0:00:28 > 0:00:31What...what do you mean - I've got another family?
0:00:32 > 0:00:34How long have you known?
0:00:36 > 0:00:38Since soon after it started.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47How...how did you find out?
0:00:47 > 0:00:48Well, he told me.
0:00:49 > 0:00:52Came home one day and said, "There's something you should know."
0:00:58 > 0:01:00For most of the years that I was married to him,
0:01:00 > 0:01:03I had to share your dad with another woman.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09I'm sorry.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12I'm sorry.
0:01:13 > 0:01:18But if we ain't getting married, I can't go back in there and pretend everything's fine.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Here you go.
0:01:35 > 0:01:39He wrote you letters. You, Sean...
0:01:39 > 0:01:41His...other children.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45He wanted you to know everything.
0:01:45 > 0:01:48Have photos and things of each other.
0:01:51 > 0:01:55He thought that if he wrote everything down,
0:01:55 > 0:02:00then in the future, he wouldn't be able to back out of telling you.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01He said...
0:02:03 > 0:02:05He said it was your right.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07- Er, I should go.- Just stay.
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Did you see the letters?
0:02:12 > 0:02:15He said he'd put them in a safe place.
0:02:15 > 0:02:19For when you'd be 21. He showed me the key
0:02:19 > 0:02:22and said that if anything happened I should give it to you.
0:02:22 > 0:02:27- So why didn't you? - He died, Stacey. There was no key.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Sean must have taken it off him and kept it,
0:02:29 > 0:02:30although he had no right!
0:02:30 > 0:02:33So Sean went and emptied the box?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36Did Sean know? All that time?
0:02:37 > 0:02:40I don't even know where Sean is.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43I don't even know if he knows now.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I don't know if he knew what the key opened,
0:02:45 > 0:02:48I don't know if he knew where the safety deposit box was kept.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51I don't know even know if he used the key - I never told him.
0:02:51 > 0:02:52But it's empty.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55If Sean did find it...
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- ..then he must have left the letters where they where. - You don't know that.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Then why would he give you the key?
0:03:04 > 0:03:06So if it wasn't Sean...
0:03:09 > 0:03:12..why is...why is the box empty?
0:03:12 > 0:03:16Maybe...his other woman had a key.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Maybe she went and emptied it.
0:03:21 > 0:03:25- Well, I might catch the bouquet! - Oh, shame you can't catch, though!
0:03:25 > 0:03:27- I might wrestle you for it! - Oh, yeah?- Ooh!
0:03:27 > 0:03:29THEY LAUGH
0:03:29 > 0:03:33- You're not having trifle?- No. I'm going to go down the cash and carry.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35You love my trifle.
0:03:35 > 0:03:36I know. I just...
0:03:36 > 0:03:38There's a problem with the Christmas order, so...
0:03:38 > 0:03:39You've got to tell him.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42Don't tell me you're becoming Muslims too?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44THEY LAUGH
0:03:46 > 0:03:47You know I've been going to see Mum?
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Now's not really a good time, Teen.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Well, I want her to come to the wedding.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56- She is family. - Really? What, after last Christmas?
0:03:56 > 0:04:01I just think it would be good for her to get out, you know, and to see all of us again.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04I can't do this.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12How could he do that to you? And me?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Don't be angry with him.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21How do you just lie like that?
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Everyone lies. Little ones.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29- Not about stuff like that, Mum. - You don't know what he was thinking.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32He had another family! And he never thought to say?
0:04:32 > 0:04:35Like your mum just said, I think he was planning to when you were 21.
0:04:35 > 0:04:39Oh, right - and that makes it all right, does it? What he did?
0:04:39 > 0:04:42It's not easy, Stacey. Living with me.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Mum - he was brilliant!
0:04:44 > 0:04:48No, he wasn't. He found it really hard.
0:04:48 > 0:04:52Having someone else - well, it... it comforted him.
0:04:53 > 0:04:54He was married to you!
0:04:58 > 0:04:59I think...
0:05:01 > 0:05:07..he just wanted somewhere... where everything was normal.
0:05:08 > 0:05:13And living with me, normal doesn't come visiting very often.
0:05:13 > 0:05:14Why did you never tell ME?
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Because...
0:05:18 > 0:05:21Because I just wanted to forget about it!
0:05:24 > 0:05:25Because...
0:05:25 > 0:05:31Because I loved him, because he was my life!
0:05:31 > 0:05:32How do you think I felt?
0:05:35 > 0:05:36Mum!
0:05:38 > 0:05:41I can't believe I never knew.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43You were only 11 when he died.
0:05:45 > 0:05:49Um, he used to go on building jobs.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Up north somewhere. Blackpool.
0:05:52 > 0:05:53But he was with her?
0:05:55 > 0:05:59Sometimes days, sometimes weeks.
0:06:01 > 0:06:05I used to wake up all excited and see if his boots were in the hall.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08Once he went for a whole month, almost.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12I told you he was in Germany.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16SHE SOBS
0:06:20 > 0:06:25- Was he married to this other woman? - No. I don't think so.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28But he had kids with her?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30He said once that she was pregnant.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32And?
0:06:32 > 0:06:33And I said I didn't want to know.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- Did he have one? Or two? - Oh, I don't know.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40- You said he wrote letters... - I don't know!- So you knew, Mum!
0:06:40 > 0:06:43You knew there was a chance I had a brother or sister!
0:06:47 > 0:06:51This is all about the wedding, isn't it?
0:06:51 > 0:06:55The truth, Linda. You're overwhelmed, aren't you?
0:06:56 > 0:06:58I'm... I'm fine.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00I knew this would happen if I took a back seat.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Well, you don't have to worry any more.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05I'm going to have plenty of time once my nativity's over.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08You can leave it all to me.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09I... Sorry.
0:07:19 > 0:07:23Mum, please! I just want to talk to you.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25DOOR UNLOCKS
0:07:27 > 0:07:33CHRISTMAS POP SONG ON CAR RADIO
0:07:35 > 0:07:37ENGINE STARTS
0:07:39 > 0:07:41SHE GASPS
0:07:46 > 0:07:47Please.
0:07:48 > 0:07:49Don't go.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52Stay with me.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Why didn't you tell me, Mum?
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Even after he died?
0:08:03 > 0:08:04You were so little.
0:08:06 > 0:08:07And I was your mum.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Well, sometimes.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- On a good day I was your mum. - You were always my mum.
0:08:16 > 0:08:17You always will be.
0:08:17 > 0:08:21Oh, well! You don't get to choose that one in life, do you?
0:08:24 > 0:08:31I just wanted you to remember him as your hero, as the loving family man.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Because he really loved you.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38He really did.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43Did you ever meet her?
0:08:45 > 0:08:46No.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48Not really.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53She came to the house once.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56After the funeral. Months after the funeral.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01- I sent her away.- Why? - Cos I didn't want to see her. I didn't want YOU seeing her!
0:09:01 > 0:09:03I mean, why did she come?
0:09:04 > 0:09:05Well...
0:09:08 > 0:09:10Looking for answers, I guess.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16We weren't the only ones that lost him.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19- Why aren't you angry, Mum?- Oh!
0:09:21 > 0:09:25- Where does anger get you? - I know, but...
0:09:25 > 0:09:28It was a long, long time ago.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34And...well, you've got to look forward, haven't you?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37There's always another new day.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42And...
0:09:48 > 0:09:50..I shut it all away.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55I was really good at pretending it didn't happen.
0:10:00 > 0:10:01I thought...
0:10:02 > 0:10:04..I really thought...
0:10:05 > 0:10:08..it was all in the past.
0:10:08 > 0:10:09Oh!
0:10:10 > 0:10:13SHE SNIFFS
0:10:20 > 0:10:21Who's the man following me?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26That was a bit weird, weren't it?
0:10:26 > 0:10:31Your mother's just worried about the wedding. And you being Muslim.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34- I'm not becoming a Muslim, Nan! - It's going to be fine.
0:10:34 > 0:10:38I just seen them, anyway. They said they'd got to pop to the cash and carry. Got to sort something out.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41What? What are they doing in their room, then?
0:10:45 > 0:10:50I always used to think about our wedding day, you know?
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Like, what it would be like.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00I'd have on a right sharp whistle.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03And you'd have a beautiful dress.
0:11:05 > 0:11:10And I always thought it would be in that church, you know.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12You know, the one where we used to
0:11:12 > 0:11:14have little carol concerts at school.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19And I'd be standing there.
0:11:21 > 0:11:22Waiting.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26And then I'd turn around.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30And there you are.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34The most beautiful girl in the world.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Shirley, um...
0:11:40 > 0:11:44she'd be driving the DJ mad about whacking on The Clash.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Your mother in her ear hole.
0:11:46 > 0:11:50Tina off her nut, you know, chucking cake across the room.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Eh.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54I always pictured flamingos.
0:11:54 > 0:11:55Flamingos?
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Flocks of them. They'd be on the lawns.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04What? Serving canapes?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08And I'd have my Lady Di dress on.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12The one I thought was going to be amazing.
0:12:14 > 0:12:18And the choir from Love Actually would be singing.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21And you'd have a white uniform.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23Like An Officer and a Gentleman.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29So why ain't we doing it?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Why don't we all have a mince pie?
0:12:44 > 0:12:46- I brought those sandwiches. - You OK?
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Mum, you can't just walk away.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54I just want to know who he is.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56- Later, Stacey. - No, that's how all this started.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59I told you that some man was following me
0:12:59 > 0:13:02and you got that key out of your bag. So who is he, Mum?
0:13:02 > 0:13:05- I don't know.- But you said he'd sent you letters.- Yes.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I tore them up and threw them away.
0:13:09 > 0:13:13And they kept on coming. Cos he was dig-dig-digging.
0:13:15 > 0:13:19This was supposed to be my time, Stacey.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22It was supposed to be my new life.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Finally, after all these years, something that makes me happy.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Someone new who loves me. But all these questions!
0:13:28 > 0:13:31- But he came to see you. - And I wouldn't let him in.
0:13:31 > 0:13:34I said she was out. But I think he saw her behind the curtains.
0:13:34 > 0:13:38- Our house, Stacey! I mean he had no right!- But who is he?
0:13:40 > 0:13:41He wrote to you here.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44What? He knows where she lives?
0:13:44 > 0:13:47Last time I came to visit, it was lying there, his handwriting.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51- What did it say? - I don't know. I threw it away.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53He's probably an heir hunter.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55- After money or something. - There is no money!
0:13:55 > 0:13:58If he shows up again, you should call the police.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00He's related to me, isn't he?
0:14:03 > 0:14:04I don't know.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08And I don't want to know.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I think...
0:14:12 > 0:14:14I'd like to go home, please.
0:14:16 > 0:14:17He's my brother.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21KNOCK ON DOOR Yeah?
0:14:24 > 0:14:25You OK?
0:14:25 > 0:14:27- Yeah, yeah.- Yeah, we're fine.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29This ain't about what I said at the table, is it?
0:14:29 > 0:14:32No! No, course not.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34OK. I'm just reading about it.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37I just want to understand Tam a bit better.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40Yeah, I know, and I'm really proud of you. We both are.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43OK.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45I know I haven't got anything for the wedding yet,
0:14:45 > 0:14:47but we can go shopping if you like.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Just no dresses, obviously.
0:14:49 > 0:14:52Yeah. That'd be lovely.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54I thought you were supposed to go cash and carry
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- to sort out that order?- Erm...
0:14:56 > 0:15:00We forgot the card and then we got talking.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02OK.
0:15:02 > 0:15:07All right, well, Nan's gone to her rehearsals, Tam's back at work
0:15:07 > 0:15:08so I'm going to take Ollie out
0:15:08 > 0:15:13- and Whit and Lee are giving Tracy a break, so...- Thank you.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14All right. See you later.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16See you later, baby.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26I'm sorry.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Whatever it is...
0:15:34 > 0:15:36..I'm not going anywhere.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Whatever's going on in your head,
0:15:39 > 0:15:40I'm here.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46You're the love of my life, Mick.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50I love you so much.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53So why?
0:15:57 > 0:15:59I just don't love myself.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Cheers.
0:16:05 > 0:16:10Martin, you need to take good care of her now.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14I mean really, really good care.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Jean, I promise you,
0:16:17 > 0:16:19I'm not going to be like Brian.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Right?
0:16:27 > 0:16:29I...
0:16:29 > 0:16:31I want to be that perfect bride...
0:16:33 > 0:16:34..for you.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Not the flamingos, but...
0:16:40 > 0:16:42..standing there...
0:16:43 > 0:16:44..beautiful.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53And I can't.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58I can't have everyone looking at me.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03That's what I'm scared of.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Why?
0:17:10 > 0:17:12Please don't be angry with me.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16There's something I haven't told you.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22When my dad died,
0:17:22 > 0:17:24I was so young.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Everything was falling apart.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31I mean, nothing felt real.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33It was all just...
0:17:33 > 0:17:34happening.
0:17:36 > 0:17:37And I was just there,
0:17:37 > 0:17:39in the middle of it.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42I mean, I know you were there and Mum was there.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45I'm not blaming you, right?
0:17:45 > 0:17:46That's not what this is about.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00I used to make myself sick...
0:18:03 > 0:18:04..after eating.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08Sounds silly, doesn't it?
0:18:10 > 0:18:12Every meal.
0:18:12 > 0:18:13Every time.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19It was only for a few months.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21Until I fell pregnant with Lee.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26I didn't know why I was doing it.
0:18:27 > 0:18:31It didn't make any sense.
0:18:31 > 0:18:32It just...
0:18:33 > 0:18:35I don't know.
0:18:39 > 0:18:40It made me feel good.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46How?
0:18:46 > 0:18:51And now, with the pressure of the wedding,
0:18:51 > 0:18:53the thought of standing there
0:18:53 > 0:18:54in the big white dress...
0:18:56 > 0:18:58I don't know why.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00It's got me feeling the same way...
0:19:03 > 0:19:04..doing the same thing.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12And I'm so scared.
0:19:15 > 0:19:16I'm sorry.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19You just did what you thought was best.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21I knew it would come out eventually.
0:19:22 > 0:19:23Secrets always do.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27- What's all this?- In a minute.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30I'll see you very soon, bump.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33You're very lucky to have such special, loving parents.
0:19:33 > 0:19:34ENGINE TURNS OVER
0:19:36 > 0:19:38See you, Ollie. Take care.
0:19:42 > 0:19:43What's happened?
0:19:43 > 0:19:45I've got a brother.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47A brother that I never knew I had.
0:19:53 > 0:19:54You're beautiful.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58You are beautiful.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02People would kill to have your figure.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04It's not that.
0:20:04 > 0:20:05So what is it?
0:20:06 > 0:20:09A little baby bump? Cos you ain't got one.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11- I've got more of a Derby than you have!- No.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19Is it about him?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Dean?
0:20:27 > 0:20:29I'm sorry.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34I thought you was getting through it.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35I am.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37I am.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41There's, erm...
0:20:42 > 0:20:44There's a downstairs Linda
0:20:44 > 0:20:46and there's an upstairs Linda.
0:20:46 > 0:20:47And there always has been.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Yeah, I know, but...
0:20:49 > 0:20:50But now...
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Now that's more than ever.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57I can put on the make-up,
0:20:57 > 0:20:59slip into the clothes, put on a smile...
0:21:01 > 0:21:04..but I don't want to be that person when I marry you.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07I want to marry you
0:21:07 > 0:21:09as me.
0:21:12 > 0:21:13But I can't.
0:21:22 > 0:21:23Please.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Please. Just...
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Just talk to me.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29Please talk to me.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33I hate my body.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36I hate myself.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42I can't stand there in front of our friends and family.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47Sometimes,
0:21:47 > 0:21:49I don't let myself eat anything.
0:21:53 > 0:21:54And...
0:21:55 > 0:21:57And then my body hurts.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00And that's me doing that.
0:22:00 > 0:22:01Me.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04And then...
0:22:06 > 0:22:09And then the hunger takes over, and I...
0:22:09 > 0:22:12I eat anything, anything I can get my hands on.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15I don't even taste it.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17And then I make myself sick.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20It's like something's telling me to do it.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24And I can't stop. I don't want to stop.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28It's the only thing that makes me feel better.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33I don't know why.
0:22:33 > 0:22:34I don't. I'm sorry.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40I know none of this is making any sense.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44It don't even make sense to me.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49I just want to feel normal.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Are you going to track them down?
0:22:58 > 0:23:01Are your dad's other family...
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Do you think they'd really want to see me?
0:23:03 > 0:23:05If one of them's already trying...
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Do you think that's fair? To inflict myself on someone else?
0:23:08 > 0:23:09You've got a brother!
0:23:09 > 0:23:11You might have more. You might have a sister.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13I ain't going to be what they imagine, am I?
0:23:13 > 0:23:14You don't know that.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17- Martin, I'm a mess. - No, you're not.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I've spent half of Lily's life being on the run.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22Yeah, but now you're here, and...
0:23:22 > 0:23:23And you're well and...
0:23:25 > 0:23:27..I love you.
0:23:27 > 0:23:28We're having a baby.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32No matter what happens,
0:23:32 > 0:23:34I promise
0:23:34 > 0:23:36I'm not going anywhere.
0:23:38 > 0:23:41Anyone out there would be lucky to have you as a sister.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47They're your flesh and blood, Stace.
0:23:47 > 0:23:51I used to think you could walk away from that, but you can't,
0:23:51 > 0:23:52and you mustn't.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57Yeah, well, there ain't a way of tracing them down now, is there?
0:23:57 > 0:23:58I mean, the box was empty,
0:23:58 > 0:24:02the bank ain't going to tell me who else's name was on that list, so...
0:24:02 > 0:24:04Well, I'll just have to wait, won't I?
0:24:05 > 0:24:07He will come back. He'll...
0:24:07 > 0:24:09He'll be looking for me.
0:24:15 > 0:24:16DOOR OPENS
0:24:20 > 0:24:22I was going to bring it through to you.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Are you mad at me?
0:24:26 > 0:24:28How could I ever be mad at you?
0:24:28 > 0:24:31For not telling you before.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34For letting you think you was the problem.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36We've always said no secrets.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Yeah, well...
0:24:40 > 0:24:41..it's not always easy, is it?
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Saying things.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47I knew.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51After your dad died...
0:24:52 > 0:24:56..me and your mum, we knew you had a problem with food.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57You knew?
0:24:58 > 0:25:02We just didn't want to confront it because...
0:25:10 > 0:25:11..we didn't know what to do.
0:25:13 > 0:25:14You talked about it?
0:25:16 > 0:25:18Well,
0:25:18 > 0:25:21we didn't want to say anything because...
0:25:21 > 0:25:25we didn't want to make it worse, and...
0:25:25 > 0:25:27you and me, we were kids.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31And then you got pregnant
0:25:31 > 0:25:33and, like you said, then the food thing, it stopped,
0:25:33 > 0:25:36and we was just like so...
0:25:36 > 0:25:38Just, like, so relieved.
0:25:39 > 0:25:40But I noticed.
0:25:42 > 0:25:45And I should have noticed again.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- I'm good at hiding things, ain't I? - No.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49I should have seen it.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53The signs were there,
0:25:53 > 0:25:55and I should've noticed.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57I've just had my head
0:25:57 > 0:26:01- wrapped up with everything else. - None of this is your fault.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04You've always been there, no matter what I've been going through.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06And that makes all the difference.
0:26:09 > 0:26:10Are you sure we're not intruding?
0:26:10 > 0:26:12Well, I can't let all this food go to waste, can I?
0:26:12 > 0:26:16I mean, you two, you're as good as family.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18I should probably get back to the stall, really.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Oh, no, Pam said that she was fine covering.
0:26:20 > 0:26:21There you go.
0:26:21 > 0:26:24Let's get this Christmas started. Come on.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27Oh, I'd better put them away before Lily gets back.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29Let me give you a hand, yeah?
0:26:33 > 0:26:35- Look at that!- Mm. Nice.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45You're not being fair on him.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48He's going into this with his eyes closed.
0:26:48 > 0:26:52- Right? We are playing him for an idiot.- That's not fair.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55What we are doing,
0:26:55 > 0:26:57lying...
0:26:58 > 0:27:00..we're just like your dad.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04We'll get you some help.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06Like, you know,
0:27:06 > 0:27:08proper help.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12And it doesn't matter about the wedding.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13I get it.
0:27:15 > 0:27:16Honestly, I do.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20We just carry on as we are. We're just...
0:27:20 > 0:27:22living in naughty sin.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27Because ever since I was a kid...
0:27:30 > 0:27:32..and I was in and out of care...
0:27:34 > 0:27:36..my dad on the lash...
0:27:39 > 0:27:43..all I ever really wanted was just a bit of stability,
0:27:43 > 0:27:45you know?
0:27:45 > 0:27:48Just like a... Just a family.
0:27:52 > 0:27:54And you give me that.
0:27:56 > 0:27:57You've given me that.
0:28:00 > 0:28:01Every day...
0:28:03 > 0:28:04..is my dream day.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15I...
0:28:15 > 0:28:16I can do this.
0:28:17 > 0:28:19You don't have to.
0:28:20 > 0:28:22I know, but...
0:28:23 > 0:28:25..as long as you're by my side.
0:28:27 > 0:28:30Wouldn't be much of a wedding if I wasn't.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34So...
0:28:35 > 0:28:37..flamingos with canapes?
0:28:39 > 0:28:41Flamingos with canapes.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45I cannot do what he did
0:28:45 > 0:28:48and take my secrets to the grave. We can't let history repeat itself.
0:28:48 > 0:28:51We've spoken about this.
0:28:51 > 0:28:55I can't just step back and deny my own child.
0:28:55 > 0:28:58# So here it is Merry Christmas... #
0:28:58 > 0:29:00Martin!
0:29:00 > 0:29:01I want to come clean.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03What? And destroy everything?
0:29:03 > 0:29:06Lose your best mate? Lose your wife?
0:29:06 > 0:29:07I am willing to take that risk...
0:29:08 > 0:29:10..for my son.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14It's time to tell them the truth.