0:00:27 > 0:00:28Martin?
0:00:29 > 0:00:30Martin.
0:00:30 > 0:00:33Are you taking me to school today?
0:00:33 > 0:00:36Tell you what, Lily, we're going to get Whitney to take you. OK?
0:00:36 > 0:00:39- Yes!- That's right. Go and get your bag. Good girl.
0:00:39 > 0:00:42I'll look after Arthur if you want to go and see Stacey today.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44Thanks. Yeah. I'll think about it.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45Look, I've been. Jean's been.
0:00:45 > 0:00:46What are you scared of?
0:00:46 > 0:00:47BABY CRIES
0:00:50 > 0:00:51You need to grow a pair, Martin.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53You should go, and you know it.
0:00:53 > 0:00:54BABY CRIES
0:00:57 > 0:00:59Sh, sh, sh, sh.
0:01:01 > 0:01:02Sh, sh, sh.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Oi, watch yourself!
0:01:11 > 0:01:13What's it got to do with you?
0:01:13 > 0:01:16Thought you was staying at Ian's, anyway?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18We are. Just picking some stuff up.
0:01:18 > 0:01:23Good. Cos this place ain't a laundrette, and a food bank either.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29He's been on one all weekend. Ain't he?
0:01:29 > 0:01:31Well, nothing can put me in a bad mood.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32Not after this morning.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37What's that, anyway, holiday photos?
0:01:37 > 0:01:41Yeah. Bernadette keeps posting pictures. She's skiing in France.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42Her parents have a chalet.
0:01:42 > 0:01:43All right for some.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45Yeah. She asked me to go, but...
0:01:45 > 0:01:48But what? You turned down a free holiday?
0:01:50 > 0:01:51Not cos of me?
0:01:51 > 0:01:55Well, I couldn't leave you when your dad's like this, could I?
0:01:55 > 0:01:56And besides, I don't get that much free time.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59So why spend it with mates, when I can spend it with you?
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Come and get your bananas. Pound a bunch!
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Pound a bunch, bananas!
0:02:09 > 0:02:12Oh, Martin. Martin?
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- Are you OK? - Yeah, you all right?
0:02:16 > 0:02:18I called round at the weekend. Did Kat say?
0:02:18 > 0:02:21Yeah. Yeah. I think she mentioned it, yeah.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24I'm just. I'm just so sorry, Martin.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27So, how is Stacey?
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Yeah. She's fine.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Jean went to see her - and Kat did as well -
0:02:31 > 0:02:35apparently, they've got her on some sort of medication.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Have you not been to see her yet?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Too busy with Arthur, ain't I?
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Listen, you can leave Arthur with me. Any time.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44I, I mean that.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Look, I...
0:02:48 > 0:02:51I heard you had a pretty rough time of it when she was admitted.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Yeah, well... I should be going, really.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55I'll see you later.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00I thought a plait was a plait and that's that.
0:03:00 > 0:03:01Apparently, I was wrong.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03You don't do it like Mummy.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06Well, next time I see your mummy, I'll ask her how she did it, yeah?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Rapunzel?
0:03:08 > 0:03:09Done. That do you?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Right. You be a good girl at school.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13And thanks for taking her, Whit.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16That's all right. No problem. Do you want me to pick her up and all?
0:03:16 > 0:03:18Nah, it's all right. Bex has already offered.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22- Oh, I'll ring her, tell her not to bother.- No, it's fine... - It's fine, I'll sort it. It's fine.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- Come on, you'll be late. You're going to miss assembly. - All right, be good!
0:03:25 > 0:03:27- All right, see you later. - See you later.
0:03:29 > 0:03:30Where's she going?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33All right, mate? She's got to go to school.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34When am I going back to school?
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Oh, mate. You'll be going back to school very soon, all right?
0:03:37 > 0:03:39You go and play, go on.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45We can't stay here forever.
0:03:45 > 0:03:46I know that.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50- Have you thought any more about Redwater?- No.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Don't you think we should?
0:03:52 > 0:03:56I've just buried my dad, my cousin's been sectioned and her fella's
0:03:56 > 0:03:59stuck his head so deep in the sand, he's halfway to Australia.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02So, no, I haven't thought about it, really.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04OK. If we're not going to go to Ireland,
0:04:04 > 0:04:06we should think about going home.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Did you not hear what I just said?
0:04:08 > 0:04:13Spain, Ireland, they're not on the agenda right now. We're needed here!
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Paul, what are you doing here?
0:04:23 > 0:04:25You can't turn up here for no reason.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28I'm not. Um... I need a quote.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30On what?
0:04:30 > 0:04:31My car.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Paul. You don't have a car.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Well, I'll buy one, if it's the only way I can get you to talk to me.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38A really bad car.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41You know. It'll need a lot of work.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Lots of quotes.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Shut up.
0:04:44 > 0:04:50I'm - I'm here, because, a few nights ago, I kind of put my heart
0:04:50 > 0:04:55on a plate, and I thought maybe you might have got in touch.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58I've been busy.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02Abi got you hunting down flats?
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Is that what you want?
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Cos, if it is, you know, just tell me.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14I'll mope around for a month or two.
0:05:14 > 0:05:18Probably drink too much, write some terrible poetry...
0:05:19 > 0:05:22But eventually, I'll be OK. You know, I'll get over you.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29But I can't start getting over you until you tell me that it's over.
0:05:31 > 0:05:36I meant it, Ben, what I said. You need to decide.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40You need to decide today.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Did you hear what I just said?
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Yes. I heard you. You're worried about Martin - who's on the stall?
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Pam's keeping an eye on it for me,
0:05:54 > 0:05:57and, anyway, what does it matter who's on the flaming stall?
0:05:58 > 0:06:00What's that?
0:06:01 > 0:06:05Oh, it's from my... from my accountant. Who do you say was on the stall?
0:06:05 > 0:06:07- You are.- What, me?
0:06:07 > 0:06:09There was a time when we looked after each other in this family.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12You know, it's something we just did.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15And, somewhere along the way, we seem to have forgotten how to do it.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17- Well,- I- am going to bring it back.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28- Here you are.- You're a star.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33Ta. Lee forgot to give 'em back.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35Hopefully, with any luck, he won't notice they're gone.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37How's Lily?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Yeah, she's...she's good.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41She was singing Little Mix all the way to school.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43And I can pick her up?
0:06:43 > 0:06:45No. The school don't know who you are.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47They will.
0:06:47 > 0:06:48How? You're on the run.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Look, I think it's best if I just bring her here to you.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56No, no, no. I'm going to, um... take her to the park.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58You know, like a normal dad.
0:06:58 > 0:06:59What if someone sees you?
0:06:59 > 0:07:00I've got a hood, haven't I?
0:07:03 > 0:07:05So why do you get in touch if you're so worried about me
0:07:05 > 0:07:07spending time with her?
0:07:08 > 0:07:09What?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14All the stuff that happened that night. Stacey losing it.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17I could see that Lily was hurting and I thought she needed you.
0:07:17 > 0:07:18So, she still needs me.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21Yeah, but how can she, Ryan?
0:07:21 > 0:07:23How can she when it, it will always be the same,
0:07:23 > 0:07:25you'll be running around and hiding?
0:07:25 > 0:07:27So what did you think was going to happen?
0:07:27 > 0:07:30I'd come back that night, give her a cuddle and run off again?
0:07:34 > 0:07:35So you think I should go.
0:07:35 > 0:07:39Did I say that? I'm worried about Lily.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40She doesn't even know who you are.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42- So I'll tell her.- No, you won't.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45You won't and you'll promise me you won't.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47Lily's got far too much going on in her life right now.
0:07:50 > 0:07:51And she needs Martin.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55From what you've said, Martin ain't dealing with what's happened, which tells me he's weak.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59- And you really want me to trust a man like that with my daughter? - Martin's all right.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02But he's not her dad. I am.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05Yeah, I know. Just promise me you won't tell her.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Not now.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31What I said earlier. I meant it.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- You know, I'll look after Arthur for you, if you...- No. No. Thanks.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39If you don't go now, it's only going to get harder.
0:08:41 > 0:08:46Look, I don't know exactly what happened in the hospital that night,
0:08:46 > 0:08:49but I do know that it really upset you.
0:08:51 > 0:08:56Martin, I'm your godmother. I've known you since you were born.
0:08:56 > 0:09:00And when your mum asked me, that was a big deal.
0:09:00 > 0:09:01And I looked down at you
0:09:01 > 0:09:04and I promised myself that I would do this properly.
0:09:04 > 0:09:08I didn't even know what that meant, to be honest - I mean, what?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10A bigger present on your birthday?
0:09:12 > 0:09:14But I do know what that means now.
0:09:15 > 0:09:21And that means sitting here with you, trying to point you straight.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- I can't go. - Yes, of course you can.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- I, I let her down.- No.
0:09:28 > 0:09:29No, I did, I let her down.
0:09:29 > 0:09:34Listen to me. You got her to that hospital.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36You made sure she was safe.
0:09:37 > 0:09:42What happened with Arthur, that wasn't your fault. She'll know that.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Deep down, she will know.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Yeah? Yeah...
0:09:48 > 0:09:51I look at you and I see your dad.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54He was such a kind man.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57But I see your mum, too.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00And she was brave.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03God, that woman was as brave as they come.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09And now you, Martin. You have got to be brave, too.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16We agreed. He goes in September.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19They're saying he can start sooner. Like...tomorrow.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Tomorrow?
0:10:23 > 0:10:25- I know it's short notice, and I... - Tomorrow?!
0:10:25 > 0:10:30..knew you'd find it difficult, so I got the ball rolling and gave them a call.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31It's too soon, Ian.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33It's not soon enough.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36He's out of control. Right? He's 12, OK?
0:10:36 > 0:10:38What's he going to be like when he's 15?
0:10:38 > 0:10:42I know this, Ian. But I agreed he goes in September.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45Yeah, and I couldn't wait until September!
0:10:46 > 0:10:48What did you do?
0:10:48 > 0:10:50What did you do?!
0:10:53 > 0:10:58I went up there and I might've tried to persuade the head.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Why? Why?!
0:11:01 > 0:11:03Because it's a long time between now and September
0:11:03 > 0:11:05and you'd change your mind!
0:11:05 > 0:11:09We have got to do what is best for Bobby. Yeah?
0:11:09 > 0:11:11People around here, they know what he did.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14He'll be better off away from the Square.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Look, and as for his behaviour...
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Look, he needs structure and discipline.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21And that's what this place will give him.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23But it...sounds like prison.
0:11:25 > 0:11:29No, love. That's the alternative.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Tommy, boots off, now. Good boy.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Cor, I'm knackered. Listen, I've just seen Martin. He's, er...
0:11:39 > 0:11:41He's going to go and visit Stacey.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Oh, good. That's good.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45But he does know he can't take Arthur yet, don't he?
0:11:45 > 0:11:47I think Sonia's going to look after him.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51- What's he asking Sonia for, when I'm sat here twiddling me thumbs? - I know. But he's probably just...
0:11:51 > 0:11:55you know...he doesn't want to rely on you...or us. Kat, listen, I know how you feel about Stace,
0:11:55 > 0:11:58and I'll stay as long as you want... but, at the end of the day, come on.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01- It's Martin's family, all right? - And Stacey ain't family to me?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- Kat, listen. We'll stay as long as you...- Daddy!
0:12:03 > 0:12:05All right!
0:12:06 > 0:12:07What?
0:12:09 > 0:12:13Hey, it's me. Yeah, listen could you, um...
0:12:13 > 0:12:17Could you meet me in the caf? Lunchtime. Yeah.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19OK. Bye.
0:12:33 > 0:12:34You ready?
0:12:38 > 0:12:40INTERCOM BUZZES
0:12:40 > 0:12:41DOOR CLICKS
0:12:47 > 0:12:48FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:12:48 > 0:12:49DOOR BEEPS
0:12:51 > 0:12:53- Hi.- Hi.- Hiya.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Um... I'm Martin Fowler.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Yeah, I recognise you from the other night.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Nice to meet you properly. I'm Eve.
0:13:02 > 0:13:03Um... Kathy.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04Hey.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Er...yeah. Just come to see Stacey.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11Well, I didn't think those flowers were for me...
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Come on, I'll take you to her doctor.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19Plane ticket, euros...
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Grenoble Airport?
0:13:21 > 0:13:25I'm glad you said it, cos, I gotta admit, I didn't have a scooby how to pronounce it.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28This flight's today. Is this some sort of joke?
0:13:28 > 0:13:32- If it is, Bernadette's going to be pretty hacked off when you don't show at the airport.- You rang Bernadette?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35E-mailed. She does like smiley faces, doesn't she?
0:13:35 > 0:13:36Well, what about work?
0:13:36 > 0:13:39Well... You look a bit peaky to me, babe.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42You know, I think you may be coming down with something.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44- No, I can't. - What you can't phone in sick?
0:13:44 > 0:13:47- I'll phone in, tell 'em you're dead. - Oh, Ben!
0:13:47 > 0:13:51Don't think, just go. All right? You deserve this.
0:13:51 > 0:13:52What about your dad?
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Just forget about him, Abi.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58All right? I don't want you caught in the crossfire.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00You spend all your time looking out for me.
0:14:00 > 0:14:03It's about time that I started looking out for you.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Go on, you best get packing.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09You're the best boyfriend ever, do you know that?
0:14:09 > 0:14:10Well...
0:14:12 > 0:14:14- See ya.- See ya.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20We had to sedate her. She was quite agitated last night.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23And, you know... will she be able to talk?
0:14:23 > 0:14:26Maybe. Maybe not. But you can talk to her.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29- Well, what do I say? - She's still the same person.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Just talk, tell her what you've been up to, tell her about the kids.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34That's what I'm worried about. That I'm going to upset her.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37You can't say the wrong thing if you care about her.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38Trust me.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41Kathy, do you want a cup of tea? I'm parched.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42Oh, lovely. Thanks.
0:14:42 > 0:14:43This way, Martin.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49KNOCK ON DOOR
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Stacey? I've got a visitor for you.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Stace?
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Stace, it's me.
0:15:40 > 0:15:41OK...
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Does this mean what I think it means?
0:15:46 > 0:15:48Yep. All packed and ready to go.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50You sure?
0:15:51 > 0:15:55Well... You know what my next question is.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Yes. I do. And I really don't know the answer.
0:15:58 > 0:16:03Kat, listen. I'm happy for us to go and find your boy.
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Yeah, I'm totally up for it. Hey?
0:16:05 > 0:16:08Yeah, but I'm not sure that he will be.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11Come here. Course he will be. I can just see him now.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Just see him sitting on his tractor...
0:16:13 > 0:16:17- Tractor?- Yeah, I know. No. I don't know what it is, though.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20I've just got this vision in my head, right, that he's either a farmer or a fisherman.
0:16:20 > 0:16:25And I can just see him sitting on his tractor, ploughing his whatnots.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27And then we come over the...
0:16:27 > 0:16:29over the horizon in the Capri...
0:16:29 > 0:16:30HE MIMICS THE CAR
0:16:30 > 0:16:35And then we pull up and you get out and there's this glamorous hussy - that's you, by the way...
0:16:35 > 0:16:37- Shut up! - ..and you look at him and you go...
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- "I'm your mother..."- Oi!
0:16:41 > 0:16:43And he's there, and he's over the moon.
0:16:43 > 0:16:47You see what I did there? And he just throws his arms around you, cos you're his glamorous mum.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49And it's fantastic.
0:16:49 > 0:16:53And we take him back to Spain with us and he meets his sister.
0:16:53 > 0:16:54And it's all happy families.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58- He might not want to be part of this family. - Yeah, course he will.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01It'll be like finding out he's one of the Kardashians.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Come on. What are you worried about?
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Disappointing him.
0:17:11 > 0:17:15Nah. No, Kat, you're not going to disappoint him.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18If you feel like that, just bung him 100 grand,
0:17:18 > 0:17:19he'll soon get over it.
0:17:21 > 0:17:25You know us winning that money? And everyone thought we were lucky?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28They don't know the half of it.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Because I'm the luckiest woman in the world.
0:17:32 > 0:17:33Yes, you are.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36What do YOU want, Alfie?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40I want whatever you want, Kat.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45I've been really selfish just thinking about...
0:17:45 > 0:17:46just thinking about myself
0:17:46 > 0:17:50and everyone else, except the people that really matter to me.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54So, come on...what do YOU want?
0:17:55 > 0:17:57Ireland or Spain.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58HE SIGHS
0:18:01 > 0:18:04Right. I'll book the tickets, then.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10Um... Your mum. Your mum.
0:18:10 > 0:18:14Ha-ha, she's... she's gone back to Brighton.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Yeah, she - she called me last night.
0:18:16 > 0:18:20I'm not exactly her favourite person at the moment.
0:18:22 > 0:18:28Erm... Kat and Alfie, yeah, they're still at ours. What else?
0:18:28 > 0:18:32Oh, Tommy. He blocked up the toilet with the loo roll.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35Yeah...
0:18:35 > 0:18:38Kat, she, she made some macaroni
0:18:38 > 0:18:41and cheese, which then Tommy spilt on the new sofa.
0:18:41 > 0:18:42So that was...was nice.
0:18:47 > 0:18:48WHISPERS: Lily...
0:18:49 > 0:18:53What? Yeah, Lily. Lily's fine.
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Lily's fine
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Arthur?
0:18:59 > 0:19:02Arthur, too... he's, he's doing great.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09Stace, I'm so sorry.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15But I'm going to put this right.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18I promise.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23I'm going to put it right.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27Put your hood up. Put your hood up.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Oh, all right, Whit!
0:19:31 > 0:19:34- Hiya.- Er...you going to Billy and Honey's engagement thing on Friday?
0:19:34 > 0:19:36Oh, yeah, I will be. I think I'm behind the bar.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39You haven't seen Ben, have you? Went on his break ages ago.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41- He ain't come back yet. - No, I ain't, sorry.
0:19:41 > 0:19:42I don't know why I bother.
0:19:42 > 0:19:46We all need haircuts but some of us have got businesses to run here - do you know what I mean?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50- See you later.- Thanks.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54One of the benefits of having a boss in prison.
0:19:54 > 0:19:57Trade's fallen off, we can close up early.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00I've sent Abi away.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03How's that work? You banished her?
0:20:03 > 0:20:07No, idiot. I just sent her away on holiday.
0:20:08 > 0:20:12Right. And you're telling me this why?
0:20:12 > 0:20:16Cos if you're looking for a bit of while-the-cat's-away, I told you I'm not doing that any more...
0:20:16 > 0:20:17Course not. All right?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21I just bought myself some time.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Work out how I should tell her.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Look, you're scared.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29I understand that.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31No, you don't.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34All right? Doing this, it...it was easier for you.
0:20:36 > 0:20:37Doing what?
0:20:37 > 0:20:38You know what.
0:20:40 > 0:20:41So just say it.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44Coming out?
0:20:45 > 0:20:46Hurting people.
0:20:51 > 0:20:57It's true, all right, Abi will be devastated. But do you know what?
0:20:57 > 0:21:02You know, in two years' time, she'll be glad you had the courage to tell her.
0:21:04 > 0:21:05And my dad.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10You know, every day, I look in the mirror
0:21:10 > 0:21:13and I wish that I was someone else.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17And every day, he looks at me and I know he thinks the same.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21At least you've got a dad to disappoint.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23This isn't about you.
0:21:23 > 0:21:28No. It's not. I wasn't fair. But do you know what?
0:21:28 > 0:21:32None of this is fair. You're gay. My dad's dead.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35There's nothing we can do to change these things.
0:21:35 > 0:21:39The only thing we can change is how we deal with it.
0:21:39 > 0:21:44And lying to yourself, and everyone, usually ain't the best option.
0:21:44 > 0:21:51So I crush Abi, embarrass my family, just so I can be myself?
0:21:51 > 0:21:55Yeah. Sounds brilliant, Paul. So, go on, tell me, what's the catch?
0:21:57 > 0:21:58Me.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02Um... You hate yourself, Ben.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08You should know that the bits of yourself which you hate...
0:22:10 > 0:22:13..they're the bits I love the most.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25I'll do it.
0:22:27 > 0:22:28I just...
0:22:32 > 0:22:33I just need some time.
0:22:34 > 0:22:35To tell Abi.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38Tell Abi what?
0:22:44 > 0:22:45That I love you too.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Thank you.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15What for? All I did was drink tea.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17No, seriously. Thank you.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21So, what's next?
0:23:21 > 0:23:24I'm going to do what I always promised
0:23:24 > 0:23:26and get Arthur back where he belongs.
0:23:26 > 0:23:27With his mum.
0:23:27 > 0:23:28How?
0:23:30 > 0:23:32I have absolutely no idea.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36See you later.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44Tommy, come here.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47- You know you said you was missing school this morning?- Yeah.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Well, you ain't got to miss it any more,
0:23:49 > 0:23:52- because we're going back home to Spain.- Yay!
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Yeah, good boy.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57You know you don't have to do this, Kat?
0:23:57 > 0:24:00Listen, Luke will still be ploughing his whatnots in six months' time
0:24:00 > 0:24:03and, if I want to be a glam mum, I better work on my tan first.
0:24:03 > 0:24:07What's, er... going on with the suitcases?
0:24:07 > 0:24:11Yeah, um.... Martin, we're going to be heading off home soon.
0:24:11 > 0:24:15Not cos of me? Look, I know I've been all over the place and that,
0:24:15 > 0:24:17but things are going to be different.
0:24:17 > 0:24:18I'm going to look after Stace.
0:24:18 > 0:24:19Martin.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22Do you really think we'd be leaving if I didn't believe that?
0:24:26 > 0:24:27All right, bruv?
0:24:29 > 0:24:31You are lucky I don't own this place.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34Cos if I did, I'd dock your wages for leaving me here on me tod all afternoon.
0:24:34 > 0:24:35Sorry, I was with Abi.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38Treated her to a last-minute holiday with a mate.
0:24:38 > 0:24:39That's nice, innit.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42Must be why you got that stupid look on your face, then.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43What look?
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Well, you know... Bright eyes, stupid grin. You're all loved up.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47Aren't ya?
0:24:49 > 0:24:53- You got a problem, Jay? - No... No, it's good to feel like that. And Abi's great.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56Which is why you should probably tell her.
0:24:57 > 0:24:58Tell her what?
0:24:58 > 0:25:00That you're in love with Paul Coker.
0:25:02 > 0:25:08- Higher?- Higher?- Come on, Lily. We need to get you home now.- No!
0:25:08 > 0:25:12Hey, don't speak to your auntie like that.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15You can't tell me what to do. You ain't my dad.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26- See you, darling, you take care. - See ya soon.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29- Take care. See ya, Martin.- See ya later, mate. Don't really feel
0:25:29 > 0:25:31- like much of a send-off, though, does it?- Oh, nah, mate.
0:25:31 > 0:25:35We don't want to make a song and dance about it. Moon family, we're a bit like ninjas.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38We sneak in, complete the mission and then, um... fade away into the shadows.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41- HORN TOOTS - Come on, Alfie!
0:25:41 > 0:25:43See? We're like ninjas. Take care, guys.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Right, Moon family, are we ready?
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- Yes!- Come on, we can do better than that.
0:25:47 > 0:25:51We're about to go home to Spain with sangria and a swimming pool. Moon family, don't let me down.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53- Are we ready?- Yes!- Yay!
0:25:53 > 0:25:55- Right, see you guys.- Bye!
0:26:02 > 0:26:05Hello, trouble. Did you have a good day at school?
0:26:05 > 0:26:07Yeah? Whit, will you do us a favour?
0:26:07 > 0:26:10- Will you just take her in? I'm going to pop to the shop and get some dinner.- Yeah, sure.
0:26:10 > 0:26:15- Go on, You be a good girl, yeah? - All right, see you in a bit.- See you later.- See ya.- Come on, darling.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Tomorrow? I don't understand.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26An opening came up. It-it's really lucky.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29But what about my school? My friends?
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Will I have to have my braces removed?
0:26:31 > 0:26:33No, you won't. You only just had them fitted.
0:26:33 > 0:26:37And, look, your friends, you're going to see them in the holidays. OK?
0:26:37 > 0:26:39This is too good an opportunity to turn down.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42I mean, you loved the place when we visited it.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44And I was looking on the website again earlier and, right -
0:26:44 > 0:26:47their hockey team, right - they had a tour of South Africa...
0:26:47 > 0:26:50a history trip, I mean, that went to France.
0:26:50 > 0:26:53You are going to have so many opportunities there.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55I mean, you could even join the naval cadets!
0:26:55 > 0:26:58But why now? Why do I have to go now?
0:26:58 > 0:27:02Well, we just think it would be better sooner rather than later.
0:27:03 > 0:27:04You just want me gone.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06No, Bobby, no.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Don't you ever think that. We love you.
0:27:10 > 0:27:13And that's why we want this for you. Because we love you so much.
0:27:16 > 0:27:17But if it's not right...
0:27:17 > 0:27:19if you don't want to go now...
0:27:19 > 0:27:22Of course he wants to go. OK? It's just a shock.
0:27:25 > 0:27:26The trips do sound pretty cool.
0:27:28 > 0:27:29And I got you this as well.
0:27:29 > 0:27:33I thought it would be easier for you to, er...e-mail from.
0:27:35 > 0:27:36Do I get new trainers?
0:27:36 > 0:27:38You get new everything.
0:27:38 > 0:27:42I've even gone and got you the blazer ready. There you go.
0:27:43 > 0:27:46Do you want to try it on? That's it. Put your arms in.
0:27:49 > 0:27:50Hey?
0:27:50 > 0:27:55Look at you, proper little gentleman. So, are we going to do this?
0:27:56 > 0:27:57Going to do what?
0:27:59 > 0:28:03Right, I got fish fingers and waffles.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06Yeah, sorry about that, but they've ran out of...
0:28:11 > 0:28:12Who are you?
0:28:12 > 0:28:13How did you get in my flat?
0:28:15 > 0:28:16Just get out!
0:28:16 > 0:28:17Ryan, please.
0:28:19 > 0:28:20You're Ryan?
0:28:20 > 0:28:22He says he's my daddy.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25That's right, sweetheart. I am.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29Listen, I had to go away.
0:28:31 > 0:28:32But now I'm back.
0:28:36 > 0:28:38And I'm taking my daughter.