0:00:35 > 0:00:37CAR APPROACHES
0:00:43 > 0:00:46- You all right, Linda? - All right.
0:00:46 > 0:00:51What's that doing here? The funeral's not till tomorrow.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53I've not got my days wrong, have I?
0:00:53 > 0:00:56No, no, it is tomorrow.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22Erm... Is that Nick?
0:01:22 > 0:01:26Yeah... Erm, Mrs B's having him lying in state.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28I thought only Catholics did that.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30It's what she wants.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33Ronnie, hold on. She's the one who called the police...
0:01:33 > 0:01:35It doesn't make any difference.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37- Don't go and see her... - I have to...
0:01:37 > 0:01:41- Look, she's the one...- I'm not going to leave Stacey to rot!
0:01:50 > 0:01:51You can change your mind.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Mrs Branning.
0:02:14 > 0:02:21Everything's as you requested. A solid Italian cherry coffin...
0:02:21 > 0:02:23beautiful craftsmanship, I hope you agree.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Oh, and as instructed, the name plate.
0:02:28 > 0:02:35Plain and simple - "Nicholas Cotton, 1959-2014."
0:02:35 > 0:02:40He's here. He's come home.
0:02:40 > 0:02:44Why don't you sit down?
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Why is the lid still on?
0:02:46 > 0:02:49Erm, we agreed a closed casket.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52But I want to say goodbye to him.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54Well, you can still say goodbye.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55I want to see him.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58I want to see his face. Unscrew it.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59It's not a good idea, really...
0:02:59 > 0:03:02he wasn't in a good way at the end.
0:03:02 > 0:03:03Remember him how he was.
0:03:03 > 0:03:07Mr Coker, I'd be very much obliged if you'd do as I wish.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11I'll get some tools.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20(You said this wouldn't happen!)
0:03:20 > 0:03:23(I know, I'm trying to think!)
0:03:38 > 0:03:42Mrs B's doing fine. It's me that's got the heebie-jeebies.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44I'm going to be locking my door, sleeping with a crucifix,
0:03:44 > 0:03:46garlic and a wooden stake. I ain't even joking.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48A coffin in the house?
0:03:48 > 0:03:51- Give Dot my love, will you? - I will do, sweetheart.
0:03:51 > 0:03:55Oh! Since when have you drunk fat free?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57It's for Jane. She thinks she needs it. But she doesn't.
0:03:57 > 0:04:01Oh, right? That's cos she's got the perfect figure?
0:04:01 > 0:04:03Hmm! Yeah, she has, actually.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06It's not like that.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10No? But you want it to be, don't you?
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- She's not interested. - You sure?
0:04:12 > 0:04:17Whose door was it she was knocking on for somewhere to live now? Eh?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19- Hmm.- Hmm.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26I've done what she's asked. I've unscrewed the lid.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29It's up to you now.
0:04:37 > 0:04:42Oh, planning on cooking something nice tonight?
0:04:43 > 0:04:47I don't think so. I'm just looking for some ideas for Ian.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48He wants to reinvent the burger.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51Bunless for the carb watchers with sweet potato fries.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53You don't sound so sure.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Well, if you want a burger and chips, don't you just want
0:04:56 > 0:04:57a burger and chips?
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Any luck with the flat hunt, Jane?
0:04:59 > 0:05:02Oh...no, not yet.
0:05:02 > 0:05:08Well, there's no rush. You can stay as long as you like.
0:05:11 > 0:05:15Mr Coker, he's usually very professional.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17His wife's a bit of a gossip,
0:05:17 > 0:05:21but then you can't hold that against him.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23I want you to promise me that if you want to lift the lid
0:05:23 > 0:05:26and see him you'll only do it with me there.
0:05:26 > 0:05:29It's very upsetting and I'm not going to let you do it on your own.
0:05:31 > 0:05:32Please...promise.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36You're a good boy.
0:05:36 > 0:05:41I am very grateful to you, you know, for arranging the funeral,
0:05:41 > 0:05:44the coffin...
0:05:46 > 0:05:51Watch what you're doing, that's my best china. You're like your father.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53You're heavy-handed.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56Am I like him in other ways?
0:05:56 > 0:05:59Well, I don't really know you, do I?
0:06:01 > 0:06:05You look more like your grandfather. My Charlie.
0:06:07 > 0:06:14It's strange having you here. You, me...and your father.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20But it's not the way I would've wanted.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27I think I'd like some time alone with him.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29KNOCK AT DOOR
0:06:29 > 0:06:35I'll get that. Just... remember your promise, OK?
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Thank you.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49Oh...is Dot around?
0:06:49 > 0:06:50- She's busy. - Sorry, who are you?
0:06:50 > 0:06:53- Her grandson. - Grandson?
0:06:53 > 0:06:56Well, I've known Dot all my life, she's never mentioned a grandson.
0:06:56 > 0:06:57Charlie Cotton.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00I'm afraid Dot didn't know I existed until a couple of weeks ago.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Give me the flowers, I'll tell her you called.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05I'd really like to see her, let her know people care, you know.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08She's in with my dad, she's saying her goodbyes.
0:07:08 > 0:07:12Right. Well, tell her Sharon called and I'll call back later.
0:07:12 > 0:07:13Sharon. Right, thank you.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52I have missed you, Nick.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07I left her some flowers, didn't know what else to do.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10Why does she want the body in the house?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Well, maybe she wants people to pay their respects.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14What, to Nick? Could be a long wait.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16Come on, Ian, she's mourning.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19Anyway, Charlie said she was in with the coffin
0:08:19 > 0:08:22- so I just left the flowers with him. - Charlie?
0:08:22 > 0:08:24Yeah. Her grandson...
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Well, apparently Dot didn't know he existed until a couple of weeks ago.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31Still, it's a blessing she's got him, I suppose, isn't it?
0:08:31 > 0:08:33And he's just appeared out of nowhere?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Well, yeah. Nick's son.
0:08:35 > 0:08:39Right. So you've left Dot in her house on her own with a dead body
0:08:39 > 0:08:41- and someone claiming to be her grandson?- No, he wasn't claiming...
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Sharon, this is Nick Cotton we're talking about,
0:08:43 > 0:08:45that bloke could be anyone.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51I've been thinking.
0:08:53 > 0:08:57Do you remember that children's service at the church?
0:08:57 > 0:09:02I made your costume for you. It was Harvest Festival.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04And you went as a carrot.
0:09:04 > 0:09:10And Ethel, she came with us, and she smuggled Willy in in her
0:09:10 > 0:09:14shopping bag and he kept growling at that bird on that woman's hat.
0:09:14 > 0:09:19and I was cross with you cos you was giggling, and I told you off.
0:09:22 > 0:09:27I wish I'd laughed. I mean, you can laugh in church.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33You never went to Sunday School again.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36I should have done more.
0:09:39 > 0:09:40DOORBELL RINGS
0:09:42 > 0:09:47I'm not looking at no-one in no open coffin. Never have done.
0:09:47 > 0:09:51It makes my skin crawl just thinking about it.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Yeah, well, you don't want to tell her that.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56I'm not stupid.
0:09:56 > 0:10:01I'm here as a mark of respect to a very dear friend in
0:10:01 > 0:10:04her hour of need.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09Ah, you must be Charlie. Arthur told me all about you.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13I'm Patrick, this is Cora. We're friends of Dorothy's.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16Nice to meet you. I'm afraid she's a bit busy, she's in with...
0:10:16 > 0:10:20Patrick, is that you? Come on in.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32How are you doing, my dear?
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Fine. I'm just in with my Nick.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Charlie, would you put the kettle on?
0:10:38 > 0:10:41Course. is everything all right in there?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Yes.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47This way.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55There's people come to pay their respects
0:10:55 > 0:10:58so I can't be too long.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12I saw the hearse, man, it was a bit of a surprise.
0:11:12 > 0:11:16Yeah. It's not normal nowadays, is it?
0:11:16 > 0:11:19- Having the coffin in the house. - It's what Dot wanted.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Do you live round here?
0:11:21 > 0:11:22Yeah. Not far.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25You don't sound like a Londoner.
0:11:25 > 0:11:29I'm originally from Coventry but been here for the past ten years.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31How comes she never knew you existed?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Just one of them family things.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Patrick tells me you're a cop.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38Detective Constable.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40KNOCK AT DOOR Excuse me.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50Bit of a coincidence, ain't it?
0:11:50 > 0:11:54Him rocking up just as Nick kicks the bucket.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56What the devil are you talking about?
0:11:56 > 0:12:01Has she got proof he is who he says he is?
0:12:01 > 0:12:05You honestly think that somebody's going to pretend to be Nick's son?
0:12:05 > 0:12:08You don't really know anyone.
0:12:08 > 0:12:12What about Stacey? Look what she did.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15There could be insurance involved in this.
0:12:15 > 0:12:22The man was a junkie! And junkies don't insure their lives.
0:12:25 > 0:12:30You can't let this happen to you. You've gotta fight it.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32For Lily's sake. You don't deserve to be in here.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34I killed him.
0:12:34 > 0:12:35He raped you.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38And he paid for it and now it's my turn to pay.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41You can't think like that. You were the victim!
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Why do you care so much?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45I know what my dad was like...
0:12:45 > 0:12:47I know the kind of monster that he was
0:12:47 > 0:12:49and I know the kind of person you are.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51I'm not Danielle.
0:12:51 > 0:12:55I let her down. I'm not going to let you down.
0:13:01 > 0:13:05He seems all right and he obviously cares about Dot.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07He's still Nick Cotton's spawn.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09If he is who he says he is.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10Drop it now, man.
0:13:10 > 0:13:14Have you, um, have you been in...?
0:13:14 > 0:13:16No, not yet.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19I'm not going in.
0:13:19 > 0:13:23I've been thinking. Nick tried killing Dot in this house.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Oh, don't, Ian, it gives me the creeps.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29I know it's not a nice thing to say, but thank God he's dead.
0:13:29 > 0:13:30Hear, hear.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33Wonder what kind of coffin she's got him? They're not cheap.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36I hope it weren't an expensive one, or he'll rise from the dead
0:13:36 > 0:13:37and try to sell it.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40That's all he was interested in doing - nick stuff
0:13:40 > 0:13:42and flog it to fund his habit.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Dot's asked if you'd all come through to the sitting room.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48- I'll stay here and make the tea. - It's what Dot wants.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00Dot all right, is she?
0:14:00 > 0:14:02As well as can be expected.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04At least she's got her friends around her, eh?
0:14:09 > 0:14:13You always was a lovely girl.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15You were there for me when I lost my mum.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21- Patrick.- I'm so sorry.
0:14:21 > 0:14:27It's a terrible thing, a parent burying a child. I know.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Yes, of course you do.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- Cora... - Deepest condolences, Dot.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39Thank you.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49Come here. Denise and the kids send their love.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54I'm sorry about the other day, I was just stressed about everything
0:14:54 > 0:14:58but it's all going to be perfect tomorrow, OK?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00You OK?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03Well, I'm better now he's home.
0:15:03 > 0:15:08Cos I've spent so many years not knowing where he was.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12At least now you can stop worrying about that.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17Rest in peace, Nick.
0:15:17 > 0:15:21Oh, Ian, I'd almost forgotten...
0:15:21 > 0:15:25I'd like you to speak at the funeral.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27What, like a reading?
0:15:27 > 0:15:30No, a eulogy. You know, to say a few words about Nick.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33Wouldn't you rather do that yourself?
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Well, it would mean an awful lot if you did it.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39Cos I remember how nicely you spoke after
0:15:39 > 0:15:42the burial of your Auntie Pauline.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Yeah...I suppose so.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Were you one of my dad's mates?
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Well, we kind of grew up together.
0:15:50 > 0:15:53I mean, your dad was a bit older than us but...
0:15:53 > 0:16:00Yes, well, your father, he didn't have many friends. Not close ones.
0:16:00 > 0:16:05When he was a little boy he used to say that I was his best friend
0:16:05 > 0:16:07and I used to say that he was mine.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14I've got something that might help you, you know.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Could you come with me, Charlie?
0:16:16 > 0:16:17Of course.
0:16:27 > 0:16:32I have nightmares every night of Bradley falling...
0:16:32 > 0:16:34I've got his blood on my hands.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36That's never going to wash off.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39He wouldn't want you in here.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42Ronnie, I'm not Danielle. You don't owe me anything.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43Just let me help you.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46I don't want to be helped, OK?
0:16:46 > 0:16:49Just get on with your life and forget about me.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04At least the lid is closed.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07Doesn't stop you thinking he's going to jump out at you.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Like father, like son.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11How do you mean?
0:17:11 > 0:17:15From what I can understand, Nick was evil.
0:17:15 > 0:17:20Wouldn't surprise me if Charlie's not a chip off the old block.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23It is weird how he's appeared out of nowhere.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Don't stop on my account.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33Sorry. We're just looking out for Dot.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34Nick didn't always treat her that well.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36She'll be down in a minute.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39Look... I hardly know anything about my dad, OK?
0:17:39 > 0:17:42I only met him when I was a kid. I'm here to look after Dot.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45- Like Nick did?! - You clearly didn't like him.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48I get it. But, for Dot's sake, I think the least you can do is...
0:17:48 > 0:17:50Don't tell me what I should do for Dot's sake.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53That woman has been part of my life since I was born.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Who are you? Some stranger she's just met?
0:17:55 > 0:17:57All right, calm down...
0:17:57 > 0:18:00You want to know who your dad was? I'll tell you. OK? He was scum.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03He was a murdering, thieving... No, leave it, Patrick.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06..lying con man who was only interested in number one.
0:18:06 > 0:18:09Everybody else turned their back on him apart from Dot.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11And do you know how he repaid her?
0:18:11 > 0:18:14He tried to murder her. Yeah, that's right.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16He tried to poison his own mother for her money.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18People do desperate things when they're on drugs.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Yeah, he was filth. In fact, he wasn't interested in Dot.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23He didn't care about Dot.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27All he was interested in is was what she was worth to him dead.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30So him being in that coffin is the best news I've had all year.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31Have you finished?
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- I think you should go. - I'm sorry.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36I think you should take your opinions and get out.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39- Come on, Ian, let's go. We really are sorry for your loss. - All of you. Just go.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42- I'm just saying what you're all thinking, all right?- Ian...
0:18:42 > 0:18:44THEY GASP AND SCREAM
0:18:47 > 0:18:49- I-It wasn't my fault. - What's all that noise?
0:18:49 > 0:18:52- Nick! - Oh, Dot, don't...don't look!
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Everybody out!
0:18:54 > 0:18:56THEY ALL SHOUT AT ONCE
0:18:56 > 0:18:58There's no harm done, it's just an accident.
0:18:58 > 0:19:02Everything's all right, everything's all right. It'll be OK.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05This one dead?
0:19:05 > 0:19:06Yeah.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13- Well? Did you get to see her, then? - Yeah.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15I don't know why you bothered going. It's done with.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18She's locked up so I should just forget about her?
0:19:18 > 0:19:21- Like you've done with Ben? - She killed your dad.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24I mean, I weren't a fan of the geezer but he was still your dad.
0:19:24 > 0:19:28- She's suffered enough. - This isn't about Stacey.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29This is about you,
0:19:29 > 0:19:32because you've got some sick obsession with Dad
0:19:32 > 0:19:35- and it's going to eat you up. - Is that right?- That's right.
0:19:35 > 0:19:39Ronnie, drop it...for me, please.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46SHE SIGHS
0:19:53 > 0:19:56- Hi. Are you off out?- Yeah.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58That's a really pretty scarf.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00It's part of my faith.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02Yeah, course.
0:20:02 > 0:20:06I think it's great that you've got such a strong faith, Shabnam.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07It's not just about my faith.
0:20:07 > 0:20:11I don't have to wear it in front of Tam or my dad or you because...
0:20:11 > 0:20:15You just have to wear it in front of other men to preserve your modesty.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16- Yes.- Yeah, I know.
0:20:19 > 0:20:23You know, it's a shame modesty is something most women
0:20:23 > 0:20:25don't seem to consider any more.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31I've been thinking about Dad, and you being here.
0:20:31 > 0:20:36He's very lonely. I don't think you being here is helping.
0:20:36 > 0:20:40- Really?- Hmm.- Having a good friend around the house is...?
0:20:43 > 0:20:46Shabnam, your dad is one of the kindest people I know.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49- He's always there, he's always reliable.- Yeah.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51Easy for people to take advantage.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53I hope you're not talking about me.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57He's vulnerable, Jane.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01I know he pretends to be all right
0:21:01 > 0:21:03but my mum leaving him really knocked him.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05He's not over her,
0:21:05 > 0:21:08and on top of that, what Carol did to him...
0:21:08 > 0:21:10They were together. We are just friends.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12SHE SCOFFS
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Is that what you tell yourself?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22DOOR CLOSES
0:21:24 > 0:21:26I don't care, I need you here now!
0:21:27 > 0:21:29DOOR BELL RINGS
0:21:34 > 0:21:39Look, before you say anything, I've just come to apologise, OK?
0:21:39 > 0:21:42I shouldn't have said what I said.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44He was your dad and it wasn't right.
0:21:44 > 0:21:49You obviously think a lot of Dot and I'm sorry I doubted you.
0:21:49 > 0:21:54I'll, um... I'll try and do your dad proud tomorrow.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56I'm glad Dot's got you.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35Does it help, reading the Bible?
0:22:35 > 0:22:39It's always helped me,
0:22:39 > 0:22:40but your father,
0:22:40 > 0:22:43he weren't a believer.
0:22:44 > 0:22:48And Sharon, she said to me that I could stop worrying about him,
0:22:48 > 0:22:51on account of knowing where he is at last...
0:22:52 > 0:22:55But I don't, do I?
0:22:55 > 0:22:56He's here, Dot.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58No, that's just his body.
0:22:58 > 0:23:03"And fear not them which can kill the body,
0:23:03 > 0:23:05"but are not able to kill the soul
0:23:05 > 0:23:10"but rather fear him which can destroy both soul and body in hell."
0:23:10 > 0:23:15That's Matthew 10, verse 28.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20You see, hell isn't fire and brimstone.
0:23:20 > 0:23:23It's being apart from God.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25And if I am saved and he ain't...
0:23:25 > 0:23:28then I shall be apart from him...
0:23:29 > 0:23:35..unless he came to Jesus in the end and confessed his sins.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Maybe he did.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40I should've saved him.
0:23:40 > 0:23:45The one son that God blessed me with
0:23:45 > 0:23:49and I let him die without Jesus in his heart.
0:23:50 > 0:23:55What sort of mother does that make me?
0:23:55 > 0:23:58- No-one thinks you could have done any better, Dot.- Don't they?
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Jesus knows.
0:24:00 > 0:24:05You see, I thought there'd be time for him to change his ways,
0:24:05 > 0:24:10and then with the coffin falling and his hand coming out...
0:24:10 > 0:24:13I mean, what does that all mean?
0:24:17 > 0:24:19I've been thinking.
0:24:19 > 0:24:23Would you, um... Would you mind if I called you Grandma?
0:24:23 > 0:24:29- Well, you're just saying that. - No, no, no. I'd really like to.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32You're a good boy, you've been very good to me.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35Your father should've been proud of you.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Don't worry about him now. He's at peace.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Well, how do we know that?
0:24:39 > 0:24:43The one time he needed me, I had cut him out of my life...
0:24:45 > 0:24:47..and now it's too late.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51I failed him.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54I failed him.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58SHE SOBS
0:25:02 > 0:25:03DOOR CLOSES
0:25:03 > 0:25:05And is that inclusive of bills?
0:25:05 > 0:25:09Oh. And what band council tax is it, please?
0:25:11 > 0:25:13Right. I'll call you back. Thank you.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15Hi.
0:25:17 > 0:25:21Has, um... Has Shabnam said something?
0:25:21 > 0:25:23I need a place of my own.
0:25:24 > 0:25:29You can't. I like having you here, I thought you liked being here.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31I don't want to outstay my welcome.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34You couldn't! I mean, there's plenty of room here,
0:25:34 > 0:25:37and you wouldn't find anywhere near Bobby.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Look, Mas, you know I think so much of you.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44You are a dear, dear friend.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46I could be more.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48I want to be more.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50Mas...
0:25:52 > 0:25:55No... I don't want that!
0:26:03 > 0:26:04Um...
0:26:05 > 0:26:08- I'm sorry. - No, I'm sorry. I, um...
0:26:08 > 0:26:12We're just friends, Mas. That's all we are.
0:26:19 > 0:26:23Jesus, you know how I'm feeling,
0:26:23 > 0:26:27how tormented I am about my Nick,
0:26:27 > 0:26:31that he died without his sins being forgiven.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36I mean, I brought him up to believe in you, to love you,
0:26:36 > 0:26:41but he changed when he was led astray by those wicked drugs.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43He laughed in my face.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46He jeered at my faith.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49I mean, I know that you hung upon the Cross
0:26:49 > 0:26:53to take our sins upon yourself,
0:26:53 > 0:26:59but was it for everybody, or was it just for them what believed?
0:26:59 > 0:27:01I don't know
0:27:01 > 0:27:04and I've got no-one to talk to.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07I mean, even the Rev Mr Stevens is away.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11And I know I ain't praying in the right way.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14I know I should be trusting you -
0:27:14 > 0:27:18ask and ye shall receive -
0:27:18 > 0:27:20but I can't.
0:27:22 > 0:27:26I keep worrying that it's too late.
0:27:29 > 0:27:33I'm putting my reputation on the line here.
0:27:33 > 0:27:3799 years my family have been in business.
0:27:37 > 0:27:41Word gets out about this, I'm ruined.
0:27:41 > 0:27:43Well, screw it down tight.
0:27:43 > 0:27:45I can't afford the risk of anyone looking inside.