01/09/2014

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0:00:30 > 0:00:32KEYS JANGLE

0:00:37 > 0:00:40Morning, Stacey.

0:00:40 > 0:00:41You all ready for your big day?

0:00:41 > 0:00:43Yeah. Bring it on.

0:00:47 > 0:00:49No, Morgan. You put the polish on first.

0:00:49 > 0:00:52You're moving the dust from one bit of the table to the other.

0:00:52 > 0:00:55- That Hoover's not sucking up, I don't think.- What are you doing?

0:00:55 > 0:00:57- We're tidying up for Mum.- What?

0:00:57 > 0:01:00Didn't I tell you? Sonia's bringing her back this morning.

0:01:00 > 0:01:02No, you didn't. And why didn't anyone wake me up?

0:01:02 > 0:01:07- You said you were going to see Lily this morning.- Not till later. - She won't want a big fuss, anyway.

0:01:07 > 0:01:09- No, don't put it there. - It's your stuff, Morgan!

0:01:09 > 0:01:12Oh, look, will you two just stop it, please?

0:01:12 > 0:01:14What did I do to have such noisy kids?

0:01:14 > 0:01:18- Oh, yeah - you're a quiet one. - Yeah, well, it must be genetic. Shut up!

0:01:21 > 0:01:23It's all fairly routine.

0:01:23 > 0:01:26We've lodged your appeal, and I'll read out statements

0:01:26 > 0:01:30- from your psychiatric and probation reports that support our argument. - What are my chances?

0:01:30 > 0:01:34The Crown will have their own statement, and presiding will be a panel of three appeal judges.

0:01:34 > 0:01:37But we have definitely got a case.

0:01:37 > 0:01:39Tell them that I'm a good person, Mark.

0:01:39 > 0:01:42And what happened back then... that wasn't me.

0:01:42 > 0:01:45That's what we've built our entire appeal upon.

0:01:45 > 0:01:48Your bipolar disorder has to be taken into consideration.

0:01:52 > 0:01:54It's my daughter's first day at school tomorrow.

0:01:54 > 0:01:57If the appeal's a success, you'll be home in time to pick her up.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59I have to be. It's as simple as that.

0:02:04 > 0:02:07Here, what about "Leo" for Ernie?

0:02:07 > 0:02:09Alfie!

0:02:09 > 0:02:12- Eh?- The twins - I want proper names for them.

0:02:12 > 0:02:16- What about Tiger and Leo? - What about Wallace and Gromit? - You're so funny.

0:02:16 > 0:02:18- I'm here all week. - Look, I'm serious.

0:02:18 > 0:02:21If Stacey gets out tomorrow, I want her to meet our sons, not a pair of muppets.

0:02:21 > 0:02:24There you go - you just said it - Muppets. Bert and Ernie.

0:02:24 > 0:02:26Do you know what... You're so razor sharp, you're lethal.

0:02:26 > 0:02:29C'mere, give me a big kiss... Oh, look who's here.

0:02:29 > 0:02:31Oh, look at you in your super-smart uniform!

0:02:31 > 0:02:33- DOORBELL RINGS - I'll get it.

0:02:33 > 0:02:35Stand up here. Let's have a proper look.

0:02:35 > 0:02:39Ain't that lovely. That's a bit big, isn't it, that skirt?

0:02:39 > 0:02:40It's Auntie Whitney!

0:02:40 > 0:02:43- Auntie Whitney's here - you going to show her, yeah?- Yeah.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48Well, look at you! You're all ready for big school now!

0:02:48 > 0:02:51- She looks really grown-up, doesn't she?- Get a photo.

0:02:51 > 0:02:53Big smile, ready! Oh, look at that - proper little angel.

0:02:53 > 0:02:55Got you a gift.

0:02:55 > 0:02:58Wow... Let's see what you got, then.

0:02:58 > 0:03:01It's got your name on it!

0:03:01 > 0:03:03Thank you, Auntie Whitney.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06- Go and show Tommy. Go on. - Oh, good girl - lovely.

0:03:06 > 0:03:07Look, don't say anything,

0:03:07 > 0:03:09but Stacey's appeal's been scheduled for this morning.

0:03:09 > 0:03:11We only found out Friday.

0:03:11 > 0:03:14Yeah. If they say yes, she'll be out tomorrow!!

0:03:14 > 0:03:18- That's great.- I know. And if she is released, we're going to throw her a welcome home party.

0:03:18 > 0:03:23- It's family only, so you're invited, obviously.- Am I?

0:03:23 > 0:03:26Of course you are. You've been really helping out with Lily.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29With any luck, you won't have to do it any more.

0:03:29 > 0:03:33Can I take Lily out? Would you mind? It'd give you and Alfie a bit of space.

0:03:33 > 0:03:36Yeah, of course. I'll get that uniform off her.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47All right, Cindy.

0:03:47 > 0:03:49Here we are.

0:03:49 > 0:03:52Oh, look at her!

0:03:52 > 0:03:54She's a beautiful lickle baby!

0:03:54 > 0:03:55Oh Teej, have a look.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57- Hey.- Hey.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59We would have come to the hospital to see you

0:03:59 > 0:04:02but Sharon said it might be a little bit too much.

0:04:02 > 0:04:05- Well, it was all a bit overwhelming. - Yeah. Well, we're here now, so...

0:04:05 > 0:04:08- Yeah.- Well, maybe we should get them settled before we swamp them? - Yeah, absolutely.

0:04:08 > 0:04:10- Cindy!- Hey.

0:04:10 > 0:04:12Come on, let's get you inside.

0:04:12 > 0:04:15See you. Cheers, Phil...

0:04:16 > 0:04:20- Well, you heard him - let's go. - I don't think he meant... - Let's just go in, son.

0:04:37 > 0:04:38L, it's me again.

0:04:38 > 0:04:41Um - just ringing to let you know that Johnny

0:04:41 > 0:04:45and Nancy are on their way over with the extra clothes you wanted.

0:04:45 > 0:04:46And, um...

0:04:47 > 0:04:49send my love to your mum.

0:04:51 > 0:04:53Just...just give us a call, I miss you.

0:04:56 > 0:04:58We've had a delivery.

0:04:58 > 0:05:01Frozen ostrich burgers.

0:05:01 > 0:05:03It's a mistake, right?

0:05:03 > 0:05:04You're mad, ain't you?

0:05:04 > 0:05:08They're going to be the star of the show at this barbecue on Friday. Linda called it on.

0:05:08 > 0:05:10We're seriously going ahead with this barbecue?

0:05:10 > 0:05:13Yeah, course. We need to get the punters back on side, don't we?

0:05:13 > 0:05:15On my life, all the top gaffs,

0:05:15 > 0:05:18they're whacking some sort of zoo animal in between two buns.

0:05:18 > 0:05:21- According to Linda, anyway. - Linda's not here, Mick.

0:05:21 > 0:05:23She will be.

0:05:23 > 0:05:26And if we're not on it by the time she gets back,

0:05:26 > 0:05:29it'll be me on that barbecue - with an apple hanging out of my bottle.

0:05:37 > 0:05:38All right, girls?

0:05:38 > 0:05:41Oh. What happened to your plumbing course today?

0:05:41 > 0:05:45- We're kind of short-staffed today, so I took the day off. - Oh, right.- Where are you off to?

0:05:45 > 0:05:47- Playground.- You OK?

0:05:47 > 0:05:48Yeah.

0:05:51 > 0:05:52No.

0:05:56 > 0:05:57Come on, then, let's go.

0:06:01 > 0:06:02Right, I got all the basics in,

0:06:02 > 0:06:05but we should write a list of what we'll need now you're back.

0:06:05 > 0:06:08Yeah, well, TJ will give you a hand with that, won't you?

0:06:08 > 0:06:10Have you thought of a name yet?

0:06:10 > 0:06:11She's just given birth, Terry.

0:06:11 > 0:06:13I've thought of a couple.

0:06:13 > 0:06:17I was thinking maybe Lucy...but...

0:06:17 > 0:06:18Well, now TJ's here and you're back -

0:06:18 > 0:06:21you can put your heads together and come up with something.

0:06:21 > 0:06:25- I think she's hungry.- Yeah, she needs a bit of privacy, OK.

0:06:25 > 0:06:28- Course. We'll go in the kitchen. Come on...- Dad - we're in the way.

0:06:28 > 0:06:31Yeah, look. It's too many people too soon, that's all.

0:06:31 > 0:06:33People? We ain't people, love, we're family.

0:06:35 > 0:06:38Ian's put us in charge while he's away, so do one, yeah?

0:06:39 > 0:06:42Do one?

0:06:42 > 0:06:45Come on. We'll come back later.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47When there's less people.

0:06:54 > 0:06:55Go on, then.

0:07:01 > 0:07:02Aw!

0:07:04 > 0:07:07I remember my first day at proper school.

0:07:07 > 0:07:08My dad was so proud of me.

0:07:10 > 0:07:13He took a photo and he put it in the cab of his lorry for years.

0:07:13 > 0:07:14What happened to him?

0:07:16 > 0:07:17He died in a car crash.

0:07:19 > 0:07:20And your mum?

0:07:20 > 0:07:25Don't ask - she's what you call a lost cause.

0:07:27 > 0:07:31You know, your family could not be more different to mine.

0:07:31 > 0:07:33You're so lucky.

0:07:33 > 0:07:35Yeah. I suppose so.

0:07:35 > 0:07:37More to worry about, though, sometimes.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40You hoping your brother sees that?

0:07:43 > 0:07:46Have you heard back from him since your message?

0:07:46 > 0:07:48Not yet. But I sent him my number, so...

0:07:50 > 0:07:55You can talk to me, Whit, you know that. What's the matter?

0:07:59 > 0:08:03It's Lily's mum - she might come out of prison tomorrow.

0:08:03 > 0:08:05That's a good thing, ain't it?

0:08:05 > 0:08:09Why does everyone keep saying that? She's messed up, Lee.

0:08:09 > 0:08:10She's got issues.

0:08:10 > 0:08:14Well, I gathered she weren't in prison for nothing.

0:08:14 > 0:08:16As long as she loves the kid.

0:08:16 > 0:08:19I dunno. I mean, is that enough?

0:08:20 > 0:08:23Yeah, all right, my mum must have loved me once.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26Didn't stop her from being a complete nightmare, did it?

0:08:28 > 0:08:30I don't want her to end up being screwed up like me.

0:08:32 > 0:08:33Well, I think you're lovely.

0:08:36 > 0:08:38Can we play Frisbee?

0:08:38 > 0:08:42Yes, course we can - but we've got to go back to yours quick.

0:08:42 > 0:08:45Yeah, I've got to get back to the Vic, anyway.

0:08:45 > 0:08:48You got a strong bond, now, you and the little 'un.

0:08:48 > 0:08:52Means whatever happens to her mum, she's got her auntie there for her - always.

0:08:52 > 0:08:55I'd never let anything happen to her.

0:08:55 > 0:08:57So stop worrying and enjoy her.

0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Oh, hello, Charlie. - You all right, Gran?

0:09:04 > 0:09:07I've just nipped out from the launderette because I want to buy

0:09:07 > 0:09:10some of them special tea bags - you know - green ones, for Carol.

0:09:10 > 0:09:12Very good for your health. I think I might try some...

0:09:12 > 0:09:14- It's fine - I'll get it. - Oh, thanks.

0:09:14 > 0:09:18Only I want to pop in on her, after my shift,

0:09:18 > 0:09:21cos Bianca says that she's coming home from Sonia's today.

0:09:21 > 0:09:23Right, well, give her my best, yeah?

0:09:25 > 0:09:26Oh, hello, Denise.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28Good morning, Dot.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31How are you bearing up?

0:09:32 > 0:09:35With what?

0:09:35 > 0:09:38Oh, with having a lucky escape?

0:09:38 > 0:09:41I'm fine, thank you for asking.

0:09:41 > 0:09:43Come on, Gran, I'll walk you back to work.

0:09:56 > 0:09:58It's all right, Helen, I'll...

0:09:58 > 0:10:04You all right? I just heard what Mrs Branning said.

0:10:04 > 0:10:07It can't be easy for you, Denise - no matter what you say -

0:10:07 > 0:10:10everyone knowing your business.

0:10:10 > 0:10:13Oh, let the gossips have their day. I'm bulletproof, me.

0:10:13 > 0:10:17At least Ian managed to disappear until the dust settles - you're the victim.

0:10:17 > 0:10:20Yeah, well - I've had a few bruises, but I'll survive.

0:10:20 > 0:10:22If there's anything I can do...

0:10:22 > 0:10:26Actually, I've got a few things to sort out over at the house if you can cover for me?

0:10:26 > 0:10:28The vandals have really turned that place over.

0:10:28 > 0:10:31- I'll come and help. I'm only on till lunch. - No, really, it's fine.

0:10:31 > 0:10:35There's not a lot left to do, and it's good to be busy.

0:10:35 > 0:10:36You all right, Tamwar?

0:10:41 > 0:10:45She's putting on a brave face, but she must be mortified!

0:10:45 > 0:10:48- Wouldn't you be?- I wouldn't go anywhere near Ian in the first place.

0:10:48 > 0:10:52Good job you've got that "bad man" radar then.

0:10:52 > 0:10:56Imagine everyone knowing your fiance's a kerb crawler, though?

0:10:56 > 0:10:57All those wagging tongues...

0:10:57 > 0:10:59Like yours?

0:10:59 > 0:11:03She's my friend, yeah? And I'm worried about her.

0:11:03 > 0:11:07Everything on her plate, and she's got to look after Patrick and clean up the house.

0:11:07 > 0:11:09I just wish she'd let me help.

0:11:09 > 0:11:12Yeah, it's a shame she's not got any family around here any more.

0:11:15 > 0:11:18So, should we go to the park?

0:11:18 > 0:11:22- And should we get ice cream? - Yeah!- Yeah!

0:11:22 > 0:11:25There we go - take your pick. Fast or super-fast?

0:11:25 > 0:11:27- Super-fast!- Super-fast it is!

0:11:27 > 0:11:29- DOORBELL RINGS What ice cream should we get? - I'll get it.

0:11:31 > 0:11:34- Any chance of a cuppa? - Stacey!

0:11:36 > 0:11:38Come on!

0:11:41 > 0:11:43- All right?- Hiya.

0:11:43 > 0:11:44Hello!

0:11:44 > 0:11:47Hello, baby.

0:11:49 > 0:11:51Hello.

0:11:53 > 0:11:55He needs to wind his neck in. Who does he think he is, anyway?

0:11:55 > 0:11:57I mean, you're the flipping father!

0:11:57 > 0:12:00- You need to get in there, you need to mark your territory... - I'm not a dog, am I?

0:12:00 > 0:12:03- I gotta get back to my cab. We're going to go back there lunchtime.- No.

0:12:03 > 0:12:06No, no, no... Lunchtime we're going to go back in there

0:12:06 > 0:12:09and show them who the daddy is, cos I'm not having Phil Mitchell set the rules.

0:12:10 > 0:12:14I don't believe this! We wasn't expecting you till tomorrow - if at all!

0:12:14 > 0:12:17- I didn't want to get my hopes up! - It all happened so quick!

0:12:17 > 0:12:20They granted my appeal, and then said that I could go today.

0:12:20 > 0:12:23- I nearly ran here, Kat. - So, this is it? You're home now?

0:12:23 > 0:12:27Lily, you've got so big! I almost didn't recognise you!

0:12:27 > 0:12:31I haven't changed, have I? I'm still the same old Mummy.

0:12:31 > 0:12:35Yeah, course she is. Lily... It's lovely, ain't it, eh?

0:12:36 > 0:12:40- Where's Nan?- She's getting some cheap stock for the stall.

0:12:40 > 0:12:42- Things are a bit tight.- Tea's up!

0:12:42 > 0:12:45This one's going to do a bit of a booze run so we can have a party tomorrow.

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Well, should I go out now and get something to celebrate?

0:12:47 > 0:12:50- No, no, don't worry, this is great. - You going to go to Mummy?

0:12:50 > 0:12:53Why don't you stay in Nan's room while she's away

0:12:53 > 0:12:55and we'll just get a blow-up bed for Lily's room.

0:12:55 > 0:12:56Yeah, just for a few nights,

0:12:56 > 0:13:00- then me and Lil will find somewhere else.- No! We want you here, don't we, Alfie?

0:13:00 > 0:13:04- In the vicinity... - You just said you was strapped. - TEXT ALERT

0:13:04 > 0:13:07- I don't want to be a burden. - I don't want to go away.

0:13:07 > 0:13:09What, me and you together?

0:13:09 > 0:13:12Look, that was B. I said I'd cover for her on the stall when Carol got home.

0:13:12 > 0:13:16- Look, I'll be as quick as I can, and when I come back we'll catch up properly, yeah?- All right.

0:13:16 > 0:13:19Alfie, do me a favour... Shove that lot in the washing machine.

0:13:19 > 0:13:23Oh, hold on, I got to change some nappies first. Excuse me.

0:13:24 > 0:13:28I'm sorry, Stacey - we've spent a lot of time together.

0:13:28 > 0:13:30Lily, go to your mummy, darling, don't be silly.

0:13:30 > 0:13:34It's all right, it's all right - she's just overwhelmed.

0:13:34 > 0:13:36BABY CRYING

0:13:37 > 0:13:38Yeah, her mum's not well,

0:13:38 > 0:13:41so Linda's gone to stay with her whilst she's off her feet.

0:13:41 > 0:13:43Well, tell her I was asking after her, yeah?

0:13:43 > 0:13:44I hated seeing her upset.

0:13:44 > 0:13:47Nah, it's all water under the... listen, you know L.

0:13:49 > 0:13:51Well, I hope he's right.

0:13:51 > 0:13:54Well, he's an idiot for getting involved in the first place.

0:13:54 > 0:13:57None of this would have happened if he'd have kept his nose out of it.

0:13:57 > 0:14:01Shirl. That was Nance.

0:14:01 > 0:14:03Mum said she don't want to talk about it

0:14:03 > 0:14:06but she ain't planning on coming back with them tomorrow.

0:14:06 > 0:14:10Mum says Nan needs her but Nancy says as far as she can see,

0:14:10 > 0:14:12Nan's fine.

0:14:12 > 0:14:14- Do you think we should tell Dad? - No. No.

0:14:14 > 0:14:16GLASS BREAKS AND MICK GROWLS

0:14:18 > 0:14:20Go upstairs and take a break.

0:14:20 > 0:14:22Lee can help me manage down here.

0:14:28 > 0:14:31They're in here somewhere. I picked them up on the way home.

0:14:33 > 0:14:37Oh, here we are. Jelly sweets!

0:14:37 > 0:14:40- Your favourite. - Um, not any more.

0:14:40 > 0:14:42She got sick at the funfair, she ate too many.

0:14:42 > 0:14:46- Didn't you, remember? - Oh. OK.

0:14:48 > 0:14:50I'd better go if Carol's back.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53I don't want you to.

0:14:53 > 0:14:58- Well, I've got to. - Ta-da! Meet the lads.

0:14:58 > 0:15:01Alfie, I'm so sorry - I need to get some fresh air.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10Looks like I've walked into a parallel universe!

0:15:10 > 0:15:13We thought we'd tidy up for you. And Liam took the kids to the Science Museum,

0:15:13 > 0:15:16- so you can have the place to yourself for a bit. - Who says I want to be by myself?

0:15:16 > 0:15:21- Three kids and the end of the holidays? Trust me! - Go on, go and put your feet up.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34So how's she been since the last time I came round?

0:15:34 > 0:15:39Physically? Tired but good. She's healing really well.

0:15:39 > 0:15:43But emotionally, I don't really know. She seems quite withdrawn.

0:15:43 > 0:15:45Well, she's bound to be like that, ain't she, eh?

0:15:45 > 0:15:47I'm just glad it's all over - are you?

0:15:47 > 0:15:49- Yeah.- Cup of tea?

0:16:00 > 0:16:01Thank you.

0:16:01 > 0:16:03- Oh!- Sorry.

0:16:05 > 0:16:07Stacey?

0:16:07 > 0:16:11- Stacey Slater? - Deano? What are you doing here?

0:16:11 > 0:16:15- I could ask you the same thing. I heard you were banged up. - Yeah, well I'm out now.

0:16:17 > 0:16:18Can I get a tea, please?

0:16:19 > 0:16:23- So why the long face? - What's it got to do with you? - Nothing.

0:16:23 > 0:16:27- Just that when I got out, I didn't stop celebrating for like a month. - Yeah, well, I'm not you, am I?

0:16:31 > 0:16:34Oh, and Stace...

0:16:34 > 0:16:37Just "Dean". Not so much of the "Deano" any more.

0:16:37 > 0:16:40I like to think I've matured as a person.

0:16:40 > 0:16:42A little bit like yourself.

0:16:45 > 0:16:48- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yeah.

0:16:48 > 0:16:50Peter said I could come up. I'll go if you want.

0:16:50 > 0:16:52No. Stay. If you like...

0:16:58 > 0:17:00I didn't get a proper look at it before.

0:17:00 > 0:17:03It's not an "it", it's a "her".

0:17:03 > 0:17:04Sorry.

0:17:04 > 0:17:07It's all right. I did the same thing at first.

0:17:07 > 0:17:09I thought you said we was having a boy.

0:17:11 > 0:17:14Yeah, well. Couldn't even get that right, could we?

0:17:17 > 0:17:19- Liam knows how to get box sets. If I can...- I don't want box sets.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21Right, that is you all unpacked, Mum, OK?

0:17:21 > 0:17:24For God's sake, I can unpack my own stuff!

0:17:24 > 0:17:27Why don't you just leave me to it - yeah?

0:17:27 > 0:17:30Go on, you must have other things you need to be getting on with.

0:17:30 > 0:17:32I don't need mollycoddling.

0:17:32 > 0:17:34All right, well, call me if you need me.

0:17:34 > 0:17:38Yes, darling. And thank you so much for looking after me, OK.

0:17:38 > 0:17:42And thank Rebecca for lending me her room. OK, see you later.

0:17:44 > 0:17:46Go on, that stall won't run by itself.

0:17:47 > 0:17:49All right.

0:17:56 > 0:17:59You disinfected that?

0:17:59 > 0:18:01Nah, it's just a scratch.

0:18:02 > 0:18:04Don't tell Linda, though.

0:18:04 > 0:18:06She's always telling me to swerve the breakables.

0:18:06 > 0:18:09You're all right. Your secret's safe with me.

0:18:12 > 0:18:13Looks worse then it is.

0:18:15 > 0:18:16Bet it stings, though.

0:18:18 > 0:18:20Well, it's my own stupid fault.

0:18:22 > 0:18:26My own stupid, selfish fault.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32What am I going to do, Shirl?

0:18:32 > 0:18:35What if she's left me?

0:18:43 > 0:18:44There you are.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49Alfie said you'd ran off. What's wrong?

0:18:49 > 0:18:51Nothing.

0:18:53 > 0:18:54Dunno.

0:18:54 > 0:18:57I just thought that I could pick up where I left off.

0:18:57 > 0:18:59- So what's changed? - Everything!

0:18:59 > 0:19:02And nothing.

0:19:02 > 0:19:04I suppose life just goes on, don't it?

0:19:04 > 0:19:06You've only just got back.

0:19:06 > 0:19:08I wish we'd known - we wanted to make a fuss!

0:19:08 > 0:19:11Lily looked at me like I was a stranger, Kat.

0:19:11 > 0:19:14- She was shocked.- She looked quite comfortable with Whitney.

0:19:14 > 0:19:16Whitney's just helping, Stace.

0:19:16 > 0:19:20I know, I know - you don't even need to say it -

0:19:20 > 0:19:24I'm pathetic for even thinking it! It's just...it hurt.

0:19:24 > 0:19:27I wanted to cry but that would have just made everything worse -

0:19:27 > 0:19:30so I just bottled it instead.

0:19:30 > 0:19:31Kids smell fear, you know.

0:19:31 > 0:19:33That's what it is, Kat - it's fear.

0:19:36 > 0:19:39I was so excited this morning, I couldn't wait to come home and...

0:19:42 > 0:19:43I'm scared, Kat.

0:19:48 > 0:19:50So how do you feel?

0:19:50 > 0:19:55Knackered, mainly, but, I dunno, like...someone else.

0:19:57 > 0:20:01My dad keeps telling me how I should feel - "as a parent".

0:20:01 > 0:20:02But I don't know how to.

0:20:02 > 0:20:06Me neither. She's only been here three days.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13Here - you hold her. It might help.

0:20:16 > 0:20:20Ah, look at you two - the proud mum and dad.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22- No!- Careful, mate - she's a baby, not an Xbox!

0:20:22 > 0:20:24Yeah, I know, Look, I'm sorry - I can't do this.

0:20:28 > 0:20:30Kat's with her - seems it was all a bit too much.

0:20:30 > 0:20:35Yeah. Lily thinks it's her fault for being too shy.

0:20:35 > 0:20:37Nah, course it ain't.

0:20:37 > 0:20:39Nah, just needs a bit of space, that's all.

0:20:39 > 0:20:42A bit of space? She's had space for the last five months.

0:20:42 > 0:20:44It's a bit more complicated than that, Whitney.

0:20:44 > 0:20:48You know prison - messes with your head, don't it?

0:20:48 > 0:20:51Yeah. So does being dumped by your mum.

0:20:51 > 0:20:53TEXT ALERT

0:21:00 > 0:21:01Is that my mummy?

0:21:03 > 0:21:05No, sweetheart.

0:21:07 > 0:21:08It's your daddy.

0:21:11 > 0:21:12Cheers.

0:21:14 > 0:21:18You sure you don't want one?

0:21:18 > 0:21:20I've been living off caffeine.

0:21:20 > 0:21:21The twins don't give me any sleep.

0:21:21 > 0:21:24I bet having another kid to look after was exactly what you needed.

0:21:24 > 0:21:26Will you leave it out?

0:21:26 > 0:21:28Enough with the self pity!

0:21:28 > 0:21:32She's been lost without you. She's only just started smiling again.

0:21:32 > 0:21:34I don't want her to be unhappy...

0:21:34 > 0:21:36Then get over yourself and face the facts.

0:21:36 > 0:21:39You've just come out of prison - which is amazing.

0:21:39 > 0:21:41You've got a beautiful little girl who just happens to be

0:21:41 > 0:21:45knocked sideways because she didn't know her mummy was coming home.

0:21:45 > 0:21:47So what? She's four.

0:21:47 > 0:21:49The more you pile on the pressure,

0:21:49 > 0:21:51the more you're going to push her away.

0:21:51 > 0:21:57What she needs is consistency and your unconditional love.

0:21:57 > 0:22:01And it might take a bit of time for her to get used to having you back.

0:22:01 > 0:22:04But time is something you have now. And that's brilliant.

0:22:06 > 0:22:09You're the grown-up, Stace.

0:22:09 > 0:22:10Be strong, yeah - for Lily.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17I was just tidying myself up to come and see you!

0:22:17 > 0:22:19Yeah, I fancied just getting out.

0:22:19 > 0:22:22Bianca's sent the kids away for the day and...

0:22:22 > 0:22:25It's just a bit too quiet for me.

0:22:25 > 0:22:28Are you all right? Oh, come here.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30CAROL SOBS

0:22:32 > 0:22:37I just wish Ian was here, whatever they're all saying about him.

0:22:37 > 0:22:38I don't.

0:22:38 > 0:22:42I hate what he's done to Denise, and our family.

0:22:42 > 0:22:46What, he just runs off, leaving us to deal with all the looks

0:22:46 > 0:22:49and the comments. You know, as if we haven't been through enough...

0:22:50 > 0:22:52Sorry.

0:22:53 > 0:22:55It'll be fine, yeah, he'll come back -

0:22:58 > 0:23:00it'll blow over and we'll be all right.

0:23:04 > 0:23:07Besides, you got me.

0:23:07 > 0:23:10You're my little sister. Not going to let you down, am I?

0:23:13 > 0:23:16Listen, your client's moved. Take a short lunch break - thank you, thank you.

0:23:16 > 0:23:18Yeah, no problem. All right, mate. Bye.

0:23:20 > 0:23:23- Hi.- Hey. We're fully booked, unless you want to make an appointment.

0:23:23 > 0:23:27- Actually, I was just hoping for a quick word. - Like I said, I'm pretty busy.

0:23:27 > 0:23:31It's about Denise. I'm worried about her, but if you haven't got time...

0:23:31 > 0:23:33No, what's happened? What's wrong?

0:23:35 > 0:23:39So it's your post-operative checkup what you're worried about?

0:23:39 > 0:23:43It's the third appointment they've given me. I cancelled the other two.

0:23:43 > 0:23:45- Oh, Carol! - I couldn't face it.

0:23:45 > 0:23:47But you've got to.

0:23:47 > 0:23:50I mean, Sonia's a trained nurse, didn't she explain to you...

0:23:50 > 0:23:52- I lied to her.- You what?

0:23:52 > 0:23:54I told her that they'd cancelled it.

0:23:54 > 0:23:56It's just that if it's not all clear...

0:23:56 > 0:23:59We'll have to start all over again.

0:23:59 > 0:24:02Only this time I've got less to play with.

0:24:02 > 0:24:04You don't want to be scared of dying.

0:24:04 > 0:24:06I mean, it's the living what's difficult -

0:24:06 > 0:24:09trying to live a life that you're proud of.

0:24:09 > 0:24:12We've all done things we're ashamed of, Dot.

0:24:12 > 0:24:16Look, you mustn't be worried about when your time comes.

0:24:16 > 0:24:18And I'm sure it ain't going to be for ages yet.

0:24:19 > 0:24:23I mean, your father would tell you how proud he is of you.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Oh, if only he could speak...

0:24:29 > 0:24:31I'm so sorry.

0:24:31 > 0:24:32I don't know what's upset me.

0:24:32 > 0:24:34I mean, it's not...

0:24:35 > 0:24:36Excuse me...

0:24:38 > 0:24:39What have you said?

0:24:39 > 0:24:41- What have you told her?! - Nothing!

0:24:41 > 0:24:44- You haven't told her about Nick? - Of course I haven't. We agreed!

0:24:44 > 0:24:50I must apologise. It comes over you when you least expect it.

0:24:50 > 0:24:53Actually, I'm going to have to go, Dot.

0:24:53 > 0:24:55Carol, don't...

0:24:55 > 0:24:57Please, don't mind me...

0:24:57 > 0:25:00No, no, it's not you, Dot. It's all right, I'll see you later.

0:25:00 > 0:25:02- Carol!- Look, don't go...

0:25:06 > 0:25:07That tight enough?

0:25:08 > 0:25:10Hello.

0:25:10 > 0:25:12Hi... I was just taking her to the park.

0:25:14 > 0:25:16I'm sorry, Mummy.

0:25:17 > 0:25:20What are you sorry for, sweetheart?

0:25:20 > 0:25:21Don't be sorry!

0:25:21 > 0:25:24Mummy's sorry for ever going away.

0:25:24 > 0:25:26Here, Lily - why don't we show Mummy

0:25:26 > 0:25:28what you look like in your new school uniform?

0:25:28 > 0:25:30Yeah!!

0:25:38 > 0:25:40You know, there's really no need.

0:25:40 > 0:25:42We'll be the judge of that.

0:25:42 > 0:25:46Yeah, well... It's just with Patrick asleep...

0:25:46 > 0:25:47- So, we'll be quiet.- Yeah.

0:25:47 > 0:25:50And if there's no more cleaning left to do,

0:25:50 > 0:25:53then at least we'll make you some lunch or something.

0:25:55 > 0:25:59I just... Well, I can't seem to make any headway.

0:26:05 > 0:26:06- Here you are,- Tel. Cheers, Mags.

0:26:06 > 0:26:08Dad - I've seen the baby. And I've held it, OK?

0:26:08 > 0:26:11Yeah - and now we're going to take her a little teddy, ain't we?

0:26:11 > 0:26:13I don't want to go back.

0:26:13 > 0:26:15What? Course you do.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17You know it's rude to stare, right?

0:26:19 > 0:26:22You want to see rude? Just keep going, yeah?

0:26:22 > 0:26:25Just saying. I've read about people that stalk their exes.

0:26:25 > 0:26:28Oh, I didn't know you could read!

0:26:28 > 0:26:32How do you spell "naff off and mind your own business"?

0:26:34 > 0:26:36Tel!

0:26:36 > 0:26:38Is that for the baby?

0:26:38 > 0:26:40- Yeah. We're going over there now. - No, we're not.

0:26:40 > 0:26:43- He's just got a cob on cos Phil Mitchell's giving it the big 'un. - That's not it.

0:26:43 > 0:26:47What is he anyway? He's not even related. What is he - Cindy's mum's ex-boyfriend's...

0:26:47 > 0:26:50Stop it, Dad - you don't listen! I can't handle it!

0:26:50 > 0:26:53Don't you want to have some say in your kid's future?

0:26:53 > 0:26:56What's the point when we're not even going to be here?

0:26:56 > 0:26:59What - you been too busy banging on about being a grandad that

0:26:59 > 0:27:01you forgot to tell her we're moving to Milton Keynes?

0:27:03 > 0:27:06- TJ, come here!- Milton Keynes?!

0:27:08 > 0:27:09Yeah!

0:27:11 > 0:27:13You look lovely!

0:27:13 > 0:27:16I'm going to be the proudest mum at that school gate.

0:27:16 > 0:27:19- I'll make some lunch, yeah? - I'll do it if you want. - I'm going to head off now.

0:27:19 > 0:27:22Oh, all right. Well, thanks for all your help, Whitney.

0:27:22 > 0:27:24- Kat says that you've been brilliant. - Thanks...

0:27:24 > 0:27:26What about my daddy?

0:27:27 > 0:27:29You said...

0:27:29 > 0:27:31Um...

0:27:33 > 0:27:36I might have said that she - could maybe see her daddy.

0:27:41 > 0:27:44Kat - will you...?

0:27:44 > 0:27:48Yeah. Lily, do you want to help me make some sandwiches? Come on, then...

0:27:50 > 0:27:53Stacey, I'm sorry, I didn't think you were coming back.

0:27:53 > 0:27:56- Course I was coming back! - She's got a right to know who her dad is.

0:27:56 > 0:27:58That's not for you to decide!

0:27:58 > 0:28:00Oh, Stace, we've spent loads of time together

0:28:00 > 0:28:04- since you've been banged up - she's my niece.- She's my daughter.

0:28:04 > 0:28:07- Some mum you turned out to be. - Excuse me?

0:28:07 > 0:28:12She's spent most of her life on the run - then you finally get nicked.

0:28:12 > 0:28:14And we know you've got problems...

0:28:14 > 0:28:17- Get out.- Wait, Stacey, I'm just trying to protect her...

0:28:17 > 0:28:23- I said get out, and don't come anywhere near my daughter ever again!- Stacey, that's not fair.

0:28:23 > 0:28:26No, what's not fair is you whispering things to a four-year-old

0:28:26 > 0:28:28about a bloke that she knows nothing about.

0:28:28 > 0:28:32So do as you're told and get out of this house before I smack you one.

0:28:32 > 0:28:34OK.

0:28:39 > 0:28:41Mummy?