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0:00:27 > 0:00:28Dean.

0:00:31 > 0:00:34Now, you must be my uncle Mick and aunt Linda.

0:00:34 > 0:00:36Dean!

0:00:36 > 0:00:40- Bit bigger than when I last saw you. - Yeah, well, 15 years will do that.

0:00:40 > 0:00:41I'm Johnny.

0:00:41 > 0:00:42All right?

0:00:44 > 0:00:47Carters behind the bar in the Vic - it's a sight for sore eyes.

0:00:47 > 0:00:49Who's got their phone? We should capture the moment.

0:00:51 > 0:00:52A family reunion.

0:01:03 > 0:01:06I'm sorry. I just, erm...

0:01:06 > 0:01:08It's OK.

0:01:08 > 0:01:11No, I shouldn't... I shouldn't have done that.

0:01:11 > 0:01:12That was stupid.

0:01:13 > 0:01:16You know, you're going through so much.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20No, I'm sorry.

0:01:20 > 0:01:22Stop saying sorry.

0:01:24 > 0:01:26OK? We're just...

0:01:26 > 0:01:28We're both just trying to cope.

0:01:28 > 0:01:30And you're upset.

0:01:30 > 0:01:32I understand.

0:01:35 > 0:01:37Dean, let me get you a drink.

0:01:38 > 0:01:40Mick, get him a drink, please.

0:01:40 > 0:01:43Lager? No, vodka and coke.

0:01:43 > 0:01:46- Yeah, vodka and coke, yeah? - I tell you what...

0:01:46 > 0:01:48It's great to finally meet yous.

0:01:48 > 0:01:50And us you.

0:01:50 > 0:01:52Let me get you that drink.

0:01:52 > 0:01:53A vodka-coke, yeah?

0:01:53 > 0:01:57No. No, I don't drink vodka any more.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59I've seen what it does to people.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01I'll have a lager.

0:02:01 > 0:02:04Actually, Mick, make that a top.

0:02:06 > 0:02:09Grandad's told me a little bit about you, but not a lot.

0:02:09 > 0:02:11Yeah. He ain't said much about you either.

0:02:11 > 0:02:13- It's funny that. - So, are you going to stay?

0:02:13 > 0:02:15- We could make you a bed up somewhere.- Yeah.

0:02:15 > 0:02:18- You could go in with Johnny or something.- Yeah, no worries.

0:02:18 > 0:02:20Thank you, but it's a flying visit.

0:02:20 > 0:02:22I hear you're the brains of the family.

0:02:22 > 0:02:25- Oh, I don't know about that! - University's a big deal.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27Must get that from your side.

0:02:27 > 0:02:29He works hard!

0:02:30 > 0:02:33Why don't you both go upstairs?

0:02:35 > 0:02:37We'll take our drinks with us, yeah?

0:02:37 > 0:02:40Yeah, you and your mum, you must have a lot to talk about.

0:02:40 > 0:02:42Mum?

0:02:42 > 0:02:44I don't have a mum.

0:02:50 > 0:02:53When I phoned to see if I could get Ben to sort a visiting order

0:02:53 > 0:02:56they told me he was paroled to a halfway house.

0:02:58 > 0:02:59Well, where is it?

0:02:59 > 0:03:02They don't have to say. All I managed to get from them

0:03:02 > 0:03:03is it's in London.

0:03:05 > 0:03:07Ritchie?

0:03:07 > 0:03:09I'll let you know if I hear anything.

0:03:13 > 0:03:14What did she want?

0:03:14 > 0:03:16Nothing.

0:03:19 > 0:03:21Peter, it's me.

0:03:21 > 0:03:22I get it.

0:03:22 > 0:03:25It's just been really crazy.

0:03:25 > 0:03:27It's going to get easier.

0:03:27 > 0:03:28Try and tell that to my dad.

0:03:30 > 0:03:32You need to talk to him, then.

0:03:32 > 0:03:34I can't. He's hurting so much right now.

0:03:36 > 0:03:38And I don't know what to say.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40It's not me he needs.

0:03:40 > 0:03:42Yes, it is.

0:03:42 > 0:03:45You've got to stop beating yourself up, Peter.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47He loves you.

0:03:47 > 0:03:51And right now he needs you more than ever.

0:03:51 > 0:03:52And you need him.

0:04:19 > 0:04:20He wouldn't even look at me.

0:04:23 > 0:04:24I know.

0:04:27 > 0:04:28You OK?

0:04:30 > 0:04:31Has he gone?

0:04:32 > 0:04:34No.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38We can cope down there, so...

0:04:38 > 0:04:41you don't need to rush back down.

0:04:45 > 0:04:46I should go.

0:04:46 > 0:04:48Hold up a minute. Hold up!

0:04:48 > 0:04:52That's your boy, downstairs, in our gaff -

0:04:52 > 0:04:53you run away now

0:04:53 > 0:04:56and you're going to prove everything he thinks about you.

0:05:00 > 0:05:02You lied to me.

0:05:02 > 0:05:04You said she wasn't going to be here.

0:05:06 > 0:05:09I wanted you to come to see if you could put the past behind you.

0:05:10 > 0:05:13Your mum, she's done some stupid, bad things.

0:05:13 > 0:05:15And I know because I done the same.

0:05:15 > 0:05:18And, God forgive me, if I could turn back the clock...

0:05:21 > 0:05:24But, like us all here,

0:05:24 > 0:05:26she's your family.

0:05:27 > 0:05:28Talk to her.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41I should have seen...

0:05:41 > 0:05:44I should have protected her.

0:05:48 > 0:05:51HE SOBS

0:06:00 > 0:06:03Denny! Mummy's off to work now. You be good.

0:06:04 > 0:06:06I won't be long, Phil.

0:06:06 > 0:06:08Are you sure everything's all right?

0:06:09 > 0:06:11Yeah, fine.

0:06:11 > 0:06:13Right. Well, I'll see you later.

0:06:19 > 0:06:21- Here, I'll do that.- No.

0:06:21 > 0:06:23I'm doing it.

0:06:29 > 0:06:32I don't understand why you won't just talk to her, she's your mum.

0:06:32 > 0:06:36The thing is, we're a little bit beyond a kiss and a cuddle.

0:06:36 > 0:06:38It's not for us to get involved, Johnny.

0:06:38 > 0:06:41Yeah, but she can't put things right if you don't let her, can she?

0:06:41 > 0:06:42Just saying.

0:06:42 > 0:06:44I'm just saying!

0:06:44 > 0:06:47I know there's a mountain to climb, boy, I get it.

0:06:47 > 0:06:48But you should go up there and see her.

0:06:48 > 0:06:51I should have tickets to the World Cup next month,

0:06:51 > 0:06:53- but that's not going to happen either.- That's it, is it?

0:06:53 > 0:06:58You're just going to sit there dishing out the wisecracks? Well, it don't wash with me, son.

0:06:59 > 0:07:01I know you need to lash out at her.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04Well, then, go up there and tell her.

0:07:04 > 0:07:05Tell her what a cow she's been,

0:07:05 > 0:07:07tell her what a rubbish mum.

0:07:09 > 0:07:10This is your chance to...

0:07:13 > 0:07:16Don't leave it till you're an old man

0:07:16 > 0:07:20with so many regrets that you can't even sleep at night.

0:07:22 > 0:07:25He stood there, in front of all those people.

0:07:26 > 0:07:28And said, "I ain't got a mum."

0:07:28 > 0:07:30But he has got one.

0:07:30 > 0:07:33And you need to step up.

0:07:33 > 0:07:35This is what you've wanted for so long.

0:07:36 > 0:07:38Not like this.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40But this is what you've got.

0:07:40 > 0:07:42And you got a choice.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44You can stay up here

0:07:44 > 0:07:47and moan about him disappearing out your life again,

0:07:47 > 0:07:49or you can go down...

0:07:49 > 0:07:51and fight for him.

0:08:05 > 0:08:08If you walk away now, you might not get another chance.

0:08:19 > 0:08:21- Hiya.- All right?

0:08:21 > 0:08:23I thought I was seeing you later.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26- I texted you to say I was on my way. - PHIL'S VOICE RAISED ON PHONE

0:08:26 > 0:08:29- Jay, hello and a kiss would be nice.- I'm sorry.

0:08:29 > 0:08:32It's Phil. We've had some family stuff.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34'I want that address.'

0:08:34 > 0:08:36Well, get them to tell you.

0:08:36 > 0:08:38Ritchie, I'm his dad, ain't I?

0:08:39 > 0:08:41Thanks for nothing.

0:08:42 > 0:08:45You stay here and... keep an eye on Dennis, will you?

0:08:45 > 0:08:47- Well, where you going?- To find Ben.

0:08:47 > 0:08:50- They won't tell you. - Yeah, well, maybe they won't.

0:08:50 > 0:08:51But I know people who will.

0:08:59 > 0:09:04Phil reckons I should...open up.

0:09:04 > 0:09:05I saw Denise.

0:09:05 > 0:09:07She said you spoke to him.

0:09:09 > 0:09:11Pull myself together, carry on.

0:09:13 > 0:09:16Because it's that easy to just move on, isn't it?

0:09:18 > 0:09:21You know, I remember when...

0:09:21 > 0:09:23your mum took you and Steven away from me.

0:09:27 > 0:09:29I'd never felt such pain.

0:09:32 > 0:09:34Little Lucy, she, erm...

0:09:36 > 0:09:38She used to say to me,

0:09:38 > 0:09:40"Where's Peter? Where's he gone? When's he..."

0:09:42 > 0:09:44"When's he coming back?"

0:09:44 > 0:09:46And then she'd just cry.

0:09:48 > 0:09:50And I'd say to her, "It's all right."

0:09:52 > 0:09:55"Peter's just gone to see... Mummy for a bit

0:09:55 > 0:09:58"and he'll be... He'll be back, so don't make a fuss,

0:09:58 > 0:10:01"just be a big girl, because Peter's coming back."

0:10:02 > 0:10:05Because I knew you would.

0:10:05 > 0:10:09I knew you'd come back, I knew I'd find you...

0:10:09 > 0:10:12and I knew I'd hold you in my arms again.

0:10:12 > 0:10:15And I did, didn't I?

0:10:15 > 0:10:16Yeah.

0:10:20 > 0:10:22I can't do that with Lucy.

0:10:23 > 0:10:28I can't go and find her and bring her back, can I?

0:10:28 > 0:10:30Because I'm...

0:10:30 > 0:10:33I'm never going to hold her in my arms again.

0:10:38 > 0:10:41TEXT MESSAGE ALERT

0:10:53 > 0:10:55You all right?

0:10:57 > 0:10:59He's back.

0:11:00 > 0:11:03- What do you mean?- In there.

0:11:04 > 0:11:05Who?

0:11:07 > 0:11:08Dean.

0:11:08 > 0:11:11- He just come walking in. And... - TEXT MESSAGE ALERT

0:11:13 > 0:11:15So why ain't you in there?

0:11:15 > 0:11:17He won't even look at me.

0:11:17 > 0:11:18So you're hiding out here?

0:11:18 > 0:11:20My own son won't even talk to me!

0:11:20 > 0:11:23At least you know where your son is, don't you?

0:11:23 > 0:11:27You've whinged on long enough about trying to put things right.

0:11:27 > 0:11:29You messed up last time he was here,

0:11:29 > 0:11:32you going to let that happen again? Eh?

0:11:32 > 0:11:35Or does hiding out here save you...

0:11:35 > 0:11:36from facing up to what you've done

0:11:36 > 0:11:38and finally doing something about it?

0:11:49 > 0:11:52But they're not allowed to tell him where he is.

0:11:52 > 0:11:54I know that, and you know that.

0:11:54 > 0:11:56But try telling Phil that.

0:11:56 > 0:11:58I can't believe Ben hasn't called you.

0:12:00 > 0:12:04All right, guys. You want to... Do you want to help me finish this?

0:12:06 > 0:12:08I've messed up.

0:12:08 > 0:12:10I've really, really messed up.

0:12:20 > 0:12:22Stick that in the bin.

0:12:23 > 0:12:25I'm...

0:12:25 > 0:12:27I'm sorry.

0:12:27 > 0:12:31- You've got nothing to be sorry for. - No... I'm the dad.

0:12:31 > 0:12:32I should be the strong one.

0:12:34 > 0:12:35I'll tell you what,

0:12:35 > 0:12:37maybe I should take a leaf out of Phil's book, you know.

0:12:37 > 0:12:38- Grit my teeth... - HE GROWLS

0:12:38 > 0:12:40..and turn purple when I'm angry.

0:12:41 > 0:12:44It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks or says.

0:12:46 > 0:12:48It's just me and you now.

0:12:48 > 0:12:50And we can do this.

0:12:50 > 0:12:51The funeral.

0:12:51 > 0:12:53The court case.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56And this place.

0:12:56 > 0:12:58It's not going to be easy.

0:13:00 > 0:13:01That's why...

0:13:01 > 0:13:03I think I know what we need to do.

0:13:06 > 0:13:08Maybe we should let this place go.

0:13:10 > 0:13:13Oh, don't be silly. You're family, after all.

0:13:13 > 0:13:15Thank you.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17Darling, what you doing down here?

0:13:17 > 0:13:19You must be Nancy.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21I'm fine.

0:13:21 > 0:13:23You should be in bed. Back upstairs.

0:13:23 > 0:13:25Oi, what, do I know you?

0:13:25 > 0:13:27This is your cousin,, Dean.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29I'll let your mum fill in the blanks.

0:13:32 > 0:13:34You could have gone by now,

0:13:34 > 0:13:35but you haven't.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38Makes me think you know you've got a chance here.

0:13:38 > 0:13:40I don't want a chance here.

0:13:40 > 0:13:44Listen, all that stuff that happened a few weeks back with the Old Bill?

0:13:44 > 0:13:46I've realised it's a mug's game.

0:13:46 > 0:13:48I've found myself some barber work close by.

0:13:48 > 0:13:52- A proper job.- Yeah, well, you wanted me to go straight, so I am.

0:13:52 > 0:13:53Get some pennies coming in.

0:13:53 > 0:13:57All the more reason why you should make a fresh start with your mum.

0:13:58 > 0:14:00You don't get it, do you?

0:14:00 > 0:14:01It's not going to happen.

0:14:01 > 0:14:04I took the rap for you. Took the blame.

0:14:04 > 0:14:07You give your mum a chance

0:14:07 > 0:14:08because you owe me.

0:14:11 > 0:14:13Talk of the devil.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15- You and me are going to talk. - Yeah, well, fortunately

0:14:15 > 0:14:18the days where you could tell me what to do are long gone.

0:14:18 > 0:14:21- Not in here.- I'm not going nowhere till we talk.

0:14:23 > 0:14:27I mean, I know he needs to spend time with his dad and everything,

0:14:27 > 0:14:29but what if he actually means we've broken up?

0:14:29 > 0:14:30Why would he?

0:14:30 > 0:14:33Because Peter thinks I'm a waste of space.

0:14:33 > 0:14:36He doesn't think that, and if he does then he's mad.

0:14:36 > 0:14:37Yeah, he loves you.

0:14:37 > 0:14:41Abi, I sold a story to the paper about his dead sister.

0:14:41 > 0:14:43Well, yeah, that wasn't the best thing to do, was it?

0:14:43 > 0:14:47Well, it wasn't her fault that they twisted it around.

0:14:47 > 0:14:49He says we're on a break and everything, but...

0:14:49 > 0:14:51what if he's actually moved out.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53I mean, what if he's actually said all this stuff about his dad

0:14:53 > 0:14:54just to shut me up.

0:14:54 > 0:14:58- Well, he is going through a lot at the moment, isn't he? So maybe just give him some room.- Yeah.

0:14:58 > 0:15:01Yeah. Yeah, but what if he doesn't love me any more, eh?

0:15:01 > 0:15:04He does love you. Why wouldn't he?

0:15:04 > 0:15:06You reckon?

0:15:06 > 0:15:10Look, if he says he's coming back, then he's coming back.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13All right, don't build this into something it's not.

0:15:13 > 0:15:15Peter's straight, he's a decent boy.

0:15:25 > 0:15:28Dean, please.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34Do you seriously want to do this?

0:15:34 > 0:15:36Do you really want me to spell it out to you

0:15:36 > 0:15:38in front of everyone here?

0:15:39 > 0:15:43Cos I can, I can do that.

0:15:45 > 0:15:47Well, do you lot want to hear it?

0:15:48 > 0:15:51Do you want to hear what a fantastic mother this woman was to me?

0:15:54 > 0:15:55Where should I start?

0:15:55 > 0:15:59How about Jimbo? That's as good a place as any.

0:16:03 > 0:16:08Jimbo was my brother that she abandoned and left to die.

0:16:08 > 0:16:09And what did you think?

0:16:10 > 0:16:14That you could just wipe away all the sick things you've ever done with one cosy little chat?

0:16:14 > 0:16:17- Nah.- Please, Dean, I know that you hate me, but...

0:16:17 > 0:16:19I don't hate you.

0:16:19 > 0:16:21I'm past hating you.

0:16:22 > 0:16:23You're nothing to me.

0:16:23 > 0:16:28- I just want to make things right, you're my baby boy.- Your baby?

0:16:28 > 0:16:30You turned your back on me.

0:16:30 > 0:16:32You let them drag me to court

0:16:32 > 0:16:35- knowing I was going to get sent down.- What? I couldn't...

0:16:36 > 0:16:37I couldn't...

0:16:37 > 0:16:39I thought I was doing the right thing.

0:16:39 > 0:16:42- THE RIGHT THING?! - Oi. Slow down!

0:16:42 > 0:16:46- Can't you just talk? - Every day I was inside, I waited for them to come to my cell.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49I waited for those animals to make my life a living hell,

0:16:49 > 0:16:51so don't you DARE talk to me about doing the right thing.

0:16:51 > 0:16:53- I said slow down. - You've never done the right thing.

0:16:53 > 0:16:57- Show your mum some respect.- Jimbo, Carly, lying to us about our dad.

0:16:57 > 0:17:00Screwing my dad over. Everything you've ever done has been about you

0:17:00 > 0:17:02cos you're a selfish, twisted, evil cow

0:17:02 > 0:17:04and I wish you were dead!

0:17:04 > 0:17:06- ALL GASP - That's enough!

0:17:06 > 0:17:08- Mick...- Say sorry to your mum

0:17:08 > 0:17:11or I swear the next time I put you down you'll never get up.

0:17:11 > 0:17:15- Are you sure? - Enough! This stops now.

0:17:20 > 0:17:22I think it's best I leave.

0:17:23 > 0:17:25- You coming or not? - This is YOUR family.

0:17:30 > 0:17:33It's me or them. If I go, that's it.

0:17:34 > 0:17:36Then don't go.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40Stay.

0:17:43 > 0:17:45- Get off.- Just a bit...

0:17:45 > 0:17:48- DOOR CLICKS - No, we don't want any. Sh!

0:17:51 > 0:17:53What the hell is going on? Eh?

0:17:53 > 0:17:57I'm out there trying to find Ben and you're in here just getting smashed, ain't you?

0:17:57 > 0:18:00- We're not smashed. - Were you going on about Ben? - Look at the state of you, will you?

0:18:00 > 0:18:05- No, we're not doing anything wrong, I promise.- Just get out, all right? Come on, out. Out!

0:18:06 > 0:18:07Gimme that.

0:18:13 > 0:18:17Did he... Did he just say something about Ben?

0:18:17 > 0:18:22- It's nothing. Phil wanted to visit, but Ben won't see him.- Oh!

0:18:22 > 0:18:23Are you going to be all right?

0:18:23 > 0:18:25Yeah, he's just letting off a bit of steam.

0:18:25 > 0:18:28Right, you go out, make sure she gets home all right.

0:18:36 > 0:18:40So...the people you know, they couldn't tell you where he was?

0:18:41 > 0:18:44Yeah, yeah, they told me.

0:18:44 > 0:18:46So, you've found him?

0:18:47 > 0:18:50A screw at the prison said that he went to a halfway house in Hackney,

0:18:50 > 0:18:52but that he'd... He'd already gone.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54Well, where's he gone?

0:18:54 > 0:18:56I don't know.

0:18:58 > 0:19:01He reckoned the staff was glad to see the back of him.

0:19:01 > 0:19:03Well, at least you know he's out.

0:19:04 > 0:19:07And he can't even be bothered to give his old man a ring.

0:19:11 > 0:19:12Dean...

0:19:13 > 0:19:15Please, don't go.

0:19:15 > 0:19:18We can make this right, you're my little boy.

0:19:18 > 0:19:21That stupid little boy that used to think his mum loved him is gone.

0:19:26 > 0:19:30- But I do love you. - Yeah, well, you left it too late.

0:19:30 > 0:19:33- You left it all too late.- Shirl...

0:19:34 > 0:19:35Let him go.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40Shirl.

0:19:54 > 0:19:55DEAN!

0:20:02 > 0:20:03DEAN!

0:20:07 > 0:20:09DEAN!

0:20:15 > 0:20:17DEAN!

0:20:24 > 0:20:26- All he had to do was phone me. - Well, he's only just got out.

0:20:26 > 0:20:28You know if... If he'd have just called and said,

0:20:28 > 0:20:31"Dad, I need a bit of time" I could have handled that.

0:20:31 > 0:20:34Well, maybe that's what he is doing, getting his head together.

0:20:34 > 0:20:37- All I've ever done is let him down. - That's not true.

0:20:37 > 0:20:40- Ben's made his own choices. - Yeah, because I drove him to it.

0:20:40 > 0:20:44I kept pushing and pushing him, just like my old man did to me, and now, now...

0:20:45 > 0:20:48- ..he don't want anything to do with me, does he?- You don't know that.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51Ben just got lost

0:20:51 > 0:20:54and he didn't know how to tell you what he thought.

0:20:54 > 0:20:58- Mm. Because I never let him. - It wasn't like that, was it?

0:20:58 > 0:21:01And I'm out there telling Shirley how to not mess things up with her son!

0:21:02 > 0:21:03Two years...

0:21:05 > 0:21:08Two years I've been waiting for this second chance with him.

0:21:08 > 0:21:10And you're going to get that second chance...

0:21:10 > 0:21:13one day, because Ben, he WILL come home.

0:21:13 > 0:21:15I'm sure of it.

0:21:19 > 0:21:21This place is wrong.

0:21:23 > 0:21:27If we carry on and... open up, it's...

0:21:29 > 0:21:32It's like we're forgetting her.

0:21:32 > 0:21:35But you're not forgetting her. We never will.

0:21:35 > 0:21:36Peter, your sister...

0:21:38 > 0:21:41..died hating me. OK so why? Why drag this on?

0:21:42 > 0:21:47She didn't hate you. So you had a fight. So what?

0:21:47 > 0:21:49Doesn't mean that she hated you.

0:21:50 > 0:21:53What about all the other times?

0:21:53 > 0:21:55All the great times you had with her.

0:21:55 > 0:21:57That's what you've got to grab onto, Dad.

0:21:58 > 0:21:59That's what we've got to remember...

0:22:01 > 0:22:02..her smile.

0:22:03 > 0:22:05Her laughing.

0:22:06 > 0:22:12That's Lucy. Not some row that means absolutely nothing.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17And you really think that closing this place is what she'd want?

0:22:20 > 0:22:22It would break her heart, Dad.

0:22:27 > 0:22:29She's gone.

0:22:31 > 0:22:32And...

0:22:33 > 0:22:35..she's not coming back.

0:22:37 > 0:22:39But I know for a fact,

0:22:39 > 0:22:43that the last thing she would want is for you to give this place up.

0:22:45 > 0:22:46We've got to move on.

0:22:48 > 0:22:51And I'm going to be there for you, Dad.

0:22:52 > 0:22:55We open up, we make this work.

0:22:55 > 0:22:58And not just because of Lucy...

0:22:59 > 0:23:00..because of us.

0:23:09 > 0:23:11- DOOR BANGS - Oh, sorry.

0:23:11 > 0:23:14Everything just snowballed.

0:23:14 > 0:23:16We had a load of people in from some office.

0:23:16 > 0:23:19Credit cards behind the bar, couldn't stop drinking.

0:23:19 > 0:23:22- So, how's Denny been? - Yeah, he's been fine.

0:23:22 > 0:23:25Good. Right, I better make myself a coffee.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27Oh, you know, it was such a good atmosphere in there.

0:23:27 > 0:23:32That's what it's all about - making it a place people want to go.

0:23:32 > 0:23:36Word of mouth. You can't put a price on that sort of advertising.

0:23:37 > 0:23:38What?

0:23:39 > 0:23:41You been drinking?

0:23:41 > 0:23:45What? Well, no, I had one as I was finishing up, but...

0:23:45 > 0:23:48Ben's been out of prison for over a month and he ain't been in touch.

0:23:49 > 0:23:52- Is that why Ritchie was here? - Yeah, like you care.

0:23:52 > 0:23:53Why didn't you say anything?

0:23:54 > 0:23:57- You'd have taken the day off, would you?- Well, of course, I...

0:23:58 > 0:24:00I'm sorry, babe.

0:24:00 > 0:24:01Just forget it.

0:24:01 > 0:24:04- Well, no, if I'd known, I wouldn't have...- It don't matter.

0:24:04 > 0:24:07Well, of course it matters.

0:24:07 > 0:24:09Look, I'm sorry he's not been in touch, but...

0:24:11 > 0:24:12Well, he's Ben.

0:24:12 > 0:24:14I mean, who knows what he's thinking?

0:24:16 > 0:24:19Well, him not wanting to get in touch and come home, well...

0:24:19 > 0:24:22I know it's hard, but maybe it's for the best.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25But we want him back.

0:24:25 > 0:24:28Well, yes, of course, I didn't mean it like that, it's...

0:24:28 > 0:24:30I mean, he obviously needs a bit of time.

0:24:32 > 0:24:34Look, I didn't mean it how it sounded.

0:24:35 > 0:24:37If I'd have known...

0:24:37 > 0:24:38I'd have stayed, you know I would have.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43Come on, babe. Don't be cross with me.

0:24:51 > 0:24:53HE SIGHS

0:24:55 > 0:24:58Hello. Yeah, your dad knows.

0:24:59 > 0:25:02No, no, he don't know where you are. But listen, come home now, eh?

0:25:04 > 0:25:06No, no, he don't know I've seen you.

0:25:17 > 0:25:19It wasn't what I wanted.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24I called him so that you and he could talk.

0:25:25 > 0:25:30Well, you heard what I said to Dean. I just want us all to be a family.

0:25:30 > 0:25:33You had to stick your oar in, didn't you? Churn everything up.

0:25:33 > 0:25:34This is all your fault!

0:25:38 > 0:25:43Jane reckoned how I...had this place before wasn't very me.

0:25:44 > 0:25:45She was right.

0:25:48 > 0:25:49Beales.

0:25:51 > 0:25:52Beales.

0:26:20 > 0:26:23MOBILE PHONE JINGLE

0:26:38 > 0:26:40I was trying to help.

0:26:40 > 0:26:42You don't know when to switch off, do you?

0:26:42 > 0:26:45Always looking for somewhere else to dig the knife in.

0:26:45 > 0:26:48For crying out loud, I tried to do the right thing.

0:26:48 > 0:26:51- You have destroyed my life! - I wanted you to see your boy.

0:26:51 > 0:26:54No. All you've ever wanted to do is to hurt me.

0:26:55 > 0:27:00You are an evil, cancerous, mean old man.

0:27:00 > 0:27:01Gnawing away, rotting!

0:27:03 > 0:27:06You really want to play this game, do you?

0:27:06 > 0:27:07Keep pushing me.

0:27:07 > 0:27:10All right, carry on. We'll see what happens.

0:27:10 > 0:27:13You can't damage me or Dean any more than you already have.

0:27:13 > 0:27:16I'm not talking about you and Dean.

0:27:16 > 0:27:18I'm talking about lying to Mick for you.

0:27:18 > 0:27:21About the bath, the drowning.

0:27:22 > 0:27:27How his mother...couldn't cope and tried to kill him.

0:27:28 > 0:27:32But...we know the truth, don't we, girl?

0:27:33 > 0:27:34You and me.

0:27:35 > 0:27:37We know.