:25 > 0:11:28Fats, Shabnam. Shabnam, Fats.
0:11:28 > 0:11:32- That's my sister. He lives here. - Oh, yes, of course! No, yes.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- You've told me... He's told me all about you, man. - I might have told you a bit.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38Well, anyway, welcome. You know, come and give us some love, Shabba.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Do you mind if I don't?
0:11:40 > 0:11:44And if you value your bodily extremities,
0:11:44 > 0:11:46please don't ever call me Shabba again.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Carol Jackson?
0:12:00 > 0:12:01That's us. Come on.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Follow me, please.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08I'm here, Carol. Whatever he says, we'll deal with it. Come on.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- No.- Hey?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14I want to do this alone.
0:12:21 > 0:12:22Erm...
0:12:24 > 0:12:26There is something I need to tell you.
0:12:29 > 0:12:30I have a girlfriend...
0:12:32 > 0:12:35..and her name is Carol
0:12:35 > 0:12:37and she lives across the square.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41And before you ask, it had nothing to do with your mum and me.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42It started long after.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46She's an amazing woman.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48I'd really like you to meet her.
0:12:50 > 0:12:51Does she make you happy?
0:12:51 > 0:12:53Yeah.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Yeah, very.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00I'm sorry I missed that appointment but...
0:13:00 > 0:13:04I meant to get in touch, but life just got so chaotic, you know how it is.
0:13:06 > 0:13:10Would you like someone here with you?
0:13:10 > 0:13:11No.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15The results of your biopsy came back...
0:13:18 > 0:13:21..and I'm afraid it's not good news.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26You have breast cancer.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31Now, I know this is a shock.
0:13:31 > 0:13:32Are you OK?
0:13:35 > 0:13:38We've determined the cancer is multi-focal...
0:13:38 > 0:13:40a number of small cancers.
0:13:40 > 0:13:45And, unfortunately, a biopsy also showed it's spread to your lymph glands,
0:13:45 > 0:13:49so we need to carry out more tests to check for secondary tumours.
0:13:51 > 0:13:52Now, assuming the scans are clear,
0:13:52 > 0:13:56we'll start with a course of chemotherapy
0:13:56 > 0:13:59and then, because the cancer is multifocal,
0:13:59 > 0:14:02we'd carry out a mastectomy to remove the breast.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07Mrs Jackson?
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Mrs Jackson, it's a lot to take in.
0:14:12 > 0:14:16You understood what I said about the possibility of a mastectomy?
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Yeah.
0:14:22 > 0:14:27Vikki Phillips is one of our clinical nurse specialists.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Now, if it's all right with you, when we're finished,
0:14:29 > 0:14:32she'll make sure you're fully aware of what we're going to do
0:14:32 > 0:14:34and the options available.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41Now, are you sure you wouldn't want someone here with you?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44No. I'm fine.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- 70 quid.- That's not bad for half-a-day's work.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52- You've got to stay light on your feet and exploit every opportunity. - Listen, today's been a laugh but...
0:14:52 > 0:14:55your brain is still thinking hand-to-mouth
0:14:55 > 0:14:58and we can't live like that any more, Alfie.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11- Thank you.- Bye-bye.- Bye.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21It's fine. It's just a cyst.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25Thank God for that.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30Mick, if you hear of any bar work going... Just keep your ear
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- to the ground for me, will you? - 'Course, mate.- Cheers.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35- Alfie?- Yeah?- I spoke to Vicki earlier.- Oh, right?
0:15:35 > 0:15:38Her and Spencer are looking for someone to help open
0:15:38 > 0:15:40- a bar for them in Sydney. - Since when?
0:15:40 > 0:15:43- Well, it's only just confirmed. What do you think?- Great idea.
0:15:43 > 0:15:48- Long way to commute though. No, listen, thanks, sweetheart. - All right, babe.- Alfie!
0:15:48 > 0:15:52- I hear you're still looking for work.- Yeah.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54Can I have a word?
0:15:54 > 0:15:57Here you go. Mick's curry paste.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00- It'll make his hair fall out, if he had any.- Cheers, Linda.
0:16:00 > 0:16:04Look, I know this outfit on Canvey and they lost their front man over Christmas.
0:16:04 > 0:16:08- Shirl, I can hold a tune but... - Come on, Alfie. You know what I'm talking about. It's a gang.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10They do all the long cons across the south-east.
0:16:11 > 0:16:14- They're looking for someone with a bit of patter.- Me?
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Regular money, Alfie.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Big regular money.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22You've got my number. Have a think about it.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Performance enhancement?
0:16:27 > 0:16:30I was always under the impression that my performance was...
0:16:31 > 0:16:33..satisfactory.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35More than, darling.
0:16:36 > 0:16:42It's just that sometimes I might appreciate an encore.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Multiple encores.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50Tina's due to start work in ten minutes.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51I'll be waiting.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03Why wouldn't you tell them? It's good news, isn't it?
0:17:04 > 0:17:07Oh. You're back...from wherever you've been.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10Yeah, not quite Pakistan, but somewhere equally as exotic.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- David ran me to the supermarket. Are you all right?- Yeah.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16I was wondering if you had a moment.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19- There's someone at the house I'd like you to meet.- Right. Yeah. OK.
0:17:19 > 0:17:22- Just let me get sorted and I'll pop over.- Yeah.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26- So, where have you two really been? - I told you.
0:17:26 > 0:17:30- Two bags of shopping? Is that your cover up story, is it?- Carol...
0:17:30 > 0:17:33So, where've you been? Sneaking about behind his back?
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- You disgust me, the pair of you. - Oi! Oi! Don't you speak
0:17:36 > 0:17:38to your mother like that.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40- Carol, please. - Shut up, David. Shut up!
0:17:42 > 0:17:44Where are you going now?
0:17:44 > 0:17:46See the effect you have on her?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08I'm really pleased to meet you.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12You must be shattered after your long flight.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14Shall I make some tea?
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Know your way round my mum's kitchen then?
0:18:16 > 0:18:18OK. I'll make the tea then.
0:18:20 > 0:18:24- Got through it all right? - Yeah, erm...
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Yeah, it was hard...
0:18:26 > 0:18:29but it was also kind of beautiful, you know?
0:18:29 > 0:18:32The whole family were there.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34It really felt like she was loved.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Wish I could've been there to support you.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38He had plenty of support.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42The memorial's tomorrow?
0:18:42 > 0:18:45Yeah, Shabnam's been a brilliant organiser.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48Right. Well, if I can help with any last-minute details.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50You must be hungry, Dad.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53- I'll nip out and get us something to eat.- I'll come.
0:18:53 > 0:18:57You know, help you carry the bags and that. Mr Mas.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02She's not normally like that. She's a good girl.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04- She's Daddy's girl. - Oh, you noticed that, did you?
0:19:04 > 0:19:08No-one's ever going to be good enough for you. Apart from her mum.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Oh, you can't really blame her for that.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13She wasn't around to see how bad it got.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15And now she's here without her...
0:19:15 > 0:19:18Zee's her mum.
0:19:18 > 0:19:22She must feel like there's a great big hole in the middle of this home.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28Are you OK?
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Tell me about Pakistan.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55I'm getting there.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59- What, properly back together? - Properly.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02- Yes!- Does that mean you're going to get married?
0:20:02 > 0:20:04- 'Course it don't! - I'm not sharing a bedroom again.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06We're all staying where we are this time, all right?
0:20:06 > 0:20:09What it does mean is we get to hang out together
0:20:09 > 0:20:11and do some really cool stuff...
0:20:11 > 0:20:15- like going to McKlunky's right now.- Yes!
0:20:15 > 0:20:16Get your shoes and coats on.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23- What?- No, I can't come. My mum's stropped off again.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26- Something's up and I don't know what it is.- All right.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28Well, I'll fill this lot up with chicken and deliver them back
0:20:28 > 0:20:31greasy and content.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Sort it out with your mum, yeah?
0:20:34 > 0:20:35I met hundreds of people,
0:20:35 > 0:20:39people she grew up with, people she'd played with as a little girl.
0:20:42 > 0:20:43And there she was...
0:20:45 > 0:20:47..looking beautiful.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52I helped carry her body,
0:20:52 > 0:20:54place it in the ground...
0:20:57 > 0:21:02Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un.
0:21:05 > 0:21:08To Allah we belong and to Allah we return.
0:21:11 > 0:21:14Then three handfuls of soil, sprinkled over her body.
0:21:17 > 0:21:21You were created from the earth and we give you back to the earth.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24I wish I could believe.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26I'm really struggling.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31It feels like she's just gone.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37She lived and she died
0:21:37 > 0:21:38and that's that.
0:21:47 > 0:21:50It's different now.
0:21:50 > 0:21:53The more you know someone, the older you get,
0:21:53 > 0:21:56less places to hide. Keeps you honest.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58I don't know.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00I mean, you know what people say...
0:22:00 > 0:22:02"Don't ever go back. It can never be the same."
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Yeah, well, it doesn't have to be the same.
0:22:04 > 0:22:05It can be even better.
0:22:08 > 0:22:12Ian Beale, you're thinking about her!
0:22:12 > 0:22:15- Who?- Don't play games. What I said goes for mates too.
0:22:15 > 0:22:19After all these years, there's no place you can hide from me.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Jane.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23DOOR SLAMS
0:22:23 > 0:22:25- I thought he wasn't going to be back for half-an-hour?- It's fine.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27Something smells good.
0:22:29 > 0:22:32- What's he doing here?- Well, apparently, I burnt the spices.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Ian's saved your supper.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36You should thank him.
0:22:36 > 0:22:37Should I?
0:22:54 > 0:22:57- All right, Mickey. Is Shirley in?- Hello, mate.
0:22:57 > 0:23:01I dunno. Have you had a look outside? Is the flag flying?
0:23:04 > 0:23:07It's on the house. It's...
0:23:07 > 0:23:10a little thank you from me and Linda.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12OK. What for?
0:23:13 > 0:23:15Them pills.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18I always thought I could hold my own in that respect,
0:23:18 > 0:23:21but let me just tell you something...
0:23:21 > 0:23:23it's made me feel 18 again.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45You know what? This ain't bad,
0:23:45 > 0:23:47even if Beale did have his mucky paws on it.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50He's my mate and he's going to be here from time-to-time,
0:23:50 > 0:23:52so get used to it.
0:23:52 > 0:23:56While we're on the subject, there's something you could learn from Ian.
0:23:56 > 0:24:00- Oh, yeah?- He may have his faults,
0:24:00 > 0:24:03but I've always been able to talk to him, you know.
0:24:03 > 0:24:07Phil, I want us to work, I mean, properly work...
0:24:07 > 0:24:10and that means talking to me.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12I mean, whatever you do, whatever you're feeling,
0:24:12 > 0:24:15I want to know all about it, share everything.
0:24:18 > 0:24:19OK.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22- And that includes the cooking, as it happens.- Well...
0:24:22 > 0:24:24I hope you like egg and chips.
0:24:24 > 0:24:25Egg and chips?
0:24:25 > 0:24:29I'm Angie Watts' daughter. Egg and chips were her forte.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45I've just been sat over the Vic
0:24:45 > 0:24:47watching them Carters.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Larking around, they were.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55They got together when they were young. Did you know that?
0:24:58 > 0:25:00So I'm sitting there
0:25:00 > 0:25:03and just for a minute...
0:25:03 > 0:25:05I imagined it was me and you.
0:25:08 > 0:25:10Maybe if I'd been a bit braver...
0:25:10 > 0:25:12who knows, eh?
0:25:16 > 0:25:20See, that's the thing, when you know somebody when they were young...
0:25:20 > 0:25:24it's a privilege cos you get to know the real person,
0:25:24 > 0:25:28before life screws them over...
0:25:29 > 0:25:32..and teaches them how to hide their wounds.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37I knew you when you were young, Carol.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39You can't hide your wounds from me.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47I'm scared, David.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50I'm so, so scared.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56- WHISPERS:- It's all right.
0:26:24 > 0:26:29- What have you done to her now?! - Bianca, I've had just about all I can take...- Is that right?
0:26:29 > 0:26:32- You are being a right selfish little mare.- I've got cancer.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36I've got cancer, Bianca.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45That looks good.
0:26:45 > 0:26:46Lemon tart.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Did you make it or buy it?
0:26:48 > 0:26:50That's my little secret.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54What's yours?
0:26:57 > 0:27:01It's not a single lump. It's lots of little lumps, apparently.
0:27:01 > 0:27:05- But you're going to be all right though?- They don't know.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08They think it might have gone into my lymph glands or something.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11What do you mean? What does that mean? I don't know what you mean.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14It means that they're going to have to do more scans
0:27:14 > 0:27:16to check that it hasn't gone anywhere else.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20Did you know about this?
0:27:20 > 0:27:23- Yeah, some of it.- Yeah. Your dad's been helping me.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29- I'm so sorry.- Hey.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32- I've been so selfish. - It's all right, darling.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35So, what are we going to do?
0:27:35 > 0:27:37We're going to fight it.