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0:00:26 > 0:00:27I tried calling you.

0:00:27 > 0:00:29I forgot to charge my phone this morning.

0:00:29 > 0:00:32The ward sister's off, I'm on earlies. It's a killer.

0:00:32 > 0:00:35Just doing the tea. Are you going to stop?

0:00:35 > 0:00:37- Give us that coat.- Oh, sorry.

0:00:37 > 0:00:41Rebecca! Nanny's here! Come down and say hello, please.

0:00:41 > 0:00:43So, to what do we owe this pleasure?

0:00:43 > 0:00:44Martin not around?

0:00:44 > 0:00:47No, it's five-a-side night. He's always late.

0:00:47 > 0:00:49- Everything all right?- Yes, fine.

0:00:49 > 0:00:51I've forgiven him.

0:00:51 > 0:00:53We're good.

0:00:53 > 0:00:54- Hello, Nan.- Hey!

0:00:54 > 0:00:57Hello, lovely.

0:00:57 > 0:00:59- How are you?- I'm fine, thanks.

0:00:59 > 0:01:00That guitar's sounding really good.

0:01:00 > 0:01:03- Are you going to play something for me?- That'd be lovely.

0:01:03 > 0:01:06- I've got to do my chemistry homework.- Poor you!

0:01:06 > 0:01:09- I like chemistry.- Oh, right! Well, you best get on with that then.

0:01:09 > 0:01:10Go on, off you go.

0:01:13 > 0:01:15So, how are things at home?

0:01:15 > 0:01:18Yeah, no, everything's, er, everything's fine.

0:01:20 > 0:01:23Is there any particular reason for you dropping by or...

0:01:23 > 0:01:26Oh, Sonia, when was the last time that you scoured that sink, eh?

0:01:26 > 0:01:28Leave off, Mum, please.

0:01:28 > 0:01:30Right, where is the bleach? Hmm?

0:01:30 > 0:01:33And rubber gloves?

0:01:33 > 0:01:34Here we go.

0:01:34 > 0:01:37So what's the gossip then in Walford? Tell me.

0:01:37 > 0:01:38No, there is no gossip.

0:01:38 > 0:01:40Everything's, er...everything's normal.

0:01:44 > 0:01:47- Phone her again. - What, and leave another message?

0:01:47 > 0:01:49- It's dark out there. - She's a grown woman.

0:01:49 > 0:01:50She's got...

0:01:51 > 0:01:52She's not well!

0:01:52 > 0:01:55- She'll come home when she's ready. - She would never have done this

0:01:55 > 0:01:58if you hadn't had a stupid teenage scrap with her boyfriend!

0:01:58 > 0:02:00- Well, he's not any more. - She was happy with him, you know.

0:02:00 > 0:02:03- She didn't love him!- She did.

0:02:03 > 0:02:04I was only trying to help.

0:02:04 > 0:02:07Well, you're not helping. You're just making things worse!

0:02:07 > 0:02:10If you really want to help, you've got to do better than this.

0:02:12 > 0:02:13The, er...

0:02:15 > 0:02:17The phone that you found in the house.

0:02:19 > 0:02:20It was Carl's.

0:02:22 > 0:02:23The blood on it?

0:02:25 > 0:02:26Yeah. That was his.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Ronnie's...

0:02:34 > 0:02:35Ronnie's killed him.

0:02:37 > 0:02:39What?

0:02:39 > 0:02:41And I...

0:02:41 > 0:02:44I helped clear up...the mess.

0:02:47 > 0:02:49The mess?

0:02:51 > 0:02:54- You helped her get rid of him? - No, no, no.

0:02:55 > 0:02:57No, I just helped clear up the flat,

0:02:57 > 0:02:59to make it look like he'd done a bunk.

0:03:02 > 0:03:03Well...

0:03:03 > 0:03:05what about his body?

0:03:06 > 0:03:08I'm not sure what she's done with it.

0:03:10 > 0:03:12That's why the phone was at the house.

0:03:14 > 0:03:17Why did you leave it in the house?

0:03:17 > 0:03:19- Denny could have found it! - Yeah, I know.

0:03:19 > 0:03:21It was stupid. I'm sorry, Sharon.

0:03:25 > 0:03:27Ronnie's killed Carl.

0:03:31 > 0:03:32Ooh!

0:03:35 > 0:03:38I always knew you weren't a choir boy, but killing someone...

0:03:38 > 0:03:42No, no, no. Ronnie, Sharon. Not me.

0:03:42 > 0:03:43How did she do it?

0:03:43 > 0:03:46- I'm not sure.- But you were involved?

0:03:46 > 0:03:48- No!- Well, why?

0:03:49 > 0:03:51Sharon, he's a dangerous man, ain't he?

0:03:51 > 0:03:54He tried to kill me, he threatened Amy. You know...

0:03:54 > 0:03:56Ronnie feels she has to protect her family.

0:03:56 > 0:03:58You know what she's like with Roxy.

0:03:58 > 0:04:00She's more like a mother, not so much a sister.

0:04:00 > 0:04:02Well, I'm Denny's mother.

0:04:02 > 0:04:05- Do I have to protect him from you? - No!

0:04:05 > 0:04:07No, Sharon. No.

0:04:11 > 0:04:12So...

0:04:14 > 0:04:17Are there any other secrets you're hiding from me?

0:04:19 > 0:04:20Phil?

0:04:21 > 0:04:23Is there something else?

0:04:28 > 0:04:29What is it?

0:04:44 > 0:04:46You OK?

0:04:46 > 0:04:49Yeah, it's just the fumes from the bleach.

0:04:49 > 0:04:51PHONE RINGS

0:04:51 > 0:04:53How about a nice glass of wine, eh?

0:04:55 > 0:04:56It's Bianca.

0:05:00 > 0:05:02Has something happened?

0:05:05 > 0:05:07I, erm...

0:05:09 > 0:05:11I broke up with Masood.

0:05:11 > 0:05:14Oh, Mum, what a shame.

0:05:14 > 0:05:16Sounds like you need that glass of wine, eh?

0:05:32 > 0:05:36We're making, erm, chooza palak,

0:05:36 > 0:05:38cos I know it's your favourite.

0:05:44 > 0:05:48Dad, I think what Shabnam said...

0:05:51 > 0:05:54..she shouldn't have.

0:05:54 > 0:05:56But I don't think she meant...

0:05:58 > 0:05:59I think it just came out wrong.

0:06:01 > 0:06:03Haven't you done the chicken yet?

0:06:03 > 0:06:05- No, no, no, I'm doing the marinade. - I'll do it.

0:06:08 > 0:06:10Cheer up, Dad.

0:06:10 > 0:06:12We are going to make you such a lovely dinner,

0:06:12 > 0:06:15it's going to put everything else into perspective.

0:06:33 > 0:06:37- If I... If I don't tell you? - We're through.

0:06:39 > 0:06:42- And if I do tell you, we're through. - Not necessarily.

0:06:47 > 0:06:50What could be worse than covering up for a murderer?

0:06:50 > 0:06:53You've told me that and I'm still sitting here, ain't I?

0:06:59 > 0:07:00Dennis.

0:07:03 > 0:07:04Dennis died...

0:07:06 > 0:07:07..because of me.

0:07:11 > 0:07:12I killed him.

0:07:15 > 0:07:17Dennis?

0:07:20 > 0:07:22No, you didn't!

0:07:24 > 0:07:26I know you didn't, I was there.

0:07:28 > 0:07:29You didn't!

0:07:35 > 0:07:37What do you mean?

0:07:39 > 0:07:43OK, maybe he thought he was in love with her...

0:07:43 > 0:07:45Hey, Mr Mas, what are you doing there, man?

0:07:45 > 0:07:47< Isn't it better to finish sooner rather than later?

0:07:47 > 0:07:49You been a naughty boy?

0:07:49 > 0:07:50< What do you think?

0:07:50 > 0:07:52< I don't know. You've made your mind up.

0:07:52 > 0:07:54< Tamwar, have an opinion. Please!

0:08:03 > 0:08:05So... Masood.

0:08:07 > 0:08:10You know, you should get yourself some herb teas, Sonia.

0:08:10 > 0:08:13PHONE RINGS I was reading in a magazine the other day,

0:08:13 > 0:08:16they're much healthier for you than ordinary tea.

0:08:17 > 0:08:19But, er, you know that, erm...

0:08:21 > 0:08:24..red wine, that's good for you too, in moderation.

0:08:24 > 0:08:28You know, fresh veg, fruit, salad. You've got to stay healthy, Sonia,

0:08:28 > 0:08:29because I'll tell you what -

0:08:29 > 0:08:32if you haven't got your health, you haven't got anything, you know?

0:08:35 > 0:08:37- Dinner ready?- Yes, darling.

0:08:37 > 0:08:39I tell you what...

0:08:39 > 0:08:43Why don't you go and sit in front of that telly as a little treat.

0:08:43 > 0:08:45- Really?- Yeah, go on.- Thanks!

0:08:50 > 0:08:52Why have you broken up with Masood?

0:08:55 > 0:08:59Because I didn't think it was fair to him, in the circumstances.

0:08:59 > 0:09:01What circumstances?

0:09:04 > 0:09:06I've got breast cancer, darling.

0:09:06 > 0:09:10- Oh, Mum!- Listen, listen. I'm all right, I'm OK.

0:09:10 > 0:09:12- I'm so sorry.- I know. Come here.

0:09:13 > 0:09:16Everything is all right, sweetheart. Honestly. Eh?

0:09:16 > 0:09:17Look at me.

0:09:17 > 0:09:18I'm so sorry.

0:09:20 > 0:09:22You told Dennis...

0:09:22 > 0:09:26you found Johnny Allen with his hands round my throat?

0:09:26 > 0:09:27He was...

0:09:28 > 0:09:31He was going to kill you, wasn't he! Dennis had a right to know.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35And this was New Year's Eve?

0:09:36 > 0:09:38The day that you were going to leave.

0:09:42 > 0:09:44So you tell Dennis...

0:09:45 > 0:09:48..and he goes round and has it out with Johnny Allen.

0:09:51 > 0:09:52He beat him half to death.

0:09:52 > 0:09:55But only half dead. He didn't kill him.

0:09:57 > 0:10:00Dennis wasn't like that.

0:10:00 > 0:10:02I mean I know he had a temper.

0:10:07 > 0:10:08We were leaving, Phil.

0:10:10 > 0:10:13We were getting out. We were going to be safe.

0:10:14 > 0:10:18We were going to build a life, for us and our baby.

0:10:19 > 0:10:22- Only you told him about Johnny Allen.- Sharon...- And he beat Johnny Allen.

0:10:22 > 0:10:25- If there was one thing I could change...- Johnny Allen had him killed.

0:10:25 > 0:10:27And that's supposed to make me feel better?!

0:10:27 > 0:10:29I swear to you. Please!

0:10:29 > 0:10:31Don't you come near me.

0:10:31 > 0:10:33Don't you dare!

0:10:35 > 0:10:37Sharon, please? Sharon!

0:10:49 > 0:10:52They're going to try chemotherapy first.

0:10:53 > 0:10:56Stick more needles in me, and push me through some machines.

0:10:58 > 0:11:01You're not eating, darling. Go on, it's lovely.

0:11:02 > 0:11:05Do you know what, Mum? Whatever you need, I'm going to be there.

0:11:05 > 0:11:07We're going to fight this together.

0:11:07 > 0:11:09I don't know about fight.

0:11:09 > 0:11:13I mean, all I can do is what the doctors tell me to.

0:11:14 > 0:11:16If that's fighting then...

0:11:19 > 0:11:22- Why you, eh?- Hmm?

0:11:23 > 0:11:27Why not? I mean, I'm lucky really.

0:11:27 > 0:11:30Lucky? How do you figure that out?

0:11:30 > 0:11:34Because, you know, the treatments are a whole lot better

0:11:34 > 0:11:37than they used to be. The remission rates are going up.

0:11:37 > 0:11:41I've got you and the family.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43Bianca.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45You know, she's going to be worried sick.

0:11:45 > 0:11:47I should give her a call.

0:11:47 > 0:11:48I just wish all this other stuff

0:11:48 > 0:11:51wasn't looping through my brain, though.

0:11:51 > 0:11:52What stuff?

0:11:52 > 0:11:55Stupid stuff, like...

0:11:55 > 0:11:57You know, what sort of wig will I get?

0:11:57 > 0:11:59Or shall I wear a scarf?

0:11:59 > 0:12:02How sick am I going to be from the chemo and...

0:12:02 > 0:12:04How am I going to manage for money?

0:12:04 > 0:12:06You're not going to be on your own, Mum.

0:12:06 > 0:12:08Chance of that...

0:12:08 > 0:12:11Chance'd be a fine thing in our house.

0:12:11 > 0:12:12I don't mean that, do I?

0:12:15 > 0:12:16Go on.

0:12:16 > 0:12:18Eat.

0:12:20 > 0:12:23- Where are you going?- Car lot.

0:12:23 > 0:12:24Any news from Terry?

0:12:24 > 0:12:27I ain't heard from him yet. What's in there?

0:12:27 > 0:12:30Paperwork. Let me know if you hear anything, yeah?

0:12:30 > 0:12:33- All right.- All right. Ta-da.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35PHONE RINGS

0:12:35 > 0:12:36Mum!

0:12:38 > 0:12:39DOOR CLOSES

0:12:56 > 0:12:58What is that?

0:12:58 > 0:12:59Take a look.

0:13:12 > 0:13:15There's 100 grand in there, Max, give or take.

0:13:16 > 0:13:18Very nice.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21- Where did you get that?- Don't matter.

0:13:22 > 0:13:24All right. Why are you showing this to me?

0:13:24 > 0:13:27Because I want you to know how serious I am.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29Serious about what?

0:13:29 > 0:13:31About buying in.

0:13:31 > 0:13:33Buying in to what?

0:13:33 > 0:13:34The business.

0:14:00 > 0:14:03You shouldn't be out here, Sharon.

0:14:03 > 0:14:04It's cold.

0:14:06 > 0:14:07That's where it happened.

0:14:09 > 0:14:10That's where Dennis died.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15Why did you do it?

0:14:21 > 0:14:23Sharon, I didn't...

0:14:23 > 0:14:25I didn't think he'd get killed.

0:14:27 > 0:14:29And I didn't want you to go.

0:14:29 > 0:14:31- I had to leave.- No. Dennis.

0:14:31 > 0:14:34Dennis had to go, not you.

0:14:34 > 0:14:36But I was married to him!

0:14:36 > 0:14:37I was his wife!

0:14:39 > 0:14:41Until you made me his widow.

0:14:48 > 0:14:49Are you coming home?

0:14:54 > 0:14:57Well, I ain't got nowhere else to go, have I?

0:15:02 > 0:15:05- I mean that's...that's hot, I suppose?- No.

0:15:05 > 0:15:07Well, how come you ain't stuck it in the bank?

0:15:07 > 0:15:08I don't like banks.

0:15:10 > 0:15:12Am I in?

0:15:12 > 0:15:13I don't know, David, you know.

0:15:13 > 0:15:16The thing about buying into the business is...

0:15:16 > 0:15:18Well, you've got to be the settling down type.

0:15:18 > 0:15:21- Yeah.- Really?

0:15:21 > 0:15:23Yeah, I've grown up.

0:15:23 > 0:15:25I want to look after my family.

0:15:31 > 0:15:32What do you say?

0:15:33 > 0:15:34Yes?

0:15:37 > 0:15:39Nah.

0:15:39 > 0:15:41- Why not?- I don't like you that much.

0:15:42 > 0:15:44Anyway, I got a family thing.

0:15:46 > 0:15:48- I'll see you tomorrow. - That's it, is it?

0:15:48 > 0:15:51- Yeah, that's it. - You're a stupid little man, Max.

0:15:51 > 0:15:53Good night, David. Lock up on the way out, yeah?

0:15:53 > 0:15:54You stupid little man!

0:15:57 > 0:15:59DOORBELL RINGS

0:15:59 > 0:16:00Is Mummy all right?

0:16:02 > 0:16:04I've been worried sick.

0:16:04 > 0:16:06- I'm sorry. - Why didn't you pick up my calls?

0:16:06 > 0:16:08I'm really, really sorry.

0:16:26 > 0:16:28Takes me back. You and your trumpet!

0:16:28 > 0:16:30No, she's a lot better than me, though.

0:16:31 > 0:16:34SHE STARTS PLAYING GENTLY

0:16:43 > 0:16:45How has she been?

0:16:45 > 0:16:47Honestly? I'm not sure.

0:16:49 > 0:16:52- Has she told you that she's finished with Masood?- Yeah.

0:16:54 > 0:16:57I hope it's not cos she wants to be with my dad.

0:17:01 > 0:17:03# Well, it goes like this

0:17:03 > 0:17:05# The fourth, the fifth

0:17:05 > 0:17:10# The minor, the fall and the major lift

0:17:10 > 0:17:13# The baffled king

0:17:13 > 0:17:17# Composing Hallelujah... #

0:17:19 > 0:17:21She needs someone she can depend on.

0:17:21 > 0:17:23Well, she can depend on us.

0:17:35 > 0:17:38I was thinking perhaps she could stay here with you for a few days.

0:17:38 > 0:17:40Well, I can call Martin.

0:17:40 > 0:17:44It'd give her a bit of time to work things out, you know?

0:17:44 > 0:17:46It'll keep her away from David.

0:17:53 > 0:17:56Rebecca, what's the matter, darling? You've stopped!

0:17:56 > 0:17:57Nan?

0:17:59 > 0:18:00Oh, Mum. Come on.

0:18:04 > 0:18:05Mum.

0:18:05 > 0:18:07SHE CRIES

0:18:16 > 0:18:19Shabnam said to set the table.

0:18:19 > 0:18:20Is that all right with you?

0:18:39 > 0:18:42Mr Mas, I heard about you and Carol.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47I'm sorry, man.

0:18:52 > 0:18:55I just found this in one of the cupboards.

0:18:56 > 0:18:58Alcohol.

0:18:58 > 0:18:59In this house?

0:19:01 > 0:19:03I can't stop thinking about the kids,

0:19:03 > 0:19:05how they're all going to turn out.

0:19:07 > 0:19:12Maybe - thank you - Rebecca will turn out to be a famous musician.

0:19:12 > 0:19:15I don't know about that.

0:19:15 > 0:19:17She's definitely good enough.

0:19:17 > 0:19:20And Tiff, I can see her on the stage.

0:19:20 > 0:19:22Yeah, as a comedian maybe!

0:19:23 > 0:19:27Morgan, Liam, Whitney.

0:19:28 > 0:19:30I'd just really like to see them all grown-up.

0:19:30 > 0:19:32Of course you will!

0:19:32 > 0:19:34Just stop talking like this.

0:19:34 > 0:19:37- Mum, you're young. - I know, I just don't feel it.

0:19:37 > 0:19:39You've got a really good chance.

0:19:39 > 0:19:42I know! I know, I'm just being really stupid.

0:19:42 > 0:19:43No, you're not being stupid.

0:19:43 > 0:19:47But we're going to get through this, we are.

0:19:47 > 0:19:48Like we get through everything else.

0:19:48 > 0:19:50You're not on your own, Mum.

0:19:50 > 0:19:51No, I know I'm not.

0:19:51 > 0:19:53I've got... I've got my two girls.

0:20:12 > 0:20:15You know, I'm really sorry about that beer thing.

0:20:15 > 0:20:17You'll get rid of it straight after dinner.

0:20:17 > 0:20:19Yeah, of course. Yeah.

0:20:19 > 0:20:21And just this once, we'll say no more.

0:20:21 > 0:20:22Hm!

0:20:22 > 0:20:24Did I say something funny?

0:20:27 > 0:20:30"Just this once and we'll say no more."

0:20:32 > 0:20:33You're on your high horse.

0:20:33 > 0:20:36- You want some mango chutney?- Yeah.

0:20:36 > 0:20:39Turning up from Pakistan,

0:20:39 > 0:20:42- sitting in judgment over the rest of us.- I'm not.

0:20:42 > 0:20:46- My daughter, the racist. - I'm not racist!

0:20:46 > 0:20:49I just think you should be with a Muslim woman.

0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Or, better still, Ummi.- OK, can we take the temperature down a bit?

0:20:52 > 0:20:54Mum is better for him than that woman.

0:20:54 > 0:20:56That woman has a name.

0:20:59 > 0:21:00Carol.

0:21:03 > 0:21:04And I love her.

0:21:07 > 0:21:10- I think you've lost your way, Dad. - Oh! You do? Really, do you?

0:21:10 > 0:21:13If you would only let the love of the Prophet back into your heart!

0:21:13 > 0:21:16Shabnam, can you remind me how many years has it been

0:21:16 > 0:21:18since you've been away?

0:21:19 > 0:21:23And then you think it's OK to come back into my house

0:21:23 > 0:21:25and tell me how to behave?

0:21:25 > 0:21:27- Can you both not do this? - Tamwar, stop it!

0:21:44 > 0:21:45You, er...

0:21:47 > 0:21:49You usually...

0:21:50 > 0:21:52..drink beer, I think, with curry?

0:21:55 > 0:21:57Yeah, usually, but I mean...

0:21:57 > 0:22:00Great. Please, go ahead. Drink beer.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03No, you know what, I'm not even feeling it today.

0:22:03 > 0:22:07You're a guest in my house and I want you to have a really good time.

0:22:07 > 0:22:09Shabnam, pass him a beer, please.

0:22:09 > 0:22:11No. I won't.

0:22:12 > 0:22:16You're being rude to our guest, and you're disrespecting me.

0:22:16 > 0:22:18You're over-reacting just a little bit.

0:22:36 > 0:22:37What are you doing?

0:22:40 > 0:22:42Dad. Don't.

0:22:46 > 0:22:48Here. Drink.

0:22:49 > 0:22:50This isn't right.

0:22:51 > 0:22:54Listen. Actually, Mr Mas, I'm cool.

0:22:54 > 0:22:57You don't want to drink alone. I understand.

0:23:01 > 0:23:02No, Dad.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04Try to remember who you are.

0:23:06 > 0:23:07I know exactly who I am.

0:23:20 > 0:23:23I...am your father.

0:23:24 > 0:23:26And this is my house.

0:23:29 > 0:23:32And if I want to drink beer with my guest,

0:23:32 > 0:23:33that's what I'll do.

0:23:54 > 0:23:55Are you sure Martin won't mind?

0:23:55 > 0:23:57He's happy to help, isn't he?

0:23:57 > 0:24:00- Definitely, yeah.- Yeah, well, maybe a couple of days away will be good.

0:24:00 > 0:24:01That's exactly what you need.

0:24:01 > 0:24:04- Just have a rest and put your feet up.- If that's what she wants.

0:24:04 > 0:24:05Of course it is, didn't you hear her?

0:24:05 > 0:24:08- Couple of days away is exactly what she needs.- Yeah, yeah,

0:24:08 > 0:24:10Bianca's right. Thanks.

0:24:16 > 0:24:17TV: That was too close!

0:24:21 > 0:24:23I was watching that.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25It's time for bed.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27I'm not tired.

0:24:27 > 0:24:28Do you want a carry?

0:24:28 > 0:24:30I'm too big for a carry.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32Yeah.

0:24:32 > 0:24:34Yeah, you are a big boy.

0:24:34 > 0:24:37And your daddy would be so proud of you.

0:24:37 > 0:24:40But he really wants you to go to bed. Come on.

0:24:40 > 0:24:42Night, soldier.

0:24:43 > 0:24:45Can you read me a story?

0:24:45 > 0:24:47- Yeah, course I can.- No, darling,

0:24:47 > 0:24:50Mummy will do it, yeah? Come on, sweetie.

0:24:58 > 0:25:02- Well?- Yeah, I've seen her. She's staying at Sonia's for a few days.

0:25:04 > 0:25:07- Why?- She just needs a little bit of time to think.

0:25:08 > 0:25:10- Right, I'm going to give her a ring. - No, don't!

0:25:10 > 0:25:13- I want to let her know I'm going to look after her.- No!

0:25:13 > 0:25:14Just leave her be, will you?

0:25:14 > 0:25:17- Do you really want to look after her?- Yes, I do.

0:25:17 > 0:25:19Well then give her some space.

0:25:40 > 0:25:41One day...

0:25:42 > 0:25:45..after I'd moved to America,

0:25:45 > 0:25:47before Denny was born, I...

0:25:48 > 0:25:51I stood at the side of a road,

0:25:51 > 0:25:54a busy road, just waiting to cross.

0:25:56 > 0:25:59And I thought, "Why don't I do it? Just step out?"

0:26:01 > 0:26:03Then me and my baby,

0:26:03 > 0:26:05we can be with him.

0:26:06 > 0:26:08Sharon...

0:26:10 > 0:26:12..I don't want to lose you.

0:26:14 > 0:26:17My life's been a mess since Dennis died.

0:26:17 > 0:26:20I've been a wreck.

0:26:20 > 0:26:23And my little boy, he's had to grow up without a father.

0:26:24 > 0:26:26And now I've found out it's all down to you.

0:26:26 > 0:26:28I didn't.

0:26:28 > 0:26:31I didn't kill him. No. I made a mistake, Sharon.

0:26:34 > 0:26:37Sharon, I love you.

0:26:37 > 0:26:39I've loved you for over 20 years.

0:26:40 > 0:26:41Please.

0:26:42 > 0:26:46Please tell me that we can get through this? Please?

0:26:50 > 0:26:53I know why Bianca wants me to stay here.

0:26:53 > 0:26:55She wants you to rest, Mum.

0:26:56 > 0:26:59No, she wants some space between me and David.

0:27:00 > 0:27:02What do you think about him?

0:27:02 > 0:27:04Don't matter what I think.

0:27:07 > 0:27:10OK, answer me this.

0:27:11 > 0:27:13Do you think people can ever change?

0:27:16 > 0:27:18It depends on the person.

0:27:21 > 0:27:23The thing about David is...

0:27:25 > 0:27:28The thing about David is, every time he turns up -

0:27:28 > 0:27:29as he does, out of nowhere -

0:27:29 > 0:27:31and I never let him see this,

0:27:31 > 0:27:35but straight away I'm 14 years old again.

0:27:35 > 0:27:39My heart's beating in my chest and my mouth's dry and I feel...

0:27:40 > 0:27:41..so alive.

0:27:43 > 0:27:44Well.

0:27:45 > 0:27:48Shall I tell you what I think?

0:27:48 > 0:27:49I think...

0:27:50 > 0:27:53..that you've looked after us all your life - the family -

0:27:53 > 0:27:55put us first.

0:27:55 > 0:27:57Yeah, but you're my whole life.

0:27:57 > 0:28:01Yeah, I know, and that's good, but now, with all this,

0:28:01 > 0:28:05it's time to put yourself first.

0:28:05 > 0:28:06What do you want to do?

0:28:06 > 0:28:08What's going to make you happy?

0:28:10 > 0:28:13Do you know what my mum used to say about you?

0:28:13 > 0:28:16That child was born with a wise head on her shoulders.

0:28:16 > 0:28:19And she also used to say, correct me if I'm wrong, that I was a

0:28:19 > 0:28:22little bit weird and that you should never have bought me that trumpet.

0:28:22 > 0:28:26Yeah, you know what? Mums aren't always right.

0:28:28 > 0:28:29My mum is.

0:28:31 > 0:28:32Thank you, darling.

0:28:36 > 0:28:37Cab's here, Tamwar.

0:28:38 > 0:28:40Do you want me to stay?

0:28:40 > 0:28:43- You can't stay here, not now.- Dad?

0:28:43 > 0:28:45Suit yourself.

0:28:46 > 0:28:49Tamwar! The cab won't wait all night!

0:28:49 > 0:28:51And Auntie Fatima's expecting you as well as me.

0:28:57 > 0:29:02- Brother, your dad is in a real bad way right now.- Yeah.

0:29:02 > 0:29:05So just give him a little bit of a break.

0:29:05 > 0:29:07My sister actually needs me.

0:29:07 > 0:29:08- You OK to get the bags?- Yeah.

0:29:17 > 0:29:19OK, all right, all right.

0:29:19 > 0:29:22So, you know what, I will clear this up, OK.

0:29:22 > 0:29:25And we can sit down, chillax and see what's on the TV, eh?

0:29:25 > 0:29:27Leave the beer.

0:29:27 > 0:29:31- No, I'll get rid of this, you know. - I said...

0:29:32 > 0:29:35..leave the beer.

0:29:52 > 0:29:53Very domesticated!

0:29:55 > 0:29:57Carol.

0:29:59 > 0:30:02I like domesticated.

0:30:02 > 0:30:04Domesticated is good.

0:30:04 > 0:30:06You've come home.

0:30:06 > 0:30:07Yeah.

0:30:16 > 0:30:17I've come home.