04/09/2014

Download Subtitles

Transcript

0:00:24 > 0:00:27That should do it. Don't want to dig it in, you know.

0:00:27 > 0:00:30If we got the 12.44, we'll be there in time for a coffee. What do you think?

0:00:30 > 0:00:33- I wish I had a new uniform that fit me.- Well, it does now. There you go.

0:00:33 > 0:00:36- I wouldn't let Rebecca go to school with that make-up. - You're going to knock 'em out.

0:00:36 > 0:00:40- Yeah, cos school's for finding a boyfriend! - Why do you keep having a go?

0:00:40 > 0:00:44- I'm not.- I don't like the boys my age anyway. They're losers. - What do you mean, your age?

0:00:44 > 0:00:46Right, what are we going to do, then? About this bus?

0:00:46 > 0:00:50- What's the matter with your car?- How many times have I got to tell you? It's in the garage.

0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Is Nan going to be OK? - Of course she is, darling.

0:00:52 > 0:00:55- What if the cancer's still there? - Well, it won't be, will it?

0:00:59 > 0:01:01How did you not know about this?

0:01:01 > 0:01:02Cos Mo said she'd sorted it.

0:01:02 > 0:01:04And you trusted her?

0:01:04 > 0:01:06They're both still sleeping.

0:01:08 > 0:01:09What?

0:01:11 > 0:01:12Tell her.

0:01:14 > 0:01:15Alfie?

0:01:17 > 0:01:20We're behind on the rent

0:01:20 > 0:01:23and we're being evicted in four weeks.

0:01:23 > 0:01:24From last Monday.

0:01:28 > 0:01:30- For luck.- Aw, thank you.

0:01:35 > 0:01:38Can't you start at our school for a week before you move?

0:01:38 > 0:01:39Dad says there's no point

0:01:39 > 0:01:42and anyway we're going to see our mum for a few days.

0:01:42 > 0:01:45So you get a whole week more holiday than me! That's so unfair.

0:01:45 > 0:01:48Be boring with just my brother to hang out with.

0:01:48 > 0:01:50Promise you won't make a new best friend and forget about me.

0:01:50 > 0:01:52I won't. I swear.

0:01:52 > 0:01:55Promise you won't forget about me?

0:01:55 > 0:01:56Where's your dad, Rose?

0:01:56 > 0:01:57Packing.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59Come on, then. Get a move on.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01- Bye, Mum.- Bye.

0:02:07 > 0:02:09Seriously, don't worry about it. We'll work something out.

0:02:09 > 0:02:12Just need to raise enough cash to put down a deposit. Be fine.

0:02:12 > 0:02:16Be better if we split up. We're never going to find a place big enough for all of us.

0:02:16 > 0:02:20- We've only just got you back. - Hold on. No, no. Stacey's right, though. Gives us a better chance.

0:02:20 > 0:02:23I'll have to go back on the stall. You can stay here and look after the twins.

0:02:23 > 0:02:28What are you talking about? You missed out on Tommy and Zoe. You're not going to go through that again.

0:02:29 > 0:02:30I'll do it.

0:02:30 > 0:02:33- Not like I ain't got any experience. - You sure?

0:02:33 > 0:02:37Yeah, I'm happy to do that. Just put all the money in one pot, we'll sort it out from there.

0:02:37 > 0:02:40Girls, girls. I got us into this mess - I'm going to get us out.

0:02:40 > 0:02:41I'm going to go work on the stall.

0:02:41 > 0:02:44You're a qualified hair thingy - whatever you do -

0:02:44 > 0:02:46so you can get a proper...

0:02:46 > 0:02:48- Dean's gaff! Yeah?- Dean?

0:02:48 > 0:02:51Yeah, Shirley's son. He's got some trendy hairdresser's up on Turpin Road.

0:02:51 > 0:02:52He's a hairdresser?

0:02:52 > 0:02:55- Lovely. That's sorted, then. - What about Aleks?

0:02:55 > 0:02:57Darling, don't worry about Aleks. OK?

0:02:57 > 0:03:01This time next week, we're going to have another party to burn that letter.

0:03:01 > 0:03:02It'll all be good.

0:03:07 > 0:03:08- Cheers.- Thank you.

0:03:17 > 0:03:20Hey. You'll be late.

0:03:20 > 0:03:22- I'm not going to school.- What?

0:03:22 > 0:03:23I'm coming with you.

0:03:25 > 0:03:28Listen, darling, you've been such a support to me

0:03:28 > 0:03:29and I can't tell you what that's meant

0:03:29 > 0:03:33but if you really want to help me today, you'll go to school.

0:03:33 > 0:03:34It's just one day.

0:03:34 > 0:03:38It's your final year, Liam. And every day matters.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40Promise me you'll go and concentrate?

0:03:40 > 0:03:43As long as you promise to text me straight after.

0:03:43 > 0:03:45Liam, what are you still doing here?

0:03:45 > 0:03:47I'm going, I'm going.

0:03:47 > 0:03:49- Right, bye.- Bye, darling.

0:03:49 > 0:03:52Oh, there's too many women in this house!

0:03:52 > 0:03:56I'm going to be SO late! I've got to go.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59- Good luck for today. - So meet you at the bus stop at half past one, yeah?

0:03:59 > 0:04:03- No, you two don't have to bother coming. No, I'll just be in and out. - I took the morning off especially.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05That's good. Treat yourself to some "you" time.

0:04:08 > 0:04:11Tummy ache? What sort of tummy ache?

0:04:11 > 0:04:13Can I stay at home today?

0:04:14 > 0:04:16Is this because of school?

0:04:18 > 0:04:21It's normal to be a bit scared at first.

0:04:21 > 0:04:23But I promise you, Lil, by the end of the day you'll be having

0:04:23 > 0:04:26so much fun, you won't want to come home.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28Will you be there when I get back?

0:04:29 > 0:04:33Mummy's going to pick you up. I told you, didn't I?

0:04:33 > 0:04:35I'm never going anywhere ever again.

0:04:35 > 0:04:38And Mummy's going to get a job, so me and you,

0:04:38 > 0:04:41we don't have to worry about anything.

0:04:41 > 0:04:43- Yeah?- OK.

0:04:45 > 0:04:46Hello, Stace.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49What are you doing here?

0:04:49 > 0:04:50How'd you get out?

0:04:50 > 0:04:52Dug a tunnel under the wall.

0:04:53 > 0:04:55I appealed.

0:04:55 > 0:04:56Well, no-one told me.

0:04:56 > 0:04:58Why would they?

0:04:59 > 0:05:02- Max, we're running a bit late. - Can I take you for a drink later?

0:05:03 > 0:05:05Have a catch up - just as mates.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08I'm spending the evening with Lil. Sorry. Come on.

0:05:16 > 0:05:18Right, I've read through the instructions.

0:05:18 > 0:05:21It looks quite straightforward, you just have to put

0:05:21 > 0:05:24a swab inside your mouth and then put it in a sealed envelope.

0:05:24 > 0:05:26- Right.- You had any food or drink? - No.

0:05:27 > 0:05:30All right, Carol? How are you? The operation go all right?

0:05:30 > 0:05:31Yeah, fine, thanks.

0:05:34 > 0:05:36Right, well, let's do it now.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38- Hang on a second.- What?

0:05:38 > 0:05:40Apparently one in five of these grandparent DNA tests comes

0:05:40 > 0:05:42back inconclusive.

0:05:42 > 0:05:45Plus that's expensive - you can't afford that.

0:05:45 > 0:05:46So you're refusing to do it?

0:05:46 > 0:05:49I'm not refusing to do it. I'm just saying what's the point,

0:05:49 > 0:05:52if it's not going to prove my relationship to Dot either way?

0:05:52 > 0:05:55Always got an answer, haven't you? Always so reasonable.

0:05:55 > 0:05:56So plausible.

0:05:56 > 0:06:00- Right, look, if you're dead set on it I'll do it and I'll pay.- Why?

0:06:00 > 0:06:01Because I'm not lying

0:06:01 > 0:06:05and if it means you keep the other secret, then it's worth it.

0:06:16 > 0:06:20- How are you going to get the sample from Dot?- Toothbrush.

0:06:20 > 0:06:22All right, well, I'll get it later.

0:06:22 > 0:06:23No, no, no, I'll do that. Thank you.

0:06:23 > 0:06:28You might need me to let you in then, unless you're planning a cat burglary?

0:06:29 > 0:06:30OK.

0:06:31 > 0:06:36Tell you what - you wearing that, you'll break a million hearts, you'll look gorgeous in that.

0:06:36 > 0:06:39Promise you. Seriously, you will.

0:06:39 > 0:06:43Alfie, is this going to be a regular thing - me and you working together?

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Cos if it is, I think we need to lay down a few ground rules.

0:06:45 > 0:06:48I mean, I'm not saying you're not good at what you do but to

0:06:48 > 0:06:51be honest, the banter is a little bit old-school, know what I mean?

0:06:51 > 0:06:54I mean, me and Kat, we've got more of a relaxed approach -

0:06:54 > 0:06:56we let 'em look, try on, then - bosh.

0:06:56 > 0:06:58That's the first sign of madness.

0:06:58 > 0:07:00Talking to yourself.

0:07:03 > 0:07:06Alfie! If you lose me my pitch, I will lose you something else.

0:07:06 > 0:07:10Ah, sweetheart - that won't happen. Let me make it up to you.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12Want a cup of tea and a sticky bun? Won't be long.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16All right?

0:07:16 > 0:07:17Oi!

0:07:21 > 0:07:24Last night meant something, you told me you loved me.

0:07:24 > 0:07:27Yeah. But you didn't say it back, did you?

0:07:27 > 0:07:30So I thought it was a goodbye.

0:07:30 > 0:07:33And the other thing is, I've got TJ back on track now.

0:07:33 > 0:07:36- So I might as well just go. - My mum's getting her results today.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40Really?

0:07:41 > 0:07:43Fingers crossed.

0:07:50 > 0:07:52Right, is that Dot's toothbrush?

0:07:52 > 0:07:53Yep.

0:07:55 > 0:07:57Oh, hello, Carol.

0:07:57 > 0:07:59- I thought you were at work, Dot? - I am.

0:07:59 > 0:08:01I was. I popped out to get a pint of milk

0:08:01 > 0:08:04and realised I'd left my purse at home.

0:08:06 > 0:08:08Is that my toothbrush?

0:08:11 > 0:08:13- She was with Charlie?- Yeah.

0:08:13 > 0:08:14Don't you think that's weird?

0:08:14 > 0:08:18She's spent the morning with someone she hardly knows rather than her own daughter.

0:08:18 > 0:08:21- Well, he is easy on the eye. - Not everything's a joke, you know.

0:08:21 > 0:08:22Oh, you sound like Tosh.

0:08:22 > 0:08:25Yeah, well. Maybe she's got a point sometimes.

0:08:28 > 0:08:33So, you came round here to use my bathroom, did you?

0:08:33 > 0:08:37Look, as I said before, Dot, our house, it's like a mad house.

0:08:37 > 0:08:41But that don't explain why you've got hold of my toothbrush.

0:08:41 > 0:08:43You ain't been using it, have you?

0:08:43 > 0:08:44Let's just tell her the truth.

0:08:44 > 0:08:46Well, that would be nice.

0:08:46 > 0:08:49- Carol's doing a DNA test.- On who?

0:08:49 > 0:08:53- You. I just need to be sure, Dot. - What of?

0:08:53 > 0:08:55That I'm really your grandson.

0:08:55 > 0:08:59We were talking about it last night and it makes sense.

0:08:59 > 0:09:03- So you think I'm silly, do you? - Er...it was my idea.

0:09:03 > 0:09:05Oh, don't make excuses for her, Charlie.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08So you think I'm so stupid I can't judge character?

0:09:08 > 0:09:10No, of course not.

0:09:10 > 0:09:13But sometimes, you want things to be true so much that...

0:09:13 > 0:09:16it blinds you to what is actually going on.

0:09:16 > 0:09:19And you'd know all about that, would you?

0:09:19 > 0:09:25Look. It's human, it's natural. You know, we all get lonely.

0:09:25 > 0:09:28Things aren't clear, we can't always see things.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30I ain't the one what can't see, Carol.

0:09:30 > 0:09:34Do you think it's a coincidence that this happens to be the day

0:09:34 > 0:09:35that you get your results?

0:09:35 > 0:09:39You know what, don't be ridiculous. I mean, it's nothing to do with that.

0:09:39 > 0:09:42- And anyway, I'm completely fine with that.- Are you?

0:09:44 > 0:09:46Give me that here.

0:09:46 > 0:09:49OK, well, let's do it properly.

0:09:54 > 0:09:58OK, you're going to have to rub it inside your cheek.

0:09:58 > 0:09:59Right.

0:10:01 > 0:10:02Couple of times, really hard.

0:10:09 > 0:10:10Thank you.

0:10:14 > 0:10:17I really don't want this to be bad news, Dot.

0:10:17 > 0:10:18It won't be.

0:10:19 > 0:10:21And I hope it ain't for you, either.

0:10:26 > 0:10:29Aleks! Aleks! Can I have a word, please?

0:10:31 > 0:10:34I love you English! Always so eloquent.

0:10:34 > 0:10:36It's about Kat's pitch.

0:10:36 > 0:10:37What is it?

0:10:37 > 0:10:41Well, you know, she's busy looking after the twins and it's a lot

0:10:41 > 0:10:46for Bianca to handle on her own, so I thought, maybe, I could step in...

0:10:46 > 0:10:49- No.- Listen, Aleks, I know we've had our differences, OK,

0:10:49 > 0:10:51but listen, man to man, please - just cut me a bit of slack.

0:10:51 > 0:10:55OK? I promise to work hard, please just be fair, yeah?

0:10:55 > 0:10:58I remember being very fair to you. And what happened?

0:10:58 > 0:11:02- Oh, yeah - you blew it. - No, no, no! I left you a voice mail!

0:11:02 > 0:11:04Aleks, you need me on this market, OK?

0:11:04 > 0:11:08Cos I'm a rare breed round here - I am proper East End.

0:11:08 > 0:11:12You mean, unlike me? Well, here's the news - a Latvian is in charge!

0:11:12 > 0:11:16Is that right? It's people like you that are tearing the heart out of this area.

0:11:16 > 0:11:18You know what you are - nothing but a selfish scumbag who

0:11:18 > 0:11:21cheats on his family and swaggers round like he's king of the world.

0:11:21 > 0:11:25Well, let me tell you something, sunshine, all right? This ain't your country.

0:11:25 > 0:11:28- So why don't you just go home! - What did you say?

0:11:28 > 0:11:30You heard what I said! You heard what I said!

0:11:30 > 0:11:33- Hey!- Whoa, whoa, whoa! Slow down.

0:11:33 > 0:11:35Bit strong, ain't it? Not like you, Alf.

0:11:36 > 0:11:41Aleks! I didn't mean a word of that. I am so sorry.

0:11:41 > 0:11:45Just, heat of the moment. I didn't mean anything by it.

0:11:45 > 0:11:48I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.

0:11:48 > 0:11:50All right.

0:11:59 > 0:12:01Oh. Hello again.

0:12:01 > 0:12:05Hello. It's Karen, isn't it?

0:12:05 > 0:12:06Carol.

0:12:06 > 0:12:09Yeah. Course. Sorry. How are you?

0:12:09 > 0:12:11I don't know. That's why I'm here.

0:12:11 > 0:12:14Sorry, I'm just sick of everybody asking me that question.

0:12:14 > 0:12:18That's understandable.

0:12:18 > 0:12:22I'm in the chapel all afternoon, if you want me to not ask you again!

0:12:22 > 0:12:24Be nice to catch up.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32Do you think she'll mind that we're here?

0:12:32 > 0:12:34I don't care if she does. She needs us.

0:12:34 > 0:12:37Why? Do you think it's still there?

0:12:41 > 0:12:42Come on.

0:12:53 > 0:12:55Have fun at the party.

0:12:55 > 0:12:58And if he doesn't like your hair, he's an idiot.

0:12:58 > 0:12:59Thanks. Bye.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03Stace?

0:13:03 > 0:13:05All right, Dean...o.

0:13:05 > 0:13:07Very funny.

0:13:07 > 0:13:08Look at you, you dark horse.

0:13:08 > 0:13:10Come in, have a look, if you like.

0:13:18 > 0:13:19What do you reckon?

0:13:20 > 0:13:22Not bad for a goofy teenager.

0:13:23 > 0:13:25Haven't changed.

0:13:25 > 0:13:27I wish.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29So listen, the funny thing is -

0:13:29 > 0:13:32you're looking at the best colourist in London.

0:13:32 > 0:13:35And I can cut and all, so...

0:13:35 > 0:13:37I'm giving you the chance to use my skills.

0:13:37 > 0:13:39You're looking for a job?

0:13:39 > 0:13:42I work hard and I'm good with customers.

0:13:42 > 0:13:45Seriously! I know that it's hard to believe

0:13:45 > 0:13:47but I have finally got my gob under control.

0:13:47 > 0:13:50I'll even do a trial for free.

0:13:50 > 0:13:54Tell you what, I've got a customer coming in five for a colour.

0:13:54 > 0:13:56Let's give it a go.

0:13:56 > 0:13:58All right.

0:14:02 > 0:14:03Carol Jackson?

0:14:06 > 0:14:07Yeah. Yeah. That's me.

0:14:11 > 0:14:12Mum.

0:14:13 > 0:14:14You two!

0:14:18 > 0:14:19Come on, then.

0:14:25 > 0:14:27I just want to be there for 'em, you know?

0:14:27 > 0:14:30Step up, be reliable, solid. Be the bloke she wants.

0:14:30 > 0:14:35- Mick, you know what I'm talking about, don't you? - I hear you, Alf. I hear you.

0:14:37 > 0:14:40Listen, I've got a china

0:14:40 > 0:14:44who goes bandy for old bangers like yours.

0:14:44 > 0:14:47- We are talking about my Capri, aren't we?- Yeah!

0:14:47 > 0:14:49He could give you a naughty little price for it.

0:14:49 > 0:14:51How do you know she's even for sale?

0:14:51 > 0:14:54Just saying, my L, she wouldn't stand for a motor like that, not with three kids.

0:14:54 > 0:14:58- Where is Linda? - Oh, she's at the mother-in-law's. She's sick and that, so...

0:15:00 > 0:15:04Good to give the old ear holes a rest once in a while.

0:15:04 > 0:15:07Although I dunno how I'm going to run a barbecue and a pub at the same time.

0:15:07 > 0:15:10But enough about my drama, so I'll give that mug...

0:15:10 > 0:15:12sorry, mate of mine...a call, yeah?

0:15:16 > 0:15:20The scars seem to be healing nicely. Any tenderness?

0:15:20 > 0:15:22Just a little bit in my right armpit.

0:15:22 > 0:15:25That's normal. Painkillers should help.

0:15:25 > 0:15:28It's important you take enough to make the exercises comfortable.

0:15:28 > 0:15:29OK.

0:15:29 > 0:15:31- Take your time.- Thanks.

0:15:35 > 0:15:38- You all right, Mum? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm coming.

0:15:47 > 0:15:50- What's the verdict, then, Doctor? Have you got it all out or what? - Bianca!

0:15:50 > 0:15:55No. It's fine. It's natural that you'd be anxious.

0:15:55 > 0:15:58The good news is that we have removed all of the cancer.

0:15:58 > 0:16:01The breast contained two separate cancers,

0:16:01 > 0:16:05and they had shrunk considerably as a result of the chemotherapy.

0:16:05 > 0:16:09Sorry...but what does that mean?

0:16:09 > 0:16:11It means it's gone...right?

0:16:12 > 0:16:14Yes.

0:16:18 > 0:16:20I don't believe this.

0:16:20 > 0:16:23Can you just say that...that bit again, please?

0:16:23 > 0:16:25- So...no more chemo?- No.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28Only one of your lymph nodes tested positive for cancer

0:16:28 > 0:16:31so we're happy that we've removed it all.

0:16:31 > 0:16:34And as your cancer wasn't sensitive to hormones

0:16:34 > 0:16:36there's no need for any further treatment.

0:16:37 > 0:16:39Do I have to come back for check-ups?

0:16:39 > 0:16:41You'll need to come in for an annual check up,

0:16:41 > 0:16:44and do you have an appointment for the breast prosthesis clinic?

0:16:44 > 0:16:47Yeah, they'll give you some silicone boobs to put in your bra.

0:16:47 > 0:16:49- Just to make it look a bit... - Normal?- That's handy!

0:16:49 > 0:16:53We'll come, eh? We can have some! Sorry, I am only joking.

0:16:53 > 0:16:54We can have a laugh, can't we?

0:16:54 > 0:16:56I mean, we can say what we want now, can't we?!

0:16:58 > 0:17:00The cancer's gone.

0:17:02 > 0:17:03You've beat this.

0:17:10 > 0:17:13- Are you happy?- I am. - Aw, fantastic.

0:17:13 > 0:17:15If you just come over here, Nadine'll take care of you.

0:17:15 > 0:17:17- Thank you.- Thank you.

0:17:19 > 0:17:22- Really good work.- Yeah?- Yeah.

0:17:23 > 0:17:26- So? - So I will keep you in mind.

0:17:27 > 0:17:29- You'll what?- Yeah, I've just taken on Lola Pearce,

0:17:29 > 0:17:31so there are no jobs going at the moment.

0:17:31 > 0:17:35- Are you serious?- But as soon as one comes up, I'll give you an interview.

0:17:35 > 0:17:37An interview? I thought we were mates.

0:17:37 > 0:17:39We are mates, but I'm running a business here, Stace.

0:17:39 > 0:17:41No! No, don't "Stace" me, all right?

0:17:41 > 0:17:43Just cos you've landed on your feet for five minutes,

0:17:43 > 0:17:46it doesn't mean you're better than me. You might have a poncey salon,

0:17:46 > 0:17:48but to me you're still Dean with the O.

0:17:48 > 0:17:51- There's me thinking you'd lost your mouth.- Get stuffed.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55Yeah, well, I told you, didn't I?

0:17:57 > 0:17:58Bye.

0:17:58 > 0:18:00That was Carol.

0:18:00 > 0:18:04- Her check-up was all right. - Good. That's good news.

0:18:04 > 0:18:07Charlie, you know I trust you, don't you?

0:18:08 > 0:18:12But if there's anything you want to tell me...

0:18:12 > 0:18:16you know, anything at all, I'd be happy to listen.

0:18:19 > 0:18:21No.

0:18:24 > 0:18:28- They're coming, they're coming, they're coming, they're coming. - I'm so excited.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32- ALL:- Surprise! - Is that for me?

0:18:32 > 0:18:34- Yeah.- Yeah, it wasn't expensive.

0:18:34 > 0:18:36Come here.

0:18:36 > 0:18:38I'm the luckiest nan in the world.

0:18:38 > 0:18:41- Right, come on, you lot, shall we get stuck in?- Yeah.

0:18:41 > 0:18:44- Looks lovely, doesn't it, eh? - Right, who's having what?

0:18:44 > 0:18:49How's that? Been waiting for this all day.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51I told you I'd come, didn't I?

0:18:51 > 0:18:54You're the prettiest mummy on the gates.

0:18:54 > 0:18:57- Thanks, Lil. - Will you be there tomorrow?

0:18:57 > 0:18:59- Yeah, and the day after that. - And the day after that?

0:18:59 > 0:19:01Yes! Every day.

0:19:02 > 0:19:06- Hey, Lil!- Hi. - Thanks for coming over.

0:19:06 > 0:19:08Kat's asleep and I just got to pop out.

0:19:08 > 0:19:09Oh, yeah, course, it's no problem.

0:19:09 > 0:19:12My friend Kara's got a cat called Billy

0:19:12 > 0:19:15and it's got a patch on his eye like a pirate.

0:19:15 > 0:19:16Arrr!

0:19:16 > 0:19:18Well, that's really cool, ain't it?

0:19:18 > 0:19:21It's nice for Lily to have her Auntie Whit so close.

0:19:21 > 0:19:22Ain't it?

0:19:26 > 0:19:29- Thanks, Terry, they're lovely. - Nah, it's nothing.

0:19:29 > 0:19:31- Just glad you got the good news. - Hedging your bets, were you?

0:19:31 > 0:19:35- Why don't you stay and have a drink? - No, I can't, thanks.- Yes, you can.

0:19:35 > 0:19:37- No, I've got more packing to do. - Milton Keynes, eh?

0:19:37 > 0:19:40- We'll be really sad to see you go, won't we, Mum?- Yeah, yeah.

0:19:40 > 0:19:42- You got family there?- Terry's a bit busy now. You've got to go.

0:19:42 > 0:19:44Do you want me to see you out?

0:19:44 > 0:19:47No, I'll see myself out. Thanks. I'll see you later.

0:19:47 > 0:19:48Yeah, see you, Terry.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52He is such a nice man.

0:19:52 > 0:19:54What a sweet thing to do, don't you think, Mum?

0:19:54 > 0:19:56- Do you fancy him or something, Sonia?- Do me a favour.

0:19:56 > 0:20:00Right, what do you want to do? We can watch a DVD. We could go over The Vic to celebrate?

0:20:00 > 0:20:03- I don't know.- You think I made a mistake, letting him go? - I ain't said nothing!

0:20:03 > 0:20:07Didn't have to, it's the way you said that. It's as if you've been talking about it behind my back.

0:20:07 > 0:20:11The thing is with you, you don't appreciate what you got until you've driven it away.

0:20:11 > 0:20:14- Now today is about Mummy, so...- I'm just feeling a bit tired actually.

0:20:14 > 0:20:18- So hanging on to something you hate's the way to go, is it, Sonia? - Excuse me?- What's the point?

0:20:18 > 0:20:21- Nothing I say's going to change what you do, is it?- Is that right?- Yeah, cos you're scared.

0:20:21 > 0:20:25- Oh, I'm scared?- Cos you're just going to carry on trudging backwards and forwards to work,

0:20:25 > 0:20:29sitting on the sofa, watching telly while Martin's out there doing exactly what he likes.

0:20:29 > 0:20:33- And you're doing exactly the same, but in this house. - Least my way's honest.- Oh, really?

0:20:33 > 0:20:36- Lying to yourself's honest? - Shut up, will you?! The both of you!

0:20:36 > 0:20:38- Mum?- See what you've done now?

0:20:38 > 0:20:40What do you mean, what I've done?

0:20:40 > 0:20:43I've worked here before, so I know the ropes and I'm reliable.

0:20:43 > 0:20:46And, before you say anything, I know you probably think

0:20:46 > 0:20:48I've got a screw loose after last time,

0:20:48 > 0:20:50but I will be the best barmaid you've ever had.

0:20:50 > 0:20:53See, the thing is, Stace, this is like a family-run business

0:20:53 > 0:20:57and we've got a pretty big one of them, so I'm a little bit snookered, do you know what I mean?

0:20:57 > 0:20:59I'll clean. Anything.

0:20:59 > 0:21:02The old woman does that when she's here. I'm sorry.

0:21:02 > 0:21:04Anything comes up,

0:21:04 > 0:21:07I promise you'll be the first to know, all right, babe?

0:21:07 > 0:21:09All right, thanks.

0:21:09 > 0:21:11You all right, Stace?

0:21:11 > 0:21:13- What're you doing? - Trying to find a job,

0:21:13 > 0:21:17but it turns out that no-one wants to employ an ex-jailbird.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19But I'm willing to work really hard and get my head down,

0:21:19 > 0:21:22I've just got to convince someone to give me a chance.

0:21:22 > 0:21:25Well, you just have.

0:21:25 > 0:21:27I need someone to come and work with me at the car lot.

0:21:27 > 0:21:29You're offering me a job?

0:21:29 > 0:21:31Stace, I hope you ain't this slow with the customers.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33Hang on a minute, I haven't said yes yet.

0:21:33 > 0:21:35You ain't said no, either, have you?

0:21:47 > 0:21:50Didn't make your million then?

0:21:50 > 0:21:55I wanted to make it so right for you, Kat, I really did, so badly.

0:21:55 > 0:21:57Then let me go to work.

0:21:57 > 0:22:01We need more than my benefits to keep our heads above water.

0:22:02 > 0:22:04Alfie, I don't mind, honestly,

0:22:04 > 0:22:06just as long as you're here for the boys.

0:22:09 > 0:22:12I've been selfish, haven't I, little man? Yeah?

0:22:12 > 0:22:14You know what this is, Ernie, though?

0:22:14 > 0:22:18This is a classic 1983 Ford Capri.

0:22:18 > 0:22:21And when you and your brother are about 17 years of age,

0:22:21 > 0:22:23I'm going to teach you how to drive one of these.

0:22:23 > 0:22:25Yeah, you'll be doing wheel spins

0:22:25 > 0:22:28and tearing it all up around Albert Square, eh?

0:22:28 > 0:22:31Smell that? That's the smell of proper leather, that is.

0:22:31 > 0:22:34Yeah. Sadly, though, it's got to go to a new home.

0:22:36 > 0:22:38It's all right. We don't need it.

0:22:43 > 0:22:45Got a visitor.

0:22:45 > 0:22:47- Hey.- Hiya.

0:22:47 > 0:22:49Erm, I got your text.

0:22:56 > 0:22:59Look, I just wanted to say, in person,

0:22:59 > 0:23:02that I just think it's really brilliant news about your mum.

0:23:02 > 0:23:05- It's just flippin' brilliant. - Thank you.

0:23:05 > 0:23:08I know. Funny thing is, we had a row when we came home.

0:23:08 > 0:23:09Well, me and B did, anyway.

0:23:12 > 0:23:15I'm so fed up of doing the right thing all the time,

0:23:15 > 0:23:16do you know that?

0:23:16 > 0:23:19I'm fed up of being sensible Sonia, the doormat.

0:23:19 > 0:23:22I'm just fed up, Tina.

0:23:22 > 0:23:25- I'm really sorry for snapping at you earlier.- It's fine.

0:23:25 > 0:23:26No.

0:23:27 > 0:23:28I miss you.

0:23:31 > 0:23:32I miss you, too.

0:23:34 > 0:23:38- Can we be friends again? Like, proper friends?- Yeah, always.

0:23:38 > 0:23:41But you'd better not have given up on being sensible completely,

0:23:41 > 0:23:44cos I need someone to keep me in check.

0:23:44 > 0:23:45And what's Tosh going to say?

0:23:46 > 0:23:49- She ain't here, is she? - No.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51THEY LAUGH

0:23:56 > 0:24:00Oh, excuse me, sorry, Chris... Have you seen Chris?

0:24:00 > 0:24:02- Chris?- He's the vicar. Only I've looked in the chapel and he's...

0:24:02 > 0:24:04You looking for me?

0:24:04 > 0:24:05Oh, hi.

0:24:05 > 0:24:11Not really, I was here earlier and I left my jacket, and so...

0:24:11 > 0:24:15Which was really stupid, so I had to come back.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17And I just thought that I'd...

0:24:17 > 0:24:19- Was it bad news?- What?

0:24:19 > 0:24:23No, no, it's great news.

0:24:23 > 0:24:26The cancer's gone, so, yeah...

0:24:26 > 0:24:29everyone's really chuffed. You know, we're all...

0:24:34 > 0:24:36It's all right.

0:24:36 > 0:24:38Sorry.

0:24:38 > 0:24:41Come on, why don't you have a seat?

0:24:41 > 0:24:43Thank you.

0:24:46 > 0:24:48I know, it doesn't make sense, does it?

0:24:49 > 0:24:50What doesn't?

0:24:53 > 0:24:54I just feel so...

0:24:57 > 0:25:00I'm supposed to have beaten it, won the battle.

0:25:00 > 0:25:02So how come it doesn't mean anything to me?

0:25:03 > 0:25:08I've... The cancer's gone...and what have I got?

0:25:09 > 0:25:12Two ugly scars where my breasts used to be and...

0:25:13 > 0:25:16..an empty diary.

0:25:16 > 0:25:18(Sorry.)

0:25:18 > 0:25:22- You're not alone, you know, Carol. - Oh, right, Him, Her.

0:25:25 > 0:25:27No. I meant there are plenty of others who feel like you

0:25:27 > 0:25:29after they've finished their treatment.

0:25:29 > 0:25:31You know, it knocks you for six

0:25:31 > 0:25:33and you're just supposed to pick up where you left off?

0:25:33 > 0:25:35Sorry, it doesn't happen like that.

0:25:37 > 0:25:41Do you know? The awful thing is that when he said it was over,

0:25:41 > 0:25:43that my treatment was finished,

0:25:43 > 0:25:44I didn't have to come back...

0:25:46 > 0:25:49..I felt disappointed.

0:25:49 > 0:25:55And there was... There's nothing left to fight, what is there? What's left?

0:25:55 > 0:25:58How selfish is that when my children have been there for me?

0:25:58 > 0:25:59And my grandchildren...

0:25:59 > 0:26:03Stop feeling guilty, Carol. You're allowed to say these things.

0:26:03 > 0:26:07- To feel them.- Am I? Do you not want to check with God first?

0:26:07 > 0:26:09Yeah, I instant messaged him earlier.

0:26:13 > 0:26:17You know, for someone who claims to be a dyed-in-the-wool atheist

0:26:17 > 0:26:19you mention the big guy quite a lot.

0:26:22 > 0:26:26You don't have to open it, use it as doorstop if you like,

0:26:26 > 0:26:29but if you ever feel like giving it a read,

0:26:29 > 0:26:32even if it's just to confirm what you already know, then it's yours.

0:26:37 > 0:26:38Thanks.

0:26:50 > 0:26:52You all right?

0:26:55 > 0:26:57Yeah.

0:26:57 > 0:27:00Listen, I'm not saying that I've thought this through or anything,

0:27:00 > 0:27:02or even it's the right thing...

0:27:05 > 0:27:07..but what if...?

0:27:07 > 0:27:10- What if it was? I mean, imagine that.- Imagine what?

0:27:10 > 0:27:14Well, cos the point is, I have been listening to you...

0:27:14 > 0:27:19and I've been taking on everything that you've been saying,

0:27:19 > 0:27:22and it's not often that anyone will ever hear me say this,

0:27:22 > 0:27:24but...erm...

0:27:24 > 0:27:26you're right!

0:27:26 > 0:27:29- What about?- You do need to put your family first,

0:27:29 > 0:27:32and I need to do the same with mine. I mean, what's the alternative?

0:27:32 > 0:27:35I'll be 80 years old, sat on the sofa in my slippers,

0:27:35 > 0:27:37gossiping to my sister all night?

0:27:37 > 0:27:39I've already told you, I can't stay round here.

0:27:41 > 0:27:43That's not what I'm saying.

0:27:45 > 0:27:46I love you, don't I?

0:27:49 > 0:27:53And I want your family to...to be our family.

0:27:56 > 0:27:59And I want us all to move to Milton Keynes together.