27/06/2014

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0:00:32 > 0:00:34I said he wouldn't be back.

0:00:34 > 0:00:36He's going to keep his nut down, hoping it all blows over.

0:00:36 > 0:00:40Will you please, please, just come back to bed!

0:00:40 > 0:00:42I keep going over and over what he called me.

0:00:42 > 0:00:43HE GROWLS IN FRUSTRATION

0:00:43 > 0:00:44Just... Just...

0:00:46 > 0:00:48He'll be back.

0:00:48 > 0:00:49And we'll all say sorry...

0:00:49 > 0:00:52ME say sorry?!

0:00:54 > 0:00:55Ahhh!

0:01:13 > 0:01:14SHARON SCREAMS

0:01:14 > 0:01:17Sharon, it's all right. Sharon, Sharon, Sharon...

0:01:18 > 0:01:20I brought you something.

0:01:20 > 0:01:24This should save you the bother of smashing my place up.

0:01:24 > 0:01:26From now on, you deal with me, and only me...

0:01:33 > 0:01:36Modern technology - all your breakfast in a can.

0:01:36 > 0:01:39Clever, innit, the way they get those sausages in.

0:01:39 > 0:01:42- Urgh!- Why not? All comes out the same way in the end...

0:01:42 > 0:01:45How can you eat? Can you not see I'm mid-crisis?!

0:01:45 > 0:01:48You could help - or is that beyond you?

0:01:49 > 0:01:50Johnny finally answered his phone.

0:01:50 > 0:01:53- Where is he?- Didn't say.

0:01:53 > 0:01:54When's he coming back?

0:01:54 > 0:01:56I don't know if he is, Mum.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59- You both went too far. - I was helping him.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01By still wiping his bottom for him?

0:02:01 > 0:02:03I care about my children - is that so wrong?

0:02:03 > 0:02:06No, what's wrong is that you can't even see what you've done.

0:02:06 > 0:02:07He called me a bitch.

0:02:07 > 0:02:09Yeah, he snapped. And who can blame him?

0:02:09 > 0:02:11So now you're siding with him?

0:02:11 > 0:02:13And I can see exactly what you've done wrong,

0:02:13 > 0:02:15because it's what you always, always do.

0:02:22 > 0:02:23I'm trying, Phil.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27You want your secret out, do you?

0:02:27 > 0:02:29Mick!

0:02:29 > 0:02:31I'm trying to get the rest of it.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Dean gave me some of the money.

0:02:33 > 0:02:36My boy sorted you out?

0:02:36 > 0:02:37Your boy?

0:02:37 > 0:02:40Your boy broke into my house.

0:02:40 > 0:02:41Now, you don't want trouble,

0:02:41 > 0:02:44I suggest you get your boy on a leash -

0:02:44 > 0:02:46and you...can get me the rest of my money.

0:02:52 > 0:02:54And what about the way Nancy spoke to me this morning?

0:02:54 > 0:02:56You need to sort this, Mick.

0:02:56 > 0:02:58Well? What you going to do?

0:02:58 > 0:03:00Johnny'll be back to face the music.

0:03:00 > 0:03:01Not her music.

0:03:01 > 0:03:02Dad, got some post.

0:03:02 > 0:03:05Hopefully from a clinic in Switzerland

0:03:05 > 0:03:08- booking you a one-way ticket.- Mick? - What do you want me to say to you

0:03:08 > 0:03:11that I haven't said a million times last night or today?

0:03:11 > 0:03:14- Where are you going?- Out. - Where?- Of earshot.

0:03:14 > 0:03:17Where I can't hear you all arguing and expecting me to solve it.

0:03:17 > 0:03:20Can I please not come home to a tear-up - please!

0:03:27 > 0:03:31Ha! May we ask what emergency service that's supposed to be?

0:03:31 > 0:03:34A "supporting my girl" service?

0:03:34 > 0:03:37I said it was a casual pre-Pride get-together at the Welly.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39Not fancy dress.

0:03:39 > 0:03:41Be careful of her today.

0:03:41 > 0:03:44Johnny's still not back.

0:03:44 > 0:03:45Nancy's sulking.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47And don't mention the karaoke.

0:03:50 > 0:03:52Can't you sort it?

0:03:52 > 0:03:55Johnny will come back. It's his first Pride -

0:03:55 > 0:03:57- we said we'd take him.- Well, Johnny ain't coming home at all

0:03:57 > 0:04:00- unless she apologises to him. - Don't start all that again!

0:04:00 > 0:04:02Right, that's enough!

0:04:02 > 0:04:04There's no point in rowing about Johnny

0:04:04 > 0:04:06when he's perfectly capable of speaking for himself.

0:04:06 > 0:04:09Come on. I'm going to take you to him.

0:04:21 > 0:04:22You look lovely.

0:04:22 > 0:04:24Very classy.

0:04:24 > 0:04:27Would you like a glass of champagne? No charge.

0:04:30 > 0:04:31Champagne?

0:04:31 > 0:04:34Yeah. Mick won't miss one bottle.

0:04:34 > 0:04:37Of course you didn't pay for it.

0:04:37 > 0:04:39I've just seen Phil.

0:04:39 > 0:04:41He said that you broke into his house.

0:04:41 > 0:04:44- Please don't go back there, not even for me.- For you?

0:04:44 > 0:04:46Hi, I've got an appointment.

0:04:46 > 0:04:48One second.

0:04:48 > 0:04:51Come over the Vic later on, yeah? I'll slip you another drink.

0:04:51 > 0:04:53Celebrate this place properly.

0:04:58 > 0:05:00How can I help you?

0:05:08 > 0:05:11I cannot believe he's here, Stan! Your flamin' flat?

0:05:11 > 0:05:14He's the one that wanted to run. I just gave him somewhere to run to.

0:05:22 > 0:05:25Ready? Now swim.

0:05:25 > 0:05:28Swim, swim, swim.

0:05:54 > 0:05:55You all right, Mick?

0:06:03 > 0:06:06Lee stayed here behind my back, Johnny...

0:06:06 > 0:06:07Why not just ask Nancy - make it a hat-trick?

0:06:07 > 0:06:09You all right?

0:06:09 > 0:06:11Before you start, you can blame me.

0:06:11 > 0:06:16- I thought I said not to tell her. - And you also called her a bitch. She wants you to say you're sorry.

0:06:16 > 0:06:17I shouldn't have called you that.

0:06:17 > 0:06:21Right, now you've made your little point,

0:06:21 > 0:06:22we're going home.

0:06:22 > 0:06:25Well, I ain't sorry about anything else I said or did.

0:06:25 > 0:06:28She is actually quite upset, Johnny.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30About me making a laughing stock out of her?

0:06:30 > 0:06:32Just like what you did to me.

0:06:33 > 0:06:35Beer?

0:06:35 > 0:06:37- He don't want a beer. - No, he wants an apology,

0:06:37 > 0:06:41but he knows it'll be black as Newgate's knocker outside before he gets one,

0:06:41 > 0:06:44- so he might as well have a beer. - Johnny, you're coming with me. Now.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46In the fridge, are they? The beers?

0:06:46 > 0:06:47We're leaving. Now.

0:06:47 > 0:06:48Yeah!

0:06:48 > 0:06:50What? Made a mess with your own kids

0:06:50 > 0:06:52and now you're trying to take mine? Is that it?

0:06:54 > 0:06:56HE SIGHS

0:06:56 > 0:06:57Come with me.

0:07:00 > 0:07:01Please?

0:07:07 > 0:07:09SHOWER RUNS

0:07:11 > 0:07:14All right?

0:07:16 > 0:07:17You walking back?

0:07:19 > 0:07:22No, I'm going to just...

0:07:22 > 0:07:23stay here for a bit.

0:07:23 > 0:07:25Linda's on one.

0:07:26 > 0:07:29To be honest, it's just nice not having her in my ear-hole.

0:07:30 > 0:07:32Playing family peacekeeper?

0:07:34 > 0:07:38Do you know what it's like living in my house sometimes?

0:07:38 > 0:07:40Remember the film The Terminator?

0:07:40 > 0:07:43You know the bit where, like, his head's half hanging off

0:07:43 > 0:07:45cos he's been having all these tear-ups,

0:07:45 > 0:07:47and he's dragging himself up the stairs...

0:07:47 > 0:07:49You just want to go AWOL for a bit?

0:07:49 > 0:07:51Yeah, yeah.

0:07:53 > 0:07:56That's the great thing about this place.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59When you're under the water...

0:07:59 > 0:08:02all your responsibilities, everything,

0:08:02 > 0:08:04they just go away.

0:08:04 > 0:08:07Yeah, I know, yeah.

0:08:10 > 0:08:14They do adult classes here on a Sunday morning.

0:08:16 > 0:08:18Beginners, if you need?

0:08:21 > 0:08:24It's pathetic.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26I'm a grown man

0:08:26 > 0:08:28and I can't swim

0:08:28 > 0:08:29and I'm petrified of water.

0:08:29 > 0:08:31It's not pathetic.

0:08:31 > 0:08:33You just didn't learn as a kid.

0:08:38 > 0:08:41I've taught all my kids here.

0:08:41 > 0:08:44The boys, they learned really quickly,

0:08:44 > 0:08:46but Lucy, she was a nightmare.

0:08:51 > 0:08:55I could try and teach you, if you like.

0:08:58 > 0:09:00You're not going to let me say no, are you?

0:09:04 > 0:09:05Don't tell me how to run that family.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08I've been holding it together since I was 15.

0:09:08 > 0:09:09I know.

0:09:09 > 0:09:11And you just expect me to forget what Johnny said to me?

0:09:11 > 0:09:14I'm not asking you to forget.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16I'm asking you to remember.

0:09:18 > 0:09:19By bringing me here?

0:09:33 > 0:09:35You're not alone.

0:09:35 > 0:09:38This place is always full of adult learners.

0:09:38 > 0:09:39You can always spot them.

0:09:39 > 0:09:42They're the ones that are clinging on to the side with one arm

0:09:42 > 0:09:44and they've got one foot on the ground.

0:09:44 > 0:09:46But once they're in there, they're fine.

0:09:46 > 0:09:48And you will be, at that swimathon.

0:09:50 > 0:09:51Yeah, yeah.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55Or I'll embarrass my whole family.

0:09:55 > 0:09:57Don't think they'll be too impressed

0:09:57 > 0:10:01with me standing at the side of a poxy swimming pool

0:10:01 > 0:10:03that I don't even want to get in.

0:10:04 > 0:10:08Facing up to something you're terrified of and doing it -

0:10:08 > 0:10:10that's impressive.

0:10:13 > 0:10:15Come on then, Terminator.

0:10:15 > 0:10:16We going in?

0:10:28 > 0:10:32Well, come in. Don't be scared of your childhood home.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34What's left of it.

0:10:35 > 0:10:37Knocking 'em all down round here.

0:10:38 > 0:10:41Gentrification, I believe they call it.

0:10:41 > 0:10:43Like we need improving.

0:10:46 > 0:10:48You never mention this place, do you?

0:10:49 > 0:10:53You and your mum and dad, and this pub.

0:10:53 > 0:10:55Perfect family.

0:10:55 > 0:10:57Perfect?

0:10:57 > 0:11:00John and Elaine.

0:11:00 > 0:11:02All in love behind this bar.

0:11:04 > 0:11:06Good pub, this was.

0:11:08 > 0:11:10Remember you as a kid.

0:11:10 > 0:11:13Legs like two strings of cotton in your school uniform.

0:11:16 > 0:11:19Thought none of us had noticed, you and Mick,

0:11:19 > 0:11:22sitting in the corner there, heads together.

0:11:24 > 0:11:26I can't be here.

0:11:26 > 0:11:29Can't be reminded of what it was like to be a kid?

0:11:31 > 0:11:33You think I can forget my dad dying?

0:11:41 > 0:11:42I can't.

0:11:42 > 0:11:43You can.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45I can't.

0:11:45 > 0:11:46I sound like Orville!

0:11:49 > 0:11:51It's easy, all right?

0:11:51 > 0:11:54All you've got to do is put your head in the water - breathe out. OK?

0:11:54 > 0:11:56That way the water can't come in.

0:11:56 > 0:11:58Yeah? Give it a go.

0:11:59 > 0:12:01Go on, you can do it.

0:12:12 > 0:12:13There you go.

0:12:21 > 0:12:24Heart attack, wasn't it? He wouldn't have known.

0:12:25 > 0:12:27He knew.

0:12:27 > 0:12:28Just his time.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32He was staring straight at me for help.

0:12:34 > 0:12:38- I couldn't save him. - You were a kid.- I was 15.

0:12:40 > 0:12:42Oh, Linda.

0:12:43 > 0:12:47Tell me you haven't spend all these years thinking it was your fault.

0:12:47 > 0:12:50I didn't know what to do.

0:12:50 > 0:12:53You screamed. We heard you. Came out.

0:12:53 > 0:12:56- You were there? - You did everything right.

0:12:57 > 0:12:59Got the ambulance called, in seconds -

0:12:59 > 0:13:01seconds, Linda.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03You were there for him.

0:13:03 > 0:13:05No, I weren't.

0:13:06 > 0:13:08They made me let go of his hand.

0:13:08 > 0:13:11The next time I saw him, he was dead.

0:13:11 > 0:13:13I made you let go.

0:13:13 > 0:13:17You had to, so they could take him to hospital,

0:13:17 > 0:13:19try and save him.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22You did all you could.

0:13:23 > 0:13:26You really think I did the right thing for him?

0:13:35 > 0:13:36HE GASPS

0:13:36 > 0:13:38HE COUGHS

0:13:42 > 0:13:43Told you to keep your mouth shut.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48You'd have thought I'd have learned that by now, living in my gaff.

0:13:50 > 0:13:53I don't know why I'm making Linda out to be a monster.

0:13:53 > 0:13:54She's not really. I...

0:13:54 > 0:13:56I love her. She's...

0:13:57 > 0:13:59She's Braveheart in curlers.

0:14:01 > 0:14:04She's not that strong underneath it all.

0:14:04 > 0:14:06None of us are.

0:14:06 > 0:14:09We just pretend to be for our families, don't we?

0:14:10 > 0:14:13That's what I'm doing all the time at the moment.

0:14:16 > 0:14:17Right, come on, you - turn around.

0:14:21 > 0:14:22Time for the big one.

0:14:32 > 0:14:35I admired you. I really did.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38Coming back from the hospital.

0:14:38 > 0:14:40Leading your mum behind the bar.

0:14:40 > 0:14:42And you all just staring at us.

0:14:42 > 0:14:45Wondering when you'd get your next drink.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47Wondering how you did it.

0:14:48 > 0:14:50You, at the funeral,

0:14:50 > 0:14:53holding on to her as she crumbled.

0:14:53 > 0:14:55You were a good kid, Linda.

0:14:55 > 0:14:57I was glad my Mick would come to you.

0:14:57 > 0:15:00You look after family. That's what you're supposed to do.

0:15:00 > 0:15:04Family. And not three months later,

0:15:04 > 0:15:06you announcing you were pregnant.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10You saying I tricked him? Mick wanted a family.

0:15:10 > 0:15:11Almost as much as you.

0:15:11 > 0:15:13I'd die for my kids.

0:15:13 > 0:15:16Or is it that you wouldn't want to live without them?

0:15:16 > 0:15:19You have no idea what it's like to actually love your children.

0:15:19 > 0:15:24I know you're clipping Johnny's wings. Why? So he'll stay?

0:15:25 > 0:15:26Won't fly the nest?

0:15:28 > 0:15:31Or you won't be left alone like me?

0:15:31 > 0:15:32You drove your kids away!

0:15:32 > 0:15:35- Now we're getting somewhere. - You pushed 'em.- Like you pull yours?

0:15:35 > 0:15:37I'm nothing like you! We're not the same.

0:15:37 > 0:15:38Johnny needs me.

0:15:38 > 0:15:40He's 19. He's a man.

0:15:40 > 0:15:41He's fragile. He nearly died.

0:15:41 > 0:15:43When he was a baby. He's not a baby now!

0:15:43 > 0:15:45I saved that boy!

0:15:45 > 0:15:48You asked me why I never mention my dad's name? But I do.

0:15:48 > 0:15:50Every time I say Johnny's name.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53I gave him my dad's name but this time I stopped it happening,

0:15:53 > 0:15:55I held his hand and I knew.

0:15:55 > 0:15:58I thought, this time I am not letting this person go.

0:15:58 > 0:16:01This time I'm going to watch his every breath and he won't die, he won't leave me.

0:16:04 > 0:16:09But he will. You're making that kid hate you, Linda.

0:16:34 > 0:16:36I hear you give free consultations.

0:16:38 > 0:16:40I want a consultation.

0:16:40 > 0:16:42Wait at the back for us, babe.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49You're not exactly surprising me, Phil.

0:16:50 > 0:16:54I bet this cost a bit. You insured?

0:16:54 > 0:16:57I paid what I needed to. To keep this place safe.

0:17:00 > 0:17:02You keep making them payments.

0:17:02 > 0:17:06Cos I'd hate for something to happen to this place.

0:17:06 > 0:17:08And you stay away from my family.

0:17:18 > 0:17:20It's all coming down here.

0:17:20 > 0:17:23That letter I got earlier was from the council.

0:17:24 > 0:17:28All highfalutin language but they're tearing the place apart.

0:17:29 > 0:17:30Good riddance.

0:17:30 > 0:17:32It's years since it felt like home.

0:17:34 > 0:17:37Sorry if I was a bit harsh with you.

0:17:37 > 0:17:41But...I wanted you to see before it was too late.

0:17:54 > 0:17:55DOOR SHUTS

0:17:57 > 0:17:59How did we get here, Johnny?

0:18:01 > 0:18:02I grew up.

0:18:02 > 0:18:03I'm a man.

0:18:05 > 0:18:09I'm sorry. I need to say sorry.

0:18:11 > 0:18:12Thank you.

0:18:14 > 0:18:16Tell me what I've done wrong.

0:18:16 > 0:18:20And I'll listen this time, I promise. Go on.

0:18:24 > 0:18:25I just...

0:18:27 > 0:18:31I feel like you won't let me grow up.

0:18:32 > 0:18:34You won't let me go.

0:18:34 > 0:18:40You're either... You're either following me around or going behind my back.

0:18:41 > 0:18:44You know, either way you're controlling everything I do.

0:18:44 > 0:18:45I do that?

0:18:47 > 0:18:49Yeah, I do that.

0:18:51 > 0:18:55I don't want to fight you. I want to have a life.

0:18:56 > 0:19:02Oh, Johnny... I know I do it. I smother you. I cling.

0:19:02 > 0:19:04I just can't help it.

0:19:04 > 0:19:09I worry that if I let go, even for a second,

0:19:09 > 0:19:11I'm going to lose you.

0:19:15 > 0:19:17I'm sorry we came to this, baby.

0:19:20 > 0:19:23No... No, not "baby".

0:19:26 > 0:19:27You're my son.

0:19:30 > 0:19:36My brilliant, grown-up son.

0:19:39 > 0:19:41Just tell me you don't hate me.

0:19:41 > 0:19:45Mum... I don't hate you. I love you, Mum.

0:19:46 > 0:19:48But you want to leave me? Leave home?

0:19:48 > 0:19:50No... no.

0:19:54 > 0:19:59Problem with old age, you can't eavesdrop like you used to.

0:19:59 > 0:20:01Sh. They're doing OK.

0:20:01 > 0:20:02Stan?

0:20:05 > 0:20:09You should start packing this place up.

0:20:09 > 0:20:11Council haven't given me a new home yet.

0:20:11 > 0:20:13You've got one with us. For good.

0:20:13 > 0:20:14If you want it.

0:20:16 > 0:20:18You'll have me?

0:20:19 > 0:20:22Well, take me a little while to pack.

0:20:22 > 0:20:23Got a lot of valuables.

0:20:23 > 0:20:27Have you thought this through, Mum? There's a lot of novelty china in here.

0:20:27 > 0:20:29- Heirlooms.- Heirlooms?

0:20:29 > 0:20:33And some decent furniture. Get that living room kitted out.

0:20:33 > 0:20:36That sofa of yours does hell for my back.

0:20:40 > 0:20:43You ready? You don't need that.

0:20:43 > 0:20:46Let go. You can do it.

0:20:46 > 0:20:47Really?

0:20:47 > 0:20:50Yeah, just remember what I told you.

0:20:51 > 0:20:54Yeah? You'll be all right, don't worry. I'll be right behind you.

0:20:56 > 0:20:58OK. I can do this. I can do this.

0:21:03 > 0:21:05Go on. That's it, that's it.

0:21:05 > 0:21:08Reach out with your arms. Kick your legs. Kick your legs.

0:21:08 > 0:21:11That's it. Kick. That's it, Mick!

0:21:17 > 0:21:20So what's this treat, then? Where you taking me?

0:21:20 > 0:21:23The fact that we're in Soho would be a bit of a give away.

0:21:23 > 0:21:26Sorry, mate, can you just stop here for a second? Thanks.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31PULSATING MUSIC AND CONVERSATION

0:21:34 > 0:21:37This Pride thing tomorrow? Do you want to go?

0:21:37 > 0:21:39Yeah, I guess.

0:21:39 > 0:21:42Well, Tina and Tosh were meeting some people here.

0:21:42 > 0:21:43It's a pre-Pride party.

0:21:45 > 0:21:48You might meet someone. Someone nice.

0:21:49 > 0:21:50You pimping him out now, Mum?

0:21:52 > 0:21:53Did I do the wrong thing?

0:21:53 > 0:21:56No. Can't stop being you, can you, Mum?

0:21:58 > 0:22:00Run, Johnny. Be free.

0:22:00 > 0:22:01Be gay!

0:22:03 > 0:22:07Go on, if you're going. Can't keep this taxi meter running forever.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22Mum.

0:22:25 > 0:22:27This ain't like your wildlife documentaries.

0:22:27 > 0:22:30I don't think we're supposed to sit and watch. Shall we go?

0:22:32 > 0:22:33Walford, please, mate.

0:22:52 > 0:22:56Know what, it's actually really hard to sink.

0:22:56 > 0:22:59If you relax, you float.

0:22:59 > 0:23:01So what you saying, I'm full of hot air?

0:23:01 > 0:23:03No, I'm saying I knew you could do it.

0:23:03 > 0:23:05Thanks.

0:23:05 > 0:23:08Anyway, back into the breach. Do you know what, you're right.

0:23:08 > 0:23:12It's good to...escape. Go AWOL from life for a bit.

0:23:12 > 0:23:14Same again tomorrow?

0:23:14 > 0:23:16Yeah. Why not?

0:23:30 > 0:23:32Oi. Well done.

0:23:33 > 0:23:34So peace has been declared?

0:23:34 > 0:23:37Yep. She fixed it. He's coming back.

0:23:37 > 0:23:38You did it?

0:23:38 > 0:23:41That's what we grown-ups do, ain't it? Fix things.

0:23:46 > 0:23:47Proud of you.

0:23:59 > 0:24:02I thought you and me were straight? You paid Phil off for me?

0:24:02 > 0:24:06For you? Do you honestly think I was protecting you?

0:24:06 > 0:24:09I was protecting my business. I was protecting me.

0:24:09 > 0:24:11No-one else ever does.

0:24:11 > 0:24:13I do, Dean.

0:24:21 > 0:24:25Dean! Dean, I was doing it to help you. Believe me.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Do you know what? I did believe you.

0:24:27 > 0:24:29I'm so stupid that when you hugged me,

0:24:29 > 0:24:31- I actually thought it meant something.- What's happened?

0:24:31 > 0:24:35I'll tell you what's happened. She stole off me. For Phil! I'm just asking why.

0:24:35 > 0:24:38- I had to. - But why? Give me one good reason!

0:24:38 > 0:24:40Has he got something over on you?

0:24:40 > 0:24:42Just tell me and we can forget it.

0:24:46 > 0:24:48- Dean! - Oh, Shirley, don't chase after him.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50You're giving me family advice now, are you?

0:24:50 > 0:24:53- When all your kids hate you and they want to leave? - That's not true.

0:24:53 > 0:24:57If you run after him, and tell him what to do, he'll hate you for it. Just leave him be.

0:24:57 > 0:24:59Let me talk to him, let me fix it for you.

0:24:59 > 0:25:01Let her go, Shirl.

0:25:01 > 0:25:04Believe it or not, she's on a roll at the moment.

0:25:04 > 0:25:06Come back in the boozer. Come on.

0:25:15 > 0:25:17I weren't flirting!

0:25:17 > 0:25:18Really?

0:25:18 > 0:25:20I always do the splits when I'm drunk.

0:25:23 > 0:25:24Tosh...

0:25:27 > 0:25:29I'd better go. You coming?

0:25:29 > 0:25:32Um... No. I'm going to stay.

0:25:51 > 0:25:52HE CRIES

0:25:52 > 0:25:54DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES

0:26:16 > 0:26:20She's crying over you an' all. Can't you talk to her?

0:26:21 > 0:26:24I don't care what she has to say any more.

0:26:26 > 0:26:28It's hard being a parent, you know.

0:26:30 > 0:26:32Have you come to fight for her?

0:26:35 > 0:26:36Cos she ain't worth it.

0:26:45 > 0:26:47Cheers.

0:26:48 > 0:26:50I'm Johnny, by the way.

0:26:50 > 0:26:51Gianluca.

0:26:51 > 0:26:54Um... John...?

0:26:54 > 0:26:56Just call me Luca.

0:26:57 > 0:26:59Is this your first Pride?

0:26:59 > 0:27:01Yeah.

0:27:01 > 0:27:03Mine too. Came to London just to see it.

0:27:04 > 0:27:06You going tomorrow?

0:27:06 > 0:27:09Um... Yeah... maybe we could see it together?

0:27:12 > 0:27:16Yeah? Er... Cheers.

0:27:21 > 0:27:22CHEERING

0:27:36 > 0:27:37She loves you.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39No, she doesn't.

0:27:39 > 0:27:42Of course she loves you. We get it wrong sometimes.

0:27:42 > 0:27:43But she's your mum.

0:27:43 > 0:27:47I just feel like I can't trust anyone ever again.

0:27:48 > 0:27:50HE SOBS