0:00:43 > 0:00:45Oi!
0:00:45 > 0:00:48Oh, sorry.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51Don't know if I'm coming or going today. How much?
0:00:51 > 0:00:53So, how was the wedding?
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Well, there was a bit of a problem actually.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- My mum and dad had to postpone it. - Cancel, actually.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01- Oh, I'm sorry.- No, it's fine.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05Well, you're doing very well.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06Oh, really?
0:01:06 > 0:01:09The tumours have responded well to the chemotherapy.
0:01:09 > 0:01:12This was you in December last year.
0:01:12 > 0:01:16The fluffy white patches are the cancer.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18And this is you, now.
0:01:18 > 0:01:21- Ah.- Definitely less dense.
0:01:21 > 0:01:22Excellent progress. Well done.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27The right breast will still have to be removed, of course.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30And we have to decide what to do about the left.
0:01:30 > 0:01:34Now, clearly a double mastectomy is a big decision.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36Let me take you through the pros and cons.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Actually, I can't deal with this at the moment.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40I'm really sorry.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47Just a bit of a mistake to mention the wedding,
0:01:47 > 0:01:48but you weren't to know.
0:01:48 > 0:01:50See ya.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Where's your nan?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54What are you doing here? You're supposed to be ill.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56- Where is she?- Well, she's gone to the hospital with Mum.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59- What? To see me? - No, to see the consultant.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Oh, don't tell me you forgot?
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Oh, I thought I told her not to bother.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Oh, I'm all over the show. What time is the appointment?
0:02:05 > 0:02:08It was about now, I think.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- Where's the little ones? - Whit's taken them out for the day.
0:02:11 > 0:02:12How is she? Is she still mad at me?
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Who, Whit?
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- No, your nan. - Oh, well, she's not happy.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20Right, well, I'm going to have a shower, sort myself out, all right?
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Tell me all about it when I get back down.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25But, Grandad, what are you doing out of hospital already?
0:02:25 > 0:02:27We're going on honeymoon later, ain't we?
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Isn't that a bit dangerous?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32What's life without a bit of danger, eh? Stick the kettle on.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37We can always go back, you know. It's not too late.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39I mean, we can go in Sonia's car this time.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Will you stop keeping going on about it, Bianca?
0:02:41 > 0:02:43You're not the one having to go through it all.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Look, that's not fair, is it?
0:02:45 > 0:02:48And anyway, I don't even think this is about the cancer,
0:02:48 > 0:02:50- this is about Dad.- Is it, really? - Yes, it is.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Because you're acting as though you're not bothered,
0:02:52 > 0:02:54and it's obvious you are. I mean, it's just obvious.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Anyway, I said I'd tell Sonia what happened.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58You do it. I want to be on my own.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04What are you doing?
0:03:04 > 0:03:06I'm just getting everything ready, Liam.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09Oh, so you still think you're going on a honeymoon?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11If I gave up on your nan every time she was angry at me,
0:03:11 > 0:03:14we'd never have got past holding hands.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17But what if she doesn't want to marry you?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Course she wants to marry me.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22Of course she does. I'm all right, I'm all right.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25We just had words, didn't we, eh?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27It's not the first time. She'll come round.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Right...mustn't forget those cards.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32What makes you think that?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Eh?
0:03:34 > 0:03:35What makes you think that?
0:03:36 > 0:03:39You've got a lot to learn, Sonny Junior.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42When a woman is mad at you, I mean, really mad at you,
0:03:42 > 0:03:43what does that mean?
0:03:44 > 0:03:46It means she cares.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49It's when she's indifferent you've got to worry about it.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Right, I want you to take my suits to the dry cleaners for me,
0:03:52 > 0:03:54please, and don't lose the ticket.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57What the hell are you doing here?
0:03:59 > 0:04:01Make yourself scarce, mate.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Right, before we start...
0:04:13 > 0:04:16I'm sorry about what I said yesterday. It was unforgivable.
0:04:16 > 0:04:17I apologise.
0:04:18 > 0:04:19Me too.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24Right.
0:04:24 > 0:04:25Well, what are you doing here?
0:04:25 > 0:04:27And what are these doing there?
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Hang on. I want to know what the consultant said, Carol.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41And she just walked out before he could even talk to her?
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Yeah. She's still wound up about yesterday.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45- Right, well, I need to talk to her. - You'll be lucky.
0:04:45 > 0:04:49- No, I don't care. I need to see her now.- What?
0:04:49 > 0:04:52Oh, sorry, Marie, it's a family emergency... Sonia!
0:04:52 > 0:04:54You're kidding...double mastectomy?
0:04:54 > 0:04:55The decision's been made.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58I don't want to have that conversation all over again.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59So it has spread then, has it?
0:04:59 > 0:05:02No, but we discussed it and we agreed that that's the best way,
0:05:02 > 0:05:03so let's move forward.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06- MOBILE PHONE RINGS - Now what are you doing out of hospital?
0:05:06 > 0:05:07Hang on, hang on.
0:05:10 > 0:05:11Oh, get rid of them.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13What are you doing out of hospital?
0:05:13 > 0:05:15They discharged me, Carol. It was just a blip.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17So what was that blood clot all about?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Well, that's just it, it's gone, ain't it? It's gone.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22So, no blip, no clot, no problem. Can we just talk about us, please?
0:05:22 > 0:05:25- PHONE RINGS - Why would they discharge somebody less than 24 hours
0:05:25 > 0:05:26after they'd had a heart attack?
0:05:26 > 0:05:28I don't know. Maybe they needed the bed or something.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30I'm not here, all right? Carol...
0:05:30 > 0:05:33Hello? Just a sec.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35It's the hospital. They want to speak to you.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38I'm not taking it. I mean it. I'm not.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41I'm sorry, he's just popped out. Can I take a message?
0:05:43 > 0:05:44Yeah, OK.
0:05:45 > 0:05:46Yeah, I'll do that.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50No, I understand.
0:05:50 > 0:05:51OK, thanks.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56- So, they discharged you, did they? - All right, maybe I discharged myself.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00That's not what the nurse said just now. She said you snuck out without telling anybody.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01Yeah, and why do you think I did that?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03And also, you've been refusing their calls.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06- Was that them just now? - Because I needed to see you.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08You are unbelievable sometimes! It's like that old joke.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10How do you know when David Wicks is lying?
0:06:10 > 0:06:11Cos his lips are moving.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14I didn't want to get bogged down in that argument then.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16I just wanted to make sure we were all right.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18You better phone them back because they're pretty insistent.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Yeah, I will, I will, I will...in a bit.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21Not now.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30Carol, look at me.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Carol, look...about yesterday...
0:06:32 > 0:06:34Do you know what? We've apologised.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36There's nothing more to say about that.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38If you hadn't have stormed off like that,
0:06:38 > 0:06:40if you'd have given me a chance, I could've explained.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43You said - and these were your very words - you wish you'd died.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44No, I never said that, no.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46On what was supposed to be our wedding day!
0:06:46 > 0:06:48How do you think that made me feel?
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Well, you'd just accused me of having a heart attack on purpose!
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- FRONT DOOR OPENS - How do you think that made me feel?
0:06:53 > 0:06:54Clearly not good.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Thank you.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Bianca just told me.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01What's he doing here?
0:07:01 > 0:07:02They haven't discharged you?
0:07:02 > 0:07:05No, of course they haven't discharged him, he's just walked out.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07- What?- Do you think I'd have done that if I still felt rotten?
0:07:07 > 0:07:08I'm fine. Look at me.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11David, you cannot do that. They've got drugs to prescribe...
0:07:11 > 0:07:14No, no, it's all right, Sonia, he will be going back to the hospital, won't you?
0:07:14 > 0:07:17Yes, definitely. The minute we come back after honeymoon.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20- What?- Come on girls, me and your mother are talking. Can you give us a bit?
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Yeah, of course, but not before I ask you why you left the consultant
0:07:23 > 0:07:25before he had a chance to explain anything.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28Sorry?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Can you leave us, please, Sonia?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Did I just hear right?
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Did you actually walk out on the consultant
0:07:41 > 0:07:43before he'd had a chance to explain anything?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46And I'm the big liar round here?
0:07:46 > 0:07:48I said the decision had been made.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50You said you discussed it.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53You did. You know you did.
0:07:54 > 0:07:58All right, fair do's. I'm a liar, OK? I admit it.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00But at least I'm an honest liar.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02I need to make this decision myself.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07Well, so, what are you going to do, then?
0:08:07 > 0:08:08I don't know.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Then why did you say it?
0:08:15 > 0:08:16Carol?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18To shut you up. To shut everybody up.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22What have I said since day one?
0:08:23 > 0:08:26That I would support you, whatever decision you make.
0:08:27 > 0:08:32And I have not deviated from that one jot, have I?
0:08:32 > 0:08:36- No.- Well, what makes you think I'm going to say anything different now?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I don't know. I've had one hell of a 24 hours.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40I just panicked.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42And then you lied.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Yes, and then I lied.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45It wasn't as bad as your lie.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53I'll say what I've said since day one.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55Breasts or no breasts,
0:08:55 > 0:08:59it won't make any difference to how I feel about you.
0:08:59 > 0:09:00I'll still fancy you.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03What?
0:09:03 > 0:09:05- Are you sure that's not another lie? - No way, Jose.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07I know it was said for the best of reasons, no doubt.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10But, you know, don't make out like it's not a problem.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12Cos regardless of whether I lose one breast or two,
0:09:12 > 0:09:16it will be a problem and we should stop pretending that it won't.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19- Deal?- Deal.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24And I really am sorry about what I said yesterday. I just lost it.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27It's fine. It's forgotten.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35I had... I had a conversation with Ian yesterday.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38What - Ian, Ian?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Yeah, and he was saying how we all go about
0:09:40 > 0:09:42pretending to be something that we're not.
0:09:43 > 0:09:44Ring any bells?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46No, I'm not having a go at you.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48I'm just as bad. And, in fact, we all do it.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Tell little lies all the time.
0:09:49 > 0:09:53Either to protect each other or to protect ourselves.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Yeah, probably.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00What would it be like if we were to stop?
0:10:00 > 0:10:02I mean, really stop.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06What if there was no more pretending? No more lies.
0:10:06 > 0:10:07Not even little ones.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11So we saw each other as we really are?
0:10:12 > 0:10:14But we've done that, haven't we?
0:10:16 > 0:10:18There's been times when you and I...
0:10:18 > 0:10:20No, I'm not talking about in bed.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22I'm talking about all the time.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25It's not just about being honest to each other,
0:10:25 > 0:10:28it's about being honest to yourself.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31You know, in everything you do.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32What kind of relationship would that be?
0:10:35 > 0:10:36Scary.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38Terrifying.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42If you really knew what went on up here...
0:10:44 > 0:10:46..you wouldn't like it. I know you wouldn't.
0:10:47 > 0:10:48Same here.
0:10:50 > 0:10:53THEY BOTH LAUGH
0:10:56 > 0:10:58What are they doing in there?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Why was that so funny?
0:11:04 > 0:11:05I don't know.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10Well, come on then, want to start?
0:11:10 > 0:11:12We'd never keep it up.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14All in good time. We could try, couldn't we?
0:11:15 > 0:11:18All right. Let me go first.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20Go on, then.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22Honest answers only, remember?
0:11:24 > 0:11:25What is it you see in me?
0:11:25 > 0:11:29And I'm not fishing for compliments. I mean, REALLY see?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38I want to impress you.
0:11:38 > 0:11:42I want you to think I'm better than I am, but, of course, you don't.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44And that's why I keep coming back for more.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47I mean I can lie, and lie, and lie... most people fall for it,
0:11:47 > 0:11:51but you - you are the only one who never has.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53Are you sure?
0:11:55 > 0:11:57What are you saying?
0:11:57 > 0:11:59You think you're the mother I never had, or something?
0:11:59 > 0:12:01I don't know. You tell me.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03I certainly see bits of my dad in you.
0:12:03 > 0:12:04He was a bit of a rogue.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Especially when he was younger.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Plus, he was never there for me. Not really.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Like Pat was never there for you. So, makes sense.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15Yeah, maybe.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Right, my turn.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21No, no, no. Let me ask you another one.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23You can't have two questions, that's not fair!
0:12:23 > 0:12:25This is a more important one.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28You know yesterday, when you said that you wished you'd died...
0:12:28 > 0:12:29Did you mean it?
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Oh, Carol, I thought we'd forgotten about that.
0:12:31 > 0:12:32I'm not cross. I just need to know.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36I was angry, weren't I?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Honest answers only, remember?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Come on, you clearly weren't making it up.
0:12:47 > 0:12:48All right.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Do you never get that feeling where you just wished it would all stop?
0:12:55 > 0:12:58And there was a button that you could press, eh?
0:12:58 > 0:13:01I mean, I'm not talking suicide... I'd never do that.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03But if there was a button
0:13:03 > 0:13:06that would somehow magically
0:13:06 > 0:13:08just switch it all off.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12You would feel tempted, wouldn't you?
0:13:14 > 0:13:15Maybe.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20Well, that is exactly what it was like for me out there yesterday.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22But it was real.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27The girls had got me in the car
0:13:27 > 0:13:29and they was arguing cos it wouldn't start.
0:13:29 > 0:13:33And I was just lying there thinking...
0:13:33 > 0:13:34I've screwed up,
0:13:34 > 0:13:36yet again.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40And if this is it...really it...
0:13:43 > 0:13:45..then why not? Bring it on.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51I didn't choose to think that, but that's... I did.
0:13:52 > 0:13:53And what about me and the kids?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55And all the people that care for you and love you?
0:13:55 > 0:13:57I know that, don't I? I do know that.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00But there's a part of me that...
0:14:00 > 0:14:02What?
0:14:02 > 0:14:04It's like my mum always said,
0:14:04 > 0:14:07"Anyone who cares about you, David, they must be a mug.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09"Cos if they really knew you, they wouldn't."
0:14:09 > 0:14:10So, I'm a mug now, am I?
0:14:10 > 0:14:14No, not you. Not you. That's what I'm saying.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17Not you. You're the only one who's never fallen for it.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21What were you going to ask me?
0:14:22 > 0:14:25Well, the same, you know. What you see in me.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29Only unlike you, I am fishing for compliments.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31See, I make you laugh. We know that.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34I mean apart from that.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Well, you're certainly a challenge.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43And I have this weird fantasy that I can tame you.
0:14:43 > 0:14:44Good luck with that.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Well, exactly.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50And the ridiculous thing is if I ever did,
0:14:50 > 0:14:53I probably wouldn't like it.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56In fact, I know I wouldn't.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57So, what's the point?
0:14:59 > 0:15:00What's it all about?
0:15:00 > 0:15:04I mean, why would I keep putting myself though all that?
0:15:04 > 0:15:07You have no idea how many times I've said, "Never again."
0:15:07 > 0:15:08I think I probably do.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Every time you disappear, I say,
0:15:10 > 0:15:12"That's it now. I'm not going to make the same mistake again."
0:15:12 > 0:15:16Then, months turn into years and I look back on us
0:15:16 > 0:15:19and I think, "What on earth was all that about?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22"How can I have been so pathetically needy?"
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Cos believe me, David, when you're not around, I do cope.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28I get on with my life. I've had other boyfriends.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31Even thought I was in love with one or two of them.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33And then you turn up
0:15:33 > 0:15:35and it's like none of that counted for anything.
0:15:37 > 0:15:38Cos there's this...
0:15:40 > 0:15:44..electromagnet. And...
0:15:44 > 0:15:46I'm helpless in the face of it.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48And I resent it like mad.
0:15:48 > 0:15:52You have no idea how guilty I feel about Masood.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55You know, he was a decent bloke and he didn't deserve what I did to him.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56What we did to him.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58And that is why I still want to marry you.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01So we can put a stop to that once and for all.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03I want to grow up, David.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06And I can't do that when you're around.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08You know, we hold each other back.
0:16:08 > 0:16:09Surely you can see that?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Let's discuss this after the honeymoon, please.
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Are you listening to me?
0:16:12 > 0:16:14You'll feel differently after two weeks in the sun.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16You've seen the brochure. It's paradise.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Maybe I don't want to feel different.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23All right, I wasn't going to tell you this now.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25I was going to wait until we got out there to surprise you,
0:16:25 > 0:16:27but I'm going to tell you.
0:16:27 > 0:16:28This ain't just a holiday.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34I've booked you a consultation with a plastic surgeon in Miami.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38You don't have to make a decision then.
0:16:38 > 0:16:42But he is the top breast reconstruction surgeon in the world.
0:16:42 > 0:16:46I mean, seriously, Carol. He is the best.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48So even if you do decide to go for the double,
0:16:48 > 0:16:52by the time he's finished with you, they'll be almost as good as new.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57You know when you asked me what I liked about you...
0:16:57 > 0:17:00one of the things I was going to say is that you always
0:17:00 > 0:17:02had the power to surprise me.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04What did you say to me not five minutes ago?
0:17:05 > 0:17:10You said, "Breasts or no breasts, you'd still fancy me."
0:17:10 > 0:17:11No, no, no, no, no.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13This has got nothing to do with me.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- Oh, come on!- This is about you.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Are you telling me you want to lose them both?
0:17:18 > 0:17:22I'm trying to give you something to look forward to. A bit of hope.
0:17:22 > 0:17:23Hope?
0:17:25 > 0:17:27You know the hardest thing about the last six months?
0:17:27 > 0:17:30It's not the cancer. I can handle the cancer.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32It's the hope, that's the problem.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34It's the hope that drains you.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36It's the hope that keeps you awake at night and drives you mad.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38- I'm done with hope. - You say that now...
0:17:38 > 0:17:40I want to be accepted for how I am!
0:17:43 > 0:17:46This is me. This is the truth.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51All right, you've made your point.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54And where was the money going to come from, anyway?
0:17:54 > 0:17:57Something like that would have costed tens of thousands of pounds.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58It's all taken care of.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01What, is this...is this blood money from Janine?
0:18:01 > 0:18:03If we need any more, I'll just take it out of the business.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06- And Max knows about this, does he? - What's it got to do with him?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08- What, you've not mentioned it to him at all?- Why should I?
0:18:08 > 0:18:11- Cos you're partners! - Carol, it's my money.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13I put it in, I can take it out.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15Not if it leaves my brother high and dry.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18- Why are we having this conversation? - Cos you want to marry me.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- Yes, please. - Yes, and marriage is a partnership!
0:18:21 > 0:18:24Oh, I see where you're going with this one.
0:18:24 > 0:18:25Mum?
0:18:27 > 0:18:29What, darling?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31I just wondered if you might want something to eat.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33No, it's all right, darling, we're fine. Leave us.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35- You sure?- I'm fine, yeah.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38It's all right, David's going. For good.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Eh? Whoa, whoa, hang on. Hang on!
0:18:40 > 0:18:44- Can you just leave us, darling, please?- Carol, please, wait...
0:18:44 > 0:18:45Darling, give us a...
0:18:46 > 0:18:49- Carol...- No, I mean it.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52No. I've just had... I've just had a moment's clarity.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54A little glimpse into the future.
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Forget about the doctor, then.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Look, we don't even have to go on honeymoon. Come on.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59It's too late.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02If you love me like you say you do,
0:19:02 > 0:19:05if you have any feelings for me at all...you'll go.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11It doesn't have to be horrible. It doesn't have to be shouty.
0:19:11 > 0:19:16You know, I don't want to be left feeling angry and resentful.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18I just want you to go. Your things are all packed.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20There's nothing to stop you.
0:19:20 > 0:19:21Where am I supposed to go then, eh?
0:19:21 > 0:19:25Well, hospital would be a good idea. And then, I don't know.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27I know you're hurting,
0:19:27 > 0:19:31and I'm sure there'd be a number of pretty young women in Florida
0:19:31 > 0:19:33who would like to kiss it better for you.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36You don't want it to be nasty?
0:19:36 > 0:19:38Sorry. I shouldn't have said that.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40Come here.
0:19:40 > 0:19:41No.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52What are you doing?
0:19:52 > 0:19:53Phoning for a car.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Yeah, it's David Wicks here,
0:19:55 > 0:19:58can I have a car, please, to 31 Albert Square?
0:19:58 > 0:20:01Yeah, Walford General, please. Now, if you can.
0:20:02 > 0:20:03Lovely, ta.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Right, I'll be on my way.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10I'll leave it over there.
0:20:16 > 0:20:17That's all right, I've got it.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24I'll get this together.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Dad?
0:20:28 > 0:20:29Are you really going?
0:20:32 > 0:20:33Yeah.
0:20:39 > 0:20:43Don't just put it down like that. Fold it up properly.
0:20:49 > 0:20:50No, it's all right, just bung it in.
0:20:58 > 0:21:02Sure you wouldn't rather have those?
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Like I'd ever change my name to Wicks.
0:21:06 > 0:21:09Well, you changed it from Branning to Jackson, didn't you?
0:21:09 > 0:21:10I want to grow up, remember?
0:21:17 > 0:21:20You know, yesterday, when you went to find something blue
0:21:20 > 0:21:22and then lost it, what was it?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Stay there a minute, don't move.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35- What's he doing?- I don't know.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Bianca, give us a couple of minutes, will you, darling?
0:22:08 > 0:22:10- Close your eyes.- Why?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12Just close them.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14Close them.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Keep them closed.
0:22:21 > 0:22:22OK, you can open them now.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29MUSIC: "Misty Blue" by Dorothy Moore
0:22:31 > 0:22:34# Oh... #
0:22:37 > 0:22:39I could've got it on CD,
0:22:39 > 0:22:42but it felt right to get the actual record, you know?
0:22:42 > 0:22:47Ever since we heard it on the radio that morning,
0:22:47 > 0:22:50I haven't stopped thinking about it.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53And when Bianca said you needed something blue...
0:22:53 > 0:22:54blue...
0:22:56 > 0:22:58Couldn't resist.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Come here.
0:23:03 > 0:23:07# Just the thought of you
0:23:08 > 0:23:13# Turns my whole world misty blue
0:23:16 > 0:23:19# Oh, honey
0:23:21 > 0:23:24# Just the mention of your name
0:23:27 > 0:23:31# Turns the flicker to a flame
0:23:32 > 0:23:36# Listen to me good, baby
0:23:36 > 0:23:41# I think of the things we used to do
0:23:43 > 0:23:48# And my whole world turns misty blue
0:23:49 > 0:23:55# Oh, baby
0:23:55 > 0:23:58# I should forget you
0:24:00 > 0:24:03# Heaven knows I tried
0:24:07 > 0:24:11# Baby, when I say that I'm glad we're through... #
0:24:12 > 0:24:14I hate this kind of music.
0:24:16 > 0:24:20# Deep in my heart I know I've lied
0:24:27 > 0:24:32# It's been such a long, long time
0:24:34 > 0:24:38# Looks like I'd get you off of my mind
0:24:38 > 0:24:41# But I can't
0:24:41 > 0:24:46# Just the thought of you, my love
0:24:48 > 0:24:52# My whole world turns misty blue
0:24:56 > 0:25:00# Ohh...
0:25:00 > 0:25:05# I can't, oh, I can't forget you
0:25:05 > 0:25:06RECORD SKIPS
0:25:06 > 0:25:08# Forget you
0:25:08 > 0:25:09# Forget you
0:25:09 > 0:25:10# Forget you
0:25:10 > 0:25:11# Forget you
0:25:11 > 0:25:13# Forget you
0:25:13 > 0:25:14# Forget you
0:25:14 > 0:25:16# Forget you... #
0:25:22 > 0:25:23Knackered.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Here you are. Yours to keep.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36I'm not that little girl any more.
0:25:36 > 0:25:37We both know that.
0:25:39 > 0:25:40HORN HONKS
0:25:40 > 0:25:42There's my car.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55I'll see you.
0:25:55 > 0:25:56Promise me you'll go back to the hospital.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01Ta-ta, darling.
0:26:01 > 0:26:02Dad?
0:26:06 > 0:26:08You deserve better than me.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10Why?
0:26:10 > 0:26:11Your mum will explain.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15I'll never stop loving you.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20Keep in touch, yeah?
0:26:22 > 0:26:23Ta-ta.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Walford General is it now, sir?
0:26:55 > 0:26:57No, I've changed my mind.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59Take me to Heathrow Airport, please.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03You do realise that's going to cost you?
0:27:05 > 0:27:06It already has, mate.