0:00:27 > 0:00:28- SHE WHISPERS:- Jane...
0:00:43 > 0:00:45What did you say to Jane?
0:00:45 > 0:00:46Me? Nothing.
0:00:49 > 0:00:52Something's changed, Shabnam, so what is it?
0:00:52 > 0:00:53I didn't say a word!
0:00:56 > 0:00:57It's probably for the best.
0:01:00 > 0:01:01What does that mean?
0:01:03 > 0:01:05It's for the best.
0:01:42 > 0:01:43Say cheese.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44That's it.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46This is silly.
0:01:46 > 0:01:49Martin's going to look at that and his eyes are going to pop out
0:01:49 > 0:01:52and he's going to return your calls quicker than you can say stupid div.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55- Can I get a cup of tea when you're ready, please? - Yeah hang on a minute.
0:01:55 > 0:02:00Ignore him. C'mon, one more. Give me sexy. Come on, pose
0:02:00 > 0:02:03- Martin's going to have a heart attack.- Hey. Sonia, you all right?
0:02:03 > 0:02:06Mum. How was the chemo? Did they manage it?
0:02:06 > 0:02:09They did. Wonder of wonders, I was up to it.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12My immune system is behaving itself.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15I'll have a lemon tea. Now that I've passed my blood test.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17You didn't go on your own? David took you?
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Yeah, he took me. He's just rushed off to an auction.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21In that case, your favourite seat awaits.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24Oh. Very posh, I like it.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25I got everything from you.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28Do you want anything else?
0:02:28 > 0:02:31Yeah. Just a couple of slices of dry toast, please, darling.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05DOOR SHUTS
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Peter...
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Dad texted, said that Jane's taken Bobby away.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20What are we going to do, Denise?
0:03:23 > 0:03:26Do you think there's a book... or an instruction manual...
0:03:28 > 0:03:30..telling you how to get through this?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I... I don't know, darling.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38I...
0:03:44 > 0:03:46Anyway, your dad's upstairs.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55I'm glad he's got you.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59And you've got each other.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02And that's what's going to count in the end.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06I promise you.
0:04:38 > 0:04:39I thought you'd left with the others.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41No.
0:04:41 > 0:04:46I, um, wanted to say how sorry I am...
0:04:46 > 0:04:50about not being able to think of anything to say about Lucy earlier.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54It's all right, don't worry about it. It's fine.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Shouldn't you be at work?
0:05:00 > 0:05:03No. I called 'em, said I was ill.
0:05:04 > 0:05:05I can't face it anyway.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11I want to do something for Lucy.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14I want to log in to her account and block them animals
0:05:14 > 0:05:17from saying anything. But I need her password.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22I... I wouldn't know it.
0:05:22 > 0:05:27Maybe it's the same one she uses... USED for work.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32I mean, we all use the same password for everything, don't we?
0:05:35 > 0:05:40- Hey, you.- All right. - Why don't you have a lay down?
0:05:40 > 0:05:42Don't know why I'm yawning, I'm pumped full of steroids.
0:05:42 > 0:05:46That's because it's emotionally exhausting.
0:05:46 > 0:05:47Is that a new top?
0:05:47 > 0:05:50Yeah, I bought it for tonight. Me and Martin might go out.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52Hopefully.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54I'm really glad he's stepping up.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57See, your marriage is stronger than you think.
0:05:57 > 0:06:02Yeah, he's really great, Mum. He'll be there. If it comes to it.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08What was I supposed to say?
0:06:08 > 0:06:11Don't worry, he will call. Right.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13I better get myself ready, Tosh and I are going up Soho later.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16- But we're still really busy. - I could give you a hand if you like.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- There we go. Problem solved. - I can't just hire new staff.
0:06:19 > 0:06:23Yeah, but I know Ian really well. I'll be working in the new restaurant when it opens.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25Can hardly ask him, can we?
0:06:25 > 0:06:26- There you go.- Nice one.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34What if he doesn't call me? Then what?
0:06:34 > 0:06:37Believe in yourself, Son. Yeah. You're gorgeous.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Even minus boobs?
0:06:39 > 0:06:42Listen. You have got a great rack.
0:06:42 > 0:06:46Yeah. And as racks go, I'm talking like, Top Ten. World class.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49Like, Dolly Parton, Nigella, Kelly Brook.
0:06:49 > 0:06:53They're all racked up and you, girl,
0:06:53 > 0:06:56you're stacking up right alongside them.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58I think you've gone a little bit off...
0:06:59 > 0:07:04You... You're so much more than your boobs, yeah?
0:07:04 > 0:07:10You're amazing, totally, there ain't no questioning that.
0:07:10 > 0:07:15So he'll call, yeah, cos he knows what I know.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20SHE MOUTHS
0:07:29 > 0:07:30Say something.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Dad, I need to hear your voice.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38Where did Jane go?
0:07:40 > 0:07:42She didn't say.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Did you tell 'em to go?
0:07:46 > 0:07:47No.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Then how did it happen?
0:07:52 > 0:07:53I don't know.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20DOOR SHUTS
0:08:28 > 0:08:29Patrick...
0:08:31 > 0:08:35I got the first plane as soon as I heard the news.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40SHE SOBS UNCONTROLLABLY
0:08:46 > 0:08:49It's all right. It's OK, I'm home now.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07DOOR OPENS
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Oh... You doing it all by telepathy now?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13You've got some clients out there. Look really keen.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Right. Yeah. Cheers.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Look at her, beautiful girl.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Yeah. Still can't get my head round it.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24You heard anything from Jack or any of the others?
0:09:24 > 0:09:26No. They're all in the same boat as you right now.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29- Robbie's gene results came back negative.- That's good.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31A week from now this should all be behind us.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Yeah. Fingers crossed.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35I'd better get out there.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37Do you fancy doing some family stuff?
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Maybe a drink in the Vic later?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Yeah, sounds good. Just let me know what time.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- All right. See ya. - All right. I'll see you later.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51There you are.
0:09:53 > 0:09:57OK, I'm back, you don't have to fight this on your own, all right?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59Thank you.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01And you don't have to play brave either.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Cry if you want to cry.
0:10:09 > 0:10:15Sorry... I...can't catch my breath.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19Come on, Denise. Look at me. Just look at me.
0:10:19 > 0:10:25I... I can't make this right, no-one can.
0:10:26 > 0:10:29I tell you what, right now we all have to stick together.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31OK? How's Ian?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Um...
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Jane's gone.
0:10:40 > 0:10:43She packed the car and she... took Bobby with her.
0:10:43 > 0:10:48I mean, how could she do a thing like that?
0:10:51 > 0:10:53We'll have to do what we can for Ian.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56Let him know we're here.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58People need people.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Patrick...
0:11:03 > 0:11:06I've packed a suitcase.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10I'm leaving Ian.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17DOOR OPENS
0:11:22 > 0:11:24You're back early.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28Yeah. Just wanted to come home and check on you.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31You OK?
0:11:36 > 0:11:37What you been up to?
0:11:37 > 0:11:40We're trying to block this trolling on Lucy's profile.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42What do you mean "trolling"?
0:11:43 > 0:11:45You don't even want to know.
0:11:45 > 0:11:49Just a bunch of sad people sitting behind their computers. Cowards.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Why do that? What is wrong with people?
0:11:57 > 0:12:00I mean, they do them things and they probably just
0:12:00 > 0:12:03go about their lives, acting like they're nice and normal.
0:12:05 > 0:12:09And the whole time they're just hiding how horrible they are.
0:12:13 > 0:12:22When we got the news...about Lucy... the world stopped.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26It just stopped dead.
0:12:26 > 0:12:31It was like floating in space, there was nothing moving, no sound...
0:12:33 > 0:12:38It was the end of everything.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43And you want to know what my first thought was?
0:12:45 > 0:12:49You'll hate me for it...
0:12:49 > 0:12:52but I realised I couldn't leave.
0:12:53 > 0:12:57I was on the verge of it, that day.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00And then it hit me like a brick.
0:13:01 > 0:13:09Somewhere...in those first few awful, awful moments...
0:13:12 > 0:13:17..there was this voice telling me, "You got your timing wrong.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20"You should've left earlier." Why did I hang around?
0:13:20 > 0:13:26And, yes, I was heartbroken for Lucy, devastated,
0:13:26 > 0:13:30but there was still this voice, this voice saying,
0:13:30 > 0:13:33"Oh, you've got it wrong, Denise, you weren't decisive enough,
0:13:33 > 0:13:39"you...you let life happen to you, you let it push you around."
0:13:42 > 0:13:46And this is what I get for that. This is what I always get.
0:13:48 > 0:13:53But no. This time...
0:13:53 > 0:13:57This time I have to take control.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01I have to be as strong as I can be.
0:14:02 > 0:14:06And I know I look like a coward running away, deserting him
0:14:06 > 0:14:10when he needs me the most, but I'm not, Patrick, I swear to you.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I am being the bravest that I can be.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16I wish I loved him.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19I'd take any pill going if it would make me want him. But...
0:14:23 > 0:14:25I don't.
0:14:30 > 0:14:31I don't.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- Hey, Shabnam.- Yeah.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- You obviously know something.- What?
0:14:39 > 0:14:41About why Jane left.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43You two were talking earlier, she must have said something to you.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Dad, I'm as clueless as you are.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51Everything was fine between me and Jane last night. This morning.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54So what's changed, Shabnam? She could hardly look me in the eye.
0:14:54 > 0:14:58She was avoiding me. So why do that?
0:14:58 > 0:14:59I have no idea.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09You done it yet?
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Yeah, I have. Yeah.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Let me see it then.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16Lauren. You don't want to see it. It's not nice, OK?
0:15:19 > 0:15:23Well, I... I hope they... Whatever.
0:15:40 > 0:15:44I've been there with him, sitting with him and all the time...
0:15:46 > 0:15:50All the time wishing it wasn't me.
0:15:50 > 0:15:54And who's been holding your hand?
0:15:54 > 0:15:59Well...it's not my pain.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02I don't really come into it.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06Which tells me you're in as bad a way as anyone.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11You think I won't do it, don't you? You think...
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Denise, you are a good woman.
0:16:12 > 0:16:17What, and I'd live my life just to make someone else happy?
0:16:21 > 0:16:26Look, I shouldn't have come here, I should've just kept on going.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Are you going to stop me?
0:16:29 > 0:16:31You are, aren't you?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36You're going to tell me I can't leave.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42What're you doing?
0:16:42 > 0:16:44What do you think?
0:16:45 > 0:16:47I'm going to get you a cab.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55Hey.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59New threads, like 'em?
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Yeah, you're very sexy.
0:17:01 > 0:17:04Got to look delicious for my girl.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06Where you two off to?
0:17:06 > 0:17:07Magical mystery tour, Mick.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10A club then, yeah?
0:17:10 > 0:17:13Cheers, I was trying to build it up.
0:17:13 > 0:17:17Hello, beautiful ladies. And Max. What can I get you?
0:17:17 > 0:17:21White wine for my girls and I'll stick to lemonade, please.
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- What do you want, Max? - A large whisky. Er, I'll get these.
0:17:24 > 0:17:25No, you won't. I invited you.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28Anyway, we're not going to stay long, Sonia's got to get off to Martin.
0:17:28 > 0:17:33Oh, no, it's all right. Change of plan. I can stay.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34Who's that?
0:17:34 > 0:17:38My friend, was just trying to sort her out with her husband.
0:17:38 > 0:17:43- You? Mick, Tina's got a new job, marriage counsellor.- Shut up.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- He stood you up, Martin? - We'll just go out another time.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48- What was it, work, yeah? - Yeah. He's got loads on.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51- Go sit down. I'll bring these over. - Thank you.
0:17:51 > 0:17:55Tell you what, while you're here. Do us another one.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58- So Martin not took it too well then? - No. He's been great.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01- He don't know a thing, does he? - Course he does.
0:18:01 > 0:18:02Sonia, I know when you're lying.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05And worse of all, I know when you're being an idiot.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07So, Libby...
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Libby! When will you be in?
0:18:12 > 0:18:13That late?
0:18:16 > 0:18:21No, it's... We'll talk properly when I see you, yeah?
0:18:21 > 0:18:23- Sounds like I'd better delay the cab.- Yeah.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27If you can bear with me for just a little bit longer.
0:18:27 > 0:18:31At least it'll give you time to talk to Ian, say your goodbyes, huh?
0:18:35 > 0:18:36Thing is...
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Hi, it's me.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42Yeah. No, no, I still want a cab, man.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46Just a bit later.
0:18:46 > 0:18:50Yes, yeah, that'll be a good time. Yeah. Thanks.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52All right.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56- That should give you enough time. - Patrick...
0:18:59 > 0:19:02There isn't going to be a goodbye, is there?
0:19:02 > 0:19:05I know, I know, it's rotten.
0:19:05 > 0:19:09The worst timing in the world but that's me.
0:19:09 > 0:19:13Can't you talk to him? Explain why. The man deserves that.
0:19:13 > 0:19:18If I thought I could, I would. I'd be straight over there.
0:19:18 > 0:19:24But if I step one foot in that house, I will never get away, I know it.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26He'll want to know where you've gone.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27I'll write to him.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33I'll try and think of something.
0:19:33 > 0:19:34And...
0:19:38 > 0:19:40I thought, if you could give him this...
0:19:43 > 0:19:46I'm sorry. I'm so stupid.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47I should not be getting you involved.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50Girl, I've got to be good for something.
0:19:54 > 0:19:58I'm not a bad person. I'm not.
0:19:58 > 0:20:04- Baby, nobody said you are. You're not.- I'm not.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09I'm all right, thank you, Max.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12What're you talking about? We're just lifting the gloom, ain't we?
0:20:12 > 0:20:15- Thinking happy thoughts.- Reckon Mick'll bung us a bottle of wine?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Mickey, we're going up Soho.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Can we have a bottle of wine for the bus?
0:20:20 > 0:20:23- Course you can, baby. - Thank you. I love you.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26- Enjoy yourself, you're out with us instead, darling. - Yeah, who needs Martin, eh?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29I want to propose a toast. Absent friends.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31- Well, I'm not toasting him.- Bianca?
0:20:31 > 0:20:34She ain't said nothing to him. He don't know nothing about any of it.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35- Thank you, Bianca(!)- Sonia?
0:20:35 > 0:20:39- I'm going to tell him when I feel like it, OK?- You are going about this all the wrong way.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42You've got to be honest. Can't go round avoiding things, take it from me.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45Listen, we'll go together, right, and we'll get the ball rolling.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48How does he know he's got to be around for you if you won't let him know that?
0:20:48 > 0:20:51I really fancied this drink but none of you are going to let me do this my way.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54In fact, it's not even a drink. It's an ambush. I'm going home.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57- Yeah. Go on, ignore the issue. - Sonia.- Leave it, leave it.
0:20:57 > 0:21:01- Just let her go. Carol, let her go. She'll be all right. - She'll come to her senses.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Denise, I was wondering where you are.
0:21:03 > 0:21:09I'll... I'll try you at the Minute Mart.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11'Hi, this is Jane, please leave a message.'
0:21:11 > 0:21:15Er, Jane, it's me. I'm just checking you're all right.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19So, er, give me a call when you can.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22Er, only I...
0:21:22 > 0:21:26I just want you to know that I'm here for you, OK?
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Whatever. Whenever.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30And I don't know what Shabnam said to you,
0:21:30 > 0:21:34assuming she said anything, but whatever it is, just ignore it.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36OK?
0:21:37 > 0:21:38I want you here.
0:21:40 > 0:21:45So, er, call, text, send smoke signals,
0:21:45 > 0:21:47just as long as I know you're OK.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52Because, er...you're very important.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58You're very special.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11- B, I can walk, you know. - You fell over a table.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Right. And I got straight up, didn't I?
0:22:13 > 0:22:14Let's get you home.
0:22:15 > 0:22:18I don't want to go home, do I? I've got a daughter there crying.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20I can't stop her crying because I'm a rubbish dad, ain't I?
0:22:20 > 0:22:22Well, you can make up for it now.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25What sort of a mad world is it?
0:22:27 > 0:22:30Beautiful girl like that. Everything to live for.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32She didn't have to die, did she?
0:22:32 > 0:22:33Last one on the bus has to pay.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Wait. Give me two seconds.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40- Teen, c'mon. - No, I can't leave her.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43Really?
0:22:43 > 0:22:44I'll catch you up.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47Promise?
0:22:47 > 0:22:49It's probably my fault for interfering.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56See, that's why I love you.
0:23:21 > 0:23:25Lola? I'm just getting some herbal relaxants or whatever they're called.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32I think I'd better stay with dad tonight.
0:23:34 > 0:23:37No, it's all right, I don't think he's up for visitors, to be honest.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43I'm scared to death, Tina.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45You don't know what'll happen.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47It's odds on. Genetics say so.
0:23:52 > 0:23:53What's the next step?
0:23:55 > 0:23:57Some consultation thing.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59Right, well, will you go to that consultation then
0:23:59 > 0:24:01and talk to somebody?
0:24:01 > 0:24:04Just find out what your options are, OK?
0:24:04 > 0:24:07Promise me you'll set the ball rolling.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10- Maybe.- No. Promise me.
0:24:12 > 0:24:13All right, I will.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23What will I be without these?
0:24:25 > 0:24:27And what if they have to take more away?
0:24:30 > 0:24:33What will I be? I won't be a woman any more, will I?
0:24:34 > 0:24:36I'll just be this...
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Actually, what will I be?
0:24:41 > 0:24:43Alive.
0:25:30 > 0:25:31DOOR OPENS
0:25:38 > 0:25:39Just me.
0:25:42 > 0:25:47Jane's, um...gone. She's taken Bobby.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51You OK?
0:25:53 > 0:25:54I dunno.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58I tried calling you.
0:25:58 > 0:26:05Yeah... Patrick's back. I was over there.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09Obviously, he's only just heard...
0:26:13 > 0:26:17Things just got...emotional.
0:26:24 > 0:26:25Want a cuppa?
0:26:26 > 0:26:28No, I'm going to have a bath.
0:26:31 > 0:26:32I'll bring it up to you.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23We'd had this night planned for ages.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25I told him I was buying a new top.
0:27:25 > 0:27:29He was like, "Brilliant, go for it, let's make a real night of it."
0:27:30 > 0:27:33And he's out with his mates instead. He always does this.
0:27:33 > 0:27:36Every time we plan to go out, he makes an excuse.
0:27:42 > 0:27:44He's forgotten how beautiful you are.
0:27:44 > 0:27:45Don't make fun of me.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48No, I'm not.
0:27:48 > 0:27:50I'll tell you this, right.
0:27:50 > 0:27:53I like girls but I ain't got a type.
0:27:53 > 0:27:56But when I meet someone and I really like 'em,
0:27:56 > 0:28:00actually it don't even matter what they look like
0:28:00 > 0:28:02because already they're beautiful in my eyes.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06And Martin should be like that. Everyone should.
0:28:08 > 0:28:11- Well, then you're beautiful too. - See, now you're getting it.
0:28:14 > 0:28:15No...
0:28:19 > 0:28:20..but you are.